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part II

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< I forgot to mention when i post part 1 - that’s dedicated to all people who see themselfes as not good enough for some reason, i see me fat, that’s why i rote it from that perspective ... ya’ll worthy tho! >

The next thing I know is how there are gun shots all over the place, I think I saw blood on the sheets, I fell off the bed and roll under. So shocked that I couldn't even scream.

I had no idea how long I was under the bed. Suddenly I heared his voice.

- Fluffy? Oh, Fluffy... Where are you?

I knew it was him, it was his voice... But what if, someone was pretending to be him. I stayed quiet.

- Could she ran away?

- No Ser! I was right outside and didn't saw anyone.

- Are you sure...

- Yes!

It got quiet outside. A sharp light blinded me.

- Here you are! - he grabbed my hand and dragged me outside. I was still shaking and made several steps back. He was squeezing me, but let go. - Come on... - he opened his hands for me, holding a gun. - Daddy isn't scary anymore, come ‘ere! - I hesitated but slowly walked to him. He hugged me with his free hand.

- See sir, she was just scared of you. - the man said. This one wasn't the usual one who accompany him.

The Joker started breathing more heavy, he squeezed me tighter and stepped a little left. Another gun shot was heared. Then a thud of a gun on the furry carpet. He hugged me even tighter.

- It's OK, no one will scare you now!

We stayed like this for several seconds, then he motioned me where to go, ordering me not to look back, because of the blood.

We were in his car, the day was rainy, and he was driving through the nothing.

- Are you OK? I think I saw blood on the sheets. – I barely mumbled with a still shaking voice.

- What...

- Are you, all right.

- Yes... Yes I am.

- Did someone tried to kill you?

- No...

- Then what happened?

He was looking at the road, but his thoughts were speeding elsewhere.

- I had a nightmare.

- Am... I am sorry to hear this. - we were silent for a while - Where did you take the gun from?

- Under the pillow.

- You sleep with a gun under your pillow?

- There are attempts for my Death through the past 10 years... Even before I got that famous. - he looked at me winking.

- The road. - I screamed.

- Chill ... I know this road.

- But it is raining now...

- So? You question my driving skills?

- Why do you think it is always about you, why always must be against you what I say? I just mentioned that it's raining and...

- It might be slippery. I know. I am paying attention to the road, although you are not helping much.

- I am sorry... I will be quiet. - I mumbled.

- It's not your words that bother me, it's your looks.

I tried to cover my fat belly with the jacket I had.

- You are welcome...

I frowned my eyebrows.

- For the compliment.

' He complimented my body... that's it, I must be dead now! '

We were quiet a little bit more... He suddenly hit the breaks.

- No! - He looked at me. And pulled my jeans jacket. I had a light knee long silk night dress.

- What... Let go … - I pulled it back.

- I meant your half naked tits... – he has this nervous tic to slick back his hair, even when it’s ok - Whoever speaks to you like this I will shoot them!

- The ones who... speak to me like you do... - I was confused, and more ashamed than scared.

- No...- he finally let go of the jacket and let me cover. - Whoever told you you weren't good looking.

- Well... It's a long story.

- Ugh... Spare me the suffer... - he rolled his eyes, got out and opened the door for me. - Come! - he demanded. He played a song on his phone and we danced. He had hugged me and we slowly swinged. I could feel him enjoying the hug, but he was trying to make it less obvious.

Several songs later. It turned cold and we had to stop.

- What... Why are you shivering? - he growled.

- It's cold and I am mostly naked.

- Fat won't keep you warm? - he laughed.

- Unpopular opinion, but fat on humans don't keep it that warm, as on amimals... - I smiled.

He hugged me again and rubbed my back.

- Do you want my Jacket?

- You don't have one on you. - I laughed.

- Ugh... Jump back in the car then. - he slapped my but.

We went in, he put the heat on. And rubbed my thigh, I jumped. - Chill... - he got my hand in his. - The rape think was to scare you... I won't - he let go of my hand. - I might be anything, but 2 things I am not - rapist abd pedophile.

I smiled.

- Yes... I am actually ticklish, that's why I jumped... But it's good to know this. - I blushed. He winked at me.

