#3*23*08

[jtl-fics]

as always Riko for wip wednesday I NEED TO KNOW WHAT SUIT HE WILL GET PLS DO NOT KEEP THIS TILL FULL FIC RELEASE I NEED TO KNOW NOW is he winter or spring whatever this means woudl be kind of funny if the suit man knowing what riko is would try to get him red shirt or red tie and ichorou is like absolutely not blue would be lovely on him

WIP Wednesday - 10/4/23 (OPEN) | Math Nerd AU

The fitting is done largely in silence and quickly. Ichirou has no plans for them to stay here for a custom suit to be made but it will allow for other suits to be made after they leave.

For now something off the rack and swiftly tailored will do. It's only a casual lunch between brothers after all. The suit does not need to be custom made since he came without prior warning, he can be lenient.

He sees Steven head towards the black suits and Ichirou raises a hand. Ichirou's own suit was merely a dark grey as he had only casual plans for the day. His brother would not be dressed darker than him. That would not be allowed.

Steven seems to realize the faux pas he had almost made and turns to the lighter suits.

#Taking your suggestion <3 #Math Nerd AU #AFTG AU #AFTG #Riko moriyama #Ichirou Moriyama #Math Nerd - Moriyamas - 08 #10-4-23 WIP Wednesday #WIP Wednesday Ask Game #3

[sillylittleedits]

#charlie’s angels (1976) #sabrina/kelly #Addie #21/08/23 #can you tell we’d just finished season 3 at this point

[bluemartiann]

What a pity

When madness only grows,

And sane stays silent,

I'm a different person then,

Something beyond violent;

The skies bleed red,

Lava glows in my veins,

My eyes hide tears,

My voice held down in pain,

Time only becomes a word,

I take in everything,

I carry the monster,

And in silence- I devour the world.

- Rune

#scribbled words #poem #poetry #literature #poetblr #rune #art #3 am thoughts #writing #scribbled poetry #anger #poets #toxic people #23/08/2022 #what a pity

[thepastisapebbleinmyshoe]

Although, I do my best to let this day, the anniversary of his death be a small reminder of the years of life he spent being happy and loved by all who knew him. The life that he lived fearlessly and with love for each person he ever had the pleasure to meet. A long with all of the lives he touched with his kindness, will continue to be the meaningful legacy that he blessed us all with. The happy memories I have of him and our friendship will always be what I choose to remember rather than that Easter evening in 2008 when sadly, he never arrived home.

I think of the driver and passengers in the Volkswagen and how there has rarely been a year that I haven’t thought of them too. If I could, I would tell them how often I have wished for them not to feel badly and that I pray they are living a fulfilled and happy life. If they had known Reed, that would be what he would have wanted for each of them too. I’d also love for them to know that there isn’t anyone who blames them for what happened or any of us who would want them to suffer or be in pain.

It is with a heavy heart and compassion, I understand that today must be a sad reminder for each of them. For the past 16 years, and as someone who was blessed to call him my friend, all of us deserve the peace that comes from healing and moving forward.

I pray that their lives have been filled with milestones, birthdays, weddings, births and that there hasn’t been too many days, months or years where they have taken for granted the gift that they were given that evening, to walk away from that accident unharmed and able to return home to their loved ones.

03/23/2024

In loving Memory of Reed. 🌷

#personal post #morning thoughts #3*23*08 #16 years ago #healing and growth #grief journal #love and friendship

[dinasilvertongue]

#12/08/23 #(3 of 4)

[rookloveslyrics]

It's the same old story And the same look in my eye Don't pretend you see me It only serves me right I won't go slowly She said, "Won't you call me one more time?" If you insist God forbid that I romanticise this - Romanticise this by James Marriott

#James Marriott #song #music #lyrics #song lyrics #music lyrics #relatable #relatable lyrics #I <3 James Marriott #08/08/23

[blondrichclosetwitch]

How does it feel to treat me like you do?

