#WHO ALLOWED HIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOO

[ssahotchnerr]

mentally i’m smushing my face into his chest 😵‍💫

#can we discuss this because #THERES JUST #SO MUCH TO LOOK AT #WHO ALLOWED HIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOOOO #HANDS IN POCKETS #HIS SHIRT #seeing his belt buckle ALWAYS makes me so 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ #good distraction from how sad this episode is #aaron hotchner #criminal minds

[twisted-lover-boys]

Umm... Hello this is my first request. Umm I was reading your rules and I think this is okay. Sorry English is my second language. Can you do Vil react to his s/o male who is taller then he is very strong and look very scary. But actually he is very sweet and calm and loves to cuddle and love pick him up. If you don't want you can just ignore this. Have a good day/night. <3

Vil’s big puppy

{not proof-read}

Y E S

I gotchu imma spoil you

Also, sorry these took sooooooooooo long! I was doing a project break with my boyfriend and it lasted longer than I thought it would. I’ll try and finish up these last 5 in my box and hopefully get more in.

Again, so sorry for the wait but I hope you like my works!

I also probably shouldn’t say I worked on these at, like, 3 am, so sorry if they’re not great

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Vil was honestly surprised when he first saw you, and that’s putting rather lightly—

Like, yes, Vil was relatively tall but you were tall tall. You practically towered over him and your mean-looking expression certainly didn’t help

Of course, he’d always try and see past you appearance and tried getting to know you a little better

So imagine is surprise and absolute delight when he found out what a calm sweetheart you are!

It only added to the current charm you had so it wasn’t long before Vil decided to make a move before someone else did

He loves your affection. You’re always so patient and sweet with him when you kiss him or sing his affections. It makes him feel truly loved

Is more open to cuddles in private but will not deprive you completely of PDA. Hand holding and soft & quick hugs are a must lest you get upset

With your size, Vil expected strength to come with it and oh boy was he right. When you pick him up, it’s literally…

“Do I weigh anything to you?”

“No. It’s like holding a couple of grapes.”

And just hearing you say that gets his gears turning

He does try to make you look a little more friendly but your resting face and sheer height definitely doesn’t help. Oh well, not that Vil minds

Speaking of looks, how about we move on to some events?

Vil honestly didn’t think you’d survive the onslaught of that stupid ghost bride. He just wanted to put her in her place after she called you “unflattering”. Too bad he was frozen, else he’d comfort you. For my sake, let’s say you were high frozen next to each other :)

Halloween was a treat for him since you could easily scare away awful guests and paparazzi, whether you followed the scare script or not. You got a kiss for every single monster you scared away. It was like you had an invisible tail which told him how happy you were to receive his affections

But during the frozen-time spectacle, he was worried about you even though he was the one that got possessed. He couldn’t imagine how worried you were for him

Once you both finally reunited, he kissed you, hugged you, and said just how much he missed you and how worried he was. He would absolutely allow you to carry him if you pleased, for both your sakes

Beans day was also a blast. Whether you were on the monster or farmer team, you presence alone was able to cause students to scatter when they saw you. If you’re both on the same team, I can only wish everyone else good luck

Vargas camp was…not fun. Sure, the whole camping aspect was fun but the torment from the teachers definitely wasn’t. He was honestly worried about you and you for him so you both ended up sticking together, hoping to not separate

Okay listen. I know Vil technically didn’t have a part in the event story (at least in eng) but I can’t not mention the card like, come on! Anyway, Vil definitely had a fun time in the Scalding Sands. If you went with him, he’d go through various shops with you and pick out whatever piqued your interests. If you didn’t, he’d bring you back whatever he could that he think you’d like

All that aside, Vil loves you both inside and out and doesn’t regret ever talking to you and getting together with you

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#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland imagines #twisted wonderland x male reader #twst x male reader #pomefiore #vil schoenheit #vil schoenheit x male reader

[vegaseatsass]

So the way I assume at least some number of people felt about Pit Babe ("not sure this is hanging together narratively, but OMG THIS SHIT IS CRAZY! I HAVE TO GO TELL TUMBLR!") is the way I feel about Blank the Series. Well, I was right that the younger Nueng (who I will call Anueng) is named after the older Nueng (who I will call Nueng), because Anueng's mother was in love with Nueng. HOWEVER! Fah named her daughter after Nueng as an act of SPITE. Nueng didn't reciprocate her affections, so Fah ended up fucking Nueng's fiance - maybe as a way to feel close to her unrequited love ?? - and getting pregnant at age 16. Nueng encouraged her to abort the child for the sake of her future. So 20 years later, Fah tells Nueng YES I named my daughter after you: because you RUINED MY LIFE! By 1) breaking my heart when we were kids 2) almost causing me to miscarry my daughter, whom you are now in love with!!!! So both of Anueng's parents were and probably are in unrequited love with Nueng. They produced a baby who has decided her only mission in life is to get with this older woman... who both her parents are/were in love with. Now if that is not enough melodrama for you, Nueng left her fiance at the altar but he is still like, into her and likes hanging out with her. As soon as she told him he's Anueng's father he wanted to become a part of his daughter's life. So Nueng becomes like the gatekeeper of time with Anueng. Fah is like "help me bond with my estranged daughter (who wants to fuck you just like I do)". Chet, the father, is like "will you allow me to see my daughter (who wants to fuck you just like I do)?" as if it's Nueng's call... So in response to the epic guilt Nueng's feeling about Anueng's almost-miscarriage (it wasn't actually her fault btw, Fah is lying to chain Nueng to her out of guilt), Nueng arranges an amusement park date between her two exes, their daughter, and a guy who likes their daughter, even though the daughter in question only wants to be there with Nueng. There's one hilarious scene where Nueng tries to set both mother and daughter up on an age appropriate heterosexual date through a haunted house while she fades into the background, and they both rush through while the men jump and gasp in fear, because the women only want to get back to Nueng waiting outside. I just don't think I can express how weird this is. Nueng sets up a birthday party for the girl who has been professing her love for her since they met, where all the attendees are intended to help Anueng move on from her, but there is NO distinction between "people who can parent you instead of me" and "person who wants to fuck you instead of me". Nueng makes a sincere comment about how easy it is to fall in love with Anueng, TO HER FATHER. Anueng's MOTHER is jealous that her daughter likes Nueng better than her. It's just all sooooooooooo fucking weird and psychosexual. 20yo Anueng's babyishness remains incredibly offputting to me, but my friend has pointed out she only does that when she's around Nueng, so it's very obviously a performance. When she's around literally anyone else she kind of just looks like she's dissociating 24/7. Plus her abusive grandmother has kept her so sheltered and isolated and abused that it's not surprising she doesn't really know how to socialize authentically. So even if it's not my bag I'm like, narratively compelled by whatever the actual fuck is going on in this GL. And did I mention: Mon and Sam are there, too!!!! There's a whole plotline where Anueng is jealous of Sam because she thinks Nueng and Sam are girlfriends. When she finds out they're actually sisters (and she double-checks onscreen: ACTUAL, biological sisters? This isn't a pseudocest situation?), she's like oh! So you like beautiful rich women! All I have to do is replace your sister by becoming a beautiful rich woman myself!!!

#i don't actually expect anybody to read this but i had to expel it from my brain #i am truly stunned by what's happening in this television series #YES I NAMED MY DAUGHTER AFTER YOU... BECAUSE YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!! #anywayyyyy will you help me bond with my daughter since she likes you more than me now? #what is even happening #blank the series #dear diary

[arsenalgbt]

i’m not sure how you feel about toxic arteta hcs or whatever but…

you know how arteta is doing his little rescue thing with players? taking almost-failed worship kid martin and making him captain? bring in chelsea-rejects jorgi and kai and turning them into integral midfield players? that’s all well and good on the pitch, but off the pitch? what if he revels in the knowledge that he’s taken these players and “resurrected” them? what if he gets off on the fact that he’s taken their tattered careers in his hands and seen them back to near perfection. what if they worship him and devote themselves to him because of that?

and what happens when one of those rescue players (ramsdale) finds themselves being rejected by the one who saved them and try to do anything and give themselves entirely to gain mikel’s favour again?

maybe bot 100% dark arteta but most certainly grey in the power he wields over the players he’s “rescued” because he’s established himself as some powerful and kind figure to them that they should be grateful to. because not everybody would look at them in their lowest moments and try to uplift them, but arteta did so they should thank him for that, right?

anyways that’s enough, no point cluttering your inbox <33

oh I am SOOOOOOOOOOO unqualified for this kinda arteta discourse ngl! nudging @purefractals and @longeyelashedtragedy cuz they deffo will find your toxic!arteta HCs interesting.

