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rvspotlight · 2 years

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SON MIHYE

age: 91 liner company: spotlight entertainment position: associate development director traits: (+) empathetic, loyal, driven (-) overprotective, anxious, judgmental played by: rose

tldr: officially this bio is way too long yall anyway basically Mihye grew up in a super rich chaebol family that wanted to mold her into the perfect future housewife to meet her family’s ideal social image, but instead she knew she was way too gay for that. After college she fell in love with Choe (and nearly off of the bar she was drunkenly dancing on). Even though being a typical doting housewife didn’t suit her, being a mob wife to the love of her life definitely did. She likes her job at Spotlight for the most part, but really she loves doing all the stereotypical mom stuff alongside Choe for their daughters ok

Mihye never needed to work a day in her life, and technically, she still hasn’t needed to. She was just bored. Growing up, she always knew what she was supposed to be. Her wealthy chaebol family that she has since completely distanced herself from was almost always present in hedge funds and large overseas investments for decades, and when Mihye was born on November 21st, 1988, it was never questioned that she should live up to their high, and extremely strict, expectations.

She never wanted anything but to be perfect like her parents expected. She was always at the top of her class at her prestigious private school before continuing that at an equally elite boarding school, participating in choir and studying ballet. But her parents seemed to always keep her at arm’s length no matter how perfect she was. A child should be seen and not heard, unless it was in choir, and even then it was clear that any pride they showed was of how she benefited her family’s reputation.

Mihye began university still with her family’s expectations heavy on her shoulders. Her education itself did not seem to matter to them nearly as much as it did to her, though it went without saying that eventually afterwards she would marry the son of some equally influential family that her parents approved of. But as time went on, Mihye started to test the waters that she had always steered clear of. She pushed herself further and further towards the deep end with partying, sex, and drugs, but thankfully before any of it could be actually damaging, she met Choe.

Choe was everything her strict upbringing had tried to turn her against. Just over seven years older than her, Mihye had just turned twenty-three when she found herself centering more and more of her life around the older woman. It was clear to Mihye what their relationship started out as; she was the pretty younger girl from a rich family–clearly new to being with women and life outside of the control of her parents in general–that was practically screaming to be made into her plaything. But that soon evolved into something much more substantial. While it wasn’t hard for Mihye to notice how difficult it was for Choe to admit that she loved her, Mihye never would’ve predicted that the woman she fell in love with was actually the leader of all of the Hong Kong Triad’s activities in Korea.

While neither of them were planning on bringing Mihye into the Triad herself, she found her place in Choe’s life faster than either of them could have expected. She knew that Choe’s life revolved almost entirely around sex and violence, and Mihye was never one for violence. Being the perfect addition to Choe’s life came more naturally to her than upholding the expectations of the perfect daughter, it was as if she was born with the ability to know just when to be just suggestive enough in front of her “associates” or stepping in with just enough clothing missing just when Choe’s reputation need it. She knew her role in Choe’s life–and by extension, in the Triad–and she did it well.

To say that Mihye was surprised when one day Choe begged her to adopt a child was an understatement –– not even a baby to raise together as something close to a normal couple for the first time, but a twelve-year-old girl Choe had spotted pickpocketing from other people. The last thing Mihye would have thought to bring into their home where even a day she spent fully clothed was out of the ordinary was a child. But when she watched not only the woman she loved but also the strongest person she knew break into tears as she explained what she saw in that little girl, there was no way that Mihye could even think to be opposed to the idea. And by the time they adopted Myungji soon afterwards, there wasn’t even a moment of hesitation for Mihye like there had been the first time.

Mihye had quickly grown accustomed to the constant gnawing feeling of anxiety that would creep up on her, always worrying when Choe was away at work that something could go wrong, that Choe could get hurt. Not only would the woman she can’t live without be hurt, but not being allowed to legally be her wife would keep her from being able to fully help her. And when they adopted Mirae and then Myungji, the level of her worry doubled, then tripled.