And still, I find it so hard to say what I need to say

But, I'm quite sure that you'll tell me just how I should feel today

You know in the end I’ll always be there

In a past life

Watching you, watching me reaching out between the worlds

Took the rings off my fingers and there's nothing left to say*

I want to make a movie, so let's star in it together*

Come over here, babe, and talk in the mic*

And I can't believe it took me this long*

I've seen the storyline played out so many times before*

Oh, that goes in there then that goes in there …Then that goes in there ..Then that goes in there (at this point I was shown where they put surveillance things in each room)

The Lie. (This is the Tarot Reader’s number)

Can you hear me when I'm trapped behind the mirror?

If you're quiet, you can hear the monster breathing…and now's he howling, but I'm muted by the horror

You were with me every waking hour (this is today’s sotd, 23/5)

It’s absolutely true

Bleaching your teeth, smiling flash, talking trash, under my window

Park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me

Someone like you makes it hard to live without somebody else

He’ll open doors.

Reality is the new fiction they say

You come around looking 1984

If you're here 'cause you want to be entertained, go away

When dad moved out to a frozen land the TV was jumping, it didn't feel right, and the cards, they came with pictures of frozen lights and giant frozen sculptures so big right beside him, carved out of snow; the clouds fooled us into seeing snow as far as we could see

Cloud on urban dictionary: “ that one blonde dude from final fantasy “ (fwiw, the only time Blond texted me she called me dude)

#sotd #when the minute changed #36/9 #38/11 #12/03 #46/1 #11/02 #22/4 #23/5 #31/4 #34/7 #40/4 #39/3 #35/8 #17/08

[hoonvrs]

CIGARETTES — s. jaeyun smau

PAIRING jake x fmr

SYNOPSIS where university student jake develops a little crush on the girl he sees with a cigarette between her lips in the smoking area and decides he needs to impress her. how else would he do that except calling his smoker friend to teach him how to smoke ( spoiler: it doesn’t go so well. )

GENRE smau, fluff, crack, sprinkle of angst if you read it upside down, golden retriever x black cat duo

FEATURING ( enha ) all, ( ive ) gaeul, yujin, ( nct ) chenle, jisung

WARNING smoking [ don’t smoke kids ], swearing, kys/kms/suicide jokes, friendly bullying, dirty/sex jokes ( more will be added if necessary)

STATUS completed

TAGLIST ( CLOSED )

S. NOTE JAKE MY MANNN ( hoon look away ) as an 02z girl i finally have an smau for each bias so i feel v complete

also please don't spam like as it shadowbans me and lessens engagement <3

PROFILES

virgin mary’s | smoking HAWT | privs

CHAPTERS

01 BI yourself

02 we found love in the smoking area

03 life is roblox

04 you white whore

05 jake you beautiful bastard

06 are we rush houring rn

07 it’s the dawg in me

08 yuh :3

09 the brit

10 what if i was suicidal .

11 here comes christian bale

12 i don’t trust him. weird fella

13 give us another sonnet english boy

14 bros from yapan

15 he thinks he’s a 90s babe

16 i’m just a girl

17 i’m sat.

18 go piss girl

↳ extra: did life360 tell you that.

19 i got my peaches out in jojo

20 okayy little miss poet

21 i’m built different

22 WAHHHHHHW WAAHHH

23 i want you

24 why are u bricked up

25 PUKA PUKA POW POW

26 jake in his flop era

27 this is getting too homoerotic

28 they go low i go lowER

29 inshallah he will eat

30 hello ross lynch

31 filthy omega

32 u r sobir. die (+written 0.8k)

33 she shoiodv be inde clubbb…..

34 when he makes you his girlfriend

35 can’t take me anywhere

36 noo you’re so sexy haha

37 no. (+written 0.7k)

38 i feel so kawaii today

39 come home fat

40 wasn’t very dabatayo of you jay.

