#This post is so messy but I DONT CARE

[zan0tix]

DIRKJAKE!!! AAAH!!!

#Im very very bad at doing fandom week things but i atleast wanted to post Something for dirkjake week so here you go.. #dirkjake #dirk strider #jake english #homestuck #my art #zan0tix #This post is so messy but I DONT CARE #Dont ask me for the vrchat models THEY ARENT PUBLIC YET

[superbellsubways]

so like. does grizz know about the cats...or

#idk whats funnier. him not knowing or him knowing and still going with his plan regardless of that #theres. SO MANY mistakesin this but its 2 am and i have work tomorrow so i dont care #like I started this a whole week ago and i just wanted to get it over with fhsgjskf #splatoon 3 spoilers #mr grizz #commander tartar #gijinka #doodle #i hate posting messy things but ughhuuogdhsgfj too tired

[problemcore]

been real cloudy here, without any rain

#halfway thru this i realized i was drawing myself and not gumi and i had to take a moment and re-gumi-fy the drawing #cant help being a gumi kinnie i guess U_U #dnoodles #vocaloid #i guess? idk i dont think a lot of people will reblog this. i actually kinda hope not. #hello dear followers #yea wow i have um. not been drawing at all lately. #not even simple doodles. i couldnt even pick up a pen. #so i sat down. turned on my favorite music. and drew what i wanted. #not what i wanted to see as the result #but what i wanted to let out of my system. #i dont really care if this looks good or bad. i dont care how messy the lines are. i dont care about the colors or the background #i just wanted to have a good time drawing again. and have a good time i did :) #i have a big drawing ahead of me i need to do. that i Want to do. #im scared of it not turning out good. especially since its for a friend. especially since im being paid for it. #but. im gonna let myself enjoy it. sink into the feeling and let the pen move on its own. indulge in the joy of creation. #i missed art. i missed posting. #sometimes i think about how i was able to crank out so many drawings in high school. #not without extreme determent to my grades of course. but still. i was drawing So Much. and i utterly loved it. #i still wish i could go back to that. perhaps i will. perhaps i wont. #but i want to let that wish go away. and. i guess. start a new chapter. #reinvent my relationship with art. #its going to be bad. its going to be messy. its going to hurt your eyes. and its going to be fun. #WOW okay that was an essay. thank you for reading. #im gonna go eat something and. actually get back to drawing. hehe

[rederick-ignis]

(Crowley voice) im BACK

#This was sitting in the unfinished sketches pile limbo since last month so clearly i had to post it i dont care how rough and messy it is #crash likes to rest his chin on flashman's shoulder . This happens more often than you'd think because of their size difference #reddy art #flashman #crashman #ship art #megaman #megaman classic #classic megaman

[8bit-mau5]

A series of quick studies I did earlier this morning of Katjya! I’ve always found sketching traditionally to be WAY easier and much faster than my digital process tbh, I’m pretty happy with these 🥺💙

Maybe I’ll even finish these digitally. Thoughts? 🎤

[SHE/HE/THEY]

#artists on tumblr #traditional art #fantrolls #homestuck #hiveswap #Gabriel's arts #Katjya Romeda #i was inspired to sketch while watching another artist sketch traditionally and i was like. wait. i can do that. i can do that RIGHT now!! #at 6am. SDMJNHBGDHBGFBGF #So i waited a while before posting this here on tumblr cos i wasnt sure if ppl would care about my traditional art. let alone #my traditional sketches #snff #im really happy with these though #like. its the first time i had fun while doing quick n messy pose studies. cos i dont DO studies... but i wanna get into the habit #all of these poses were screenshots from tiktok but i forgot the users name 😭 #anyways. look at her and love her<3 yes i know i didnt include her face paint and tattoos. it dont matter! these r sketches!

