Me: Man, why are all the pretty guys in BL webcomics such psychos??
My friend: Um, why not. In this household, we are colorblind. Red flags are green and green flags are greener.
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happy pride month heresd my lesbian hcs
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happy birthday quentin!!
noes2010 released today so i like pretending its his birthday <3 i hope you guys enjoy this piece and i decided to draw some of his friends celebrating with him cause last years birthday piece had him alone LOL no but for real thank you to everyone whos wanted to interact with me i appreciate so much <3 i couldnt fit everyone in here cause theres A LOT but to those who i could fit in i hope you dont mind ;; <3
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❛am i not good enough?❜ jiwoon & derrick! is this angsty enough??
❛am i not good enough?❜ @breisbitch
Jiwoon’s voice echoed in between her hallway walls, the words yet a whisper and Derrick couldn’t help but wonder if they had meant to slip through the crack of her lips. His right hand clutched the bag resting against his leg, his dark eyes struggling to find a spot beyond Jiwoon’s features to fester his gaze upon to rid himself of the guilt that suddenly washed through his chest. A picture of their son, Jae, was a perfect distraction, his smile bright as the summer sun and the sight eased his heart a tad – but not enough to ignore the problem in front of himself. Or… no, she wasn’t the problem… he was.
Am I not good enough?
The words had been sour, yet filled with sorrow and they stung like a wasp defending themselves. Derrick’s thoughts trailed off to another woman, one who had spent her weekend with her “friends” in the Bahamas at his own expense, simply as a way to get her out of the house and stop her from prying about his own weekend vacation without her. He reckoned this woman, Diane, was the reason behind Jiwoon’s accusation and it caused him to purse his own lips, knowing he had to choose his answer wisely.
What was he supposed to say, however? How did he go about explaining his reasons to someone such as Jiwoon? This woman, not Diane, was the one that had him swept around her finger. She was the one that caused his heart to race at the mere mention of her name, of the notion that he’d get to spend even as much as an hour with her – and their son. Yet… stubborn as he was, refused to allow the two of them to travel into his own world. He wanted, hoped, that Jiwoon would one day understand his reasons – that she wouldn’t judge him for wanting to keep the two of them out of it for as long as possible. It wasn’t as if he didn’t have anything to offer, no he possessed plenty of such – but he knew he couldn’t offer her the one thing she genuinely craved out of him: his time.
Even so, both Jiwoon and Jae merely saw him at his best. Surely she could read about his wild big star adventures each and every month – but it wasn’t the same as seeing it. She hadn’t been the one to pick him up at the hospital due to excess drinking, the one to clean him up after a party gone wrong or attempted to get him back up on his feet right before a show of his was about to start. She didn’t need to see any of that, neither of them did and he would prefer ignorance over heartbreak.
The corner of his mouth twitched and Derrick finally managed to meet Jiwoon’s eyes, soaking up their mesmerizing sight for one last time. “It’s not you, Jiwoon – you know that”, was all the he could muster up before he lifted the bag off the floor. “I need to leave or else I’ll miss my flight. I’ll try and come around during Jae’s birthday but I can’t promise anything. Take care.” And with that, the conversation was over on his part. There was little left to be said, feeling Jiwoon’s glare on his back as he walked through the front door and away towards his rental car.
She was more than enough, but she didn’t deserve the life he was living.
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character tags
c. aleina torvaris
c. beckett min
c. hwang hansol
c. im dasom
c. julian yang
c. kang jiwoon
c. kim soojin
c. ok kinam
c. ree hanuel
c. rowan park
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LIVESTREAMS WITH ZB1
pairing zb1 x idol!reader
genre mostly comedy, maybe fluff ? reader is in zb1 🤝
warnings mentions of food/drinks in hao and hanbin’s
notes hi anon, thank you for requesting ! i didn’t want this to be romantic as idol life is,, something.. but still, i hope you enjoy this ! 🫶
masterlist<3
— zhang hao
you’re playing drinking games
and before you ask, no. it’s not actual alcohol
you mix up the most unhinged drink combinations
like soy milk + tea + mountain dew 😃
the drink literally has particles in it
you play the ‘of course’ game and it turns ugly real quick
“you know that i’m better than you at everything, right?” zhanghao says, feeling proud
“of course! zhanghao.. you know that hanbin loves me more, right?” a smirk tugging on your lips that zhanghao so desperately wanted to slap off
loses the game because of that and has to chug down every drop (he’s ok tho i think)
“you’re lucky we’re live right now.”
