#ITS TOO SAD OTHERWISE

[completeoveranalysis]

[19]

Listen I’m running out of bandaids

WOOPS THERE IT IS

KAMUI LANDS A BRURALLY FATAL BLOW ON SYAORAN

I think there’s even a more brutal and more fatal blow in the next chapter, but still! We’ve entered The End of Syaoran Zone.

AND ITS SO MUCH HARDER TO WATCH KNOWING THAT THIS IS WHAT IT IS

It’s just. So incredibly sad that Syaoran dies suffering, drowning, and slowly bleeding out alone while people watch from the sidelines, none of the rest of the family there to help until it’s too late. 

And in water - opposite to his own element, and certainly making his fire useless. And without his sword, as Mokona isn’t here to give it to him, and he can’t kick effectively due to the water drag. He’s even been shot in his leg, making it even harder to kick than is really necessary. Even his own secret nature is used against him, without his knowledge, as his “game” status prompts Kamui to bleed him out and feed him to Subaru. 

Every piece of this scene is the antithesis of everything he is, and it’s utterly tragic.

So, like, I cannot wait for whenever it is I assume he gets his soul back because I can’t imagine a sadder end than this. 

#ITS OK SYAORAN #I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THIS IT FOR YOU #ITS TOO SAD OTHERWISE #Even though this IS the end of you For Now #And it changes Everything #Tsubasa catch up chronicle #Tsubasa #Catch Up Acid Tokyo #Catch Up T117 #And my desperate attempts not to get these posts banned all over again #Its safe tumblr I promise

[bubblingsteam]

#disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #kim kitsuragi #harrier du bois #harry du bois #this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game... #sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy? #comics #comic art #trans #cw blood #blood #cw smoking #my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao #ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name #im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too #cause its a *seolite* name #another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian #and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too #i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas? #im definitely *not* projecting haha #i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young #10/10 fic made me cry #thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise #he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over #sorry for rambling #my art

[spacedlexi]

when u want to like a character so so bad but theyre a cop so its impossible

#sorry even if theyre hot my first thought will always be 'cop' and it kills all desire #slams head thru wall #vi arcane i want to love u so bad......but i look at u and see COP and its over for me 😐 #and her cop gf 😐😔 #before anybody gets mad at me im just sad 😔 shes great otherwise like she fits my fave types but this wall is insurmountable #she grew up in the SLUMS and they make her an ENFORCER??? die #she was wrongfully imprisoned for like a decade and they make her an enforcer 😐😐😐😐 #after finishing arcane i went to read her lore 😐 #felt so Liberal 😐😔 weh weh both sides bad type beat #girl its not too late please dont be a cop and cait pls leave the force PLEASE i cant defend you like this #anybody else trapped in this torture prison abt her or is it just me please tell me im not alone in this #every time i see her on my dash it pains me so much like physically mentally.... #its ok at least i have my other vi who fights ex military with her gf to avoid becoming soldiers in a pointless war :) blink blink #it speaks #only posting this bc i need to know who else is suffering over this.............. it cant just be me

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me: sits down to write feeling full of inspiration

chronic pain: no 🙃

#sorry i just needed to vent #UGH #i mean obviously having a chronic pain condition is never fun #but when it decides to sink its teeth in when i just want an evening to capitalise on the inspiration that’s been building up all week #it’s just so frustrating #getting to sit down in the evenings to write is one of the few times i get to feel peaceful and comforted #and i’m just so done with my body taking that from me too #sorry i will resume my usual flaily milex posting soon i’m sure #but tonight i’m just feeling sad and a little bit scared of my own body #and my flatmate and best friend are otherwise occupied #so apparently i’m venting about it here instead #chronic pain #lulu posts

[cuckweeds]

if you think you are morally responsible for Trump's actions if you do not vote against him then why do you not think you are morally responsible for Bidens actions if you do actually vote for him?

#it truly doesnt make sense to me how you guys can think this way #you are responsible for your inactions but not for your actions? #also why do you guys think that every vote that isnt for joe Biden is a vite for trump #do you know theres people who voted third party instead of trump? #thats right i know multiple people who voted for jill stein last election instead of trump! #not everyone voting third party is someone who wouldve otherwise voted blue and its silly to assume so #sometimes voting third party takes votes away from republicans too! and you could encourage more republicans to vite third party too! #i stg the democratic party is so sad #all of you “blue is ALWAYS better than red no matter what” sound so ridiculous like #so if trump switched parties right now hed be the good guy? #bc thats essentially what yall are saying when all you care about is whether they call themselves a democrat or not

[illuminatedferret]

Wacky zany post-canon crack where a bunch of heavenly officials wish crimson rain didn't exist in the vicitiny of a shitty 'wish-granting' object and they all get beamed over to a world where crimson rain DIDNT exist and by the time they wake up from their dumbassary-induced comas they are all staunchly like "crimson rain is not that bad actually" and they hate it

