#Def dehydrated

[pyrepostings]

whumpee who's only given soft water to drink/bathe with.

#pyreprompts #Sourced from a very unfortunate hotel experience #I understand soft water in the shower because the glass door #But the sink too? Sir I just had several drinks at your bar I am thorsty for something that doesn't taste like soap #Too tired to go see if there's a water fountain around the corner #In too much period cramps to fall asleep #Def dehydrated #Don't know if soft water is like actually bad for you or just tastes like shit #Eyes too adjusted to darkness to want to get on my phone to find out #Bad time #Could be solved if water was palatable #Give that option to your chained in the basement whumpee #I say bathe as well because low pressure hotel shower plus soft water equals Bad Sensory Time #How are you supposed to feel clean??? #Whump prompt #whump prompts #whump scenario #whumpee #whump #whump ideas #whumper #Also also can't get over the keurig in the room #Are they expecting guests to put salty soapy water in the machine to make their tea or coffee?? Huh??? #Anyway my point is make your whumpee dring vile tasting water it's so effective

[shallowrambles]

I love the view that Dean figured out his deeper feelings for Cas in 6 & 7, and the majority of 8 was Dean arcing out of his hero-worship and people-should-never-let-me-down neuroses.

And then.

Post-perceived rejection… (Remember: Cas threw OFF Dean’s hand in Purgatory, and cut OFF cupid’s hand when it was aimed at him.)

So. Late Seasons 8 to mid-12 are Dean actively trying to get over Cas. In s9, he’s off-key paralleled with Josie Sands and Abaddon. (When it’s actually Hannah who’s “the Josie.”) Then he transitions into a reversal-power arc, towards being force-fit into the cartoonish, dare I say ham-fisted Cain role and its parallels. (They spell out the parallel in a distinctly odd way, esp for SPN. Too on the nose. Prescriptive. That’s because it’s actually mirroring Dean’s power fantasy according to Dean’s deepest, least charitable, nihilistic wishes.)

In s10, Dean still appears hung up on Cas, trusting him with the blade and begging him to help kill him if he becomes disinhibited/loses his free will again. Also, “I’m glad you’re here, man,” and Cas’s awkward reply, “Another time. There’s a female waiting in the car.” In a way, Dean’s feelings and fantasies serve to taunt him. The Cain parallel itself feels like a taunt.

Dean may realize Cas “admires” him but it’s definitely not the way Dean wants, that is: not like a secret admirer. Dean is mad for the unbalanced power dynamics re:Cas in the past. Now in Dean’s power reversal: Cas gets the wife treatment and Dean gets paralleled with the powerful Cain figure. He gets to beat Cas just as Cas beat him.

And it’s no accident the Dean’s power reversal arc culminates in a reverse-crypt. Because that’s what Dean’s bitter about. (“That’s not gonna be a problem = You can’t hurt me anymore, not like you did.”) It’s rooted in the bitterness of perceived rejection. That’s why Cas bears the brunt of Dean’s anger here.

Afterwards, Dean feels soooo guilty for being angry.

Later…

At various points, he tries to reassure Cas he’s okay with and appreciates how things are: a best friend, a comrade, a brother. Acceptance!

Dean spent season 10 dealing with his baggage and hoping hopelessly, then in season 11, I think he resolved to accept things. He may have toed the water with sexual tension and short shorts at times, but overall he was trying to live with Cas and let Cas off the hook.

He also encouraged Amara to deal with her own baggage the way he’d worked through his. Season 10 was his reversal arc: him in power for once, with Cas getting the wife treatment and Sam’s corruption being highlighted for once. And in season 11 he was spirited away, dealing with being powerless once more.

After that was done, he tried to swallow his feelings and let go of Cas, the way he encouraged Amara to let go of him.

He may perceive season 11 as his letting go of irrationally wanting Cas. The car scene may represent him giving Cas an out. Even releasing him from any perceived obligations.

So when Cas shows interest in season 12, I do think that threw him! Made him so nervous that he started hoping again, getting all tentative with his little mixtape.

Then Cas returns the damn mixtape. (Burned again!) But instead of getting bitter, Dean says to keep it, it’s a gift. Then he mumbles another “we’re all stronger together,” lil spill to cover his embarrassment.

Because now, he’s fully accepted that he loves Cas. Dean’s feelings haven’t faded so he has resolved to live with them as they are. No matter how many times he gets his hopes up and disappointed.

But now, Dean’s more scared. In season 8 he was ready to tell Cas “I love you.” He spent four years trying to navigate those unrequited feelings and convert them into familial camaraderie.

It’s much scarier in s12 with cosmic consequences on their heads, and Dean with everything he’s ever wanted just at his fingertips.

My fave thing about it all is that Dean and Cas are ready for each other at wildly different points and hardly ever sync up in between all the disasters.

#josie abaddon dean amara and the false parallels by the #abaddon demon dean amara #false parallels #josie sands hannah #josie sands #amara #i am def dehydrated delirious plz ignore meee #josie sands dean parallels #dean and the reversal power arc

[skin-slave]

Rip to the founding fathers. They would've loved Doritos.

#weekly reminder that they were in their 20s and mostly rich and drunk a lot #the way ppl treat the constitution like the bible is weird and kinda gross #look at this inerrant document that def applies to the modern world seamlessly #im js if they got beamed here from the continental congress to 2023 they wouldnt be in dc #theyd be in florida begging women with body hair to do jello shots and saying shit like #look at that wagtail i wanna spend a night in her custom house #and its a simple game john if youve done what they say you sluice your gob #and look at the double jugg on that chap... no molly #and ive never been with a black woman i didnt own #and its just ridiculous that theyre deified #the founding fathers wouldnt stand for this #bruh the founding fathers would immediately eat 7 edibles and die of dehydration on rule 34 dot com shut up #uhhh *24 im not retyping that shit lol

[dumb-doll-lips]

#me #also like y’all don’t have to tell my tongue is weird #when I’m dehydrated the whatevwr w the edges is more dramatic #and def was dehydrated lol #tho some people have said they like it lol #they’re silly #100+ #l #t

[gwyoi]

Hmmm I think there is something wrong with me and it’s getting worse….