I also find this interesting, so allow me to add my minuscule take about his blatant favouritism LMAO. granit is the prime example, but that one is deffo "pure"; his first project. he succeeded. no hate on Eddie but when he kept being a starter without cooking anything???? naur.

the one with Aaron tho fucking chefs kiss anon. I will never forget his motherfucking "perhaps we (Arsenal football club) can be the kinda club that sub gk during a match" bs (not the exact sentence he spouted, but close I think lol). cuz wtf was that bruv. have you done what you cheekily said to the media???????? the answer is no.

listen I might be confusing HCs as in like fics-wise or HCs as in serious real life take lol............................... I have answered another anon before that eventho I ship xhakarteta, I really don't have the drive in me to write more about them. in my writing/shipping brain, they are perfect - I don't want my writing/my take tainting what I think of them ya feel me!

the Aaron situation. im still in denial ngl, but I do see the difference Raya does to the team's performance. kudos to him for staying chill af irl tbf.

sorry to disappoint but plsss both my Tumblr inbox and ao3 inbox are currently depressing right now so send me nude---I mean send me anything!

#je suis #intriguing thought provoking

[wickedlittleoz]

Heyo, requests are open?!

How about some Drake Master Hanzo/Knight Genji goodness? Maybe Knight Genji is sent to slay the Drake Master, but DM seduces him, then realizes he's found his long lost brother, and then grumpily follows him home to apologize for his bad behavior but also to train his little brother in the arts of drake mastery (and love making). Or simply some Drake Master/Knight action of your choice! Thanks for taking requests and for doing everything you do!!!

HELLO YES HI!!!!!

TYSM FOR REACHING OUT i had been dying to write drake master x royal knight stuff, sooooooooooo i took some things from you and some other things from meeeeeeee and i put it together and VOILA

jokes aside this is partly inspired by this gorgeous piece by nuggies my beloved. i saw it and thought of the whole knight genji gets sent to princess emily's rescue thing that i mixed into your request

THANK YOU I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!!!! SEND MORE WHENEVER <3333

(warning this is E-rated but if i tag for 4dult c0nt3nt i think tumblr hides it from public view so screw them)

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Genji is in the training grounds, shirtless and sweaty, when they come for him. The rumors are true: Princess Emily has been kidnapped by the evil drake master up in the mountains and his two ferocious dragons. The King wants to send Genji, his most trustworthy and brave knight, to Emily's rescue.

Over the following days they set him up with countless potions of most random uses: some for healing, some for fire resistance, some for stealth. The seer even sends him his own small scrying orb in case he needs help. Tracer insists on tagging along and Genji would gladly take on his friend, but the King doesn't allow her – they might need her if the dragons attack the kingdom while Genji is gone.

At long last, he sets off to the Princess' rescue. To what could be his demise.

The two-day journey is tranquil, but as soon as Genji approaches the lair, he realizes his mistakes: from up here he can see all the way down to the foot of the mountain, to the forest that he crossed, to the palace walls. Which means the drake master is most certainly aware of his approach.

There's also the fact that he never slayed a dragon on his own, let alone two. A couple weeks back they killed a dragon near the palace, which is what started this whole quarrel – one of the drake master's creature got loose and crossed the border, so they had to do something. But there was an army with him, then. Even with all these potions and spells, now he begins to wonder if he stands a chance.

Still, he sets up camp for the night in a cave near the lair, where he thinks he's safe, determined to move in during the early hours of day, when he might catch the drake master and his dragons asleep.

He's the one who's surprised when he wakes up the next morning and finds himself no longer in his dark, cold cave, but instead laid in a large bed, with warm sheets of fur beneath him and crackling fire in a hearth at his feet... Which, as well as his hands, are tied to the poles of the bed. It takes Genji a moment to register everything; he realizes a little too late, as a door swings open somewhere to his left, that his plan backfired astronomically, that the drake master caught him vulnerable and now he has no way of even asking the kingdom for help.

A voice of velvety lust reaches his ears, "I must admit I didn't give King Gregory enough credit for his army."

The drake master saunters into view, a large smile framed by full, white beard turned to Genji. He walks with confident, slow strides, inflated bare chest. A pattern of dragon scales is painted down his chest and left arm, and scars scatter his torso and face, but it doesn't make Genji flinch; together, all of it paints a picture of a seasoned warrior, who's happy in his skin... And likes to show it off.

Genji licks his lips, willing away thoughts of the man's beauty. "Whatever do you mean by that?"

The chainmail loincloth, the only piece of clothing that the drake master is wearing aside from a headpiece mimicking dragon horns, clinks gently as he kneels on the bed. He inches closer to Genji between his forcibly parted legs, crawling on all fours like some sort of animal of absurd sensuality; some big cat, graceful, nothing like the scaly monsters that Genji vaguely hears outside the window. Long, pointy nails rake up Genji's thigh and he shudders, can't help it, which makes the man grin in satisfaction.

"Not only do they make you skilled," the drake master says in a voice that can only be described as hypnotizing. "It seems they also pick out the most handsome of warriors."

Genji blinks dully for a second. Is he being courted by his captor? The man's fingers are gentle as he unbuckles Genji's armor, something he could have done hours ago when he caught the knight alone and asleep, and brought him up here. But instead he watches Genij's face closely right now as he slowly undresses his prisoner, as if ready to respect his denials.

Color Genji surprised... And horny.

"It gets very lonely up here, you know," he coos once satisfied with Genji's half nakedness – chest exposed, trousers pulled halfway down his thighs. The drake master sits back on his haunches and removes his headpiece, letting down a curtain of snow-white hair that falls over his eyes, that he pushes back with charm.

"The dragons are, of course, some comfort," he continues speaking a moment later as if the interruption had never happened. His clever hands are now undoing the clasp on his own loincloth and Genji whishes he could avert his eyes, but alas, the flesh is so very weak. "But there are things that only a man can offer."

The rasp of metal against stone suppresses Genji's gasp when the man flicks away the chainmail. Thick, reddened and glistening, his cock stares proudly at Genji, making the knight's mouth water.

"You wouldn't deny a lonely old man some company, would you?" The drake master all but purrs, teasing slowly at the head of his own prick. His eyebrows twitch with delight.

Genji surges up to kiss him on a whim, but his constrained hands only let him go so far.

The man laughs. "Didn't think so," he gloats, moving over Genji's thighs to sink on his awakened erection. Their synched moans fill the air in a harmonious sound. Something inside Genji stirs, a shift in energy, and makes him feel somehow this is more than just physical...

A couple days pass in the same routine: the drake master comes to visit him in the early morning, feeds him fresh fruits and cooked meat, fucks himself silly on Genji's cock, then disappears for the rest of the day. They don't talk much; sometimes he teases Genji for his failure to rescue the Princess, instead getting captured himself. Tells him the scrying orb often flickers to life, as if on the other end someone's calling for him. Genji knows if this continues on for long enough, the King will send more men to his and Emily's aid. He just doesn't know how long.

He also, kinda, just a little bit, wishes it takes the kingdom a few moons. He really, really likes having sex with the drake master...

One morning his captor walks into the bedroom fully clothed, instead of the usual semi-nakedness. He undoes the ropes tying Genji's hands, eyes warm but sharp, and lets him feed himself for once. When Genji's finished, he releases his feet as well and offers him a hand. Gingerly, Genji takes it and tries to stand; his legs buckle almost immediately and the drake master laughs, arms tight around Genji's middle keeping him upright.

"Come on, big boy, you've got this," he chuckles, lips warm on Genji's temple.

Like a toddler giving his first steps, his arm draped over the drake master's shoulders, Genji walks out of his quarters for the first time in days. The master's lair is large and cozy, in spite of the stone flooring and the lack of daylight. He walks Genji through hallways and large rooms with fires at the center, to a large sunlit garden. It takes his eyes a while to get accustomed to the brightness again and the man awaits patiently for his sign.

Barefoot, the earth and grass seem grounding to Genji. How long has he been here? Is he ever leaving? Why does the drake master keep him so well cared for, and how much longer is he willing to play this game?, are questions that sprout in his mind like the moss on the rocks in the woods back home. Yet he voices none of them, too overwhelmed as is by fresh air and sunlight after days locked up in that stuffy room.

The drake master walks Genji to a small spring of naturally warm water. He allows the knight to dress himself down, as he does the same. They slip into the pool one after the other. His hands are gentle on Genji's hair and shoulders as he helps scrub the knight clean, until shamelessly he takes hold of Genij's cock, milks two orgasms out of him until he's sighing incoherently.

"You're stuck with me, knight," he whispers in Genji's ear moments later, when he's being tucked back into bed. "They'll never take you from me."

Not that Genji is thinking of leaving right now...

Once again to his surprise, the drake master slips next to him on the bed, spooning his back. Genji knows what's coming and opens up for it with delight. They kiss over his shoulder as the man pounds into him, spurts of his pleasure getting lost inside Genji, and all he can think of saying once the deed is done, is, "You never told me your name."

