#It is 6:30 am and I have not slept

[floydsteeth]

I love how within three days I went from

"I need to draw I need to draw!!" *draws too much in one day and burns out really bad*

To, crying at the sight of my sketchbook

#Now I have artblock #yippee 👍 #I'm still gonna work on the modern au because I refuse to drop it anytime soon especially over art block #I might just work more on like #Headcannons and not drawing related stuff having to do with au's #I have no idea what I'm talking about #It is 6:30 am and I have not slept #Granted I woke up at 4pm #But the sleep problem might be the cause of my art problems #Hmmmm maybe #I'm gonna just make a list of things I think the characters would dl or like #So I can draw them later #Currently I have two things I think though #Gilbert was/is into homestuck #You cannot change my mind #And alter Keith gets frequent piercings without telling other keith #And other Keith will consistently take them out if they are face piercings #because he doesn't want to come off as scary #I want pop #And like an unreasonable amount of fruit

[yukipri]

If work sets a meeting at the wrong time for morning of the next day and no one catches it but me until less than 5 hours before (because I'm the nocturnal fool who doesn't sleep), I should not be obligated to wake up in time for the "early" meeting time that was not set, and should be allowed to sleep until the afternoon time the calendar says the meeting's at...

#YukiPri rambles #i was too honest a fool and mentioned it to my co-worker #Hey all I sometimes feel the need to shout into the void and I'd been using Twitter for that #but Luke Skywalker said don't go on Twitter today #so I'm not on Twitter and trying to wean myself off of it #so here I am instead! You're welcome and I'm sorry lmao #it's past 6:30 AM and no i did not just wake up i have not slept yet. But given i've been staying up till 9~10 AM recently...

[britneyshakespeare]

screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv

#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS #i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts #i am only in the middle of episode six #last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes #and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly #i NEVER sleep like that #it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber #do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early? #depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me #going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf #which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful #i constantly wake up during the night etc. #tales from diana #a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show! #by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night #wouldnt that be great! #anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz

[emdotcom]

Status update! I'm still fucking tired, & i still have no money

#gale chatter #the 29th is so far away. i lucked out & found a 10 dollar bill so MAYBE i can afford gas until then #i am working a lot to not get paid at all #my body is actively flushing away all my energy & trying to kill me #so i need to go to a doctor. but i barely have gas money do you really think i can afford a doctor visit rn #if there is a bill or auto payment somewhere i forgot to stop i am fucked #anyways. time to clock in now #i slept 14 hours today & 14 hours the day before #but i am bleeding away so much that i am. still fucking tired #i woke up at 6:30 & taking the time to eat & shower robbed away what little time i had before i needed to go #every fun thing i do is a rush #bc i need to leave in an hour or so #vent #negative

[ace-with--a-mace]

the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous

#not even ab christmas gifts and stuff its likr #idk obvi its christmas ppl will post their hauls but its like damn? more than 3 items person?? #every year i get a pair of pjs and something practical. not that im complaining because its shit i use but #we dont make gift lists. we arent asked and arent allowed to want stuff so idk how to ask for it. then ppl ik have 30 plus items of junk an #i donr care ab presents because im a hoarder who doesnt use my shit but they have families who know of their interests #who talk to them everyday and go out of their way to converse. i don't even know my brothers fav color. my mother doesnt know my fav food. #me and my grandma say at most 6 words a day cuz of a language barrier and my father is a baby who doesnt reach out first #i eent to a friends house 2 dsys ago snd the whole family was chatting and the house was so lively and homey #then i go home and nobody says a word to each other. idk what code everyone has that im missing but oh my god im so jealous #im jealous of their relationships their freedom their partners the amount they spend their friendships their personalities #i want to be like them. i want to be them. but im me and the most i said to mom on christmas day was merry Christmas. then get yelled at #l speaks #shut up l #ranting in the tags because i can #its like god took his time making their lives as close to perfect as possible then went to me and was like ehh #he made me odd and offputting enough to make me different then made me 'normal' enough to not raise any flags #then put me in the most virtually normal home environment that at its core is fucked #but idk. its 5 am i havent slept in 2 days merry Christmas happy new year. #posts that couldve gone in the notes app

[miserye]

Good morning everyone jet lag beat my ass

#chatterye #I have no words #I woke up and I was like #why is it still dark #I was like no way I slept all day #I slept at like 5 am #it’s 6:30 pm

[whoa-where-did-the-pancakes-go]

What if I just don't sleep. What then.

#it is 11:01 and i just finished taking a shower that was supposed to have been taken at 9:30 #look. unless someone (steve usually) forces me to go to bed i will not despite knowing i will be complaining the entire day #“im soooi tiiiiired” well maybe its cause you only slept 6 hours you fucking microwave oven #ik its recommended for teens to get about 10 hours of sleep but if the school system wanted me to be healthy they should not make an entire- #-essay due in three days and maybe consider letting kids have more than 10 days absent or even not starting the day at 8 am what about that #huh??? huh??? wisconsin school system i have a complaint to make #see i get 6 hours of sleep. 7 hours at school. that leaves me 11 hours for personal stuff and a good four of those are spent eating and- #-doing chores and talking to family etc etc. so i get about 7 hours to myself add in showering homework and laying on the floor sobbing #and ive got like 5 and a half hours of free time so excuse me if i like to. yk. do thingsand maybe im not getting the recommended 10 hours #- of sleep. #im regan thank you for coming to my speech i wrote it in 10 minutes it is now 11:12 goodnight of youre going to bed if not? #join me in being a fucking goddamn disaster all the time :)

[merevide]

just spent the whole fucking day. wasted the whole day. SLEEPING.