Mihye wishes that she could actually call Choe her wife and actually call Mirae and Myungji her daughters, but unfortunately that’s the only law their family can’t seem to be able to disregard. She can never ignore how if anything ever happens to either of them, she legally won’t be able to do anything to help them. She and Choe aren’t actually married, and while Choe was able to successfully adopt Mirae, Mihye was not.

If she was being honest, staying at home while the woman that should be her wife and the girls that should be her daughters to return from a real job was boring. She started working as a dance and vocal coach at Spotlight after Mirae and Myungji entered the idol industry and Choe soon followed with the first “job” Mihye could ever remember her having where that wasn’t a euphemism for something far darker. Mihye didn’t think much of her job at first; she definitely enjoyed it, but she was still surprised by just how well she adapted to it. She felt guilty every time Spotlight offered her a promotion to be more involved in developing their new groups, but Mihye hadn’t meant to start any sort of career when she took the job in the first place. After talking it over – and over, and over, and over – with Choe, she’s finally accepted her new position as an associate director of development.

As often as Mihye feels almost crushed with worries of their future, she still has no regrets. Looking back she could never have predicted any of the turns her life has taken, she loves it and the makeshift family she had. Mihye will never return to the life she once had, and when she thinks of her family, she knows she will always picture Choe, Mirae and Myungji instead of the one she was born into.

#cho mihye #mihye #kyungri #park kyungri #staff

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vampirta · 4 months

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ㅤㅤvampirta posted: gain (👑) miryo 𖤓

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nuabbo · 2 years

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BROWN EYED GIRLS icons

#brown eyed girls #beg #son gain #park hyojin #jo mihye #kim hyojin #beg icons #gain icons #hyojin icons #mihye icons #narsha icons #miryo icons #jea icons #brown eyed girls icons #gg icons #kpop girls

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nineteenfiftysix · 1 year

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Selected Works & Projects: Aug. 18 - Nov. 12, 2022

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miroticavatars · 11 months

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#Miryo #BEG #Brown Eyed Girls #Johoney #Jo Mihye #Miryo avatar

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howjelliesbounce · 28 days

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#this shit is craaazyyyyy #the virgin witch #smut #mihye's expressions... the way wigrun looks at her....#it moved ngl

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ragingstillness · 7 months

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The Virgin Witch manhwa ch 131

So we can all agree that this is leading up to Mihye getting to fuck the CEO right? Right? Because I feel like that's where it's going. It'll be some sort of ritual to make Mihye the CEO and Mihye won't care one jot because she'll just be horny as always

#I stan mihye what about it #the virgin witch #manhwa

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geeminz · 1 month

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ᯓ A CHANGE OF HEART // smau — giselle x oc

synopsis !! mihye has been secretly dating giselle, her best friend’s older sister, for four months. what happens when their relationship turns toxic, and their secrets become public?

relationship !! toxic!giselle x f!oc (mihye)

featuring !! aespa, ive, le ssera, nct dream, riize

genre !! wlw smau, angst, hurt/comfort, smut (tws will be added)

schedule !! every saturday (hopefully)

an !! first ever tumblr au here! please be kind (｡･^ ･｡) i won't be posting the first few chapters here but i wanted to get this post up as soon as i could! will post the first chapter as soon as i'm done with my school stuff :))

p.s. !! i have a gforms you can fill out if you wanna be included in the taglist! it's right here !!

taglist !! @thefckghost @emphobics @jisooftme

started || n.a. ended || n.a.

profiles 📂 || mains ; yang-uchinaga household ; face cards

00. as long as it's you

01. cracks

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#⸻ a change of heart.#⸻ vice:aus #aespa giselle x reader #giselle x reader #aespa angst #aespa x reader #kpop idol x reader #giselle angst #aespa giselle #aespa smau #kpop smau #kpop wlw #re:vice #giselle imagines

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writtenbymkl · 1 year

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pairing: best friend!haechan x fem! reader

word count: 2.3k

genres: ANGST !! , unrequited love, college au, heartbreak

warnings: none

a/n: the last part to good person !! i wanted to be a short au just because i wanted to test the waters with my first completed written story so i hope you guys enjoy it !!

