#This line absolutely fucking ended me

[catshinji]

og line vs netflix line

everyone made fun of "worthy of my grace", but this change in particular was pure violence imo

#evangelion #nge #neon genesis evangelion #end of evangelion #fucking foul line just absolutely foul #Let Me Copy Your Homework I Swear I wont Just use a Thesaurus on all the words #how do you go from 'is also' to 'also contains'. why would you

[hal-o-ween]

Sweet Dreams <3

#my art #pokemon #galarian ponyta #digital art #hiiii everyone hello please look at my darling angel Amalthea. shes my partner pokemon in pokednd <3 #most of our pokemon went missing so Mia (my character) took our remaining pokemon to get their pictures taken in case they go missing #i did in fact draw all three of them. am going to work on doing digital versions of the other two #its all of our partner pokemons :3 ponyta. impidimp. and mankey <3 #the sketches i did for the other two are so fun i cant wait to draw them #impidimp's made my cousins all laugh so hard they almost cried #this session was so fun and we also talked afterwards about pokemon we may want on our teams in the future #and honestly my potential line up for Mia feels so good #her next pokemon she gets is very possibly going to be a bewear. absolutely out of left field choice but it works so beautifully #im also thinking good options for her would be breloom. grumpig. wyrdeer. maybe mimikyu. #grumpig and breloom are honestly the top of the list. they suit her so beautifully #wyrdeer is also really good. mimikyu would be up to roleplay #mimikyu and bewear would both play into her animal handling skill #mimikyu would also end up disguised as a sylveon #probably play that as mimikyu wanting to fit in with Mia's team since she's really nice to it and it wants her to be its trainer #bewear on the other hand would 1. work well aesthetically for her and 2. would be fantastic roleplay material what with it being a giant #aggro bear and mia is just this gentle giant who is so fucking good with pokemon so its like well. #the nice girl wants me to be nice so i wont kill you because i like her. she gives me snacks and pets me and treats me well

[waitineedaname]

i feel like my two top video games to recommend if you ever want an emotional experience that changes you forever are Night In The Woods and Outer Wilds

Night In The Woods is easier to recommend to people because it's shorter and less game-y (number one on my list of games that could be made into a tv show or movie) but hoo boy does that game hit in a very real way. the way it captures the feeling of being lost in your twenties, the feeling of dying small towns, issues of poverty and capitalism and mental illness and addiction and grief and being queer.... not to mention its realistically written (and often extremely funny) dialogue, charming aesthetics, and excellent soundtrack. chef's kiss.

Outer Wilds is harder to recommend because there is a significant learning curve with the gameplay (you will crash your ship over and over. this is okay. it's kind of the point.) and it's so impossible to describe because every person's experience is utterly unique by design and the whole point is to discover things for yourself, but good lord, does that game rewire your brain chemistry. it's a game about the vastness of space and the even greater vastness of time, and the fact that despite this vastness, you can still connect with people, even if you will never meet, even if they died long before you were ever born, you can still touch other people's lives

both games are the type to make you question your existence, but still be comforted after the fact. both games say you don't have some cosmic purpose, the universe does not care about you, but people do, and you can find meaning even in uncaring world

#nitw #outer wilds #this is my pitch to anyone who wants to get absolutely fucked up by a video game 👍 #I almost wrote an essay about both of them in my existentialism class but I ended up just doing outer wilds #but god. these games. #the writing in both makes me ache #I want to draw a connection between nitw's ''I believe in a universe that doesn't care and people who do'' #and outer wilds' ''the universe is and we are'' #and psalm for the wild-built's line about how you do not need a purpose because you are just an animal. your purpose is to exist

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Not to keep beating dead horses like I so much love to do but I am still completely Flabbergasted and Astonished at how you (Merle Ambrose) could discover the most terrifying fact that a child that is essentially under your care has been indoctrinated into a cult (which, by the way, a process that has taken over the course of years) ((by an agent that has been stationed in a direct position to make it easier to access and manipulate children, that has easily escaped your notice for such a long time)) that worships a nihilistic entity whose ultimate goal is the absolute and total destruction of Everything and Everyone around you, and your one, single, simple-sentenced response to that is to say "Oh, that's a shame. He (Duncan) always was pretty terrible. Hope he gets better someday." And then to move on from those extremely worrying and dangerous bundle of issues permanently without taking any sort of action to protect the vulnerable and make sure nothing like this ever happens again

