#LMAO I RETHEMED MY BLOG

[lvc13l]

writing under the cut, have fun lovelys

(Warning for MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR TALKS OF S/H, and this is a way to vent for me, don’t read if uncomfortable)

“Why Doesn’t This Hurt”

People harm themselves for many reasons.

The pain in the body quiets the pain in the mind…even if only for a little while.

Some feel as though they need to punish themselves to make up for the pain they cause to those around them.

Others do it as a way to help regulate emotions.

Then there are those who start just because they’re curious.

They want to know how it feels and why those who start get addicted.

They don’t see why it’s so addicting

“It’s pain, it feels bad! Why would anyone like this and do it so often”?

Then they do it again.

Just to make sure they aren’t going crazy!

They know they can stop at any time.

But they do it again..?

And again…

Suddenly they can’t stop

The pain starts to feel good

The pain starts to feel right…

It doesn’t hurt anymore.

They understand now.

They understand why the people who were hurt choose to hurt themselves more.

They understand why people crave the feeling of the blade on their skin

They understand the love for seeing the blood slowly pool out of their open wound

They understand the feeling of seeing a bruise from after hitting yourself in that one spot over and over and over until it turns purple.

Please, god, don’t be like me

Don’t try to understand.

#luci’s lovelys^.^ #poetry #writing #vent #MAJOR TW #LMAO I RETHEMED MY BLOG #have fun #I’m so bad w tags

[fairy-grotto]

I am rethemeing my blog, stand by. It is still me lmao

[gillipopmoji]

going off anon bc my blog retheme is done lmao (i was embarrassed abt it before awdjawkl ) i was the anon with the two most recent wordmoji asks and you did AMAZING I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!

AAA tysm :D /g i love hearing this hjvwdklj

#not an emoji

[trenchcoatsbi]

Also very unrelated but my mem ask has been eating dust for a but already lmao /nm

(Also hello papa!!! Sending u hugs!!)

-(cannon divergent llulah anon) jaiden qsmp⭑

YEYA i nees to work on blog retheme and then i can get ask game up haha sorry

#tom posts #llulah anon #ill work on it a bit when i get home #might take a while though i need to do smth before i get home #im in class rn #so wifi bad

[witchembrace-a]

i'll get the rest of the tags later, i need more sleep rn more than anything lol, also debating on yeeting small text again as well as retheming my blog again. looks at upper moon nezuko lmao

#<< out of arrows // out of character >>

[icharchivist]

The Eternals brainrot has spread to even your blog now lmao

Anyway, speaking of, I went through Sweltering Eternal Getaway and it doesn't seem as though Siete ever addresses Narmaya directly, which, rude, c'mon, but he just calls Silva by her name. No suffix

So yeah, she's part of the family as far as he's concerned

I figured i should retheme considering how the Eternals is all we're talking about 😎 (besides if opening my blog to the ask button gets Siete anon to pause because Siete is on the banner i win.)

And ooooh i see i see!

smh Siete you should talk to Narmaya more.

but for Silva, that's so cute. Thank you Siete for having adopted her so well.

also while looking into my Eternal files i found this again:

The Eternals fully adopted Silva in their group, this is so cute to me.

#ichareply #ichafantalks gbf #anonymous

[albatrossinabottle]

yo! sunny, blog runner, here, lmao

considering retheming this blog a tad bit toward it being more so for everyone on the albatross! i just wanna try my hand at everyone else on the side too lmao

and also not just have it as an ask blog! ive made a few posts like this already but i wanna make it more of just a general roleplay blog too for the fun of it

i know this blog doesnt have a big following like at all but i wanna have some fun with it when it does get some, albeit rare, attention.

let me know what you guys think! i personally think it would be fun to broaden my rage of characters :)

thanks for reading, if you did, lmao

-sunnylyrics

#☀️ sunrise sundown

[dani-the-toad]

HAVING TWO BLOGS WITH SASHA ICONS RN IS SO HARD BUT I AM NOT CHANGING MY ACTIONS I AM STUBBORN

#IT WAS JUST AS BAD WHEN I HAD TWO MASARU ICON BLOGS BUT NOW IM GETTING THAT BLOG MIXED UP WITH MY MAIN INSTEAD OF AESTHETIC 💔 #its fine lmao i am a.) too stubborn and b.) just rethemed that one and it can only be changed once a year max #sasha said Violence #toad rambles

[bisexual-ashe]

fuuuuuck i dont know what to do? like. tua is a hyperfixation. im gonna be in this for a long time. hell, i was in dbh for 2 FUCKING YEARS. and now i’m completely fucking obsessed with five, chances are its gonna be the same.

and part of me like. wants to move onto that? like. wants to move away from dbh a bit. i still like it. i still fucking love connor. but GOD i have been dying for a new hyperfixation for so damn long and now i just wanna go all in-

so do i just. do it? do i retheme my blog? and just. become a majority five stan blog now?? and just. let dbh take the back seat? cos i kinda do wanna do that. but at the same time i’m still. just attached to my user and my avatar and shit.

like i wouldn’t DITCH dbh. i’d still post stuff related to it. tua is just taking over my life now, and i wanna let it honestly lmao

#like #do i do it #do i become a full time five stan #and just #renovate my blog? #i want to move away from dbh #but also dont #if you get me? #hhhhh decisions #fuck it i might just do it #but AAAAAA I DONT KNOW #jump speaks

[viraldoll]

decided to retheme my blog to dejiko instead since i never actually got into sailor moon LMAO i’ll be making a new banner thats less of an eyebleed too (i will be keeping transcripts under cuts on new posts just in case though!)

#viral talks