To which the man huffs a laugh, bites into Genji's shoulder before murmuring, "Hanzo," in the softest of voices. And still spooning, they drift off into sleep.

The next morning he takes Genij outside again, this time to visit the dragons. The massive creatures seem wary of Genji at first, most certainly not used to interacting with other humans, but after a while one of the two start to approach him. The drake master tells Genji it's a female. By the time Hanzo decides to take him back inside, he'd even been allowed to touch the creature's snout and she'd seemed pleased with him.

A couple days later the drake master barges into his room with a smile bright enough to lighten up any old cave. You're a blessing from the gods, he tells Genji, swooping him into a hug, kissing him deeply, then his face, his hands.

"What happened?" He finds himself asking as the drake master begins to undress them both.

"She laid another egg," Hanzo says excitedly. "It had been years. After their firstborn was killed–" Some hesitation crosses them both; Genji had taken part in the slaying of said dragon. "–Well, I thought she'd never try again. But your presence here changed everything. She likes you."

He doesn't know whether to be happy for Hanzo or horrified. More dragons means more danger for the kingdom. And somehow this is all his fault.

But the drake master shoves him on the bed and falls atop him, lips searching for Genji with joy and hunger and gratitude. "So do I," he says, and it takes Genji a second to remember what he'd been saying before.

She likes you. So do I.

"Come on," Hanzo continues in a feverish manner, clearly beside himself with exhilaration, "Put a babe in me, too."

The absurdity of his words makes Genji laugh. They spend the whole afternoon in bed.

Later, Genji wakes up from a dream that, it takes him a while to realize, is more of a revelation. In the dream he's a child, still nuzzled in his mother's arms, too young even to speak. A strange man in a horned headpiece, like the one Hanzo wears, is in their house, speaking to his father. The two men shake hands after a short dialogue and the stranger leaves with a little boy in his arms. The child can't be older than two. He cries, reaching out for Genji, as his mother, also weeping but silently, turns around so Genij can no longer see him.

Right before he wakes up, his father approaches them with a bag of gold in hands, and says, "This will be best for our Hanzo."

The same Hanzo, who's sat at the foot of the bed with his back turned to Genji, crying in silent sobs just like their mother used to do.

Genji crawls over to him, hesitant to touch him after the dream, which he can only assume Hanzo shared. But the touch of his fingers to his brother's skin seems to send off sparks. Hanzo turns to him and for a long moment they stare at each other, noting for the first time the similarities in the other's face, the love in the other's eyes.

Deep in his chest, Genji's heart seems to shrink. There's so much pain in his brother's expression. He wonders if Hanzo grew up with love and affection like Genji did, if the former drake master gave him the wonderful life that he doubtless swore to their parents. Somehow he figures that Hanzo got the opposite of all that... Which maybe is why he was so quick to fall in love with Genji, unaware of their linked past.

After a moment's silence, Hanzo stands up and turns away from him. "You must want to leave now," he murmurs. His voice is heavy and sad, and Genji could cry just thinking of all the hurt in his brother's core. "You're free to go. Take the Princess, too. I'll take my dragons and leave the kingdom, we'll find somewhere else to live–"

"No," Genji says before he thinks. But his legs move on their own, off the bed and closer to Hanzo. He hugs the man and immediately Hanzo relaxes into his embrace, like a weight was lifted off his shoulders.

"I will not leave you, brother," Genji whispers. He searches Hanzo's face and, on instinct, kisses his mouth. It takes him a second; he hesitates, pulls back to find Hanzo's eyes.

"Love me as a man," Hanzo says with determination. "Or don't love me at all."

Genji understands. Their physical connection has been seared in fire and blood. For weeks they've gotten to know each other's bodies far more intimately than brothers ever could or should. It would simply be impossible to turn away from that attraction.

He needs no time to reflect, it's all too clear.

Genji kisses Hanzo again.

The journey back to the palace takes only a few hours, instead of the two days that Genji had had to walk weeks ago. The dragon swoops over the forest with far more grace than he would've assumed of a creature that big. They land in a clearing just outside the walls and Hanzo helps Emily climb off while Genji fumbles on his own and inevitably falls face down.

Satisfied and relieved with the return of his daughter and his best knight, when everyone had thought Genji dead and Emily lost, the King agrees to a last minute diplomatic meeting with the drake master. They converse and agree to join forces; Hanzo and his dragons will be welcomed as part of the kingdom, and any knights who, like Genji, are interested in learning the art of dragon taming will be assisted by their very own drake master, so that in future wars the creatures might aid in protecting the kingdom.

Before Hanzo flies back up to the mountain, they defile every square inch of Genji's sleeping quarters in the castle, marking corners and surfaces with their love, sweat... And cum.

They never tell anyone about all that happened during the days when Genji was kept prisoner, or the truth about their blood relation. But it quickly becomes clear to the other knights that something happened up there, and that Genji and Hanzo are in love. Jokes are thrown around, about Genji growing scales and laying eggs. Knight Tracer shuts them down, angry on her friend's behalf, though Genji doesn't mind much – in truth he pities those men for not knowing love like he does.

Like Tracer and Emily do, too.

Up in the mountains, the two drake masters and their three dragons share a life of peace, shaken only by random visits from their friends, that is the Princess and her companion, Tracer, or knights sent to train with them for short periods of time.

At night often they return to that warm bedroom where they shared a bed for the first time and the discovery of all that they are; it becomes a safe haven of their love.

-the end-

#asks #my fics #shimadacest #genzo #knight!genji #royal knight!genji #drake master!hanzo #antis dni

[dothwrites]

'bad boys' is such a precious episode to me. dylan everett is THEE young dean.

dean's insistence that john did nothing wrong... even when it becomes CLEAR that he knows that he did something wrong... john allowing dean to rot in the boy's home because he got caught stealing... if you ever tell me that john winchester was just doing the best he could, i am going to bite your head off

sam is sooooooooooo snotty when it comes to ex-cons. my god. sam finds out that anyone has ever been to prison and his opinion of them immediately plummets. again, it's an interesting way to view 'liberal' sam

dean's innate kindness to and concern for children is also something that is so precious to me.

dean is doing good in school! he thrives when he is given positive reinforcement and a stable environment! he's not stupid and he's not a delinquent, he is SMART and he just wants a home!

robin not recognizing dean is also something so very painful to me. she was such a big part of dean's life, and he's obviously kept some pretty fond memories of her and that time in his life. it was a core memory experience for dean, but for robin, he was just... some guy in her past. she doesn't think about it, and when he comes in, she has to be reminded of who he is. and when she remembers, she doesn't really care. (i know that she was giving him a little cold shoulder in the diner, but the point still stands) it's excruciating for dean and i just want to hug him.

dean's thing about being a mechanic: the cars leave and he's not responsible for them anymore. don't read too much into that, but that screams of a kid who's tired of being responsible for his brother and his family. he's screaming under the pressure and he just wants to be a KID

"sometimes you have to do what's best for you even if it's going to hurt the ones you love" ... if only dean learned how to take his own advice. dean's whole life has been a series of doing everything for the people he loves instead of for himself. including his decision to leave sonny's. he leaves for sam! despite wanting to get away from responsibility, he goes back because his family has its hooks too far into him. there's no escaping. dean never managed it, and even sam got roped back in.

#doth watches spn

[silverjayy6]

The tragedy of Hollow Knight-

Hollow Knight is a vast game. And it has a huge story. But the more I've been thinking about it, the more I've been realising how much of a tragedy so much of the story is. How much the different aspects of the story are a tragedy. And I really, really wanna talk about it, sooooooooooo......... (Read under cut if ya want to)

1. Tragedy of the Radiance

The Radiance is the antagonist of the game. The one responsible for the events of the game. Well atleast half of them anyway. She is a Higher Being who resides in the Dream Realm. She is the creator of the Moth tribe. Before the events of the game, all was good. The Moths used to worship her and that was how she was alive. But then came the Pale King.

Upon the arrival of the Pale King, the Moths just immediately shifted their attention to him. They completely forgot about their god, the one who created them. Now, they worshipped the Pale King. Because she was now being forgotten, the Radiance was losing her strength and dying. If she were to be completely forgotten, she would perish, as if she didn't exist in the first place. But she was kept alive. By hushed whispers of faith, as Seer puts it. And eventually these whispers turned to writing, and now the Radiance was getting her power back. But she still wasn't back to her original power. And since the writing could perish anytime too, she wasn't completely safe either. So, to escape her death, and also because she was angry, Radiance created the Infection. She would enter the mind of a bug, fill it with false dreams and desires, get the bug to succumb to these false dreams and desires and then get the bug under her control. That was how the Infection worked and spread. And because it also had a physical form, it became easier for bugs to remember the Radiance, and thus it became easier for her to infect them.