[sleepyseals]

[Image Description: A digital painting depicting Feldspar standing to the right of a campfire, facing away from the viewer and upwards. They are holding an arm outstretched above them and the other gesticulates as if they were telling a story. Several fireflies surround them and their shadow falls to their right. Wreathed in the smoke of the campfire is a scene of their campsite in Dark Bramble. Three large twisting brambles, the anglerfish fossil’s teeth, and three pine trees are suspended upside down, stretching downwards toward Feldspar and the campfire. A plume of stylized curling smoke stretches across the top of the scene from Feldspar’s ship in the top right corner. The ship is sparking with electrical failure. End Image Description.]

my piece for the @travelers-encore-zine !!!  I think this came out a bit more conceptual than I wanted but I still like it!

Thank you to the mods for making this happen, putting everything together and being an amazing support team!!! Thank you to my fellow contributors for being so lovely and making such amazing things and sharing this project with me, I'm really happy I got to be a part of it!!

#I'm so late to posting this omg sorry!! I got stressed abt writing the caption bc its hard getting the words out of my brain sometimes #but its already been a few days since the zine came out I can't believe it #expect some sort of process video or post for this maybe!! as soon as I figure out how I want to do that haha #idk I put a lot of work into this that I don't want to leave unseen but I don't know how I would even go about formatting smth like that #I dont know how to feel abt this piece lol I definitely got very tired of looking at it by the end but I think I'm still happy with it #there's so much going on for me atm but I'm happy! I'm so happy I have things to be passionate about #crazy how life is messy as ever but so much more manageable when you have something you care a lot about #videos game. <3 <3 <3 #I’m interested to hear people’s thoughts on what this means like symbolically ::] #both lonely and claustrophobic #Stories are the basis of so much in game but give feldspar room to breathe god damn it #I have to go to class and stop rambling in the tags now #outer wilds #feldspar #dark bramble #my art #outer wilds spoilers #ow spoilers #how did i forget spoiler tags... smh my head XD

[acaciapines]

Please tell us abt the parallels :o

YEAH OKAY SO!!!!

in this au (and as i write ralsei in my canon always lol) the biggest thing that puts pressure on ralsei's life is the prophecy--it says a human, a monster, and a prince from the dark, and because it is a prophecy, and it is fate, is HAS to be true, and ralsei, as a darkner, a group of people who literally exist below the lightners, is charged with bringing this prophecy into fruition. she has spent her entire life ALONE, with nothing but this prophecy for comfort, saying that one day, ONE DAY, she'll get through this and she'll have friends. but yknow, that weighs on a person! its heavy and terrible and she has contorted herself to fit what fate tells her she must be.

and then for noelle, the big thing putting pressure on her? her dead siblings (dess and kris. kris isnt technically her sibling but yknow for ease of language thats what i use. also we know they arent dead but noelle and the rest dont). with their deaths means noelle is now the baby of the family, a family that is shaped by this great gaping grief noelle cannot comprehend, because when dess and kris died she was young enough she barely remembers them beyond like, maybe half-formed memories but she isnt sure if those are real or just what people have told her. shes expected to be grieving her dead siblings but really she just sort of. hates them a little bit. for going off and dying and now her mom and toriel are super overprotective of her, and she knows its her fault asriel never left to go to college and hasnt even left hometown, and its just. its rough.

so both noelle and ralsei have these Huge things that have defined their lives that neither of them want, but. too bad! WHICH LEADS TO EVEN MORE PARALLELS. slash foils lol.

because when it comes to the prophecy? noelle isnt supposed to be in it!!! while this au is sort of a roleswap in that noelle takes kris's place its not a roleswap in Any Other Way, which means, yeah, the prophecy is still supposed to be a human. and noelle, uh, isnt that! but she goes around and helps close dark worlds and is part of the delta warriors anyways, which is, for ralsei, this like, really scary point.

cause ralsei? adores noelle!! thats her best friend!!! ralsei doesnt know if she has a crush on noelle or wants to be noelle! noelle just does what she WANTS. she bucks against the pressures her family puts on her. she dives into the dark despite the fact that this world was never made for her. shes TRANS. shes a GIRL, and she can just DO THAT, and ralsei looks at her, and just. wants. in every sense of the word.

because noelle has all these things put on her like ralsei does--but noelle gets to slip out of them. noelle gets to be a person.

and ralsei, non-person, darkner: she doesnt.

she never will.

