#I feel so much about dramas lately

[a-very-fond-farewell]

TAG GAME: FAV SHOWS

"your top 15 favourite tv shows can say a lot about your personality!"

@wangmiao (who is very talented and very kind) tagged me in this lovely thing which gives me an opportunity to list my fav shows and drama of all times! taking inspiration from kun’s system, I’ll put different fonts/colors for different categories:

cdramas, kdramas, jdramas, european dramas, american dramas (with the added bonus of a bold font for queer under/overtones but more often only from yours truly’s pov, so don’t come at me: cut is for mlm & smol is for wlw)

let’s go!

winter begonia (2020)

word of honor (2021)

poirot (1989-2013)

hannibal (2013-2015)

evilive (2023)

couple of mirrors (2021)

killing eve (2018-2022)

beyond evil (2021)

the devil judge (2021)

meet yourself (2023)

little women (2022)

h/ouse of the dragon (2022-?)

good omens (2019-?)

cherry magic (2020)

she loves to cook and she loves to eat (2022-?)

honorable mentions (either because I just started watching them and I really enjoy them so far OR bc I re-watched them frequently as a comfort show to rely on):

three body problem (2023) (just started, but it’s very thrilling so far *-*)

tomorrow (2002) (includes one of the few hetships I will be ride or die for)

my b/rilliant friend (2018-?) (it’s an italian series, very touching. could be gayer)

crash course in romance (ok maybe hets can have 2 spots in my heart alright)

business proposal (2022) (look. it’s not that great. couldn’t finish it. but Kim Se-jeong is amazing here)

fleabag (2016-2019) (it’s fleabag. what else there is to know)

castle (2009-2016) (around season 7 is not great but season 4 smashed)

coffee prince (2007) (can’t rewatch without crying but a classic: it is gay and it isn’t at the same time tho)

under the skin (2021) (Tan Jianci is great in this. some art history is *vague* but the series bangs)

b/erlin station (2016-2019) (i re-watch season 1 from time to time, but it do be triggering sometimes)

gentleman jack (2019-2022) (I just ogle at the pretty dresses most of the time but. neat)

begin again (2020) (in my heart this is about a lesbian woman and a gay man getting fake married for mutual benefits. it is not. it was too long for me to watch. I want Zhou Yutong to kabedon me on the daily. and she’s younger than me. I am fine)

tagging: @goaheadandflysomeplane and @fismoll7secinv and @amethystina (if they want to do it or if they just want smth to read, no pressure whatsoever!)

#didn’t add a couple of italian crime series bc they would be very niche for the rest of you ik #also I forgot to add a couple of kdramas that introduced me to the genre but #aside from that this should be all #I feel so much about dramas lately #maybe bc I won’t have much time to maximize my leisure time until next week most probably #which sucks major balls #I need to wake up in 5 hours oh god #thank you so much for tagging me! #the / is bc I do not need discourse on these shows. let me passively consume them sometimes it’s ok

[lesbianfakir]

To elaborate on my ruekirtho throuple thoughts, sometimes I think about a world where their shared love for mytho brought rue and fakir together instead of driving them apart. They’re both incredibly lonely kids who have lost too much and, as much as they care for mytho, a heartless doll isn’t replacement for real human companionship. So they find each other.

Rue knows it will never last. No one beyond her Prince will ever love her. She sees the way Fakir throws rocks at the flock of crows that gathers around her. When he discovers her identity—and she knows he will discover her identity one day—they’ll go back to being enemies. He is the Knight and she is the daughter of the Raven, his killer. Still, it’s nice to have a friend even for a little while. So she lets herself forget. She forgets who, what, she is. She forgets that there was ever a before. She forgets that they won’t last.

Fakir knows there is something very, very wrong in Rue’s life. He sees the deep scratches that stand out against her almost unnaturally pale skin. She speaks in a hushed tone with a haunted look in her eyes when it’s time to go home. She won’t tell him anything, though. He doesn’t even know where she lives; it’s as if she disappears at the end of the day. He just hopes that one day, when it comes down to it, he’ll be able to protect her from whatever haunts her.

By the time the story goes into motion, the two, along with Mytho, are near inseparable. When Mytho begins regaining his heart, Rue and Fakir work together to put a stop to it. When Rue begins losing track of the days, feeling as if someone else is trying to claw their way out of her chest, she almost goes to Fakir for help. Almost.

