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onlinekitsune · 1 year

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would you still love me if i was a worm? (demon brothers)

it’s been a long minute since I’ve posted but i have had a little bit of an writer’s block/stuck with thinking about only my oc’s but hi i’m alive!! first post of 2023 being this is well… something but i hope you enjoy!! thank you for my silly and stupid brainworms (haha do you get it)

MC: hey… would you still love me if I was a worm??

LUCIFER: overall just confused, confused why you would ask this, confused why now at the middle of the night, lovingly annoyed about your antics, takes a couple of minutes to reply because he just is stunned, responds with a simple yes before lecturing you about getting enough rest

MAMMON: to no surprise to anyone he answers yes immediately, he’d love you no matter what, this demon is absolutely infatuated with you, you quite literally have him wrapped around your finger, he’d return the question asking if YOU would love him if he was a warm, you jokingly say no which causes him to burst into your room to make you change your answer

LEVIATHAN: being an antisocial otaku has it’s advantages towards this, he’d obviously seen this trend before, but still thought it was cute of you to ask, he’d say yes btw, and talk about how he’d make you the best terrarium ever, he’d also make a joke saying you two were in an anime with those obnoxious titles, ex: That One Time My Human Girlfriend got turned Into a Worm!

SATAN: also gets confused at your message, but then gets immediately anxious, he’d be afraid that you accidentally got one of his cursed books, would leave you on read so he’d rush into your room, is surprised to see you on the bed typing on your phone, you’d then explain to him the joke, before teasing him for thinking you were actually a worm, though it’s cute how worried he was

ASMODEUS: if you texted at a normal time he’d answer, if it was late at night only silence, he needs his beauty sleep!!, but he’d also say yes, would promise to make sure you were the most gorgeous worm in all of the devildom, even making a skincare routine that would be safe for a worm, so your self care dates could continue without an issue, he’d normally not like worms but it’s you so.. it’s different

BEELZEBUB: he’d just reply with “mm..spaghetti”, you immediately ask if he’d eat you, only to be met with other messages of similar types of pasta, you ask again, then to be asked if you would look like a gummy worm, you don’t know, he said he’d maybe not eat you if you were just a regular worm, and if you told him that you were a worm, the both of you completely forgot about the whole purpose of the message, you stunned with his answer, and beel drooling thinking of every type of pasta ever

BELPHEGOR: would answer either right away or after hours, is also the only one to say no, nothing against you but you are a worm, argues that he couldn’t love a worm and you couldn’t love him as a worm, goes in length to prove his point so you know that he still loves you very much, also adds that he’d make you a lovely home in the planetarium if you became a worm, so that at least he’d always be around your side

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xenasaur · 17 days

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hey mercy. i rly need your advice. and as the most pro incest kink pup i know on this hellsite i figured asking u is best (unless this is more suited to be told to a therapist in which pls ignore me)

so the past year or so i’ve basically been slowly and terribly coming to the realization that I want to fuck my older brother. but either way my problem is that I am kinda fucked. At first I really thought it was just stupid intrusive thoughts, but then I would catch myself fantasizing, getting excited, over and over and over until I realized it was getting bad. Do I just hide this and pretend it’s nothing forever? Hope I don’t get drunk and let it slip and ruin my life? I do not know anymore, all I know is that I think I am really fucked., and I needed to tell someone about this brainworm i have…

and if u would be cool with me dming u to have a conversation that wuld be rad too, i rly need a soul i can to talk about this too, it is eating me alive

yeah, I'd be cool with you dming me <3

#ask xenasaur

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lordarsonizzzzt · 1 year

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Gears note is a bit disjointed— it’s hard to put into words how he feels, so unconnected from himself that he can’t even show it. It helps, though. Some bits are scratched out and rewritten. He hopes Julian will understand what he means. He writes about how it’s hard for him to find enjoyment from things. He writes about how he feels so disconnected from everything it feels like he’s floating at times, watching himself go through the motions. How he wanted to be someone different, someone totally unlike himself, someone who could be a good friend. A better man. He writes about how he’s been talking to the spider, which is totally pathetic, and how he’s pretty sure Finn is a girl because she laid eggs and he’s a little worried that the office will become a spider hatchery, and that he can’t help but remember Julian as he was whenever he looks at the desk— he’s being haunted by guilt, by something else, by Julian.

