Weird Thoughts and Bad Things
Michael makes a! Choice! And drags Evan down with him.
OR
Silly au scene ive had in my head. Evan's about 17, Mike is 20-22
Evan was on his laptop when he heard a knock on the doorway to his room. He turned to see Michael, who was leaning on the doorframe with a rather aloof expression. Almost aloof, actually. He was fidgeting and looking side to side occasionally, like he was nervous.
That was never a good sign.
“What do you need?” Evan said hesitantly, “Did something happen?”
“I need your help,” Michael said.
“My… Help? Why?”
“I just do, come with me,” He pressed.
“Get Elizabeth to do it, Mike, I’m busy,” Evan said. He didn’t like this, and especially not how Michael kept pausing to look around, like someone was after him.
He took a deep breath, “Ev, come on, just help me out, okay?”
Evan gave him an unamused look at the nickname, and Michael rolled his eyes.
“Just help me! Get off your ass and come with me!” Michael grabbed Evan’s arm and pulled him halfway out of his chair before he could catch himself.
“Dude!” Evan hissed.
“Now! It’s important and I… I can’t tell Liz.” He said the last bit in a hushed voice, before looking around again. Now Evan was really uncomfortable. Now he was concerned.
“What happened?”
“Just come on!” Michael snapped.
They walked down the hall in silence. Michael was wringing his hands, something Evan recognized as a nervous stim of sorts. Michael used to do that a lot more when they were kids. He was also being slow, slower than he normally was. If Michael wasn’t rushing everyone in the house, he was either tired…
Or he was scared.
Michael led him to their father’s office—a place they weren’t allowed in, Evan noted suspiciously—and paused at the door.
“You can’t freak out,” He said.
“Why? What’s in there?”
“Promise me you won’t freak out.”
“You know I can’t do that.”
Michael grabbed Evan’s shoulders, “Promise,” He said harshly.
Evan stared at him. He knew Michael, despite how much his brother would like to pretend he didn’t. He knew that something was wrong. Very wrong. Actually, the past month has been weird for Michael. He wasn’t even really being a dick, he just seemed… Tired. It was a weird kind of tired, more that he’d avoided everyone and been a lot quieter. Unless it was to their father, who almost always had something to argue with him about.
Evan felt a bit guilty for not trying to reach out to Michael, but he could imagine what Gregory would say.
“It’s not your job to fix whatever he’s got going on, especially not before you’ve fixed whatever you’ve got going on,”
The thought made him feel a bit better, actually. Maybe Gregory was a stronger influence than he’d thought.
“...I promise,” He finally said.
Michael slowly opened the door and the first thing Evan noticed was that everything on their father’s desk was strewn about. Oh and also there was blood everywhere. And their father on the floor, covered in it…
Oh.
Oh.
Oh, he felt like he was gonna be sick. When he turned to Michael he’d lost the calm collected look and now had a mixture of discomfort and a bit of remorse plastered on his face.
“What the hell happened?” Evan hissed, “Why- We need to call somebody Michael what the he-”
Michael grabbed him again, “NO,” He snarled, “We are NOT calling somebody, are you insane!?”
Evan’s brain took a moment to catch up, so he stared dumbly at Michael trying to understand.
“I killed him, dipshit!” Michael said in a hushed voice.
Oh. Joy.
“And you need to help me clean this up!”
Even better!
“What!? Why?” Evan gasped, “No! No way! No way in hell no nope never nuh uh no way no how never!”
Michael didn’t let go of him, instead tightening his grip, “Listen, Dad was an asshole, I’m helping all of us,” He said, “you wanna snitch to the cops? Fine. But I hope you know it’s not worth it for our dad, Evan. And if you don’t, you’re already an accomplice because you KNOW I did it and you’re not telling them, so you might as well help me clean it up. Nobody has to know, nobody will miss him, listen to me Ev!”
Evan stared at him, then at the body on the floor, then back at him. “But you can’t… you can’t just kill people, Mike, please, please listen to me, Mike we need to tell someone we can’t just-”
Michael grabbed his wrist, “I’m not above killing you too if it shuts you up!”
