#I need. t lay down.

[crybaby-bkg]

ohhh my god I’m looking at all these sex toys for this fic and saw this like pleasure tape that you can use for a lotta stuff and????? thinking about being a brat to gojo and acting like nothing he does is enough for you and he gets a little fed up about being sooo under appreciated!!!

so he lays you out on the bed and goes to work with the tape. tapes your mouth shut and your wrists together. tapes your tits so they sit up nice and perky for him to nip and lick at whenever he damn so pleases. then moves down between your legs, shushes you with condescending coos when you wiggle and plead through the tape for him to let you up, even though you’re wetter than he thinks he’s ever seen you.

and he tapes your cunt from top to bottom, despite your little hiccuping moans about how mean he is to you. at least, that’s what it sounds like, but for that, he still flips you over to tape your asshole too, biting at the flesh when you groan.

and then he leaves you there, wiggling and moaning and looking so pretty for him like this. tied up and teary eyed, and when you beg through the tape to be freed, only then does he feel a little more appreciated because you need him. that’s all he’s ever wanted from you.

#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE #I hope so #it made sense in my head #but as I was writing it I was like hmmmmmm what. #but yeah that pleasure tape had me barking at my phone #never been a fan of being tied up/down and such #but it’s something like so demeaning yet hot about using the tape to cover you #oh you don’t wanna appreciate me? wanna be a brat? complain that I don’t give you enough bc I’m so busy? #fine. you get nothing then. #ohhh I’m weak in the knees #him making you wear it all day when he’s out to ensure you can’t touch yourself 😵‍💫 #he can always tell when the tape has been taken off and reapplied #and he punishes you for it 😵‍💫 #I need. t lay down. #I wont him so bad #okay gn I don’t need to come up w ANOTHA damn fic idea #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #gojo treats! 🍬

[deus-ex-mona]

how hard does moge work though bc damn

#two banger mvs in 2 consecutive weeks… #and didn’t she post an ig story about having. like. 3 mvs in the works at the same time #can’t rem if those 3 included oshimahou but. if that’s true… w h a t is that last mv gonna be hellooooooooooooooo #a new song?? last stage???? nakamahazure maybe????? auauauaaaaaaaaaa #i think i need to lay down for a min bc motto!!! motto!!!!!!

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.

#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness. #COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye #yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all #until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs #I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying. #even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat! #my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone #and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor #the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T #I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home #lonely TT-TT #it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry #I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now #but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up #and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time #I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week. #I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me #I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over #so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T. #I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind. #<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind

[mastcrmarksman]

I mean you can take him camping but he will complain the whole time

very much accepting these / please they are so silly

There's definite relief that Bruce checks off a lot more than he had expected with this silly compatiblity, what his idea of an ideal partner or what makes up his type of people. IT'S SILLY, he knows this, but with how into Bruce he's found himself over the stretch of years. Three bingos was a big win, because he's sure that he and Bruce were opposties. In a lot more ways; some ways that got on the other's nerves or had to learn a boundary with. Like the physical affection thing.

❝ You haven't collected your stamp from the Kate store yet? ❞ Kate likes Bruce and if she didn't, she'd have to but he's pretty sure she did or would; or maybe still had the Hulk themed shirt in her closet. ❝ We should pick that up, 'cause wow, buddy. Four bingoes; that's, uh, really impressive. ❞ Who would he be if not trying to flirt?

He's not unconvinced that he couldn't change Bruce's mind about the camping thing. Nature was great, or Clint's the one that grew up on the road, convinced to love the campfire and canned beans, other things like pitching a tent and sleeping under the stars. Circus life. He will try real hard to get Bruce on his side about this.

❝ Going for gold? You know you can cash out on those bingos. ❞ If there is a dopey smile on his face, that's only for Bruce to see. After all, he's putting up with this silly thing and Clint. ❝ Four of them, a kiss or anything. ❞ Sexual flavors, one free stop annoying me cards, or whatever Bruce could come up with.