#i love ambrose as a character but the things he does makes me clench my fists so hard blood circulation gets cut off #the absolute.... lack of care ambrose has for certain things literally render me speechless #and like okay in his uh. in his uh “defense”. there was like. other stuff going on at the time. i get that #like the end of the world for the 7th time yeah there were other things on ambrose's plate #but i dont know how many different ways to put “your children are being manipulated and kidnapped into a cult that means them harm under- #-your nose and it can absolutely happen again“ and make that stick #you... i #that is a horrifying fact to learn and the response is dismissive at BEST #like im not saying ambrose should adopt all 800 children that go to his school or whatever #but like... DO SOMETHING #you have COMPLETE AND UTTER INFLUENCE OVER THE NATIONAL GUARD. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT? USE THAT #send out watch parties! hold stranger danger assemblies! have adults regularly check in with kids! install a curfew! ANY OF THOSE THINGS? #like even if ambrose couldnt single-handedly stop a powerful cult he could at least make an effort.... AN EFFORT #ONE ATTEMPT. TO MAKE SURE ****HIS**** SCHOOL AND STUDENTS ARE SAFE........ #and the fact that he says something along the lines of “well duncan was always fucked up” ☹️☹️☹️☹️ #this shouldt surprise me fir the man who for 1. some reason refuses to fix the death school #2. does not care about dworgyn or mortis in the least #3. keeps trying to pressure necromancers to change schools #4. kidnapped US from earth and used us. #it really shouldnt but........ but #im gonna say it and idc (/lh) if its unpopular. ambrose should not be in power #he is incompetent at best. he is harmful at worst. #he does NOTHING 99.9% of the time and the one Tuesday where he takes action it makes something worse. he should not be in power #this post is /lh but idk. im a little angry #NOT SERIOUSLY ANGRY BUT CMON MAN. CMON BRO #if the game utilized ambrose's potential more and pointed out how useless/paranoid/rash he can be i would ascend to heaven #i would like literally one person (who isnt a villain) in the game to look at ambrose and say “wow hes kinda fucked up” #THATS THE BARE MINIMUM BUT I WILL ACCEPT THAT I WILL. #kind of unrelated but im kinda mad that the only person to correctly point out how weird ambrose is is morganthe #the murderous tyrant. the person we're not supposed to listen to. because she's evil. she couldnt POSSIBLY be right about Good Guy Ambrose!

[todayisafridaynight]

whatever og text i had in mind for this post about ko shibasaki looking like sayama in this movie is completely cancelled on account of utsumi (this character)'s first name being kaoru and i only found this out cause i was looking up her name just to be sure when making this post