— sung hanbin
since he was a barista, you guys are making drinks
he teaches you some tips and tricks but it’s more complicated than you think
his drink is so much more visually pleasing than yours although you both followed the same steps 😭
like pretty gradient colors that blend well together
but it’s expected cuz he’s a professional
you do a taste test
and his drink tastes like heaven 👍
you offered yours to him and he tries it
ngl, you were nervous about his opinion
“uh, it’s definitely a new experience.”
— seok matthew
some kind of crafts live
where you both are making those bead bracelets
you make ones for eachother and also the other members !
and matthew is all like ‘oh, you’re gonna love what i made for you’
he’s so proud of his creations
and at some point he accidentally spills every bead onto the table 😭
and you both take a look at eachother like 😐
and it becomes quiet for a whole 5 minutes as he picks everything back up
after that, you both continue making bracelets for the other members 🫶
“jiwoon hyung likes this color, i know him better than you!”
— shen ricky
painting live
you guys are making paintings to hang on eachothers walls
it’s actually pretty chill with ricky 👍
but then he accidentally splattered some paint onto his designer white shirt
his honest reaction to that: ☹️
but its okay, he can just buy a new one. maybe get a car too while he’s at it
since ricky is really good at arts
you wanted to paint him smth nice too
so you just put your autograph onto the canvas
he loves it tho and keeps it in his room 😔
“i can sell this!”
— park gunwook
workout stream
it was actually supposed to be a live for gunwook and matthew
but matthew had to do smth else
so you offered to accompany gunwook instead !
gunwook shares his workout tips and you just nod and agree
you both share your workout routines and people make articles abt them 🫢
‘zb1’s gunwook and y/n workout routine: is it effective?’
oh and you also get thirst trap edits bcuz of this
flaunting your muscles and abs and stuff idk 😭
“do you guys wanna know the secret to my godly physique?”
— kim taerae
from the content we have now..
it’s 100% a karaoke live
wbk he loves singing and he wanted to invite you to ‘taerae show #2’
has his anpanman guitar, ready at hand 🤝
you both have a blast singing and taerae becomes main rapper at some point
he’s so immersed in the ballad songs, he prolly starts crying for effects 😔
biggest hypeman
like he’s all ‘OH MY GOD WOAHHHH’
and he also harmonises w you
don’t be surprised when you get a compilation of ‘y/n and taerae: 5th gen main vocals’
“100 points?! i’m so good!”
— kim gyuvin
q&a stream
answering fan questions and basically fan service
“is a butt one or two?”
gyuvin actually thinks about it for a second and is like “oh my god.” 😭
it got too confusing though so you continued reading the comments
someone asked what he did today and he started thinking
“uh..” “sorry, i forgot.” you joke, making gyuvin stare daggers to you 🫢
he looks back to the screen
and with a wide smile he said
“i’m sorry zerose! i think we have to end the live here. thank you for watching!”
— kim jiwoong
makeup stream
where you do his makeup
and he’s giving you those eyes yk 👀
the comments are going crazy bcuz of it
and when you do his lips, he smiles and it curves so perfectly (ahdguajskshaikahdh)
you accidentally went overboard with the glitter
but jiwoong pulls off everything so it still looks amazing
everyone loves what you did and your makeup style is trending 👍
“i think some glitter got stuck in my eye.”
— han yujin
i don’t know why but you both are face painting
but instead of face painting on yourselves, you face paint eachother
“i’m gonna make you into a piece of art” he says as he paints a streak onto your face
he stops to take a step back and look at everything from a bigger picture
and bursts into laughter 😃
you’re so worried abt what he did to you
he tries to regain his composure but laughs every few seconds
“what’s wrong? what did you do?” “nothing! i made you look very.. cool.” 😁
and then you look into a mirror and you look like shrek's offspring (yes, you get turned into a meme)
“this is my best piece yet! should i leave my signature too?”
