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@dropout-if pooh! but it is below!
#and hehe i am glad#i always worry that doing these kind of things - atting the author in my theories or perceptions/thoughts/etc re ships and characters comes#off arrogant .... pls dont at me about my paranoia and concerns 1qw2er i know my brain sees the absolute WORST#so that is nice and i will keep it in mind#i will post the kai x jay polyam stuff later then#[even if the eboard is more aesthetically bland than the uma x travis one /weeps]#sucks about your computer and links! bc i have so many quotes!#that maybe you might like?#foolishness of the interwebs smh#i have a lot of feelings about how jay sees themselves vs how uma sees them#it -- is complicated for them. in my head canon. re: their past#im not going to say there isn't issues but --#she is going to arm wrassle and argue him and his brain into submission
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Rewatching what lies beyond and I'm in tears again, the music and the performance this episode is just spectacular. I love all of them so much and i have a renewed hatred for Dark matters.
I have so much love for s3
#dont mind me im just weeping uncontrollably on the floor#what lies beyond#the penumbra podcast#tpp s3#juno steel#peter nureyev#buddy aurinko#vespa ilkay#rita tpp#jet siquliak
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What do you do when your Sanity Projects are also driving you insane, asking for a friend
#lynx thinks#just expressing a little frustration dont mind me#all of my fun luttle projects are aslo driving me nuts. though not quite as nuts as other projects atm#im drawing my dnd party. the entire party. all of them. npc's included. and ive designed fancy little outfits for each of them#so yeah anyway its an enormous project and im dying bc its ehat im trying to do for fun between commissions and stuff#and i have two other main side projects (oxymoron i know) that are also driving me insane#and then theres the sewing project that i started and have left in a state of semi-abandon on the living room floor#and the wig still clamped to my desk that needs crimping and styling#and the fic that needs its second chapter so i can post it#theres just too many wips orz#but i have to focus on commissions first bc i need the money#i weep
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So like *twirls hair around my finger* there’s this old book series...
Still on my re-read and I cannot describe how unhinged the end of book 4 made me so naturally I drew scenes instead. Just picture me gesturing wildly and gasping and you’ve got it.
this file is aptly titled ‘before you ruin it with snow’
and hey, you can actually see that the bear is translucent now 💀💀
#the last dragon chronicles#tldc#david rain#elizabeth pennykettle#liz pennykettle#? does it really matter when i doubt anyones looking through her tag#vibe arts#no but srsly wtf was the last hundred pages i am UNEQUIPED#ik its only getting crazier in the next one so good luck future me#if u see me ignoring canon details mind your damn business 😤#its intentional at least half of the time#mr d'lacey owes me emotional damages at this point#tumblr keeps fucking deleting my tags so youve lost my incredible witty insights 😔#but uhh yeah liked book 4 even if i think the final act was a lil too much like book 3s#that may have been intentional and just clumsy but i forgive it cus teh epilogue really founded my families#i am Not prepared for the opening of book 5 jesus christ#just sitting here imagining the reunions and weeping#anyways goodnight lads#i dont want to flood the tag with too much of my nonsense but i am also aware we are in a bit of a content drought#im happy enough to fuck around and make things gayer than the og text lmao
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I found a whole ALBUM of covers of fraggle rock songs all done by different artists and I'm all!!!
#jane journals#WEEPING AND SOBBING THEY'RE SO GOOD!!!#and like??#the fact that theyre ALL different artists!!#that makes me think they all came together and collaborated over a mutual LOVE for this series 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖#and they all probably sang their favorites!!#AND HHHH THAT REALL JUST EMBODIES WHAT THE SHOW IS ABOUT#ITS ABOUT HOW WE'RE ALL CONNECTED THROUGH THE BEAUTY AND MAGIC OF THE WORLD AND MOST OF ALL MUSIC#DONT MIND ME IM JUST EMOTIONAL OVER PUPPETS LIKE ALWAYS
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When you finish reading a novel and it's like
#tashi bumbles#you dont understand how badly i want to scream because of this novel#love the storytelling and the dynamic between the mc and ml and the world building#well considering its quick transmigration and 5 separate worlds + the og world like the basics were down and wasnt to hard to understand#anyway the reason im currently about to roll around the floor like im in extreme pain is because of the last world and og world#mind you that theyre all happy endings including og world but ahem here we go#fUCK DID IT HAVE TO END THAT WAY IN THE 5TH ONE LIKE IT HAD ME WEEPING AND SOBBING AND DEHYDRATED#I HAD TO PUT DOWN MY PHONE AND TAKE A BREAK WITH HOW HARD I CRIED FUCK YOU#oh wait yeah 5th world was more bittersweet than any of the others in my opinion btw#not to say the other ones were worse but like the 5th was more emotionally charged and heartbreaking#and then the og world like brings attention to a detail that you wont notice until you finish it because its the last line of the novel#and then its like yOU DANGLED THAT INFO IN FRONT OF ME SINCE THE BEGINNING??? YOU DARED???? AND YOU ENDED IT WITH THAT???#i dont normally read the world hopping ones because it can get confusing to me about the details and characters but this was worth it#even if the ml was always a jerk and ass in the beginning of all of them and kinda stays that way but more of a simpy yandere way to the mc#made more sense in my head#the translations were pretty good for it too like my brain didn't suffer lile it usually does from mtls#you dont know true brain exercises until you try reading from the mtlnovel site regularly#back to the point i can say the novel was 4.5/5 and not a full 5 because fuck you it made me cry#would i read it again??? not unless im emotionally prepared so maybe i will one day 💖
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@punktrsh asked : “ They hurt you so much , didn’t they ? I’ll never let them touch you , again . ”
fluffy / reassuring sentences .
status : accepting .