like jesus christ i legally have to make this post now

#snap chats #they literally never say her first name in the movie. i think lol LIKE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS JUST 'NO FUCKING WAY' #i do have to be tbh and say her face /is/ a little more round than sayama's #and its absolutely predominantly because of how her bangs and wardrobe are so close to sayama's that i think she look like her #BUT I CAAAANT THE WHOLE MOVIE I WAS JUST THINKIN ABOUT SAYAMA... i miss her... #OH RIGHT THE MOVIE THOUGH noooo fuck you this movie was so good it actually made me want to write a summary for it LMAOOO #LIKE I LIKE WRITING SUMMARIES BUT IVE JUST BEEN SO LAZY ABOUT IT WITH THE PAST FEW THINGS IVE SEEN BUT GOD. #ignore the fact i finished this movie two hours ago i was too busy fiddling with a card holder kit but. ill make a post about that next-- #THIS MOVIE THOUGH NOOOOO IT WAS SO GOOD //SCREAMS AND YELLS AND DESTROYS A SNOWGLOBE// #god the part where ishigami and yukawa are walking by the homeless and it just lingers on an empty spot.. LIKE I THOUGHT I WAS WACK #CAUSE I WAS LIKE 'hang on wasnt there a guy there last scene' and obviously there was since the shot lingered right #BUUUUTT WHEN IT WAS REVEALED DOWN THE LINE SHUT UPPP I LITERALLY YELLED IM SO GLAD. my roommates arent home.. #on god i thought the movie was gonna end with utsumi and fukawa's convo from the beginning #and i was gonna make a gaf about how fukawa was acting irrationally because he was too in love LMAOOO #BUT THEN IT KEPT GOING AND. im so glad it did. ishigami valid tbh #id also cover up and take blame for AND ACTUALLY commit murder for a girl if she said hi to me and made me lunch while i was trying to kms #while fukawa and ishigami were talkin that first night tho i just thought of after the rain.. lol... maybe the mangaka was inspo'd by that. #anyway. this movie was great. it reminded me of sherlock but if it was directed well and actually let you solve the mystery too #CAUSE WHILE I WAS WATCHING THERE WERE POINTS WHERE I TOO WAS JUST 'hang on' AND I JUST POCKETED THE INFO FOR LATER #i kicked and screamed when ishigami was talking abut how he formats his tests LIKE I SAID 'oh you fucking slipped' #when ishigami called and told her he had a white envelope in there bitch i knew it was gonna be the stalker letter i YELLED #LIKE I LIKE HOW THE MOVIE SETS THINGS UP SO ABUNDANTLY. IT'S FUN SEEING IT FIT IN THE MOVIE LATER ON #the twist of there being two bodies was so fun tho cause at the start of the movie i was sure two murders happened the same night #so when it was played off as just one i was like Oh. Ok. im still stumped on how he snuck a body out of the apartment #but yk what one detail is like. whatever in comparison to the rest of the movie being fun to watch #god im running out of tags POINT IS. PLEAAASE watch this movie if you got two hours #ive left some minor warnings on my Watchlist doc but there's nothing. TOO extreme ?? #i mean there's an aforementioned suicide attempt but aside from that it's nothing too grotesque. for an rgg fan ig #ok bye i have to ramble about the card holder i got <3

[muddlemore]

Storyboard art for "A Mystery Solving Gang Divided" by Llyn Hunter

#geeking the fuck out tbh #man this is only cool to meeeee i love storyboards sorry #scooby doo #the funky phantom #there is so much to gush about ahrhrghrshrhghrg #I CANT BELIEVE THEY CUT FRED AND AUGIE ARGUING AT THE END THAT WAS SO FUNNY </3 #also omg billy west being the stand in for mudsy?? or maybe they just swapped em idk IJDSAHGHDF #something about velma being absolutely silent because mindy cohn hadnt recorded her lines yet is funny to me idk why #girl is so smart shes communicating through brainwaves #I CANT BELIEVE THEY CUT BOO'S LITTLE EXIT DANCE???? WAUGHHH

[athenaholmesartistsguild]

I've only just started chapter 3 of Gaiden but I am absolutely obsessed with the theme of powerlessness and how it's conveyed within the game.

I can't help but notice how often Kiryu says he 'doesn't have a choice' when doing pretty much anything. Even if it's in super banal, low-stakes interactions like doing something for Akame, he's constantly stating that he feels as if he has no agency in his current situation.

In the previous Kiryu Saga games, Kiryu is painfully aware of the consequences of his actions, but he still regards them as choices that he made; not something he was forced into.

His status as a Daidoji agent has basically beaten him into submission. He'll occasionally try to fight against this absolute control over him, but he's eventually returned to his position as a pawn in this huge, shadowy organization. The Daidoji are the first organization/power structure that managed to get control over Kiryu's tendency to burn shit to the ground and good god do they take advantage of that.

But then Kiryu's also painfully aware that this is the reality he asked for. Not only does he outright say this multiple times, but he's telling others that 'they started this' when they're confronting him and it's so obvious that he's talking to himself.

He's constantly bouncing between feeling miserable and powerless and then resenting these feelings and berating himself for having them in the first place. He's grasping at any sliver of control he can still have over his life, not to find meaning in his new existence, but to further punish and abuse himself.

I can't remember the exact post, but I saw someone describe Gaiden as a love letter to the Kiryu Saga and that's the best way to describe it, I think.

Kiryu's arc in his games is an incredibly slow car crash where we witness in painful detail how incapable he is of permanently leaving his life as yakuza to protect his family.