© keiwook
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𓏲 * ( jennie kim, cis woman, she/her. ) ⸺ pictures of HANUI "HONEY" LIM, the twenty eight year old influencer and socialite, have been showing up all over my feed, and considering the last time they were #trending, it was due to the exposure of her dysfunctional relationship with her birth mother — i’m not likely to unfollow anytime soon. with their black khaite pleated trousers, baby tee, and versace aevitas boots paired with her jacquemus le bambino tote, they’ve managed to garner a reputation for being more authentic than haughty. their critics say that they’re more pompous than cosmopolitan when they aren’t too busy focusing on their sunbathing on multi million dollar yachts in the french riviera, crystalline tears due to lack of unconditional love held back by ironlike pride, a smile that never wavers as the cameras flash but carries a weight of a thousand pounds, perfectly manicured acrylic nails trailing down your skin in a blazing trail of desire, and soft tendrils tickling your torso as she leaves you craving for more. reputation.com has taken to calling them BELLADONNA in order to avoid a lawsuit ( again ).
BIOGRAPHY.
the park family is one that doesn't need an introduction. an old money family with wealth that dates back before anyone cares to remember. most known for owning one of seoul's most popular and luxury store filled department stores, hotels, food, and more ( similar to lotte corporation ). the park family is one bound to go down in history as one of seoul's most influential, and one of the wealthiest.
park hwayoung, the youngest daughter of the coveted family had been the epitome of wealth the moment she attended one of her family's grand openings for the first time. she was nineteen then, and immediately captured the media's attention. with beauty that could rival that of the time's most popular idols and actresses, it was no surprise that she became the object of many chaebol's affections. hwayoung was interested in none of it, completly interested in those who think showering her in gifts would be enough to call her their own. she was only interested in going to college— yonsei university, to be exact, and it's there that she meets her future husband, lim jiwoon.
jiwoon, unlike the other suitors that crossed hwayoung's path, did not come from wealth. sure, his family lived comfortably, but there were no chauferred cars or professionally cooked dinners every night. the two met during a blind double date, instantly connecting over their shared love of matcha, hatred of coffee and green grape tarts. from that moment on, the rest was history. they became engaged while celebrating their graduation from yonsei, and married a little over a year later. the couple were a big slow about having children, and once they did, they would only have one baby girl.
hanui, quickly nicknamed honey by her family, instantly became the apple of everyone's eye. the only granddaughter, hanui is instantly shown what it means to be spoiled. no matter what she wants, she barely has to ask before it's in her possession. most might say it's bad to spoil a child to this extent, but the little girl still knew what it meant to be grateful for everything she ever received. as a teen, growing up in the beginning era of youtube vlogs, hanui grew an instant attraction to it. she loved watching her favorite youtubers show off their lifestyles, so why couldn't she do the same? it's shortly after her seventeenth birthday, after being gifted a camera, that hanuihoney is born.
at first, hanui is a little nervous to show her face, due in part to which family she came from. she was showing the intimate parts of her life from the four corners of her bedroom, and when she whould go out with her equally wealthy friends. it's when she's twenty that hanui does a face reveal, and after garnering 1m subscribers in her first few years without showing her face, that number skyrockets even higher once she finally does so. it's not unheard of for someone with a high following to become the face of a brand, and this happens with hanui. she goes from a social media star to having her face on a billboard in seemingly no time, and as her own wealth grows, hanui figures it's time to start living on her own.
after much discussion with her family, hanui leaves south korea behind to land in new york, where she looks for greater opportunities. she finds her place in the social scene of new york, and gets invited to fashion week for the first time, where she makes a memorable splash. it's been about five years since hanui moved to new york, and while she attempts to not end up on reputation.com, she's failing miserably.
