I SAW THE TAGS U LEFT ON THAT DES ART I DID AND YOU GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GET IT SO GOOD!!!!!!!!! the fact that hershel did the exact same thing his dad did and how des loves his brother so so so much but is just so angry because hershel fell for the same thing his father fell for, and how desmond did everything right as a parent but lost his wife and daughter but hershel, the golden son, got to have three kids and he just left them, and how in LBMR al is mad towards his father but in LMJ/LMDA kat seems so happy to have him back and how it furthers the parallels of al/des and kat/hersh and not even to think about how flora feels about all this, always being left behind by the prof and now it’s her siblings’ turn to get left behind with her, just OOOOUUGGGHHH THE LAYTON FAM… AAAAUUUUGGHHH
I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABT DES'S FAMILY FUCK THIS MAKES EVERYTHING SO MUCH WORSE (/pos)
looking back at the post itself i am now realising that it cut off the last couple of tags for some reason. probably hit a tag limit or smth idk. so since it didnt keep it there i'll mention it here; there's no way in hell that the happy ending we got in LMDA is going to last
its like. kat's satisfied but al's pissed, des is pissed, and flora doesnt even know how to feel about the whole situation. i imagine with her its like "well this happened before but then it got better but then it got infinitely worse so how do we know it wont happen again." she cant trust that he'll actually stay this time, and it'll probably lead into her growing distant from him. she'll still stay close to her siblings, of course, but how can she trust that their father will be there to, yknow, be their father
meanwhile alfendi and des are unable to put the past behind them and move forward (des i think more so due to trauma but knowing al i think he'd be more vocal about it). so with alfendi it's more like "you left your family behind and we all went through hell and back in the meantime" but with des its more like "you are not only abandoning everyone but you are also continuing the cycle." and its like, the parallels between des and leon are way more obvious and in your face (mostly in the character designs) but with hershel you gotta think about it for more than five seconds. so it makes me wonder how much of leon does des see in hershel...
not to mention the fact that des suffered so much with at least two of his families being stripped away from him and here's his little brother--the one family member he has left, the person who was so disconnected from his bio family that he didnt even know he was a part of it for most of his life--pulling the same shit that fucked up des's entire life in the first place
istg trauma spice and abandonment issues just run in this family... i want to send all of them to therapy
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it always feels strange saying that i had a shitty childhood because like. i did. but whenever i phrase it like that people always assume parental abuse or neglect and then i have to be like “oh no my parents were great it was just literally every other influence in my life that sucked” and we all just sit there silently for a minute while they freak out about accusing my parents of emotional neglect and i freak out because i said more than an off handed joke about my shitty childhood which is much too vulnerable and none of us enjoy it. so like what am i supposed to say then
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I'll have to be honest, i watched rottmnt and i love that show but never even once i got emotional enough to cry watching it. Yes that includes the s2 finale and the movie
.......on the other hand now i had take a moment to calm down after watching the 2003 series and seeing that episode with the con man and that little robot
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Yo I think I relate to Crowley bc we are both mentally I’ll queers who fall hard but don’t do anything about it, telling ourself it’s because we’re fine on our own, but it’s really bc we know we couldn’t handle the possible rejection that comes with expressing your feelings for another person.
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okay last thoughts for the end of treason’s shore. lots happens in the last couple chapters so i thought it’d be better if i just bullet pointed rather than make a million one sentence posts :p
- what the fuck was tau even up to for the thirty odd years between dropping inda off on shore and picking retired!evred up at ala larkadhe. gimme a book about THAT smith. pls
- thank every god above and beneath that evred was a good dad, enough to be called “papa-evred” HELLO my heart. i would die for his kids. “The magic rings he had given to his sons; Hastred and Tanrid seemed to like knowing where the other was.” hi yes i love brothers. brothers yes
- both hastred and tanrid being autistic 😌👌👌
- fox’s old smile when he tells inda he renamed the knife “treason”. we love ourselves a bastard
- inda’s son jarend being like tanrid (og) but protecting kenda rather than “training” him by beatings. kenda making everyone laugh (you just know he Does put eggs in the rider’s shoes like dogpiss!kendrid)
- vedrid rode with evred to ala larkadhe but i wonder what he did afterwards. probably didn’t tag along with evred and tau as awkward third wheel :p
- we don’t get any more about signi, valda, durasnir, rajnir, or any of the venn! i don’t know if we ever learn more about signi and inda’s kiddo. imagine having signi as your mom damn i’ll sign up
- hey wait a second where did fox stash the knife so no one stole it :sus: unless it just stayed with the marlovan navy lol. hey barend make sure nothing happens to my magic dragon-prowed ghost ship imma want it back someday :)
- sorry but i am just gonna be miserable that inda didn’t get to spend the rest of his life with all of his friends together. why can’t tenthen castle and sailing the sea exist in the same place huh??? explain that one to me smh
- more to be said about inda and tdor but i’d just ramble on gnashing my teeth about various things so. im glad the healer mage could help his arm enough for him to do drills and go on border rides :)
- “Tdor had a new habit, watching Inda’s training sessions with Jarend, Kendred, Whipsticks’ Tanrid, and the other castle boys. They so often ended up with dust flying as Inda and his sons wrestled until Inda lay laughing in the dirt, the boys leaping on his stomach with no discipline whatsoever. Tdor could not explain to herself the dizzying, sharp-edged elation the sight gave her. But sometimes the bliss was so intense it made her weep.”
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