It is, of course, Fakir who shatters the illusion that is Rue. Her one and only friend calls her an ugly crow, and in that moment she remembers what she is. What she’s always been. They’ve been enemies from birth. This “friendship” was nothing more than the a sad illusion created by a lonely girl—a girl who no longer exists. And she knows now, in her father’s absence, her “friend” will die at her hand. This is their fate and fate cannot be changed. Still, it was nice while it lasted.

#implied child abuse #I WILL be shipping fakir and rue idc about canon #can you imagine #CAN! YOU! IMAGINE!!! #I made another post on more concrete details of this au I believe #but yeah it plays out kinda like canon #where in the first half of season 1 rue and fakir park together to stop tutu #but after the Kraehe reveal #well #let’s just say fakir’s trust is broken #which makes it harder for him to bond with Duck #and when they DO become friends rue feels like she was replaced #and so rue and fakir are still trying to kill each other here they’re just. much much more angry about it #I think it would be fun if they had a pretty central relationship in tutu #princess tutu #lea talks #also part of rue’s arc is realizing she can be loved and fakir DID love her but now it feels too late for that :( #he feels like their relationship was just a lie from the start so she could get close to him and mytho and then hurt them #soooooo he’s not changing his mind about rue anytime soon #Ehehe I love drama I love suffering

[im-smart-i-swear]

eeneks sister having a fuck ton of scars, but later most of them being revealed as just from her childhood/from mundane accidents is so fucking funny to me for some reason.........

#like of course a lot of her scars ARE blade of marmora -related #but a significant part of em are just. eens scratches n bites & the results of mundane fuck ups #god. i hate calling her 'eeneks sister' all the time. i NEED to find a good name for her asap!!!!!! #constantly calling one of your only female characters '[someone]s sister/daughter/etc' feels wrong and this woman deserves better than that #also. ignore the scar placement. it WILL change #i am incapable of drawing scars consistently #and im still figuring out her design #my funky guys #my art #im a little bit obsessed with her. shes like a sad wet cat to me #shes so cool and cringe at the same time<333 #20 something who spent her entire adult life as a marmora solider and is now trying very hard to learn how to be Normal(its not going well) #girl has issues #love that for her<3 #ive been on an eenek kick lately. thinking about this fucked up family 24/7. i love them #theyre all so funny to me. this family of three has so much drama its like a fuckin soap opera in here. its ridicoulus #also #taks thinks this woman is soooo cool and badass. i mean she is but shes also a wreck. #taks takes after eenek and idolises their sister. paralells ig??? #this girl sees a purple alien and asks 'is anyone gonna use this guy as their role model for the next couple of years??' #and doesnt wait for an answer

[braceletofteeth]

tag someone you want to know and/or some of your besties.

I was tagged by @fourth-quartet 😊 Thank you!!

favourite colour: Gray but I'm currently in a brown phase

last song: I've got recently reacquainted with Beginner by AKB48 😄

last series: The Kidnapping Day. It was a lot more wholesome than the name suggests.

last movie: Saw X (surprisingly also a lot more wholesome than you'd expect????)

sweet/savoury/spicy: Sweet :3

currently watching:

Koisenu Futari

Chains of Heart

The Golden Girls (season 1)

Love in the Air (2nd rewatch)

other stuff I watched this year: Not listing all of it here (I've never watched so much stuff as I did in 2023), but I'll mention the ones that I enjoyed watching the most from each month so far (*not including rewatches):

JAN: Wednesday

FEB: GAP

MAR: Not Me

APR: Tick, Tick... Boom!

MAY: Utsukushii Kare

JUN: Tale of the Nine-Tailed 1938

JUL: Takin' Over The Asylum

AUG: Marry My Dead Body

SEP: Utsukushii Kare: Eternal

OCT: The Sandman

shows I dropped this year/didn't finish: I barely remember the ones I watched till the very end 🤡 But ok, let me see...

