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#its very difficult for me to deal w these new feelings of depression & (passive) suicidal ideation that dont stem from mental illness
antisisyphus
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#its very difficult for me to deal w these new feelings of depression & (passive) suicidal ideation that dont stem from mental illness
#but just abject despair from the world around me.
#how can i want to live in a world where suffering and loss and evilness has permeated every corner of life?
#when my existence depends on the suffering of others & there truly is no way for me to stop
#sure i can mitigate it somewhat. but every coffee i drink has been touched by slaves and underpaid workers
#by children abused by the system. that i stand atop of
#when the fruit i eat has been picked by people who only want to live in peace and comfort yet who are hunted by my goverment
#i dont want to die. i want to be alive so much. but it is almost unbearable to live like this.
#i can only say that this feeling wont last forever
#that tomorrow i will live in the same world i have always lived in and yet i will be capeable of hope and joy
#i wish i could go out and lay down in the road and dissolve in the rain
#okay.
#okay
#soon nathaniel will be over and i wont be alone
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