HEADCANONS.
hanui's parents divorced when she was twenty one, which had become the gossip of the year. there had been problems in their relationship, and sadly, most of it was stemming from hwayoung's selfishness. growing up spoiled much like her own daughter, hwayoung was a woman who could never see more than just herself at times. when they divorced, jiwoon attempted to keep things civil, but their relationship unfortunately could not be salvaged.
hanui's social media handles are a play on "honey honey". when it comes to her content, she has always been classified as more of a lifestyle content creator. when she first began, she wouldn't show her face aside from glimpses of it every so often. most could consider her as a "faceless" youtuber, but the day she did a full face reveal, her social media blew up even more.
above all else, she's a socialite. she loves going to events, private or public, and she especially will have her camera/phone with her where permitted. she's not too keen on filming in public unless it's a branded video, but she will if it goes with the content she's posting.
she doesn't like to cook, but when she does, she loves to make traditional korean foods. despite growing up with wealth, if there was one thing her mother made sure of, it was that she cooked meals for her family. her favorite meals are jajangmyeon, ramyeon, and bulgogi. if asked, hanui would cook for people when coming by her home or if invited to a potluck / friendsgiving.
personality wise— she's known as someone who's able to get what she wants with the point of a finger or bat of a lash. she has a strong interest in people as a whole regardless of their identifying gender. she's a jealous person, and doesn't like when someone she's interested in has another person in their ear.
she's more than likely the one who burns bridges with former friends, but somehow always has a reason for doing so. she dislikes being told what to do and hasn't shaken the desire for confrontation. hanui unfortunately has twitter fingers, but she at least provides receipts to back up whatever she says. she's very shady, like real housewives kind of shady, but she will do it straight to someone's face. hanui is known for her resting bitch face, which is not a façade to who she really is.
connections.
don't beat me up.
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Would I Give Them Head(dbd edition)
A/N:I did a Stardew valley version and thought that it would be cool/funny if i did it for all of the things I write for! Again this is only for the males! And it's just for fun! Both killers and survivors
Tw:sexual content,cursing
Genre:headcanons? Shitpost.
Wc: 2+ for each character!
The Mastermind/Albert Wesker
Only in a hate sex situation
I severely dislike this man
I do not care that he is blonde and British I HATE him:(
The Dredge
Absolutely not wtf
I don't wanna hear tortured screams thanks
The Blight/Talbot Grimes
No
I do not enjoy his drippy face
It's icky
The Ghostface/Danny "Jed Olsen" Johnson
Yes
I think we have already established that I'm a Ghostface girlie
Would give him the best sloppy toppy I could
Is allowed to kill me after I do not mind
The Doctor/ Herman Carter
Not unless I had to
His face scares me and I hate his laugh
I would also dislike him as a person
The Clown/ Jeffrey Hawk
No
And when I say thia I mean all the disrespect
But i hate this stupid clown
He makes me want to be violent
The Trapper/Evan Macmillan
I feel like he doesn't wash himself properly
So no
Probably is filthy
The Wraith/Phillip Ojomo
Not my favorite but due to his backstory I feel bad for him
So maybe a friendly handjob
The Hillbilly/Max Thompson Jr
I say this with NO disrespect
But he does not bathe
And while I love him I am not putting that anywhere near my mouth
Will give him a handjob tho
The Oni/Kazan Yamaoka
Yeah sure
He is large and in charge
Also has to be clean? I think he might be clean
The Nightmare/Freddy Kreuger
No
I would however like to punch the side of his head so hard it caves in
He deserves to have it cut off
The Twins/Victor Deshayes
No
This is a child
The Cenobite/Elliot Spencer
The chains are kinda kinky
So yeah
Also him tummy out and I think its cute
The Nemesis
No
Stinky dead man
His tentacle things make you sick he needs to stay away from me
The Executioner/Pyramid Head
YES
he is one that is allowed to be dirty
He is so attractive and he doesn't even have a face
He just walks around with that big ass sword knife thing and his hips amd im sold
I'm down bad
The Legion/Frank
Probably not
Isn't he like 18?