Julian responds via email. It’s a long email, mostly comfort that Gears doesn’t deserve, but one line stands out to him.

“You might not be that now, but you can always change for the better.”

It didn’t feel true. It felt like one of the platitudes that Dr. Glass could say. But Julian had changed. He didn’t burn with anger and spit smoke at every corner anymore. He had a life, something to fight for. Gears looked at the spiderweb in the corner. Anyone could replace him. A machine could replace him. He could be a machine, a robot, like everyone said. Julian was nothing like that, he was so alive it almost hurt to look at him— the sun, dangling in the sky like a cluster of grapes.

“I am alive,” Gears said to nobody.

It didn’t sound true.

But he had to believe it was. That… that could be a good place to start. Maybe.

He looked at his computer. He thought about typing another email to send to Julian, but there wouldn’t be much to say. He sat in his office all day. He could… try to do more things that would be worthy in mentioning in an email.

He goes to the cafeteria, and eats there and instead of at his desk. It’s small. Inconsequential. Like a warm breeze, or a crunchy leaf underfoot.

Small. A start.

“I ate lunch outside of my office. It felt strange. Everyone had their own groups, their own table to sit at. I enjoyed eating alone, though. There was a group of doctors gossiping about a new type of amnestic drug. I didn’t listen to them much, but I know your PhD is in chemistry. Do you know anything about them?

Stay safe,

-Dr. Gears.”

-Brainworm anon

did we just give this guys a whole ass history in one day?

Gears started taking breaks, it was hard at first, having the need to do something but he tried to ignore it, keyword, tried.

He didn't do work tho, he started writing in a blank document everything, his thoughts, what he wanted to eat, anything and everything. He would later on buy a journal with a key, and on his breaks or when he had lunch he would write, and while he couldn't express himself verbally or with expressions he became better at lying his feelings, thoughts, his whole self into paper, and he counted that as a huge step.

And slowly, he healed. It took him a year, a year where he tried talking to other doctors outside work, a year where he would try to have a life outside of the Foundation, a year where he began to live.

One day he was finishing a report, he then got an idea and glanced over the terrarium where Finn the spider resided, he opened Gmail and wrote one simple sentence to Julian.

"I am alive, I changed just like you said.

Do you want to eat lunch sometime?

-Dr Gears"

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actualbird · 3 years

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I like your analysis(es?) so much hh, and apparently my brainworm of the day is the NXX crew getting a flowering cactus called Karla, for some reason. It’s a therapy cactus XD. No other thoughts. - Book

thank you, Book!!! and also wait no get back here and tell me more

KARLA!!! KARLA!!! oh i love her already but please understand that i have so many questions and all those questions have accompanying THOUGHTS oh gosh okay let me just hm wordbarf both those things very messily, you know how i do things

what kind of flowering cactus?

there are so many, afterall.

given that vyn is into botany and gardening, i assume he would have a lot of opinions on this.

actually, ive met a lot of botany hobbyists in my life, and the snobbier ones among them actually HATE cacti (and succulents). theyd say stuff like "oh cacti are the in thing with the millenials these days, theyre the plant people get when they dont know anything about plants."

WOULD VYN BE LIKE THAT, LMAO????? he seems like the type to at least THINK IT.

but also deep down i assume vyn is like "a plant is a plant is a plant" bc among the sweeter botany hobbyists ive met, theyve got this notion that "as long as you help it grow strong through the challenges, u did a good job" WHICH....MAKES ME THINK....VYN THINGS....vyn is not going to admit it, he will never admit it, but hm. what a strange plant. shaped to protect itself yet in need of care all the same.....