PART 2 OF GOOD PERSON

Two weeks later and you’re at the get-together that your friends threw for your birthday that was coming up soon. One problem, though, Haechan wasn’t here yet.

You: where r u? everyones here and ur the only one missing _._

Sent 5:37 pm

You: seriously this isnt funny, what r u even doing?

Sent 6:40 pm

You: the get together is ending soon, we have like an hour left here, dont even bother showing up anymore dude

Seen 8:00 pm

You roll your eyes, seeing that he finally read your message.

“Hey! That was mine. If you wanted one, I could’ve just gotten you one, dude,” Mark looks at you with sullen eyes, “But I’m assuming by that reaction, he’s not coming?”

“You know Mark,” You sigh. “He’s been acting really weird since you said that stuff about being a couple. This is all your fault,” You state. You know it wasn’t his fault, it was Haechan’s for being so weird about it, but you had to blame someone.

Mark’s eyes widen. “How was I supposed to know it would cause a disturbance in your friendship?”

“Ugh, whatever, let me just blame you peacefully,”

“Come on, man, don’t be so down today. We came to celebrate before your birthday, so we should make the most of it, even if it means Haechan won’t come. I mean, it’s not the end of the world, right? You guys can celebrate on your birthday?” He suggests. I mean, you guess he’s right, it isn’t actually your birthday yet, but it still didn’t take away from the fact that you wanted to spend it with all of your friends, including Haechan.

“Okay… Sorry, I didn’t mean to be a downer. It’s just, Haechan is-”

“Haechan’s your best friend, yeah, dude, I know, but you also have us as your friends, too, you know?” Mark gives you a gentle smile while looking at your other friends laughing and talking at the tables.

“You’re right. Thanks, Mark. Has anyone told you you’re a really good listener?” You ask.

“No problem, and yeah, I guess,” He shrugs. “Now, let’s get in a good moment for the last hour remaining.” Mark gets up and holds out his hand to pull you up. Right as you're getting up, the door jingling gets your attention. Immediately looking towards the door, you see Haechan walking in and greeting everyone.

“Haechan, you finally made–” You stop your sentence seeing a girl come from behind him, holding onto his arm. Haechan finally notices you and makes his way over, pulling the girl behind him. You can see Mark from the corner of your eyes giving you a pitiful look.

“Y/n! Hey! Sorry, I’m late. I had to go pick up Mihye from her house and drive all the way back here,” Haechan explains while the apparent Mihye just giggles. You just give Haechan a blank stare. I mean, this is unbelievable, and you don’t know what to say.

Haechan quickly realizes he forgot to introduce the girl by his side. “Oh, by the way, Mihye, meet Y/n, Y/n, meet Mihye. She’s my new girlfriend,” Haechan smiles. Mihye holds out her hand for you to shake, and Haechans waits for you to grab it, but the moment never comes.

Mark quickly grabs your own hand and places it in Mihye’s.

“Silly Y/n, haha, I think, she’s just, um, in shock and happy that Haechan finally made it,”

You don’t know what to say. You feel tears already starting to form, but you don’t want to make a scene.

“I think I’m going to take a breather outside. I’ll be back,” You tell Mark before rushing past Haechan and Mihye to go outside. Except Haechan stops you for a second.

“What’s wrong? You need me to go outside with you?” He says, concerned.

Yanking your hand back, you bitterly say, “No. I need time alone. You’ve already done enough.”

Mark’s eyes widen. “Y/n, I think now should be a time to leave and talk to him. I’ll keep Mihye company.” Sighing, you give in and walk outside with Haechan following.

Not before he tells Mihye he’ll be back. Standing in the dark, with the wind blowing slightly, you sigh. A moment of silence is filled between you two until Haechan breaks the silence, like always.

“Are you mad because I have a new girlfriend?” He asks. And you snap because this is always the problem you have with him, and it is just a continuous cycle you’re tired of dealing with.

“What?! Haechan, you cannot seriously be so oblivious?” You look at him, shocked.

Rolling his eyes, “I knew you’d react like this.”

“How else did you want me to react when you’re telling me you already found a new person and you brought them to my birthday get-together without informing me?!”