Evan’s mouth snapped closed with a click and he stared at Michael in disbelief. His brother just handed him a bottle of disinfectant, “Let’s clean this up now.”
And so he did. They cleaned in silence, and then took the body and buried it in the woods behind their house.
While Michael dug the hole, Evan stood off to the side anxiously. He hadn’t said anything since Michael threatened him, but now that he thought about it, he didn’t think he’d actually go through with it. At least, he was pretty sure. 90% sure. 50% sure… He was pretty sure! He knew Michael sucked but he seemed at least a bit shaken up about this and… And Evan hadn’t done anything wrong, right? Nothing worth killing him over… Right?
“Put it in,” Michael said, and Evan did. It felt wrong, very wrong, for whatever reason. Evan didn’t like his father. He hated his father, in fact! But even so… Something wasn’t right. But at this point he wasn’t sure if that was about his father… or if it was about Michael…
And then they went home, and Evan sat back down in his chair and continued using his laptop. But his chest was tight and he felt sick and everything felt wrong all of a sudden.
But Michael was so weirdly calm about it, if not a bit freaked out at the idea of getting caught, and he was shaken sure, but not as much as he should be. As if this was nothing! As if he didn’t just kill someone, and threaten to kill Evan and…
He needed to call Gregory, he didn’t wanna be here tonight. He certainly didn’t feel like sleeping here.
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Just Like They Say it in the Song
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Based on the mergeband au by @viarayy01-blog
Basically, the band has their first big gig and a few things go wrong!!
“Our first real gig! Isn’t this incredible?” Charlie exclaimed.
“Yes, yes, incredible, now get ready, Charlie,” William replied calmly, “your show is in less than 8 hours and we need everything to be perfect.”
Charlie elbowed him, “Oh, come on, don’t you get excited about anything?”
“He’s incredibly excited,” Henry assured her, walking into the room with her guitar, “He just doesn’t wanna say it out loud. Now, why don’t you go get ready, the others are waiting.”
“Thanks dad!” She says, giving him a smile before running out of the room.
She found Elizabeth on the porch, while Michael was tuning his guitar, again. He seemed to always be messing with it.
She plopped down beside him, “What’s up with it this time?” She asked, nudging him.
Michael mumbled something, pulling his guitar closer to him.
“...What did you do?” She asked again, slightly more concerned this time.
“I… snapped one of the strings.”
She stared at him.
“8 hours. Before our show,” she said slowly.
He hugged his guitar, “yep.”
She stood up, “Okay, we can fix that, okay.”
“Oh also Lizzie’s skates broke.”
“...”
“And Evan’s freaking out in his old room.”
“...”
“And Cassidy still isn’t here.”
“...”
Okay. Okay. One thing at a time.
“You and Liz go get your stuff fixed, I’m gonna go talk to Evan and call Cassidy.”
Mike shrugs, “Sounds good to me. Liz! Come here!” He called, running up to his sister while Charlie ran into the house and headed upstairs.
Charlie found Evan right where Mike said she would, pacing around, fixing his outfit, and fidgeting.
She knocked on the open door to get his attention, and he jumped slightly.
“Hey,” She said, “you okay?”
“No,” He admitted, “Cass still isn’t here, she won’t pick up her phone, Mike broke his guitar and Liz-”
“Yeah, yeah, I know about all that,” Charlie said, “but Mike’s getting his guitar fixed and Lizzie will fix her skates. We’re gonna do great!”
Evan frowned, “But what about Cassidy? She won’t pick up her phone…”
“She’s probably on her way. I’m sure she’ll show up any minute now.”
Meanwhile, Cassidy was in her room, toying with her mic, fixing up her outfit, making sure everything was perfect. That seemed to be a recurring theme.
Evan had bolted out the door shouting an apology over his shoulder, but Cassidy didn’t mind; She knew how stressed he got about deadlines, and he probably wanted to talk to his dad. So right now, she was just getting everything perfect.