But the Pale King wasn't going to just sit around. He devised a method to stop the Infection. Trapping the Radiance inside an empty bug. One who has no mind to think, or no will to break. And so he did. He trapped her in the mind of a bug whom he thought fit the criteria, who was hollow. And it seemed to work. She was trapped, the Infection was slowly gone. But then, it started again. As it turned out, the bug was not hollow. This allowed her to escape again. And this time, she didn't hold back. She infected all of Hallownest, even bugs which didn't seem to have good connections with the Pale King. And once that was done, a call was sent. Was it by the Radiance or the bug in which she was trapped, was not certain. But this call attracted another bug which of the same nature as the one who trapped the Radiance.

This new bug was the eventual downfall of the Radiance. This one, with the guidance of Hornet, attained the special means needed to combat the Radiance. And when it was finally time to enter the mind of the original and combat the Radiance, it didn't hold back against her. The Radiance lost. She was killed. That was the end of her story.

For me, Radiance's story is a tragedy because of how she was abandoned by her own creations. How she had to go to desperate means just to be alive. How those means caused her downfall, and then rise again, and eventually her death. Her story is a tragedy because it did not have to end this way.

2. Tragedy of the Pale King

The Pale King is the ruler of Hallownest. He dreamt to make it an eternal kingdom. When he first arrived, his light gave sapience to the bugs of Hallownest. They were not brute savages anymore, but learned scholars. He formed a truce with the Mantis tribe. He developed Hallownest as a whole, making travel easier. The kingdom became rich. Bugs from outsude came to visit Hallownest. Even the Moths now woshipped him and not the Radiance. And that is when the downfall started.

The Infection was a dangerous threat. It needed to be stopped right away. The Radiance had to be sealed away in a cage. That could only be inside a bug with no mind, no will and no emotion. The bug needed to be fully hollow. Pale King did research on the Void, a substance found at the bottom the Abyss. He realised that it would be needed to make such a bug. But that would require sacrifice. A lot of it. And so he did. He gave up a lot of eggs to the Abyss. Eggs which were his and the White Lady's. He hoped the Void would take over the unborn children's bodies. This would kill and reanimate them. He hoped this would make them hollow. He and the White Lady felt a lot of guilt and shame in sacrificing so many unborn children, but they felt it must be done. In the hopes that atleast one of them will make it to the top of the Abyss. And one did, one of the bugs managed to reach the top. This would be the Vessel which would contain the Radiance.

The Vessel was raised and trained within the King's palace. And because it took quite a bit of time, he had even formed a bond with the Vessel. A close one. But he was aware of the sacrifice that the Vessel would have to give. Eventually he'll have to let go of the one he loved, to save the kingdom. When the time came, the Vessel was locked away in a huge monument made of solid Void. The Radiance was sealed inside of them. But then, it didn't work. The Infection did not stop. The sacrifice, all of it was for nothing.

Now, the Pale King became scared, shameful, paranoid, and most of all, regretful. He was afraid that the Radiance might attack him now, using some infected bug under her control. So he shifted his Palace inside the mind of one of the guards. And he sat on his throne, all alone. Eventually the sadness, the grief and the regret took over him. And he withered away, his lifeless corpse still holding onto the White Fragment he had.

For me, the Pale King's story is a tragedy because of the sacrifices he had done and how in the end, the sacrifices led to nothing. He had to witness the downfall of his kingdom, the failing of the only hope he had and how it was inevitable that in the end, Radiance would be the one to prevail. This was the only outcome in the end. His story is a tragedy because it was always going to end this way.

3. Tragedy of Hallownest, the Eternal Kingdom

The kingdom of Hallownest, formed by the Pale King. Upon his first arrival, everything was perfect. The kingdom was alive. The bugs were educated. They would write about their chronicles. New pathways would be built, like the Pilgrim's Way, connecting multiple areas together. Stagways and trams were built to make travel easier. Many of the bugs worshipped the Pale King, including the Moths. And their previous god did not like that.

Hallownest was stuck as a sort of battleground between the two Higher Beings. First it was attacked on by the Radiance. She infected everyone in Hallownest, whether they were connected to the Pale King or not, sparing not a single soul. And so, he developed the Vessel project, to try and stop her. The bugs performed prayers for the chosen Vessel. But, it failed. The Infection came back. And as strong as ever. Now nothing could be done about it. All hope for Hallownest was lost. The kingdom had died, and in the end, all that was left was a corpse of the original Hallownest, the Eternal Kingdom.

In the battle between the two Higher Beings, it was Hallownest that got affected the most. The bugs were the ones who suffered the most. The kingdom had gone to ruin. Most of the bugs were infected and had thus returned to their base instincts. The few whcih were alive and uninfected were mostly scattered.

The story of Hallownest is a tragedy because of how it was stuck as a battleground. Originally it was just scattered tribes which the Pale King brought together. But, because The Radiance was being forgotten, it bound to not last long. The Vessel project had failed. There wasn't any hope for Hallownest. This story is a tragedy because it was always going to end this way.

#hollow knight #hk pale king #hk radiance #hallownest #higher beings #hollow knight theory #tragedy

[skythesnake]

Afraid of Love - Book 1 of the Soulmate series

Chapter 1 

Natasha hated Tuesdays, but there wasn’t much to be done about that as she slipped on her backpack and shoes. Just as she was wondering where her sibling was, Sasha ran into the entryway, out of breath. 

“Damn…” Sasha muttered as fae pulled faer shoes on. Natasha smiled at her sibling. Sasha usually got up on time to eat and get to school on time, but lately fae had been sleeping in to the point where fae had to run part of the way to school. 

“Ready to go?” She asked. Sasha nodded and shot her a smile as they headed out the door. Silence hung between the two of them until about halfway to school. Natasha knew what was coming before her sibling even opened faer mouth.

“Sooooooooooo?” Sasha asked. Natasha sighed. Her sibling did this to her every single day. And so did her mom for that matter. Natasha wasn’t ready to tell her sibling and mother who her soulmate was. Truth was, she wasn’t sure if she’d ever be ready, or allowed to tell them. She stayed silent until Sasha sighed dramatically.

“Nat, when are you going to tell us? You’re sixteen now! Surely you’ve already met your soulmate? It’s not like mom or I would be mad like some people are. You know that.” Natasha nodded and stared directly forward at the trees and cracked sidewalk ahead. 

“Nat… if it's someone who’s a total dick or something, it’s okay. Mom and I will support you no matter what.”

“Mhm” She said in as neutral a tone as she could manage. Natasha was special, but not the good kind of special. She wasn’t soulmates with some already famous teenager or something like that. She didn’t have a soulmate. She only knew of five other people like that. Six if she counted Robert, her best friend who’d been missing for three years. She went to secret therapy twice a week on Tuesdays and Thursdays that was supposed to teach her how to learn her soulmate’s name. It wasn’t hard to lie to her mom about where she was, but it was hard to lie to Sasha. Natasha didn’t get along well with her mom, but Sasha had practically raised her and fae checked up on her regularly. Sasha sighed and the questioning was over for now. They walked the rest of the way to school while Natasha contemplated how she was going to keep this a secret for potentially the rest of her life. 

“Nat?” She snapped back to reality as her friend Lee waved his hand in front of her face. Natasha grinned at her friend who’d seemingly come from nowhere.

“Sorry. I was having really deep thoughts.” Lee laughed and gestured over his shoulder

“Okay miss genius. Come on, Alex’s waiting for us. Also, we have someone Alex wants us to find.” Alex was Lee’s soulmate and the two of them were stupidly cute together. Natasha cocked her eyebrow

“Who?” She asked. Lee shrugged.

“I don’t know. She wouldn’t tell me until you came. So come onnn!” Lee tugged at her sleeve and Natasha smiled and followed him inside the open doorway of the school.

They didn’t get to Alex before the bell rang. Natasha bid a quick farewell to Lee as she dashed to her class. The first several classes went pretty normally, however she noticed extra glances being thrown her way. Whispers seemed to follow her down the halls to her classes, more than usual, and anxiety slowly built its way up from her chest into her throat. By lunchtime, Natasha was thoroughly convinced that her big secret had been discovered. She felt her shoulders tense and she had to force her face to remain neutral as she stepped into the noisy lunchroom to find Alex and Lee. Her eyes found Alex’s hand raised in the air and she smiled a little as she walked over to the table.

“Have you seen her yet?” Alex asked. Natasha shook her head. She assumed “her” was the person Alex had wanted to find earlier.

“There’s a new girl in school. And she’s so pretty.” Lee told her excitedly. Alex nodded enthusiastically and smacked Natasha’s shoulder as she sat down beside her

“She is! And apparently, she won’t tell anyone her soulmate either.” Natasha felt the gentle smile slip from her face. Lying to Sasha was easy compared to lying to Lee and especially Alex. She looked down at her food, her appetite suddenly gone. Of course, the universe chose that moment for the lunchroom doors to open.

#original writing #writing

[beulahsbastard]

YOU NEVER LISTEN!!!

