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good-beanswrites · 10 months

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My english lyrics for Triage woo! (They're written out under the cut, I just wanted to share my lil chart lol)

Though I'm too indecisive to officially label this as my favorite song, it's had the strongest emotional impact on me by far. It holds a special place in my heart, I definitely wanted to write lyrics for it first! I'll leave all my rambling process commentary in the tags, but I was so happy with how it came out!!

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

If that were the case, it should have been fate for me to die.

That's the truth, given my crime, so why--?

No, I can't take it, to this cruel joke I'll submit. You

don't know, you can't know, but I'm ready to admit:

Killing for them, extracting for them, won't change the fact they're dead.

I need someone to tag me as RED.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel and leaves you on your own.

(I can't die) to atone. (I can't love) alone.

I can't be saved (saved), you've nothing to give. Saved (saved)

But what if I lived? Why else would you choose to forgive?

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, you need me, (I can be) indispensable.

Tilt to and fro, I know the scales should land on GUILTY for me.

Tilt fro and to, it's INNOCENT that they choose.

They cry (x4) out in pain, I can hear them. There's no one else, to guard their health,

My mission is offering help.

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

So if that's the case, then it must be fate to make amends,

Extract that fang before we meet the end.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel, but what I've realized is

(Now I want) to be INNOCENT. (Now I want) to live.

It makes me sick (sick), This wasn't my plan, hostages at my command.

Their future resting in my hands

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

Maybe this was meant to be -- oh -- or maybe neither of us can know

There's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

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I mentioned earlier that I always get annoyed with myself when people post translyrics and I can't figure out the rhythm they were going for, so here's a recording of me singing, but I'm bad at it! It's just for fun! Like a rough draft for music! Because the only thing worse than people hearing my voice is people thinking I can't count syllables!

#milgram #shidou kirisaki #lyrics #im real happy with how they came out :))#when i first got into milgram i started writing tear drop lyrics but got discouraged #(ill be revisiting them next but) it was so fun to work with this song!#i love the sound of it and had a great time creating my version #i wanted his repeated lines in the refrain to have a punch to them #and was SO satisfied giving the doctor 'sick' and 'saved' as his focus words #the mention of 'throw down' wasnt originally intended but it fit so well i just had to keep it asdfsd #i looked up an internet translation for 'Shinenai sentaku o ikenai ai o' because the official english line confused me #and it gave me 'i cant die. i cant go. i cant love.' and i loved that more than the official translation actually #really the only word that doesnt flow quite like id want is 'punishment' but the meaning/rhyme made me happy so i kept it haha #nothing can replace the sound satisfaction 'Yurayura tenbin yurusa naide hoshii noni/Yureteru yurushite hoshii to' gives me tho -_-#and i wanted a more open-mouth sound when he sings 'dattaka' the second time -- i absolutely love how he draws it out #but had to settle for what i could make work 🤷‍♀️#we are spitting in the face of cringe culture and posting my voice!!#some writers are okay if their complete vision doesnt make it across to the audience but Not Me #i gotta show my whole vision and draft 😂#oh and excuse his voicemail message LMAO #i love shidou with all my heart but i have to tease him about shoving his profession in our face every chance he gets #(did we ever get a translation for that btw?)#but yeah im always preaching to do arts and things youre bad at just because theyre fun so i figured id take my own advice #because it was a lot of fun to sing :3 #and i dont know how to word this in the fans-having-collaborative-fun way and not a pretentious way #but if any of the milgram pals who like singing want to cover it hmu :D

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splickedylit · 1 year

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Domestic Diplomacy II is turning out to be even more "splickedy gratuitously gets caught in the weeds of xenosociology and alien language barriers, the fic sequel" and tbh I'm not mad about it

“Oh, your moirail!” says Jade, and bounces upright, ignoring John’s wary little soft human cautionary hiss. To your vague surprise, she’s apparently learned enough not to do the human holding-out-a-hand gesture they usually do when they’re introduced; she clasps her hands in front of her, nonexistent claws politely folded in, and ducks her head briefly forward and to one side, careful not to jab at him with her nonexistent horns.