He has this almost codependent relationship with the Tojo Clan and feels a compulsive urge to get involved in the constant crises happening.

Of course, there were outside factors that were trying to pull him into these conflicts. Everyone believes that he's the only one who can fix everything. Kiryu's name carries power. Isn't it disgustingly selfish to refuse to get involved when he was the one who chose the clan's chairmen?

How could he refuse to deliver a single letter after the 5th chairman was shot right in front of him?

How could he ignore the people threatening to take his orphanage away from him and his kids?

How could he tell his daughter that she can't become an idol because of his past?

How could he justify staying alive when it did nothing but bring harm to his family?

What choice did he have?

But remember, you chose this, Kiryu.

#Ughhhhh Gaiden's so fucking good you guys. #I'm both super excited for Infinite Wealth and absolutely terrified of what's gonna happen. #I can just tell it's gonna fuck me up. #Guess we'll see how much damage Gaiden does first :') #I also find it interesting how Kashiwagi seems to be more of a parental figure in Kiryu's life than Kazama. #I'll probably write something more detailed later but Kiryu has a line at the end of the ChatGPT quest where he mentions Kashiwagi #and I thought it was interesting that he was more concerned with making Kashiwagi mad than Kazama. #Almost as if Kazama wasn't around as much as Kashiwagi. #yakuza analysis #kiryu kazuma #like a dragon gaiden spoilers #yakuza 6 spoilers #tagging is kinda weird since the Yakuza series got rebranded lol. Obviously 'Like a Dragon' fits better than 'Yakuza' #since all our protags leave the Yakuza like. Immediately. #But I feel like in a few years there's gonna be a divide between people who are new to the series and the pre-rebrand fans tagging-wise. #all us moldy oldies are gonna be using the 'Yakuza' tag while the other half of the fandom is tagging everything with 'LAD' #But it's always fun to watch fandoms evolve and change so I guess we'll see!

[hella1975]

im so easy when it comes to immoral characters like okay do you bear your pain terribly? get behind me

#fandom is looking at a traumatised guy and going 'they deserved better' #but let me fucking TELL you if that guy goes on to let their trauma absolutely mutilate them then im gonna be there #bad victims etc etc #bear it terribly. bear it ugly and mean. bear it with your teeth stained by innocents that had nothing to do with the slaughter #let it make you worse. lash out. kick down. become the terrible thing #im defending that guy until the end of time #touya todoroki #andrew minyard #touya is the closest anyone has come to andrew in a very long time for me when it comes to this #like andrew is THEE baseline of this ive never seen anything like the way he does it #he was treated terribly and it made him terrible. shamelessly. he took the bad thing and decided to be worse for it #and while it's unsustainable in a person it's so fucking cathartic for a reader to just see that happening despite the tragedy of it #it's touya stood over his abuser and ripping his world apart with his bare hands while laughing #because he spent 10 years in hell for this moment. this single moment. and the audience and the characters call him a monster #it's andrew threatening his own cousin at knifepoint to defend a stranger's integrity simply because that is one of andrew's lines #and you do not cross them. no one ever will again. and the audience and the characters call him a monster #it's watching people who were treated awfully refuse to swallow that pain. refuse to forgive. refuse to move on #it's watching them embrace the wreckage of it and self-destruct either in one glorious explosion or gradually over years #because they are willingly choosing to live this way instead of getting over it. they are rejecting healing with their eyes open #because they were hurt so badly that healing now seems like a denial of that pain #and then u get to read fanfiction where they heal and are acknowledged for what they suffered and u cry and cry and cry <3

[neraiutsuze]

I CANNOT BELIEVE

after ALL THIS

it comes down to either

letting the prince we went to ALL THIS TROUBLE to save become a mindflayer, ruining everything we worked for and dashing lae'zel's hopes for her people right in front of her

letting karlach become a mindflayer because her engine is so close to exploding, functionally destroying her to let some form of her memories live on

or 3. becoming a mindflayer to save both.