#drkau #deltarune #I LOVE THEM. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH..... #also she/her used for ralsei here but at this point in time ralsei is Not out lol. like not even to herself #god its so messy its SO MESSY but dont worry of course they get a happy ending <3 #ralsei has an antagonist arc for a bit (mix of prophecy + jealously + the human soul which yes is a player here) #and yknow who goes after her. thats right noelle. and susie cannot forget susie #and its just. god. i care about them all so much okay. this au truly has everything #i mean i wrote it so of course it does BUT. #DRK AU MY BEST FRIEND #also can you tell how anti-fate i am from this lol #its sooooo obvious in this story sorry i simply reallllllly dislike fate and how its portrayed in a lot of things #its the same reason i take issue with soulmate aus. i simply think the world Would Be Worse #and if you arent pushing it to that conclusion what is the point #BUT THATS ANOTHER TOPIC THIS IS A POST ABOUT NOELLE AND RALSEI DELTARUNE

[statichorizon]

hello tumblr have this page of conker related things i did :p

#my art #rareware #banjo kazooie #conker's bad fur day #conker #I've decided i'm not gonna keep letting my perfectionism or whatever stop from uploading stuff and just share what i got. #and yeah i coulda done more work on it but at this point after not posting anything for months and months and months i dont care anymore #and yes i see banjos ear overlapping onto conkers jawddfkjdfkj #Even though it's messy It's somethin and thats better then nothin :p #so that being said HERE U GOOOOO lol

[meaganfoster]

kind of horrifying but also freeing how with enough time to let it simmer you can come to accept anything

#not putting this in the main post. i can understand how ppl think daudbillie fucking is real. i can see how they fucked one (1) time #and how it does not change dauds (fucked up) perception of billie at all but its a fundamental realignment for her. cant figure out when it #couldve happened though. definitely not the week of delilah but wouldnt it be so messy so grotesque so perfect if that was the case.. #billie giving in to what she thinks they both rlly want and need bc she wont be able to again. billie thinking this will cement her #capabilities their similarities and enable her to surpass him once and for all bc she Knows him now..horror! horror! horror! #billie using it as a shield against her guilt for betraying him #but only getting more twisted up and confused in the process #bc she is so close to understanding the truth of her weaponization and damage but doing that would mean relinquishing possession #of her ambition (due to its now tainted)......at least in her worldview. #billie lurk blogging #i dont have a strong hold on dauds character bc i simply never think about him. which is unfortunate bc understanding him #is crucial to understanding billie. so hard for girls who dont care abt him beyond her relationship with him.......

[meavitamin-notes]

couldnt sleep last night so i doodled some ventis ;w;)b

#oh look it's ___ #genshin impact #genshin venti #venti #with a smol #zhongven #sketches #doodles #fanart #wah these are messier than usual hope yall dont mind ! #trying to get more comfortable with posting messy doodles and not caring so much :0 #tumblr is Not my Portfolio tho i hope ill draw and post more finished stuff too!!! #i didnt look at references btw this is mostly from memory LOL dont mind dont mind

[honeydew-sillies]

Hello so I did not think this was going to end up as a comic but it did so... oops?

But this Serirei fic by @tigglerex absolutely destroyed me so I HAD to draw it omg. The way op wrote lee Reigen... fantastic wonderful. I hope you like the drawings !!

#neat #honey draws #tickle community #sfw tickle community #mp100 tickles #mob psycho tickles #mp100 serizawa #mp100 reigen #serirei #tickling #tickle art #trying to get less self conscious about posting sketchy/messy art #bc i always feel the need to clean it or make it when it doesnt have to be #bc i see other artists sketch and i dont think twice so im like. why do i care #im working on it !!! #reblogs r so appreciated #also i do not know how to format comics L #anyway. tag rambles as always #just noticed i forgot reigens dimples is one frame smh #also reigen has dimples change my mind

[jazzzzzzhands]

UWWAAAAA thank you thank you guys!! i know this isnt a lot really in the grand scheme, but its a lot to me!! im very sentimental about it actually QwQ ive been under-the-radar for just oh so long (8 years on tumblr!!) and just throwing my art out anyways because i love it! ((If i am my only fan, so be it!!)) But lately to be having my art be loved and shared?? it makes me want to draw more! to play more! to get better and try new things!! Im so sorry i did not prepare a special art for this occasion! but i will let you know that i am making something... very special!!!

shhh i'm cooking!!