Too young for me
The Legion/Joey
Again too young for me
So no
Like im sorry but they're literally described as teens
The Cannibal/Bubba Sawyer
Like Maxie
Its not that i hate him its that he's stinky
So handjob it is
The Knight/Tarhos Kovács
For the following i think they're all stinky
BUT Tarhos is different
Simply because I do like the Knight x Princess trope and I would like to be the princess
So I guess yes
The Carnifex/Sander Rault
No
Hate him
Wanna smash a pallet on his bead
The Assassin/Durkos Malecek
No
Stupid man
Always is mean so NO
I will scream if he appears one more time
The Jailer/Alejandro Santiago
Maybe a handjob because I like his name
Its very cute
The Shape/Michael Myers
Unfortunately yes
Though I do hate the man because he literally instakills me
I cannot deny that I am attracted to him
The Deathslinger/Caleb Quinn
No
Peepaw does not get his Dick sucked by me sorry
He needs to be in a nursing home and have his shooting license revoked
The Trickster/Jiwoon Hak
Yes
Very attractive but also very annoying
The one killer I main
I would give him one the punch him immediately
The Demogorgon
This is bestiality
So no
Doggie does not get head from me
Does get head rubs tho
Maybe some belly rubs
The Singularity
I have no idea who this is where did it even come from
Is this a man or woman someone tell me
Also while I am a robot fucker I would have to say no
Jake Park
Yes
I had an immediate crush on him
He is also a loner type so yes
Absolute hawtie
Dwight Fairfield
Yes
Sweet sweet boy probably needs one
Would be so thankful that I HAVE to
Leon Kennedy
YES
is this even a question fr?
Sexy sexy man
Only cop I will get on my knees for
David Tapp
No
Reminds me of family members
William "Bill" Overbeck
Naur eema
Maybe a handjob because why not i like his get up one time free perk
David King
No
Gives off bestie vibes
Would give handjob tho
Steve Harrington
Okay don't kill me
But I have never watched the tinger strangs
Aren't they in middle or high school
Absolutely not
Carlos Oliveira
I like his name it makes him seem attractive
So yes
Ace Visconti
NO
Have a love hate relationship with this man
Will not have any part of me close to him in that way at all
Quentin Smith
An adult?
I think?
I have also never seen this movie I am so confused
Yes if adult no if younger than 21
Adam Francis
Ummmmm
Sure I guess
I think it would be okay?
Jeff Johansen
He looks stinky but idk
I would give him a handjob
He seems cool and mysterious
Ash Williams
NO
I do not find him attractive at all
I kinda dislike his face
Jonah Vasquez
No
He just seems stinky
Yoichi Asakawa
YES
I had a big crush on him when I first played the game
Will get on my KNEEES FOR HIM
WILL GET SACRIFICED FOR HIM
Felix Richter
Yuh
Gives off sugar daddy vibes
Vittorio Toscano
Yuhhhhh
Also gives off sugar daddy vibes
Why is be so attractive is it the hair?
Jonathan Byers
Again i have not watched the show
Are they not all teens?
I am so confused
No
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Review Drama - Marry My Husband
Marry My Husband mungkin adalah salah satu drama yang dinantikan banyak orang di awal tahun 2024 ini, termasuk aku.
Terlepas dari semua desas-desus yang ada, aku tetap memilih untuk menonton drama ini, bahkan secara on-going dan merelakan diri ini untuk penasaran setiap minggunya.
Benar-bener drama yang jangan sampek di skip kalau kamu juga pecinta drama genre fantasy-romance. Apalagi kalau kamu juga penggemar Na Inwoo, kayak aku hehe.
Pada saat review ini ditulis, drama ini sudah tayang sebanyak 6 dari 16 episode yang direncakan untuk tayang.
Sejauh 6 episode ini, aku cukup bisa menikmati alur yang ada dan selalu merasa tidak sabar untuk menonton episode berikutnya. Derita nonton on-going, penasaran mingguan tiada akhir, bahkan sampek tergoda 'apa gue baca komiknya juga aja ya biar gak penasaran-penasan banget'. Tapi berujung gak jadi hehe.
Selain kekagumanku sama alur cerita, akting nya Park Minyoung yang gak pernah gagal bikin aku ikut nangis, dan Na Inwoo yang wah aura mahalnya bisa kelihatan juga ya ternyata haha, ada satu episode yang sering ku skip, yaitu episode satu, dimana Kang Jiwon mengalami semua kesialannya dari mulai penyakit, perselingkuhan, hingga part dimana dia bersimbah d*r*h dilantai rumahnya. Jujur aku gak tega. Siapa yang tega yaa lihat kisah orang lain yang sudah jatuh malah tertimpa tangga, terlebih karena orang-orang terdekatnya.
