#AND I WISH YOU A WONDERFUL DAY/NIGHT

[wortverlust]

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss of Spencer and it’s hard to lose a pet you love so much. Just remember take the time to remember the love and time you have with him and it’s okay to find another fur baby like Spencer to fill in the void whenever necessary. Hope things get better soon! - ❄️

Oh my…Hi ❄️Nonie!!! And thank you very much for your kind words <333

I've looked at all the pics I made from him today… and please I'm so grateful that he was part of my life. Couldn't imagine a better first fur baby <333

#Like seriously #He was so talkative #AND he mewed every time I coughed #like he was checking on my #it sounded so funny when he was half asleep ^^ #aaahh...will always miss my little man #but please ❄️ Nonie!!! #How about you?! #I really hope everythings alright #and I wish you a wonderful day/night #please take care of yourself #and thank you so very much for dropping by <333 #ask.❄️anon #jo.answers

[bixels]

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

#mlp #yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia. #yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show #but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!! #i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse #in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character #personal #delete later #unless you like this analysis stuff #i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did #cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her #mother and father as a teenager #i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased #but i'll put some in the tags #involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity #anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention #(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff #long post #regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at #a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up

[rosypotions]

Fairy princess. 🍃🧚‍♀️

#always be kind. 💗✨️ #i am wishing you a wonderful day or night. 💕 #witch community #baby witch #pink witch #pastel #pastel witch #witchblr #mine #rosypotions #cat #kitty #orange cat #lovely kitty #fairycore #fairy cat

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go? #should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you. #on the other hand it will be the last time i see you. #and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore? #im going to be alone for so much of my life. #i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more. #how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true. #sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again. #talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it? #how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath.... #i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him. #i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore. #i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone. #and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter. #i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

[fluffle-writes]

I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy

#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular #tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige #he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality) #(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore) #(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn. #But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh) #(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool) #(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB) #(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home #- which feels close now thanks to Ortho) #(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol) #(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates) #(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha) #(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though) #(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now) #(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now) #(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun #writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.) #at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes. #have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol. #and probably riddled with typos #I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is #I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night #I wish I could hug people across the internet lol #I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha #tw drunk #tw drinking #i'll tag it just in case #don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff

[roysspaghettiarm]

You literally only do Roy drawings and I couldn't thank you more. You're literally an angel and you deserve your pillow to be the right amount of chilly this night

Thank you :3

I draw Roy!! There are no words I could possibly use to describe how much of an inspiration he is to me, and how much he means to me, and I can only hope that it at least partially shows through my art 🥺

I would have never gotten where I am, and certainly wouldn't be who I am now, without him. He inspired me to create more, and to improve, and, really, I owe him my life. Roy is the best!!

I hope drawing Roy the most is what I get to be remembered by forever 😊

#DHMIS #DHMIS Roy #Roy Gribbleston #Don't Hug Me I'm Scared #Dont Hug Me Im Scared #Roy #DHMIS OC #OC #Puppetsona #roys spaghetti art #roys spaghetti ask #Funny you sent this when you did because I've been in a bit of a spiral lately about the... let's say point? of all this? #I hate talking about myself because I do not wish to be perceived like that outside of my Roy connection but I do wonder sometimes #if I stopped posting completely one day would anyone notice? Not stopped creating - mind - but if I just disappeared from the public view. #Have I succeeded in - through my art - giving myself meaning in anyone's eyes? Do I have value in the world? #These thoughts keep me up at night (even now it's past 3 in the morning haha). But it doesn't matter. #Roy means the world to me #And as long as there is Roy so am I <3 and Roy is eternal

[muzzlemouths]

Muzz!!! Hello I hope you're doing well waa!