this is KILLING ME. WAILING IN PAIN. I HATE THIS. THE CHOICE IS OBVIOUS FROM AN RP POINT OF VIEW, RYSE WOULD MAKE THE SACRIFICE PLAY, BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE A MINDFLAYER!!!! SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE A MINDFLAYER!!! SPENT THIS ENTIRE GAME REFUSING TADPOLES BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BE A MINDFLAYER THIS IS KILLING ME

i wanted a happy ending with my wife lae'zel i promised her i PROMISED her i would stay with her. please. please why can't i just throw the eighteen barrels of smokepowder i keep in the camp chest at it instead. orpheus i hate this plan it sucks i want a new plan please PLEASE

larian why would you hurt me this way i am sending you the emotional damages bill

#miri plays bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #I HATE THIS I HATE THAT NARRATIVELY IT FUCKING WORKS FOR HER IN A TRAGIC WAY #SPENT THE ENTIRE GAME TRYING TO PREVENT HER DAMN PARTY KILLING THEMSELVES OR THEIR SOUL #BUT WAS WILLING TO MAKE A DEMON DEAL FOR LAE'ZEL AND HER PEOPLE WHEN IT WAS HER OWN ON THE LINE #THE CAPSTONE FOR HER ABSOLUTELY CATEGORICALLY REFUSING TO LET ANYONE JUMP ON THE VARIOUS STORY GRENADES BEING THAT #IN THE END *SHE* HAS TO DO IT TO SAVE EVERYONE???? THE NARRATIVE OF THAT???? #THE TRAGEDY???? #this is killing me #i'm going to have to make a save and do it and i HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!! #this is my GIRL she has been my dnd character for LITERAL YEARS and i'm 200+ hours into the game with her i'm SO ATTACHED #i'm in BITS #bg3 spoilers

[jumbaliathan]

EVERYONE SHHH ITS COMING THE DRUMS THEIR KICKING IN ITS BUILDING AND BUILDING oh no i'm GONNA LOSE IT QUICKLY EVERYONE THEIR KICKING IN

#It'll take some time #somewhere down the line #car seat headrest #csh #famous prophets (stars) #twin fantasy #this song always makes me cry. its so emotionally moving and i can't stand it but at the same time i need it. i need it to live it gives me #passion to live and care and grow into a better person #because car seat headrest has changed my life to an extent and i fucking love it so much especially twin fantasy because Bodys brought me #and my partner together and it makes me feel super special and honestly Famous Prophets its so fucking incredible #the whole production of it is absolutely phenomenal like just the small things like and #and the ending is always so damn amazing and moving and honestly its the song i want to end to. its holding a special place in my heart i #i wouldnt be here without twin fantasy. thank you tumblr for my stupid rant love you guys <333 #will toledo

[carmarriage]

red vs blue restoration blew such huge chunks im actually mad. like completely enraged. and i wouldnt have it any other way. rest in peace you son of a bitch

#like under the conditions it was made. i can understand why it is the way it is. #but i would genuinely be hard pressed to imagine a way it couldve been worse. #they brought tex back. which is like the number one thing they should have never done under any circumstance. leave the poor woman ALONEEEE #wash had absolutely nothing to do except act like an idiot for no reason and Be Crazy. leave him alone too #carolina showed up just to immediately get her shit kicked in. she doesnt even say a single word to tex so what was the point #and i fucking love tucker so im biased but WHAT!!!!! HOW DO YOU DECIDE TO DO META TUCKER AND FUMBLE HIM THAT HARD!!!! #tucker doesnt get a single line reflecting on Literally Being Tortured for (from his perspective) TEN YEARS???? #not a single genuine emotional moment for him???? just gets up and says ''oww that sucked. bow chicka bow wow haha am i right fellas'' #the blues got shafted so fucking hard. they barely interact with each other. they get no resolution at all. #wash and tucker didnt even talk. i dont think they were ever even in the same frame. if you wanted me to kill myself you couldve just said #also i havent watched s15-17 since they released and i didnt bother with rvb0 but when did doc die. huh #carolina said something about ''what happened on chorus'' and HUH? did i just miss that completely. what the fuck #also where is donut. he wasnt even in this. im assuming something happened to him that i just dont remember during/after s18 but i miss him #sorry for being so mean lmfao i dont usually like complaining so much but man........... #they didnt even make grimmons canon. smh my head #anyway rvb ended after s13 ❤️ yayyy

