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kgyeomiex · 10 months
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Diamond & Regrets
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“Sometimes people leave before we’re done needing them.”
Humiliation is what you’ve experience… You had two options either fight through it or let it go and start over. You did what you thought was best and decided to start over… You were tired of looking like the bad guy because of the decisions you make. For once everything was working in your favor until the past comes back and bit you in the ass. Is there anyway you can ever move on or is there a reason behind this?
*Trying something new and adding gifs throughout the story*
Previous story: Just For A Little Bit (M) Part 1
Previous Chapter: Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4
Part 5
MASTERLIST
Your Point of View
To be honest you weren't sure whether telling Jiyong that you spent time with Mino today was important... You two don't hold secrets, but you were afraid that if you were to briefly mention this minor detail it will blow out of proportion.
You looked at him and debated with yourself...
Maybe it's best if you do mention it regardless if it's a big deal or not. It's better if he hears it come out of your mouth than someone else.
"What did you do today?" You asked as Jiyong continued to drive looking directly at the road.
"I have been running back and forth with meetings, I was getting ready to run out of there." Jiyong has been telling you about his intention of possibly coming out with a new solo album but he's still in the process of putting everything together before doing so.
"Have you started to work on any new songs," you ask him. He glanced over at you and smiled.
"Of course, I have 2 new songs written already,"
"When will I be able to hear them," you ask, and he just smiles.
"Soon... Maybe."
you glanced over and noticed the small notebook he keeps for his song lyrics sitting there in front of you. Even though you were beyond curious to see what he's been working on, you were going to wait until he showed you the final product.
"How about you? How was your day? Tell me all about it," there was no way you couldn't mention Mino as part of your day... After all, you did spend time with him.
The last thing you wanted was for him to find out about this information from anyone else.
"Well, I was taking advantage today and used my time to shop. However, I couldn't get much shopping done because before I knew it, I suddenly bumped into Jihoon and Mino, and they asked if I wanted to go out and eat with them. I couldn't be rude, so I went out to eat with them, we went to the bar for a little but now here I am," you said as you stretched over to hold his hand.
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He glanced over at you and nodded his head.
"Well, I'm glad that there isn't going to be any awkward tension if I take you to more parties," Jiyong says and you just nod your head.
To be honest this wasn't the reaction you were expecting to come out of Jiyong. For some odd reason, you were kind of hoping he would have been bothered at least a little by the idea of Mino and you hanging out...
The only reason you wished he would have shown a little more of a reaction is because you wanted that reassurance that he likes you... But you know what, maybe it's better he doesn't show that he's bothered. He must trust you and that's all that matters.
"Well, you already know my views on parties," you reminded Jiyong and he smiled.
"I'll change your mind eventually,"
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"We will see about that," you said smiling and he smiled in return.
Maybe Jiyong being unbothered about the situation is for the best? Did you want a jealous boyfriend again? Look what happened between Mino and you...
After comforting yourself you suddenly felt relieved that this relationship was different. 
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After being out the whole day, you were finally back at home. As you walked over to your bedroom, you dropped off your keys on your nightstand. As you were about to remove your coat, you stopped and looked over at the collection of vinyl.
It's weird...
Before you even went to that party, these vinyl’s did not affect you. To be honest you had forgotten that vinyl’s were something Mino and you used to share. But after seeing him buy more... The memory of the two of you going shopping for vinyl began to appear in your head. How the two of you would play your favorite album, lay in bed and talk, laugh, and absorb the music that was playing in the background.
You weren't necessarily missing Mino, but the memories the two of you hold were suddenly revisiting your mind. It's inevitable to prevent yourself from being some type of way.
All that's in the past, it doesn't matter anymore. You were in a whole new relationship... At least you think it's a relationship. Jiyong hasn't technically asked you to be his girlfriend officially...
You shook your head and ignored your thoughts.
You looked at yourself in the mirror and touched your cheek. Instead of overthinking like you usually do, you should probably relax, have a self-care day, and mask it... Yeah, that sounds like a great idea.
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One thing about you is if you miss breakfast, and you remain the rest of the day hungry, you happen to be one of the crankiest people on this planet. If you don't eat you catch yourself getting ready to fight everyone and everything.
Even though you were running late to head to your office, you didn't care. Right now, the only thing you were worried about is making sure you got your morning coffee and some kind of bagel, a sandwich... SOMETHING.
You walked into your favorite coffee shop and luckily since you have become a regular, one of the workers took one look at you and started to prepare your usual order.
At this point, they should just have your picture on the wall.
You felt your phone vibrate. You pull out your phone from your pocket and there you see your assistant already calling.
Should you pick up the phone? Maybe it's something important?
Just as you were about to answer, you don't know what made you look around the cafe but when you did, you took one look to your right, and you spotted a familiar face.
Maybe if you look away you won't get noticed...
Nope...
You were spotted.
It was Jinhwan. You have no problem with him whatsoever. You just didn't know what to expect anytime you encountered him and that was the only thing that had you worried.
As you tried looking away, from the corner of your eye you noticed him approaching you. You decided to completely ignore your phone call and wait till Jinhwan approached you.
As he caught up, you looked over at him and smiled.
“Hey,”
“I knew it was you. I wasn’t sure for a second” Jinhwan says as he caught up and you smiled.
“I thought the same thing when I saw you.” Lies, you knew it was him.
“Well, I’m glad I ran into you. I wanted to ask you something” You were slightly scared of what his question was going to be, but you nodded your head.
“What’s up?”
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He looked over at you and smiled.
"Well, I know this is probably weird for me to ask out of the blue especially since we haven't had an opportunity to catch up... But I am having a birthday party tomorrow night in Octagon. I was going to invite Jiyong but now that you're here I was hoping you can let him know and the both of you come along."
You already weren't much of a party person... But you felt bad to decline such an offer.
"Sounds like a good time... I'll let Jiyong know." Jinhwan smiled.
"Perfect. I hope to see the two of you there," you nodded your head and both exchanged goodbye with one another.
It's amazing how the world works... You went from going MIA to everyone in YG after breaking up with Mino and didn't come across a single soul until you started to date someone else from YG again...
Now you see them left and right... And see them anywhere you go.
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After the day you had, you came straight home and didn't hesitate to get comfortable quick. You grabbed a pair of sweats, a T-shirt, and your slippers. You threw your hair in a bun and sat down on the couch ready to watch a movie until you decided to go to sleep.
Just as you were slowly dozing off the movie you felt your phone vibrate right next to you. As you grabbed a hold of your phone, without looking you answered the phone.
“Hello,” you mumbled into the phone.
“Did I wake you up beautiful?” You hear Jiyong's voice on the other side of the phone.
“No, I was still awake,” you sat up and decided to wake yourself up.
“Babe,” you know he had something to tell you.
“Yes? What’s up?”
“I have to head over to Tokyo for a photo shoot,” well that’s great. You were planning to ask him about Jinhwan's party but now that he can’t seem to make it… what was the point of telling him?
“That’s short notice,” but you weren’t surprised. Jiyong always had events that would occur at the last minute because of his job.
“I know, they told me I have to catch a flight tonight.”
“How long will you be gone?” You asked him and he sighed.
“I think they said a week,” he was going to leave you for a whole week… wonderful.
You weren’t planning on telling Jiyong about Jinhwan's party but for some reason you felt like you were holding a secret back from him. So, although you had no intentions of saying a thing you decided to tell him anyway.
“Oh… I know it’s pointless to tell you now, but this morning I bumped into Jinhwan. He invited both of us down for his birthday party tomorrow night but since you won’t be in town, I’ll just let him know we can’t go,” you said waiting for Jiyong to respond.
To be honest you were expecting him to agree and the conversation to end from there, but you were wrong.
"Why don't you go?" Jiyong encouraged the idea, and you froze.
It's not like Jinhwan was your ex or anything but Jinhwan is friends with Bobby and there is 99.9% that Bobby was going to be at that party. On top of that, you were pretty sure Mino was going to be there as well.
Although you ended the tension with Mino, you still felt like it would be awkward and weird for you to go to an event where you will be in the same room as your ex and someone you had a situationship with.
“Why would I go?" You were curious to hear what Jiyong was going to say.
"Well, why not? Aren't you friends with Jinhwan?" you were still surprised. I was about to comment on your ex being there and Bobby, but you didn’t bother.
To be fair you weren’t even sure that he even knew about Bobby…
“I mean… you know how I feel at parties.”
“Just got for a little. I feel bad I can’t attend but you can go on both of our behaves” You were speechless to see the support you were receiving coming from Jiyong, but you decided what the heck… what could go wrong?
Mino and you have officially cleared the air and then Bobby and you well… That’s a whole other story.
Eventually, you both began to talk about other things until you ended the convo and caught yourself falling asleep. 
