#LISTEN im rewatching st and im remembering the tragedy of billy lemme be-

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Confession I'm currently thinking of aroace Billy. No reason I just think it'd be neat if the constantly sexualized character just. Was not actually into that.

#LISTEN im rewatching st and im remembering the tragedy of billy lemme be- #im not an apologist. i know his actions are wrong obviously. #but like. he never had the chance to learn to be good because his utter shit dad. how can i blame him for being what he was shown? #and honestly. hes like. 18 when he dies. yeah hes an adult but like. hes also kind of a kid. he had the chance to learn and grow. #his childhood was just Trauma so honestly? i wouldnt be surprised if mentally he was more like. 13. #i sure know if i hadnt had any intervention when i had it i would also have turned into a violent asshole. #if i hadnt had that support i wouldnt know there was a different way to be. how can i blame billy when he has 0 support ever? #anyways. i dont stan him but i understand him and find him fascinating and also a little sad. #not because he was in any way a good person. he wasnt #but he could have been. if he wasnt traumatized to the fucking moon and back. or had ONE good person to support him. #well that turned into an entire essay #posting about the prick #billy #billy hargrove #aroace billy hargrove #aro billy hargrove #ace billy hargrove #stranger things