#Maybe what I call weak

[pawbeanies]

actually i would never smoke because i am so weak and would perish but like !!! i dunno what it is !!! the scent is like nice to me ..??? like ??? makes my tail wag ???

#like i passed by some1 smoking outside the building i work in and the wind sent tha smoke into my like. Direction #and like ?? i went weak in the knees for it. for a second. i dunno what it isss #fearing i may have a thing for smells but like. Weird Smells. like smoke smell #sniffs i am such a shy well behaved boy i hope someone doesnt teach me how to smoke or at least. hangs out w me while smoking. #blow a cloud of smoke into my face and watch me cough ... looking away #maybe not even just cigarettes btw. looking away even more #pawbeanies lore is once i sat next to someone smoking on the subway and i didnt mind it #they did and went 'no baby you gotta sit over there' bc they were nice and didnt want me to like breathe in the air i guess #so like. i guess the story here is that i am a freak. and also strangers call me baby .?

[1tsjusty0u]

wow this has such majoras mask vibes! (guy who is currently playing majoras mask)

#this is about botw (an au for it) #just. if you take it as ganon hurting everyone else like hes been hurt (being trapped under tbe castle forgotten for ages and ages with nob #ody but himself and the people who trapped him directly above him. also corrupting the sheikah tech used against him (thats a stretch consi #dering the only way he was able to do that was that the king 10000 years ago was awful and buried the tech UNDER THE CASTLE while chasing t #he sheikah out)) + the eye motifs? (majoras eyes being indicators for bosses weak points and ganons malicw eyes) it just. huh #though in botw link doesnt really. well he sort of calls out to people (the champions which could be interesting for character arcs) but ot #herwise its kind of just. three people having a 2 v 1 in a ruined world that just ended up hurtinf all of them #literally nobody can turn back to what they had. not ganon in the past. not link (though i Do have feelings about pre cal link but thats al #l hcs so im not putting that here). and not zelda #and not the champions either (though the only ones grief we really see is miphas. maybe revali?) #its just. literally everything Is There Still. #the guardians. the older ruins like the forgotten temple. the great plateau #on one hand i see the destruction of the castle/monarchy great and will lead to good. but also People Died #deya village. the tabantha village. the characters couldve seen the time before the calamity as Great (even if it wasnt? it all depends! bu #t nostalgia and all that) #so. yeah. #i dunno what the thesis is here i just think its neat #also that one image i can stretch botws theme as much as i can concieve #this also gives me a fic idea. however i feel like i would be doing characters dirty in it

[silenthillbunni]

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#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff #hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o #istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this #so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours #then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic. #and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19.... #i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much #she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet #i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do??? #ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me?? #i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo #then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks #and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts #ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life #but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today #just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol) #i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om

[creaturefeaster]

YOOOO i’d love to know the context of that animatic bc oh em geee!!

Im gonna guess its the start of the fault?

No, not the Fault.

This is the Fault ^, which is the initial breakthrough of the mimes into the physical realm.

What is happening in the latest WIP is the cause of Final Darkness, which you may have seen in a couple other animation sketches (see: Foxglove's Toxic, Atrox's Crescendo)

As a result of beacons being lit up around the continent, essentially creating a big glowing target spot on the world, it attracts the attention of Final Darkness during an eclipse.

This is what is happening in the middle of the video with Atrox, actually.

It eats light, as in actual lightwaves, so when it finds that it is an artificial (or, more like magical) source of light, it rejects the world back into space.

That, and perhaps karma for the overtaking of light & color in the realm (the mimes arrival(+shattering the moon(the place it lives.)))

He gives them a good corkscrew of a push, hence the very trippy visuals in the sky & disastrous phenomena going on around the planet.

They are pushed away from the sun, the moon in turn pushed towards. That is why the sun is drifting away, and almost resembles an eye as the moon shrinks in it's eclipse.

This is what everyone was trying to prevent, the ending where the world is doomed, light is extinguished, and life is lost.

#brambleramble #i never thought about the fact that maybe i havent elaborated on the fault enough #it's called the fault because of the weak split between realms #a fault in the barrier if you will #& who's fault is it anyway? #as for the latest wip #time is dwindling and so they make the best of what seems to be left

[lilyharvord]

I started reading EragonxRed QueenxFrom Blood and Ashx--oh, shit sorry.... 4th Wing today, because everyone in my reading group said I had to, and... I'm 7% of the way through and I'm already so tired. Did no one edit this book? Did no one... read this book out loud?

Me currently finishing chapter 1 and going through the 5 stages of grief because I know this whole experience is going to RUIN my reading for 2024.