[lunaremy]

Red & younger refer to Blue as "アオにさん (my katakana is dogshit; aoni-san) which is absolutely adorable

#black going absolutely apeshit in R2's ending cutscene in jp and then in eng its the bachelor line never fails to amuse me #they're both fucking golden dont get me wrong

[arrowpunk]

I need to make more artist friends for my health and wellbeing but I don't ever wanna come off as parasocial or only wanting to befriend someone just because I like their art

Do you see my problem here

#ramblings of an arrow #all the artists I would like to befriend are also ppl who like seem like genuinely neat ppl #based on what ive seen from their non art posts as well #but I dont want to be weird!!! #so I just sit here #it doesnt help that like if I enjoy an artist my brain just assumes they must be like super popular #and obviously therefore would be weirded out by some random follower being like hi i like ur shit also u seem cool #what if we chatted so so casually while we vibed each other out and mayhaps became friends #it also does not help that I have been on the recieving end of being the cool artist someone wants to befriend because they want free shit #and like I WOULD NEVER DO THAY #but I understand the fear on a visceral level #it fucking SUCKS to become friends with someone only to realize down the line they were just using you #for art or clout or whatever #it sucks so much #which is why I am always terrified of coming off that way lolllllll #and like the 2 biggest offenders used me because they knew I was a good storyteller and wanted me to run DnD for them #and then absolutely wrecked those games #and most of my favorite artists are ttrpg artists #so im just sittingggg hereeeee #not wanting anyone to ever think i would do that #pls I just enjoy and appreciate other ppls art and characters #but in a normal way where I dont feel entitled to anyone elses creativity or energy #anyways I am making up problems in my own mind I know this

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Naruto shippuden things that made me lose my mind (ep 424-season 20 ep 30):

Madara just shot a laser out of his mouth?

Madara: he can see my limbo???

Madara sailing thru the air: I'll be taking that *rips Kakashi's eye out of his skull*

Madara, casually: sasuke sure is quick *gets sliced in half by sasuke*

Kakashi, thinking abt young team 7: I misunderstood you all then, in some ways I probably still do (Kakashi, u just said it was sakura's job to pull sasuke from the darkness, that is the most fundamental misunderstanding of team 7 u could have)

*apocalyptic things happening* shikamru: I think something bad's happening over there (thanks, dumbass)

Tenzo's dream is for team 7 to accept him as their captain 😭

Sasuke getting purple snake goo spit in his face made me laugh aloud

Madara, talking abt chakra: I will get rid of this curse upon humanity (do it, king!)

This is from a filler english dub episode but: Christmas exists in naruto -> ninja Jesus confirmed

It's so unbelievable in tenten's mind that she could protect and be valuable to her friends and village that the infinite tsukuyomi put her into the Menma AU. That's fucked up.

Jesus. Karin's backstory. Pretty fucked up that she's gonna end up working for orochimaru forever.

Tsunade's infinite tsukuyomi dream: I would like to join the audience in watching the TV show Naruto

I feel like it says a lot that senju tsunade set a huyga at the center of the Akatsuki plan instead of a uchiha

Everytime they talk about neji, the more you can feel how hard they fucked up by killing him

Fuck sasuke being a cop. I hate it. But also sasuke is the type of person who would become batman. He ran around calling himself an avenger. I hate it but it doesn't feel wrong. It is funny tho that instead of joining orochimaru, sasuke's evil arc is becoming a cop.

#idk tsunades dream feels like senju propaganda #like idk what the uchiha even want. they feel like they're being outcast but like also they kinda fucking suck #obviously they didn't deserve to die but like. i 1000% believe they would absolutely abuse their power as the police #and like if ur the government do u really want to take in a bunch of violent cops with fucked up magic eyes??? not really #but idk the whole institution of Konoha is wrotten to the core. which is the fucking point. its a fucked up devil tree #that is fucking overtly in the story. theres an evil demon tree thst kills ppl and naruto lives in the village hidden in the leaves which #is corrupted from the roots up. its evil. the village is evil. its insane. wtf was i sayying? #oh yeah im only partway thu tsunades dream but im posting this now bc its too far back in my notes #ugh. fuck the uchiha. im glad they died. they were fucked up. im also glad all the senju r dead. may all the clans die forever 🙏 #everyone dies and then there will b peace in the naruto world.... thats a very madara line of thought... #thats y naruto is a better person than me. i would sands of destruction that shit #god. but in that game they also dont end the world... that world didnt seem as bad as the naruto world tho #naruto ramblings

