#I watched her live was on YouTube

[unmotivated-student]

Why did you start watching the qsmp and why did you stay?

#In my case I think it's kind of funny because I had never been so committed to a Minecraft server #I watched a little bit of Tortillaland and some other bits of Karmaland #I liked Quackity and most of my time on Twitch I spent watching elmariana [It was the only thing I watched on Twitch] #I liked Roier but I didn't really watch him much [I don't know why] and I loved Missa's Youtube videos but I actually started watching #qsmp because of Jaiden #when I saw that she was part of the server I thought “wait #Jaiden? Jaiden animations? one of my favorite content creators is part of a #Minecraft server? I will definitely be watching“ #Jaiden was my main pov for much of the qsmp but it's a little funny that she doesn't appear in my Twitch recap because most of the time #I watched her live was on YouTube #and first place on my recap is Roier #my current main pov and whom I became very fond of throughout my time watching the qsmp #qsmp

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #jodie whittaker #sylvester mccoy #paul mcgann #colin baker #david bradley #peter davison #dw spoilers #all of the doctor's facing blending together reminds me of that video from idk how long ago now #morphing all these different combinations of doctors together #but anyways still very obsessed with this entire scene #and i just watched the behind the scenes video on youtube #and jodie talking about getting to meet them all #and colin baker calling her 'the boss' :'))))) #and for so long these guys have been living in my head as i listen to them on various big finish stories #and to see them on the show again is just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but i'm sad tom baker couldn't make it :( #ALSO THE NEW LOGO?! #AND COMING TO DISNEY+?!?! #WHY MUST WE WAIT SO LONG RTD HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME....

[siren--squid]

my grandmother cannot remember the names of my cousins, all of who she literally raised.. but she remembers exactly who the grumps, markiplier, and jacksepticeye are.. from just their voices

she is also a very very big NSP fan. about three times a week I'll hear her listening to the cover albums

what have I created

#she turned 70 years old a few months ago... #ive been watching these youtubers since elementary school and ive lived with her my entire life #WHAT have i created #this is worse than my mom listening to waterparks /j #game grumps #markiplier #jse #jacksepticeye #nsp #ninja sex party

[moment-live]

Take my hand and never let me go

#Honestly there's no way she doesn't live in rebirth #like AC Sephy knows she will nuke him from the life stream twice if he kills her at the forgotten city #watch me tredge back here in 2 weeks to write my youtuber appology #Honestly either way I win #Either my favorite character lives or she gets reunited with Zack ggez #anyway tags #ffvii #ff7 #final fantasy vii #final fantasy #aerith final fantasy #aerith ffvii #aerith #aerith gainsborough #ff7 aerith #ffvii aerith #ff7 remake #ff7r

[citrlet]

very sad this morning seeing Ryan and Shane leaving youtube to start yet another exclusive subscription service :/

#this is a monumentally shitty idea #then entire comment section is UNIFIED ive never seen that before akfjsks #i had to say that early accessing like cc makers do here would have been way better #but now at this point the damage is done and a lot of people feel disappointed that they seem to care more about the money #and honestly i dont think they produce enough content to justify a whole new service #i love the mcelroys way more and what they do is so much better #youtube already has a built in tier sevice why cant they just do that??? #anyway i have so many thoughts on this #i honestly watched ryan and shane way more than when they were on buzzfeed #i watched for their dynamic and how fucking funny they are together not for the quality of the shows #so many people do not understand that people watch them for them not for high value production is #first matpat then jacksepticeye soon and now this :/ #im DREADING the day gab smolders inevitability retires because shes my comfort youtuber she and her content has gotten me #through some of my worst moments #ill shut up now #someone tell me how many dislikes their announcement has on yt im so curious akfkska #oh also and its like dont they get their fanbase is mostly young people who probably cant afford another streaming service #on top of bills and the cost of living now??

