#PM/AM research

[randomfoggytiger]

Wading through fandom lore at the delicate moment between PM and AM because you have a thought that you cannot put to rest:

#txf #meta #mine #wouldn't have it any other way #PM/AM research #meme #Mulder #Grotesque #S3 #xfiles #the x files #x-files

[stuckinapril]

I love the research lab I’m in 🧪🧸

#popped into lab for a couple hours today then spent the whole evening in my pi’s office studying #I’m talking until 10 pm #and as I was leaving I ran into like two people I knew #this was TEN PM. #i know everyone on the research floor #there are some people I’d rather never see but on the whole I love my beloved uni’s chem department #the lab I’m in is watching me grow up in real time #it’ll be sad when I leave for other prospects but for now I’m focused on doing chemistry and enjoying it #me and the phd student i shadow banter all the time #honestly I have a good relationship w everyone in that lab #i adore them all #so many professors I’m buying gifts for when I officially leave . i am so serious #i am so determined to make a splash in this lab & truly leave an impression on everyone w my contribution #the workaholism I inherited from my mother will ensure that #p

[chitaquagirl]

feeling dire

#definitely mostly pms but also other things . SCARED!!! #lots of stuff happening to create Perfect circumstances for me to have a very bad time #and generally. i am FAR more prone to depression than anxiety but atm i am a ball of nerves #meds on back order. Scary!!! makes me feel like i need to ration my current supply (i rly don’t) #SCHOOL. RLY SCARY. didn’t go to class today. So many assignedments to work on and they just keep piling up!! #need to meet w my prof abt research. SCARY!! bc i have been slacking like crazy 🫠 #and the biggest anxiety inducer. Money!!! which is DUMB!!!! bc objectively i don’t need to worry!!!!!!! #but unexpected thangs are in motion so i am having to pay > $700 more than anticipated a month #which again. this is manageable. Not ideal but given my jobs i can handle it #i just wasn’t expecting it and now feel very out of sorts #since i was a little kid ive had this weird truly unreasonable and irrational anxiety abt money #and this is unfortunately triggering a lot of that again #which is bad bc it makes everything else spiral. ex. need to save -> buying less groceries/policing what i eat -> ed relapse #just feeling very very stupid and upset 🥴 #pers

[siriuslygay1981]

Top three ways you know I needed to be asleep hours ago! (Read: days)

1. Hallucinating!! So fun, always a pleasure to freak out.

2. Writing/words not making sense when written or said. Lots and lots and lots of grammatical and spelling mistakes. Always nice to decipher what I wrote later in the day.

3. Headache. Ouch go away

#can u tell i havent slept #its time for sleepy sleep #ik its 5am what abt it #actually this has been all week #wakey wake 2-6 pm #sleepy sleep 5-11 am #guess who went to bed at 11 am yesterday #thats right me #actually in pain #goodnight my sweet babys #also i gad to write book idea down and then i saw a quiz abt neurodivergent thing #had to do all that #and i got distracted by reels #stared at my ceiling for two hours tryna sleep but i couldnt stop thinking abt smthn #had to research #also yes i stayed up for two or three days and then slept for three days straight #so it actually cancels out

[kirui0]

Just deal with whatever the fuck this is–

(Also informations were based on my opinion and google)

#the mesurements were for research #also found out that quackity is indeed not 5'8 #since Luzu is 5'8 and 1.79 #and quackity is 1.73 wich makes him 5'6 #complete useless information #tntduo #tnt duo #quackbur #tntblr #c!quackity #c!wilbur #c!quackbur #luzu #i was bored #it's 11 pm and i woke up at 3 am #i have nothing to do #eu tô com sono

[brookheimer]