#it’s like. so over. like i just slept for 6 entire hours. why. #i’m like ok! i will nap! and then boom i basically get a full nights worth of sleep. #the worst part about it is i’m still fucking tired. and i just remembered i have school in like. a week. bye #i don’t even wanna do anything. i still wanna sleep. but i also don’t want to sleep. why am i wasting a perfectly good day #<- i say as if i do anything important or noteworthy on an average day anyway #not even this first time this has #happened either.’why #idk why i feel like this i probs should be sleeping more. i’m on break. but i feel like i just wasted time #like it’s 4:30 it should not be 4:30 #my text

[chryseis]

I've never been part of a bar opening until now, but the past week has been very fun and SO stressful lmao

#and exhausting i slept until 10:30 this morning and i usually wake up at 6 am #it's very fun and flattering to have been hired but i'm also so happy to be off tonight #i finished that fic so i'm painting my nails and watching yellowjackets

[warden-melli]

Gonna try drawing a short haired Melli tomorrow. Will chaos erupt? Will the world end? Will I forget to do this entirely? Stay tuned to find out

#pokemon legends arceus #pokemon #warden melli #pokemon melli #melli speaks #it’s 6:30 am and once again I have not slept yet #so I’m gonna fight the urge to draw this now and wait until *tomorrow*

[ritahayworrth]

good morning happy hopefully eeaao sweep everyone 

#this better be worth me waking up at 6:30 am #especially when i could have slept in some more #Oscars 2023

[contained-mess]

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#wonder if there's a relationship between caffeine sensitivity and adhd severity bc bro #it's 6:30 am and I have not slept #after half a medium latte at around noon #got a lot done tho

[chateautae]

hELP THE MNET SHOW WAS SO BEAUTIFUL IM SOBBING

#SQWOSNWQOI I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #YOU COULD SEE HOW EMOTIONAL THEY WERE AFTER FOR YOUTH IM GOING TO TIP MY HAIR OUT #the most beautiful boys ever <333 #time for me to sleep now it's 6:30 am here and i have not slept 🤧 #OKAY BUT NAMJOONS ENDING FAIRY #YOONGI PIANO #ANDODJSIDMSOD #ot7 💫 #the seven stars in my universe #sammy files

[pnuk-r0ck]

Why is it when I’m trying to nap is when people decide to talk to me

#Slept for like 30 minutes(napping is hard for me to do) woke up for 6 discord notifications. #Some we’re tik toks and others from an online friend who comes online once every blue moon #Also had text messages from my mom reminding me about therapy tomorrow #Like girl it’s 4 pm and I have that at 3:30 pm tomorrow I am not going to remember #Like no one was talk to me while I was awake #But apparently when I’m napping people decide it’s the best thing to do #Still tired as shit but too scared to sleep out of fear of more notifications #Victor Speaks

[hellotherepaul]

Nothing like being aware of how pathetic you are while messaging your boyfriend

#overall we are single i mean anton #yeah... idk feeling like shit i have baggage it's fine #just i dont know how to talk to him when like this without being pitiful #and i fucking hate pity #despise it #and every time i get bad he gets sad and i cant do that to him #i stayed up till 6:30 am drunk and venting at a camera feeling like absolute dog shit #tried to pass out #and only slept an hour and a half and now we're here #im actively hurting the entire head by being back on my bullshit but that doesn't exactly help my bullshit now does it #if im fucking manic (which i mean im high energy and not sleeping) then why am i also fucking depressed fuck off #worst of both worlds #hey um like if you fuckinnnn read dear god #i am probably going to delete this in a few hours but jfjfjrjgjrjfjdkdkskskekrjufudhsnfkmskdjfbdjdjd #should note that this is rene no fuckin shit but #i need a tag

[eversncenewyork]

just when i thought i couldn’t have a more interesting sexcapade than london boy

#like not to brag but i feel like the wild child impervious yet kind woman i’ve always meant to be #i’m starting to feel more confident in my sexuality and ability #it’s so fun #so anyway #i was chatting to this guy (J name womp womp) from tinder all day #he was rly nice and v cute and 30 #and he happened to be at a party in my area so i told him he could come by to smoke n talk but i wasn’t guaranteeing a hook up #so he came over and was rly weird and quiet and tired and i was like ??? do u want to leave #anyway we had a frank conversation where i was like ‘ur puzzling me’ and he was like ‘ur giving me mixed signals’ #and then it was rly late and he lives really far away so i said he could stay over #and he was gonna sleep on the couch and i was like don’t be silly sleep in the bed with me #we don’t have to do anything just sleep #cut to: fucking til 6 am #he has the biggest d*ck i’ve encountered and knows how to wield it #and then we laid in bed and smoked and slept and fucked all day and he just left and it’s 10 pm the next day #and besties he lives in a condo on the beach and u bet ur butt i’m going over #he’s so hot too just a lil short but idc so am i #and he killed a centipede for me and fixed my fridge and reprogrammed my remote #and we genuinely laughed a lot #it was rly fun