[perilegs]

trans people don't have to "earn" their pronouns. no matter how despicable a person is, they should still be reffered to with the right name and pronouns. it's not hard

#i was watching an awful clickbait iceberg video on youtube in the background and it was entertaining but jfc #they/themming ppl who go by she/her is still misgendering! #i'm more than disappointed #i want one day of living as a trans person where i dont get reminded how much people hate us #negative #leevi talks

[iphigeniacomplex]

fashion brand company sells this dress printed with dr evil's monologue from when hes talking to the therapist and its great. i mean its a really swell piece and certainly a personally coveted one. but every time i see it im struck with the desire to own an item of clothing emblazoned with the full text of the ginger ale scene from 2008 11-dollar budget student film eagles are turning people into horses (available in its entirety on youtube) . but the thing about 2008 11-dollar budget student film eagles are turning people into horses directed by brian mcelhaney and filmed over the course of just 48 hours is its not a cultural staple. nobody thinks oh lets sit down and watch a movie and searches up that film about eagles who turn people into horses on youtube. yet another example of societys pure hostility towards envelope-pushing art

#it speaks! #i need to learn how to make my own clothing. i do. and i just rewatched that movie. #pretty much everyone stops watching weird student films on youtube JUST before they've found the one thatll change their lives. not me. #yr looking at a man who had her life changed years ago.

[simptasia]

okay heres how things are going

my mum is dead. i haven't done any housework in about 2 weeks. i'm living off doordash mcdonalds. i can't remember the last time i showered but all of my hair has solidified from grease and i smell horrrible. i slept for 14 hours last night in a pool of my own blood. period blood, not self harm blood, don't worry. actually do worry, for different reasons. the nurses didn't confiscate all of mums painkillers so the horrible temptation is there. i need caffeine to maintain any kind of energy. the fact that my dog needs food and to go outside sometimes is my main reason to getting out of my bed. that and computer internet is better to look at than phone internet

i am so deeply depressed that i haven't taken my period pain medicine because the sharp agony i feel in my gut is the only reason i'm not entirely numb

i know exactly how to take care of myself and my life, i just don't have the strength or will to anymore

i am home but i wanna go home

#not to say im incapable of happiness... i still dance to music... play sims... laugh at youtube videos #i've spent some time with my friends #and i know my mum is in a better place. she's not in pain anymore. and the last 5 months were horrible #it couldn't go on like that. her body wasnt fit in live in anymore #i know all that. but its not fair. she's my mum. i miss my mum #i watched her die #i wanna go home

[musiclover2732]

The Zombie Song by Stephanie Mabey did so much for us as a society but also me specifically. every word of it is stellar, an absolute banger from start to finish. i actually first heard it back in 2017 in a Hamilton animatic and then a Votron one before finding the original music video which was equally awesome. we need more zombie songs. i need more zombie songs. someone please point me in the direction of more songs like this.

(this goes without saying but content warning for gore in the video)

#one of my favorite original characters is a zombie and i can never find good songs for her which is why i’m asking for recommendations #i love zombies #i am a huge fan of zombies #i am very passionate about them #like yes this was sparked by reading that fic #but also i’m debating on getting creeproduction ghoulia #and i binged all of santa clarita diet this summer followed by watching warm bodies for the first time #my first horror movie was night of the living dead which i watched home alone at dusk while eating mozzarella sticks #i’ve started inadvertently collecting zombaes #i was only supposed to get two but then the bat one was on sale so i grabbed her #she’s the only one in the wild series i really dug #but then i saw the two packs #maybe next series i’ll grab some more #tiny portable zombies with visible bones and brains what’s not to love #the zombie song #stephanie mabey #zombies #Youtube