#again this is all my fault i had a week to do this i just can’t seem to do any work unless the deadline is within like . 24 hours #otherwise i can’t get myself to focus or care #thanks brain. #the film one will be easy though i can bullshit it bc my profs give out B+ as the highest grade apparently so i should stop writing A papers #for them and just get the same grade for less work . unfortunately i love writing papers (even though i hate it) and can never actually #like phone in a paper like even when i try to i end ip getting into it by the end #i’m so bad at just being like yeah let’s write a B paper. i canyyyyttttyt ! which is so annoying bc i’ll get a B in this class anyways bc #it’s 300 ppl and they don’t read the papers they just give everyone a B+ so WHY DO I BOTHER #praying that for the first time in my life i write a mid paper on purpose and it takes an hour or so #then i can focus the next 12 hours on the paper i both want and need to do well on #well maybe not NEED like i’d prob get an A in the class if i got a B+ or even a B maybe on the final #but it’s my last class ever (transferring😬) with my favorite professor in the world . i have never gotten below an A- from him on a paper #and that was only in my first class w him like i’ve gotten all As since so i NEEEEED to go out w a bang. seriously. i like him too much not #to!!! it’s also a topic i’m rly interested in except also i still don’t actually know my thesis. i just have 20 pages of brainstorming and #research. don’t know what i’m doing w it yet tho #agggggghh #so mad at myself — went to bed at 7 FUCKING PM by accident bc i hadn’t slept in 40 hours and forgot to set an alarm for like 6 to try and #make up for all the work i didn’t do yesterday so now here we r. aaaagggggggh #sorry for the personal vent in the tags but this is my blog i can vent if i want to (to the tune of that one song) #i’m actually insane why am i subjecting myself to this. and even worse why am i (ADHD #depression insane) transferring to one of the like 20 schools in america that’s more academically demanding than the one i’m at rn. why am #i making things worse for myself. #except blah blah blah not really i’m fine academically and honestly except for finals (which is always just a procrastination issue w me) #cld provably use smth a little more demanding at times like i need classes hard enough to actually convince my brain that i need to do yhe #readings lolll like i genuinely always Want to do them bc they’re things i am honestly super interested in i just a) am so bad at focusing #and b) am Disturbingly good at bullshitting like i typically am one of the most talkative ppl in classes despite doing 1/2 or less of the #readings.. and like not even to get a participation grade. just bc i can skim it and immediately have things to say ab it #that’s why i won a like national award in high school for a paper on a book i didn’t actually read😬 except i had WANTED! to read it! #that’s the issue like. if u know u can bullshit something how do u get ur adhd brain to get the message that u actually want to read it #raAaagh ok personal rambling over o know it’s prob annoying bc like i Do do well in school n i am grateful i just wish i was healthier ab it

[theflyingkipper]

therapist: naked mallard isnt real it cant hurt you

naked mallard:

#was doing quick research on the loco ECT sent me #and found out that the pm 36s were not always streamlined #then I thought huh what do a4s look like without the casing #and now I am losing my mind #lner mallard #real life railway #kips shitposts

[none-ofthisnonsense]

People refusing to make an effort when you're making one specifically for them is argh

#like #i ask you if you want to go to the Christmas market which is something YOU wanted to do #you know my schedule and know i have work #you know this is an effort to spend time with you #i could just pop over to yours or invite you to a café or something #instead I'm planning an expedition to cater to you (which i don't mind! but i do hope some of my stuff can be taken into account too) #and you ask me to do the research #and then say 'i don't want to go far from home because i have work :(' #YES SO DO I #IF I CAN MAKE THAT EFFORT SO CAN YOU #it takes me an hour at least to go to yours. add the time for the market #and to get back #that's four hours #aka an entire afternoon #also if i specifically stay longer to see you because we said we'd meet up #and you say 'sorry I'm coming late :( i didn't want to wake up early :((' #yeah well everyone else made that effort and woke up early #the organisers of the event have been there since 8 am #everyone came at 9 #and you're just 'i'll come at 2 pm because i wanted to sleep in' #SO DID WE #YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE HERE #rant

[asinglesock]

[emerges from the library covered in blood] four hours to get one miserable little assignment completed.

#a sock speaks #grad school tag #I have like 3 other urgent assignments to do today. 3 pm already and I have to finish a (big scary) form #write a 5-6 page reflection paper #watch 45 minutes of video lecture for Hebrew bc we have a flipped classroom :/ #translate 5 sentences for Hebrew #and I'm also supposed to spend several hours working on genealogical research for my job #I am simply not going to do all that.

[daydadahlias]

How have you been?

hi!! I’ve been good :) just really busy and running around a bit like a headless chicken atm !!

