#I WISH THEY COULD LIVE LIKE THAT FOREVER

[smoosie]

Cosmic Bond

#doctor who #donna noble #the fourteenth doctor #doctor who fanart #david tennant #the doctor #catherine tate #doctor who art #fanart #mine #tardis #I WISH THEY COULD LIVE LIKE THAT FOREVER #also it's been like 10 years since my last full digital drawing ugh it was not easy ! #that would make such great icons for me and my bestie aaaah #I'm calling the police on myself #with that funny looking police phone box hehe

[bittergloss]

--I only wish to be with you from dusk to dawn, watching the world's frost and snow. Just want to wander long streets and narrow alleys with you, watching the moon on the eave.--

THE LAST IMMORTAL 神隐(2023) - EP. 14 Dir. Chan Ka Lam

#the last immortal #zhao lusi #wang anyu #cdrama #mygif #cdramaedit #cdramasource #tli #im not even caught up to this point yet it just rly got me even in a clip? #i loved this scene 😔 esp. with the ost like it really captured the sweetness and innocence of young first love #like something abt young love...... its at its purest form unsullied by external forces and you only experience it in this state once #b4 growing up and getting jaded and cynical abt relationshps and the world and i feel like a world weary old person #looking at their youth and innocence like i just want it all to work out for these kids i hope their hearts don't break too much #i want this to last a little longer for them i want them to live in this bubble a little longer b4 they get bulldozed by the world #its sweet tinged with a bit of sadness she's all dressed up to marry him. gathers flowers along the way with- #excitement and expectancy. lovingly puts a flower on him to match hers with his promise of forever in mind thinking its not far while he ha #no memory of his promise or his feelings towards her #ost so good and hits a weak spot of mine- singing abt wanting to experience just the ordinary everyday things with the person you love #don't you wish that's all love could and should be?

[einaudis]

ALL OF US STRANGERS (2023) dir. ANDREW HAIGH

#filmedit #filmgifs #movieedit #moviegifs #All of Us Strangers #aousedit #filmtvdaily #filmtvcentral #cinemapix #fyeahmovies #dailyflicks #mine* #mygifs #movies* #I can't believe this is done. and you won't believe how long it took me to make it. insane... because it's just a scene #I didn't even use different fonts. or a cool template. or transitions... it was a single scene... but look... I made captures for 10 gifs #and things kept happening and I kept finding little gestures and beautiful things and I just couldn't keep them out the gifs #I mean look at Harry and that slow realization. please look at the glow around his shoulders at the beginning #and how ethereal and out of this world he already is AND THEN when Adam says 'I found you' he becomes more... real and present! #and those eyes and the intensity of that 'you're here' and their eyes and faces and smiles and how Harry's desperate but Adam calms him dow #and his voice when he asks 'how come no one found me?' the realization that people didn't care to check on him. it screamed to my soul #I haven't stopped thinking about that scene since the moment I first watched it #honestly... I wish I could live in this scene forever #now this is a super long post and I know it won't get many notes and it was surely made before... but I needed to make this for myself... #so here it is :) I'm tired but I love it #GOD the way Harry goes full baby when Adam caresses his cheek and he SMILES LIKE THAT! AHHHHHHH! #*runs down the hill screaming*

[thebigqueer]

i love you moon i love you nighttime i love you quiet streets i love you intimacy i love you comfortable solitude i love you street lamps i love you darkness i love you

#I SAW THE MOON AND I WANT TO CRY NOW IT WAS SO PRETTY I LOVE NIGHT TIEM SOOO MCUH I WISH IT COULD BE NIGHT TIME FOREVER I WISH I COULD LIVE #FOREVER I WISH I COULD JUST BE HAPPY LIKE THIS ALL THE ITME AUGHNGHNAGKJLKS #I LO VEYOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU NIGHT TIEM!! #sunny rambles

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Getting used to the boy before settling in for some page inking using these old sketches.

#wake of the clash #webcomic #character art #baseball #wake gen2 #drawing the ocs playing baseball for enrichment before moving onto the usual work where they're having a Very Bad Time TM #sometimes i wish Wake was a big serialized media so i could write a baseball episode. I love superheroes playing baseball #it would be so wacky and there would be SO much rule breaking from the Strike/Glass duo #thats what gen2 is for though i guess #its the fantastic sequel that'll forever live in my brain that is slowly devolving into a baseball underdog sports story falkjesfjse #can i write baseball fanfic of my own nonsense? #i'd like to read that.... aldfjalekfjawe... would less like to draw it i think

[silverstarfoxx]

When Paul walked over to Gene and gave him a soft little high five during the concert - also when Paul was on his star stage and got distracted by an audience member so he said “Hai” softly.

#OH also at the end of Beth Eric popped his gum back in his mouth and gave a cheeky grin lol #was such an incredible concert cant even put it into words - I recorded one video of paul talking and caught his ‘hai’ #but other than that i was frozen the whole time just staring at them like 😦 #i also cried which was .. embarrassing but i dont really care lmao those are my boys !! my babies !! i love them im so proud #i wish i could live there forever and ever and ever … #silverstarfoxx talks

[skullfacedfruitcakee]

I’ll never smoke a blunt with any of the locked tomb characters and that’s why I think life is meaningless

#the locked tomb #jk the point of life is to live! humans were meant to frolic! #like I wanna smoke with JOD and Harrow and gg and Ianthe and Pyrrha and Paul and Corona snd Judith #all at once #forever wishing I could put commas in tags #tlt #gideon the ninth #gtn #nona the ninth spoilers #spoilers theres someone named Paul 🤭🤭🤭🤭

[valoale]

I wanted to take a cute picture of me and my dog today but somehow it didn’t go as planned

The queen goes rogue

#hello from an undisclosed location in South Karelia #also known as the underworld #I have never loved anyone or anything like I love my dog #and she deserves the world #and her own post #my soulmate #she’s getting old and it makes me sad #wish she could live forever #also crazy how I was able to go to the forest with my dog earlier and now I’m having one of the worst crashes my chronic illness cooks up #never let them know your next move right #anyway look at her cute little face #aino the dog #Vee talks

[darcyolsson]

i love melatonin so much... even when i dont sleep im still sleepy so i dont mind the insomnia as much. i will miss her sm when i have to quit taking it </3

#literally wish i could live like this forever it's like stepping into a world where sleeping doesnt suck #personal

[thatonebadideapanda]

About last Thursday...