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There you were standing in front of Octagon with a gift in your hands.
After Jinhwan invited you to his party you were hesitant about coming. But what did you have to lose? You are all civilized adults who can come together as one and be around one another without wanting to kill each other...
Plus, everything that happened was in the past. You were fortunate enough to clear the air with Mino but not so much with Bobby.
Who knows if Bobby has any hatred toward you... It appears to be only one way because on your end you didn't hate the guy. What happened and there was not a thing you could do about it.
You took a deep breath and walked in.
Neon lights were flashing left and right from all sorts of directions. The music was loud enough to hear the bass go off. You saw many different faces hoping to spot someone you knew.
Just with your luck the first person you happened to spot was Mino at the bar.
You were hoping to find Jihwan, but it was hard when there were people all around... Maybe you should approach Mino and have him help you find Jinhwan.
You slowly made your way to the bar.
As you approached Mino you noticed that he was in the middle of a conversation with one of his members. You were planning to walk off and look for Jinhwan yourself but as you were getting closer, they both stopped talking.
Mino's back was facing you so the person talking to him could see you approaching. As you were there and close to the two his friends looked at you and then at Mino.
"It appears that you have a guest,"
"Guest?" Mino says extremely confused, he looked over his shoulder and you were awkwardly standing there feeling bad for interfering with the conversation.
"Y/N, hey," he stood up from his seat and smiled as he saw you right in front of him.
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"Hey, I hope I'm not interrupting anything," you blurted out and Mino's bandmate Lee Seung-soon shook his head.
"No, not at all! Y/N, right?" He asked and you nodded your head.
This isn't the first time you're meeting Mino's bandmate. When the two of you were exclusive at one point, you met them a few times but never really had much of a conversation with their hectic schedule. It was more like hi and bye and that was about it.
"Yes, I'm surprised you remember," to be honest you were expecting to have to reintroduce yourself to his friends, but it seemed like they remembered exactly who you were.
"Of course! After all, Mino wouldn't shut up about you," after that go blurted out, you glanced over at Mino and noticed his eyes widened at the sudden confession that way.
Mino wouldn't shut up about you? Is this recent or was this when you broke up?
You were becoming slightly curious, but you could see just from Mino's facial expression how uncomfortable he was starting to become. To avoid creating an awkward environment in today's party you just smiled and looked at Lee Seung-soon.
"It's a pleasure to see you again," Mino noticed how you didn't ask any further questions and seemed relieved.
If this was the old you, then you probably would have asked him questions or made remarks to get an answer but that's all in the past. You're with Jiyong and that's all that matters.
"Where is Jiyong?" Mino asks you and you look over at him.
"He had to travel for work, but I am here on behalf of both Jiyong and I... By the way, have you seen Jinhwan? I want to give him his gift," you said as you lifted your gift bag and he looked at the bag and then looked around.
"I did see him, but then he disappeared."
You took one look to your right and there you see Bobby and Jinhwan talking to one another.
"There is the birthday boy, I'll see you around," you told Mino, and he nodded his head and you approached Jinhwan and Bobby.
You watched the two talk to one another as you approached them.
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At least as you walked up to them, they stopped talking and immediately noticed your presence.
"Y/N! You made it. Jiyong texted me telling me he wasn't going to make it and I was afraid you were going to bail on me," Jinhwan says smiling from ear to ear and you shook your head.
Even though you were hesitant to come to the party in the first place, you still decided to come because, at the end of the day, Jinhwan was never rude to you in any way. He always managed to make you feel welcome and included.
"I had to make an appearance even if it's for a little. Which by the way before I forget. . . "You lifted your hand and showed him his present in your hands, "Happy birthday."
You handed him his present and he smiled.
"You didn't have to!"
"But I wanted to, it's the least thing I can do after all you invited me here," you said and then looked over at Bobby who had his eyes on you.
"Hey, Bobby,"
"Hey Y/N," for some reason there was still awkward tension between the two of you and you were hoping that this tension would clear up sooner or later.
"Well since it's my birthday, you have no choice but to take a drink with me," Jinhwan says, and you hesitated a bit.
You weren't much of a drinker, if anything you tend to get nice easily, but one drink won't hurt anyone.
"Just one drink,"
Jinhwan nodded and you followed both Jinhwan and Bobby to the bar.
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What ends up being one drink leads to a few more than you anticipated. After allowing the drinks to help you loosen up and allow you to forget all your problems you were genuinely enjoying yourself.
You ended up meeting new people and before you knew it you happened to make new friends and were out on the dance floor dancing to each song that came out.
"Do you want another drink?" Hyeryeon asks you and you shake your head.
"If I take another drink, who knows what I am capable of doing," you weren't in your five senses, however you were still in a sense aware of what you were doing.
"Aw come on just one drink," Subin insisted but you decline the drink.
"What I need is water,"
You excused yourself from the girls and walked over to the bar hoping to get a cup of water to sober you up.
"Excuse me," you tried to get the bartender's attention, but it was crowded by the bar, and it was hard to get service. Awesome.
"Y/N," You looked to your left and noticed Mino right next to you.
This man has been popping up out of nowhere.
"Mino, how are you enjoying yourself?" You asked him and he shrugged.
"Can't complain, but I am not having as much fun as you are," He commented, and you smiled.
"It's nice to loosen up for a change. Sometimes I feel like I feel too uptight and care about what people think...." you realized you were starting to blab a lot more than you probably should.
"I can tell. Coming back for another drink?" Mino asked and I shook my head.
"Well, more like a drink of water. I better sober up or who knows what I am capable of doing," as you said that Mino's eyebrows arched.
"What do you mean?"
The both of you suddenly started to look at one another and for some reason, you caught yourself looking at his lips. Mino's lips were always soft... Now that he has a lip piercing... you were curious how that must feel when kissing him.
You looked back up to his eyes and shook your head and snapped out of thoughts.
"Ooo Nothing... Just ignore me,"
You were pretty sure Mino caught on to what you meant however instead of questioning you he just smiles.
Ah, he is still cute…
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You knew that this was alcohol-speaking. You wouldn’t be thinking this way if you were sober or even if you were with Jiyong.
“Ima head to the bathroom,”
You told Mino and he nodded his head.
You walked over to where the bathroom was and pulled out your phone. Maybe if you hear Jiyong's voice you can ignore this random temptation you have to kiss Mino.
As you approached the bathroom doors, you stepped to the side, leaned against the wall, and began to look through your contacts. Without thinking twice, you clicked on Jiyong's name and began to call him.
The phone began to ring.
One ring…
Another…
And then at last you heard his voice.
“Mmm hello?” He sounded like he just woke up… shit.
“Oh! Were you sleeping?” You blurred out.
“I was, but that’s okay. What’s up?”
You now felt bad for selfishly calling him.
“Oh, nothing… I just missed you and wanted to hear your voice… but it’s okay you should go back to sleep,” you tried to rush the call, but Jiyong stopped you.
“You’re fine, I don’t mind ever being woken up by you.” Jiyong always knew what to say.
“Don’t say that you’re going to make me miss you more,” you pouted, and you can hear him chuckle on the other side of the phone.
“Don’t worry baby, I’ll be back home in no time.”
You felt so much better hearing that.
“Well, I’ll let you get back to sleep, talk to you tomorrow?”
“Of course, I’ll call you when I wake up,” the both of you exchanged byes and you hung up.
Okay… you have Jiyong.
What you two have is exactly what you need.
As you got off the wall you were about to walk away until you noticed someone leaving the bathroom and you saw Bobby.
You two meet again.
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“Y/N,”
“Bobby”
You could walk away… cross that you should be walking away but you were feeling bold. You walked up to Bobby and looked at him.
“Can I ask you something?” You told Bobby and he nodded his head.
“Do you hate me?”
Wow, you could have asked him anything and the first question that popped into your head was that? Get A GRIP.
“Why do you ask that?” Bobby even seemed surprised by the sudden question.
“I don’t know. I just feel this unnecessary tension between the two of us every time we are in the same room. I know you and I didn’t leave in the greatest terms … and things happen for a reason, but I just feel like maybe you and I should clear the air.” Right now, was not the time to have a conversation like this but it felt like it…
“I mean I don’t know what you want me to tell you. I tried to talk to you before and you walked away.”
“Maybe I am afraid of hearing what you have to tell me,”
Without thinking twice, you blurted that out and your eyes widened.
“I thought you didn’t care what I had to tell you,” Bobby was suddenly confused by your sudden words.
STOP TALKING, you thought to yourself.
“You know what… you’re right. I should probably go.” you were about to walk away but you suddenly hear Bobby begin to speak again.
"Can I be honest with you,"
You looked at Bobby.