I hope you're sleeping also!! squints my eyes at you (affectionate)

KIBS!!!! HELLO KIBBS HI. I'm doing alright thank you for asking!! I hope YOU are doing FANTASTIC!!!!!! don't look at my sleep schedule though. it's fine I promise it's FINE but don't. look at it ok

#hi Kibs not to sound dramatic or anything but um. this ask made me sniffle. a little #i WISH i was joking but that's how things are rn #i have been feeling a little Not Great about my lack of presence over here on this webbed site #because I miss you I miss my friends #and I don't participate in the many many discord group chats i'm in because I am shy and bad at initiating conversation #and i don't participate in magmas because i'm too self conscious for magmas #but that just leaves me in a corner ALONE like a LOSER while everyone else is partying. like that one meme #which is something i could totally fix myself in under a day if i just got myself out there but that has yet to happen #ALL OF THIS TO SAY #I was touched by you reaching out and I'm going to be hugging this ask to my chest for the next few hours. days even #THANK YOU ILU I LOVE MY FRIENDS. I HOPE YOUR DAY/NIGHT IS WONDERFUL AND YOU GET LOTS OF SLEEP

[coollyinterferes]

*taps mic; a certain gentleman is standing right beside him*

"Good evenin', everyone!! We're back!! Hope you didn't miss us much!"

"It sure hasn't been that long.... has it....?"

Uhhmmm....

#[shows up late with no st*rb*cks bc fuck those guys but HIIIII 8) ] #[*insert 'haven't been here since last year joke*] #[no but fr AAAAA i'm so sorry abt the silence!! as usual depression got my ass around mid-december due to Some Stuff irl] #[from there it's been all downs and just a few ups so i've been taking it slow and trying not to let it all get to me (much)] #[anyways hi hi hi. how have y'all been doing???] #[super late but i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season!!] #[also sending you all the best of wishes for the new year!!!] #[i might not be able to post thread replies tonight but i'll be around for a bit working on some of them] #[i think i also had some pending asks last time??? so i might try to start from there] #[dumb brain is still all BLERGH but feel free to send in stuff if you wish!] #[prompted. unprompted. random. etc. all is good] #[hope you're all having a wonderful day/night/etc!!! <3] #;speedwagon says (( ic )) #;jonathan says (( ic )) #;ic #(????

[dennisboobs]

historic event (to me)

#happy 1 year anniversary #i sure do like it #(anniversary of me watching it from the beginning... id seen eps here and there as u do) #i remember the night bathroom problem aired a mutual was going bonkers #and i redrew the 'you stupid twink!' 'im a bear!!!! im a bear!!!!!' 'you WISH you were a bear!' scene #and my college roommate tried to show me sunny -- we ended up watching teen wolf instead #im pretty sure he showed me wrestles for the troops but also nightman cometh #i was incredibly confused and didnt like any of it please dont show people wrestles for the troops as a first ep-- #was very funny going through for the first time and recognizing the dayman/nightman in dating a [redacted] person #and wondering why there was no play #and then going OHHHHH when i hit the s4 finale #anyway my family and i were on vacation in curacao and we binged like half the show in under a week #like ok we need to get our day trips and tourism out of the way so we can go back and watch more sunny #ada speaks #this is a scheduled post <3 hiii ada of the future (from ada of november 2023)

[mooseonabreak]

It’s hard being a sleepy boy in this Be Productive 24/7 Or Eat Shit And Die world

#vent in the tags #I wish I had the energy to stay awake as long as everybody else #I wish I didn’t have to take naps either #I wish I could sleep 8 hours straight and not fucked up choppy 3-4 hour intervals #I wish I wasn’t so tired all the damn time #*someone interrupts my nap just as I’m finally falling asleep* ‘whatever you have all night to sleep’ #no the fuck I don’t 😭 #I do my homework well into the night and then it takes forever to fall asleep and then I wake up a couple hours later anyway #and wait until I’m sleepy again and pray I can get some more sleep before my alarm goes off #I got like 3 hours total the other night and was a zombie throughout the day #I’m not lazy I’m perpetually exhausted jfc no wonder I’m so moody all the damn time

[blitheringbongus]

I don't think I've been insane enough in your inbox in a bit!! I may not be a redscaper, but good LORD does your art make me fucking adore them.

