#Anyway yeah. If i didnt have better self control id have 70% less friends bc i always have to hold myself back physically

[mrfoox]

My motherly instincts are strong and make me go absolutely stupid at times

#miranda talking shit #If i didnt care about how others felt etc i would be clingy and hugging everyone i loved and shit but i #Am too anxious. So instead im like... Do you want a drink? An popsicle? I got candy. Do you want a fruit? Im bringing you a cookie #And it makes me so happy when i can do that. Im giving out juiceboxes to people working assisting me #Magnus is so hard to make accept things he always sounds like hes held by gun point #Meanwhile oliver is like 'yeah. I want that' 95% of the time and it makes me sososo happy #I never thought i was much of an acts of service type of person ... Bc i feel like i am not since my limited energy keeps me from doing #Much for myself even. But then im out there feeding my friends and paying for their food/items when we are out shopping #All my friends make me go stupid at small times but oliver is my top one. #Bc of his past and basically how he is . An sad/deppressed little guy with attachment issues and im therr like 🥺 #Hi... Hi there... Im bringing you a snack... He the biggest one that makes my instincts go off and at times i catch myself like... Miranda #Thats mom Miranda speaking. Please take a step back from the little man... #Id never tell him bc i know that would terrifie him but like man... #Im not saying i want a gf or bf that i can be a mom to... But emotionally ... A bit actually yes #Id never be able to be a good full mom bc i cant do like 70% of super moms do for their families #But emotionally i want to care for people i love like... Come let me sooth you. Let me hold you. Let me cheer you up. Let me cheer you on #Im proud of you and i see how hard youre working sweetie i love you #Anyway yeah. If i didnt have better self control id have 70% less friends bc i always have to hold myself back physically