THE VERY THOUGHT OF dragomir alone causes theodosia’s blood to freeze in her veins . horrid memories come flooding back into the forefront of her brain , along with the intense fear that he will find her . after luminita’s murder and the night of the fire , she had gotten away from him finally ... after years of abuse and mistreatment . she’d come to america to escape from him even further . but , the threat of his reemergence still lingers , ever present and looming . she knows he’s looking for her . but , she also knows that tris will never let anything happen to her . this is very much a comfort . the fear that once painted her features subsides , leaving only fondness in its wake and theo buries her head against his chest . arms wrap around his waist , holding him close as she sighs with both content and relief , ❛ thank you ... ❜
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im not interested in romantic relationships UNTIL a character calls the character i project on a petname. or confesses undying devotion for them. or touches them gently like theyre smth precious. then im curled up screaming into my pillow
#in real genuine tears this is HUMILIATINGGGGGG i want to b treated like THATTTTTTTTT.....#“sweetheart” HITTING PUNCHING SCRATCHING CLAWING BITING BITING BITING BITING#no like actual tears i am fully weeping#i am never gonna have that though!!! im difficult!!!#LMFAO rereading and one of those things is NOT like the other but i group em in my mind. dont ask me
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if only you knew, bunny: h.s.
pairing:
dormmate!harry x dormmate!y/n
summary:
"sorry! sorry i thought you were staying out with your mom the rest of the weekend!" harry says, rustling is heard in the background before im gentle moved to over and the door is heard opening. "you can open your eyes bunny."
warnings:
TW⚠️ body shaming
unhealthy relationship with y/n's mom (body shaming, controlling mom, just a shitty mom overall) also really short sorry i just wanted to tease these two
A/N: guys the way this has been in my drafts for about 4 months LMFAO lmk if you would want more dormmate!harry x y/n!
part two
y/n's pov
The smell of peppermint vanilla carries along with the scent of books, soft chatter from the tv carries out in the small dorm, i glance over at the empty bed and a frown tugs at my lips.
"guess im on my own." i huff closing my book and tossing it to the side.
as i pick up my phone a knock makes me still, i glance at the door before walking over to it and slowly opening the door. my eyes catch sight of a lovely shade of green staring back at me.
"um sorry," he clears his throat, "my names Harry, and i think we're flatmates."
my eyes widen at what he says before my eyebrows furrow, "um im y/n, i didnt think i had a dorm mate."
"yeah 'm sorry about that i was in england for the past month, so i couldnt do all the orientation." he shuffles his bags and i snap out of it before throwing the door open.
"apologies, um i didnt think they did unisex dorms here."
"i wasnt expecting this either this is um C36 right?"
"yeah yeah you're right, well welcome to your dorm Harry..." i trail off not knowing his last name hoping he'd fill in the blank.
"styles!" he smirks holding out his hand and I place my hand in his giving it a shake.
"oh my god! harry!" i squeak covering my eyes as i step into our shared dorm, a topless girl perked up on his bed.
"sorry! sorry i thought you were staying out with your mom the rest of the weekend!" harry says, rustling is heard in the background before im gentle moved to over and the door is heard opening. "you can open your eyes bunny."
i peak through my fingers and find our room empty, just the two of us. "i would've left har, you could've asked you know i dont mind." i mumble dropping my bags on my bed.
"nonsense i would rather spend time with you bun, though uh -if you dont mind me asking- why are you back so early?" he asked sitting us on my bed, i sit crisscross in front of him before tears start welding up in my eyes.
"god that woman is so fucking cruel to me har." i gasp out a sob as tears fall freely down my face.
"whoa bunny breathe for me." harry hums pulling me into his arms, broken sobs hiccup through me as i weep like a baby into harry.
"i do everything she wants, im trying to appease her and nothing is ever good enough it's either 'you look too chubby', 'you're face looks dull, use more moisturiser.' 'are you working out?' i'm sick of it!" i hiccup, "as soon as i got there she just starts listening all the things i embarrass her with. 'no daughter of mine should be in college, i got a nice boy down the street who comes with money and would love to be with you if you lost a couple of pounds.' i dont want that har, i've studied my whole life to be here. i want to be a librarian, have my own little bookstore that is where my happiness is and im not going to let her drag me down." i finish my rants tears and snot running down my face and into my hands.
harry stays quite for a little bit, rocking us slowly back and forth, i feel his lips press against my head before he lifts my head to look at him. he wipes away my tears before smiling lightly.
"you're a fighter, bunny. im proud of you, for not letting this woman take control of your life. for being your own goddamn person." he whispered to me before yanking me into a hug and tickling my sides, a laugh erupts from me before i start thrashing in his arms
"harry! stop!" i laugh before he lays on top of my the air literally being knocked out of me, "oof! you fat ass get off of me!"
"gasp! how dare you!" he gives me a cheeky smile before rolling off of me. "want to go get fro yo? on me obviously."
