#I'm so warm and exhausted

[catparazzi]

as much as I'm looking forward to the parade this weekend it'll also be the third weekend in a row that I have plans and I'm so happy I don't have any plans for the weekend after that

#mort's musings #I'm so warm and exhausted #can't wait to slow down a bit and recover some energy #I have a spot on one of the floats #tabling at two conventions the two previous weekends and then being in the pride parade this weekend is A LOT #but it really does feel extra important this year since last year's got canceled after the terrorism

[stuckinapril]

literally just got home and took my pm shower and i'm about to haul ass to a 24/7 open library and study there for hours

#if i weren't so good at romanticizing studying it'd be so over i swear #this bitch is exhausted but the show must go on #luckily today it's orgo and physics and i genuinely enjoy both #i have a cute comfy fit on my curls r popping my lip gloss is ON warm spicy perfume applied i got this #i signed myself up for so much shit this year that i'm out of the house more than i'm not #but it's nice to always go back to my roots no matter what (pulling all nighters late at the library) #it's where i belong

[userjiminie]

MÅNESKIN x CORALINE for @jiminswn ♡

#maneskin #måneskin #damiano david #maneskinedit #italiansedit #*g #tw flashing #please don't look at me i have no idea what i'm doing #originally this was supposed to be a jimin x taemin set #but this last week took me by storm in a hundred different ways and this is where my brain went #i vow to make that set when the world stops ending #HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE OF MY LIFE! #i'd give u the world if i could but until i find a way to do that please accept this humble set instead 🤲🏼 #at this point i believe i've already exhausted all the words in my english vocabulary waxing poetic about you #so now i'm just [vehement incoherent in love noises] @ you #i love you i admire you i adore every minute i spend talking to you #thank you for one more year of you generously gifting me with wholesome cat videos & good music & beautiful sunsets #thank you for your trust & your patience & your gentleness #you play such a singular & important part in my life i hope you know that #i hope you have a warm peaceful comforting day & that the world showers you with all the love you deserve #not only today but always 🤍 #also fun fact but only the moment i was tagging u did i realize this set matches ur blog's color palette fhdfhdjkj #(at least on desktop it does 🤡) #that's our way of life. at least one 👉🏼👈🏼 a day 😔✊🏼

[meownotgood]

I love aki.... I want him to hold me.......

#I'm so exhausted... #I just wanted to stay in bed today #it feels like this week I haven't had the energy for anything #I want aki to comfort me #I need him to hug me tight and warm and tell me everything will be alright #before I implode today #I'm tired of people and everything #hhhhhhhhhhhh h aki...... aaaaki......

[6uts]

wanted to go to a concert but it's 10 pm and im so ready to sleep. rip.

#one of the bands was a french screamo/post hardcore band 🥲 #they need to stop having 4 bands play in one evening because i'm still so mentally exhausted from that one concert with too many bands #and i was tired #i was gonna just go around 10 to catch at least the last 2 but oh the sleepiness #and also it's so fucking warm #also just sensory overwhelmed today #7x7

[forestofsprites]

there's so much to experience on this ludicrous little planet of ours. it is devastatingly thrilling, absolutely calamitous, fun and stupid and ridiculous and beautiful and awful and loving!!!

#I don't know how I've come to have this bizarre spirit #I'm in a disease relapse within a disease relapse- and I'm exhausted & stressed & frustrated & scared & my body is completely jumbled up!! #it's mid winter and COLD and SNOWY and everything hurts and I'm tired ! I'm drained!!!! #but I saw some little birds huddling against a roof heater today!! and one of the sweet deer twins from the summer! and #in a week or two- I get to start my veggie seeds for spring! and my sweet stupid son (cat) and my sweet stupid old man (also cat) #both came to give me cuddles this morning!! #and I am SO exhausted and I'm so fed-up but I also never want this to end #and it's SUPER confusing & I know I'm never going to understand the nuance of it all- but for all the pain and the trauma and regret and #messiness- I still look forward to spring #I can't wait for snowdrops and crocuses #I can't freaking wait for the swamp to melt and fern sprouts to peep out #and this spring is going to be so different in the wake of the hurricane- so much has changed and I'm still not to terms w/ it!! #my health is crappy!!! ahh! #but spring is a definite #it's coming! and it'll be warm! and green! and the ducks will return! and the baby deer! #and I can sit outside in that warmth and in my tree and BOY #despite it all #despite it all!! #thoughts #no grammar here bc im tired <3