↳ extra: it’s actually dattebayo*

41 ur man can’t drive manual

42 i Want you so bad

43 hawk putuh

44 okay blondie

45 though shalt not fail, but prevail

↳ extra: random

EP1 upset my girl. i’m gonna Kms

EP2 im not smoking that shit

EP3 OUR girlfriend ☭

copyright © hoonvrs 2023 all rights reserved

#🥽 — CIGARETTES #saints works ( madewithlove. ) #enhanet #sim jake x reader #jake smau #enhypen smau #enhypen x reader #jake social media au #jaeyun smau #sim jake smau #enhypen social media au #sim jake fluff #enhypen jake smau #enhypen jake fluff #sim jake drabbles #sim jake imagines #sim jake scenarios #jake soft hours #sim jake socmed #sim jake fic #sim jake fanfic #jake fanfic #jake fake texts #jake fanfiction #jaeyun fluff #jaeyun fanfic #enhypen fluff #enhypen fake texts #enhypen fic #enhypen fanfiction

[cafterdark]

Posted 16:35, 12/5 to r/puppyplay

How do I get used to nerve integrating tail

So my gf a few weeks ago admitted she was into puppy play. Now I'm a pretty vanilla guy so I was a bit wary, but open to try it. We've gotten a collar and leash that I wear when we play, but I just got my Christmas bonus, so we splurged on a nerve integrating tail. It feels pretty weird to have it on, but my gf is ecstatic. It certainly has brightened up our bedroom life lately. I'm still not entirely into puppy play, especially when she calls me a "good boy" but I do admit it's quite fun. My only question is how do I get used to it.

Posted 22:51, 12/17 to r/puppyplay

Is it dangerous to wear NIT for more than two weeks?

Hello again,

Thanks for all the advice y'all gave me in the last post, I'm really used to the tail now. I love the wave it wags when I'm excited and so does my gf. It has come to the point I feel like I'm missing something when I take it off. I know the general advice is not to keep it on for more than two weeks but I kind of want to keep it on. I work from home so none of my coworkers know I'm wearing it. And when I do need to go out, it's really easy to hide it under some clothes. So is there any risk to having it on for more than two weeks?

Posted 08:11, 1/7 to r/puppyplay

Skin grown over NIT port

So I just woke up and looked at my NIT and saw that skin has grown over the port. Whenever I try to take the tail off it hurts like hell. What can I do?

Posted 09:12, 1/7 to r/medicaladvice

Any way to remove an overgrown nerve integrated prosthetic?

I wore a NIP longer than the recommended time and skin has grown over it, is there any way to take it off?

Posted 18:15 1/7 to r/puppyplay

Gf is okay with permanent NIT

It's been an eventful morning for me and my gf. I told her the news that I'm stuck with a NIT from now on. I expected my gf to leave me, but she's been nothing but supportive. I'm usually not one for being the little spoon, but she cradled me and comforted me. I love her so much. Thank y'all for your kind words and support. I know it's fairly common for people to have eccentric prosthetics nowadays, but as much as I love this tail, it's going to take a while to get used to it. I'll keep y'all updated.

Posted 13:43, 2/9 to r/puppyplay

Side effects of permanent NIT?

Hey again,

So I've gotten used to the NIT being permanent, but I've been having some things happen to me that I'm wondering if they're caused by it.

To start, when I was done with a workout, my gf noticed I was panting with my tongue out. I hadn't even realized I was doing that.

Another one is that my body and facial hair have stopped growing. Not that I miss them, but it's kind of weird. Weirder still, my hair has been growing rapidly. I was starting to bald before, but now it's down to my shoulders. It's gotten so long and full that my coworkers joked that it looked more like a woman's hair.

Are these side effects of the tail or am I just losing my mind?

Posted 12:21, 3/15 to r/puppyplay

More side effects of tail?

Hi

So I know y'all said that permanent tails don't have any mental or physical side effects, but I'm not so sure.

I'm not sure when it started, but I'm starting to make more dog like noises. When I'm excited I bark up a storm, whimper when sad, growl when angry. I'm not doing any of those on purpose, it's like the rise from my throat. When I see a squirrel, I feel the urge to chase after it now. My gf has joked that she needs to collar and leash me when we go out, but I'm a bit nervous.