I love your style SO fucking much. It's gorgeous, and I've never seen anything like it. Your grasp on anatomy is incredible and the way you use it in tandem with your style is fucking amazing.

I'm very tired rn but god I love your art. It's so ducking good. Every piece tells a story and the love between characters is palpable. You're an amazing artist and a huge inspiration

FROOOTTYYYYYYYY

EUUUUUUU TYSM 😭😭😭 IDKQBDKQL

I RLLY WANNA MAKE A LONG RESPONSE BUT UR MAKING MY BRAIN MELT/POS EUZH DWBSJWJFBJWWJDJJDJEJWDJDJDJ

#asks #frootyloopy #frootyloopy asks #EUEUEUEUE #FROOOTTTYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #UR SO COOL TYSM #THE MOST #EU #EUEJWBDLLSYB #also go to sleep soon!!! I’m assuming its night time- #if not I wish you a wonderful rest of your day!!!

[wortverlust]

Oh my god your skill is incredible how do you know all the muscles

Please Nonie...i-i-i-incredible?! Well…ngl but it took me a lot of practice ^^;; and I copied a lot of male body parts into my sketchbooks (I would love to show you…but well… had to throw them away because of water damage)

But sometimes I still sit in front of a drawing, like:

then I just try and try until i 'like' the sketch ^^;; (and start the outlines) actually it would be easier to search for references…but most of the time I can't find one which shows the exact scene I want to draw >_<

#and I drew a lot of manga panels #(which was helpful for the perspective) #I startet babbling; right? #anyways #I'm glad you like my drawings Nonie (: #and I wish YOU a WONDERFUL day/night #and please take care of yourself <333 #lovely anon <333 #jo.answers

[47-protons]

many thoughts head full yet so devastatingly empty (< my brain is going about a billion miles per hour and i cannot slow it down enough to put any of the thoughts into any type of coherent statement) ((it is flicking wildly back and forth between q/smp and usmp. like if you took a metronome and set it to like a billion BPM.))

I have never frantically edited a post faster to put a slash between four letters

#hi i'm listening to winter's come and gone and i'm being Normal about it #''little black bird on my wire line. dark as troubles in this heart of mine.'' #and my brain is shoving Winter's Come and Gone. The Blackest Crow. and Foreign Lander. it's shoving all of them in a blender and i am havin #am having MANY thouhgts. absolutely brain rattlers. #the blackest crow that ever did flew would surely turn to white if ever i prove false to you bright day would turn to night #bright day would turn to night my love the elements would mourn if ever i proved false to you the seas would rage and burn #i lie awake out in the night. i see the shining stars. i wonder if you see them too wherever you are. #i'm normal. :+1: #i wish my breast were made of glass wherein you might behold upon my heart your name lies wrote in letters made of gold #in letters made of gold my love believe me when i say you are the darling of my heart. until my dying day. #Goes into Flick's character playlist. whacks apocalypse lullaby in there at mach 4 #my brain is Rattling with everything from sp/iderbit to phil to forever to flick and usmp s2 brainrot (< again) #i am Extremely abnormal about the end of s2 #more accurately. i am going through my playlist of chill folk/bluegrass tunes bc i have been having Feelings about. smth I will probably #never say out loud. i like the russian girl thing on like. tiktok and instagram. it is interesting and neat #to learn about other people's cultures- even if specifically it's about them feeling disconnected from theirs. #there is a rotting in my chest. there is no culture here. i don't think the US as a whole can go ''aha this is the american culture'' what #work until you die. never get healthcare. have every other country hate you. that's fair. #i am sitting with the bluegrass songs my grandma would sing me to sleep with when i was a baby and i am being normal #it took me two years before i could listen to Ashoken Farewell without bawling. they played that at her funeral. specifically my cousin #got up and played it. I'm normal. i'm so normal about this. culture can be school shootings and rampant capitalism but it can also be. banj #banjo and fiddle. i want to go to the bluegrass festival this year. i think it will be good for me. #america on the whole. probably does not have a unified cultural identity. and i guess that's okay #i'll align myself out towards the oklahoman panhandle and all the goatheads i got as a kid. i never saw the problem with quacki/ty's bedroo #i liked the rock walls. it reminded me of my grandma's house. she had a dugout. i miss it (< lost it in a wildfire a year after she died) #it wasn't like. a sod house. it was entirely underground though for Years until they had my uncle aaron and needed an extra room so then th #they got a Single upstairs room. The stairs were back by the cellar. i miss it. my mom would tell stories of the bus dropping her off and #classmates telling her ''there's a cow on your roof'' #i miss it. i should go to sleep i think #i don't think i've ever felt 'american' but i sure have felt 'kansan' and that's. okay enough for me i think