#okay but please do picture this. clint needing a night of just sound is mostly off in the apartment #black and white western with subtitles on. and clint laying down with bruce #that's like the peak of intimate or i need you time for clint #[ SHIPS; GAMMARAGEE ] I'd fall quicker and harder for you than when David shot Goliath #i love these two much if you can't tell rain (T u T) #gammaragee

[marc--chilton]

house biceps 🫡

this, my children, is an assassination attempt. and it's working :)

#asks #avalonpdf #bro got me SLOBBERIN i'm gonna DEHYDRATE #he is so fine. i need to tear him up into a million little pieces like confetti and blast him out of a t shirt cannon #anyway. lays down and dies

[qumiiiquinnquin]

ill never be good enough at anything

#vent #events of today only proved it #im genuinely so close to giving up completely #i dont feel happy when I draw because I know its not good enough and im ashamed when others see it because I know they think the same thing #I dont feel satisfied or accomplished when finishing schoolwork because I know others will have done it better and responded better and im #the stupidest person of the entire class. some things I just dont understand but I know everyone else or lots of others did #i cant do anything right. i cant socialize correctly. i cant remember to do anything. i cant keep any stable relationships #i know if i get a job they'll ly me off or fire me within days max weeks. i dont expect to be able to hold down a job for long #i dont have the skills necessary to become what I want to be which is a meteorologist. i struggle in math and that career is a lot of math #i actually want to be an artist too but ill die a lonely death. i cant even do this class. and artists are not paid enough to survive #hell what I do right now with art in my spare time is much worse than others. a mouse and microsoft paint. both arent good enough #i cant not compare myself to others. i know that they're all better than me. and im around these people every day and see it on social medi #i really want to put my art in our shredder and permanently delete files. i want to drop out. i dont know what to do with myself because i #know that im not good enough for anything except lay in bed like the depressed piece of shit i am and end up getting kicked out #i thought about just leaving class today and throwing myself down the stairwell from the top floor i was already on #just over the barrier thats right next to the first flight of stairs that prevents people from falling off the stairs from a height #the one you can look down and see the following flight of stairs. just throw myself down from that and hurt myself significantly. #ive been thinking about jumping again. from a new part of campus thats higher than where i initially wanted to fall from #if not those then sl!t my wrist or run into traffic #i just need to d!e. There's no room for someone as worthless as me #i cried when I came home today because im just done. i cant carry on and itd be better if i didnt. itd be preferred.

[tutuandscoot]

POV: lying in bed tearing up about Scott going to the store specifically to by a bucket and several bags of rice to fill it to the brim to take to Tessa’s door, ring the bell then leave in time before she answers it so she can see it and read the note he left because he knew this would mean everything to her and then T saying several times in the proceeding years that it is the best present she could possibly receive.

It’s not things like kisses or pda that make you know they love each other more than anything- it’s shit like this; like calling her a terrifying athlete to her face when he knows not feeling like the standard of athlete he was or loving the sport as much as he did was her biggest insecurity. It’s her saying she loves how passionate he is and she thrives off that when he feared he was too much to put up with or how he’s the best ice dancer ever and moves in such an honest, pure way that makes her want to move with him when he was so self conscious about dancing and being compared to her. Fuck literally everything else because they actually saw and do see each other for everything they are and love unconditionally because they kept showing up for each other and seeing all of each other for so freakin long. The simplest act of caring for another human being was essentially the essence of their career and I think that’s why we are so drawn to them and some go crazy over it bc sometimes the simplest things are so inconceivable to understand..

Fuck sometimes I’m fine then I’m like man a love this pure actually is possible 😰

#T&S: a lesson in how to treat each other. #I need to lay down #I already am laying down but man these two precious bbys really send my head spinning sometimes #sometimes I just want to scream bc there’s so much emotion attached to them and when you know and understand.. #.. it’s just a lot it’s hard to comprehend. these tiny things mean the universe and that makes me cry #ahhhh 😩 #another randomly scheduled outpouring of love for my angel bbys