Anyway, I'm writing a whole ass review that is pretty much line by line my thoughts XD If I make a google doc of it I'll let people read it. Might be more entertain than the book. 🤷🏼‍♀️ plus I'll only put like 0.1%-1/4 of it on Goodreads so think about what you might miss out on (me being upset and cranky and rutheless (((: ) Updating that doc might actually help me get through reading it faster.

#about me #fourth wing #who wants to join me on this quest??? #cause god damn if it does not feel like a fucking chore already #maybe I should just listen to the audiobook. It would probably go faster #my reading #my tbr for 2024 is exactly 12 books long #and unfortunately this and iron wing or whatever the second one is called are on there #i have never been afriad to be an anti #and I aint starting now #I dont care how dope your YA cardboard cutout male love interest is #I will rip his jugular out with my teeth if he's boring as fuck #and I will tear your “I'm so frail and weak and tiny with curves cause what else makes me a woman” MC apart #I will clean my teeth with her bones #You would think I would have learned my lesson about reading “books booktok is raving about” but no I have not #and I'm about to learn it again #like a dog that keeps pulling on the leash #(*shut up lily*) #(*lily reads fourth wing*) #new tag to follow if you are interested

[quatari]

so like i wanted to draw a meme but then spent 5 hours rendering this. 

#homestuck #dirkjohn #johndirk #im high as shit and i cant remember what the ship is called #god help me #at least ilike how it turned out #john egbert #dirk strider #forgot to include them #i actually laughed so hard at this yesterday #homestuck meme #myart #but tonight i am so fucking sad #i hate being. #idk man just can i disappear please #these two brought me serotonin yesterday but i feel nothing already #nothing but maybe growing panic and despair and pure unfiltered sadness #which comes from weakness and #futility i guess #anyway happy new year! #glad that godawful shit is over

[collegeoflore]

not to say i’m immune to a little bit of fluff or like moments of softness here and there (i’m deeply not. LOL) but reducing spawn!astarion down to like a nice sweet soft person rather than someone who is still fundamentally selfish and rude and downright cruel is so…. idk. i feel like you miss out on what makes him a fun and interesting character if you just look at him as becoming a “good” person if he’s not the ascendant. is he LESS cruel as a spawn? arguably yeah. but is he magically a good person? not at all. and that’s a good thing!!! that’s what makes him fun!! let this man be a cunt please god i am begging u

#like listen i’ll be real i’m weak for squishy fluffy moments for xarrastarion. #but if ur making astarion into like a soft nice good person it’s…. no longer astarion. to me. #and even what i would call squishy fluffy romance moments for xarrastarion are still like. well. #you see they are both awful cunts LOL #but maybe they r cunts in a way that doesn’t directly trigger each other anymore LOL #sometimes. #漫言 #complaining

[rexscanonwife]

I'm crying and throwing up and asking where my phone is

#jane journals #self insert talk #crush: 🗡 #UOOOOORRGGHGHHHH ITS SO JOVER #ive been talking to laura about it and reading up more about what happens and stuff with wyll and the story in general #and ofc i watched my friend play a bit last night who graciously went almost straight to wyll for me #AND FUCKING I DIDNT MENTION BEFORE #WHEN U FIRST INTERACT WITH HIM PROPERLY HES TEACHING A TIEFLING CHILD TO FIGHT #and hes soooooooo sweet about it 😭😭😭💖💖💖 #you guys know my weakness is kids and how characters interact with them and wyll canonically wants them one day #so you know IM FUCKED #and hes so!! UGH CUTE 💖💖💖💖 #hes always saying these poetic romantic things and he wants a proper old fashioned romance with the wooing and the courting #he calls his lover his LIGHT LIKE CMON MANNNN #IM TRYING TO LIVE #tbh the only thing stopping me aside from not having the game is deciding what species to be #my indecisive ass #thats another thing i was talking to laura about and she suggested making a backstory first/choosing a class and all that THEN deciding #im probably gonna go with my default which would be a rogue which is pretty atypical for my s/is but its what i lean toward in dnd #or idk maybe i SHOULD go more out of my comfort zone 🤔🤔 idk ill keep thinking about it #but for wyll's kiss animations WHEN THE PLAYER IS A HALFLING OR SMTH SHORT HE KNEELS DOWN TO KISS THEM UGGGHH 😫😫😫💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinks about child-but-growing-fast amara and lucifer in the same room and gets ill.