[pygmy--tyrant]

I am not and have never been a gamer but the more I hear about hades the more it sounds like it was created just to try and tempt me into the gaming world. everything I could have wanted from a game right down to the apparently well researched mythology is there. unfortunately my non-gamer identity is more than just a choice and I am genuinely just shit at it from zero practice otherwise I would have probably bought it by now

#like it has everything to tempt me. afore mentioned accurate mythology. set in the underworld (goth). #character designs for all the mythological figures make sense and also absolutely fuck. the whole game looks visually very nice. ghosts. #the main character is even bisexual. #also as soon as I saw the achilles has basically been written as having undergone significant character development since dying #I was INTERESTED #having a biggest bitch in the achaean army (affectionate) die and eventually gain the energy of a depressed middle aged father is INSPIRED #and I (<- person with thinks far too much about the iliad disease) am always here for interesting takes on achilles #especially if they're also funny #only disappointment is that he isn't ranga 😔 the era of exclusively blonde achilles needs to end. acknowledge his canonical red hair #y'all say you love to see a ranga losing but won't let this iconic ranga lose his war prize his boyfriend his temper and his life. smh #ANYWAY. the design of orpheus in hades is also funky as hell #I was expecting something more along the lines of hadestown orpheus so to see robert smith instead was a very fun surprise #sapphire's random thoughts #hades game

[orcelito]

I always get so angry but then I play video games and I'm no longer so angry

This is a problem when it comes to wanting to leave my shit ass job

#speculation nation #i was absolutely ranting with my coworker about this shit #if either of us leave we're both going. straight up. #boss was threatening to fire them and im like. if he does? im quitting on the fucking spot. #i dont have a job lined up yet but im gonna start seriously looking #and if it comes down to it i dont think itll take too long for me to find Something. not with my qualifications. #might not be the best paying job right away but so long as i have Something & it doesnt make me utterly miserable #itd still be better than this fucking shithole. #i used to love this place but everything has soured because of him. #ive toughed it out for Far too fucking long. and ive finally reached the end of my Fucking Rope. #8 years total of my life ive given to this store. but no more. #it's not a matter of 'if'. it's a matter of 'when'. #and once we leave at least 2 of the other seasoned employees will be leaving. #4 out of 6 of the fully trained drink makers. gone. #and the other 2 are leaving at the end of this semester Anyways. #so what are ya gonna do Boss Man? if our labor has really been that worthless to you then surely this will be no big deal! #right? right? right? from how youve treated us it's clear! it's clear you take us for granted and dont give a shit about us as people. #so youre gonna get a rude fucking awakening Very soon. have fun cleaning up the wreckage of your mockery of our lives. #anyways hi yeah shit's about to blow up at work and im jumping ship as soon as i can make it work #i also got caught in freezing rain and had to walk home (took an hour of walking when itd usually take 25 mins!) bc i Could Not Bike #may or may not have to go into work tomorrow and if i do i may just take a hammer to those fucking windows [joke][this is a joke] #its gonna ice all night and i voiced these legitimate concerns for my safety and got told #'well we'll follow what the city standards are' or whatever the fuck. and got told to take the bus. #WELL COME ON SHITSTAIN I STILL HAVE TO WALK TO THE BUS STOP NOW DONT I?????? #plus i just dont like the idea of going out rn at all. it's so dangerous. im for serious Everything is ice. #even on a salted road my bike still slid out from under me. i Had to walk it home #walking very very carefully with very ginger steps. lord help me on any inclines bc gravity was pushing me Down. #it was awful. one of the worst commutes of my life. and this fucker has the audacity to tell me to just Take The Bus? #hes getting on my last Fucking nerves. oh yeah and him completely dismissing my coworker's concerns about passive aggression #ran out of tags (lmfao) so ill stop ranting here. but just. i am so Fucking done with him.