It's a pretty passable greeting—for a social equal, which is its own bizarre issue, considering he’s a highblood. But relatively non-offensive, for a human, and fortunately for her she’s picked a highblood who isn’t likely to give a shit. Gamzee laughs out loud and gives his own lazy-ass version of a greeting back, a vague twist of his wrists and dip of his head, condescending to use an equal’s greeting back at her. When he says “Gamzee Makara,” there’s a hint of a threatening buzz to it, a testing you should know to respect me warning—you could have told him she’d show absolutely no sign of hearing it, which is exactly what happens.

“I’m Jade Harley! I meet you,” Jade says, a carefully neutral statement-of-fact greeting—not fawning or hostile. You don’t know if humans are out here just learning neutral address no matter what, or if this human particularly just doesn’t give a shit that your moirail’s a fuck-off mutant-huge highblood with horns that scrape the ceiling of the block—by the expectant way she looks up at Gamzee afterward, she wouldn’t give much of a shit either way. Out of all of the humans, Jade Harley might actually win the prize for giving the least shits, no matter what Rose and Dave like to pretend.

“Yeah, I meet you too, motherfucker,” says Gamzee, looking incredibly amused, and glances down at you. “She’s a rude-ass little motherfuckin’ toothful, huh? I like her.”

“Of course you do,” you say, pained. “Don’t take it personally, alright? You’re not a highblood here, they don’t get highbloods.”

“Oh, best friend,” says Gamzee, and kisses your nugbone again, embarrassingly. “I’m a highblood wherever the fuck I go. It’s cool though. Squishy-ass little motherfuckers won’t get any grief from me.”

“<Motherfucker>,” Jade repeats behind you, and switches back to English, in the bright, wide verbal tone you’re starting to learn means ‘smiling and happy’, weird interstitial ‘vowel’ breath-sounds further back in the throat through pulled-back mouth-corners. “Hmm, <motherfucker>… Oh, neat! Is that dialect? It sounds like, ahh, what’s that other word. Kk—kkkht— Uh, dammit. You guys need to learn how to use vowels— It sounds like <;brother>.”

“It is like,” you say, surprised despite yourself. “<Brother> is a troll, and <motherfucker> you put it all spots you want. It’s a thing, it’s a troll, it’s a, tss, a doing-things word, it’s a name. It’s bad, it’s good. Any spot you want. And he does want, for all those, all the time.”

#splickedydrabbles #Homestuck #Domestic Diplomacy #me staring into the distance: what if 'motherfucker' and 'brother' are translated different but they're related words in alternian....#what if 'brother' and 'sister' aren't different words theyre just translated in english based on gender but there's no distinction actually #it's all the word I tend to translate as 'kin'/'family'/'fam' lol but gendered by english-speakers for comprehension #what if alternian greetings have implicit settings for 'i'm hostile to you' and 'i'm trying to be non-offensive and polite'#and the lack of either is an implicit message of 'we're equals' which comes with its own social baggage RE: castes #what if I approached Homestuck as though it was implicitly a translated text ala JRR Tolkein's meta-narrative of Lord of the Rings #''Alternian wouldn't spell his name 'karkat vantas' of course but it's been anglicized for the audience with additional vowel sounds''#'when his tone of voice is referenced in this line it of course actually refers to his engagement of his third subvocal chatterbox--''#WHAT IF--#I am frothing at the damn mouth I love fucking around in this sandbox so much I will make up ALL the societal/cultural indicators #this is the casual/semi-formal/court-formal code-switching in Save a Horse Ride a Dragon all over again lmao NO REGERTS

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criticallyobs · 3 months

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Apparently, we had a lot to say... I hope you'll enjoy Part 1 of Let's Talk Last Twilight...

Our podcast 'Safe House Crushes' dives into a Thai BL called Last Twilight starring Jimmy Jitaraphol & Sea Tawinan. We hope you enjoy part 1 of this special episode of Last Twilight, where we are lucky to have Kess aka kess-in-the-perthchimzone from Tumblr come and join us as we answer your questions and talk about our favourite moments from the show.

We a had a bunch to say, so we had to split this one up, stay tuned for Part 2 this time next week.

Be sure to join us on Twitter or Tumblr ⁠@criticallyobs⁠ and check out Kess at ⁠kess-in-the-perthchimzone⁠.