"ugh!" i fake displeasure rolling my eyes, "only because you want some and are paying sure."
harrys pov
i watch as y/n throws a hoodie over her head, i pull my bottom lip between my teeth looking at her legs on display, nice thick thighs and a ass that would make god sin. her face fresh with tears making her glow as bright as a star, a beautiful natural blush on her brown skin, lips plump.
a down right goddess.
"can we stop by a 7/11, momma needs some chips." she smirks pulling me out of thought as i burst into laughter.
"you're a clown!" i snort sliding on some shoes and grabbing my lanyard, i open the door for her and let her slide through, taking time watching her walk from behind before joining her.
" 'm so lonely i might take up that woman's offer with the boy down the street." she breaks the silence shoving her keys in her purse, my heart plummets.
fuck no.
"bunny you can do so much better than a man that will only want you if you lost weight." i sternly say and she snorts.
"well im waiting and theres no one in a 20 mile radius that would want me."
if only you knew bunny.
LOVE YALL REQUEST MORE BULLSHIT!!
-all the love,
em
xo🐝
#harry styles#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles x fem!reader#harry styles x plus size reader#harry styles x poc#harry styles x reader#harry styles x you#harry update#harry x reader#harry angst#dormmateharry#harry smut#frat boy harry#harry fluff#harry au#harrys house#harry styles x y/n#harry styles moodboard#harry styles masterlist#poc reader
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My Best Friend, König
bestfriend!König x reader ; college!au
Your best friend, the person you trust the most in the world to protect you, and most importantly, be there for your needs <3
Tags: afab!reader, König x reader smut, throat fucking, blowjobs n shit, smut to fluff, far from canon König, quick read, college!au, secret lovers, aftercare, no german aside from the petnames bc i dont wanna embarrass myself, not proofread
Notes: exams are done so i can finally shake sum asss 😩, i have so many ideas i wanna write for simon and konig im going insane, but expect that in the next few days or weeks, love yall <3
You were always known as the loud mouth. The most bubbly person anyone's ever met, and it was often meant as a compliment. You always knew how to light up a room the moment you walked in and it just seemed like no one ever had anything bad to say about you.
It seemed like you were able to catch anyone's eye, and that was reflected by the amount of attention you got whenever you would walk around campus. Turning heads and whispers followed you whenever you went, and that was especially true in your classes. But with your extroverted nature, it was a question in everyone's mind why your best friend was the total opposite of you.
König was your best friend, it was like you were both attached at the hip with how you never went anywhere without him to the point that people thought you were a couple. You two would debunk these rumors of course but that just showed how close you two were.
König was quiet, introverted, and intimidating, he was like the perfect bodyguard and that was one of the reasons you loved being around him, because of how safe he made you feel and how he always made sure you were okay, of course it was natural that you'd return the favor.
"K-König... Wait..." A soft moan slips past your lips, you can't hold it in with how good König was fucking you on his tongue right now. He chuckles, humming against your weeping cunt as he pinned your hips down on the mattress, one hand digging into the flesh of your hip as the other rubbed circles right on your twitching clit.
"You want me to stop, meine Schatz?" His voice dripped with desire and cockiness, knowing he was the only one who could see you in such a vulnerable and fucked out position with your legs trembling and draped over his shoulders as he ate you out and fucked you open on his tongue and fingers.
"No... No, don't stop!" you cried out helplessly, tugging at his hair. He growled, sliding his tongue out from your cunt with a satisfied moan from the pressure building in his scalp.
"On your knees, let me fuck that pretty mouth, meine Liebe..." He groaned, gently pulling your hand away from his hair and kissing your palm as he led you off the bed and on your knees in front of him, making space for you between his legs as he stroked himself in front of you. Up and down, slowly.
He was big and it made your mouth water as you inched closer on your knees. You couldn't help the small gasp that slipped when you slowly wrapped your delicate fingers around him.
"That's it... You know what to do..." He chuckled, intertwining his fingers with your hair to encourage you while he looked down at you with a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
"Scheiße... Such a good fucking girl..." König's voice seemed to deepen at the feeling of your soft hands slowly pumping him, his grip on your hair becoming just a little bit tighter as he moaned your name, throwing his head back in ecstasy.
You could feel the heat pooling between your legs when König looked down at you, his eyes blown out with his lip between his teeth and it was clear he was resisting the urge to buck his hips into your mouth, force his dick right into the back of your throat with the way you were doing such a good job for him.
When you slowly wrapped your lips around him, he moaned breathlessly, his shoulders slumping at the feeling of your warm mouth around him. You couldn't help but close your eyes as you started to take him deeper, it was just too much, but he didn't like that at all.
"No, no... Keep your pretty eyes open... Keep looking at me..." He tugged on your hair lightly, forcing you to wince at the pressure but you followed his words of course. When your eyes fluttered open, you were met with the sight of König's chest heaving softly, his mouth opened just a bit as he groaned.
"Ja, that's it... Good girl..." He chuckled, humming as his grip on your hair softened, replacing it with a gentle massage on your scalp as you took him deeper, keeping your eyes on him the whole time.
Your started to bob your head in a steady rhythm, pumping the rest of the length you couldn't take. König, as much as he tried his best to keep his composure, was a mess for you. His chest was heaving and low growls would rumble from his chest every once in a while when his hips would buck into your mouth ever so slightly.