#I am currently answering this while at mock trial #and simultaneously editing a research paper that I have a presentation on for Friday #and I’m not going to be done w/ scheduled stuff until 10 pm every day this week 😀 so I am struggling !! but it’s ok that’s life #it’s a blessing to be busy etc etc #my research paper is incredible just for the record #I am so proud of it #pigeon #Johnny #missing Ashton ofc :( #but I’m good :)

[monocaelia]

I FIINISHED MY FINAL PROJECT!!!!!

now,,, just a few more performances to practice for and i'm free to subject everyone to my tart thoughts (tart farts, if you will) again

#didi talks #time 2 b delusional #no but this project was such a PAIN IN THE ASS #making the presentation and researching was not bad #BUT RECORDING IT????? WAS SOMEHOW SO MUCH PAIN??? #i started recording at 10:30 AM and finished editing at TWO PEE EM. #WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FREAKING. UGH #it's because the stupid zoom thing didn't record my audio excerpts #so i had to record the audio excerpts individually one by one and edit them in #WHICH BY THE WAY. #THERE ARE NO FREE VIDEO EDITING THINGS FOR MAC???? #i had to download a free trial version of final cut pro #i had like five mental and emotional breakdowns making this #and it's only 2 pm #good thing i decided to finish this early because :standing_emoji: #send me hugs and praise if anyone sees this o(-( #i need it after this emotional and mental turmoil

[benetnvsch]

TURNED IN MY RESEARCH PAPER AND FINALLY AM DONE WITH THE TERM LETS GO!!!

#YES I TURNED IT IN AT 11:54 PM WHAT ABT IT LMAO #I FAILED MY CS FINAL WHOOO!!! #but kept a A- in the class because I am That Good :flex: /j #All other classes got an A+ :) #Unless #I failed my research paper LMAO

[callme000]

how is every work week the worst of my career

#me getting to the office at 8:30 am and leaving at 7 pm #im just fkn GOOGLING all day #never put me on a 2ndary research project again i swear to fucking GOD #by me

[lunamothghost]

writing and researching essays is all fun and well untill you have to insert references and footnotes and insert and name all pictures and graphs 374 injured 10390 dead

#luna speaks #i LOVE wrtitng i love research but sourcing it all? dude just trust me #also its 1 am ima be pullijg an all nighter #there are no words to describe my exhaustion i have been at class from 9 am till 7 30 pm today all the time practically standing #and i cant even sleep tonight?? cause i gotta do like a buncha stuff?? homophobia /lh #okok ima go look at the wall and continue writing byebye ty if u read this

[evermorecountsastherapy]

y'all I just procrastinated an assignment for the past 2 hours that literally took me 7 minutes to complete and hand in... like what... what is so wrong in my brain chemistry that I am like this...

#i am suffering this week #it's been rough #on monday i had an hour of research to do on the ward #and then I was chosen to be in a photoshoot for the college's promotional material right after #so that lasted another 3 hours #and then I drove home and stayed up until 2 am doing my mandatory 17 pages of research for the next clinical day #and then I woke up at 4 am to drive to clinical and bust my ass FOR FREE until 6pm #only to go home and do it all over again the next day #and then have my instructor assign not 1 not 2 BUT 3 assignments due by the next day (today) at 7 pm #PLUS a 5 page essay due by tomorrow 5pm 🧍‍♀️ #LET ME SLEEP PLEASE #I am once again using Tumblr as my diary. who's surprised #I shouldn't complain bc it was hard enough to get this far in the program and I'm incredibly thankful to have gotten here #and my instructor is a gem #and my classmates are my best friends #and i actually love my job #but i'm friggin tired man #anyway. yeah #I'm done ranting in the tags now i think

[earl-grey-crow]

finally logging out of my uni's library feels like parting with a faithful friend

#it's 1 am and I've finished my annotated bibliography (mostly) #I'll finish it tomorrow (which is to say: later today) it's not due until sunday #also realized that my research question assignment was due at 11:59 pm yesterday which makes it my first late assignment lol #but it's fine #so proud of myself for sticking with this I know I could've worked on it this weekend but I am so ready for break #earl crow ramblings