This is a phrase that is spoken by me a MINIMUM of five times a day and, "I've got a lot on my mind, sometimes I forget things," is the response I get just as many times! So I know I'm my last post I left a teaser about the great key lime pie argument but I've gotta leap frog myself because this particular argument is one that is so crucial to the health of your relationship but it's also sooooo forgettable! It's one of those arguments that's you and your person have so frequently that it has become automatic, neither of you even think about it, you've effectively reached pavlovian status one of you says something then the other responds, ringing bell...salivating dog. Now, George's foray into early onset dementia started right around the time that groovy thing called covid swept the nation (also, oddly enough, when our drug use was at a significantly high peak, oops, I forgot to mention George and I are addicts who bought around the addict cycle, if you are a person prone to judgement then allow me to show you the door now, your not welcome here). Okay I sorta went off on a tangent so...George and his amnesia, about two years ago covid was here and we were using pretty heavy, suddenly George began either, "forgetting," what I said or adamantly swearing that I never said it at all to the point where heated arguments would ensue! At first, for the first year maybe, I would have sworn he was straight up fucking with me. Then, for the second year, I was 50% sure he was doing it to cause an argument or because he was trying to make me think I was crazy and 50% worried that he had a tumor or tardive dyskinesia or something (I know what t.d. is I'm attempting humor!) Now, going into year three uhhhh you know I just don't have a clue, like I said it's become automatic. But the thing is, I feel like we really need to evaluate this thing, he and I, because it's going to turn into one of those things that will set me off when we're in our 60's where I say something to him, he acts like he's never heard it before, I say that I've been telling him every single day that week and suddenly I slam the fucking rolling pin on the kitchen counter, go into the bedroom, pack my bags and tell him I can't take it anymore I'm tired of him never listening to me! I'm adding some levity to the situation but it's the truth and all of you know what I'm talking about. Maybe your relationships Pavlov experiment isn't the fact that your person doesn't listen, maybe your person refuses to chew with their mouth closed, maybe they constantly fucking spit (George does that too and it really grinds my gears but I'll save that for later,) whatever it is it doesn't matter it's something that is really so insignificant in the grand scheme of things but it will most likely be the thing that ends you!

Sooooooooooo who else has a relationship with it's own Pavlov experiment going on? I don't expect to get any answers to this for a while (if ever) but when I get at least ten responses well vote on the top three and I'll do something special for the winner! This with be Octobers contest! Let's just hope we can get this moving during October! Good luck future friend and keep your eyes open for the key lime pie incident! I'll also be posting my contact info, a little bio on me as well as on George and I! I'll eventually post other important info as it comes to me! I hope to be talking to, well anyone, soon!

[sixeyesgojo]

JJK characters with their newborns

Summary: The birth of their child brings forth sparkling stars in their irises.

Characters: Gojo, Toji, Nanami, Megumi, Yuji, Geto

Content warning: childbirth (nothing explicit)

A/N: minor characters are aged up || request + a birthday present for my dear friend @assbuttbaek

Happy birthday ♡ I love you so much! Hope you have a good one (tell me all about it hehe)

Gojo Satoru

Satoru couldn’t keep still at all, until the doctor called for him.

“My little baby girl,” he cooed with such a tender voice, “Daddy can’t wait to get to know you and spoil you rotten. We might need to run from Mommy sometimes but it’s okay, I’ll protect you at all costs.”

The first time he saw his newborn daughter... it was as if lightning struck him. The warm feeling spread throughout his entire body. It got even worse when the doctor told him to hold the baby.

Like a wildfire, the joy intensified tenfold and he couldn’t contain the happiness on his face. Perhaps it was the brightest and most genuine smile anyone had ever seen on his face.

Then he turned to you, his wife. The look on his face made it evident just how happy he was.

“Sorry honey, but I think I already love this one more than you.”

Geto Suguru

“Three girls? Gosh, I can already see my hair turning white,” he joked. He was trying his best to sound cool and collected but it was impossible. Suguru’s body shook slightly but he wouldn’t ever allow his body to let go of the small bundle in his arms. One look was enough to make the overwhelming feeling of joy take over and soon, tears were brimming in Suguru’s dark eyes.

He swore not to cry but heck, that was easier said than done. His heart was about to break out of its cage, it was beating that hard.

To him, even finding someone like you was a miracle itself. Never ever did he imagine having a family, considering the dangerous path he had decided to take.

The gaze in his eyes was so tender as he looked at the baby in his arms. Mimiko and Nanako would finally have a little sibling to take care of.

Fushiguro Toji

Wasn’t that dangerous? The fact that his hands could easily crush this tiny creature with his bare hands? No, no, he couldn’t afford to have dark thoughts like these. Not when he was blessed to be able to hold the little infant in his strong arms. Toji might have spent years, crafting a tough image of himself, but for his family, he would always be a big soft-hearted man. Truthfully, they were his one and only weakness but also the biggest gift given by God.

“Megumi. His name is Megumi.” For the first time in a while, Toji’s face didn’t display the neutral facial expression he usually put on around others.

“Sir, what shall his name be?” the doctor asked. A son.

It took him a moment to register that someone talked to him, he was that mesmerized by the little human made out of his own and his wife’s love.

Toji could already tell after a few minutes of spending time with his son. This little bundle of joy will undoubtedly turn Toji’s world around.

Megumi, his personal blessing.

Nanami Kento

He couldn’t wait to dive into this life, the domestic life. Couldn’t wait to do all the things a dad does. Bake bread with his child, teach them how to play various games, help them doing their homework, fight off talk to other parents if it concerned his little one, be a good role model.

The small baby in his arms stirred and cried out; Kento felt like it was the most rewarding thing to hear in this moment. He was willing to work much harder if it meant that this little one would have a good life.

All of these thoughts were in his head when he first held his newborn baby. A sudden wave of gratefulness flooded his heart. He wasn’t someone who cries but somehow, this situation got him extra emotional.

Was it like this for everyone?

Maybe work wasn’t so shit, after all.

Fushiguro Megumi

This man. You had to only look at him and you knew. To anyone else in the room, his face might have seemed like a pokerface. That was an entirely other matter when you looked at him though. You definitely noticed the way his lips twitched every now and then, the way his eyes softened, the way he tried to keep his emotions in.

He didn’t need to express anything with his face at all. You knew and that was enough for you.

Once upon a time, he was so sure he wouldn’t be able to save anybody and therefore not be rewarded with anything good in life - unfairness was all he knew - but now? His life had taken such a turn, in the best way possible and all he could do was thank you and this new life the two of your brought into this world.

Megumi took your hand into his big one, stroking it tenderly while his other arm held the baby securely. “Thank you so much,” he mumbled softly.

“‘s my pleasure, ‘gumi,” you replied, exhausted from the labor.

Itadori Yuji

“This is really...?” Yuji was baffled. It didn’t click in his head yet. Although the doctor already confirmed it several times, Yuji couldn’t help but ask again and again. It was unbelievable to him - but in the best way.

It wasn’t until you’ve had it with his antics and confirmed it yourself, yes, this is his kid and yes, he is a dad.

Then, his brain seemed to acknowledge it, judging from the way his face beamed and his lips stretched into a child-like grin. The man couldn’t contain the happiness in his body as he jumped around the room, screaming out praises and “Yahoo!”s (until he was reminded that noise could possibly disturb the baby).

When he finally calmed down, you could see the stars in his eyes as he touched the sleeping baby’s hand. “Look look, it’s sooooooooooo small!” he whisper-shouted. The excitement of this man never quite went away.

Taglist (opennnn): @megumifushi​ @assbuttbaek​ @bleueluna​ @cutie-aquarius​ @yujisabs @aceilora​ @emilystaysgold 

#gojo satoru #geto suguru #toji fushiguro #nanami kento #fushiguro megumi #itadori yuji #gojo satoru headcanons #geto suguru headcanons #toji fushiguro headcanons #fushiguro megumi headcanons #itadori yuji headcanons #nanami kento headcanons

[idorkish]

Piotr “Colossus” Rasputin SFW Alphabet

The SFW Alphabet is from @snk-warriors

A/n: There are no tags because I haven’t started a Marvel tag list really. Check out the pinned post on my page for my Masterlist and to sign up for my tag list! OR just send me a message. 

Activities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

In the rare free time that Piotr has, he is in the art room either painting or drawing. If his s/o is available, they are either in the same space working on their own things and enjoying the rare moments of silence. OR, they’re out and about! Want to go to the museum? Let’s go! Aquarium? Mall? Sure, why not. Piotr is willing to power down and just be content in human skin while walking around with his s/o. It’s also a rare time for him to indulge in a bit of bad eating with his s/o. 

Beauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

How much time do you  have? Piotr is in love with every aspect of his s/o. From the top of their head to the tip of their toes. But it goes so much deeper than that. He loves how his s/o’s face scrunches when they’re concentrating on something. And how their try to hold back their laughs and snort instead. He loves that his s/o is by his side, for better or worse. Their entire essence and radiance is so beautiful that Piotr does find is hard to articulate what is beautiful about his s/o/ 

Comfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

Panic attacks, depression, anger, PTSD. Being a teacher at the institute and an X-Men, there is not much he’s not prepared to help with. If he knows that his s/o suffers from these ailments early on, he will ask how they would want him to best help them. Does he need to hold your hand and remind you to breathe? Do you need him in the room but not touch you? How about space - do you just need to be alone in a space for a bit of time? Let him know what the best way to help you is and he will do it. If this is your first panic attack though, well, he is known to be a mother hen for a reason. He will be right there, knelt next to his s/o, a gentle hand on your thigh as he guides you through some breathing exercises and have you tell him 5 things to ground you - 5 things you see, 4 things you can touch or feel, 3 things you hear,  2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste. 

Dreams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

Oh our sweet dreamer! Piotr wants the stereotypical dream life. A spouse who loves him, a house with a white picket fence. A couple of young ones running around, maybe a dog or two to keep the kids active. If that’s not what his S/o wants though, he’s ok with that. Talk to the big guy, communicate what you want! He will find a way to make it work. 

Equal - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

Piotr is pretty passive. He is easy-going and always wanting to please. There are aspects that he takes the lead on - mostly when it comes to his s/o’s health and well being. No, he will not allow you to eat nothing but junk food. Yes, you will have balanced meals. Do you take medicine? Well you can’t find him on it, you’re taking it at the exact determined time, every day. Oh you have a doctor’s appointment you don’t want to go to? Well you will get the disappointed speech and look from him, AND he will throw you over his shoulder and take you. 

Fight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

Piotr fights enough with the X-Men. He does not like fighting with his s/o. On the rare occasions there is an argument about something important, he is STUBBORN. He will not back down. If voices eventually get raised, he’s walking away before he says something stupid and unforgiveable. Depending on the severity, he’s sleeping in the guest or art room to cool down. Once BOTH of you are calmed down, he wants to talk about what happened and how to make sure it doesn’t get to that point again. He doesn’t want to fight with the love of his life, nor does he want to make them sad or hurt. 

Gratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

Piotr is grateful for everything in life. For the chance to leave Russia. The chance to teach young mutants and to be an X-Men. And most of all? That he had the chance to meet his s/o. He is very much grateful for all the little things they do for him. It’s the small things like making sure his favorite tea is stocked in the kitchen, that his alarm is set in case he passes out right away, and most of all, how they are willing to just sit in the same room with him, quietly, while he decompresses. 

Honesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

This man? Secrets with his s/o? Not really. He tries to keep quiet when he’s hurt from missions. Or when Charles has given him information not to share with anyone yet. That’s about it. Otherwise, he’s open with his s/o and expects similar. 

Inspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helping them overcome personal problems?

Piotr has always been a gentle giant, however no matter how much he’s come to terms with his mutation, he still worries that he scares people or that he’s limited in what he can do. His s/o would  help him realize he can still do everything that others can, he just needs to take more care in how he approaches.

Jealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

Piotr is very secure in his relationship and rarely, if ever, gets jealous. He trusts you 100%, so why would he ever get jealous? But when he does get jealous, oh boy. Be ready for a pouty and cold Piotr. He will shrug it off and walk out of the room. He will likely ignore his s/o and become slightly passive aggressive and petty. For someone who does so well with communication, this is the one time that he holds it all in and is unsure of how to express himself. Give him some time, then go and give him extra cuddles and kisses to bring back your gentle-giant. 

Kiss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

Sweet. Slow. Sensual. Soft. Rough. Demanding. Desperate. His kisses run the gauntlet depending on his mood. The first kiss with his s/o was slow and timid. He didn’t want to overstep any boundaries, so he took his time. Cupping his s/o’s jaw gently, his thumb smoothing across their cheek. Piotr’s other arm was wrapped around his s/o’s waist, holding them gently but close to his own body. Piotr leaned down and ghosted his lips over theirs before applying the slightest bit of pressure. 

Love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

It took a long time, and a lot of help from the other X-Men, for Piotr to finally express his feelings. It honestly was his S/O to make the first move and ask him out, but it is Piotr who is the first to drop the L-bomb on them. They were walking around the grounds of the manor after dinner, exchanging stories of the past week when Piotr stopped and pulled his s/o against him, wrapping his arms around their waist and just holding them. He pressed the softest-feather-like kiss to their forehead 

Marriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

Piotr has thought about marriage since he was a little boy. When he meets his s/o and their relationship progresses, those thoughts come back. He wants to marry his s/o one day, but knows it is best to hold out until both are ready. He will openly talk about it with his s/o to figure out if it is something they want. If they do? Awesome! Even though he won’t propose just yet, he wants to figure out his s/o’s ideas for both marriage and proposal. If they don’t want to get married? Well, he’s going to be hurt a bit. Piotr will become a little insecure about why his S/o wouldn’t want to marry him, but that is where his great communication skills come in handy. 

Nicknames - What do they call their s/o?

“lyubov moya” (my love), “zaika/zaichik” (bunny), “malysh” (baby), “lapochka” (sweetie pie), “zvezda moya” (my star)

On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

IT is SOOOOOOOOOOO obvious to everyone when Piotr is in love. He is full of heart eyes and heavenly sighs when thinking of his s/o. He expresses his feelings verbally to and about his s/o. 

PDA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

He is 100% up front about his relationship. Why shouldn’t he be? He loves to hold his s/o’s hand as much as possible and likes to keep an arm around their shoulder or waist when in the company of friends. He’s not afraid to press soft kisses to his S/o’s when around students and/or friends. But that’s about it. 

Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

Piotr’s s/o is able to make him relax when it comes to some rules - mostly sleeping in, and indulging in junk food. 

On the other hand, Piotr brings down the chaos in his S/O’s life. 

Romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

Piotr  is the epitome of romance - flowers, bubble baths, and potentially, a night out. He takes into consideration what his s/o likes and incorporates that into their dates and daily time together. 

Support - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

There is no one better at supporting their S/o when it comes to goals, then Piotr. He is the best accountability buddy! If the goal is to work out and eat healthy, then Piotr is there helping come up with a meal plan and find exercise that they will enjoy. If the goal is to explore their creative side, then Piotr is taking them to the store to get what they want/need and clearing out a space in the art studio just for his s/o. 

Thrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice up your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

The king of routine honestly. There are things that Piotr does that help him and his S/o keep sane. Consistency does not mean boring when it comes to Piotr though. Also, this doesn’t mean that there isn't’t some spontaneity. When his S/o wears a certain outfit, his brain turns to mush and he can’t keep his hands off of them. Was there a bad mission? Well, things change for a while because of that. 

Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

Piotr and his s/o have been together long enough, and talked enough that they know each other really well. Piotr is extremely empathetic, it’s just his nature. Although they know each other so well, it doesn’t mean they don’t surprise the other once in a while. 

Value - How important is the relationship to them? What is it worth in comparison to other things in their life?

He might not fully leave the X-Men, and he definitely will NOT leave the school, but if things are getting in the way of his relationship, Piotr is willing to step back for a while. Anything else, he will talk with his s/o to determine the issue and see if it is something he needs to be rid of from his life. 

Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

When Piotr finally gives in to his S/o’s request to just relax, oh boy watch out. He ends up sleeping in until almost noon. It freaks everyone out in the mansion when they don’t see him at breakfast, nor around the grounds. When he finally awakes and makes his way for food, he’s powered down and in cargo shorts and a hoodie. The students hanging around stare at him like he’s grown another head. Piotr just smiles and waves to them on his way to get food. Once fed, Piotr seeks out his s/o. He finds them lounging on one of the couches, hanging out with their friends and watching a movie. So Piotr nudges his s/o to sit up so he can curl on the couch with his head on their lap, and moves their hand to his hair. And that’s where he spends the rest of the day until dinner. 

XOXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

Piotr is an affectionate man. He will give small kisses and hugs when he sees his s/o between classes or when on the grounds, and he’s not against wrapping his arms around them. It’s not often that he cuddles up to his s/o in front of others. When in the privacy of his or their own room? Piotr is the ultimate cuddle-bug. He powers down to his human forms and loves to lay his head on his s/o’s stomach or lap and have them run their fingers through his hair while his nuzzles against them. 

Yearning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

Depending on why he is not around his s/o, Piotr can be a bit pouty. If he’s off on a mission, he keeps his mind at the task on hand. Otherwise, it can lead to mistakes that he’s not willing to take. If his s/o is out on a mission, he is keeping himself busy with work around the mansion and classes. If his s/o is just away or busy doing something, Piotr tries to keep busy. He really, really tries, but he will eventually seek them out if they’re nearby. He doesn’t always need to be touching his s/o but he likes to be in their presence. 