Special thanks to Kess for keeping us sane and adding to the fun.

Thanks for keeping us company - Z and M xoxo

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Come join our Telegram group chat Critical Obsessors, full of BL and other Obsession-based topics. Have fun meeting like-minded fans of these pretty men who make us laugh, cry, and pine, or just come and chat with us about the podcast. Everyone is welcome. If you've never used Telegram before don't let that stop you we're all just hanging out and learning together.

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thegroundsofbrooklyn · 5 months

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getting impatient. who could have predicted such a thing.

SURPRISE, TWO COUNTDOWN STAGES IN ONE. hold tight, uksies information coming soon...

(context)

#newsies #uksies #west endsies #quite excited for this actually #hope i haven't been hyping this up too much #it's very fun though #sooo much anxiety went into collecting these stories yall have no idea #names made up on the spot.... acdc voice messages......#some of them are so silly though #very silly. the silliest.#like. okay ARTHUR just because you SAVED SOME PEOPLE

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corrodedcoughin · 9 months

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okay so your trans art binge-reblog spree yesterday kinda synced up with me having Intense Gender Feels so please allow me the liberty of gently knocking at your inbox again bc I feel a mighty need to unleash some trans!Eddie headcanons on you >.>

imagine the sheer emancipation of Eddie growing out his hair again after he had cut it short when first moving in with Wayne but this time long hair feels different and so, so much freeing bc it's no longer a stupid social expectation rooted in sth that isn't even true about him but instead a personal choice, one deeply connected with the music that comforts and inspires him like nothing else

imagine the freedom of him first realizing he's trans and how things — maybe not all things but at least some of them — suddenly fell into place from just knowing who he is, even if back then he had no opportunity and no safe place to as much as think about trying to socially transition. just feeling like his authentic self for once, without the weight of others' preconceptions about all the arbitrary ways he's supposed to be. he might've been unable to tell anyone at that time but simply having that knowledge to himself was liberating from the years of having felt like there's sth wrong with him. liberating bc now he knew for a fact that there wasn't. how can this be wrong if it made him feel like himself for the first time maybe ever?

imagine him hesitantly knocking on his uncle's door in the middle of the night when he had no choice but to run away from home. imagine the surprise on Wayne's face and all the unyielding unquestioning trust and comfort he's got for him, so thorough and genuine that it only takes him a few days to come out despite the fear. and then Wayne's silence breaks into a question of what name his nephew would like to called then. the words startling soon-to-be-Eddie into a impulsive hug, which is returned with utmost care and with quiet thinking-out-loud rambling of whether Wayne's got any clothes that would fit his nephew and that he would feel comfortable in

imagine the joy when Eddie gets a fake ID from Reefer Rick one day

imagine him making friends with the rest of Corroded Coffin guys and, when he gathers the courage and trust to come out, being met with support, ranging from confusion and a promise to eventually get how any of it works and to respect Eddie's pronouns etc, to deep understanding that hardly needs words bc you know you're being seen for who you actually are

imagine Eddie working on his voice and ending up achieving some success partly thanks to singing along to his favorite songs and trying to learn harsh metal vocals and at first scaring everyone around by going over the top with them until he figures out ways to train his voice to be more masculine sounding without resorting to that kind of harshness (and developing multiple fun vocal stims on the way)

imagine Eddie getting together with Steve and as a bonus gaining the perfect person to get advice from when it comes to figuring out a workout routine for his purposes

imagine the relief of knowing there are multiple people who you can be your authentic self with and who love you for this and would never change a single thing about what makes you yourself

oof well, I kinda carried away "a bit" (meanwhile the Feels have only intensified further whoops) and these are in no particular order but I really hope you'll like this humble offering. have a restful fulfilling weekend💜

LIAM!!!! LIAM!!!!! I am always ready for transing the narrative (been in some gender struggles too so let’s be in this together 🤝) I’m going to be running commentary replying so if it’s incoherent or accidentally cover something said later I’m sorry!!