Eve (dropped after one episode; Rich People and their Rich People Problems™, I think was the reason)

A few straight GMMTV shows that I didn't really catch the name (I. Well. I just. I just couldn't make myself give a fuck, ok 😔)

+ Currently deliberating whether or not I should drop Chains of Heart. All the subtitles I've found are lacking in terms of coherence, and the story itself is already not the most straightforward, so I can only hope I'm understanding what's going on at all? 😀 And I'm also not feeling the main couple from either the present nor the past (? I suspect they are the same (but I may never know))... HOWEVER, I like the acting of the main, and the Thai scenario that is not Bangkok for once. That's always refreshing. And sometimes the cinematography is pretty too... Decisions, decisions...

currently listening to: Back for More by TXT & Anitta (I went after the link for it and distractedly searched for "banger" instead of the title 😆)

currently reading: Codename Villanelle (it's a small book but I'm. ..struggle)

current obsession: I'm not obsessing over anything at the moment 😟☹😫 Have been too busy with mundane adult life problems (therefore, as you can imagine, I'm just about going up the walls here :))

tagging: @eatprayworm @thisautistic @hyp-no-tic @visualtaehyun hi 👋

#tag game #it's one of those weeks when I feel like my old acquaintances might be sick of me already #SO I tagged some people I think might be really cool but haven't directly approached yet #you know. for maximum anxiety #I've lost many songs over the years (it's never safe to have only one copy of them; thankfully I can afford more now) #the first time I found Beginner (as a pre-teen) I just downloaded it randomly listened to it and liked it so much I decided to keep it?? #oh to be young and not care about stuff like viruses or managing your time #at some point while writing this post I finished watching Ko¡senu Fut@ri #10/10 no notes #(lies. there are notes. dozens and dozens of reblogs just waiting for me to spread them all over your dashboards in the near future) #tick tick boom was quite nice... for a musical #(not a fan of musicals so to have one on my list is. wild) #already four months since the Lee brothers left me 😪 #and I haven't heard a word about LDW's new drama in MONTHS. actively gnawing the bars of my cage rn #OH OH WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT #SPECIAL MENTION TO <SUMMER STRIKE> IN MAY #if my other option wasn't Utsukush¡i fricking K@re I wouldn't even hesitate. but. it was #and everyone knows I'm not normal about this one 😀🙂 #if anyone wants to advocate in favor of Ch@ins of Heart. please. I'm all ears. is it worth it? #uhh. I'm not gonna disclose much but it's true I'm under a lot of stress lately. there is a lot going on right now. #I might not be able to watch new shows/be around tumblr while I (try to) sort my shit out #just a quick heads up 👍

[puppybearuniverse]

thinking about the tragedy that is never truly getting to be close with my family. i feel guilty about it sometimes. but then i remember how hard I've tried, my entire life, to connect. and i remember the things they did to me in return. and i remember that it's okay not to have a relationship with them.

#especially my sister. we were so close when she was younger. #then she fell down the alt right pipeline #then she got better! and we got along really well! #and now she lies and schemes and manipulates like it's her job. almost everyone i know fell victim to her wake in some way #and it sucks you know? because i feel like i knew her heart. but one day she just changed. #trying to kill me for having a friend over while she was at work was my last straw. #i spent years and months begging her to spend any amount of time with me. and when she entered her manipulate era i tried to distance #but i still felt so much love for her. i still felt the need to have some connection. #and then came november. after a month of me being gone - one of the first things she did was try to kill me. #because i had a friend over. while she was at work. #now i feel a dislike for her like i would anyone who acted so horribly. #i feel disgusted when she talks to our mother all sweet like she doesnt lie to her every day. #growing up she was the favourite and anyone can tell. #as an adult she uses that as best she can. #she's been watching total drama lately. i can hear it from her room. it used to be my favourite show when we were young. #i wonder if she remembers. i wonder if she cares. #it's so strange to feel the way i feel about all of this. #i want her to mourn our relationship the same way i do. i want her to remember that i tried and she had every chance to reciprocate. #i don't know. it's all so complicated. and sometimes it still hurts. #wiggle

[tytrack]

it actually makes me so angry that people are not there for you the way you need them but in a way that wants to make them feel good

#i'm pissed my friend just came to visit me at midnight on her way home bc she's leaving for california when i told her not to come #*she's leaving for california tomorrow #my uncle had to be taken to the hospital over the weekend and has been on the ventilator and she didn't call me at all to check in on how i #was doing and sent a text super late with a general how are you text because i've also been working on my qualifying exams #and i told her that was i was surprised she hadn't called me then and she said she was trying to give me my space (???????????) #meanwhile i've been dealing with stupid roommate drama and she knows that it wouldn't be ok for her to come and told her multiple times not #to and she thought i was being polite or something? when i said 'i literally do not want you to come' #there's actually been so much shit going on in my life and instead of coming when i needed you you're coming now that you have no other #time to come. i needed her this whole time and she's just been unavailable and socializing with other people and otherwise preoccupied #i do not need you to come at midnight to show me that you care it feels so disengenous #meanwhile while she was doing her phd apps i was literally glued to her side read her drafts was there for her emotionally was there #IN THE MOMENT as she was submitting them and even when she was finding out from programs and i was upset with her i was following up with #her and calling her every day. i really hate everything #i'm writing all this because i'm angry and i'm angry that i feel guilty for being upset with her when she just came over even though #i literally told her i didn't want her to come and suddenly it feels like it's my fault even though i know it's not #even today while she was on the phone she was just talking about shit going on in her life maybe to fill in the space that i wasn't filling #but like are you serious? #god i'm so upset i already can't concentrate on my work