He drove us back to his place. It was dark already. He let me in the kitchen to make us some food. After I was done he invited me in the bathroom. There was a bathtub ready and a table. I took my clothes off and settled in front of him. He put the wooden panel on the bathtub, so we could eat while taking a bath.

- Please … - he hugged me - don't drop food in the tub! – he said that almost purring and I’d lie if I saw I wasn’t turn on.

I giggled.

He put shampoo in my hair and washed it.

- Why are you so gentle with me? - I felt deeply attracted and connected to him, becauset still I didn't knew him and from what others say and he didn't exactly deny, he wasn't a nice person.

- Well... Maybe because I want to.

I turned to face him. His hair was wet, and so green.

- It looks more green when wet. - I reached to touch it, but remembered what he said before. - May I?

He nodded his head and I dug my fingers through the green hair, slicking it back. I smiled, then I ruffled it and laughed.

- Hey... - he slicked it back.

- I love this color...

- Green, or bright neon colors.

- Can I pick both?

He smiled. Then he frowned.

- Off! - he ordered in a harsh voice. I turned my back at him. - Off the tub! - he shouted and I jumped out, in the process I slipped and fell, but got up and ran to the bedroom.

In like hour, I was still lying naked, covered in a sheet and reading a book, he had on his night stand - Terry Pratchett - Mort. I had started it several years back, , but never finished it, since it wasn’t mine. He came in, slowly, he was even more pale and his lips were blue. I looked up, but he frowned and I looked away. He slipped under the covers and snuggled.

- OH! - I yelled. - You are cold!

- Dead cold!

- Yes … - I tried to move away, but he didn’t let me go.

- The waster was cold.

- Well you stayed for an hour. It was expected to be cold at the end. Why didn't you put hot one.

- I was lazy.

- Why didn't you call me?

- You are mad.

- No, I am not.

- Yes. You are!

- No I am not! - 'is he for real'

- Because I yelled at you.

- I am... You want me to be mad at you?

- You shold!

- Well I am not... Come. - I put the book away, as he snuggled more in me. - You are naked. - I whispered putting my chin on his forehead.

- It's not the first time we are both naked in my bed.

- Don't exactly remember the 1st time. - I joked.

- Want me to remind you? - he wasn't finished when I felt his hand slipping down on me.

I woke up the next day very sore on many places, with an envelope at the empty pillow next to me. There were money and a note : he was informing me that he won't be available for the next two weeks, but after I am more than welcome for breakfast... And fun. There was a big kiss

I went home, paid whatever I was supposed to. Get me a second job.

Had a fight with my mother about the "dump" I live in. The lack of proper men in my life. Obviously my mindless and rude ex, who had a prestige job, was a way better choice than someone who actually treats me nice and cares about me... Horay!

The next time I spend the night at he house I woke up by his pissed voice, I jumped off the bed.

- Where to, sweet patootie?

- I thought you yelled at me... Lover boy?

He made a low growl.

- I am loosing at this ... Damn Game!

- Let me... Stack Ball? I am master at this. - Four levels later, he was dozing off on my shoulder. I accidentaly got out of the game. I saw... My mostly naked body as a wallpaper.

- A what...

- What?! - he got up holding a gun.

- Why do you have a naked picture of me! - I was yelling at the one person even Bats got the chills of.

He looked confused.

- Why... Do y...

- I heard you the 1st time sweets, why woudn't I? You are my girlfriend.

- I am... fat... - I was more shocked he called me 'girlfriend', but I decided not to go that far.

- And a little bit of your but was hairy whem I took that one. – he laughed like a 5 years old who knows they betray a huge secret by telling it in a joke-ish way.

I felt the tears running down.

- Why... what's wrong... - he took his pants of - Take a naked picture of me, we will be even. - he threw the phone in my lap.

- I am ugly, get this away! - I throw the phone back and the blanket too.

He stood in front of me and squeezed my face in his hand so hard I flinched.

- You are not. I like what I see, if you don't like it, it's not my problem. I like your orange ass and the wiggly piece of fat on your bellt, it's a nice pillow... What?

- You are pretty and you like me. - I cried.

- How many times should I repeat this so you'd believe me?! Because it's getting annoying, and I might end up killing you... Which would be a shame, you are exellent breakfast biddy and a pillow. - he wiped my tears - At some point I will get tired of this and kick you away. I will find me s skinny blond dumb bitch.

