#a disposable object

[rainbowsnowcone]

😔💔 I can not stop feeling devastated over Prince Lothric in DS3. You can describe his story as 'Here is a broken and traumatized abuse victim who only played a part in the apocalypse because he was lashing out against the system that treated him like a disposable object and refuses to die for it and it is your job as the 'Heroic Goodguy' to put this evil brat in his place with help from the 'very nice and helpful and concerned' High Priestess Emma who acts like she did not play a part in his lifetime torment and later rebellion. Go murder his elder brother Lorian the only person who truly cared about Lothric and will protect him at all costs. Then beat the ever living crap out of the vulnerable handicapped prince while the brother he is trying to revive is down (You know like a 'big strong manly hero who asserts themselves'). You kill him and take his head like fucking trophy to use it for the sacrificial ritual along with the heads of the others you murdered (YOU ARE HONORING THEM!).

#anti ds3 #Not fucking canon #This game was not made for me because apparently there was a good reason for a traumatized person like me to be treated like #a disposable object #I deserve to be put IN MY PLACE FOR LASHING OUT BECAUSE IT IS AN INCONVENIENCE FOR YOU?! #I can not even look at Twin Princes content and art without seeing Lothric being made a punching bag #If it isn't about pitying him or representing his tragedy #It is about giving him the MCU Loki treatment #And I have to see art where the Ashen One is about to murder him in 'glorious heroic fashion' while he is down and vulnerable #or see his fucking head #I was already disturbed by what the game did and it inspired the fandom to exacerbate things even more #I hate being alone in my grief #I have to be reminded that was my comfort character's entire role a mere punching bag for the big strong hero #Everything hurts #I hate how fuckin normal this is and it makes me want to leave this world so badly

[nardacci-does-art]

I didn't expect either of my haunted doll comics to ever be liked so much, uuuhh anyway shoutout to everyone in the tags & replies who, like me, read books as children that gave them lifelong sentimental crybaby syndrome.

#nardacci doodles #corduroy was like FormativeTM #I don't remember if I ever actually read velveteen rabbit as a kid? like it seems SO familiar but I can't remember it #skelebee recommended it when I was brainstorming the restoration comic so I looked it up & was like wow yes this one line is perfect #I'll always love you isn't about toys it's about living pets #but I think some people treat their poor pets like toys & also act like both toys & pets are disposable #so I think it's good & important for children to understand that animals are real living things & should be treated well #anyway fight fast consumerism hug your dog cry over inanimate objects fuckin yolo

[ghost-bxrd]

every time i type the joker i never capitalise it because he doesn't deserve that courtesy

So valid 😩💚✨

#there’s one character I have no sympathy for and it’s joker #like he’s an intriguing character objectively speaking #but he’s literally not got a single redeeming quality #which is peak character design and everything #but i hate him #I can’t believe nobody ever took a shot at the guy #or thought of hiring deathstroke to dispose of him #ghost talks #joker hate squad ksksks

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[wilcze-kudly]

Growing up is realising that I did not, in fact, have a crush on Shun Kazami fron bakugan nor on Legolas Greenleaf, it was actually all gender envy.

Five year old me: idk, I'm just really obsessed them for some reason

Literally everyone: awww you have a crush on him

Me: that doesn't seem quite right but i don't know enough abot crushes to counter argue

#5 year old me knew exactly what they wanted; to be a twink with long hair and multiple sharp objects at my disposal #shun kazami #legolas greenleaf #gender envy #trans #nonbinary #agender

[forestofsprites]

I genuinely don't think there's a better gift for an autistic person studying history than to drop them off a random bit of old trash, like a 1950s toothpaste tube or 1940s metal stamp. You're telling me I get to spend the day researching this incredibly specific item, pertinent to [x] time period and our precise locale? I need to compile detailed data and a general timeline for this funky object and its history? For hours? This is perhaps heaven

#of course- by old trash I very much mean a beauty is in the eye of the beholder moment. bc essentially all artifacts/historical things of #interest were considered trash when they were disposed of x years ago. it's what makes them so much fun! esp when they're unique to your ar #ea and you get to win bonus specific knowledge on 1957 toothpaste tubes in [insert locale] #it all goes through local channels as well- museums or my uni- I'm not just procuring possibly important objects then... not stating that #anywhere LMAO #history #spectrum stuff

[gillianthecat]

Garbage disposal is fixed! Sink now drains normally!

This was the culprit:

At first I thought it was candy, but it's hard... stone? No idea of what is or how it ended up in my sink. I feel a little silly that I couldn't fix it on my own and had to call maintenance, but I did spend time fishing around in there and couldn't find it. And mostly I'm relieved it was an easy quick fix and my sink is now usable again. Yay!

