#Im gonna be stuck here forever

[soulvee-animationz]

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh fuck why why why

#my mom facetimed me and I was like on the fucking verge of tears #I started crying for a bit earlier because I got fucking depressed by being at my dad’s #I’m so scared that my dad can monitor my calls to my mom and records them all #I’m nervous as hell if it looks like I was crying while talking to her then my dad goes back to court and tries to argue that I hate my mom #which I do not #i love my mom #god fuck me I shouldn’t be so nervous about doing simple tasks like this oh god oh fuck I’m worried and scared as hell #I can’t do anything without feeling paranoid or nervous or scared or without wanting to bawl my little eyes out #god I’m so alone here there’s no one here to help it’s just me and my plushies those are my only friends #I’m so fucking alone #no one is going to help #Im gonna be stuck here forever #oh god #vent

[aesthetictrolls]

i have friday off so you know what that means

to do some updatingggggggg

and possibly dump more troll ideas that i dont need but want

#cherry.txt #im gonna be stuck here forever #not like i havent been here since 2014 anyway LMAO

[batw1nggg]

no one understands hesitant alien like a southern raised queer listening to drugstore perfume on a night drive thru their homestate 10 million dead 100 billion misplaced. home is somewhere else but here will always be home. and so on

#im gonna be stuck here forever. i’m gonna miss home when im gone #FLORIDA QUEERS RISE UP !!!!!!! #hesitant alien #gerard way

[orpheuslament]

i need to stop looking at apartments that im never gonna be able to afford on God

#im so sad i feel like im gonna be stuck here forever lmao #tbd

[angellurgy]

man i havent felt this strongly about killing myself in months

#theres no way out #im like. stuck? #it feels like no one on here could ever want me or even engage with me #im not jealous i just. they have better people #better mutuals. people who arent me. because i am just the worst #no one could ever wanna flirt w me or else everyone will see how gross u r for interacting w me #no one sees me as anything but an annoying fucking dog #maybe i want ppl to see me as a good dog. to actually treat me like more than shit or more than just an animal. ik im animal but #god im gonna be alone on here forever. im sorry i dont know how to talk ig #no one could ever 'want' or 'like' me huh. i dont think anyone who wasnt a stranger has had a crush on me like. ever in my fucking life #i wanna be smth ppl like. ik thats stupid but no one fucking likes me!!!! they like my posts but no ones interested in me #whats the fucking point

[todayisafridaynight]

call me majima the way i miss makoto so fucking much <- i am talking about a hibachi restaurant near me that shut down years ago. and i miss makoto makimura

#snap chats #makoto was too good for this series now we're stuck with bitchass makoto (date) (my wife) #omg date.... i love date so much its been a while since i reminded all of you he's my wife forever #OH BUT I JUST REMEMEBRED SHE'S GONNA BE IN LAD8. ALLEGEDLY. GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE !!! IM SO EXCITED #anyways NO LISTEN TO MEEEE we had a hibachi place called makoto Because Im Starting To Realize Makoto Is The JP Equivalent To John #not even what the hell is a gender-neutral english name... w/e dont care anyway #SOOOOO good the food was AMAZING and the atmosphere was PERFECT and i loved going there just to be alone or for my bday.. #gen the best place ever the only hype-worthy place where i live and it shut down due to covid and i havent been the same since :(((( #anyway this is the only time ill relate to majima..... i understand you now i miss her every day of my life..... #covid took everything from me <- restaurants i actually like because i live in the middle of buttfuck nowhere #we used to have this like. car-themed restaurant that sold THE BEST wings ever oh my ffffUCKING god #ill never get over their KBBQ-dusted wings... literal heaven i wouldve been a wing addict had the place not shutdown..

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

im the kid in the backseat asking are we there yet and also the parent in the frontseat who has lost the map but im sure we're really almost there like i know what the street looks like and i think ive seen this shop before it's somewhere around here im really very sure of it

#and ive been here for a month but it's fine im fine it's fine #just have to finish 6 more chapters and im done with this fic aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #wasvery productive today i fixed a bunch of scenes i'd been stuck on forever #tomorrow i'll finish 13&14 im soooo close damn it #we're at 82.001 words now #im gonna finish it i just wish it was done already #but im gonna do it #i can doit

[bigolgay]

GUYSGUYSGUYSGUYS I FOUND A TIKTOK THATS SO FOR ME I CANNOT HANDLE IT I JUST JIGGED AROUND MY KITCHEN SK HAPPILY BECAUS EOH MY GOD

IVE ALWAYS HATED IT BUT NOW PRETTY PERSON SAYS IT CUTE SO NOW I DONT HATE AND OMG IM SO HAPPY HEHEHEHEHEH

I’ve watched it so many times now.

I’m literally acting like she said it directly to my face. I’m straight blushing bro what the hell.

Heheheheheh they think I’m cute and adorable and I’m gonna be riding off this high for the next 3 months. Be ready.