She practiced her song in the mirror, fiddled with her bowtie, all kinds of things. She was excited about this. She was prepared. Most importantly, she was late.
Really late.
She didn’t notice until she plugged her phone in finally and was met with at least 80 missed calls from Evan.
Shoot.
She picked it up and called him back, “Hey, it’s me, what’s up?” she asked.
“What’s up!? What’s up!?” Evan gasped, “I’ve been calling you for almost an hour now do you know how scary that is itsthedayofourgigcasswecantaffordtobeevenasecondlateandmikeandlizhaveproblemsyoucantjsutgomiaduringthatareyounuts!?”
Cassidy couldn’t hide a chuckle at that, “It’s fine,” she said, “I’m all ready, I’ll be over in a sec. My phone died. Uhm, what happened with Mike and Liz?”
“Mike broke his guitar,” Charlie answered.
Cassidy went quiet. It’s not that his guitar wasn’t an easy fix, but right before their show? What, was it his job to be irresponsible??
“And Liz?”
“Her skates broke.”
She sighed, “I assume they’re getting those fixed?”
Charlie hummed an affirmation.
Cassidy groaned, “Well, that’s fine. It’s not the first time this has happened,”
Charlie laughed, “Yeah. Mike seemed pretty bummed about it though.”
“He’ll be fine,” Cassidy said, “We’re gonna do great. I’m gonna head over there, I’ll talk to you when I get there.”
“Alright, bye!!” Charlie and Evan said together.
The drive there was pretty calm, Cassidy wasn’t worried about the show. She’d played with these guys before and she knew how good they were at these things, even if they weren’t good at the preparation stage.
If only they knew as well.
When she got there, she found Charlie and Evan waiting for her.
“Took you long enough,” Evan said, his ears flat.
“Sorry,” She said, “we have plenty of time, though, we’ll be fine.” She nudged him playfully, “You’re gonna do great.”
He sighed and smiled at her, “I’m gonna do my best, at least.”
“Okay, so we need to head to the stage and get our set put together, come on!” Charlie said.
Cassidy appreciated Charlie and Evan a lot, and on the drive there, she let her mind wander. Michael was fixing his guitar and his sister’s skates, Evan and Cassidy would be prepping the stage, and Charlie was going to get the lights and audio ready.
And that was actually so exciting. She was bouncing in her seat thinking about it, their first real gig!! With a huge audience! They were gonna have all their eyes on the band, and that was so cool!!!!!
“Isn’t it exciting?” She asked, walking around Evan while he pushed one of the set pieces up.
“Everyone staring at me? Kinda?” He sighed, leaning on the piece, “I don’t know. I keep thinking about it and getting excited and then I remember… The amount of people coming…” He shuddered.
Cassidy smiled at him, tilting her head, “I don’t know, having thousands of people staring at me and my every move and every word I sing? That sounds incredible.”
Evan just stared at her in horror.
“Bad wording?”
“Terrible. I think I’m gonna be sick.”
Cassidy frowned, “This isn’t the first time you’re performing in front of people, Ev, why is it so stressful now?”
“Because it feels so professional, like people on TV!” He exclaimed, waving his hands around to emphasize his point, “It’s like, these people are expecting something you’d see in someone who’s incredible at this, and that’s just not me.”
Cassidy stared at him for a moment, then grabbed him roughly by the shoulders and shook him back and forth, “What are you talking about!? You’re incredible at this!” She snapped, “Don’t say things like that, you’re a valued member of our team and the band is lucky to have you and you’re going to ace this show!!!!”
“Okay! Okay! O-Okay stop shaking me!” Evan cried out, prying her hands from his shoulders. But he was laughing, and the sight made her grin triumphantly.
“Don’t say that anymore. You’re doing great, Evan. Now let’s finish setting up, Mike and Liz will be back any minute now, and we’ll want to do a run through before our show.”