"I would be lying if I were to say I didn't miss having you around. . . I mean I know I screwed up in the past and that's my mistake, but I was hoping we could move past that. I know you are with Jiyong and because of this, I know I will be seeing you around a lot more. I was hoping maybe you and I can be friends. . . What we should have been from the very beginning," you were surprised to hear this come out of Bobby's mouth.
After the incident with both Mino and Bobby, you were upset for some time but eventually, you got over the whole situation when you decided to clean up your act and focus on yourself. Fortunately for you throughout your journey, you met Jiyong and have been good since.
You didn't think about Mino and Bobby since you saw them again but now looking at the scenario you wonder if the universe put all three of you in the same room again to fix the relationship between them and you.
They probably aren't supposed to be in your life romantically but maybe they have another purpose.
"Being friends sound good to me," you told him, and believe it or not Bobby finally smiled at you.
It's been a while since you have seen him grin the way he did.
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"Now that we have officially cleared the air, how about we go get a drink for old time take,"
You told yourself you were going to stop drinking for the night but one more drink won't hurt. . . right?
"Let's go,"
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You had no intentions of drinking anymore but for some reason when Bobby happened to mention getting a drink you couldn't seem to say no. Instead, it sounded like a great idea, and you went with the flow.
The two of you ended up leaving Jinhwan's party without anyone around you being aware and found yourself in a bar nearby instead.
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Bobby handed you your drink and you smiled.
"Don't you think Jinhwan will notice that we are gone?" You asked Bobby and he shook his head.
"I highly doubt it, if we are being honest, I overheard some of the boys say that they were on a mission to get Jinhwan drunk... So, if they succeed, he won't even remember what happens tonight,"
Aw, poor Jinhwan. You giggled and got a hold of your drink.
"Shouldn't one of us be sober to make sure we get home safely?" you asked Bobby before taking a sip and he shrugs.
"I mean we should but what's the fun in that?"
Bobby grabbed his drink and he looked at you.
The both of you cheered and then took a sip of your drink.
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*Bzz Bzz*
You felt the vibration of your phone right by your head. Instead of opening your eyes you stretched out your hand and began to feel around hoping to get a hold of your phone. However, the more you stretched out your hand you felt a body next to you instead.
Jiyong is back?
You opened your eyes, looked up, and automatically realized you weren't home. . .
You looked to your right, and you saw Bobby sound asleep...
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED
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To be continued. . .
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dropthedemiurge · 1 year
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Since I'm suddenly in Thailand, I can't miss and not draw something. So here's a quick sketch of Akk and Ayan attending KCON 2023 :D
My opinions:
Akk is a stan of iKON (Rebellious talented souls that have been chained for too long, he secretly loves all the sappy songs too + live performances keep the fire alive inside of him)
Aye is a stan of G-IDLE (badass girls with witty lyrics and empowering music just make him feel like he's the queen everywhere he goes + he loves breaking stereotypes)
Kan and Thua are both fans of BamBam & GOT7 (They like to do song and dance covers together + Kan finds it hilarious that he can carry BAM green card and Thua carries the second BAM)
Wat is a fan of ATEEZ (and he probably gathered that huge doc about their universe lore + he keeps posting theories and meta after every cinema-like MV, he loves the music and the concept yet others find it hard to understand his excited stream of explanations)
Namo is a stan of Xikers, 8turn, P1harmony, Kep1er and many others underrated groups (because he keeps changing artists to follow friends or mainstream but still ends up rooting for the underdogs and attending all possible performances and fansigns)
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Jinhwan in yellow. #17 in color series.
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angie-baebii · 1 year
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No one can convince me that Pond isn’t a copy of Seo In Guk and Junhoe from iKON. You just can’t convince me otherwise
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chokchokk · 9 months
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THE BANNER????? ITS SO COOL ?!1?1!?1!1?
omg HIII bestie i went online the second you sent me this, so this is like fate LMAO
and HWHHWWHHW thank you so much!!!!! actually this thing has been sitting in my drafts since like. june 30th because i was planning to just re-post my stuff from ao3 (pls dont go look for it, this revision will be much better i promiseHWHHW it is for your own sake.) but uuuuhhh here we are!!! with a new series, which (inspired by you mayhaps?) is actually planned out whaaaaaaaat
thank you for hopping in to tell me this, you're so sweet for that, i appreciate it very much xoxo
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miulore · 2 years
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mental health update: i just WEPT because the konbat is sold out on weverse
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kgyeomiex · 2 years
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Diamond & Regrets
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“Sometimes people leave before we’re done needing them.”
Humiliation is what you’ve experience… You had two options either fight through it or let it go and start over. You did what you thought was best and decided to start over… You were tired of looking like the bad guy because of the decisions you make. For once everything was working in your favor until the past comes back and bit you in the ass. Is there anyway you can ever move on or is there a reason behind this?
*Trying something new and adding gifs throughout the story*
(Read at your own risk… 18+)
Previous story: Just For A Little Bit (M) Part 1
Previous Chapter: Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3
Part 4
More Parts: Part 5
Masterlist
Your Point of View
To be honest you still have no idea why you even bothered agreeing to go out and eat with Mino and Jihoon but what could go wrong? Everything that happened between Mino and you was so long ago, Mino probably doesn't even think about it.
It's better if you all just squash any awkward tension there is, especially since Jiyong happens to be friends with Mino.
Mino and Jihoon came back to you with their bought album.
"Ready to go?" Mino asked you and you nodded your head.
This is going to be fun.
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When you all arrived at the restaurant, you didn't know how to sit at the table. You were planning to sit next to Mino to avoid sitting in front of one another and make that awkward eye contact, but Jihoon beat you to it. Now here you are sitting across Mino suddenly feeling uneasy...
Maybe this idea wasn't as bright as you thought.
"So tell me Y/N what have you been up to since the last time we spoke," Jihoon says, sparking up the conversation.
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"Well nothing really, just started my fashion line and managed to find a way to get attention, collabs, and been stuck working," you decided to respond vaguely. It seems rude to even mention the person you're currently dating to an ex.
After responding you glanced at Mino and noticed how he was looking at the menu. Not once did he look up at you.
"Mino here was telling me you're dating Jiyong," as soon as he blurted that out, you suddenly noticed the way Mino elbowed him under the table and how Jihoon flinched.
So the topic of who you were dating was brought up... No cross that... The fact that you were even mentioned or talked about is what sparked your curiosity.
This was probably the last thing Mino wanted you to hear about him. You just ignore that comment and instead of questioning him, you went along with the convo.
"Ah right, yeah we are currently dating... Small world isn't it," you said trying to make this into a joking matter but you were the only one smiling at the comment.
Silence and awkward tension began to rise.
"Are we ready to order?" you asked them and they nodded their heads.
You called over the ajumma and you all began to tell her your order.
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Fortunately, after that awkward encounter, the food arrived, and you all were able to have a normal conversation with one another.
The only thing that kept bothering you was the fact that Mino not once has looked at you.
It was clear that Mino didn't want you around, but he could at least act like your presence doesn't bother him.
Although back at the party it seemed like Mino didn't have a problem with... From what you recall the two of you did end on pretty bad terms. What do you possibly expect?
You looked at the time on your phone and noticed it was 4 pm... Right now with this awkward tension going on maybe you need some alcohol in your system.
"Ajumma, do you think I can get a bottle of Soju?" I asked and she nodded her head.
Jihoon and Mino both looked at me suddenly surprised.
"You're drinking?" Mino FINALLY exchanges words with you.
"Yeah, why not."
As soon as I was handed the soju bottle and a cup I opened the bottle with no hesitation and poured the drink into my cup.
"Wow, you're going to drunk without me, how rude,"
Luckily you were handed extra cups in case they wanted to drink. You handed the cup you poured soju into already to him. You looked over at Mino and although he did look hesitant he shrugged and you handed him a cup and poured him a drink.
Maybe what you all were missing was some alcohol in your system.
You open the soju and pour it into Mino and Jihoon's cup, then Mino grabs the Soju from your hand and pours it into your cup.
You looked at him as he poured the cup and didn't say anything.
You all took your first glass of Soju and began to dive into the feast that was presented right in front of you.
"Mino, how has life been for you? Last time we saw each other we didn't have much of a chance to catch up," you told Mino looking him directly in the eyes and he just nodded.
"I've been good, just been busy working... You know the usual," Jihoon could feel the awkward tension between you two so he cuts in.
"If you're wondering if Mino has been seeing someone, no I've been trying to get him to go on dates after you two broke up," You looked over at Jihoon, taken back at his words and Mino looked at him surprised with his choice of words.
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He then grabbed the little wrap he made for himself and shoved it into Jihoon's mouth.