- the hair!! YES!!! I feel like he had long hair before and felt pushed into have short hair in order to be taken seriously in his identity but what he always really wanted to be was ‘just a boy with long hair’ and the more it grows the happier he gets becuase THIS!! THIS!!! Is who he feels like he should have always been!!! This feel RIGHT! When it gets past the length of being ‘acceptable’ for a boy and starts brushing his shoulders he hasn’t never felt more strongly that he is Right. That this is Who He Is, this is Eddie Munson and Eddie Munson is a societal expectation-dodging BOY

- THE ACCEPTANCE AND REALISATION!!! What if he was going around as a child saying kid stuff like ‘when will I grow a beard?’ And being hushed by his elders (before Wayne). Going along with what was given to him, be it toys or clothes because his family didn’t have a lot so he’s not going to ask for more but knowing that they didn’t feel right. That he was performing a character for these people and hoping it would be enough for them, for himself. It’s not, something still feels wrong and he can’t figure out. But then, then he gets the keys to the kingdom, he moves in with Wayne and Wayne gives him some money and sets him loose in the thrift shop. At the start he sifts through the girl’s rails but all of the sizes are wrong for him. So wayne just suggests the boys racks because hey it’s just T-shirts and we need to get you stuff that fits. He guides eddie to the plain T-shirts, not thinking much of it. Not thinking it’ll be a Realisation in the young mind of his nephew. Eddie goes home with 2 boys T-shirts that day and from then on gravitates to exclusively wearing them. Next thrift shop visit eddie makes a beeline to the boys section and doesn’t look back.

- AHHH WAYNE AND COMING OUT I LOVE YOUR VERSION!!! What about Wayne passing a couple of shirts on to Eddie? A hat too? And a belt because god knows Eddie’s buying the jeans that hide his hips and needs something to hold them up. Wayne starts calling eddie ‘son’ and ‘boy’. Every time it’s like Christmas lights have been turned on behind his eyes. He feels dizzy with it, can’t contain himself, has to clench his fists to stop himself from shaking becuase this? This feels right. It fees Correct and knowing Wayne is here with him is the ballast he needs to secure himself on this unpredictable ride.

-CORRODED COFFIN SAYING ITS SO METAL OF HIM. (I personally also hc Gareth as trans so I like to think that Jeff and Freak are always ready to be Boys and show them Boy Stuff. Like alongside band practice they had Boy Practice at the start and now they can burp the alphabet in harmony and can armpit fart guitar solos and play fight and are just GOOFY)

- eddie going to a gig or band practice and then the next morning waking up with a slightly wrecked voice that he /loves/. He surreptitiously tries to maintain it, shouting lyrics in his room and just screaming sometimes but it starts to get painful and he accepts he has to find a different way. He listens to the radio with Wayne, asks to go with him when Wayne’s work friends plan a couple of drinks in one of their yards. Eddie gets to go to a couple, gets to listen to Wayne’s country and rock radio stations. Gets to hear these men talking and tries out phrases he hears when he’s on his own, records them on a tape deck he found in the thrift by luck one day. Records and re-records until he gets it right. Until he can prank call principle Higgins and get shouted at down the phone ‘I’ll find out who your father is boy! He’ll have your hide!’ The peak is when he goes into scoops and gets everything he wanted ‘hey man, how’s it going?’ From the offensively cute sailor with the big hands and strawberry sweet smile

- WORKOUT SUPPORT STEVE. YES. YES ABSOLUTELY!!! Steve showing him that he can’t just hit upper body every day, that he has to get everywhere. That he needs to make his core thicker if he wants that boy look. That working on his quads and calves will help, he promises it won’t leave him a big butt and tiny waist. (Not unless he wants Steve’s routine, that boy is going to work on his ass-ets okay?) eddie doing his first full push up with Proper Form and feeling the muscles in his back move and thinks yes. This is Good. God knows he’s not great at sticking to it but when it serves a purpose and it means he gets to ogle his boyfriend? Kind of a win win

- TBE LAST POINT!!! Yes!!! Eddie living in subconscious fear for so long that he pushes the very notion of being a Boy down. so far Down and Away that he won’t ever let it see the light of day. Or so he thinks. He tells himself that he is fine, that this is fine. But it isn’t and he doesn’t know what feels wrong. Until it slowly starts to change at a glacial speed. He tries different things. Starting only in his room, makes jokes that he thinks he can get away with in front of Wayne. Pushes it further, does more Boy things with corroded coffin. Sees that it’s okay? They are okay with it? With how he is? Sees that Wayne just nods at him and doesn’t make a fuss? That Wayne’s friends don’t bay an eye somehow? (Sure some guys at work do, but Wayne makes sure they know where their opinions aren’t wanted. That Wayne and his group aren’t to be taken lightly on the topic of Wayne’s nephew)