[megumi-fm]

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#i am... dare i say... going insane...😃 #one of thee weeks of all time tbh #im already low on sleep given my last minute prep for today's internals #i was also supposed to get my internship presentation crosschecked with the guide today but it clashed with test timings and yeah.. ah well #atp i don't even know if i can show it to her tomorrow bc I need output images from this one tool that just. wont cooperate with me #was also supposed to start GRE prep today T-T #i must agree that having many tasks makes me feel less lethargic/dull and more mentally active but i am. overwhelmed. #and also so physically exhausted #I spent the past 8+ hours doing my presentation my eyes and my back are starting to hurt #the weather also sucks so bad there's no reason for it to be this hot ugh i hate capitalists and i hate global warming #i also miss tumblr... I haven't updated my daily tracker for the past five days... my weekly tracker has turned to a biweekly tracker and #and this time i think I'll be covering three weeks in one post lmaoo #there are so many things I'm yet to do on here... convos left halfway and incomplete tag games... and things I'm yet to reply to... gah #on that note Tanishka if you see these tags ily and i have our convo in my drafts but i dont have the time or the energy to reply rn :(( #hopefully soon~ #hope you guys are doing better than i am lol #megumi in the tags

[loverdude]

My senior show is also so stupid lol like I am never again in my life gonna put my artwork in a gallery setting that's just not something I enjoy at ALL or aspire to do but I have to do this whole big terribly stressful thing in order to graduate and it's SO DUMB

#💭 #i may be a studio art major but like. not... actually LOL #like i am but uh. i'm just like. whatever idc... #i don't necessarily regret going to college i wouldn't have met some important friends otherwise #including my bf lol he didn't go to my school but he was a friend from high school of a friend i made at school #and a lot of the actual things i've gotten to try in studio classes have been fun and cool opportunities #like quilting and ceramics and oil painting etc... #and some stuff i learn in classes like art history and other stuff can be really interesting to learn #but the like... expectations side of it... #not everyone is gonna go above and beyond in class and also like #go on to grad school and eventually make a living off of like solely being a gallery artist or whatever else #i'm gonna like. idk hopefully get some diagnoses soon and mayyyybe get some government benefits that eventually and like #work a calm part time simple not-physically-exhausting job and do commissions or shop stuff or sell crafts etc on the side #ideally speaking etc but. i just wanna have a calm warm cozy healthy life with my bf and family and friends that's all i care about #the world of art school is not really for me lol just bc art is the main thing i do with my time doesn't mean like. #thats the kind of path i'm gonna go down... #i always feel like no one in those settings thinks my main art i make is professional or original or my full capability anyway lol #cuz it's fanart or cartoony or whatever #i make lots of other art too and can do all kinds of styles but i shouldn't have to do it to like. prove myself #no one should #sorry so much rambling lol #i'm just frustrated and stressed

[widowshill]

man some of those tags on that "why did you follow this person" post got to me. man !!! !

#I LOVE YOU ???? #➤ ooc. ┊ she’s nauseous，she’s hysterical，and she’s exhausted. #i try not to worry about being Perceived too much bc crowd approval is the mind killer !! i want to blog earnestly !! to *be* earnestly !! #but lately i have been um... mal à l'aise. i shall admit. #but the things that i have been most Concernèd about. my impassioned r/v blogging. headcanon dumps. insane bs / ds crossover posting. #to see that all just so embraced. not as a *despite* but as a *because* #it's really genuinely moved me and reassured a lot of my doubts about being / posting here :''''' ) ) #idk i am. Grateful. for my small warm little group here. like mostly at the end of the day i'm making my little doodles and putting them #up on the fridge. and it has brought me ... uncountable joy. that u guys smile at it when u open the fridge to make ur dinner. #anyways. i am cringe and i am free <3 hysterical woman rv shipper. or something

[xxlelaxx]

I'm starting to get worried about giving birth...