[tradedsymmetry]

Where the Stars Fell is like:

"You WILL work to figure out what's going on sometimes."

"You will NOT be spoonfed details about every character interaction in this show"

"You WILL confront and challenge your own biases about people with disabilities of all kinds and what they're like."

And I love that about them.

#its late so i could maybe word this better some other time but i had to get it out #i just relistened to the first two episodes for the first time in awhile #and theres a spectrum in audio dramas from like... #'character is handed something and asks 'whats this?' and the question is explicitly answered and described' #to 'character is handed something and asks 'whats this?' and the reply is something like 'what the fuck do you think it is'' #and like... the last one is kinda wtsf #makes me feel dumb sometimes but in a good way. in a 'theres something im missing but that means theres something i prob need to find' way #like working on a puzzle kind of dumb #and then theres the thing where i imagined a character looking like the grandma from courage the cowardly dog... #and then found out shes like my age and had to deal with that and stare at myself in the mirror for an hour and think about what id done #i cant really say much more without spoilers i think but this show just feels so important and good #and i do not even really know enough about religion to fully Get It I don't think #i mostly relistened bc i just really love Ed's voice #i mean... newt's voice but i didn't want to try and fail at spelling their last name rn lolol #okay goodnight #where the stars fell

[salsflore]

GFHHGJ... texted my classmate for help with something and shes already being so irritating!!! and i can’t bring myself to look forward to tomorrow

#i feel so insanely angry about everything right now. my mood was just fine a while ago #i don’t know what to do i want to be physical with something but i know that probably wouldnt help #eating the same food tolerating the same awful behavior taking the same tests sitting with people i don’t know or like getting overwhelmed #in a noisy class being told to [ shut up & let me finish talking ] having those stairs having to come home late no free time stupid drama #constant bickering and passive aggressiveness I’M SO SICK !!! and the realization of having to go back to that routine is so #it makes me feel genuinely very angry and awful i don’t know what to do with my hands #so much hatred i don’t know what to do with . . #cw negative #cw vent

[astrxealis]

okay i'll seriously stop now (just a maybe) anyways please get into milgram listen the songs watch the mvs and all! <3

but just to ramble a bit: fuuta really is. so similar to the viewers/es

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #he's a twt user and kinda chronically online LMAOOO okay but to be serious. he doesn't really realize the #real world consequences of his actions until it's too late. and in the mv he so obviously shows regret and all #there's a scene where he's looking at his self from before doing the spraypaint again and tbh yeah dudes sadistic w that kinda thing #sadistic but in sort of a good way in a sense that he wants to deliver justice. but then things escalate too far as well #<- probably starts calling out people for the smallest things. not anymore about justice #or it still is about justice but even in the littlest of things... anyways yeah he likely starts it but then the others r the ones #who put more flame to the fire. i think he has problems w attention too so this kinda yk. makes him feel seen... or idk how to phrase it #bcs dude spends most of his time online right? the whole gaming thing might be an escape from reality in that he #likely doesn't have much friends if any at all (he also doesn't really get along w anyone in the prison. but i think he is a good person bc #he cares for haruka bcs hes younger). hmm. fuuta knows what's the deal with milgram #anyways yeah i think it is all just so interesting. he's definitely regretful and feels guilty and also... he's hinted at stuff #uhm. worrying. stuff. if yeah? idk how to phrase it but i think it is safest to really vote him innocent (also he deserves it imo) #he still needs to improve w some stuff but then again i dont think we should be Extremely Harsh #yk scruntinizing everything. voting him guilty again for a 'small' yk. not that what hes doing is negligible but i mean that he's #starting to improve (even if his... mental state is getting worse it seems) and it feels wrong and is exactly what he calls out #es/the viewers for if we vote him guilty for the smallest of mistakes/injustices even when he's yk. getting 'better' #sorry for terrible explanations here i hope it makes sense oml #i dont think fuuta meant anything bad fr. and then the drama audio w es like... agh wait im putting that aside for now bcs goddamn #i think there's smth to do w. Pressure. ofc. duh. LMFAO. maybe peer pressure to join in the cyberbullying #he likely didnt mean for it to escalate but maybe he started losing himself in it all w a sort of hero complex #ahhh trying to tie together stuff from the 1st trial and 2nd trial is complicated bcs the two have similar but different themes