Haechan scoffs, “Oh come on, it’s not really that big of a deal, Y/n. It’s not like they’re taking the spotlight away from you.”

“That’s not the problem, Haechan, don’t you get it?! It’s the fact that it hasn’t even been a full month, nonetheless three weeks, since your last girlfriend? Do you enjoy being heartbroken? Do you enjoy the fact that I keep looking after you every time? Are you satisfied with the fact that I’m always there to pick up the pieces? Or is it the fact that you know I’ll always be by your side and drop everything for you?” The feeling of finally being able to speak out feels liberating. Except, it doesn’t mean you’ll get the outcome that you’re expecting.

“I never made you drop anything for me,” He angrily retorts while pointing. “And so what if it’s been less than a month, or three weeks, whatever, can’t you just be happy for me?! Isn’t that what you’re here for? To be by my side and be my BEST FRIEND?”

You stay silent. “Fine,” you weakly smile.

“I won’t say anything more, and I'm sorry for overreacting. And you’re right. As your best friend, I should stick by you no matter what choices you make. I’m happy for you, Hyuck, I really am.” You pat him on the shoulder as you walk past him back into the restaurant.

Haechan just sighs and follows after you, grabbing your wrist before you can fully step inside.

“Talk to me. What is this really about? Why are you so upset? You know I always do this, so why is it a problem now?” You think for a few minutes.

Should you tell him? Should you tell him about the fact that you’ve been in love with him for the past, God knows how many years? Or the fact that you’re jealous about all the girls he’s spent time with when it should’ve been you? How everyone, including his friends, knows that you’re in love with him? Is that a risk you want to take?

Looking at him with sad eyes, you make your decision and give up. “It’s not that … It’s….” Tearing up, you know you have to get this off your chest. “I just need to get this off my chest,” you say shakily.

Haechan looks at you, concerned. “What is it?”

“I’m... I’ve just been … in-“ you get cut off by someone yelling out, “Haechan? Y/n? Where are you guys?” Your heart drops. Of course, it’s his new girlfriend.

Haechan whips his head around and yells back, “Mihye? What are you doing out here? I said I’d be back. Go back inside.”

“I was worried. It’s been a while since you guys left,” Mihye says from the door.

“We… We should probably go back inside. They’re probably bored without us, and Mihye’s starting to get worried.”

“No, tell me what you were gonna say,” Haechan firmly states while grabbing you again.

“It’s not important anymore,” You shake off his hands, moving towards the door, as Mihye is no longer there.

“Tell me, or I won’t let you leave.”

“Fine. I was just going to say how I’ve been concerned for you for many years now. You’ve had me worried whether you’d be able to be happy and find a good person for you, there. Happy?” You sarcastically smile.

“So that’s it? That’s what you made a big deal for?” He lightly laughs.

“It's not funny. I’m just worried about you, you’re my best friend, and I don’t want to see you lose the light in your eyes. That’s what makes you Haechan.”

Wrapping his arms around your waist and leaning his head into your shoulder, he says, “I know you’re concerned for me, Y/n, and you’re my best friend in the whole world, too. It’s a good thing I’ll have you with me every time to get me through it, though, isn’t it?”

“Yeah, you’re lucky it’s me and not someone else.” He pulls away.

“You know, for a second, I thought you were going to say you were in love with me or something. That would’ve been an easier explanation as to why you were acting like you were, but it’s a good thing that wasn’t it,” he laughs.

As if your heart wasn’t already torn to pieces. You should’ve known he’d never see you in that light. I mean, look at yourself; compared to Mihye, you were a completely shabby version of her. If only he knew that that was the exact reason why you were acting like you were. But you’d never tell him that, not when it meant risking your friendship and never talking to him again.

“Yeah .. that’s a ridiculous thought there. I don’t know how you came up with that conclusion,” it just came out your mouth, it’s not like you wanted it to, but it’s the only way for you to cope with a rejection that wasn’t even formal; how oblivious he was.

Heading back into the restaurant with Haechan following behind you, you notice Mark and Jaemin looking at you both.