Eddie experiencing so much acceptance and love and there being so venom in it. No ‘waiting’ for it all to pass and Eddie to go back to ‘normal’. Eddies never been normal and that’s a badge he starts to wear with pride. With defiance. Knowing that he has everyone he could ever need how could be not?

#LIAM !!!! if you got carried away then you swept me up with you #I LCOE THIS SO KUCH I LOVE IT!!#I love everything you said YHE FAKE ID!!! I JUST!!!#hed try so many things and practice and go over movements and voices that it starts to FLOW #and eventually he doesn’t what he sounded like before how he moved before #HE!!! DESERVES THR WORLD!!!!!#LIAM!!!!#thank you!!! thank you SO SO MCUB for sending this!!!#I am SO LUCKY to have received it!!#im so sorry my reply is messy you just got me so excited #oh wow I love him #I have been having increasing gender thoughts about multiple things and doubts and blehh but this is soothing me!!!#ALSO!! I got your other ask but ummm I want to keep that in my ask box so that it can’t possibly be misplaced #im so doubtful #of tumblrs tag system and I’m not being funny I’d genuinly would hate to lose that message #I’ve been having a Time with work and friends and life (just like Everyone else) and you just made me feel #like somebody cared or at least Noticed Me so yeah I’m sorry I’m #keeping it and saving it for the really and days becuase rsd and doubt and everything else is awful but you #said somethings that I cannot coherently express my gratitude for #becuase I am #bad with words 🫲🤡🫱#but all this to say thank you and you are just wonderful and incredible and thank you for sending me this and I’m #so in love with it #you are a kind and smart and interesting and funny and please don’t ever doubt that #okay oky sorry I am mushy with trans posts and Sunday scaries I’ll #just go to the boring tags now #eddie munson #trans eddie munson #transmasc eddie munson #ask

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sinbrook · 5 months

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Not pro-shipper, not anti-shipper, but a secret, third thing (employed).

#i am sorry but i am an adult with a career who pays taxes #what is this obsession with trying to force someone to take a stance?#some of you are wretched little freaks i would never speak to in a million years because you slobber over incest #and the rest of you care too much about those wretched little freaks and make it your personality #i did yoga today #i have work tomorrow #i have a skincare routine and a savings account #anonymously messaging people trying to get them to voice a stance to be cancelled by one side of freaks or the other #is skincare routineless behaviour. try some niacinamide and some moisturiser babes

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simcardiac-arrested · 7 months

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following you is so fun like. i can just see what youre being autistic about

Looks like someone got a visit from the autism fairy !

#cramswering #recorded a voice message of me talking about how much i like crowley for 10 minutes streakigjt #straight #whatever #there’s no saving me i fear

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bruisedboys · 5 days

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NO BC VMS MAKE MY HEART MELT DUDE. LIKE. WDYM YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME BUT ACTUALLY TALK😭😭 FUCKING KISS ME ON THE MOUTH ALREADY WTF

NO UR SO RIGHT HANNAH. ngl listening to them gives me butterflies 😭 which is so lame of me honestly but then if he doesn’t want me to melt why is he sending me multiple voice messages 🤨🤨 he’s in love with me I just know it

#RAHHHHHH #LIKE #KISS ME???? RN??????#save me voice message from boy I like #🙏🙏

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dnangelic · 3 months

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my boy is so good i love my son so much <- thought about daisuke trying to calm down and reassure the snow queen that she didn’t have to stay bitter and miserable hating herself and the world if she let herself change instead of being afraid of it. aka him to his core literally one LN ago

#mobile.#HES SO GOOD HIS VOICE IS TOO SMALL HES TOO HELPESS #ESP ON HIS OWN #his voice his message doesn’t even reach her!!! BUT HE STIL TRIED SO HARD #dai always doing things like that kills meeeeee #not being able to save freedert but desperately wanting to is the same thINGGGGGGG #worlds most sincere phantom thief LIAR!!!!

