#STIMULATION AT LAST

[slug-gore-bug]

Found this little weirdo skrunkling around in my deck.

#inscryption #inscryption fanart #the lonely wizard #STIMULATION AT LAST #colored doodle #LATE TO A FANDOM ONCE MORE #GAAAAAH #kinda a shitpost #silly #silly goofy mood #silly little guy #skrungly #my weirdo this lil man #monch monch monch #eat up little dude #I tried to pet him and he clung to my finger for two hours #had to scrap him off with dishsoap and a butterknife #i'll either release him into the wild or make him a little terrarium #think he might be domesticated tbh

[notbecauseofvictories]

Big mistake to go into a career that is 50% reading contracts, when sometimes, the very sight of a contract makes me physically ill.

#though to be honest I think I'm just....burnt out. the last couple weeks have felt like I'm dragging myself from day to day #I literally read 4 books yesterday trying to essentially over-stimulate my brain into getting something done #I woke up at 5am this morning! I will wake up at 5am tomorrow too! #I need a vacation very badly and I'm not even going to plan anything for this one. just quietly sit at home. #sleep past 5am! the dream. #no wonder the company has to secretly manipulate you

[chanstopher]

🐺🫧240208

#christopher bang #bang chan #bbl pst #my last brain cells popping from all this stimulation

[scooplery]

i took one of my emergency instant release adderalls and it's amazing how much better i feel when i can actually take the medication i am prescribed. i am going to firebomb the DEA

#i counted it all up and out of the last 18 months i have been able to fill my stimulants SIX TIMES.

[caleohateclub]

percy jackson characters last words !!

No names attached, just in case ppl who haven't finished PJO sees this.

#are your eyes being stimulated #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #DONT LOOK AT THE TAGS IM ABOUT TO SPOIL WHO DIES #bianca di angelo #zoe nightshade #the titan's curse #charlie beckendorf #charles beckendorf #silena beauregard #luke castellan #i tried to add ethan but his words were ugly rip #the last olympian

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[puppygirlgirldick]

adhd has me coming out of a new game induced haze like "oh fuck, i'm neglecting the things i'm neglecting other, more important things for".

#new adhd non-stimulant medication status: not doing much yet except fucking with my libido and my dick #but at least it's not making me feel fucked up and suicidal like the last one!

[squidkid15]

He's having enrichment time

#lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #doodles #messy sketchbook doodle cuz class #hes listening to one of those bilateral stimulation tiktoks #and has been for the last four hours

[friezaglasiencold]

hey Frieza, i was wondering how Yamcha's doing? also idk if this has been asked already but what's his relationship with Kuriza?

((hi i was wondering if you could give me some tips on starting my own character ask blog? if that's alright))

He's fine... actually, we had ourselves a little get-together last night. Saw a movie. Played some word games.

(Among other activities.)

He's taken on a very active role with Kuriza, which I do appreciate. Most strapping bachelors of his ilk don't take as well to their dates having children as he has. The boy adores him, too.

It's a dangerous situation for me to be in, however, to allow my child to become so attached to someone I might well leave by the wayside. I wouldn't want to obligate myself into a relationship for his sake. Still, we have fun, and Yamcha plays the role of babysitter quite well.

#text response #((As for making an askblog... really just have fun with it!! Don't force yourself to adhere to a canon you don't enjoy)) #((It's a writing exercise more than anything so do whatever stimulates your creativity!)) #((And remember you're under no obligation to answer questions that make you uncomfortable)) #((The moment it feels like homework #That's when you need to step back)) #((I will say though that blogs with elements of follower interactivity tend to last longer)) #((Playing games with followers and having continuity and letting them shape the narrative a bit can be fun))

[kangals]

#thanks everyone for your suggestions on the last post! some ive already tried but got some new ones to look into #ordered some stuff on amazon and will pick up an appetite stimulant tomorrow and hopefully HOPEFULLY that will get us over the hump #in the meantime if i must buy and dismember a greasy chicken carcass every day so be it #i was rly hungry when i got back from the store so definitely had a caveman moment me and the dogs chowing down #boone

[mystilotls]

Everyone: LAST LIFE SEASON 3 THANK YOU GRIAN

Us eventually:

#original post #grian #hermitcraft #the introvert has spoken! #last life spoilers #hermitcraft spoilers #inthelittlewood #Martyns being a proper owner #Grian starved us while Martyn is the parent who has to keep the pet alive #Martyn gives us stimulation in our enclosures

[margridarnauds]

