JJK men x ftm!reader // how they help with gender dysphoria
-!! CW: dysphoria (obviously) , depression , slight body worship, body horror
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s. gojo
(the entire care package)
ᯓ★ really does not care about your body or whether or not it aligns with the traditional 'male' or 'female'
ᯓ★ as for dysphoria, he's pretty quick to pick up on a shift in your mood. gojo is far from stupid, and being around you so much has made it easy for him to recognize changes in behavior
ᯓ★ ESPECIALLY after geto, gojo absolutely despises watching you spiral. the way you avoid reflective surfaces, the way you seem to fold in on yourself, how you begin to become adamant about bathing, the way you continue to keep layering clothing, hoodie after hoodie, even in the summer heat.
ᯓ★ after geto, gojo is determined to never stand aside and witness the mental decay of someone he cares about. he can't do this again. maybe if he had been more insistent with geto he would have stayed, maybe if he was more insistent with your health things would be different
ᯓ★ and he was, -- he'd notice and immediately check in with you if he saw things going south. you will not be able to get this man off of you, he will be attached 24/7.
ᯓ★he would NOT let you neglect your physical health: he'd make sure you ate, that you were sleeping properly. if he'd notice you'd been in the bathroom for a while, or were stuck looking at your reflection, he'd check on you, hold you, snap you out of whatever mental spiral was occurring
ᯓ★ he'd be on top of binder breaks: gojo would make sure you give your ribs time to breathe. he hates watching you destroy yourself just to feel like you belong in your own body :(( he'd also be more than happy to give you some of his clothes, -- access to his whole wardrobe in fact. he looooves seeing you all cozy and swallowed up in his big baggy clothing and he's so freakishly large that all his clothing would instantly obscure your figure in the folds. the fact that its his clothing that brings you a sense of comfort makes him so unbelievably happy
ᯓ★ man's is rich rich, like pay rate through the roof. you'd have full access to any medical gender-affirming care and gojo would be more than happy to pay for it. he'd throw money at you anyway, he loves spending on you <3
ᯓ★ periods: he finally has an excuse to buy extra sweets. sugar makes everything better, right?? he'd go out and buy an unholy amount of candy and other sweet thing. chocolates, pastries, everything. they're all for you, and if you won't eat them then he certainly will
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s. geto
(body worship)
𐙚˖° he'd deify you in his cult, his darling lover
𐙚˖° he loves you and nothing changes that, -- at least you're not a jujutsu-less monkey (right?)
𐙚˖° geto would eternalize you forever in his worshippers, you were their god, -- and a god transcended the planes of gender and sex. your body is his temple
𐙚˖° he'd make you, and everyone else, see the beauty of your body, -- regardless of how horrible your skin made you felt. there was beauty in this suffering. he'd commission paintings and statues and tapestries and a bunch of other stuff, all depicting you for what you truly were-- heavenly.
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f. toji
(non-sexual showering)
‧₊ ᵎᵎ ✮ toji loves to take showers with you.
‧₊ ᵎᵎ ✮ he loves how physically intimate it is, how vulnerable both parties are
‧₊ ᵎᵎ ✮ early in the morning before work, late at night when he comes back. especially after a particularily hard assignment, -- he'd trudge back home at the stroke of midnight, shivering, and coated in blood,-- a majority of it not his. he can't wait to just strip off those wet, tight clothes and hop into the nice warm shower. he loves the rhythmic fall of the water, how it feels hitting his back, flowing over his countless scars. loves the way you softly trace his muscles, drawing intricate shapes into his skin as you massage his scalp with shampoo.
‧₊ ᵎᵎ ✮ helps momentously if you struggle with personal hygiene. never once does he let you feel anything short of handsome :3
‧₊ ᵎᵎ ✮ he especially loves it when you let him scrub you with soap. he's so gentle, running his large, warm hands over every inch of your body, cooing how beautiful, -- how perfect you are:
"My beautiful baby"
"There's my boy, my gorgeous boy"
"Look at you, so handsome..."
"My babyboy..."
(+ there's a 90% chance he has bigger boobs than you--)
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mahito
(he tried)
𝗓 𐰁˚𖦹 he'd meld your flesh into a nice big meatball and birth a curse -- don't gotta worry about dysphoria then :3
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r. sukuna
(the surgeon)
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ he'd re-arrange your guts <3 (literally)
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ like he'll actually lay you on a table and just start tearing into your flesh, splash around in your blood and other bodily fluids, and give you a nice live bisection
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ he'll dig around in there for a while, maybe move some things around, just to mess with you, -- reversing your intestines, turning your living inside out, overall having the time of his life, -- like a lil' kid playing in the dirt and digging up rocks and worms. except, - the dirt is your flesh and the rocks are your organs
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ most importantly, he'd rip your uterus out (romantically)
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ that's right, he'll eliminate the source of all your problems, no more period cramps for you! (because he's just a nice guy like that)
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ then, after he digs it out from the layers of meat and skin, pulling it out and feeling it around in his hand, -- he'll eat it :3
౨ৎ ⋆ ˚ nom nom
+ diy free bottom surgery
++ free top surgery if he uses cleave / dismantle
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Yan mahito, maybe?
tbh i dont like him a lot :(( BUT ANYTHING FOR YOU >:D
mahito is sadistic and playful and youre innocent and playful so what a perfect match right???
nah this man loves keeping you to himself and you? you like making friends and playing in parks... sooo what a problem right?
once you went to the park with him giddily running to the swings as mahito was glaring at bystanders for looking at you i mean why are they looking at you? you're not theres you're his
quickly hopping on a swing mahito runs over with a playful smirk and pushes you happily as you go higher... and higher... and higher you forgot that you were scared of heights for a second but as soon as you looked down my GOD you quite literally jumped which caused you to fall face down on the wood chips (aww poor you :((()
he thought it was funny though.... he laughed as you were just flat on the ground slowly getting you, you glanced at his face which is now full on he he ha ha-ing at you, "like a bully" you thought
of course you were embarrassed there were now kids staring at you just worried and them being kids ran over to you to ask if you were ok
"Miss! Are you ok?"
one boy asked
"Do you need a bandage miss?"
another girl asked handing you a hello kitty bandaid from her little backpack
"Stop bullying her! You meanie!"
another boy said glaring at the blue haired male twice his height
and of course mahito being mahito immediately went silent why? because his ass was jealous of the kids who were helping you and how you were smiling now
he glares at the children
"You see~ She doesn't need your help! She's all fine she is just a little stupid and clumsy!"
they didn't like that answer and completely ignored him while still comforting you
mahito didn't like that he pulled you up basically over his shoulder as he looked back down to the children and smirked at them and just straight up sauntered away with you just confused on his shoulder
.....omg im so sorry i just re-read this piece of shit and my lord im confusing as hell :D but i rlly didn't know what to write :((
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