“Why don’t you head back to Mihye now? I’m sure she’s been waiting for a while,” You say, nodding your head over to where she was standing. Haechan just nods, and you watch as he walks up behind her, embracing her in a back hug and kissing the top of her head.

Looking away, you walk to where Mark and Jaemin are and slide into the seat across from them.

“So? Did you tell him?” Jaemin asks curiously. Mark just nudges him. “What? I’m just asking,” He shrugs.

“I’m gonna assume you didn’t tell him,” Mark scratches the back of his neck. You can’t seem to say anything. Maybe you should’ve told him. No. Everything would’ve gone down the drain if you did. Maybe it’s a good thing you didn’t.

“I didn’t.” You finally say.

“Well, why not?” Mark asks.

“Mark,” You look up at him raising your eyebrows. “Are you seriously asking that? He has a girlfriend, and it doesn’t seem as easy as you make it out to be. How am I going to just tell him, oh, I'm in love with you, have been since forever!”

“Hey, you said it, not me,” He points at you. You roll your eyes.

You point over to where Haechan is, “Whatever. I mean, it’s my get-together, and he seems to be wanting to spend more time with Mihye than me.”

“Like I mentioned before, you guys can hang out on your actual birthday. Right now, spend some time with us. There’s only a few more minutes left, so let’s make the most of it,” Mark smiles. “Right, Jaemin?”

“Yes, exactly. Forget him for today!” Jaemin says, grabbing your hand to pull you up.

“That’s if he doesn’t forget my birthday too,”

“He won’t! We’ll make sure of it,” Mark pats your back.

“Thanks, guys. I don’t know what I would do without you.” You embrace both Mark and Jaemin, and they hug you back.

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It’s been a month since your birthday. You spent the day with Haechan, Mark, and Jaemin. One of the best days and you couldn’t forget it. Except today seems to feel really familiar. Almost as if you’ve done this for the 20th time already. Why? Because Haechan sits in your bed again, eating ice cream and sniffling.

“I’m guessing Mihye broke up with you?” You ask, sighing, not even surprised he’s here again after a month. You saw it coming, but how could you tell him that? You would seem like a bad friend, and that’s the last thing you want Haechan to think.

Haechan blows his nose with a tissue, “Yeah….”

All you can do is rub his back once again, and it’s all you can ever seem to do. Watch him find a new girlfriend, fall in love, get heartbroken, and be there by his side when it happens.

“I’m sorry you have to deal with me all the time,” Haechan sighs, bringing his shoulders down.

“Hey, it’s okay. That’s what I’m here for, right? What kind of a best friend would I be if I wasn’t there for your ups and downs?” He just smiles.

“Can you give me a hug?” You embrace him while patting his back as he sniffles.

“I know I’ve said this almost every time this happens, but you really are a good person, you know?” Haechan says while leaning his head on your shoulder.

“Thanks,” Is all you can say.

And the cycle repeats, as it always will because you’re the good person he’s always needed in life, even if he doesn’t know it. And you’re okay with him not knowing. The ones who will make him cry, you can only comfort him and be by his side.

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impromptu-sketches · 6 months

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If you don't mind, can I ask your top 5 or top 7 favorite non-BL anime/manga? Hope you don't mind, I did not ask for BL recs.....

Thanks for the ask!

Here are some non-BL stories I like:

The Virgin Witch - (comedy, reverse harem, magic, witches, smut, my actual dream job) I really like this one, the MC Mihye is super cute and relatable... ♡ so many fun characters!

Sadistic Beauty - (romance, drama, bdsm/fetish) Loved this!! Haesol is my babygirl ♡

S Flower - (reverse harem, bdsm/fetish, romance? drama) Didn't care too much for the plot but I really enjoyed this one anyway! Chulsoo was my favorite from chapter 1 all the way to the end.