#ignore me #what if i forget to pack essentials in the bag?? #like what if the clothes i pack for her are too warm? #babies are shit at Temperature regulation #or what if i forget something completely obvious??? #also do i need to pack diapers and clothes for every day of my stay if i have to go to the hospital??? #the apartment isn't fully finished and I'm starting to get stressed #but also I'm only awake at hours where i can't finish the resy #and what if i won't be a good mom? #hell i haven't interacted with kids for over half a year #and she'll be so tiny!!! what if i crush her?? #or accidentally hurt her in some other way??? #babies are so fragile #what if i feed her too little? like they lose weight the first couple of days #what if i dont notice not giving her enough food? #or if we both are too exhausted and miss a night feeding cause her crying doesnt wake us? #i could traumatize her before she even has the ability to really recognize faces! #also what if i eat wrong and then she ends up with pain or other issues?? #and how close do i allow the cats to be? what if they accidentally hurt her??? #she has like no immune system! even a cold could kill her #and sometimes you dokt notice right away if you have a cold and then you visit someone #i got so many anxieties and more than half are that I'll make mistakes that could harm her #like what if she gets an allergy cause i use face cream? #my mom did so many things you werent supposed to do and we survived so i think she should be fine right? #also don't get me started on birth #like I'm not scared of the pain or anything i trust my body and the mid wives #but I'm gonna make such a mess #and I'm not sure what to wear?? #do i help cleaning afterwards or what is the procedure??

[rosyjuly]

seb showing up to class in a piece from lewis' collection and the class going wild because wow mr. vettel has style! but they dont know that seb is mainly wearing it because it still smells a little like lewis and that hes away somewhere far away. and/or lewis forgetting timezones and wanting to call seb before bed and interrupting his class so seb just gives them another task and goes to chat to his husband :3 🍄 (i am mainly interested in the sewis side of prince au im sorry)

🍄 anon i love you and every day i'm more convinced we're twins separated at birth but this ask made me think of this meme ‹3

i DO adore the ask but i spent a good few minutes cackling about this meme format and how there's yet not even textual evidence for sewis but we're all just going nuts over it!!! (also now i need to really start working on that ficlet so they can become 'canon' in prince au lol)

honestly clothes sharing? severely underrated. seb picking up a big soft jumper from the laundry chair and like shrugging-- okay so it has a daisy on it, it isn't that different from his usual sweaters (it really is). it smells just like lewis, he was wearing it yesterday before he had to leave for the airport in a smarter outfit and if seb subtly (that man hasn't done anything subtly in his life) turns his head into his shoulder, he can catch his cologne perfectly--

and lewis calling just as seb goes to close the door to start the class and he steps outside for a sec and asks if lewis got there alright and tells him he'll speak to him in a few hours and then the students can hear a very quiet i love you too before he slips back into the room, rosy cheeked! but also imagining lewis finally getting to his hotel room and meticulously hanging up his clothes and then collapsing into the armchair or onto the bed because he misses seb already. and he'll send him another selfie and ask for one back-- one of the earliest not-arguments that lewis won. they always call before one of them has to go to sleep (whoever is in the ahead timezone), even if for only a minute! and that day when lewis sends a pic of his outfit seb sends one back and lewis is !!!!! about how good seb looks in his jumper! it's too big in the shoulders! he looks so cuddly and soft!

#i'm tagging this as #prince au #and winking at you mushroom anon #🍄 #rosy.ask #idk how coherent this is i'm so exhausted and it's only monday rip #truly seb in lewis's clothes... essential #wish the same could be said about wearing seb's but lewis probably would set fire to that half of their gardrobe if he could #apart from the very warm winter jackets seb wears. he does steal those when he takes the dogs out #prince au sewis

[fooltofancy]

hw era livingspace

bonus big empty other side of the room, lmao.