[hopefulqueer]

new snake :3

#we wont b getting him until we move but i am so excited for him #he's an old boy getting rehomed #baby: beep #(placeholder until we decide if we're keeping his old name) #i need more animals i am going insane. also i think im buying a prettier new house for sprout today from tarantulacribs #so i can use her old house for either a brazillian black or a mexican fire-leg juvenile #lays down on the floor. more ameenals.. #i have cindy's old house too (i miss u bb girl u had a good lil jumpin spider life) #i could put another jumper in there OR an arboreal T sling #dear prospective job pls give me the higher paid position so i can support more pets thank u #on a related note if i DO get that position i'm probably going to have permission to start a small herp+invert ambassador animal collection #at the place #i'm literally so fucking excited about that prospect u have no idea #waaaauuuugh #i have a 40 gal waiting for mr beep which is apparently bigger than what he's in now #baby boy i will make u the nicest retirement home in the world #OH DID I MENTION HERE julia got me a t-crib medium coffin shaped #for a black widow :`) #her name is going to be Lady Jacqueline Tern and i'm in love with her already even tho she prob hasnt been born yet #all of this is dependent on getting these jobs and being able to move soon. pls manifest. #i might start a separate pet blog if it all works out

[spookyboywhump]

Giving Zander a deep tissue massage because he deserves it<3

HE DOES DESERVE IT HE DESERVES IT SO MUCH

#that man works so hard he deserves some rest and a massage and just to be allowed to relax #usually Vanessa is quick to offer him a massage #I think sometimes he just lays on the floor and asks wren to stand on his back though #something is wrong and he needs the pressure to put it back right #Cain opens the door and zander is face down on the floor #while wren is standing on his back fucking t posing #anonymous

[lumimis]

gh

#guys i #w #im #Miss #Friends #t #okay i need to like lay down goodbye #HWHSHWHSHWHSH

[vulpinesaint]

BEEN TWO DAYS NOW BOYS I THINK WE'RE IN THE CLEAR! NO MORE CURSE OF THE BLIGHTED I AM FREE... IMAGINE A WORLD WHERE TESTOSTERONE TAKES ALL THE PAIN AWAY...

#this does mean i'll be in contact with considerably less blood on a regular basis. a necessary sacrifice though #only had it every three months anyway with birth control so not That much will change #except that i don't have to take the birth control anymore or deal with a period at all :D #there are always other routes to blood when you believe in it with your heart [ fist emoji ] [ heart emoji ] [ blood emoji ] #t #testosterone #mainly glad no more curse cause i did get pretty bad cramps. in high school it would fully take me out for a day or two sometimes #part of the reason i went on birth control was cause like. dysphoria but also i needed to Do things i couldn't live like that once a month #never threw up from the pain but definitely felt nauseous from it and definitely physically had to lay down cause i couldn't stand w/it #so. even a month on t when my birth control sugar pills hit the cramps were SO much better. #and four months on t and this cycle of sugar pills seems like it is going to come with no blood nd cramps at all. say hallelujah everybody #valentine notes

[nomaishuttle]

yayy today was so productive

#0 bedtime score but thats ok :] i did sper super well at work today #i forgot chores Sry women or whatever. idk im gonna be real im kinda annoyed i have to do chores when i Quite literally do not go in the #main house whenever i can help it. and when i do i immediatley completely clean up after myself LOL. but whatever. same reason im paying #full price to live in an uninsulated garage ig. sry i dont mean2 complain #but ermm anyways sorry 😭 im trying t cut down on complaining fr. buttttt its bedtime naow :] #oh wait rhenother things i accomplished was i worked out my journal formats (its in sheets btw ^_^ and i also worked on my scoring metric #forr apartments :]] i think im gonna start wokring on making a list for once i move into the apartment so i can plan out my spending ^_^ #ok anywyas im sleepy naoww bedtime.. hopefully i am not too sleepy in the morning.. i think a lot o my.moning sleepiness is fr a willpower #issue ik i do need 2 sleep more for sure for sure buttttt today 4 example i was pretty energetic.. i got lots of umm. i did rly good on my #morning tasks... and i am crediting tht to me not doing my 10 minute lay down on the groun in the janitors closet and 'rest mt eyes' #ANYWAYS. gn gngngn fr !!!