[todayisafridaynight]

I've been in my feelings about Jo and Aoki's last interactions for a bit...

Because that whole scene is textbook verbal abuse, right... Aoki is very clearly trying to tear Jo's self-esteem and bolster his own, establish control, all that, and Jo just has to stand there meekly and take it. All because Jo's disobeyed one too many times and Aoki needs someone he knows he can control to head the Tokyo Omi Alliance.

Like Jo says he's never disobeyed Aoki except in that one instance, but not handling things himself at Otohime Land was very much his way of giving Ichi an out indirectly, and I feel like Aoki was beginning to catch on based on his comments about Jo neglecting the situation and acting strangely. Directly refusing his orders just confirmed his suspicions.

It's kind of lost among all the bombshells dropped in Chapter 13, but Jo's hesitance to kill anyone who's important to Arakawa is a big deal to me. It's not like he had any personal ties to Hoshino or any investment in maintaining the balance of the Ijin Three whatsoever; he went to those lengths to set himself up to be stopped because Arakawa wouldn't want Hoshino to die and that was it.

To return to the scene, I think it's also a great demonstration of Aoki's "those who use and those who get used" mentality. This next thing is... pretty badly mistranslated, at least in the subs, so it was lost on me for a while. But before the Lost Puppy line, the specific way Aoki chooses to downplay Jo's merit is by telling him he only got to his position because everyone was so sensitive to his (Aoki's) feelings and could tell he favored Jo, following him around like a lost puppy being precisely why Aoki favored him.

I don't think that was all there was to it, of course. Dude was five and deliberately brings Jo wherever he goes to this day by choice. It's kind of like those guys who get rejected once and start going on tirades about how "she should've been grateful, she was ugly anyway." But that's what Aoki wants to portray--you only had it that good because of me, and I can take it away whenever I want. Whenever you're no longer of use. Anything to preserve his status as the user and Jo's as the used.

Jo's crossed the line at this point. He is no longer of use. He does kind of get into it so that takes the edge off my frustration with The English Language, but from this point onward, he believes Aoki sees him as a "bullet"--a hitman only sent on suicide missions. So despite everything he's done for him, despite being "the favorite," he knows full well Aoki's trying to kill him before Aoki even gives Ishioda the order. And... he accepts it.

So TO GO FROM THAT to having to reconcile in prison would've been so much powerful than what the ending was trying to do. Having to come to terms with the fact you killed one of the only people who saw you for who you were and truly cared about you, were going to kill the other two, and have abused all three from the moment you realized you had power over them. And for Jo, going through everything he went through because of Aoki and loving him without question anyway... Getting to express that in some small way... I need to lie down...

ALSO tattoo essay... later... maybe tomorrow... I mainly just feel like I sound extremely mean about rggtattoos' take😭😭😭but the show must go on

YEAH NO THAT'S IT ALL FAX NO PRINTER NO EXTRA NOTES NECESSARY

It'd be the fact that Aoki'd have no choice but to confront those decisions he made and those things he wanted to happen. he'd made a social circle for himself where people predominantly liked him for the power and influence he had and totally turned his back on the people who- awfully ironically as he wanted- loved him for him

He'd already smoothed things over with Ichi, so- by his own hand- all that was left was Jo, the person he'd taken for granted the most next to Arakawa and who he planned to have executed alongside him. Jo's got every right to not forgive Aoki and to push him away, let each other rot in prison ignoring each other. So it's the worst feeling when Jo doesn't do that- its impossible for me not to imagine Jo wondering about what happened for Aoki to get so banged up if he's brought into prison the same night, and making sure Aoki's okay despite it.

Whereas Ichi was more upfront about his love and even frustrated about it ('frustrated' in that 'how could Aoki be so blind not to see how much care there is for him from us'), the breaking part about Jo is that he's forced himself to be so careful about showing his affection. Ichi's love was borderline irritating for how apparent it was: Jo's could have easily been written off or ignored.