What are you supposed to say? You were surprised to hear that Mino wasn’t dating anyone or attempted to… But this doesn’t mean that he doesn’t have a fuck body or something… There was no possible way that Mino didn’t mess around with anyone.
“I’m surprised,” you realized that you blurred that out and your eyes widened. Did you just say that out loud….
Mino looked right at you.
“Why? Did you expect me to get in a relationship with the first person I met?” Mino says in a very monotone way.
“Did I say that?” You didn’t understand why Mino was suddenly responding the way he was.
“Sorry Y/N, we don’t all just look for our ex’s friends and move on the way you do,” when Mino blurted out that your eyes widened.
So this was how Mino was feeling towards you.
“Wow… Where is this coming from?” You always had a feeling that Mino and you had unfinished business to talk about between the two of you but you never expected to ever come across it or even hear him confront you.
"Nothing," Mino says looking down at his food and you just continued to look at him.
This might be the worst time to talk about this and clear the air but is there ever a proper time to talk about this? Jihoon turned to the both of you and said "I'll be right back."
Without saying a single thing he got up and left leaving Mino and you completely alone.
Right now was your chance to talk to Mino without making a scene.
You put down your chopsticks and focused your attention on Mino.
"Alright... So what's up?" Mino looked at you and stood quiet.
"From what I remember the last time we spoke, you made it pretty clear how you felt about me. You insinuate that I was the problem. I got the message loud and clear and I even owned up to my mistake. You have every right to hate my guts or whatnot, but don't go up to me one minute and act like everything is okay and then throw low blows as you did just now. I understand Jihoon was the one who invited me here to come and eat with you two but you could have objected if it bothered you so much...." you said and you stood quiet for a second waiting to see If Mino has anything to say but he was still silent...
So you continued.
"I know what I did in the past was so fucked up. But I can't take it back and I can't make any excuses for my actions because I did what I did in the heat of the moment. If after this you want me to never come around, your wish is my command. You and I don't have a reason to interact in the first place anyways... After all, aren't I dead to you?" As you said that you were looking at Mino directly into his eyes and he was shocked.
If you would have said this in the past when Mino and you were arguing you probably would have broken down and cried but it's been a while since this all took place.
Right now you are in a good place and you're happy with Jiyong. You weren't going to allow anyone to fuck you up mentally because, after the break-up with Mino and Bobby rejecting you that same night, it did take a toll on you.
"Listen if it makes you feel any better. I will finish up eating, pay for this whole meal, and leave. The last thing I intended on doing was ruining your day," you grabbed a hold of your chopsticks getting ready to dive in but Mino suddenly spoke up.
"I'm sorry,"
To be honest you were surprised to suddenly hear those words come out of his mouth.
"You're sorry?"
"I don't hate you... Back when we broke up Bobby explained how he would try to make moves but you tried your hardest to distance yourself from him and focus on me... I mean I can't hold it against you... I also feel like I didn't give you the attention you deserve especially since I was always busy with work... So I feel our relationship at the time was wrong timing... Maybe things could have turned out differently if we would have dated another time," hearing Mino suddenly say all this made you slightly confused.
Was Mino trying to hint that he missed you?
No... There is no way...
But hearing that made you feel like maybe this was finally the time you two were finally having closure with one another... Right about now you both were finally saying your peace.
"So... What now? Are we still going to act petty around one another or try to get along?" You asked him and he smiled.
"Friends?"
"Friends" he set his chopsticks down and pulled out his hand and looked at you. You looked at his hand and then grabbed his hand and both of you exchanged a handshake.
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As you two pull away Jihoon arrives back from the bathroom and looks at the two of you.
"What did I miss?" you had a feeling Jihoon must have left on purpose to allow the both of you to talk to one another. Regardless you were thankful he did... You two were able to clear the air. Now, this way you don't have any unfinished business with anyone and if Jiyong in the future wants to invite you to another party it won't be as bad.
~
After that conversation, you all acted like nothing ever happened. You all began to just talk about the crazy fans' experience they had encountered and all you could do was laugh.
"Do you guys ever regret becoming an idol?" You asked both Mino and Jihoon and they looked at each other and shook their heads.
"I mean don't get me wrong. I do get tired of always having the spotlight on me and having to be extra cautious about everything I do. But I mean I can't see myself doing anything else. This was something I wanted to do," Mino says and you nod your head.
"I mean you guys have to have a double life. You have to date someone on the low and have to have your party side on the low... All of it must be exhausting." you said as you crossed your arms feeling slightly cold with the AC in the restaurant.
"See I haven't had a dating scandal or if I did date someone I always thought it was best to keep it a secret. But now that I am thinking about it, I think the moment I get in a relationship I am just going to let everyone know all about it instead of hiding it."
You were shocked to hear this coming from Mino.
"What if it ruins your career?" You asked him and he shrugged.
"I'm not saying that it won't happen... But if they were real fans they would want to see me happy... Don't you think?"
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You couldn't agree more. The problem with being in the public eye is trying to please everyone. A lot of people fail to realize that these idols also have a life of their own...
"You two probably would have been married by now if you didn't break up," Jihoon blurts out and now both Mino and you were looking at him.
"Too soon to make jokes like this?" Jihoon asks as he notices the way you two looked at him.
"Just a little," you didn't mind so much the comments, but you didn't want Mino to feel uncomfortable.
What Mino and you had was two years ago... You were now seeing someone new... Having a career for yourself... And everything was just different.
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After going out to eat with the boys, you were expecting to go your separate ways from this point on... But Jihoon had another idea that he wanted all of you to do.
"How about we all get some more drinks?"
"Didn't we just drink in there?" You asked Jihoon and he shrugged.
"What's wrong with heading to the bar and grabbing a few more?" You had the day off and had nothing planned so what could hurt by possibly getting a few more drinks? However, you weren't sure what Mino was thinking since he was suddenly awfully quiet.
"Mino?" you said looking at him and it looked like he snapped out of his thoughts and looked back at Jihoon and you.
"What was that?"
You were suddenly curious to know what he was possibly thinking about, but instead of asking you ignored your curiosity.
"Mino says yes," JIhoon answers for him and he wraps his arm around Mino's neck and dragged him along as he walked. You followed next to the two.
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Today has been an odd day. Here you were expecting to have a simple day where you take yourself out and spoil yourself here and there... But instead, you ended up bumping into an ex and now you are here at the bar with your ex and his best friend...
Yeah, this was the last thing you were expecting.
"At most I'll probably get two drinks and call it a day. I do have work tomorrow," you said as you set your cup down.
"That's fair. I just wanted all of us to hang out, clear the bad air because life is too short for things like that," Jihoon says and you smiled.
"That's fair. Everything happens for a reason. Now we can all sit here like civilized adults and be friends," you say, agreeing with Jihoon and he smiles knowing that you were on the same page as him.
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You were about to take another sip of your drink but you suddenly felt the urge to use the bathroom. However, before you got up you chugged down your drink because you don't trust leaving your drink alone and then got up.
"I'll be back... I need to use the bathroom."
"We'll be here,"
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Mino's Point of View
Today had an unexpected twist. I wasn't expecting to bump into Y/N... I didn't expect to spend the rest of the day with her but here we are. I know the only reason why this all even occurred was because of Jihoon.
I looked over at him and noticed him smiling at me.
"Why are you doing all of this?" I asked Jihoon, taking advantage of the fact that we were finally alone.
"Oh come on. You and I both know this is what you wanted. Ever since you two broke up I remember how devastated you were. Although you kept trying to reassure me that you were okay and I had nothing to worry about, I knew you missed her. Then after you mentioned that you saw her at the party, I knew there were a lot of things you wanted to say to her... The only way you can do that is if I bring you two around one another."
I knew Jihoon had good intentions doing all of this...
The only issue with Y/N and I coming together is the fact that this is bringing back memories and suddenly making me wish we had a time machine to go back and fix everything...
I mean it's too late to go back now.
Is it selfish of me to suddenly want Y/N to myself?
"What are you thinking?" Jihoon asks me.
"Well thank you for that... But now I think I like her more than I probably should." I confessed and Jihoon didn't have much of a chance to respond because before I knew it Y/N was coming back.
I noticed she had the phone in her ear. She approached Jihoon and I with a huge smile on her face. My first assumption is that she's probably talking to Jiyong.
"Hey... I'll be leaving first. I'm meeting up with Jiyong," she says as she pulls the phone away from her ear and I nodded my head.
She gathered her things, smiled at Jihoon and I then walked off.
So many thoughts suddenly occurred in my head... Before I knew it I called out her name. She stopped walking and looked back.
"Tell Jiyong I said hi..."
She smiled. Her pink lips curved, and her rosy cheeks glowed.
How did I fall in love? She smiled. She just smiled.
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To Be Continued
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dropthedemiurge · 1 year
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Despite all life's unexpected hardships and figuring out my own views on the world and people, I think I still did a good job this year.