Mungkin itu juga yang membuatku jadi benci dengan si pick me (Jung Sumin) dan suami tidak tahu diri (Park Minhwan). Karakter mereka berdua di dalam film itu benar-benar jenis dua manusia yang paling ku benci, apalagi si Park Minhwan, yang B aja tapi banyak tingkah. Duh kalian bisa nonton sendiri dan rasakan sensasi pengen nampar dia deh pokoknya haha.
Sejak awal nonton, tanpa membaca sinopsis, komik, dan lain sebagainya, aku sudah menebak bahwa Na Inwoo, atau dalam drama itu bernama Yoo Jihyuk, cinta mati ke Kang Jiwoon. Bagi pecinta drakor, lihat dari poster pasti juga sudah bisa nebak sih ya akan seperti apa dia di dalam drama. Tapi di episode 4 ke 5 ada sesuatu mengejutkan dan membuat ku merasa kayak... "ah, plot twist satu ada disini ternyata." dan ini membuatku mulai bisa menebak bagaimana kira-kira akhir dari drama ini akan dibawa.
Tentu seperti harapan dari semua penonton jika drama ini akan berakhir 'bahagia'. Tapi semoga kita tidak lupa dengan ada yang namanya 'open ending' dimana kebanyakan drama fantasi selalu memilih untuk mengakhiri ceritanya dengan seperti itu. Tapi mari kita berdoa yang baik-baik saja, semoga drama ini berakhir bahagia seperti yang penonton inginkan. Jebal author-nim🙏🏻
Selain karakter yang bagiku nyebelin, ada juga karakter yang menurutku keren dan aku suka banget, Yoo Heeyeon yang diperankan oleh Cha Gyuri. Karakternya yang ceria, talkative, dan pemakan segala adalah karakter yang selalu menjadi favoritku, bahkan disemua cerita yang pernah ku baca.
Sekarang hari Sabtu, dan aku sangat tidak sabar untuk menyambut hari ini, sesuatu yang tidak biasa dilakukan manusia.
Tapi baiknya begitu bukan?
Bertahan hiduplah, setidaknya untuk lanjutan episode drama yang sedang kamu tonton.
Bersemangatlah menjalani hari, setidaknya untuk menyambut episode baru drama favoritmu yang akan tayang pada hari itu.
Sekian.
Terima kasih yang sudah membaca tulisan asbun ku sampek bawah dan sampai jumpa di review drama yang ku tonton lainnya <3
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😊A casual and fun date! 💕
《 previous ◊
Looks like we're going for something Fun and Casual then! It'll be nice to dress down and make it easier to act friendlier towards each other like this.
"Hahaha~ Are we friends, or was it because you wanted to try couple matching?"
Oh, Jiwoon seems a bit happy with this. Nice choice! To his question there's only one answer: Of course, you're a genius and want to do both; right? Anyway, with outfits all decided, the real fun starts!
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jay gave a smooch to jiwoon for valentine's ! !
𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄'𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐌! the kiss is very much welcomed and jiwoon doesn't hesitate to kiss him back. he does have to control himself just the tiniest bit so he doesn't escelate things. they have so much time later. for now, he'll keep it sweet. romantic. debauchery can be saved for him, jay, and his hotel room later tonight.
( @v1scera )
❝ Happy Valentine's Day, my dearest! ❞ arms wrap around jay tightly. picking him up with ease and spinning him around within his embrace. ❝ What are you in the mood for? Dinner? Movie? Stroll through the park? Anythin' your little heart desires ~ ❞
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May be a long shot but I'm looking to write Hak Jiwoon against Jake Park from Dead by Daylight on Discord! 🔪🌳 Set before The Fog. I'd love to include some dark themes such as stockholm syndrome, noncon/dubcon (can just be dubcon at most), eventual romance (required), and of course, gore but nothing too morbid against Jake (Jiwoon will still hurt him though).
