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#Hav ethis
upon-the-snow · 5 months
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WE ARE SO BACK
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sometimes i remember about the one time i started thinking i had a legit anxiety disorder and i talked to it to my psychologist. it was regarding me not wanting to go to the gym because i was afraid everyone was going to look at me, and i finished the sentence with a hint of good ol’ self deprecation and “but i know it’s not true, nobody looks at me”
which on one hand was. double self deprecation, but on the other it’s what i think everyone with anxiety heard at least once? the good ol’ “nobody is looking at you it’s okay” kind of speech you get when you dare to vnet out your fears to someone for the first time. it’s not even said in bad faith most of the time, it’s just a fact for most people -- so it’s something that i said mostly because i was trained to think that
and my psychologist answer with a “no, they’re gonna look at you”, and that. really took me off guard? and then continued telling me “maybe someone will even think you’re fat. maybe someone will say that the shirt you’re wearing is weird, or that you have pretty hair. maybe someone will straight up think you’re pretty and someone else will think you’re ugly and clumsy, and maybe they’ll talk about you back home when they’re done with this... but also most of them won’t remember how you look like in a hour. after all, you look around and judge people too: you think some are cute, some aren’t, you think some are weird and some made you laugh or scared or flustered, and that’s normal. anxiety messes up with your brain and makes you scared, and i’m not saying you have to repress your fear, but you need to think that you’ll likely never see these people again - and if you do, chances are you won’t even remember you already crossed paths.”
and. of course that didn’t cure my anxiety, but that really put things into prespective? i don’t know. just a thought.
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confessions-official · 6 months
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i shouldnt. but i miss him. i hate him. we all hate him. why do i miss him? i could never talk to him ever again but i still miss him. is it cause he's my brother? thats stupid. plenty of family can be bad and you dont miss them when theyre gone. so why do i miss him? i hav ethis same feeling a few times every year and it makes me sick. i hate him. why do i miss him? why do i miss him and the people who sided with him and spied on me and my friends? i miss him so much but i hate him. i wish i had a better brother..... maybe its less that i miss him in general, but more that i miss the fun times we had together. why did it end up like this? why couldnt we all just get along? im afraid of what ill feel when he inevitably dies before me
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cornmega · 8 months
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Tumblr wont let me change my bio. Does anyone else hav ethis problem
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sp-bf · 11 months
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Arson beloved hello <3
How have you been?
hi lish love. i hav ethis massive ache thingy on my cheek which is not popping only and now there are two holes there and it's still iching. oh yeah and the voices in the head too other than that I'm pretty good. yeah.
how are you i have missed you
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im hlad to retun bafj to fdwhat this wahs meant o be. i think its realluy hliatouos hohw kat would never be able to read this but she would make really agood dauto matic wrigings. i wish that htere was no spacings between the letters on the keyboatd but thats just the way it is , nothing is perfect today , and i cant perfect that. but oi can oerfect m own creations. itsm own little world where i get to make everthign exactly ow oi want. I mean dont hold [yourself back from using this hournal as it wasmeant o ee used. i think ithats wfor thee best.
im so glad to hav ethis amazing girl'im gladthat i had lots of great blowjos today. im glad i got my dick sucked by alex coal, km and so many othes. i love having mu ick scuekd. im glad that my dic kgot sucked unril it didnt want to be ssucjed no more.
i dream od the lc400 and all of the other cars. there are many sdufffetent scenaruois that wiciykd create, i have the openness and ability to create anything. and hey, in the summer i could do my own thing and there willl be plenty of vusiness. but then again stanfalone cant really be done in canada. its a saf ocuntry. america is truly the landf of freedome. im glad ofr all of the people. im glad that i could hear the truth. im glad that i see though this us vs them mindet. i have not experiences such foolishness and i thin that there is osmethign there to that positivity. i resist the urge to edit now or to change. i just listen to the keys and the sound of the spacebat. ican certainly relax wihtl i listen to those words and the words come iut automatically, moving my fingers themseflves.m ing them more fluid and maybe even one day illl get a bettre latptop woth a bettter keyboard nad ill make even better sensations od trping and reating. illl male them ffel really good.
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slitherbop · 4 years
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DIPPLE ROUND
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heyheyhey-iaintgay · 3 years
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My favorite feature of this laptop/tumblr is when I so much as think about opening my notifications on here it freezes chrome and wont open it again until I restart this thing
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heart-ruled-moved · 5 years
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Spreading around some duplicates love today! 
@aikidoheroine Plays an amazing, loveable Tenko that’s closer to canon than mine and always makes me smile to see on my dash
@hopebvllet plays a very soft and good Makoto who I want to hug all the time
@fashioniism plays a terrifying Junko who’s manipulation and psychology is top notch 12/10 # rp goals 
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toestalucia · 6 years
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@lluftmcnsch ( x )
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           “ W - wait... “, words stuck in their throat about how ‘they could explain it’. They could, definitely, but in a way that made sense when Gran themself couldn’t even understand this place? Not likely. The room was nothing but a complete mess, chairs and tables thrown over, flickering lamps och scorched walls near the outlets. Gran wasn’t in any better shape, body sore from trying to stop a rampaging primal beast in a place way too small and thus still recovering from the last hit before the monster had seemed to disappear into thin air.
           “ There was a primal— Well, I think it was one. I didn’t mean to... “, they started, stopped and decided nothing they could say could possibly be apology enough for this mess, “ A - actually, just forget about it, I’ll make it right somehow “, as easy that now could be.
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pyrotrolls · 3 years
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the cat pic could also be Lyssav
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its good i hav ethis imagine saved for vem's quads
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villalunae · 7 years
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my friend: hey you know nebula jazz
me, a battle hardened veteran, pulling out a wallet: let me show you the illegal qinba pictures
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canibalchiken-blog · 5 years
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The Cons of Illnesses
Have you ever had a loved one ill or even been ill yourself? No matter how small or big this illness is or once was can destroy people. Its such a regular thing but its so umberable to everyone.
This is one subject that i know has no good or happy side, it is just non existent in this context. There is a surtain sorrow and unwillingness when people enter hospital. We naturally assossiate them with death even when a curtain is not fatal.
No matter how you plead, no matter how you refuse, deny and bargan we are all faced with our humanity. We will all hav ethis overwhelming feeling of "will i make it through?". We are also sometimes faced with the forced feelings of acceptance because sometimes people cant always help others. So, we all need to accept that people come and go in life and letting go isnt always easy but it's still part of it.
(My grandpa in the hospital)
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mxgnusburnsides · 7 years
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i get so annoyed when i’m ready to go to bed and the fanfics i follow haven’t been updated and i’m sitting here thinking about this and i’m like yanno i wouldn’t hav ethis problem if i picked up one of the dozens of books i have that i haven’t read yet
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crowley-in-love · 7 years
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You seem to not realize that the JJ in the post is Jeremy Jordan, part of the Supergirl cast, not JJ Abrams.
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,,, hav youe ver just been like.............. i mena how many boys named fuckin j j.............. i,,,,,, you ever been so embarrassed. this aint even that bad but i feel like a dumbass bruh. not on you but. why am i lik ethis
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I liek musics
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