[bumblingbabooshka]

she’s never gonna make it. she’s never gonna make it in L.A

Closeup

#T'Pol #I know nothing about the trellium thing except I watched Impulse (for this drawing) and saw a clip on youtube (inspiration for drawing) #and her saying that being on trellium made her relations with the crew improve....damn. that fucking hurt. #<- being amongst strange aliens...people who like you better when you're not yourself (when you're actively killing yourself slowly) #//drugs #//blood #g od...T'Pol really fucking goes THROUGH it huh #addiction - her mo dies - forbidden angsty romance - forced marriage then a divorce - witnesses a ship full of people she knew and worked #with reduced to a mad frenzy and then reduced to nothing (over a hundred lives lost) - then to top it all off the love of her life dies??? #can th is ladycatch a goddamn BRE AK??? Hhehe CHRIST. #also the blood isn't from trellium it's bc in the clip I saw the enterprise was all fucked up and battle-y #................happy women s day??????? #T'Pol art #st ent #st ent art #star trek ent #star trek ent art #bea art tag #johndontlook

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

do those things that you roll over your face to make your skin beautiful or whatever actually do anything

how can that possibly work

#personally my aging approach is just: lean in. don't intervene whatsoever. #let nature work her grand and formidable magic. #and the cool thing about it is: i save a lot of money #dollsome's deep thoughts #i am however watching keira knightley's 'my beauty bag' video on youtube because i love kk #even if i live in eternal terror of any and all beauty products #'beauty products' #(i feel weird that we have a whole industry that we uncritically refer to as the 'beauty industry' for the record)

[mer-se]

I dream about it and I wake up falling

#I use to watch their brooklyn steel live whole performance on YouTube a couple years back and #phoebe singing this especially her belting moment means so much to me it’s literally my favorite thing #like I use to play it in my car to just hear that part #it’s not on the recorded version gotta hear it live idk man it’s special tho #phoebe bridgers #love u #mine #boygenius

[talonpaw]

it has been ZERO DAYS since i have found myself experiencing a sitcom scenario

#to be fair this one is KIND of funny #i was at a friend’s apartment. apparently their landlord rented out one of the additional rooms without informing them #so a complete stranger unlocks the door and walks in on us watching YouTube videos in complete darkness #100% assumes that we’re hooking up #she declares that she lives there now but does not introduce herself (we did not get her name) and immediately leaves #she did not show up again for the rest of the night #my bad!!!! 😭😭😭😭

[themoonking]

anyway. i just don’t get why people are acting like they’re the first youtubers to ever put content behind a paywall.

#i speak #watcher tv #i never signed up and never RLLY watched her but am i the only one who recalls that lindsay ellis was nebula exclusive for a while #nebula exclusive content patreon exclusive content et cetera #YouTubers quitting and moving to acting meaning ppl will have to pay or pirate to see them perform #live shows aren’t rlly the same but that’s content put behind a paywall #i mean if you’re a patron you rlly aren’t allowed to complain bc next to nothing will change for you

[amtrak12]

Compulsively refreshing The Voice's youtube page every 15 minutes because I want to know which performance they chose to tease Monday's ep/want to know if it's Maddi Jane's performance (again) (for the third time)

#See also: overanalyzing every single short Maddi posts to her YouTube page #'performances' plural! More performances coming soon! That means she makes it out of knockouts right? #'I may need votes soon so share this video with your friends' - BESTIE! Are you saying you make it all the way to lives? #Are you even ALLOWED to suggest that yet when lives start in round 5 and round 3 isn't even done yet? #HOW DOES VOTING WORK WHEN PERFORMANCES ARE ON MONDAY AND RESULTS ARE TUESDAY BUT I WATCH NEXT DAY ON PEACOCK??? #Like no worries I'll vote for Maddi Jane without even watching first BUT I SHOULD BE ABLE TO HAVE A MORE INFORMED OPINION

[shallanspren]

because i deserve a treat, i changed my vpn's location to australia so i could listen to hozier's ep.

it fucks btw.

#allison russell is going to be SUCH a good opener to watch when i see him live this summer #her style works so well with his #the ep is released by time zones so if you have a vpn you can change it and listen on steaming or youtube btw #also you should all have a vpn anyway