Zeal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

Anything he sets his mind to, Piotr gives it his all. This relationship is no different. He has his responsibilities and there is no getting around that but he will fight for his relationship. There is very little that will make him hesitate to work on the relationship. Is his s/o feeling lonely and ignored? Well, Piotr is going to Charles to ask for the weekend off so he can shower his s/o with love and affection. Is his s/o struggling with insecurities and trying to push him away? Oh no sweetie. Piotr can be immovable. He will stand his ground and get his s/o to talk to him. He is not easily scared away. 

#sfw alphabet #colussus #Piotr Rasputin #marvel x-men #x-men #marvel headcannons #xmen headcanon

[iam-bluescreen]

Sooooooooooo, after the desgin trade with Gay Fish, i immedatly decided to draw a slightly older Neo, annnd also he has an older ‘brother’ now. I love them okay.

I also tried a new method of drawing, which i really like. It’s way easier, at least for me, and it lets me do coloured line art! Hopefully, this should let me draw more, and maybe even actually finish art more often!

Neopolitains older brother is called Kamora Gibbous, (Gibbous being his second name) and he goes by Kam for short. He’s probably got one of my favourite desgins ever, so i hope you guys like him to. He was adopted by Ccino wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy before Neo was born, or even before Ccino gets with Shattered and Cross.

I’ll definetly be posting more with these two, as well as some Bitter-Xspresso, so uh, keep an eye out for that. I’ll leave some information about Neo and Kam below the cut for anyone who’s intrested, as well as the individual pictures of the two of them.

Neo -

Neo’s favourite animals are axoltols, hence the plush, he absolutly adores them.

They’ve definetly bitten all three of their parnets before, and got into a habit of chewing straws or lollypop sticks.

Neopolatian would definetly love playing outdoors, and hide outside if they didn’t want to stop.

Building on what i just said, he’s absolutly tracked dirt all around the cafe, house, and gotten everything filthy, much to their parnets annoyance.

Neo wouldn’t talk much, especially as a young kid, but would be very, very physically affectionate to those they care about, namely, his parents.

He’s around 10 in the drawing!

Kam -

Kam is not Ccino’s bilogical son, but neither of them care about that and are very close. Ccino has said Kam is allowed to meet one of his Dad’s if he ever wants to, but Kam hasn’t expressed a prefrence about this, yet.

Kamora lives in a flat with one of his friends while he studies at university, and they work togther on their own projects, and he usually goes back to his Dad’s over the summer. They call regularly online to!

He has slept in his scarf by accident one to many times.

They often wear way to many layers, usually very baggy clothing.

#kam #kamora #neo #neopolitan #dark xspresso #bitter xspresso #screens art #dark xspresso shipkid #nightkiller shipkid

[moretapes]

okay i'll bite tell me about connor dwight

THIS GOT SO LONG IM SORRY PJH;GKLJKL

Sexuality Headcanon:

oh connor gay. connor homosexual gay. well in theory. i can’t actually see connor being attracted to anyone (expect for... well.) i feel ‘aromantic’ would be the wrong word choice here because connor’s just a dumb shithead who doesn’t have the sympathy in him to see other people.

connor only comes out of the closet when he realizes it gives him a pass to call stan a  f

Gender Headcanon:

i cannot see him as anything other than aggressively cis. connor’s gender is toxic masculinity.

A ship I have with said character:

my favorite specific relationship dynamic of "the only two people in the world who could understand what the other is going through, but they also can't stand each other"

i don’t really “ship” stan and connor romantically so much as i am just fascinated by their relationship. like. obviously stan and connor are extremely extremely toxic for each other in a way that you could not ‘fix’. connor doesn’t want to ‘get better’ and stan could never forgive him. even if, and that’s a strong if, he could forgive connor personally, he wouldn’t allow himself to because connor’s other victims don’t have the chance to and he needs to be held responsible for that.

but at the same time, in this brief, private universe between them, they were all each other had. it’s was horrible and toxic and unhealthy but. :( ??? :((((

the closest i can think of for a stanconnor Good Ending requires one or both of them still being completely fucking miserable because they’re so apposed to each other on a fundamental level. and that’s what i like! i like that they’re so tangled together the series itself kind of frames meeting connor as the moment that doomed stan for LIFE.

like ok!!! ok!.

...there’s also uh. kind of a scene in the old series that alludes connor had feelings for stan at one point? and it’s definitely just because of the series being written on the fly and not considering the implications very thoroughly but. it’s there. and. miserable angry teenage connor confusing his fierce possessiveness over stan for romantic feelings immediately before stan ditches him is. hm. hoo boy. i gotta sit down.

A BROTP I have with said character:

genuinely do not think connor is capable of extending an emotional connection to anyone to form a legitimate friendship. 

i guess in a real world setting, i do like playing connor as susan’s overprotective brother. i don’t think they’d be close exactly, but it’s... better terms than canon. (side note i personally see connor not having a good relationship w david or the rest of their family so it’s kind of a ‘susan is the only one willing to take his side out of pity, even though he’s probably wrong’)

A NOTP I have with said character:

honestly? anyone else. connor has extremely bad ideas on what a platonic relationship would involve, my brain shuts down trying to think about what he would be like dating. 

not to mention he only interacts with like, what, 3 people? who would you even ship him with lmao

A random headcanon:

oh god i’m so bad at these without a prompt.

uhh connor is a massive straight-edge because he hates feeling ‘out of control’ and applies that to everyone in his vicinity. 

connor is insistent on being referred to as the older sibling despite only being born 7 minutes before susan.

he’s a very light sleeper. he’s someone who is always awake before everyone else but also stays up past everyone else. very few people have actually seen him asleep.

General Opinion over said character:

maybe i like him, just a little bit. 

tbh a LOT of the reason i like connor so much is just that it is hard to separate his influence from who stan is. this isn’t a good thing in any capacity btw. 

oh god how do i contextualize this like YES he’s the WORST ever and i love him so much so fucking much. honestly the worst someone portrays connor as the more enamored i become. maybe i just have a specific hang-up that if i see a character die i immediately become more sympathetic towards them; and seeing connor die like 3 fucking times just caved my skull in. 

but godddd there’s these super tiny things he does that just crawl into my brain and die there like WHAT is this kid’s problem!!! is it the abandonment issues from being passed around foster homes since he was born. is it the paranoia from being constantly stalked by an otherwordly beast his entire life. is he just kind of a dick. WHO KNOWS!!!!! I LOVE HIM

plus i think he’s really fascinating in the context of the slenderverse as a whole. there are plenty of ‘proxies’ (i’d argue he doesn’t count but i’ve seen other people call him such so idk) who do bad things because they’re being controlled. but connor is just... some kid? he was a scared 17 year old with bad morals who only wanted to save himself, and became a monster in the process.

and that’s way more interesting for me to dig into!! he made the choice to harvest other people, he is the one that approached stan for help, he decided to kill people. slenderman was there, yes, and his influence obviously drove connor to desperation but connor was never without control. at any point he could’ve stepped away but didn’t. and it just got worse and worse and worse until it killed him. by the time stan stepped into the picture connor was probably already beyond help. and that just... fuckiening. bro that makes me SAD

and connor ceased to be connor. he’s lines. he’s a corruptleum. connor as a person doesn’t exist in the record. he’s the literal ghost of stan’s past.

it’s sooooooooooo auuuuuuuGHHHHHHHHHHHH *CLAWING AT THE WALLS*

BOY

#a-flickering-soul #i am forcing myself to stop typing now because if i don't i'll be at it all night

[kinneys]

long post of my tma thoughts just to get them on the page

ok so context ive only been into it for just over a year, and I binged s1-4 quite quickly last year. i dipped out of s5 for a few months this autumn/winter, it definitely slogged in the middle for me. in feb i caught up on s5, relistened to all of it in one go around 197 airing, then in the last 3 weeks (!) i managed to relisten to all of s1-4 which was an Experience. 

anyway i will firstly say i think s5 had the weight of insane expectations and the slow release + delays from covid definitely dampened it. s5 was MUCH much more engaging to me on a binge relisten, and unless you just fully despise the ending, i would really suggest anyone on the fence do that.

i will secondly say i think tma suffers both from an audience that wants it to be much darker than it is and an audience that wants it to be much happier than it is, the latter of which has extreme parasocial relationships with the RQ crew and seems to aggressively try and cancel them constantly for very minor issues lol. tma is a horror tragedy podcast but its always been VERY clear that you’re supposed to see jon and co as The Good Ones and root for them to succeed at preserving their humanity+love in the face of Evil Forces. im absolutely fascinated by all the parallels between jon and elias and all the attention given to the fact that this IS something jon chose, he IS culpable, the delicious tension in s4 where he’s stealing statements from people without their consent, etc, but ultimately i dont think its really fair to the overall mood and clearly telegraphed arc of the podcast to have expected it to have an utterly hopeless jon is an evil monster ending or to have the relationship with martin ever be anything but wholly loving. it IS not something i think fully works narratively because it requires a big suspension of disbelief; it’s hard to believe someone who had undergone the things jon had could still be a loving and good person and partner, but that is pretty firmly established as the universe of the show. 