#looks like he moved into the only warm corner of a sad little church lmao #i have house plans if when i can get ahold of an empyreum plot #there's also his fc room #which i'm gonna redo #it's just gonna be full of plant bullshit #botany room #then his house is gonna be his actual living space and probably like. a tailor shop. #keeps his apartment as like. memento. #safe corner from when things were very hard and very confusing and very exhausting #get your shoes off that sheep rug heathen #baby mode blogging #this is the most canonical ilya space i have rn #i am so so lazy about ffxiv housing #need a baby mode lore tag

[quietbirdee]

apologies for the lack of art lately! as well as me being very slow at answering asks! I appreciate everyone's comments and tags and stuff, and thank you for sticking around ;u;

#birdee speaks #warm and hot weather get me down really bad #it's impossible to focus and i'm so exhausted all the time so i'm very sorry! #i managed to sketch out a couple characters for the toh characters thing though!

[meownotgood]

I've already napped like five times today... I dreamt about aki... literally all I remember though is he was holding my hands and I felt really embarrassed about it lol

#his hair was also down in my dream and it looked really pretty #I miss aki so much... I wanna read or watch chainsaw man again... #I need to see him.... #but I won't today cause I think I'm gonna eat and go for another nap lol #I'm so exhausted from this week #I was supposed to work today too but my coworker gratefully took my shift for me #I've got so much sleep to catch up on it's not even funny #zzzzzzzzzz.. z. zzzzzzzzz aaaaki xzzzzzzzz #his hands were big and warm szzzzzzzzzzzz

[albatris]

mmm 7:25pm and already in bed for the night........ livin the dream......

#I'm exhausted today was so lonnnnnnng #but now I'm cosy n warm

[girlscience]

feeling alienated in much of my day to day life because of my body and the way I present myself (whether that identity comes down to trans or masc or gnc or something else entirely) and knowing I could talk about it with my friends but not knowing how to bring it up and also not being sure they'll get it because not many of them present the way I do but also maybe that's just a shitty bias I have and maybe I don't understand them and also many of them have other things that affect their experiences with the world that I don't have (mental illnesses, neurodivergencies, being a person of color, being fat, etc) and those would all leave them feeling alienated too so they might get the feeling but maybe not the source and also all those problems seem much more important than mine so maybe I should just shut up and not say anything.

#listen I just want to talk about the fact I am the only person who looks the way I do at my job #and the company has a very good mix of men and women but there is like a little joking divide between those two #and I always get put into the woman category but I feel so wildly out of place there #but I also don't think I'd feel comfortable in the men category and don't look like any of the men either #and I like my job a lot but I do feel just a little constantly out of place because of how I look and the way I act and the things I like #and I don't know what to do about it #and then also I am struggling with it with my family right now too #I genuinely can't think of a single family member who has never made some comment about either me and my appearance and identity directly #or has made comments about general communities I am part of #and so I don't feel very safe with my family even though I should be able to and even with the people who are super warm and loving #and I look so distinctly different from all of them and I always have #I've never really been able to hide this part of me the way some people can and it has made me different since I was a kid #and I have been fighting to be accepted for looking the way I do and acting the way I do since I was a kid and it's exhausting and scary #and now I want to get involved with my community and find people like me #but there's so much drama now around every version of my identity I could have and it sucks #and like I have no idea when I'm going to be able to even look into medical transitioning stuff #because I am so scared of my families reaction #but I don't know with the political environment if I'll be able to get those services when I feel comfortable and safe enough to do so #and that is fucking terrifying and heart renching #and I want to talk with someone who gets it and feels the way I do but I don't know how and complaining about this seems stupid #when most of my friends have other bigger problems and most of them are GOING THROUGH IT right now so so bad #and I don't want to add stressors to their lives if I can help it