If you've read Killing Stalking, then that's the feel I'm going for. Except neither of them are stalkers of each other but Jiwoon just happens to chance upon Jake who he thinks would make a great sole audience to all his killing, not knowing that the more he watches Jake's reactions, the fonder and more obsessive he grows of him.
Please be over 20 years of age like me, knows Jake's lore, can respond at least five times a week, and can write 400 words or more! Anything shorter than that, I lose my muse for it. I also write Jiwoon as strictly a dominant top which means Jake will have to be the bottom, but not necessarily submissive as I still want him to be in character.
Interact with this post and I'll reach out!
like if you're interested and op will reach out
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@night0332 asked: 💭 + jiwoon
Headcanon • No Spin • Hak Jiwoon.
a tattered memoir written by Seok Yejun, in a dusty notebook, found inside the Léry's Memorial Institute.
Year: unknown.
“Jiwoon. I loved you. For so long. I loved you. Your smile. Your laughter. You lit up a room when you walked in. You had all eyes on you, which made the rest of us feel obsolete at times. We were your extras towards the end of our careers. The embellishments to your act. You took over our performances, soured it with egotism and overdramatic flair. Nothing was ever big enough for you. It had to have more. More this and that. Back then I didn’t see it. Not like I do now. Back then, I was so full of blissful ignorance and misplaced appreciation. Minjun hyung had his doubts about you. I like to think Jaesung did, too. But JJ, Kitae hyung, and I would have really thrown ourselves on the line for you. You brought us so much joy. To be so wrapped in folly again.I have one distinct memory I can’t shake, now that I’m forced to see you kill me over and over.
It was our second world tour, when we were allowed to visit my family in Maine for a day or so before we travelled to Canada. Just near Cape Elizabeth. My aunt was kind enough to let me borrow her car to show you around. You insisted I drove for the practice, since you were already confident in your abilities, and I didn’t mind back then if it helped you take in the beauty of it all. I loved you, Jiwoon, don’t you remember? We all loved you. Especially JJ. We would have done just about anything if it brought a smile to your face.
That drive was a highlight that I vowed I’d never forget. You showed me music I hadn’t heard on the old radio that had a record scratch we couldn’t shake, but it didn’t matter. You sang the words to help me really take it in. To condition me to love each song more. We parked on the edge of the cliff side, overlooking the Atlantic as the sun begun to set. You told me about your dreams to see us all become solo acts. To make it big. Be worldwide. Did you see that when we were burning alive? Did we have a future in your mind then, I wonder?
I ate every word up, with the kind of stupid enthusiasm that I’d scoff at now. Dumb grin on my face as I nodded and agreed. But it was odd… a strange sensation that I felt even then,
As you told me all of your dreams, and filled my head with sparkling lights of success stories for our group, as you buttered me up with everything I wanted to hear, I couldn't help but feel the fear of the pressure you heaved on my shoulders. The crumbling weight of your expectations of me begun to eat me alive, as all you did was smile at me and assure me I was going to be a star. My stomach was in knots, and I realize now...
All I wanted to do was drive the car off the ledge, into the tide below us, and now that I look back after it all was said and done,
I should have.”
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★ NO SPIN | MEMBER PROFILE
↳ no spin was a popular south korean boy - band formed by mightee one entertainment introduced in february 2015. the group consisted of four original members, joined by hak ji - woon in early 2017 ; minjun, jaesung, taemin, and xiyang. no spin debuted on february 5th, 2015 with their debut single waiting 4 u. in an unforutnate turn of events, the four orignal no spin members perished in a studio fire on january 19th, 2019 — leaving jiwoon as their only surviving member of this beloved group.
— NA MINJUN ( leader, center, main rapper, park seonghwa )
— BAE TAEMIN ( main vocals, lead dancer, maknae, choi san )
— LIU XIYANG ( lead vocals, lead dancer, sub rapper, xu minghao )
— JEON JAESUNG ( sub rapper, main dancer, sub vocals kim jungwoo )
— HAK JIWOON ( group visual, center, main vocals, lee taemin )
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