"Can I fuck this pretty mouth, baby? Please..." He pleaded as if he was even waiting for an answer, almost sounding like a drawn out whine when he started to buck his hips into your mouth, he just couldn't help himself, he couldn't resist you at all when you looked so pretty for him.
Your hands found purchase on his thighs, nails digging into his flesh as your eyes rolled into the back of your head when he started to push his cock deeper into your throat, making you gag on him.
"Feels so fucking good, Liebling... I can't help myself..." He moaned as he threw his head back, he was getting rougher now, giving you his cock deeper and deeper as he whispered his praises, telling you how good you are and how much he'll reward his darling after he's done.
Your jaw was starting to hurt, and despite his early instructions, you couldn't help but close your eyes as he pushed your head down with a deep groan. Your fingers were digging into his flesh that you were certain it'd bruise by the morning, but even with how your jaw was starting to get sore and with how your tears were staining your cheeks, you just fucking loved it.
"Shh, shh... You're doing so good, Schatz..." He cooed with a mean chuckle as he wiped your tears away with his thumb. What a gentle man your friend was, carefully pulling your head from his cock as he praised you. "Breathe, baby..." He whispered as he caressed your cheeks, letting you catch your breath as your hands relaxed on his thighs.
"Sorry... I couldn't stop myself..." He apologized after a few moments, carefully picking you up from the cold floor and onto his lap in a bridal position almost. "Was I too rough, Liebling?" He whispered affectionately, gently caressing your thighs as he pressed a soft kiss to your cheek as you nestled your head against his shoulder.
"Nothing I couldn't handle" You laughed quietly, relaxing in the warmth his body provided while his hands soothed your thighs and hips.
"You're right... You did so well, like you always do" He chuckled against your hair, kissing your head with a hum.
"Let me take care of you tonight, darling... You deserve it"
#könig#cod mw2#colonel könig#kortac#call of duty#modern warfare#konig x reader#cod konig#konig mw2#konig x you#konig modern warfare#konig#konig x reader smut#konig headcanons#konig smut#smut#one shot#x reader#female reader#i want his dick so far down my throat it leaves bruises
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NSFW, MDNI! sub!beomgyu, femdom!reader, puppy play, pup!beomie, mommy kink, extreme degradation, name calling (dog, mutt, pup), pillow humping, cumplay/cum eating, orgasm control, breeding kink, oral (f. rec).. this is genuinely so filthy and i'm obsessed with it.
written by @tigerhoshi25, sent to me in my inbox! all credits go to her <3 thank you so much for this delicious meal annie...
a teary eyed beomgyu sat in between your legs on the floor. his hands were resting on your plush thighs as you sit on the couch and glare at him. his lips pressed into a pout and his collar was perfectly tight around his neck. he wishes he could go back a few moments ago when he was eating you out like a starved man but no. dumb mutt couldn’t control his dick and he came over over his thighs and the cushion of the couch while eating you out. you laugh and make him feel humiliated, “dumb dog come just from eating some pussy? now look at you getting hard again just from me speaking down on you.”
his breathing is erratic, his eyes are pleading silently for you to ease up on him-- even though he loves the way you treat him- he leans and rests his chin on your thigh to look up at you with puppy eyes. you push him back and were about to scold him for touching without asking when an idea crossed your mind. “wanna cum again?” you switch up your tone from plain out malicious to sweet and tender but beomgyu heard ‘cum again’ and didn’t register the sudden change or the fact that you’re offering another orgasm.
he nods his head and you don’t respond since '‘good boys use their words." he finally speaks up with a shaky voice, “please, please can i cum?”
you pat his head a scratch behind his ears to give him a false sense of safety. “how do you wanna cum, pup?” you ask calmly and his ears perk up at the mere thought of you maybe letting him cum the way he wants. “i-inside, wanna give you your own pups.”
you chuckle evilly, “dumb dog wants to breed like it’s instinct?” you grin before continuing, “stupid dog, you wasted your cum on your thighs.” you glance to the creamy release on his thighs. “there’s not enough to fill me up.” you say with fake sympathy and beomgyu cries even louder. poor thing believes you even though you both know he cums buckets.
“please, please, please.” he whimpers and presses his face against your soft tummy, he just glares at it like it’ll make his situation better.
“you can cum…under my conditions.” you push his head away and he looks at you with a glimmer of hope in his glossy orbs.
“anything, ill do anything,” he breathes out. poor thing.
“i want you to humo the couch, like a stupid dog in heat.” your voice was far too sweet for such vulgar words.
beomgyu shakes his head, “nuh uh, wanna cum in you,” he starts tearing up.
“sorry pup, i already told you there’s not enough,” you lie again. beomgyu shuffles his body closer to the couch and whines once the sensitive tip rubs against the rough fabric.
“i dont wanna, mommy please~” here come the water works.
“no, pup. you cum on the couch or not at all,” you scratch his ears and scalp gently which makes him feel the need to obey. he lets a a pathetic whimper escape the back of his throat before he starts pushes his hips towards the couch and back again, dragging his weeping and aching cock across the cushion. every thrust against the couch makes him cry more. it hurts so good, so bad all at once. the friction burns on the underside and the head of his cock while the rest of begging to be touched. he even looks pathetic, tears streaming from his eyes to his neck, his bottom lips trapped in between his teeth and his nails dig into the couch cushion.
his hips speed up and little and he starts to beg again now that he’s close, “please, mommy im doing it, please let me cum inside.” if he got what he wanted he would stick it in and cum the second he met your warm walls.