For the art, I still haven't fully started my own webcomic (and I promise to do that every year) but I might've gotten closer than before, and the most important thing for me... was that I found a new community full of creative people and many new stories that inspire and motivate me to draw more and try different styles and improve my skills or just have fun and fool around with other fans.
That counts for something. Thank you to everyone who enjoyed my Thai BL, iKON and Hanbin fanarts, thank you so much for all the comments, they truly made me go on. Here's to 2023!
Wishing everyone endless creativity, inspiration and zero self-doubt🍀
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Intro <3 (and Masterlist below)
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꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ Welcome to my blog ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱
✧⁠*⁠。This is a multi blog
✧⁠*⁠。I mostly write Kpop fanfiction
✧⁠*⁠。Only Reader x Idol
✧⁠*⁠。Only tickle and fluff fictions
✧⁠*⁠。Requests open
✧⁠*⁠。New fiction incoming
✧⁠*⁠。Lawb ya
✧⁠*⁠。My sec acc is @p1ece-of-positivity
✧⁠*⁠。obsessed with GOT
Hii, I´m a minor from Germany
If you want to, call me Bee 🐝
She/Her
Yeah... that girl in the profile picture is me...
Turning 16 this year
I'm going to SOUTH KOREA next Year!!!
I'm a night-person
My fav apps Are Pinterest, Spotify and Snapchat, but I use Tumblr and WhatsApp very often too
I´m a Kpop Stan ^^
My ult groups are Ateez, P1Harmony and Boynextdoor
My ult biases are Yeosang, Keeho, jungkook, Felix and Jaehyun
My fav emoji is 🩷
I am a sfw Tk blog but I also post other fictions
98% Lee, 2% Ler ^^
ISFJ
Active since May 2023 (I guess...)
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Requests open!
But please don't mention
depressions
self harm
self critical being
pedo content
any fetish content
nsfw
harasm or hate
If you don't talk about these things:
-> Feel free to request or DM, I won´t bite ❣️ 
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I prefer writing Reader x Someone fictions rather that someone specific x someone specific bcz I can imagine this better and I just don't like writing these kinds of fictions. (But I love reading them tho)
I´ll write for
Ateez (OT8)
Boynextdoor (Bias: Jaehyun)
Stray Kids (Bias: Felix and Chan)
Enhypen (Bias: Jungwon and Heeseung)
BTS (Bias: Jungkook)
TXT (Bias: Kai)
Oneus (Bias: Xion)
Treasure (no bias)
Seventeen (Bias: Jun)
P1Harmony (Bias: Keeho, Soul and Theo but am kinda ot6)
Xikers (no bias)
The boyz (no bias)
iKON (Bias: Bobby)
SF9 (Bias: Taeyang and Hwiyoung)
BTOB (no bias)
ShiNEE (Bias: Minho)
Zerobaseone (Bias: Ricky)
82Major (Bias: Yechan)
(i write for every member I just wanted do mention my bias lol)
I only write for Boygroups sorry
I'll maybe try to write for some Series, Movies or Dramas too
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My fav Dramas/Series are :
Imitation
GAME OF THRONES (!!!)
Maxton Hall
Kingdom [Legendary war]
I'm not a robot
True Beauty
Sweet Home
I-Land
Shadowhunters
ATLA
Miraculous
One piece live action
My Holo Love
My demon
Throne of the Dragon
Mia & Me (IT'S A CHILDREN SERIES I KNOW BUT I LOVE IT LEAVE ME ALONE)
My Fav Movies are:
20th century girl
Love and leashes
Pirates of the carribean
Lord of the rings/ the Hobbit
Transformers
Avengers the endgame
Elemental
Black widow
After (every movie of this series)
Five Nights at Freddy's
Three Nuts/Wishes for Cinderella (the old one, not the new)
Pompeii (the one with Kit Harington)
My biggest dreams are studying in Korea when I'm done with school and seeing all my fav groups in rl
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My favourite blogs are
@il0veyoujk 💕
@sunny-117 💕
@wereallgonnadieonedaybutnottoday 💕
@itzystopkiddingmenowloco 💕
@atzgiggle 💕
@atzupdates 💕
@jungkookslipring 💕
@teddybearmingi 💕
@liliiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 💕
@ticklishthoughts1
@daybreak-tkler 💕
@lunarleee 💕
@jiwoongiloveyouzb1blog💕
@jihyosdaughter 💕
@sugary-sweet-anon 💕
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꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡ Masterlist ♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱
Pinterest Like picture series
My bunny
trip to berlin
How Ateez members find out/react to you being ticklish
Hongjoong
Seonghwa
Wooyoung
Yeosang
Hurt/Comfort
He doesn't deserve you (Wooyoung x Reader)
Stress reliever (Seonghwa x Reader)
Tk Fictions (Idol x reader)
A game afternoon with Ateez (Ateez x Reader)
Uljima (Enhypen Niki x Jungwon x Reader)
Zombies and revenge (BTS Jungkook x Enhypen Jungwon x Stray Kids Felix x Reader)
Hanteez (it's a really long fic, not only about tickling but it has some tickle scenes,, Stray Kids Han x Ateez x Reader)
Pass along (Stray Kids x Reader)
It's okay (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)
I'm not ticklish (Txt Yeonjun x Reader)
Stress Reliever (Ateez Seonghwa x Reader)
Under the Christmas tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)
Big, dangerous dinosaur (P1h Keeho x Reader)
(Idol x Idol)
A ticklish massage (Leeseo x Yujin)
Tickletober 2023
Day 2: Accidental (ATLA Zuko x Reader)
Christmas Oneshots
Under the Christmas Tree (Stray Kids Bangchan x Reader)
Ticklemoments posted by me (?)
DannyPhantom exe threatening tkls...
again...
Yeosang being tkld
Keeho (P1H) telling a tickle story
P1HARMONY PLAYIN' FIND THE BELLYBUTTON WAHHHH
82Major mini tk moment in a Tiktok edit
More...personal posts
I love y'all & thank you &lt;3
I had an...idea
Okay that was it...
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Love u all guys 💕💕
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seawitch62 · 2 years
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Fanfiction Masterlist
ATEEZ
Delusional Woods - Multiple (Seonghwa) - Suggestive
Shoo Fly! - Hongjoong - 3rd POV
Worst Date Scenario - Yeosang x OC
The Orchard - Jongho x reader 
Stay or Go - Mingi x reader
The Lighthouse - Yunho x reader - suggestive 
Metamorphosis - Yeosang x reader - yandere 
Genie - Wooyoung x  Hongjoong x reader - yandere
The Convention - Seonghwa x reader 
Unfriended - San x reader - yandere
AOMG/ h1ghrmusic/MoreVision
The Trolls - Jay Park - Poem
Worst Date Scenario - Jay Park - Fluff
The Collector _ Jay Park - Humour 
Backstreet Boys Party - Jay Park x Backstreet Boys - Horror 
Astro
Altar - Moonbin x reader- Horror yandere
Big Bang 
Cursed! - Jiyong x reader 
BTOB
Birthday Cake - Minhyuk x Reader - Suggestive
Dean - Kwon Hyuk
Torment of the Demon -Dean   x reader - yandere
DBSK
The P.I - Yunho x OC - Detective AU
The P.I (2) - Yunho - Detective AU
Forget Me Not - Jaejoong x OC
Once Upon A Time - Jaejoong x OC
No Exit - Junsu x OC x Jaejoong - Suggestive
The Boss - Junsu x OC
Linked by Ink - Jaejoong x reader - fluff - fantasy 
The Rooms - Changmin x Minho x reader 
Season of the Witch - Junsu x reader -yandere
Enhypen
Carnival of Fright -  Heeseung - Horror 
EXO
Worst Date Scenario - Kyungsoo x Reader
Delusional Woods - Multiple (Sehun) - Suggestive
The Honey Trap - Lay x reader - Suggestive  
Flight 472 - Kai x reader - fluff
Office Dalliance - Suho x reader - smut 
The Satyr - Xuimin - humour 
Imprint -  Baekhyun x reader - yandere smut 
Truth best told cold - Suho x reader - yandere 
iKON
Re-Run? - OT7 x OC 
Re-Run, Re-Run - OT7 x OC
The Maintence Guy - Junhoe x reader 
Monsta X
Truth Captured - Kihyun
Romantic getaway in October -  Hyungwon x reader -  horror 
Night Terrors - Minhyuk x reader - yandere
Here Kitty, Kitty! - Joohoney x reader - yandere horror 
NCT
Revenge is best served in high heels - Yandere Johnny
The Purple - Taeyong x OC - Implied Smut
The Purple (2) - Taeyong x OC 
Worst Date Scenario - Yuta
Aliens Are Here! - Mark x OC - X-Files AU
Baby Doll - Doyoung x reader - Yandere
I Wonder - Haechan x reader - yandere
Mark and the guys in black -  Mark x reader
Green Tea Fangs - Jaehyun x reader - suggestive- horror
The Mechanic - Taeil l x reader - yandere 
Oneus
The Tribe - Leedo x OC - Fluff
Pentagon 
The Sculptor - Wooseok x reader - yandere 
The Rose
The Garden - Woosung x reader - yandere 
Seventeen
Catnip Man Series - Jeonghan x OC - Fluff
Worst Date Scenario - Mingyu x OC
Roadside Service - Seungkwan x reader - fluff
The Shortcut - Joshua x reader