The Muscle Girl Next Door / Tonari no Kinniku Joshi - (comedy, romance) I'd like more stories like this. Very cute, very wholesome

Tonari no Seki no Hen na Senpai - (romance, smut, stalker) This one is kinda weird but I like it

Moriarty the Patriot - (mystery, detectives, historical, sherlock holmes) BL vibes ~ I haven't read a lot of this yet but I can already tell it's going to be one of my favorites

Into the Depths / Nanohana Boys - (slice of life, psychological, disability, school life) Also has BL vibes in my opinion. Very cute and heartwarming story between two friends. I really enjoyed this story.

#manga #manhwa #webtoon #the virgin witch #sadistic beauty #s flower #moriarty the patriot manga #nanohana boys

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sindromesflorales · 2 years

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a quién le cuento lo bueno q está este manwha porn0 jsjsjs t amo mihye

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kausarrazky · 8 months

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#viral video #viral #kausarrazky #video viral #viral news #videoviralmediasosialtwitter #twitterviralvideo

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enterhamartia · 10 months

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Siga a estudante, @HR98IM!

Nome: Im Mihye

Data de Nascimento: 26/11/1998

Nacionalidade: Seoul, Coreia do Sul

Gênero/Pronomes: mulher cis, ela/dela.

Fraternidade: Momus

Curso: Belas Artes, 7º semestre.

Extracurriculares: Ocultismo, Fotografia, Vôlei (Líbero) e Vice-presidente da Momus

Figura Mitológica: Medusa

FC: Soyeon - (G)I-dle

Player: +18, ela/dela.

Siga em @HR98IM.

Poderes:

Olhar petrificante — Mihye não pode petrificar uma pessoa com o olhar, mas consegue incutir medo e ativar uma resposta de luta, fuga ou paralisia instantânea no alvo que dura por apenas alguns segundos. Ela consegue direcionar o olhar, que apenas fica ativo quando suas emoções estão descontroladas e em um estado negativo. Ele pode ser eternizado em fotos e gravações, e ela não é imune ao próprio olhar. Se muito, olhar para si no espelho com a habilidade ativada faz com que entre em profunda crise existencial e dissociativa.

Sexto sentido — Sempre disseram que Mihye era boa lendo as pessoas, o que não é uma mentira. Ela é sensível a alterações sutis de energia ao seu redor, detectando presenças ocultas, perigos próximos ou boas intenções, permitindo-lhe discernir a verdadeira natureza das pessoas e situações. Obviamente, Mihye pode escolher ignorar isso.

Como entrou em Jewangeum?

Mesmo uma bolsa em Belas Artes, um dos cursos menos disputados de Jewangeum, deteve três anos da minha vida para conseguir. Prometi para mim mesma que o vestibular de 2019 seria o último da minha vida, e se não conseguisse passar nele teria de me dedicar a outras coisas. Acho que consegui por puro ódio, pura força de vontade. Eu queria tanto que minhas irmãs pudessem me ver como um exemplo, queria tanto seguir os passos da irmã mais velha…

Poderia ter gasto menos anos estudando e mais aproveitando mais a vida, se eu conseguisse manter uma rotina melhor como o resto dos riquinhos mimados que vão para a escola. Mas minha juventude morreu no meio dos cadernos e no asfalto, uma pena para mim. De qualquer maneira, espero que seja ruim saber que tem alguém que realmente se esforça entre eles, que eles sintam seu espaço ameaçado. Estou indo pegar tudo que suas mãozinhas gananciosas mantiveram para si em todos esses sólidos anos de desigualdade social. Esperem por mim, cuties.

Por que escolheu sua fraternidade?

Há algo muito interessante e sincero no modo que a Momus não se importa em esconder o que é com as fachadas exacerbadas de outras fraternidades. Inalteradamente, nossa casa é crua e visceral, e isso parece um papo bem prepotente para justificar o fato de vivermos em um lugar que parece mais um lixão, mas acho bem… Sincero. Meio que reflete nosso estado interior. No século XXI, quem não é um lixão?

Gosto da Momus, me apaixonei por ela desde a primeira vez que a vi. Anteriormente já tentei participar da Tyche, mas não deu certo para mim. Muito barulho, muita agitação. Você iria se surpreender com o quão silenciosa a Momus pode ser em um sábado à noite, até dá para ouvir o som da sua respiração dos quartos ao lado. Trazer trabalho para casa é um risco, então todos saem para a cidade para fazer algum dinheiro sem precisar se preocupar com a segurança do campus. Então… Eu sou apaixonada pela Momus, e não me vejo como parte integrante de nenhuma outra fraternidade, para ser bastante sincera.