#I’ve been having frequent nosebleeds and just lots of mucus in the morning (it’s literally brown and almost hard) #even though I’m drinking lots of water I think I’m dehydrated and the air is so dry even with my humidifier . it’s not an expensive one and #I def can’t afford a better one …. anyways the nose bleeding makes my head hurt and I’ve been getting close to migraines lately #the nose bleeding isn’t that bad but my nostrils are incredibly dry so every time I sneeze the dried mucus and blood comes out 😭 #okay sorry done #gwon

[hyah-lian]

I am so tired I think I could genuinely sleep but like fjdkfnjefn I do not want to. I want to stay up and read and do stuff

#i was feelin pretty rough yesterday n the night before #and like. i realize.i was probably really fkn dehydrated because i was so focused on Things I Had To Do that i kept forgetting to drink #so i Had A Bad Time. and im still super easily exhausted #im def more hydrated tho. i am remembering to drink more than just coffee #hyah rambles #i deadass started to fall asleep writing these tags i need a freaken nap #im just torn on if i try for a 20 or 30 min nap and then go to sleep at 11/12 like normal #or.if i just commit to sleep nkw and hope.im not up at 2 am hyped and ready to fkn party

[jazzy-a]

Does anyone else start doing bad stuff like biting the inside of their cheek/lip/grinding their teeth, or something else, and go:

"Damn it. Why did I just start up again? Am I stressed? What's wrong with me?"

And then promptly look over and see the water bottle you haven't f*cking touched since you woke up and go-

"Oh, yeah... water. I should drink some of that."

#adhd #actually adhd #Neurodivergent #Anxiety #And here's the thing-- the water drinking doesn't actually make me 'stop' -- but I realize that wow I def need to drink some water #You forget that water is good for you and super necessary #No- it will not make your anxiety or depression or whatever go away-- i hate when ppl make it sound like that #But- I mean- being hydrated will help you on a biological chemical level if nothing else #Dehydration isn't the reason you're anxious-- but drinking water is only going to help you even if you don't feel the effects #Meanwhile my circulatory system is probably throwing a party about the waterslide I've refilled and thanking god for it

[bo0zey]

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞 #real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS??? #ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

[iamfitzwilliamdarcy]

so many things came together to make this morning’s workout the worst I’ve done in a long long time

#But I did it so #Didn’t eat much yesterday #Def haven’t slept enough #Couldn’t find my deodorant #Late and missed warm ups #Dehydrated bc it was 5am #I was so sluggish and everything was way harder than it usually is lol #First day of period

[iwritemilfs]

The way I’m so close to adding the absolute iconic MESS that is Helen Norville to my muses, knowing damn well I’m the only person who’s watched this show and I’d never get to write her

#listen I just love Helen ‘I just think I was really dehydrated’ norville #it’s just six episodes of Anna torv having a full on mental breakdown all while acting like that’s def not what’s happening #and I feel SEEEEEN #also it’s set in the 80s #which is a vibe

[gardenstateofmind]

throwback to new years 2022 when i actually went out to celebrate and drank like five green tea shots right after another and then got massively fucking sick

#personal #it was partially bc i'd been working a ton so i was tired and dehydrated #and also sick #it was the same mistake i made on my birthday this year RIP #i'm always like yeah no i'll be fine it doesn't matter that i haven't eaten or slept in days i can def handle it

[haruchuiyo]

idk if I’m making this up but I swear in some fics at the end of it I wrote “stay dehydrated!”

#LIKE BRO WDYM DEHYDRATED 😭😭 #I def thought that meant hydrated #but my dumbass had to write dehydrated #idk why that’s goofy but it is #cackling to myself lmfao #‘stay dehydrated!<333’ BYE #kei talking!

[disneyprincessdxminatrix]

uaghsdfnkl

#rivas diary #2pm im dehydrated and hungry and lowkey overwhelmed with work #my hands are shaking which is def a bad sign #i just drowned a glass of water and im eating the yogurt and apple and cereal i brought #i just had so much to do that i #forgot do eat and drink #and now every status effect has hit me at once with full force #im staying a bit longer even though i could be going home but i dont #want to drive a car when im feeling like this so I'll wait for this to wear off..

[ghostzzy]

oh i’m DEHYDRATED. 

#like very dehydrated. #i've been stumbling thru the last 48 hours and i think i forgot about drinking water entirely. i def haven't had a salt potion in a while. #fellow potsie mutuals go have a salt potion. #this body yall. smfh!!!!!! #izzy.txt

[neixins]

ugh i felt so nauseous and dizzy out of nowhere last night like i was perfectly fine and then boom! Not Fine. and like when that happens i’m usually as good as new in the morning and like i don’t feel nearly as terrible rn but i still feel bad…..hate and violence on planet earth </3

#i need to get out of bed and drink smth bc i’m def dehydrated but what if standing up makes me feel worse…. #i’m pretty sure it’s all stupid side effects from my stupid meds

[theonlythingimfuckingisstupid]

ugh.

#migraine and tired and still have to finish four work classes by thursday #and though i was dehydrated and THAT was why i was having a really bad migraine but its still bad and i have to pee a lot #:/ #em rambles #tiem to get the blue light bocking glasses and hope they actually do something #and maybe upt my candle out #no def. put the candle out.