[rosypotions]

Cute witchy dividers for you! Reblogs are very appreciated when you safe/use!

#always be kind. 💗✨️ #i am wishing you a wonderful day or night. 💕 #witchy dividers #text dividers #dividers #pink witchcore #pink #witchcore #witchy #witchblr #witch aesthetic #green witch #german witch #mine #rosypotions

[karinasbaby]

ur writings r amazing (i wanna give you a big fat smooch on your forehead🫶🫶) I LOVE YOUR WRITINGS🤌🤌

:00 !!!! i am very very honoured that you think my writings are amazing my dearest love !!! (i am accepting said big fat smooch :D !!) thank you so so much for loving my writings and for taking ur time to read them my dearest :( ur words mean so much to me and i appreciate them very much my angel <33

#asks & responses <3 #how r u so sweet #like may or may not have made my heart go !!!!!!! when i saw this in my inbox #you’re so CUTE #i love you #wishing you a wonderful day / night #my beloved user jaeyunsbaby <3 #we’re twinning with the username :D !!! #love u !!!!!!! so so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sending u lots & lots of love ♡♡♡ !!!!

[yo9urt]

started playing ball dur's gait 3

#mine #6.5h in (i may have stayed up past my bedtime) and i am beyond impressed #not only do i get the wish fulfillment of making myself a sick ass wizard who hangs out with cool fantasy people #and does cool fantasy stuff including hitting people with magic (my dream) #but like the whole world feels like REAL also it feels FUCKING HUGE OMG THERES SO MANY AREAS #I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO GET TO AND THERES LIKE LITTLE HIDDEN ITEMS EVERYWHERE #AND LIKE SHIT GOING ON ALL THE TIME LIKE WTF THIS PLACE IS HUGE!!!!!!!!!!! #i kind of like how directionless it is like obviously theres the main story and stuff but you can really dick around #and you can kind of set your own pace and do things your way which is very enjoyable #even for me as someone who is kind of stupid and needs to be told what to do in video games #i think that aspect of it and the combat system being kind of complicated (but in a fun and challenging way imo) #is hopefully going to make me not suck at video games so hard LMAO #i did die last night i got my ass beat in the overgrown ruins chapel area on the beach...embarrassing #so i had to reset my save to immediately post-crash which was a valuable lesson #anyway i really like how it feels like every dialogue and action choice has so much gravity to it #before i click anything im always like will this make someone mad at me... #will this make someone like me...will this cause something in my vicinity to explode...etc. it's kind of heavy but in a fun way #idk i'm super charmed by it lol i'm going to play like all day maybe #my tav is a high half elf wizard (transmutation school) if anyone was wondering :3 #hes a bit of a self insert lol he looks like a hotter fantasy wizard version of me #but hes also kind of a discrete guy (i say this because hes been doing more killing than i would want to) #(like when i went to the church and had to kill those guys i didnt wanna do it but i had to :( wah) #anyway.....fun game. all should play #o astarion kinda hates me too lol i need more points with him im just too nice #shart likes me and wyll likes me too i think (idk how to check approval on the steam deck lol) #i havent found the other companions i seriously have no fucking clue where they are #one of the goals for today is to go sniff them out lmao