“no, mutt. i want to you make a mess on the couch,” you pull out your phone to record him. he cries out but doesn’t stop his hips.
“mommy, no,” he sobs. he feels like a dog doing tricks to impress his owner… and it just brings him closer to spilling all over the cushions. he keeps going and even pushes his dick in between to couch cushions for more painful friction. his pink head keeps poking out with every thrust forward, still leaking with precum that barely aids in the pain of the fabric.
just a few more thrusts and beomgyu presses his hips flush against the couch, his tip starts spewing cum across the top of the cushion and even the back of the couch, it seeps down in between the two cushions that he’s currently sandwiched in. you, without missing a beat, tell him, “now lick it up.” Beomgyu looks up at you and sees your smirk, your phone still recording the shameful act. he knows if he doesn’t he’ll get in more trouble so the poor pup pulls his dick out and leans down to starting licking up his own cum. he whines at the salty sticky substance that he has to lick up but your words help him.
“such a good boy, cleaning up your mess.”
“good pup, looks so pretty with tears and your mess on your face.”
beomgyu can’t finish it all, he gives up and waits for you to punish him. “what are you doing, mutt?” you glare. “c-can’t mommy, I can’t finish it,” he pouts. it makes sense, you don’t even think you could since the brainless pup cums so much but you have to punish him anyways. “bad boy, you made a mess so you have to clean it up,” your tone drops and beomgyu’s heartbeat quickens. he just shakes his head, “can’t mommy…im’sorry.”
that almost makes you want to forgive him and let him fuck you but you instead grip a handful of his hair, while the other hand is still holding your phone that’s recording, you pull his hair tight to look at you. “stupid mutt, you’re a stupid dog that just wants to cum and can’t clean himself up,” you sneer and he cries out. you push his head down, pressing his tear stained cheek into the creamy mess on the couch. “dumb fucking dog.”
im going fucking feral. im going to turn into a werewolf and start howling at the moon or some shit.
#lia’s hard hours 🔥#tw.pet play#txt hard hours#txt hard thoughts#txt smut#beomgyu hard thoughts#beomgyu hard hours#beomgyu smut#nightly.nsfw#nightly.beomie#annie!! <3
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i wonder, if the prime souls survived v1 and lived out the rest of their days, Who would (i imagine) Choose to "leave" first...i say leave bc i dont think theyd say Im Tired As Fuuuck Bro I Wanna Die theyd say theyre tired of pushing on for nothing and want to leave.
i think minos would bc how can you Ever recover from the loss he took and the trauma he got as a result of it? Laying in sisyphus' arms droning on about it and he feels his body crack. Hed apologize to him but he doesn't really know why. Apologize about not sticking around for longer. the like. Sisyphus has a healthy enough mind to where he can handle minos being gone and especially on his own will...itd be comforting, his heart only aching that minos couldnt die happy with himself. Think minos would weep that hes leaving sisyphus and his city behind, not even fully repaired or cleanee or the dead properly honored bc of his own selfish(in his mind!) woes.
Sisyphus going first is equally as interesting to me. Hes made peace with hjimself for a while, while minos never could. Hed probably acknowledge that minos would go soon after him bc w the events of lust i dont think he could handle beingon his own. Losing his Sun all over again. I think he'd go out holding the other very very close and giving him as much affection as he can before he shatters. He would also acknowledge it fully as Dying but still use a gentler term for it. Probably tacks on some shitty joke about the sunset to cheer up minos before he goes but it only makes him weep even more.
theres also the idea of them having some unspoken agreement about going out at the same time. I think it would happen while they slowly waltzed and ended w the finale of a kiss as their bodies cracked and soon shattered. Its the most peaceful end for the two of them
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END OF 2023
sorry to anyone who didn't want to be tagged xx
hi! most of you will know me as lucy (unless you're @m3ntallyunstable34 and know my real name lol)
so yes, i am lucy. and this is me reflecting on 2023 on tumblr because it seems like a logical thing to do considering this year sucked like 20% less (one of us is lying reference) because of all my amazing online friends. so yes i guess in a way this is a mutual appreciation post 🫶
@berryzxx you wouldn't believe me when i tell you you were the first mutual i didn't have to be all professional and got to be a crazy bitch with lmao so thank you for not judging me and talking to me like we're besties (we totally are btw bc i said so) mwahh
@longlivestv the loml literally owe my life to you bee 🫶🫶 you are one of the main reasons i'm friends with all of the people i will mention after, so tysm and thank you for being so sweet to me and i love flirting with you /hj ilysm 💗 also if im too young to fall in love why do you keep running through my brain? 😍😍
@loserdiaz one of the very few people i get to openly talk to and not feel weird doing it akshdasjhd ilysm april <33 and youre one of the only people i will ever admit has better pick up lines than me (thats a huge honour btw) so thank you for keeping up with me and flirting with me it makes me feel very special mwahhh and ily and we should totally snuggle by the fireplace you know i made those cookies you like (sab reference) 😍🫶
@weeping-in-the-willows thank you for being the absolute SWEETEST person to me <3 ilysm and btw you were my first discord friend and i'm so honoured about that ajshdnjfe you're so nice and ily and i hope you get everything you want
@theladyinwhite13 thank you for appreciating my unhinged comments and you're one of the few people who deserve to be told that they are funnier than me (i rarely ever give anyone this honour btw so its very special) and i think you might appreciate this reference 'so what if i just wanna be a little out of my mind'
@bodybetters and @its-tortle karo and tortle my beloved <3 ilysm you're like two of the BEST mutuals ever and i was so honoured happy excited (any other positive adjective) when i realised you followed ME back?!? i was literally so ajshdnjfe i can't even put it in words you're like my favourite people on this hellsite (affectionate)
@suugarbabe ajdhhgajsgf my pookie <33 you always stand up for me and ilysm for it youre the nicest to me what did i ever do to deserve you 😭❤️
@patrophthia omg the absolute sweetestt!! youre an angel and ilysm and i hope you have the best life every <33 ilysm thank you for being so nice to me and making me feel valued asjdhajksd i love youu
@theautistmwitch omg idk how youre still sane after hearing to my traumatising jokes 😭 ilysm mwahh❤️thank you for being so sweet to meee it makes me so happy <333 can't wait to traumatise- uh i mean make you laugh even more next year!