#housekeeping with gillianthecat #also for a long time I was too embarrassed about the mess of my apartment to call maintenance for anything #so i'm glad that I've cleaned and organized enough that i wasn't worried about that #hooray! #the garbage disposal's side story #the appliance sagas #photos of objects irl

[vivid-vices]

reminding myself that i do love dazai because i know in a few hours i'm gonna be ready to rip him apart with my bare hands and teeth

#the inherent tragedy of knowing you're just a disposable object to someone and choosing to hopelessly chase after their approval #the inherent tragedy of knowing the outcome of your kindest action was predicted and planned by someone who doesn't care about the sacrifice #fuck i want to rip dazai to shreds when i think about akutagawa #bsd #ellie.posts

[eye-of-yelough]

h. hey. what if i put this love song about an inflatable sex doll on the aeryn/gortash playlist. what then.

it doesn’t Really apply it’s just. love songs about inanimate objects <3 dehumanisation <3

#Disposable Darling… 🫠 #i need more love songs about innanimate objects!!!! if anyone has any recs PLEASE give them to me. #your daily dose of idiocy #aeryn and gortash #oc aeryn

[erabundus]

i  think  one  of  the  headcanons  that  brings  me  the  greatest  emotional  damage  is  that  whenever  it's  brought  up,  ren  consistently  AGREES  that  the  smartest  move  would  have  been  to  destroy  him.

#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥. ◟ hc .◝ #( it's not even necessarily a matter of him being self destructive. ) #( he still sees himself as a weapon in many regards ) #( and it's objectively smarter to dispose of something that dangerous than leave it to fall into enemy hands. ) #( ... which he eventually did. and all of the secrets his body holds along with him. ) #( mind he still has his grievances. he was completely innocent; a child. ) #( but between destroying or abandoning him he thinks the greatest ''mercy'' would have been putting him out of his misery. )

[aro-aceattorney]

as someone also obsessed w/ deer and deer imagery deer coded characters etc "the image of a creature that is beautiful and ephemeral and graceful being seen so commonly dead on the side of a road" will now also be living rent free in my head for years thank you for changing my life

dude i'm so based and roadkill-pilled

#growing up in pa i see soo many deer living and dead #and i think about them. a lot #i'm also just naturally a very morbid person lol #extremely developmental memory for me was poking a dead deer on the side of the road by my house #maybe thats why i grew up to be such a little freak #anyway yes deer are great #wonderful imagery for a creature that is beautiful #and beloved #and yet disposible #and kind of objectively vermin

[shirkers2018dirsanditan]

there is of course the possibility that what happened to hamlin has nothing to do with football - specifically- or with the tackle he did right before. my senior year of high school, one of my classmates collapsed after a swim meet and he died and it turned out he had some kind of congenital heart issue that could cause sudden death. but the fact is that the nfl does not give a fuck about the health and safety of these players. they create rules and regulations solely with the intent of covering their own asses and then they don’t even enforce them meaningfully. the game has changed; players are bigger, the hits are harder, and the plays are more intense. but it is objectively a cop out to simply say the game is inherently dangerous. yes obviously. but there is MORE than enough money in the nfl and certainly in general to do everything they can to protect these players as much as possible. you cannot argue that they are doing that currently

#it’s ridiculous #like yeah. these are grown men by and large. they make a lot of money and they make the choice to play #and these players love what they do which is why they keep doing it #but they are human beings #they are not machines and they are not objects #i swear the rise of analytics in sports has further contributed to the dehumanization of these athletes #beyond generally making playmaking decisions worse #it’s infuriating #on the one hand you have a league of billionaires that view these young men - black white and otherwise - as entirely disposable #on the other hand you have people who are willing to dismiss active malpractice in favor of some toothless moral high ground #and then you also have both fans and players and coaches who make dangerous tradeoffs for the sake of intensifying the game #what an unsavory network of nonsense

[pochx]

yayay everyone pat me on the head bc i got an A on a presentation i did in only 3 days and got told it was good even though i felt it was horribly under researched and didn't have enough sources

#esp bc the mean grade seems to have been abt 50% #academic validation....ahhhh i do love research actually i'm just a procastinator #it was for my anthropology of religion course. i did my presentation on animism in shinto and the struggle of disposing of objects #when it comes to spirituality i'm technically animistic or whatever it's called. so i have a fair amount of interest in it hehe

[seapasture]

Excessive physical possessions my beloathed

#i wish i could reduce everything i own to the contents of a bag i can wear on my back #but objects possess feelings to me and i distrust others too much to consider disposing of things or selling them #i understand it's a privelege to own so many things but it's causing me so much anguish #sorry for documenting my breakdown here asfgsgsh #maybe one day i will achieve a simple life surrounded by meadows and oceans and my world will exist in my hands #sea rambles

[justwritedreams]

Always remember: whatever you do for others will come back to you, it may not be right away but it will. So always choose to do good things.

#happy to know that even with the difficulties #life has shown me that not using others as disposable objects #or humiliate anyone just to get what you want #makes you feel relieved #clear conscience is my best achievement #maari's confession time

[catman-draws]

A stick to hold up part of the massive towel, like some sorta tent

Well now he won't suffocate

#catman asks #love that y'all have a character that interact with objects (specifically massive objects) here at your disposal #*can interact #and all you did was give her soup and yarn #wonderful