#im gonna get called a homestuck again im SORRY its a good trope #she’s not his mom but she is. older than him and older than god and a being he helped imprison. #and the effects of that. here and now. are that she is so weak she has to relearn how to exist. #that she has to eat souls. tear them out one by one. you have to imagine that lucifer once saw her devour whole galaxies on a whim. #back when everything was moving in constant flux between destruction and creation. you have to imagine. #what is it to see her like this. is it pitiable. awful. comforting because she can’t hurt him right now and if he struck first maybe she #never could? #would he think about this moment this experience later when he’s made human. when he experiences a similar powerlessness. #anyway. lucifer gets out of the cage and trashes crowley’s place to kidnap his aunt-who-is-baby-right-now #u know me i love when characters go on the run together. what a weird little bond they’d form. #how do you overcome the anger at someone who helped cage you for eternity? does it help to know he didn’t escape your fate just because he #helped seal it when it was you? do you think they trade cage stories. #do you think lucifer tells her about how michael is still trapped in there and when he goes quiet. it’s not him who says he’s glad michael #knows what it’s like. it’s amara who says it. with an anger older than time. bitter enough to sting. #arms curled around herself because she’s hungry now. always hungry. tries not to think about what lucifer would taste like. (powerful) #sitting on a bench together watching people (souls. meals.) walk by. talking about prisons. talking about justice. maybe. or revenge. same #thing. and amara is leaning against him coiled tight through every muscle in her body and so so hungry. and when she says she’s glad michael #is suffering she isn’t really talking about him. but when she says it. lucifer lets out a breath. and says. me too. #and then he goes to find her something(one) to eat. #u see my vision. u do.

[ofyorkshire]

"Are you on the run?" "Oh... always."

Red Riding: 1980

#...yk the more i see this scene the more i think that in the film universe laws is probably the one who beat and threatened bj #instead of jobson #i guess that instead of jobson trying to scare him out of telling hunter about the massacre laws could have been worried that #the case was breathing too close to his own crimes (considering dawson's link to both the police's corruption and his ring) #it's a little weak but. i can see it. it's the best explanation we'll get. mostly there's something in that look that laws gives him and #idk what else it could be. #but i'm rambling. anyway. #i am not sure how okay it is for me to post this but there's gifsets of it so. maybe it's fine. it's w/e if it gets taken down. #they call me bj [self]; #[gang verse placeholder]; #the wolf [martin laws]; #[peter hunter placeholder];

[biolums]

can my neighbors learn to be normal and not the loudest humans on the planet. like ANY of them. please

#girls next door had a fight so bad we were thinking about knocking on our guy neighbors door for help bc like #it was scary there was banging and screaming constantly and i was just like. scared! #but me and hera are both >5’5 and weak and also im not feeling well #so we were not comfortable knocking on the door ourself but idk maybe we would have felt safer with the guy next door #it stopped before we got the chance but im like shaken up kinda i dont like being put in fight or flight situations #this all being said: i never want to call the police if i can help it but if someone was getting hurt like. i was gonna call 911 #but i dont want to like. what am i supposed to do in situations where the only thing i can think to do is call 911 #(i called my mom. thats the real answer but i mean like.. as a social convention) #jace.txt

[thelaughingmerman]

I swear I promise I'll take my meds this weekend

#i cant anymore dude maybe half my problems will be solved if i take my iron supplements #but im not sure of its just the anemia making things this bad for me #like im so weak its hard to stand ive slept on and off for 18 hours and im still so echausted #i missed my chance to call off for the night but i will put in another dy for wednesday #i cant do it dude i wish i knew what was wrong with me im so scared its something much more malicious #just because of how tired i am and how much weight i lost #im genuinely worried if it is something worse ill just mentally give up like i wouldnt be able to handle it #i just want to go home dude im not supposed to be here

[seknots-izumimir]

its not even 9pm why am i having the 9pm thoughts :(

#vent in tags #delete later #for sure. rule number one. never show weakness. #oooh nobody likes you and everyone is just keeping you around out of convenience #well no fucking shit. thanks for the news. got anything else brain? #i can't even keep irl friends what makes me think i can keep online ones too? #i'm unimportant in the grand scheme of things and always have been. i can provide a temporary joy but one day i'll fade away #because that's just what i do. i provide a temporary service in exchange for a little company and then i let people move on with their #lives. i'm unimportant and always will be. #i always feel alienated and alone. the world literally is not meant for me. i should be dead or something probably #even surrounded by people i so desperately want to call my friends i feel like i'm entirely alone... even the people i /do/ call friends... #well... they'll leave too someday. won't they? i don't deserve people around me after all. #i'm doomed to die alone anyhow... maybe one day i'll breed just for the sake of carrying on my name and then i'll fuck off and die #i doubt it though. i don't have a desire to have children... i'll just die alone and my branch of the family tree will end with me #i wanna get married but what're the chances of that? zero probably. who'd marry /me/? #even if all i want is someone to wake up next to... who'd ever give me that? i don't deserve it. #i'll stick to my fantasies. thanks. at least i have that. #some people yumeship for fun. i yumeship because i know nobody will ever want me.