@kurtcobainsgreencardigan ajkshdad i had the time of my life 'bullying' [insert their name] (i dont wanna get cancelled yk just in case people actually like them) with you <33 [i mean you technically didn't 'bully' them but we bonded over that] you're so funny and sweet and ily<3
@catastrxblues nadine the loml <33 i LOVED chatting with you and ranting to you and reading your answers to my asks akgdskg im so glad to have you as a mutual and i would love to have some more ranting convos with you in the future haha asdhjhajsh ilysm mwahh <3
@nyctophile-me omg you're so sweet to meee 😭😭😭 ily you're like one of my favourite wives too you're one of the only people i will ever share sab with mwah ❤️❤️ id love to talk to you more next year <3
@magicandmaybe @andi-is-bored @alltheliars and @animallover4000 omg you're all so sweet and ily and we didn't really interact a lot this year but i loved chatting with you on discord 💕
@imperpetuallylost omg ilyy you're so unintentionally (or intentionally?) funny ahsjdnfne and i guess it's inevitable sorry sky but it looks like you (lea not sky) deserve to [redacted] goosebot and it's well deserved ajsjdjdne ily and id love to interact more with you next year <33
@london-affairs literally started talking to you like 5 days ago and we were flirting non stop that's CRAZYYYY ily btw pookie 😍
@m3ntallyunstable34 my literal best friend!! i absolutely love you mwah mwah mwah thank you for being my best friend and dealing with me for 12 years llama im shocked you're not insane yet ahsjsj ilyyyy ❤️
these are the mutuals that made me throw my phone across the room and scream in excitement when i realised THEY followed ME
also i will take this moment to thank all of you for making my year amazing and i love you all so much and i hope you have THE BEST 2024. thank you so much for being a part of my crazy blog i would never have imagined 438 people would find this silly little blog 🫶
@cassiopeiasdaughter @faultsline @underthenightskydreamsneverdie @theostrophywife @slytherinslut0 @imperpetuallylost @themidnightarcher @stvrlighhttt @psychedeliccc @prettybaby-grande @nqds @themidnightarcher @i-miss-you-im-sorry @cottoncandywhispers @svnflowermoon @finalgirllx @fallingforfictionalcharacterss @ashisgreedy @moonffe @suugarbabe @wordsarelife and @xobridgertonblues (i might've tagged some people twice sorryyyy)
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ok let’s be honest here. Crosshair would 110% have you do a little show for him in your lingerie. think us crosswhores could get a fic of that?
He absolutely would. 110%. I love this idea so much. Hope you enjoy it anon <3 I loved writing this one. Flustered Crosshair does so many things to me so I made it a lil self indulgent, hope u dont mind <3 proofread but im tired as hell so let me know if there are any mistakes.
Rating: E
Warnings: Unprotected PiV, Creampie, Grinding, Praise Kink
Word Count: 950
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Crosshair had seen glimpses of it while you were out at 79’s with him and his brothers, your cute little ensemble that was waiting for him once he got you back to your apartment away from prying eyes. Every time you would move your legs, he would get a peek of the lace that adorned the top of your stockings beneath your criminally short dress.
Finally, he is back at your place, sitting on your plush sofa in just the bottom half of his blacks as you finish up in the fresher. His cock has been half hard all night, but when you enter the room in your lingerie all his thoughts leave his head as he takes you in. You’re clad entirely in black lace, your bra pushing up your ample cleavage, your panties covering next to nothing, and your stockings are held up by thin leather straps.
You saunter over to him, still wearing your heels about to take a seat on his lap when he stops you.
“Put on a little show for me doll” he purrs out at you, lounging back into the cushions of your couch, eyes raking over your form.
Smiling, you twirl, revealing the swell of your ass to him, fully uncovered thanks to the lacy black thong you wear. You turn away from him, bending over to undo the straps of your heels, putting yourself on full display for him.
