#already on the way of crushing after the first day (the friend makes gardenpartys over like a whole weekend & you can camp and stuff)

[greyeddaisychains]

Well fuck that could be a problem but I just realised that I might or well tbh most likely have a crush on someone.

#personal #personal rant #crush #what is this even #i met this guy in august at a gardenparty of a friend and like my friends think (and most likely are right bc they know me) that i was #already on the way of crushing after the first day (the friend makes gardenpartys over like a whole weekend & you can camp and stuff) #and i just now realised that i am most likely fucked #ive been writing with that dude ever since bc he asked to stay in contact #AND HE CALLED ME INSTANTLY CUTE AND I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT IT BC NONCREEPY COMPLIMENTS FROM A REALLY CUTE GUY #and like we've met twice now and like about the second meeting i already kinda wrote in the text of yesterdays post lmao #but like both were so NICE AND HES SO CUTE AND LOVELY #and fucking hell this is not good #how the fuck to i handle having a crush #i DONT FUCKING GET THEM THAT OFTEN #what the fuck is this #like brain why tf did you think 'that dude yeah we gonna crush on him' #like it isnt like i didnt kinda instantly realise after talking more to him that he was the type of person i get crushes on if i get them #but still wtf brain #i didn't sign up for this at all #BIG CONFUSION RIGHT NOW