#tgcf #illuspeaks #hua cheng #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #heaven officials blessing #i think a world like that would also have to be one where xl isnt around either #at least not anymore #otherwise its too sad

[misspickman]

Actually so evil of bg3 to have the emperor be referred to with it/its pronouns only to do the big reveal and make it a him again

#Not genuinely evil i am being dramatic etc. But sad to me #I do just hate the whole emperor reveal so much tho. He was a more interesting character before that #I still wasn't super compelled by it but thats ok. However. Ugh #In general the way bg3 does pronouns is not ideal imo like this is still a lot better than most games do it #But the fact that there is a they them option and no npc uses it #Only characters with non he/she pronouns are the two mindflayers (afaik?) #Its something for sure. Makes me think #Genuinely does make me wonder how Gender is in faerun.. Tell me more.. #Everyone genders my character correctly but okay How do they know or even assume considering there doesn't seem to be #a precedent of gender neutral pronouns for other characters nor otherwise gender non-conforming characters #Yes i am thinking too much about it i know why it is the way it is. However. It is interesting to me #I like to think about this shit. Talk to me about gender in this fantasy world pspsps video game #Txt #No shade to omeluum my favorite it its mindflayer ever. U know what i mean

[lavenderyulu]

they’re so.... blorbish

anyways more soft stuff <3 because im practically incapable of making any sort of other art

#incombustibleshipping #actually i am capable of angst but it requires like 10k context and i dont have the time for that #pokemon #pokeani #pokemon steven #steven stone #pokemon alain #i had fun using an old brush for this bc it has this cool grain sort of texture #but also i think using it busted the file size up to like 9mb and i had to make it smaller to send on discord #also god i love colour theory #stevens hair looks blue but thats still a greyish shade of brown! #what the fuck #if you look closely stevens face is a bit flushed due to the fever #and also alain is eternally bad at going to sleep #i also missed drawing this room specifically because i actually somewhat of a design for it but its just #fun to draw their room #theyre too soft your honor #wheres the accompanying art piece where they are nothing but sad #otherwise i think ill end up killing someone eventually with my soft art #i think i need to crank it back on the sick steven beccause at this point he has like 50 medical issues and still counting

[charlie-kellyyy]

my friend letting me talk about sunny cause I'm sad... I like my friends

#only downside is i have to call joyce Charlie #otherwise it gets confusing #my girl 😞😞 #anyway shes stopped replying now maybe i spoke too much oops #sad face #iasip #its always sunny in philadelphia

[wolfcat-hybrid]

I understand the instinct to hear news about something happening and go "ok, now how will this impact me", but folks. With the WGA strike. Please don't make it about your favorite show. I'm sorry something that's important to you has been negatively affected! But the wellbeing of writers should absolutely take priority over that. You can be sad about the impact of a strike and still be glad they're fighting for improved conditions.

#wolfy speaks #wga strike #writers guild of america #current events #its just kind of frustrating to go into the wga tag and seeing ppl talk exclusively about their shows being hurt by it #im sorry! i know its sad! but the human writers are more important rn! #that said it is absolutely an instinct to find out how a news thing inpacts you. i do it too. my first question when i learn something is #'how will this affect my day to day life?' #but then i move past that #some of yall are still in the 'prioritizing me' stage and you have to go to 'prioiritizng others' stage #that said if youre a fandom blog and explaining how the strike will likely affect whatever youre talking about you get a bit of leeway #wanting to understand what the impact of the strike will be is not the same as not caring about why theyre striking #sorry i know im rambling in the tags here... i feel like theyre room for nuance here and i dont want to come across otherwise #just. end of story. you should be more concerned with the wellbeing of the writers who are striking #than the wellbeing of your shows #human lives take priority #but you can be concerned for both

[opens-up-4-nobody]

God. One of my little sisters is such a bitch. She's done me some genuine damage in exacerbating my already social bad anxiety. But when I have dreams where she's been hurt or killed, it's so horrible bc she's still my lil sister :-(

#its bc last night my dad had a dream she was in a car wreck. he transferred that anxiety onto me #shes such a bitch tho.just like intolerant of things she doesnt understand. and she does not understand my unwell brain #i think she likes my youngest sistsr best now. which fair bc i do too but we used to be besties. we used to explore in the woods together #and play ellos and barbies and legos and poly pockets and magnets. and now we never text eachother. its sorta sad #its not just me tho. my youngest sister and i have a 4 year gap so we weren't really interacting much when were were little bc she was too #bby to me but shes such a genuinely lovely person now. shes a special ed and preschool teacher. i asked her mom how she ended up with both #of my sisters bc my middle sister is the most like entitled person i kno. like my parents r very generous and she doesnt think for a moment #about not accepthing things from them. she thinks shes owed that amd more. its so strange #and my mom was like. thank goodness i got the youngest bc otherwise id think something was wrong with me #im prob somewhere in the middle of them. my brain is just more fucked up so like im greatful but im struggling. theres not a ton of like #really obvious mental illness in my family tho. just here and there someone should b diagnosed and get a bit of help. my uncle is the only #other one who could possibly be bipo1ar but hes also got a lot of problems: severe adhd and possibly b0rderline. so it could just b that but #my dad says when u talk to him sometimes things just doent make sense bc hes had convos in his head wuth you so he thinks u kno already #idk. its interesting tho #unrelated