“Kriff…” he breathes out as you slowly undo the straps of one heel, then the other. You slowly stand back up to your full height before kicking off your shoes and turning to face him. He’s still lounging back in your couch, one hand along the back rest, the other palming his bulge through his blacks as you take long strides towards him.
He’s enraptured by the way you move as you approach him. You stop directly in front of him and begin to sooth your hands over yourself, thumb hooking into the band of your panties to teasingly slide them down your hip before stopping and running them back up your body and squeezing your breasts together. He lets out a shaky exhale, moving the hand that was resting along the back of the couch to run it up along your stocking clad thigh, pausing at the top where the garters were holding them up, flicking the fabric against your skin.
“You look… stunning” he whispers as he continues running his hand up your leg towards your now soaked panties. Running one of his long fingers along the fabric he lets out a low groan when he feels how wet you are. You smirk down at him before you move to straddle his waist, placing your clothed core over his still covered erection and start grinding. His hands go to your hips, head leaning back into the couch as his eyes close at the sensation.
“Kark doll… you can make a man finish in his blacks like this” he grunts out, moving his hips against yours with more force.
“The maybe a man should get out of his blacks” you tease as you rise up off him slightly so that he can pull his pants to his thighs, freeing his weeping erection. You go to stand so that you can take off your panties but he stops you with a tight grip on your waist.
Before you can question him, he’s moving the tiny piece of fabric to the side and sliding himself into you in one sharp thrust. You both groan out in unison, the feeling of your walls stretched out around his girth was euphoric. His head falls forward as you begin riding him, your arms moving to wrap around his neck, fingers tangled in the short hair at the nape of his neck.
“You’re so- Big Cross kriff” you pant out and he groans, thrusting up into your tight wet heat. You feel his long arms wrap around your body and pulls your body flush against him, holding you still as he begins fucking up into you, the curls at the base of his cock creating delicious friction against your clit as he has his way with you.
“Keep talking like that princess… tell me how good I make you feel” he grits out, eyes closed with furrowed brows, breathing heavy. The sound of your praise while you looked like a goddess above him sent shocks of pleasure down his spine, the thought that only he could make someone like you feel so good making him increase his already frantic pace.
“You make me feel so k-karking good Cross… your massive cock r-ruined me for other men” he groans and gives a particularly hard thrust at the last part, hitting that perfect spot inside you. He keeps up his punishing pace as you whimper and moan on top of him, closer to falling over the edge.
“K-keep going…” he grunts, pace faltering as he rapidly approaches his own release.
“No one can- Uhng- no one can make me cum as hard as you can Cross-” you let out a loud moan. His constant pounding of that spot inside you has your muscles tightening around him as your orgasm crashes over you and you writhe in his grip.
He lets out a loud moan, one of the loudest you’ve ever heard from him as he empties himself inside of you. He pants, resting his forehead against yours as you both try to get your breathing under control.
“So… you like the outfit?” you ask after a moment, and he laughs. One of his rare genuine laughs as he opens his eyes to look at you.
“You could say that...”
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-> -> -> 2AL playlist drop!
Answered all the music related asks under the cut!
Question reference btw!
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@teainthesnow
4 - a lyric you like
"Triangles are my favorite shape" From Tessellate by Alt-J !! Do I know why? Nah. I just also like triangles :)
11 - a popular song you think is Good, Actually
On Time by The Disco Biscuits !! Its not popular more than it is mainstream? Its one of those songs you swear you have heard everywhere, because its very much played everywhere, but like its actually good! Either its played everywhere or it just gives me loads of nostalgia? Eh whatever, its still good and im bestowing it upon you.
13 - a playlist name without context
"To Enter The Beyond" Past Human City Soundtrack
18 - a song or lyric that reminds you of the asker
Oh this for sure belongs on your AMW playlist!! Gives some absolute Tea vibes!
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@dandywonderous
5 - ramble about a song
FORGIVENESS BY ALICE GLASS!!!!!!! OUGHOUGHOGH I LOVE THIS SONG WITH ALL MY HEART god something about it just vibrates my insides and tickles my eyes. I dont know how to describe it other than each time I hear this song I feel nothing but pure power and hopelessness at the same time. Drifting along in never ending darkness, and the only thing you have with you are the spirits and memories of those who have passed. The spirits call for freedom. You should listen to them. This song gets real for me alright?
7 - a song for which you like a cover more than the original
Not really a cover moreso than it is a remix!? But im counting it! Silk by Giselle, the original, somber and sweet but just sorta missing something you know? This remix by Favored Nations though? SLAPS. Its so upbeat and I am so here for it!
11 - a popular song you think is Good, Actually
Honestly literally anything by Electric Light Orchestra. Though to be more specific, Evil Woman!! Alright is also a good one, but less popular!
16 - do you sing or play any instruments?
No instruments here! I actually have one really nice/complex song memorized that I can do on the piano but unfortunately thats about it whoops~ As for singing apparently I actually sing good when I try!?