#ooooh what am i making??? #smth very special!! #oops hand reveal! jk jk I dont care lmaoo #look at me making a mess!! #but yeah i cant draw rn cause im too fixated on this!! #if ur in the wh discord with me #u might know!!! ahahaha!! shh dont tell! i mean u might guess anyway ahahah. #i still consider myself an amature artist #a varied artist #an artist still learning and growing!! #even tho im over 30!! #let us romanticise still learning and growing as we are older!!! #let us romanticise amature art!!! #because you can see the FUN in it!! #there is something charming about art that isnt thought too hard on!! something looser! more whimsical!! #ppl are so scared to post their art cause its not of a certain quality! #and for most. ppl dont like or reblog art unless it is a certain quality #but the WH fandom LOVES messy art!!! #ive noticed!! #yall guys are amazing!! #yall love sketches!!!! #uwaaaa uwaaaa!! i talk too much!! #but fr thank you guys #do you like my clay mess? i do!! #ahh! im still talking ok!! im done!! #jazzisaspazz #1k followers #AND i block all the bots so haha!!! #man i really really love exclamation marks ahahaha

[gachaparadise]

Starting to suspect the reason I have trouble clearing stages in Arknights isn't just my strategic incompetence but, perhaps, some other secret reason. Jury is still out on it though.

#mayhaps I need to level better characters. maybe. or at least level a little more evenly #but funnelling all my resources into Matterhorn seems like a good idea i should do it more (joke) #i didn't realize it was so... messy in there until recently. #i just sort of level whatever i think will help with the stage i'm banging my head against atm #(hence all the archers right now. Finally cleared PR-B-2 though! those chips are all mine. E2 Eben here I come) #that and characters i like. if i level a char i dont care about and they sucks it's a waste but levelling someone i love always has returns #wish i could level 3 stars further :( i want to sacrifice even more exp cards for my friends Ansel and Fang #game: arknights #post #post: misc

[hezuart]

I will start this by saying I do think Vivziepop is a good creator.

But

Reading about the production of HH and Helluva Boss worries me. In Twitter, Vivziepop is alway talking about how she is tired and overworked, because she has to work on two shows at the same time.

While I do feel bad for her, I am also thinking, “why is she trying to do it all at once?” Like, if Hazbin Hotel is already a huge project to manage, why is she trying to do it while completing a completely different spinoff?

I get the feeling that this might be one of the reasons the world building in Helluva Boss is so weird. Maybe she is rushing writing each script of each episode? I don’t know if that might be true.

If it is true, it is strange she is organizing it this way. Like, she doesn’t have to produce it all at once. She is literally her own boss.

I don’t know. What do you think?

Yes, I've mentioned this before I believe. I'd be foolish to say I don't understand the struggle, the compulsion to jump from project to project and multi-task. I do that myself.

But that isn't something you can do in a corporate setting. She is 100% overworking herself and burning out. Her tweets have concerned me, and so many others.

It wasn't even just Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss. She made that Addicted music video, and a pilot episode for Zootopia, and back then also made that Holidaze short. If she had focused on just making shorts, that would be one thing, but the fact that she has to commit to not only one show, but two, is also just not possible. It's too much to keep consistent or even separate sometimes, especially for someone who is not used to that kind of work schedule. She even does all-nighters. It's not healthy.

She might not be the boss for Hazbin Hotel in its entirety, because she sold the rights to A24, but for Helluva Boss then yes.

However, I personally don't think she rushed the Circus episode because she made this tweet a month after the release:

"I'm proud to be making shows that come directly from and deeply involve a queer perspective. It's not always a norm but it's happening more and more! The shows are for everyone, but they are rooted in what we want to see and tell!"