[paracosim]

Literally everyone when I was pre-T: going on testosterone will make you physically unable to cry, and your emotions will be flat and dull

Me, two years on T and outright bawling as I finish the intro to the new Zelda game, followed by more sobbing while listening to a new song released by my favorite band:

#i cry so much now LOL #i always cry while watching The Sixth Sense but when I was pre-T I only cried at certain parts #I legit started watching the opening last week and immediately began weeping #I cry at the slightest provocation now 😎😎 100% a crybaby no shame #m.txt #say one word and I will turn into a human faucet. you wish you were me #i am crying as i type this because i have the opposite of dry eye which means i do not need to blink at all. my eyes stay wet #i have gone 2+ hours without blinking before with zero discomfort #when i lay down tears start streaming down the sides of my face

[foxcassius]

why is my very small apartment where nothing could ever conceivably hide so so scary to me in the dark this week

#i have had to turn to my last-resort sleep induction method: three very specific game grumps videos i have a pavlovian sleep response to #i listened to them while falling asleep so often in high school that the sound of these three videos makes me instantly relaxed and sleepy #which sucks because its fucking game grumps #but i tried my other sleep-induction sounds and videos and none of them had results and i dont know why but i am Scared this week! #i turn off d20 and lay down and roll over and 20 seconds later there is a sound and i go HUH #so i just need like. people sound to ward off the feeling of demons in the dark. and something familiar enough for sleep #i need to sleep its midnight i gotta wake up at 7:30 can we relaxxx #t

[knight-says-rollout]

Oh my god

#WHY DO I KEEP BEING PERCEIVED BY MY FAVORITE TF ARTISTS #THIS HAS BEEN A WEEK #FIRST I ACCIDENTLY DM DISFORMER THEIR OWN ART #LIKE A FOOL #AND STUMBLE THROUGH A CONVERSATION WITH EM #AND NOW T H E SKYSTAR BLOG #THE COMIC ARTIST #THE #fuck #I need to lay down for the next. 8 years.

[keeps-ache]

things to do (that i decided need to be done at 11:52 a.m.);

find that black shirt with the good texture

how draw clothe?? figure out

organize that one playlist

write, if fortune is kind

find music to lose my mind to at 3 a.m. so i can actually write for once

reread old draft

start sketch

make new sketch, last one sucked

work on anatomy

stare at art i like until my brain melts and i absorb the Vibes

#just me hi #hiiiiii it's 11:57 now #//i have like 2 black shirts with nice stretchy textures and i luv them #one of them is tighter the other one's more drapey and they both feel very Gender to me :) #//holy shizzle how do people draw clothes like that. woah dude what th. woah man waoh #the answer is probably Real Life References but. auhghuh. #//the blu3 space playlist is a Mess (a mess that i haven't tried to listen to since the first/last time cuz the vibes were Disorganized if #u knoy wadda mean) so i Need to work on it buuuuttttttttttttttt #i dun wanna but also i really need to cuz i. well idk why but i'll figure that out later #//holy frizzle i haven't opened word in like. at least a minute [i t ' s b e e n l i k e t h r e e w e e k s-] #i really gotta get on that. [lays down and ignores the world AND my little fantasies] #really though new music that makes my entire system go 4000 mach always gets me making stuff lol #just gotta figure out how to concentrate that into pure undisturbable focus ;v; #//just remembered an older writing thing from like. idk when but i DO remember it was fun to write and i disappoint myself every time i #reread and it isn't finished </3 #//art art ar ta rta rta ar ta rt ar tr ar ta r ta tra t a tr a t a tart ar t rat ar t art ar t art a rt a tr at ra ta #i'm so lukewarm to it right now auhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;=; #didn't mean to put a = but ykno what #//how. how body ? i haven't studied the actual human form Ever and i feel like that fact stares me in the eyes every time i draw hbvka #//anyway. also [telepathically beaming Something at all the cool art i see] #that is all #it's 12:08 now lol i think my leetol Brayn is melting