23 - a song you remember liking as a kid
You are going to laugh at this one. Actually. I still like it. But damn was I a weird kid. I once had a solid 150 digits of pi memorized because I would just play this stupid song on loop for like a whole ass hour every now and then???? I think I still have about 50 memorized thanks to this song.. whoopsies
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@thimbell
5 - ramble about a song
YESSSSS YESSSSS I GET TO RAMBLE ABOUT ANOTHER SONG The World Is Ending by Matt and Kim !!!!!!!!!!!!! good GOD this song is so dear to me. Not because of the song really, but because of what the song means to me? The connections I have too it?????? Longish story short, someone made a killer AMV using it? The AMV using clips from the show Final Space! No clue if you have seen the show but no matter. Final Space is definitely up there as one of my favorite shows, not only because its good but because it actually helped me get closer with my dad, we watched it together! In other words I associate this song with just so much joy. The AMV if you were curious btw!
14 - an unpopular music opinion
Glass Animals is overrated <3 <3 Dont get me wrong I love their music! It just gets so tiresome hearing them everywhere!??? Probably just a me problem though
24 - a song people often misinterpret
I dont think I have much an answer for this one, apologies! Mostly because its not too often I pay attention to lyrics, and even then I think its cool that everyone has their own interpretations of someones song!
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@wraenata
17 - a song that has made you cry
... honestly? Any song in a tv show that is played during a sad scene! A REALLY sad scene... one that comes to mind is Enter One by Sol Seppy (would recommend skipping to about 2:30), because it is played in the death scene of one of my all time favorite characters... alright im going to weep about that death scene more now because listening to this again is NOT helping pfft... oughh honestly now im tempted to add it to the 2AL playlist... maybe.
24 - a song people often misinterpret
Answered above!
30 - a song that makes you nostalgic
Divinity by Porter Robinson, listen this used to be my favorite song for the longest time... and it might even still be my favorite song?? Either way, I DARE not listen to it anymore for the sake of I fear for the day where this absolutely nostalgic gem gets tiresome for me...
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@unfortunate-songbird
17 - a song that has made you cry
Answered this one above! Though for a less serious answer, any of the finale songs in Centaurworld... oops.
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1 - which artist(s) have you listened to the most lately?
The Asteroids Galaxy Tour has been a fav in the past month! Heres a good song by them if you would like~
I am going to use this ask as a chance to also say how much I love Hugo Kant!! He makes great stuff to chill too when working! If I could log hours on youtube, my most listened to videos are so just listening to the guy live!
21 - favourite album
Not to pull out my inner cowboy, but Harlequin Dream by Boy & Bear. I fear for the day I get sick of this album its such a trip for me!
28 - rank the songs in an album
THATS IT IM RANKING ALL THE SONGS IN PAGANS IN VEGAS BY METRIC. I love this album.
#1 - Celebrate. This is the song that introduced me to the band and gives me SUCH a blast of nostalgia each listen, and it shows. Best song in the album by far. Its so weird though since I knew this song before I knew about the rest of the album, so when I finally discovered the whole album each time this song comes up its so out of place pfft! Still such a bop though!
#2 - Blind Valentine. This is just one of those songs I love singing too whenever it comes on alright!?????
#3 - Lie Lie Lie. This is the first song in the whole album, and honestly? What a knee slapping way to start an album too god damn!!!!
#4 - Cascades. I am begging you to skip to about 3:15 in this song, its a little on the plain end before that end, but THAT ENDING??????? SLAYS.
#5 - Too Bad, So Sad. ITS SO GRINDY I LOVE IT. I FEEL LIKE A PUNK IN A DESERTED WASTELAND
#6 - For Kicks. The beat is just so unique here!!!!!!???????
#7 - The Face Part |. Just some funky cool down beats at the end of the album that are very enjoyable!
#8 - Fortunes. A decent enough second song in the album, helps sets the tone for whats coming!
#9 - The Shade. Its actually a good song, just nothing special about it you know??
#10 - The Governess. vibes are there, the vibes are sure there
#11 - The Face Part ||. Just more cool off tunes to end the album with
#12 - Other Side. No. Why are you here. your ass does NOT fit with the rest of this god-tier album. goodbye.
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Edit: @kiaxet Thought I should add you to the masterpost here!!
5 - ramble about a song
Ok. Adventure Time by Yoann Turpin. I am usually not too big on 16 bit video game sort of vibes but this??? Is such a MASSIVE exception. Holy????? THE HEART THE GUY PUT INTO THIS SONG MAN. The beat is just so unique, its impossible to try and guess whats going to happen in the song next, you strait up feel like you are on an ADVENTURE. I am so here for this song, god and its so upbeat I am in LOVE.
By the way, I linked the whole ass album because the whole album overall is so nice to listen to to pump you up when doing dishes or something lmaooooo, the first song in the album is also an amazing trip!!
8 - an artist you think underrated
HUGO KANT!!! God!!! mentioned above as well, I love Hugo Kant with a passion! He makes such good stuff just to chill too, and him live is absolutely incredible!
With the ask above I linked a video from him preforming live, so this time around I bring you two favorite albums of mine!! Far From Home and Out Of Time
I get in SUCH a zone listening to his stuff!
9 - a song you think is underrated
Phleps by C418!!! C418, the producer of the original music behind minecraft, but the guy has so much underrated personal music that is SO underrated! This song in particular, is vastly different from his usually stuff and I love it for that. Definitely underrated for being overshadowed by his work on minecraft and his work that isnt minecraft but sounds like minecraft..
29 - what do you look for in a song or artist?
I always look for something where you can tell it has genuine love and heart put into it! That + something that just sounds truly unique in its own right!
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