“That’ll be $16.97.” The cashier muttered. He was a bitter looking man, with sunken, half closed eyes and a permanent scowl. His eyebrows were constantly creased, as if everything happening annoyed him
Michael decided he didn’t like this guy much. He kept scowling at him, as if he was some unruly teen, and he had given him a funny look when he walked in.
He’d also refused help when Michael had asked where the guitar strings were, and the line had been so long and now Michael was totally late.
He swiped his card calmly and took the strings, stuffing them in his bag before turning around and walking out quickly; The cashier was still glaring at him and he refused to squirm under his eye, he’d rather just leave as fast as possible.
“Okay, we have the strings, what do we need to do for your skates?” He asked Elizabeth as they climbed back into the car.
“My wheel snapped off. We can get a new one at the bike shop, and for cheap, too,” She replied, “The manager is a nice guy.”
Michael nodded, “Alright, let’s go. We’re late enough.”
Elizabeth went in alone so Michael could fix his guitar in peace. In truth, he felt really bad, and pretty embarrassed, about breaking it, so he was a bit happy she had broken something too. It made him feel better about his own mistake.
The car was quiet when he finished, and he kind of wished he could plug in his guitar and play right now, but he settled for digging up the uke he kept under his seat and sitting back and playing it. He liked playing music absently, and he hummed along with it, closing his eyes.
“You’re good at that, didja know that?” A voice said from directly beside him, outside his car window.
Michael jumped with a yelp and nearly dropped his instrument, clutching it to his chest.
Jeremy burst out laughing with a wide grin, “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare ya. I came here to fix my bike, I didn't expect to see you here. Isn’t your concert thing soon? I thought you guys were gonna meet up and rehearse?”
Michael leaned back in his seat and took a deep breath, “Yeah, we were, but some things came up.”
“One the day of your show? That sucks man, do you need help?”
Michael tilted his head at him, “Yeah, actually, I think you can help me,” he said, his face slowly breaking into a smile, “How fast do you like to drive?”
By the time they arrived at the stage, elizabeth was clinging to her seat and Michael was laughing so hard he couldn’t breathe.
“YOU GUYS ARE NUTS.” Elizabeth exclaimed, “NUTS. AND BOLTS. AND OTHER ROBOT PUNS.”
Jeremy shrugged, “I got you where you needed to be, and fast, too.”
Michael let his head rest on the dashboard, “I think if Evan saw that he’d lose his shit, dude.”
Jeremy laughed, “Well, let him know I’m a great driver, nothin’ to worry his pretty little head about.”
Michael hopped out of the car, but paused to lean on the open window, “You comin’ tonight?”
“Wouldn’t miss you on stage with that guitar if my life depended on it, Mike. You can bet I’ll be there.”
Michael smiled, “Alright then, see you on the other side!”
“Break a leg!” Jeremy called before driving away.
“Remind me to never get in a car with you again.” Elizabeth groaned.
They headed into the building, and were met by Evan scolding them for being so late. Michael was only half listening, looking at their set and everything. It looked so… Professional. And it made his head spin. In a good way.
He held his guitar closer to him, tilting his head to further examine everything, even looking out at the house, and the booth way in the back, where he spotted Henry.
The older man waved at him, and he waved back.
“Are you even listening to me?” Evan said.
“Not at all.” Michael replied.
He heard his younger brother groan before telling Liz to get the others so they could rehearse.
The rehearsals went well… but according to Father, not well enough.
But Evan didn’t understand, they were doing everything right, yet he still sighed and rubbed his forehead.
“Put your passion into it, everybody. Evan, you’re shaking again.”
“I’m sorry, it’s just nerves!” He said, sighing, “I don’t know- it’s all so exciting and scary and-”
“I get it, Evan, I really do,” He soothed him, “We’ll keep trying. I just don’t feel like everyone’s as into it as they should be,” He shoots an intense stare at Michael who’s staring out at the house.
Charlie elbowed him and he jumped, scowling at her before turning to look at his dad again.
“And Elizabeth, please be careful, I swear you’re going to give me a heart attack, if you fall on stage, you could get hurt.”