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perenlop · 9 months

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you cant fucking do this to me. you cant have me read one of the most beautifully written romance books ive ever read and then only fill up the books tumblr tag with wolfwood trigun.

#i dont want to talk about him i want to talk about how blue spent a century growing a message in a tree for red #or how red ripped her body apart trying to save blue #i want to talk about the prose and the romeo and juliet parallels you cant do this to me #you cant give me that and only talk about the guy from trigun cause a guy who liked him promoted the book #echoed voice

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godlovesdykes · 4 months

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i miss my baby SO MUCH i’ve been trying to ignore it by sleeping all day and scrolling all night but i have to confront that i don’t want to go to sleep without praying with her…. we already did but it was at like 9pm when she took a nighttime cold medicine… are you telling me i have to sleep 267km away from her AND i can’t hear her voice last thing before bed??????

#screams into the void #god help me i’m going to pull up the saved voice messages #i need to always go to sleep before or at the same time as her

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postsecretsalone · 1 year

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One of the saved voicemails on my phone is from someone who ended up tragically passing away. I found it in my deleted messages and am so glad it never got permanently deleted throughout the years. I hope it stays on my phone forever, it is the only thing I have where I can hear him saying my name 🤍

#post secret #people i love #phones #voicemail #save #just in case #postsecrets #cell phones #messages #his voice #her voice #mobile phone #i love #postsecret #save them #hearing voices #love #voicemails

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istilldontunderstand · 9 months

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i feel unloved all of the sudden

i got taste of constant and unlimited affection and then it was ripped away from me and I'm not even surprised because I somehow expected it.

anytime I let myself gradually go and let down my guard to be pathetically emotional and openly needy and feel like I finally found some sort balance and safety in a relationship like that, I get my ass knocked down by someone sweeping a rug under my feet.

i let myself be lulled by the love I got, the assurances, the understanding nature of our conversations, I let myself kinda fall in love with a stranger and I believed that at least the affection and loving understanding was mutual and worth staying in touch, at least keeping the communication going even being far far apart, my uncommunicative ass made effort to actually reply to messages...

joke is on me for ignoring the signs from the start.

i begged her to stay in touch first two times. I begged for chance to stay in touch. for her to not shut herself out, delete all her socials and if yes then to give me an alternative way to communicate with her.

i should've seen the reluctance to do so then as a sign that perhaps perhaps it was there because she didn't wanna continue talking with me.

i get her reasons to delete all her remaining socials now. at least I think i get it. socmed started to consume her life too much, she needed to focus on her real life.

but am I not real? yes, we get to know eo through socmed, but our conversations surpassed the casual talkings and grew into genuine friendship, didn't they?

or at least I felt like it

i understand her reasons but then... I don't.

why shutting me out? why the clear lack of effort from her side to come up with any solution to continue being in touch?

unless my company is not worth it...

and honestly I am selfish and greedy, maybe I was too happy to get affection and love, I preened at the attention I got way too much, that I somehow started to be irritating.

maybe I am self-centred for wanting someone to pay attention to me, to spend time with me, to be entertained by my weird ass, not even knowing me face to face and fall for my mind rather my looks

but man, I'd be happy to just talk and be there for comfort talk once in a month, even once a year, just seeing her account active once in a life time to be sure she's okay and breathing...

everyone has problems, everyone needs a space for themselves once in a while, I get that

but fuck man, I can't beg you every time you have self doubts and issues to include me in your life and let me help, when you never make an effort from your side to include me in your life or at least let me know that you even want me to be included in your daily life

if I'm that important to you as you said, then why didn't you find a way?

#I'm not even registering properly what happened #i have just bunch of past voice messages and a few edits and blank account in place where my friend used to be #personal #sorry for this. imokay #sometimes random person steps into your life saves your mental health while battling their bad mental health #you grow close and everything is good mutually supportive and happy and then they just leave you without a warning or space to solve things #and you just have a blank account staring at you in dms and hole in your heart in a shape of a person you never even seen #and yes my ace ass is having a hard time with friend 'breakups'#i hate myself for being so fucking needy #pathetic

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