#And for some readon my brain sees stupid fandom stuff about a comfort characters as important

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Ghh feeling knminda bad bc dpau uses the acid theory (where Spamton falls in on accident and theres a world explonation i. Dpau how its drinkable to some and yadda yadda i overcomplicate things) but ive been seeing posts of ppl jusf denying it and such and i dunno my hyperfixation makes it feel like a personal attack or like "you suck bc a every other person has better ideas than you and you disagree with their hc but your au uses it and now you feel bad afraid of backlash for headcanons and au changes youve made" ive had this for so long and its horrid cjfkkfkff anyways ill be off tumblr for the rest of today i think its not helping

#Im! A very sensitive person #And for some readon my brain sees stupid fandom stuff about a comfort characters as important #So i get deeply upset tat this #Honestly i love dpau to bits but #The stressful parts are is that i feel like i must make it perfect #What if i misrepresent something #What if some people i like will look down on me #What if i get harassed over it #I dunno im... Overthinking again #This is what i mean when i say Spamton as a character brings me a lot of joy but also suffering bc like #This upsetness is usually the first step for me to start spiralling badly #Not fun stuff.. #And when i talk abt it it doesnt feel serious #Why must i like.. Smallify my own suffering i kniw its real why do it because i think someone else has it worse #Because im jusr sensitive which is true #I dunno #It's hard #I'm sorry for either venting about serious shit or shitposting #Sorry like genuinely #Anyways #Delete later #Lol