“Sorry, new wheels are hard to get used to,” She scuffs her toe on the floor.
“Alright, let’s give it another shot.” He said.
They did that all day, and by the end, Evan was sure these songs were going to play in his head on repeat for the next five years.
He also knew he was going to pass out by the end of this, he was exhausted. And he could tell the other members were too, except Elizabeth and Cassidy, but nothing stopped them.
Michael had laid down on the floor and not gotten up despite Charlie nudging him. Either he was dead or he was asleep. Either way, same, Evan thought.
William noticed this, and shook his head, “Alright. You guys are gonna do great, your performance is incredible. I’m wishing all of you luck, me and Henry are very proud.”
Michael groaned from where he was laying down, and Evan laughed.
Henry rescued them all with some ice cream, before they finally got to sit back and wait.
Turns out waiting is hell, but Evan was sure Michael would die if he had to run through those songs again.
Charlie pulled out some cards and waved them in the air, “Go Fish?”
“I just think that we could do better, add some dancing, I don’t know,” Elizabeth said, “queen of hearts?”
“We’re doing the best we can, and plus, it’s our first gig,” Michael said, “go fish.”
“And plus, we’re still young, we have time to build a reputation, today is about the moment and the opening. We’re introducing ourselves into this.” Cassidy said, “Evan, two of spades?”
“I’m just nervous I’ll mess up,” Evan said, handing her his card.
“Well, nobodies gonna boo tomato us, we’re good enough to be sure of that,” Charlie said, “Mike, king of clubs?”
Michael lightly smacked Evan in the face with his cards, “You’re not gonna mess up, dude, you haven’t messed up at all throughout rehearsal and all our smaller gigs,” he smiles at him, before replying, “go fish.”
Elizabeth sighed, “I suppose worrying will only make it worse for us, eh?”
“That’s the spirit!” Michael said, “Cass, three of diamonds?”
Evan tilted his head, “Yeah, I guess you’re right.”
“I always am.” Michael says, “I’m also all out of cards.”
The group groaned at his smug look, and they shuffled the deck again. But Evan couldn’t say it didn’t make him feel better. His friends were good at that in a way he couldn’t possibly understand. He loved his friends.
They talked and played for a while before Henry came back with more food for them and news that they had to get backstage and prepare. The show was soon.
Michael fixed up his mask, Charlie made sure her makeup wasn’t smeared, Lizzie played with her ponytails until she was satisfied with how they look, Evan and Cassidy fixed up each other’s costumes until they were perfect.
Even William looked pleased, so that was something.
“So, you kids excited?” he asked.
“Are you kidding? Hell yeah!” Michael cheered.
“Break a leg, kiddos!” Henry said, ushering them to their places.
And so it began…
By the time they were in the car driving home, they were ALL singing. Michael and Charlie were playing the random string instruments they had stuffed in random places in the car, Even and Cassidy were singing, and Liz was drumming on the dashboard. Jeremy was driving them and seemed to be enjoying himself a lot as well.
“Woah-oh-oh, there’s lovin’ in your eyes that pulls me closer!!!”
“Oh, it pulls me closer!”
“It’s so subtle!”
“It’s so subtle!”
“I’m in trouble!”
“I’m in trouble!”
“But I love to be in trouble with you! Let’s Marvin Gaye and get it on!”
“You got the healing that I want!”
“Just like they say it in the song!”
“Until the dawn, let’s Marving Gaye and get it on!”
Michael cheered, laughing.
“You guys are so good at that!” Jeremy said.
“It’s our thing!” Charlie laughed, “Turn on the radio, let's sing something else too!”
“Sure thing!”
They dropped off Liz and Charlie first, then Cassidy and Evan.
As he waved goodbye to his brother, the fatigue of the day caught up to him.
Echoing his thoughts, Cassidy said, “Jeez, I can’t wait to sleep. I’m never waking up again.”
“So glad I don’t have class tomorrow.” Evan agreed.
She gave him a small smile, and the two of them walked into the building to their dorm.
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