All of that said, prison is where Aoki would be forced to realize that Jo does love him like Ichi said he does; there's no reason to keep up appearance or kiss up anymore- Aoki doesn't have any use to Jo anymore (if Aoki chose to interpret Jo's loyalties as a stepping stone to promote himself), and there's certainly no where else to run. It's probably that dawning moment that's gotta be so. Oh God What The Fuck. Like it's a sobering moment for him to go 'What have I been doing this whole time/what have I done to everyone', as corny as it sounds

#long post #just said 'no notes necessary' and here i go spouting bullshit again ☠️ #in any case there goes my essay about the dynamic shown between jo and aoki 😩 #but in all seriousness Yeah.... its shit i rotate in my head constantly about- esp where aoki starts to notice how 'strange' jo's acting #it fucks with me on immeasurable levels and i love examining it in my fuckin. awful little cave that's my brain #its just such a twisted set of circumstances that hurts that i enjoy it makes me want to throw up if i think of it for too long #their interactions are so minimal but i will tear into them and rip them apart. as much as i allow myself to anyway #ive gone on a gross nonsense ramble long enough though.. i blame all the dramas and movies i been watchin lately... #i need that bittersweet moment so bad and knowing itll never come makes me want to eat my tea pot and crunch the porcelain #ouugghhh... i have to finish these comms maybe then i can be delusional and scribble up such an ending #and feel free to take your time with that tattoo essay ! if you disagree with something then just say so #no point in beating around the bush- esp when ive mentioned it so much (which mustve been a pain to read 🙇‍♂️) #just gotta say your piece and carry on: peer review and discussion and all very valuable things #its why i try to not to say anythin if i can help it LMAO im far too baby brained to contribute anything sufficient or of value #big fan of reading though :) very much a sheep i am LMAO #ive thrown up verbiage enough though i still have these comms to finish 😭

[aahsoka]

how did meteor garden manage to do the forced kiss WORSE than boys over flowers. like considering how much newer the show was I was HOPING theyd just skip it entirely but noooo it was WORSE

#can i even continue watching it with that :| #jordan talks #this dude being unable to parse his feelings and being immature about it doesnt have to result in him being like. abusive ? #extra mad bc the dude playing him is really cute n fun >:( #i was really enjoying how much more energetic he is compared to gu jun pyo #i HATE the dubious consent kisses in dramas . STOP #kdramas have really found their way beyond it but idk the cdramas ive watched lately dont seem to have #wheres the hana yori dango adaptation WITHOUT dubious consent #its 2022 we can do the enemies to lovers romance without forcing the kisses . #granted this drama is from like 2018 but #still #i am a huge sucker for gu jun pyo and i rrally like dao ming si so far i just wish he hadnt done That #let him just gaze longingly at her lips like mr darcy ok!!!! #gaze at her with wistful eyes like ri jeong hyeok!!! #really like walking red flag the way he punched the wall and then force kissed her and then she cried #and he was like ‘i wont hurt you any more’ dude thats textbook abuser right there #and no they WONT address it as abusive will they????? #rip why are dylan wang and lee min ho so attractive whyd you make this asshole likeable #even fuckin violin guy is out here giving forcible kisses . youre supposed to be the good guy #tho tbh ive never liked him but #lets get a telenovela adaptation next id love that lmfao

[taksony-fr]

I’ve been debating on making a lioden sideblog, or maybe even combining that with this one lately bc I want to ramble about lioden stuffs too. But. The lioden side of tumblr looks dead. I was following a few people but they’ve been inactive for a while and i thought, maybe with the twitter shit going on, they’d come back. But no. I think Lioden is dead on tumblr. That or people really just don’t talk to others on there :/