Instead of the show's original premise of being a dark comedy featuring Blitzo's crew in Hell and how despite being bad people, still have intriguing relationships with reason, she decided to flatten and focus on the side character Stolas for the sake of turning him into a pure-hearted baby boy who was a closeted gay that suffered for years against an evil straight woman he was forced to marry.

and that is apparently something she wanted to tell, since she wrote that episode herself. It makes it seem like she's proud to tell this "queer story" in, unfortunately, a very very poor way.

Would not be surprised if some episodes were indeed rushed, but the Circus has layers to its writing and implications. Unfortunately, Helluva Boss has lost sight of what it wants to be. I wonder if it ever knew what it wanted to be. It's gone from dark comedy to romantic drama. Helluva Boss can't write funny dark comedy. Most of the punch lines are sex jokes, swearing, and screaming. It's gotten pretty old and repetitive. Fandoms are more drawn towards romantic drama, so it feels like they attempted to merge or switch the genres to cater to fans, but they fell flat. It's ironic, because, the skimmed-down romantic drama was doing just fine until the Circus episode, where they doubled down and took it the opposite direction of where it was initially heading.

But I digress. Viv has some great ideas but needs help to implement them since she's not always the best at making those ideas work for the better. She's overworking herself through her multi-tasking and burning out, and through it all, her fellow employees are suffering for it. I hope she has learned from this experience and will know to try and focus on one show at a time from now on, or just stick to shorts to make things easier for herself.

#vivziepop #ask #text post #i love that queer characters are in hazbin hotel and helluva boss #but charlie and vaggie are already girlfriends we don't get to see how that relationship came to be #its offscreen unless we get a flashback episode #and stolas as a queer guy who didn't realize he was gay until late in his marriage #who now has to deal with the fallout from his wife and daughter AND his love interest #is a really great queer story to tell that is very relatable #for him to know he was gay and fantasized about a childhood friend of his that doesn't love him back #thats harsh and kind of confusing and convoluted #and ironically the straight pairing moxie and millie are the flattest most boring relationship in the show #the villains of this show are more interesting than the main characters! #thats a problem!! #but yeah viv gurl i critique you and your shows a lot #just pls remember this stress and dont repeat the same mistake of taking on so many things at once #because u are a fellow creator and you still need to take care of yourself #maybe helluva boss wouldnt have been so messy if you could focus more energy on it #one thing at a time

[nelfs]

honestly the preference that internet people have for digital art is really weird to me. I dont understand it. I have very little skill or knowledge with digital art programs but my digital stuff outperforms anything traditional by a landslide regardless of quality

#luckily at this point i dont really care how my art 'performs' online #so im going to post as many messy drawings of buildings as I want. I dont have anything to prove anymore I guess

[robofreak]

i just do not understand how the entire aew fanbase is so against punk given that 3 people beat down his personal locker door to "confront" him. he acted in self defense. 3 people dont beat down your door to "politely talk about your differences". sure, suspend him and the rest of them for enough time to cool off and do mediations. but fire punk? makes no sense. not over this single event that is. sure, if he is being an unreconcilable dick behind the scenes, makes sense. but i don't think using in fiction promos describing punk's "character" is good evidence for this. reality and fiction are blurred. speaking of which, if all of this is a work , that was an incredible way to go from number 1 baby face to most despicable heel. but i feel that even if it is a work people will still think it's justified to want punk fired.

just fucking say you don't like him and move on. your forgettable fav could never make tv this interesting.

#finally fucking cracked and used tumblr as the social media site it supposedly is #i dont give a shit if i get hate for this #i am just so confused at the incredibly one sided take of this whole thing #these are ADULT MEN. i think they can figure their shit out without yall gettin up on your soap boxes begging for the mean man to be fired #i get that i am a punk girly but this is fucking ridiculous #its really hard to defend people that beat a mans door down 3 to 1. like cmon #punk is messy. dont get me wrong. but its not like he ran into the bucks locker room aswingin #cm punk #aew scrum #young bucks #dont fucking waste your breath on hate comments. i dont care #now if you wanna explain how the bucks are in the right in all this id love to hear it #my post