Mountain Laurel (Kalmia latifolia) -  Jeonghan x reader - Yandere 
Party -  Minghao x reader 
Autons. - Vernon x reader - sci fi - horror
Shinee
Home - Kibum (Key) x reader 
The Rooms - Minho x Changmin x reader 
SF9
The Tribe (2) - Multiple x OC
Cancelled Flight - SF9 x OC
The 10 O’Clock - Rowoon x reader - smut
Chapstick Caper - Jaeyoon x reader 
Narcissus - Hwiyoung x reader - Suggestive - yandere 
Friends with Benefits - Jaeyoon x reader 
Stray Kids
The Arena - Bang Chan - King of Hell
Munchausen syndrome by proxy. -  Hyunjin x reader - yandere
Drenched payback - Minho x reader 
The Interrogation. - Christopher x reader - horror 
Super Junior 
Bus Ride - Donghae x reader 
UP10TION
Welcome To Reality - Jinhyuk x Reader - Yandere
Verivery
Compiler -  Gyehyeon x reader - horror 
Victon
Timemaster - Seungsik x Reader
VIXX
Replacement - Leo x OC - Yandere
Wanna One 
Sneakers - Sungwoon x reader - fluff
The Changeling - Kang Daniel x reader 
2PM
Worst Date Scenario - Jay Park x OC
The Collector - Jay
Delusional Woods - Multiple (Wooyoung) - Suggestive
Stress Relief - Junho x reader - smut 
Fragrant Obsession - Jun.k x reader - yandere
Kdrama Actor
Mr. S - Lee Dong Wook x OC - Suggestive
The Marionettist.- Lee Dong Wook x reader - yandere
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icanseethefuture333 · 6 months
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"Gold goes so well with a diamond 💎 like me..." - Loba, Apex Legends
Upcoming posts for the rest of the year ✨️
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Kpop readings 💫
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BTS' Jungkook's future spouse
Stray Kid's Bang Chan's ideal type
NCT's Jaehyun's ideal type
Stray Kid's Hyunjin's future spouse
Stray Kid's Lee Know's future spouse
Stray Kid's Han's ideal type
Nationalities of BTS' future spouse
Stray Kids, a career reading
BTS' Suga's first impression of his future spouse
BTS' Jimin's first impression of his future spouse
MTL in Ateez to date a foreigner (poc edition)
NCT Dream's reputation
Newjeans
Le Sserafim
Stray Kid's Bang Chan green/red flags
IKON (OT7)
Ateez's San's future spouse
Ateez's Hongjoong's ideal type
Enhypen's Jay's ideal type
Celebrity readings 🥂
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Sabrina Carpenter and Shawn Mendes' relationship status
Astrology 🌌
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The Y2K series 🎀:
The birth of Gen Z children.
The tragic events of the 2000s.
Pop culture.
Teen fashion + Newjeans achievement in bringing that concept back.
Illuminati era.
Gen Z vs Baby Boomers.
Astrology observations on facial features:
Face card 🪞
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See you soon, divas! 💋
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enibas22 · 3 months
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from ardmediathek.de - 16th February 2024
available till 15th February 2025
The complete German talk show “Riverboat” from 16th February 2024.
Riverboat vom 16. Februar
guests:
Stephanie Stumph, Schauspielerin und Moderatorin des Dresdner SemperOpernballs Bekannt wurde die gebürtige Dresdnerin an der Seite ihres Vaters Wolfgang Stumph in der Serie "Stubbe". In dieser traf sie als 9-jährige auf den damals 19-jährigen Schauspieler Tom Wlaschiha. Ein großes Ereignis wird die Beiden nun nach knapp dreißig Jahren wieder miteinander vereinen: Am 23. Februar moderieren sie gemeinsam den SemperOpernball, der nach mehrjähriger Pause glanzvoll und strahlend zurückkehrt. Wie sich Stephanie Stumph auf diese glanzvolle Rolle vorbereitet, verrät sie auf dem Riverboat.
Tom Wlaschiha, Schauspieler und Moderator des Dresdner SemperOpernballs Nach dem Fall der Mauer verbrachte der gebürtige Sachse ein Schuljahr in den USA und hätte damals nie gedacht, dass er 30 Jahre später so betitelt wird: "Unser Mann in Hollywood"! Vor über zehn Jahren gelang ihm der internationale Durchbruch mit der Kultserie "Game of Thrones". Mittlerweile dreht der 50-jährige Schauspieler weltweit, spielte in Serien wie "Das Boot", "Jack Ryan“ oder "Stranger Things". Für den SemperOpernball kehrt er nun zurück in seine Heimat. Es wird nicht das erste Mal sein, dass er einen Opernball moderiert. Bereits zwei Mal führte er durch den Dresdner Opernball in St. Petersburg.
Katarina Witt
Jens Weißflog
Johanna Gastdorf
Johann Lafer
Randy Engelhard 
Markus Preiß
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Hope the link works everywhere.
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surshica · 1 year
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puppy love? — SHE KNOWS
synopsis : “chishiya and i are merely just friends, nothing more nothing less..” was the lie you told the world—and god did that make chishiya pissed off at you. those moments together were not real to you? fuck you and those memories. everything that had to do with you were nothing but useless memories he wanted to erase.
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SHE KNOWS — masterlist — next
A/N: it’s a shorter one but hey IM ACTUALLY ACTUALLY OUT OF MY BURNOUT NOW HAHA anyways i’m ready to finish this series but anyways chishiya and yn still hurting idk why they can’t talk it out like adults they weirddd
Tags — closed 💌
@eshtravagent @lunsyeah @aftrnoot @trinmadol @asoullessentity @akowbt @noxceleste @eissaaaa @dr3amscap3 @captivq @arizzu @happyjuhyun @parkersmyth @bwnniidump @r3iverse @le000xxgrd @crinklypink @cherriwne @mxbrahms @parcqq @ikon-teen @jade-flower-edits @scaramilk @yanfei-kisser @seiksyyki @nostalgisters @kokoscutie @elakari @milkkteary @coffeeangel13 @yvrikoo @kozuluvbot @rainbowsazz @naegisimp @kerenz @brdpch @minyoungieee @xashiui @ehddsnys @saltysoftgrungeofscience @hadesdaughtwr @rainqissedd @saiewithakatana @vernon-dursley @kittyrai @shinobuily @kalstar @huachengsbestie01 @xxoperatexx @luvvsnae @celery-o @hy0ukka @odin-hatesu @luv4kuina
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apoptoses · 1 year
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Ship Bingo: Armand/Daniel (Was I the 100th person to send this to you??)
wildly enough people have been sending rarer pairs, i guess i'm really transparent on this one haha
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Like what can I say, they own me body and soul. I think there's people you can be fated to be with and people you can choose to be with and then there's the ultimate rare thing of both. And they're the third option.
Like sometimes I think about what it took for them to meet. If Armand had never been able to make ikons, if he'd never gone to the monastery, if his dad had never tried to take him away and he never got kidnapped...if Marius had never found him and turned him, and then if Lestat hadn't thrust the theater upon him. He would have never met Louis and never gone to New Orleans and never would have been hiding out there when Daniel wandered into that old house.
And Daniel himself had to be born at the right time, had to want to be a journalist, had to meet Louis himself and then make the rash decision to search for Lestat.
It's insane! These two should have never met! It had to be fate playing a hand, Armand was born with his other half showing up five hundred years later and it was only through sheer luck that he ever bumped into Daniel. If he'd been out of town that night or been busy or just hadn't thought to poke around Lestat's house? It's so much!
And then for Daniel to be dying just when Akasha started raising hell-
Idk I just get so emotional over the fact that the world moved mountains for them to meet, and then they overcame some extreme hurdles to get back together. They were fated and then they chose each other after spending time apart and that's love. My favorite love story in the series, hands down.
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about us. | season two
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PAIRING ▸ ex! jungwon x reader
GENRE ▸ break up! au, e2ls, angst, romance, fluff 
WORD COUNT ▸ 3.6k
SUMMARY ▸ when you and jungwon got together, you didn’t expect your relationship to end so suddenly- or so painfully. now months later, you also didn’t expect to encounter said person, and with him comes back everything.  