Quais são seus planos para esse semestre?

Estou no penúltimo semestre, quase chegando na reta final, e sei que não posso diminuir o ritmo mesmo que já esteja cansada, mental e fisicamente. Não posso cantar vitória antes de cruzar a linha de chegada. Ainda assim… Sinto que estive tão preocupada em estudar e ser minha melhor versão acadêmica nos últimos anos que aproveitei pouco ou nada do que a vida universitária pode me dar. Nesse último ano, eu quero tudo que Jewangeum tiver a me oferecer, apenas para sair daqui com algumas histórias legais para contar. Diferente do que dizem, Mihye não é só trabalho — pelo menos, tentarei não ser.

Espero conseguir quebrar meu recorde de mais pessoas chorando antes da hora do almoço esse ano, mas não sei se vou conseguir. Meu objetivo, no geral, é ser um pouco mais leniente e aceitar minhas falhas.

Qual é sua opinião sobre as lendas do campus?

Acho divertido explorar tudo que a mente humana não consegue explicar. Fantasmas, bruxas, Papai Noel e coelhinho da Páscoa, eu acho que tudo isso existe e influencia nossas vidas. Acredito em energia, em tarot, em possessão… Toda essa parafernália sobrenatural costuma gerar uma inspiração do caralho, e que tipo de artista eu poderia ser se não aproveitasse o que a vida me dá de bandeja?

Fiz um ensaio sobre o medo no meu terceiro semestre aqui. São desenhos, que não são meu ponto forte, mas acho que ficaram bem legais. O medo é gerado por coisas que não conhecemos, e eu tenho essa necessidade de não ter medo, porque já temi muita coisa no passado. Mesmo que vá me fazer cagar nas calças, eu quero conhecer. Ainda que me deixe completamente paralisada, incapaz de me mover, traumatizada… Isso só vai acontecer uma vez, e então minha mente vai se acostumar. Por isso eu acho que a aura aterrorizante do campus é incrível e rende ótimos estudos. Estou ansiosa para melhor entender as lendas nesse semestre e talvez inspirar algum trabalho através delas.

Quais são seus planos para o futuro, após a faculdade?

É difícil visualizar o futuro quando se é um artista, especialmente com um cenário como o meu. Mas, no geral, espero conseguir trabalhar com o que amo, mesmo que acabe morrendo de fome, e consiga abrir mão de… De outras atividades com as quais sou obrigada a lidar atualmente. Eu prometi para mim mesma que iria tomar um rumo. Eu quero ser boa, eu juro. Quero ver minhas estátuas em museus, quero que meu trabalho enfeite as paredes das pessoas, que meu nome seja conhecido… Às vezes, parece que sonho alto demais. Tenho medo de cair, me machucar, mas… Jewangeum tem de servir de impulso para alguma coisa, certo?

Como seus amigos te descreveriam?

Violenta, temperamental, amedrontadora, masculinizada… Já ouvi isso tudo. Me disseram que meu comportamento estaria melhor aproveitado em um corpo de um homem, e eu sei que tenho muitas características que não conseguem conectar com minha figura feminina. Sinceramente? Adoro isso em mim. Vão sempre dizer que sou cruel demais, que não sou uma cuidadora, enquanto isso vou continuar sendo uma mulher feminina pra caralho.

Anyway, se eu for sincera com você… Eu não sei porque meus amigos me acompanham, sério. Tudo bem, alguns dizem que sou maternal e cuido deles quando estão bêbados, mas ao mesmo tempo sei que posso ser exigente, mandona e bastante crítica. Quem gosta de ficar ao redor de alguém assim? Mas eles gostam de mim… E eu sou agradecida por isso.

#frat: momus.#clube: ocultismo.#clube: fotografia.#esporte: volei.#ocupacao: estudante.

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