Trying to figure out the difference between "this feeling of general apathy about work will pass" and "this feeling of general apathy about work won't pass"

#it's like. i'm not FEELING when I think about my field #i'm not FEELING when I teach -- even though I'm still fighting for my undergrads as best as possible #I don't feel anything about the conferences over the horizon for me...or the papers that I have to write for them #i haven't even booked my plane tickets and accommodations...partially because that'd mean they're real #i have a deadline coming up for an article I was excited to publish -- I barely want to touch it #and it's like...I *know* I love my field #...so why don't I *now*? #i don't want to work on my prospectus...even though I've wanted nothing else for three years #...is it just TOO MUCH at once or too little stimulation without classwork #or am i just. tired. #and has this been the natural conclusion of the last three years

[acidthecorvid]

*slowly deletes fanfic abt bose having an anxiety attack at a party after realizing the new episode would imply the opposite would happen*

#i didnt finish it tho #in case anyone cares it was gonna be that chapa loses him at a party and mika finds him and has to talk him down from an anxiety attack #i headcannoned for a while that he had really rough social anxiety #i still kinda do but with his birthday episode and all #maybe with his birthday it was controlled stimulation? #idk that could still be overwhelming #yeah im projecting onto him #ill try to stop lol #bose o'brien #danger force #dangerverse #not related to my last post btw

[mango-parfait]

Couldn't help but do another one for @deadbranch 's 100 word fic challenge. I can't! It's too fun!! Keegan x oc Lyusya ofc, they're my current brain rot right now.

“You’re not making this easy.”

“A liability never does, sir.”

His eyes narrow at her, only to be received by defiance. So fucking stubborn sometimes.

A ‘liability’, he called her. She’s been holding onto it for weeks; he didn't mean to call her that.

Lyusya could’ve left with the other survivors but pride kept her at base. It irritated Keegan - she deserved a normal life. 

He pulls a few strings and manages to add something into his next ration supply; a bar of Kit Kat.

Written apology wrapped around it; he drops it into her pack when she’s not looking.

#keegan p russ #I THIIIINK IT'S THE LAST ONE #my brain yearns for mental stimulation #i do love a fiesty and proud woman #keegan p russ x oc #oc: Lyusya Melnikova

[scooplery]

i wish the adults in my life hadn't pigeonholed me as an "old soul" or however my aunt put it so young bc man. i am really Really delayed in a lot of ways that were just. ignored. when i was young enough to actually get any extra support for it. nobody holds my hand and gently walks me thru stuff anymore. you have to really fend for yourself as an adult :/

#i have like. significantly regressed in a lot of ways over the last year #my mental iwness is pretty good like i don't feel particularly depressed mood wise #but i am just sooooo much less tolerant of sensory stimuli and i feel like my energy levels are at an all time low #i require so much sleep and so many stimulants just to make it thru the day #something ain't right

[kethabali]

i seriously can't comprehend not having a summer or winter break when u get a job. what do u mean i have to work all year around

#no i need my three month reset #ideally i dont need a vacation to recover from daily life #but thats capitalism <3 #at least school is fun #what if work is just stress and no fun #thats why i wanna work at the nonprofit i am a member of i like going there and i like the staff and i already do that work #as a volunteer and in internships so i could enjoy it maybe how i enjoy school #as long as the job is mentally and emotionally stimulating and not physically strenous #i can work for like 8 months of a year #same as how i go to school #ideally i only work 6 months of the year and 6 months i do something else #but once again <3 capitalism #actually audhd #actually autistic #actually adhd #🧃 #see the reason im thinking ab this is bc i realized working means regular paychecks so less financial paranoia #and stability.. which i like and am always desiring with school i get a big sum of money every few months and then pennies rest of theyear #except last semester when i got my work study and now i realize i like being paid more regularly it helps with my financial trauma #so now i am thinking i wouldnt mind working (if i wasnt in school bc two at once is too much for me) #i could work 10 hours without being burnt out i think 15 max but that is pushing it. this is why i need my diagnosis lmao #at least i have affordable housing and benefits for food and utilities so i actually could work 10 hours and have enough to pay for things #but like adult jobs are usually full time idk like to be a staff member at a nonprofit like i want to be #idk im sure theres a way to do it how i want #or i could get a semi boring remote job thats early hours and i have the rest of the day to myself like summer 2022 #i barely remember work from that summer bc early hours and i did what i wanted for the rest of the day that was a very good summer.. mMM #i want my whole life to be like that summer thats my picture board #but not broke ahah