- Hey ... blond girls are smart too ...

- I know … - he squeezed my cheek.

- You will be bored... - I joked.

- I will... - he lyed on me again - now play that game, and win me a nice record. Definetly higher than yours.

Soon after he dozzed off again.

Next morning I woke up alone again. When I decided to check how much of a 'mornong' it is, I was met with his almost naked body on my wallpaper. His black pants, unbuttomed and sooo low. A purple shirt, almost off. One hand was... Down there, and it was visible enough what's inside. I figured he took the pic with his free hand … it was a specific angle. It was a one time in life view.

- You like it sugar pops? I can smell you blush from here! - he laughed. - Just unlock it and see the other one.

- How about NO! - I threw the phone like it had the plague.

- Oooh... I made these with love... Is this how you thank me! - his voice was low and pissed.

- Maybe after breakfast. - I smiled.

- Fine...

He handed me a bowl of cornflakes, fruits and ypgurt. All breakfast time he spend looking at the bluish clouded sky. The sun was trying to peek behind the clouds, the view was really breathtaking.

I felt anxious. Urged myself to say something.

- Breathtaking...

- Yes!

- The clouds...

- I know.... - he whined.

Next thing he was squeezing my face, trying to put some food in.

- I don't luke vegan stuff.

- I don't like your attitude either! Now eat!

While trying to chew, some run down my chin.

- Can you not! ... I hate babies.

- Eww, me too! - I wiped it away.

Don't know what I did, or said, but he laughed till he cried.

It has been several months since I kinda moved there. I learned not to be that intimidated by him, which lead to me talking back quite often. On the other hand this led to huge fights that often ended up with me going to my old place, that I still rented. At some point his jealous-ish and obssed behaviour birthed the idea of setting the place on fire, so I'd have nowhere to leave.

One of his super trusted henchmen was left eyeless. He got them out with a spoon after the poor man said "Hey, Joker whose is that fat brat?" - followed by - "Who'd hate his dick that much!" - I suspect J cut his tongue too. But did't wanted to konow...

Monty... I believe he was... I see him begging on the side street of the boulevards when me and J had midnight car walks. I feel bad for him, although his stupidity wasn't my fault. Sometimes I sneak out and Frost drives me there, I leave him food.

There were no more fuzzy nights, he wasn't drinking or doing drugs, although that was a popular opinion, he had super healthy lifestyle... Did I mentioned he is build like a fucking god! Sometimes I had a glass of wine, or 2 for a mood. He'd joke that before I hit 30 I am already the old fun always drunk auntie, just missing the cats.

He named one of my stretch marks ‘Simon” when I swing around gaining and loosing weight, Simon grows …” Simon says ‘eat’! “ – Joker teases me when he inspects Simon.

I got some extra special treatment besides the hair washing like feet massages and book reading when his insomnia kicks in. Make up real life tutorials – he looks good in purple eye shadow tho. He got my long nails, scratching his hands. His nerves were a little numb by the bleach bath. But he could feel scratch. He got the chills it rather cute, in an odd way. I also colored his dragon tattoo once … he almost overdose on slipping pills once … so I had the chance. He was fine. Just dead asleep.

The most embarassing thing happened like 2 weeks ago. Me and J broke in that councilman's house. We were in the outside jakuzzi when Bats came, ironically we were naked. He, bats, saw my back tities, and I am now sure, if he didn't needed mental help, he will be now. He was as shocked as us. Obvipusly seeing the Joker, the self loving, arrogant, perfectionist, demanding more then the best, mad at the world, with quite almost fat girl was a real shock. Bats just apologized and left. J laughed so much, he almost drowned, drinking half the pool.

J send Bats a letter 2 days after:

" Bats, I an so dissapoined you storm in like that, it took me so long to convince her to hoop in naked in the all glass pool/jakuzzi. Hope you are happy now. I won't get laid tonight because of you. Also... If you try something else besides blond, skinny dumb sluts /yes I know blond girls are smart, duh/, you might have a relationship longer than 17h. Also... The last "lady you took tp the charity ball... Dman man, I won't even get the lil J naked in front of her! You can do better boy billionaire! "

p.s. I am still fat, but I don’t care anymore, I am a Queen and I love me so bad, ask the King!

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