Mentally still here. Physically still not recovered. Never laughed so much in my life!

Goodbye, dear sweet Peter Pan Goes Wrong on West End. Maybe we'll meet again someday.

#my expections? high! the show? EVEN BETTER 🙌🙌 #So happy I finally got to see this live #the pre-show was hilarious #I was lucky enough to have Harry's Chris Bean come over and shake my hand #the most amazing group of people #no words for how amazing the show was nor how starstruck and in love with this whole cast I am #peter pan goes wrong #ppgw #mischief theatre #🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌 #wish I could go back to that evening and just live in row 6 forever 🥰 #also: I went to the Stage Door for the first time in my life and it did not disappoint! #The kindest and most humble group of actors 🙌 #I'll never stop talking about this #best evening of 2024? veeery likely

[lesbiangiratina]

Not very fond of people like waving off testament’s gender as just a Gear Thing but well at least it becomes funny when people apply it to gears as a whole. Like yeah i can agree with that. It has nothing to do with being a gear tho theyre all just transgender

#okay ill talk about it seriously down here #it does feel like the original intent behind their androgyny was to kind of Other them from humanity #daisuke saying theyve transcended humanity / talking about their ‘inhuman beauty’ #i dont want to call it dehumanizing since theres like. a weird positive (…i guess) angle of them being ‘above’ humanity #thats just kind of a trope though. like nonhuman characters without a human concept of gender or sexuality. yknow #but anyway strive didnt really go back on this. they kinda made it a part of their arc? #i think dev backyard says that theyve ‘lived without the concept of gender’ since being turned into a gear #but theres no disconnect from humanity that goes along with that anymore #i like the implication that reconciling with humanity and more importantly their OWN humanity coincided with their presumable transition! #alright now for the part of this i dont like. its weird to assume the gear conversion had some effect on their body and THATS why theyre nb #i think any implications of that are vague enough to be dismissed #i wouldnt even call them Implications its like. messy (and contradictory!) early 2000s phrasing and a theory about 1 line of dialogue lol #early fandom stuff im aware of but dont know enough to talk about aside. nowadays its just used to like #excuse their androgyny. by gamers who cant just. believe that theyre nonbinary because they want to be. lol #not because of anything that was done to their body against their will. or even more simply because theyre just a gear and are Above gender #literally theyre just nonbinary. isnt that cool. i wish everyone could agree this is cool and end the discussion there. #except for me. i can discuss it all i want forever. because im the understander. #whatever. at least the section of testament’s wiki page theorizing about their genitalia is gone now. kissaroo for whoever took that off. #I NEED TO WRITE UP THAT TIMELINE IM LITERALLY NOT KIDDING WHEN I SAY IM AUTISTIC ABOUT TESTAMENT’S GENDER. CLEARLY #the kat goes meow #gg

[antisisyphus]

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#its very difficult for me to deal w these new feelings of depression & (passive) suicidal ideation that dont stem from mental illness #but just abject despair from the world around me. #how can i want to live in a world where suffering and loss and evilness has permeated every corner of life? #when my existence depends on the suffering of others & there truly is no way for me to stop #sure i can mitigate it somewhat. but every coffee i drink has been touched by slaves and underpaid workers #by children abused by the system. that i stand atop of #when the fruit i eat has been picked by people who only want to live in peace and comfort yet who are hunted by my goverment #i dont want to die. i want to be alive so much. but it is almost unbearable to live like this. #i can only say that this feeling wont last forever #that tomorrow i will live in the same world i have always lived in and yet i will be capeable of hope and joy #i wish i could go out and lay down in the road and dissolve in the rain #okay. #okay #soon nathaniel will be over and i wont be alone

[evilvvitch]

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#having an awful awful horrible really awful week #partner of four years and I broke up I guess?? #i don’t even know how to process I thought we were going to be together forever #it’s fire when I breathe and I can’t sleep #I still have to go to work and go about life regularly and everyone treats it like just another day #I have no friends and am so depressed #why did this have to happen I was so happy with him #I’m actually heartbroken and do not know how to cope #worst week of my job also like why couldn’t it have waited #I don’t know what to do #just me and my dog now I guess #we still live together but he hasn’t talked to me yet #I wish I could be everything he wanted and needed

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

[ditzydollsdiary]

woke up and immediately started crying before i could even think properly because i didn't want to be awake, happy tuesday🫶🏽

#premenstrual and my birthdays coming up this js awful #it's pretty horrific at times but i wish i could live in my dream world forever💕 i have a lot of nightmares but when im not it's so perfect #i have such a vivid imagination and daydream so much that ive made it so beautiful i just wanna go back to sleeppp </3 #daydreaming is my second fav hobby after crafting i love it so much.. my parents chose thought daughter or whatever the tiktok meme is #i love that u can just come up with absolutely anything in ur head like that's so amazing it's literally magic #have to get out of bed to get food and water to fuel my lame human body </3 u don't have to do that in a dream world!!