#like not to get sad #but I hate smiling in pictures because of it because it looks so silly to me #(silly face and closed mouth smiler right here folks💪💪💪) #and like I’m over 16 so I don’t get free dental care anymore and braces are… oh so expensive #so I was like kind of accepting I’d be stuck with it forever #BUT SHE THINKS ITS CUTE #THIS YEAR HAS BEEN WILD #FOR LIKE THINGS THAT USED TO BIG INSECURITIES OF MINE AND THEN TK FOND OUT THAT SOME PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE????? WHAT. #anyway #I’m gonna keep watching this now #this is probably the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me ever and she didn’t even say it to me #(although yesterday someone said that stars reflected off of the water reminds them of me and that was… good lawd. my heart😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨) #im gonna sob #actually no #I’m gonna sit on my kitchen floor and rewatch this video and blush to myself🫣🥲 #who threw the tennis ball!?!🎾

[ganja-hq]

Insane that I'm about to turn 25 and my brain has not developed since like 14

#ganja talks #i feel like i'm gonna be stuck like this forever #it's cute now but what about in my 30s? 40s? am I gonna be 50 still unable to function like an adult? #im not even being teehee quirky here i genuinely shouldn't be trusted to keep myself alive because i CAN'T #i never developed a proper filter or a sense of danger or a survival instinct or the ability to regret #my executive functioning is genuinely at the level of a toddler #i barely even have object permanence #if my parents didn't exist or didn't have the resources they do I'd probably be dead in my apartment rn #just died because i forgot to eat or drink water #im completely apathetic to this too like it kinda bothers me but i don't do anything about it because there's no will to do that #one day I'll have no one in my life and then i will waste away #melt into my bed #ill be found because the apartment smells like death

[anotherpapercut]

my baby canines never fell out and my adult ones grew in behind them when I was like 11 and apparently the baby ones are just gonna fuckin break and fall out if I don't have them removed and have my other teeth moved over and up with 2 yrs of braces. this will cost at least around $6800

anyway did you guys know that most insurances only cover braces for minors?

#im literally never going to be able to leave this state #genuinely dont know what im gonna do. i guess just set up a payment plan and resign myself to being stuck here forever #if only my mother had taken me to the dentist more than 2 fucking times in my entire 17 years with her #and if only one of those 2 times i had been given this fucking information

[sandersinabox]

Not to be a downer on main buuuuuut

#my life sucks so much constantly and i really can never catch a break #and its been recently so bad after i got laid off and got my new job a few months ago #im just trying to catch one break but honestly it doesnt fucking matter #im just gonna live in my parents house forever because ill never be able to afford to leave #and also ill be forever alone which idk i kinda reconciled recently that im never going to have another partner ever again #so yeah idk i just really hate it here i wish everything was different but im just kinda stuck in this shithole #and there's a bunch of other things going on too but ya know #cant complain about them all

[salstini]

What My Bones Know by Stephanie Foo.

Definitely NOT the kind of book I should be reading while I still live with my parents.

#I seriously cannot stand them like my face is heating up from containing my anger at them #my FUCKING arrogant father #i feel betrayed lowkey and trapped in my life again #and i realize FUCK my whole life is. Here i thought i was gonna break free after my diploma #in the end i’m falling right into the hole they’d dug out for me #the hole i digged for myself #and im gonna be trapped forever in an unfulfilling life #bc i wasnt able…. i didn’t take advantage of the opportunity to free myself #my whole life is gonna be exactly as they wanted and exactly as they choose #and im gonna be fucking miserable forever like WHATS THE POINT ANYMORE #i wouldnt be surprised if one day they’re just like ‘oh we found a nice girl for you to marry btw is that okay’ and i’ll be beaten down #and too depressed to say anything but ‘okay whatever’ #i feel so trapped and stuck in this fucking AAAAAA #will talks #vent #willreads

[ghost-with-a-teacup]

when you need to pee but theres a girl asleep on you 💀

#I NEED TO PEEEEEEEE #i'm gonna be stuck here forever #im hungry #grrr

[woohoolalo]

me abandoning ts4 to become an our life blog now that the Derek dlc has dropped

#this is a joke we all know im never leaving #this is like my fourth simblr I'm stuck here forever #im also not actually gonna be posting anything from it either but I'm really excited to go play it !!! #our life is one of my favoritest games ever i don't even wanna trash talk it like i do with sims!!! #flower.txt #non sims

[forursmiles]

i found like 5 quotes that are perfect for kimchay and 2 for vegaspete. now i just need the energy to make these

#im forever gonna be stuck on #kinnporsche #cuz no other dramas has made me this excited!!! even after it's done airing so #we out here making unnecessary gifset edits #lahari

[placeinthisworld]

okay i’m making some tea and plugging in my heating pad and then answering my dms and inbox im sorry ive been so busy the last two weeks starbucks is falling apart and apparently im the only person who can work 🥴

#personal #i’ve covered two stores this week and now i’m covering another one next week #and that’s what i’m aware of so far god knows what’s gonna happen next week that i’ll have to cover for #i hate my job but now i have more context i know im probably kid stuck here forever bc of pay/ benefits/ schedules soooo i will learn #how to suck it up