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

ik realistically i never got a lot of love for jensen and bryce bc oh my god a queer pairing of color?????? fucking tragic i know but also i like to pretend its just bc they are too complex for the mere cishet choices player to understand 😌 

#no bc fr otherwise ill just be sad :') #on one hand i love laying everything on the line from day one #my first fic was a demiro bryce fic which scared off all the bryce romancers bc god forbid i go against the general consensus hc #and like sure i dont want them there if they cant appreciate or try to understand other hcs #but on the other hand like how fucking disappointing is that??? #like its just so fucking tragic #this fandom is such a non queer friendly place #and not usually in the literal bright red im queerphobic way #but in the small ways that are so obvious #to queer people but maybe not the rest #and idk i just.. miss a lot of the people that were here when i started ig?? #like ik im the one who bothered to stay this long but also like i just want people to enjoy media/hc bc theyre good??? #like not bc they fit a trope you like?? #idk im just wishing for something that isnt a thing here #and i Know it #but still #to have friends who love the characters i do would be so nice #just to gush about them yk #but the second i came here with a different hc it immediately set me too far apart from everyone else #and on one hand i Am annoyed #but on the other i just ignore it bc if i paid attention to it i might rip somebody's arm off #n e ways that was a nice mj ramble for you all youll never get it again

[felidaefatigue]

genuinely pondering what i actually want to do for the next 50 years because im pretty sure life is going to become... Not unlivable in the sense of humans cease but so completely and utterly Not This that i feel like any goals need to be achieved asap if they rely at all on global systems

#honestly if it wasnt such a horrifying thing to do to a living being id seriously debate having a kid now lmao like Thats How Bad #purely for the science of the process fascinates me #which OBVIOUSLY IS NOT A GOOD REASON and thus No on top of all of the MANY MANY MORE reasons of NO #but like if there ever was a cut off time it would be noe #now #lowkey kinda makes me sad its such a hard no too cause as much as i dont want to raise a human i think my partner would be amazing at it #like if we lived in boomer era but less misogynistic and i could have one n he just like does the rest i could live with that level of risk #LOL still fucked up methodology for offspring but like THERE IS 1 AND ONLY 1 timeline that id be cool with it #and this is not that timeline #but also ik it hurts him too likes hes on the same page of haha not in this reality thats fucked up but he Totally Would otherwise #ANYWAYS thats not even the whole point #just like. general. #like if i want to just go build a house or something and empty my savings. #just any wild dream #cause i gebuinely do not know if money is going to be a stable concept much longer

[the-kipsabian]

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#the thing about being so bad at writing is that when you also do it very irregularly about shit nobody else cares about #you drive yourself into a hole where absolutely nothing motivates you cause nobody misses your fics #also ive been made to feel bad lately about choosing fic writing over drawing so its. been a really fucking bad brain time #idk. i dont feel like a contributing member of the fandom. like it doesnt matter at all what i do i dont provide anything of any value #i hate it here and once again im just. sad and done but im useless with anything so what does it matter and who cares #its so hard to explain. i just dont feel like im doing anything meaningful #and i know thats not an actual indicator of the quality of my work but. try telling my garbage brain these two things arent related lmao #sorry im just. im just useless. i dont just feel that i know i am. with anything i cant do just piling up and the list getting longer i jus #maybe i should finally give up writing too. would make thinking about everything so much easier. nobody would miss it #and nobody can convince me otherwise about that #im gonna go cry in my cocoa now goodbye #night is an absolute mess on main

[masqueradeoftheguilty]

fucking 1am crack theory neuvillette is actually straight up furina's dad like not even in a found family way but related by blood

#shut up shut uP #first off neuv is Old. second of all their hair colours are very similar. #third of all until proven otherwise im 99% positive that the previous hydro archon was furinas mam. so. #(again i swear that was mentioned in canon somewhere but i also might have just gaslit myself somehow lmaooo) #STILL #its a funny idea. kinda sad though too fjdjskls #step right up! || 🪄.txt

[thedeliaishere]

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#im not ready to go back to work #its still way too soon im still in so much pain and sadness #but at the same time i hate the days off too #because after like noon to 1pm all my friends have gone to sleep or are otherwise busy #so then i just have to sit and marinate in the sadness