AKA the past hurts. 
NOTES ▸ mentions of kissing, not proofread, the angst is real in this, if there’s anything else please let me know?? // this is very overdue didndjdj but here is the second season to the series!! :)))
PLAYING ▸ love scenario by ikon. | series masterlist.
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TODAY’S THE FIRST DAY YOU REALIZE THAT IT’S FALL.
The temperature’s cold out but you don’t think you mind it, in fact. The chillyness in the air actually reassures you of autumn’s presence- that the times were finally changing and you weren’t stuck in summer. You only grabbed a light jacket before going out but looking back, you regret it. Maybe you should’ve gotten thicker padding, you frown. 
For a while now, you’ve been walking around your neighborhood to clear your head and get some exercise in. After a long year of work, work, and work, you recognized that you barely went outside and needed to, as people said now, “touch some grass.” 
You took the same route every day, going a couple blocks before turning back. After a hectic year, you finally got a well deserved break. Appreciating the peaceful breeze and easy of the trees allowed you to take a step back and reflect. 
Occasionally, you would see the same few people either walking their dogs or just taking a nice stroll, just like you. 
At least for the first five minutes, everything is how it always is. The same dog behind the fence barks at you every time you pass by and even the pretty fountain that lights up around Christmas season. 
You breathe out into the fresh air, tucking your hands into your pockets. Your phone suddenly rings and you frown, squinting down at the phone screen. Taking a seat at a nearby bench to sort it out, you soon realize its just some spam. You huff and turn it off. 
Stuffing your phone back into your pocket, you only then realize the presence sitting at the other end of the bench. You peek a glance and your heart stops. 
The familiar posture, the familiar face- 
it all comes back.
He must notice your gaze because he proceeds to meet your eyes. The shock on your face probably mirrors his. 
“Y/n?”
You can barely stumble out a, “Jungwon?”
The two of you sit there unmoving, staring at the other from the other side of the bench. 
“What are you doing here?” he gets out first, rubbing his face nervously. You look away, unsure if you could handle eye contact with him. 
“I’ve been walking this route for a while now. I, I didn’t know you did too.”
He softens, “Yeah, I started recently. Sometimes I take Maeumi with me.”
There’s a brief pause before he shakes his head, “Sorry.”
“There’s nothing to be sorry for…“ you fall silent. You once thought the awkwardness would kill you, but strangely enough, you don’t feel that way now.
Instead, your brain threatens to take you back- all the memories overwhelm you. And you have no idea if you want it to or not.
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Spring. 
The first time you met Jungwon, the sun was shining outside and you were half asleep while studying in the library. Perhaps you were snoring a little bit- Jungwon claims it was quite loud- and being the nice guy he was, he went over to shake your shoulder. 
And perhaps you didn’t mind being woken up abruptly- if it was by a boy as cute as the one that you opened your eyes to. You shoot up and he stifles a chuckle at your reaction. 
“Sorry to wake you, but I think you were snoring a little bit.”
A bit, huh? You look away furiously in embarrassment and Jungwon allows himself a grin. 
“Thank you, uh…” 
He coughs, “Jungwon.” 
You shoot him a friendly albeit flustered smile. “Thanks, Jungwon.”
You didn’t expect to see him the next day, or the day after that. You noted how studious he was, always with his nose stuck in a book or scribbling something down in his notebook furiously. Still, you would find a seat a couple of tables away to get comfortable. 
Obviously, studying took too much energy out of you and you would need a break. And (unknowingly), your eyes would drift to him.
It just became a habit, to study the boy. You didn’t realize it back then, but he had definitely noticed.  Regardless of that fact, maybe Jungwon also enjoyed staring at you (in a non-creepy way he hoped). 
He picked up on the way you furrowed your eyebrows while reading something presumably difficult, or how you brushed your hair out of your face when you were frustrated. Even the times you smiled triumphantly and he supposes then that you got another question right. 
All those things, he thinks he liked it. No, he knew he liked it. 
Of course, it was just so that you continued to see him at the library. Your little hobby of “watching” Jungwon had to have been discovered at some point.  
The one day you look over and find that jungwon’s already staring at you, your pencil falls out of your hand and onto the floor. 
He cocks his head and quickly, like you were trying to escape the situation (and you were indeed), you duck under the table to retrieve it. 
Only to bang your head on the table while getting back up. 
Letting out a silent cry of pain, a pair of shoes come into your sight. Cautiously, you glance up. 
What did you expect- of course it was Jungwon who came over.  
He graced you with a dashing yet amused expression, unspoken words written all over his face. You open your mouth but nothing comes out. It’s only then that Jungwon realizes he never got your name that other day.
Even though he’s seen you multiple times, you’ve almost become a part of his routine. Yet at this point, he still has no clue who you are. 
“Are you alright?” He has the softest concerned look and you wish you weren’t as clumsy as you were. 
“Y-yeah, I’m fine. Sorry if I disturbed you.”
Whether you’re apologizing for bumping your head or getting caught straight up staring at him, you wish you knew. Even then, Jungwon seems surprised and he quickly shakes his head. 
“No, no. you didn’t. Maybe I should be the one apologizing,” he sheepishly scratches his neck. You can’t help but let out a little laugh and he stops, confused.
The whole situation was a bit funny. You two were strangers, apologizing for the littlest of things while pretending as if you didn’t spend the last week watching the other instead of studying. 
Learning each other’s habits and quirks that even your own mother didn’t know- only out of mere curiosity, though. Or at least that’s what you figured. 
You didn’t expect him to sit at your table soon after.
Talking to him was natural- laughing and joking and certainly, stressing together. So was asking for each other’s numbers, which was labeled for “convenience” purposes. 
The fluttering in your chest, warmth spreading through your body, that came normally too. 
Were you waiting for him to ask you out? Sure. Were you afraid to ask him out first? Of course. 
You really didn’t have to wait too long. You might’ve teased at it for too long, and held back from asking him yourself due to fear. What if Jungwon was just being nice? 
Although the shared snacks, blush on his cheeks, and heartfelt notes he left in the library for you that were all stored in a special part of your heart said otherwise. 
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“Fine,” you cross your arms playfully. “Then how do you do it?”
As Jungwon explains the answer, you pay more close attention to his face while he speaks rather than actually finding out the answer. His eyebrows were furrowed and gaze sharp as he went through step by step. 
You nod, although your mind is plagued by thoughts radically different from what you should really be focusing on. 
“-hello? Are you listening?” 
You perk up, “Hm? Yes, what? Me?” 
Jungwon chuckles, and you can’t seem to tear your gaze away from his prominent dimples. He sighs, pouting.
“I was working this problem so hard for you and here you are being all distracted.” 
You cough, “You were the one distracting me,” you mumble. He holds a hand to his ear, acting confused. 
“Wha-? What did you say?”
You push his arm playfully and Jungwon laughs. His hand rests a few inches away from yours, and you suppress the urge to move closer to him.
“Nothing! I said nothing.” To distract yourself you tap your phone and stare at the illuminated screen. Looking at the time and the windows outside, you grimace.
“It’s late,” you turn to Jungwon, “Do you want to go home? We can always continue next time.” 
He nods, beginning to close your books. Turns out, Jungwon was indeed a genius as you observed before. When he saw you struggling, his eyes lit up as he offered to help. You greatly appreciated it, offering snacks in return. 
And it’s not like he was bad at teaching, you were just easily distracted. Distracted by him, that was. You couldn’t help it.
“Do you have a ride?” He asks casually while putting stuff in his bag. 
“Nope. I’ll just walk. It’s not far,” you reassure him.
“Then I’ll walk you home,” he grins and you pretend to act shocked. “What manners!” you exaggerate and he plays along, giggling in agreement. 
On the walk back with your books in hand and Jungwon by your side, your shoes kick the soft petals on the sidewalk. “It really feels like spring now.” 
“I agree,” he replies softly. As the space between you two lessens, you feel the warmth lingering from his fingertips. Glancing down, you find your hands just barely grazing each other’s. 
Jungwon must notice your action, because without another word he swiftly grabs your hand, interlocking your fingers. The pace of your heart picks up, face revealing your bashful expression.  
In between Jungwon’s shy gaze and the dim shine of the streetlights, you feel your heart bloom a bit more. 
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Summer. 
The sound of knocking causes your body to jolt up. After spending the last hour panicking over what to wear and worrying about basically everything that didn’t matter, you didn’t realize what time it was. 
“Coming!”
You grab your bag off the couch and rush to open the door. Excitement spreads through your body at the thought of seeing Jungwon, your beloved who you hadn’t seen in a while due to work. Because of the lack of contact, he planned a special date out for the two of you. 