[craycraybluejay]

Might just hit the next person who comes anywhere near me idc anymore

#what's the point #in being good or kind or polite #weak willed and non confrontational #it doesnt do anything. it doesnt even matter #sorry im not man enough how about we all just die #why does it matter? #what are you gonna do. call me a monster? ok. dont care. #im sick and tired #there is so much rage that i cant sleep no matter how hard i try #maybe if i punched a few holes through the wall id feel better

[suboptimal-xenobiologist]

Guys I'm so incredibly sorry. My brain is currently full of gen 1 my little pony thoughts only suitable for the fictbio blog

#i have created so much fake science as to how magic works #after hundreds/thousands of years ponies evolved symbioticly with magic (which isnt technically alive but functions kinda like an organism) #and now most of them have generate amount of magic via their heads. which is why the hair is magic + all the magic is done with ears/noses #ponies with excessive amounts of magic usually have growths on their foreheads (unicorns) or eyes (the twinkle eye bitches) #there are ways to artificially enhance your control over magic (most notably tatoos which only heighten control over what the tatoo is of) #(which is why cutie marks are practically a cultural necessity. you usually choose one as a teenage coming of age thing) #(the ones babies have are temorary and pretty weak and just exist to fuck around and find out/let the kids explore their options) #((i might change my headcanons on this so cutie marks are actually natural but im proud of the hypothetical idea) #most babies we see are genetic clones but ponies can reproduce sexually #sea ponies are a relatively newly evolved species (if you can even say that about a species. theyre been here thousands of years) #and they're only semi-aquatic as babies. kind of. they have a separate air breathing respiratory system and water breathing one #and as bebs theyre still learning to use each one selectively so they need to gradually ease into the water over years so they dont drown #or maybe im wrong ive been reading the box descriptions for hours but its been forever since i watched the series #all i remember about the series is that not having a shadow makes you all kinds of sick #and that you call upon the seaponies when youre in destr-

[medicinemane]

Actually there is one thing I may legit start doing once I have my social anxiety a bit better tamped down on is when someone's telling me how their kid's just kind of a bum who doesn't have a job and hangs out in their room all day (why the fuck are you telling a stranger, once it was a nurse telling me this stuff and it's like... that's real messed up you're badmouthing your kid to a patient)

I think I'm gonna try and hit them with a "sounds to me like they may be depressed" (cause... it does)

Gonna take some work to feel like dealing with this stuff, but... I think I need to start basically trying to sound sympathetic to the parent, while also reframing it as "it sure sounds like they're struggling and could really use some support right now"

Cause once again... that is literally what it sounds like to me

You fools, you've got no idea you're talking to a fucking worthless loser. I will always go to bat for the isolated fuck up who can't get a job, cause that's just me. Don't bad mouth your kid to someone that's got more in common with you kid than with you, I know what it feels like to be in that situation, I'll always go to bat for them and think you're being a cry baby and need to grow up and actually parent

#shout out to the dental assistant who was like 'oh... you're 25? you've got plenty of time; I know you'll figure this out' #as opposed to they hygienist who was like 'oh you can't afford this toothbrush? maybe you should move back in with your mom' #like... what the fuck lady? you say that shit to a literal patient? ...you think that's good business #meanwhile the first lady... just can't express how much people like that mean to the world #I will always work to be a 'you're doing alright kid' kind of person rather than a critical jackass #and maybe some day I can work to lean on parents to make them feel a bit guilty about shitting on their kid instead of supporting them #cause they 100% should feel guilty #'but I feed them and I put a roof over their head'; yeah... that's called being a parent; that's bare minimum #I fucking do the same for my mom; and it sucks still playing parent; but even I manage to avoid guilting her #and I never had a kid; yet I'm pulling that off #you did... you can get on my level #and it's so sad you're not on my level when I'm fucking pathetic #you letting a loser be better than you? you've got less manners than some scum? #that's pretty fucking weak; that's my mom's parents tier stuff #and they were always feuding with a literal child and being made to look like fools when their plan always fucking failed #like... good job; you tricked a kid into eating banana despite not like it... and then they didn't like it and you looked dumb #that's who you people look like when you complain about your kids #I'm not saying raising a kid is easy; do I look like I want to do it? #but I'm saying once they're here... they kind of get priority now #and you never ever get to call them a burden #cause you had them; it's 100% your fault they're here; you have a duty now and you don't get to complain about them #now it can be a hard task; and you can be like... man... it's fucking killing me doing what needs to be done... it's a lot to deal with #but you don't get to treat them like a burden #...eh... I've got feelings on this #and the feelings are mostly just being pissed off about it