so i dont think it is fair to say that the relatively happy finale and its intense focus on jon and martin’s love for one another is something the teenage fans bullied them into because they couldn't stomach Full Horror. the ending is still pretty horrific - the Web is strongly implied to have like 100% won, and Jon’s been cowed into helping it grow immeasurably more powerful in incomprehensible ways, ultimately his agency was denied to him re: choosing an alternative: that ‘oh no’ realising he let go of the lighter is a very bad moment for him. i think jon would have loved to make the ultimate sacrifice, and was prepared to kill all of humanity to kill the fears for good and redefine *his* place in the story, as selfish and awful that is, but his love for martin did tear him away from that. because he loved martin, he gave in to what the Web wanted, allowing himself to potentially doom innumerable worlds, forever, because he couldn’t let go, and because his other choice involved killing Martin, which he couldn’t bring himself to do. to me that is still a pretty tragic ending, but my personal criticism of it would be that it absolutely does feel like trying to have it both ways re: being tragic but not so tragic they get yelled at on twitter. 

overall s5 is mixed-to-good for me. its really hard to compare it to the other seasons - really it is only vaguely comparable to s4, and even then, its just so far removed that its hard to. i thought daisy and basira ended perfectly. martin got so much added depth as a character that was executed very well. a few of the episodes are definitely series-best for me, like Helen and Scalesa. so much of the character exchanges between jon and martin i really really enjoyed, i have never been that into them at all as a pairing but I got so much more invested. but there are absolutely balls that they dropped and the pacing was definitely inconsistent. some statements were great, others not. 197 was a high it never hit again.

i am very obsessed with elias, he is a fantastic villain, and I do think he was underused, but I do think they kind of wrote themselves into a trap if he is the final boss - of course you’re not gonna see him until the very end. i was sooooooooooo glad to hear his snide little voice saying ‘that we serve’ to Jon, it’s always been so important to me that he forces Jon to acknowledge his complicitness and their shared lust to Know and the way they are paralleled that way. but jon is clearly nothing like elias fundamentally - he has clung desperately to his humanity where Elias has severed every inch of it (except his gay marriages) and I think a climatic showdown between them was only ever gonna read as Good vs. Evil. i liked seeing elias be pathetic at the end, not a king of anything after all, and beg for his life and jon get to deliver the final blow.

so tl;dr....I don’t think s5 was as successful as the other seasons in sticking its landings but I do think the ending still is notably horrific in a big existential way and I don’t think we were ever gonna get the intense traumatic tragedy some people seem to feel cheated out of. i think if you want just imagine it ended at s4 lol

#the magnus archives #ok..................im free now maybe <3

[froggyphevoli]

Destiel 2020, I Guess???

Well, logging into Tumblr today was bizarre as fuck. Allow me to share my thoughts.

First off, THANKS FOR THE FUCKING SPOILERS, TUMBLR! I’m a few episodes behind at the moment.

I genuinely do not understand why people are freaking out. It is already known that Castiel is in love with Dean. It has already been commented on. Okay, so this is the first time he’s actually said the words “I love you,” but he’s done close enough to that several times already, and other characters have explicitly made remarks about it. I didn’t think anyone was waiting for Cas to confess to Dean. I thought we were all waiting for Dean to confess to Cas.

Calling Destiel canon because of this seems like a stretch. Dean didn’t say anything back??? This was a one-sided confession, not a ship sailing.

Oh, Cas died right afterward? (Again, thanks for the fucking spoilers.) Ooh, I’m sOoOoOoOoOoO concerned! Supernatural characters ALWAYS stay dead whenever they die! I’m sure this is indeed actually the end for him! (For those unfamiliar with Supernatural, this bullet point is sarcastic.)

I am still confused as to how Vladimir Putin plays into this. Maybe I’ll understand when I watch the episode?

Cas isn’t gay, you guys. He’s an angel. He has no gender. I know we often forget that because he wears a male meat suit, but I don’t think this counts as a “gay” confession.

Okay, so I watched the clip... What in the actual fuck was up with the weird background music and sound effects?!?!? Who edited this?!?

I am still absolutely convinced that Dean is bisexual and in love with Cas, but I’m not going to call it canon until he fucking says it.

Seriously guys, come on, don’t accept this. This was not good enough. This is not the “canon” Destiel we deserve. MAKE. DEAN. FUCKING. SAY. IT.

#Supernatural #Destiel #Destiel 2020 #Castiel #Dean Winchester #Tumblr #2020 #jesus fucking christ Tumblr #I need a drink #Froggy Phevoli

[bigskydreaming]

Seriously.

WHAT IS THE OBSESSION WITH MAKING JASON PUNCH DICK AND THEN ACTING LIKE THIS IS OKAY, THIS IS JUST HOW JASON SHOWS HE’S HURT?

Forget about the fucked up nature of Dick being treated like a punching bag just for a second (and the fact that its ONLY Dick who seems to get punched constantly by Jason in fics).

Do you NOT see how fucking GROSS it is to make the BATKID FROM AN ABUSIVE HOME....

Regularly express his anger towards his brother BY PHYSICALLY ABUSING HIM? And no.....when Dick always just TAKES it, and never reciprocates, they’re not actually fighting, its not boys being boys, it is PHYSICALLY ABUSING HIM.

You are regularly, habitually, NORMALIZING the abuse survivor being an abuser himself.

STOP IT.

I’m sorry, its just I was literally JUST ranting about that last night/this morning already, and just saw it in a brand new update yet AGAIN and its like omgggggggggggggggggggggg whyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

See, this is why I will always ALWAYS be against this fandom-wide pathological insecurity about criticism. If you want the freedom to obsessively fixate on Jason’s abusive childhood and the ramifications of it and lasting effects it has on him in like, every single fic about Jason, then people - such as abuse survivors - have to be equally free to CALL. THIS. SHIT. OUT.

Because do you even know how much abuse survivors have to struggle with the society-perpetuated MYTH that we’re all (ESPECIALLY male abuse survivors) inevitably destined to become abusers ourselves, and create a never-ending cycle?

AND HERE YOU ARE VALIDATING IT.

IN FIC AFTER FIC AFTER FIC.

Where so many of you CONSTANTLY treat it as though Jason is JUSTIFIED in abusing everyone around him.

On account of how ‘DAMAGED’ he is because of how he was abused!

Its absolutely fucking maddening.

And your constant FEAR of being called out even when writing ideas that ABSOLUTELY cause harm (see: how the constant and INCESSANT normalization of the idea that all abuse victims are inevitably destined to become abusers fucks with our heads, makes us afraid to ever allow ourselves to express anger, etc, etc)....

Like. That just makes it all so much more infuriating, ngl.

Hey, pro-tip:

If you’re NOT mature enough to handle being told you’re handling a subject wrong in a way that has directly impacted another human being in a way THEY classify as harm....

You are NOT mature enough to be writing that subject.

Full stop.

End of story.

I am so TIRED of people romanticizing Jason’s abuse and using it as a reason to absolve him of all wrong-doing AT THE EXACT SAME TIME they have him inflict it on others (usually Dick) without anyone having the awareness to CALL it that.

And what makes it even worse, is the same fandom that obsessively fixates on Jason’s abuse AND Tim’s neglect with the Drakes and how THAT constitutes abuse as well....

CONTINUALLY and with zero awareness writes Jason being physically violent with Dick in fic at every available opportunity. Has to be ARGUED with in order to get an acknowledgment that yes, Dick’s father punching him in the face and beating him up counts as abuse. Can’t even REMEMBER that Tim and Damian both punched Dick in canon because it left so little impression, even though both instances happened in a very popular and often-cited series......

But meanwhile, this entire fandom can still cite chapter and verse of every single time Dick has lost his temper or inflicted something that can be called even in the VICINITY of harm or wrong-doing to his family, INCLUDING THINGS THAT ARE COMPLETELY MADE UP AND NEVER HAPPENED OUTSIDE OF FANON.

The few times I’ve seen people write Dick punching Jason in fic, people fucking RAKE HIM OVER THE COALS. How DARE Dick do such a thing to his abuse survivor brother?

But his abuse survivor brother ABUSES him (already an abuse survivor himself in canon, whether people want to admit it or not), and people barely even bat an eye.

Ugh.

So much ugh.

And yes, like everything I post that I don’t put under a cut, you are absolutely free to reblog this, because I am sooooooooooo beyond fed up with this shit and I do not care who knows it or whose feelings are hurt by it because THIS.

DOES.

HARM.