#taks speaks #not fr #lioden #i hate when im ready to get on the social sides of things im too late #either way i've been having good cub luck lately #and i feel like i just got hit by a bus with how much GB i have now bc one sole for 300GB and like three others for Super High Amounts #along with my personally kept lethal #who ik would also go for just that much GB #but im not selling her. i like that one #yet i cant seem to get hoarfrost base cubs for the life of me #yet i can get a lethal and an interstellar dwarf within a week #where's my gon rng. where is it?? #ngl i remember all that drama back then when i first dipped my toes into the lioden side of tumblr #a bunch of stuff about the BOB clan and whatever else #and it was just SUCH a Toxic Environment #which is why it's taken me so long to want to fully dip into it #i encountered my first BOB clan member today telling me that my BO piety marks were lies #so specific. they're breed only. it says it. sure sure. during Nov you can apply them but theyre still breed only #im not editing my trades up bc of this #theyre breed only marks in my heart and thats what matters #also theyre pretty cubs with special markings so bite me #like how would i even list those? #i use 3BO including one real T2 genuine BO mark and 2 piety ones #so what? like 1BO|2P?? #that makes no sense #BO for all makes sense bc they are breed only marks for the whole year except one month so theyre still rare marks #goddamn. lion neopets. its doing something. i just exist here. #idk whats going on but im rich now so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #idk how tf i ended up with $350+ worth of lion moneys tbh #i think i spent like 50 total like two years ago and here we are

[titansarmy]

i don't care what y’all ship but.......... just saw a rini say that the entire show was about ricky and nini getting back together and the pivotal moment was the “i love you” and how its basically shit that they don’t even exist anymore and I'm just like....... you ignored everything else about that season and the basis and possible arc of those characters didn’t you ???

#it was on tiktok btw i lost the actual tiktok so this is terribly paraphrased #rini is CUTE #dont get me wrong #they were cute i liked them #but !!!!!! everything about the end of the first season was very much 'yeah they're getting back together but they really shouldn't' #the i love you scene comes RIGHT AFTER ricky being told 'some people are just not meant to stay together' or whatever it is his mum tells hi #and also AFTER ricky says 'maybe im back to who i always was' #which is directly against his own character arc which is learn to accept change #and his mum telling him sometimes people break up is ACCEPT CHANGE #and nini's whole thing since s1 was learn to be alone as well #its cut short but her thing was kind of leading to that #and kourt tells her in s1e5 when she says that nini changed when she started seeing herself through boys eyes or something #so yeah both their arcs were about literally not being together #i feel like if olivia had stayed on the show and the show was much longer than it seems its going to be (im thinking 6ish seasons) #MAYBE just maybe rini would have been endgame. but this is after them breaking upin s2 anyways and giving them two full seasons apart to #finish their arcs #and then and only then a slow rekindling and rebuild of their lost relationship #and they would literally not get together until the episode before the last #very early late 90s early 00s teen drama style u know

[eternalnostos]

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#me and my brother just came back home from vacations and the useless and stupid family drama that was waiting for us .... #all of this bc one of my grandma loves lying and she tells stuff to my mum which she could happily keep for herself ?? #istg the n of times i've been thinking about moving out in the past few months. the only thing that's stopping me is money lmao bc i dont #have any :// but srsly all i've been wanting lately is to find a job that is as far as possibile from my fam so i can live peacefully and #get my brother to spend as much time as he can w me. i'm so tired of all this mess #sorry for venting #personal #honestly i've seen you mutuals who have sent me cute ask games and tagged me in some posts. im really sorry but i feel a little drained rn #i will get back at you when i feel slightly better #and thinking i came back home from my vacations so happy :)) ......

[lenofiga]

#ahhh I recall this was one of the first event stories I read so i didn't really have a good grasp of their dynamics and relationships #but I def remember wanting to punch fi because of this scene #It rubbed me the wrong way how he's kinda dismissing fa's feelings just because he's younger #and therefore acc to him lacks experience to understand the world like he does as well as fi's feelings #and like well there you go?!! if that's what you think #how is he supposed to know how you feel if you don't tell him he can't read minds can he?? #also how fi was like you could have fixed me you know but you decided you were too obsessed and eager to die for your best friend instead #and then I found out they probably only spent 5-10 years at most then and fa was in his late-teens early twenties #do you expect rtl and mimi to be on the same page for example?? #but then seeing how much fa cared for bianca and lnox and his other brethren #it probably would've taken him a lifetime to get over alc no fallout or fallout #in that sense I think fi was right to distance himself if he's not comfortable w that BUT like don't expect to be welcomed again w open arm #idk where I stand here even now I think I wanna reread the episodes about them again before deciding i'm just kinda rambling here #but like bro please just communicate properly instead of dropping the news of your imminent demise to your estranged student #first thing after reuniting in centuries #then there's also me questioning whether fa would've understood even if fi tried to express how he felt anwy #either way fa doesn't owe it to fi to reciprocate how he feels and live up to his expectations #my first read of this felt like i'm judging some randos or acquaintances for their tea and drama aita style