ANYWAY if anybody is getting a premeditated-bought cactus for the HXX HQ, you bet that vyn will, one way or another, have some kind of say in what the cactus will be. if it isnt premeditated-bought, he'll definitely have many things to say about the cactus' future care

or does the cactus just kind of appear there? is it brought into the NXX HQ in the dead of the night like jesus in the manger? if that's the case, who brought it?

i think it would be artem. or, well, i think it would be FUNNIEST/PATHETIC-EST if it was artem.

let's just say that a non-NXX and non-MC person decides eyyy, artem, got u a gift, it's a cactus! haha, get it! bc ur a prickly unapproachable dude! and artem is like ".........." BUT LIKE IT'S RUDE NOT TO ACCEPT A GIFT EVEN WITH THE BACKHANDED CRITICISM OF HIS GENERAL STATE OF BEING

so he takes the cactus and like leaves it at NXX HQ because if he brings it to his apartment hes going to get vaguely annoyed by the cactus and what it supposedly represents and he'd want to set it on fire

(sidenote: cacti do not burn well, by the way, ive set some on fire for cacti funerals and sigh, you have to put gasoline on them for a good burn)

anyway he brings the cactus there, leaves it vaguely hoping that the air conditioning will like, kill it (cacti live in the desert, right? so cold...bad?) and then somebody else will go "where the fuck did this dead cactus come from, can we throw it away" and then artem can throw it away (ALONG WITH THE REST OF HIS EMOTIONS. artem...GET HELP....)

but that doesnt happen because get fucked, artem wing

who names it Karla?

naming a plant most often comes from somebody who has gotten VERY ATTACHED TO THAT PLANT. i first thought hmmm maybe it's luke, but then i remembered that luke has this HILARIOUS tendency of making comments about eating MANY ORGANISMS HE COMES ACROSS (ssr shape of you, he threatens to cook and eat goose, chara story ep 1, hes very happy at eating the cooked crabs for their crab crimes, sr aquarium date forgot the name, hes like let's eat seafood SURROUNDED BY HAPPY ALIVE FISH, luke....what the fuck?) so maybe it's not luke and that leaves...

marius von hagen getting attached to a cactus and naming it is SO FUNNY TO ME but also makes me soft. hes the first one who sees the cactus in HQ and is like "who the fuck left this here?" //big data lab googling what it is. "well good thing it's fine with cold temps wouldve died if not, you cant just leave a thing in a place...with no warning....with no help...thats tough....huh, thats tough, isnt it, cactus?"

am i saying that marius von hagen gets attached to the cactus because it vaguely reminds him of his own life story of being pushed into very stressful circumstances and essentially left to fend for himself? yeah. yeah. because im deranged

"the cactus' name is karla," marius says at the next meeting, spraying the cactus with a mist bottle. "be nice to her or else im biting you."

who declares it a "therapy cactus"? aka who realizes that literally EVERYBODY else on the team is, one way or another, projecting themselves and/or their desires onto the PLANT???

luke. luke does. luke has the habit of dissociating and spiraling at any given moment when he encounters anything even ADJACENTLY related to what hes going through (again, sr aquarium date, luke u were just looking at the jellyfish, WHY R U GETTING DEPRESSED PHILOSOPHICAL OVER LIFESPANS???? SIR, GET HELP.....), so like lol he can clock that shit in from a mile away because hes the worst offender of that too

he doesnt bring it up of course. i mean, im sure he thinks about it because it's just the right kind of shithead move to pull just in case the others try to push him around again but mc gets mad at him when he goes agent scary at the rest of the boys so okaaayyyy he'll retaliate against getting dunked on in a more...civil way. so he doesnt bring it up. he also doesnt bring it up because...

well, if it makes them happy, then it makes him happy. thats all that matters to him

"keep making them all happy, yeah?" luke absentmindedly says to the cactus one day. "i heard you guys can live for a hundred years."

the cactus, of course, does not reply.

mc gets very into taking care of karla. pls expect many conversations where the boys are talking about the "cactus" (theyre talking about themselves) and mc is just like "okay im 90% sure this is a metaphor, you guys aint slick, but i like this cactus very much and thats true whether it's a metaphor or not."

all the boys: //PLEADING EMOJI WITH HEARTS

thanks for making me go insane over a cactus, Book. it's 8am here.

#tears of themis #vyn richter #artem wing #marius von hagen #luke pearce

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