You’re greeted by Jungwon’s smiling face before suddenly you’re brought into his embrace. His scent surrounds you, filling all your senses. 
“Hi,” your voice is muffled. 
You can feel the sensation of him laughing and it causes a smile to grow on your face too. 
“Hi. You look gorgeous.” 
You pulls back so you can see his beaming face once more. “You don’t look too bad yourself,” you cock your head, offering a grin. 
“Ready?” He offers an arm and you take it gladly. 
“Of course.”
Jungwon takes you around the city, echoes of your shared laughter filling the atmosphere. The sun greeted you brightly, filling you with its warm rays. It was truly the happiest day you had in a while, all spent with him. 
When you tug Jungwon’s shirt so that he stumbles closer, eyes widening, it doesn’t take long for him to get the memo. 
He connects the distance between you.
Jungwon invites you to his place that warm summer night, hair falling into his eyes as he moves to unlock the door. Out of habit you brush his bangs off his face, softly laughing when his ears turn red. 
“Just be prepared when you see Maeumi- he might go a little crazy.” 
You nod, nerves jittery. You don’t how many times Jungwon went on a rant about his dog, the affection that sparkled in his eyes was like no other, and here you were about to meet said object of his desires. 
-as much as you wished it was you, you don’t think you were quite on Maeumi’s level yet.  
Jungwon grabs your hand, leading you in as you hear the scampering paws of his dog. Your heart melts at the sight of Maeumi approaching you and you instantly understand why it seemed like Jungwon was utterly obsessed with his dog. 
You fall to your knees, cooing and showering Maeumi with as much love as possible. 
“Hey,” Jungwon jokes while scratching his head, “Save some for me.”
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It was too hot to go out. It was too hot to do anything. It was too hot, period. 
You groan, pushing Jungwon off you in the midst of his complaints. You shoot him a glare, rolling over to capture as much of the cool surface of the couch as possible. 
It was summer, indeed. The a/c was on yet you felt like your body temperature was way over the normal average. You feel the sweat collect on your neck, letting out a sigh. 
Jungwon didn’t make it any better, wanting to be near you at all times even when the temperature made you want to jump into the nearest body of water. 
As much as he protested, you couldn’t handle the heat. The Netflix series he put on tv for both of you to watch was soon forgotten, the distraction of the heat made it impossible to focus.
“How are you not affected at all?” You mutter at Jungwon who was eyeing you with a displeased look based on the fact that you pushed him away. 
“My love for you withstands all the seasons,” he extends his arms out wide cheesily while your nose scrunches. His arms fall to his side with a thud as he sighs. 
“You’re right. It’s way too hot.” 
Still, his hand trails it’s way to yours. You can’t suppress the smile on the face. Not once did you expect Jungwon to be this clingy, and you weren’t complaining. 
“What time do you have to go back?” You ask. 
He groans, “In like an hour.” 
You unconsciously pout, thinking about how your time together will be cut short. It was a mutual thing- you both understood that the other was busy. You each had your own priorities and that was okay. 
Time spent together was just a gift. 
“What about ice cream?” He suggests, head perking up. 
“You know me too well.”
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Autumn. 
You run into his embrace, gladly inhaling his comforting scent. 
“It feels like I haven’t seen you in forever,” Jungwon murmurs, voice muffled by the way his face buries into your body. 
“I know. I’m sorry.” You almost feel tears prick the corner of your eyes- it really felt like the last time you saw Jungwon was over a year ago. 
After school and work picked up again, your schedules never matched up. In your current stages, life was so busy- it was almost like the world was trying to keep you two apart. And that meant your time with Jungwon was limited. 
“I missed you.” If anything you squeeze him tighter, never wanting to let go. Phone calls and texts weren’t enough. Nothing was enough, except for being in his presence, being able to reach out and touch his cute dimples. 
And that’s exactly what you do. 
He stands still, amused as you fondly poke his cheek. His hand comes up to cover your own, rubbing comfortable circles into your skin. 
“How did you do on your exam today?”
Your eyes lower to the ground. You spent so much time working. So much time and effort out into your studies, away from Jungwon, and it barely paid off. 
“I… I didn’t do how I wanted, to be honest.”
His grip tightens as he apologizes. “Hey, I know how hard you worked, y/n. I know you’re capable of so much more. One score doesn’t mean anything, alright?”
“But… that means I have to work a lot harder, Jungwonie…” You gaze at him with sorrowful eyes. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry that I’m-“
He stops you with a finger to your lips. “Don’t apologize. Just because we can’t see each other in person doesn’t mean we aren’t together. You know I’m always with you, right? I’m always cheering you and supporting you.” 
You nod, unable to wipe the guilty frown off your face as you hug your boyfriend again. 
“Don’t worry, baby. Things will work out. You’ll be fine. I love you, don’t forget that.” 
“Yeah. I love you too.”
But that tiny insignificant fear began to bloom inside you, would you be able to make it work?
You really, really hoped you could. 
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Unread texts light up your phone as you continue typing. You rub your temples in exhaustion before deciding to take a break. 
Just a ten minute nap- you’ll allow yourself that much. 
Grabbing your phone to set an alarm, you see the messages sent by Jungwon.
You frown, didn’t you already tell him that you were busy?  
Exasperation runs through you for a split second before it fades away to remorse. How could you let your stress get to your head? To ever make you feel irritated by your caring boyfriend? 
You tried to call him earlier and he didn’t answer. It also happened three days ago, except he was the one that called and you couldn’t answer. Most of your messages now were short ones either telling the other good morning or night and not to skip meals. 
As much as you missed him, you didn’t have the luxury to mourn your loss time with him and Maeumi. Your school was at the top of your priorities, and it always was. You couldn’t afford to stop now. You and Jungwon both worked hard in your respective ways.
There was no way you could give up, and neither could he. If that meant sacrificing parts of your life, you would do it. 
Turning off the lights and getting settled, you decide on a reply while lying down. You keep clicking the backspace button, huffing. 
Why couldn’t you find something to say?  
Eventually, the chat is left open and unanswered in your hands as you yawn, unable to prevent your eyes from closing and falling into a dreamless slumber without realizing it. 
Jungwon notices that you’ve seen his text, and yet you’ve sent no response. He doesn’t even remember the last time he’s seen your face. He doesn’t remember when you both stopped putting in an effort to see each other. 
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Winter. 
You finely found a date to meet up. To talk. The look on your face when you finally see him, it takes a lot for you to not break down.
The expression painted on his face, you somehow knew it was the same on yours. The same thoughts running through your head. What happened to us? Why to us? 
You both knew it was coming. But how, when, everything in itself- 
it was never clear. 
When you first met Jungwon, everything was easy. You had no clue when life started getting in the way, and why you chose that over your relationship with him. 
Perhaps there were too many underlying reasons. Why you had no time to even think about being with him, having a future with him. Perhaps that was when you knew it was the end. 
A painful end with the painful throbbing of your heart. The snapping shut of a book. The curtains falling to the ground with a thud. 
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Autumn. 
You were the happiest with him and the saddest when you were no longer together. 
In this moment, facing Jungwon after months- has it been a year yet?- have gone by, you can’t find yourself able to remember even one of the several reasons why you broke up. 
Things didn’t work out, yet you can’t help but wonder what it would be like if you were still together. 
But it’s only a slight wander away. A single thought because you took the time to heal. It was a painful healing process that allowed you to learn and grow a lot. You feel okay seeing Jungwon, thinking about Jungwon. Honestly, it was good enough that you were able to love him. 
You loved Jungwon and even though the situation changed, your feelings didn’t. Jungwon must feel the same, you can tell by the way he looks at you. Just like he’s used to holding all the memories and emotions and keeping them from bursting out. 
All of it in a blink of an eye.
“Jungwon…” you start off softly, and he shakes his head.
“It’s alright. You don’t have to say anything.” 
Possibly that was your mistake back then. Not speaking up for the one you loved.
“No,” you state firmly. “I want to.” 
His eyes widen but he doesn’t protest. 
“You don’t have to respond,” you exhale shakily, “But I just wanted to say I missed you and I’m glad I got to see you today.” 
You unconsciously rub your sweaty palms against each other, self conscious about if you’ve just made a mistake or not.   
He takes a deep breath and holds out a hand. You glance down, bewildered. Jungwon makes the effort to lighten up the atmosphere, giving you that same heartfelt smile.
“I’m Jungwon… and I’m also very glad that you’re the one I bumped into today.” 
When did the space between you two on the bench get so small? 
You beam while letting out a short chuckle, and reach out to shake his hand. 
Your book was closed, but that didn’t mean another one couldn’t begin. One with a pretty good ending, that’s all you needed. 
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