Speaking of my gf, I used to tower over her. Yet today, she was my height, maybe even a bit taller.

Other strange things, my nipples is a bit swollen and puffy. It really hurts to touch them.

What's happening to me?

Posted 10:23, 3/30 to r/puppyplay

Tits?

So I've been in denial for a while, but my tail is making me grow tits. I realized this when I was putting on a tight shirt and my boobs were really clearly visible. My gf nearly died when she saw them. After a bit of laughing/leering, she measured and found they're A cups. She gave me one of her bras to wear, which feels a bit itchy.

Posted 17:12, 3/31 to r/puppyplay

My tail is feminizing me

Hello again,

After looking at old photos of myself compared to me now. I'm certain my tail is feminizing me. I'm shorter than my gf, my skin is soft, I basically have no body hair, my hair is super long, I have tits, and um, my equipment is tiny now. I look better at least, but idk what to do.

Posted 15:35, 4/10 to r/asktransgender

Why does my GF calling me a "good girl" make me so excited.

So I'm a cis? guy. Due to a faulty prosthetic I'm wearing, it has slowly been feminizing me. Now, I'm having some mixed feelings about it and my gf asked if I liked being a guy. I really hadn't cared about my gender before so I said yeah. She then asked me how I felt about the phrase "good boy." When I told her it made me feel weird and awkward, she called me a good girl. I suddenly got so happy and my prosthetic went wild. My inside felt so warm and complete that I couldn't even try to hide how happy I was. What does this mean? Am I trans?

Posted 11:13, 4/19 to r/asktransgender

New Name!

After a week of introspection with my gf, I've realized I'm a trans woman. And to thank her for all the help she's done making me realize that, I let her pick my name.

So hi, I'm Bella

Posted 22:12, 4/21 to r/puppyplay

Gf acting weird

So me and my gf do a lot of puppy play and usually it stays in the bedroom. But lately it's been weird.

To start, she insists on cooking for me. It's such good food, but what's weird is that whenever I eat it, she clicks something. Weirder still, its the same click that I hear whenever I cum.

Also, she's gotten a lot more dominant lately. She's constantly telling me how cute and hot I am. How much she just wants to mark me up. She insists I wear my collar 24/7 so "Everyone knows who owns me." She even asks me to call her owner sometimes.

I get so flustered and my tail goes wild any time she acts like this but it's still weird. She never used to be this direct and dominant. I'm not against it but it's kind of weird.

Posted 16:37, 4/30 to r/asktransgender

Why do clothes feel weird?

So me and my gf have been clothes shopping for a new wardrobe lately and we've run into a brick wall. Every bit of clothes I've worn lately has felt tight and itchy. Even my old boy clothes.

Why is this?

Posted 18:15, 5/7 to r/puppyplay

Why can't I disobey my owner?

Um, so my owner has made some really big changes to my life lately. She's told me I'm not allowed to wear clothes anymore, sleep on the bed, eat on the table. She's gotten me a dog bed to sleep on and some labeled dog bowls for me to eat out of. I have to wear my collar 24/7 and whenever we go out I need to be leashed. I can't even walk on two legs anymore.

Yet I don't want to disobey her. It's not like she's abusive or anything, the opposite really. But my brain can't even think of not listening to her. Especially when I hear a click and every bit of my brain is filled with devotion to her.

What am I doing wrong, why can't I disobey her?

Posted 11:17, 6/5 to r/puppyplay

Y'all were right

Y'all were right. It's so much better being a good puppy for my owner. I don't have to worry about anything. She's so kind and sweet and wonderful and caring and ugh my tail is wagging so fast just talking about her. I'm so glad I've accepted my place. Thank you all so much for helping me realize this.

Posted 14:25, 12/5 to r/puppyplay

Gifts for a really good Puppygirl?

Hello

I'm the owner of a wonderful little puppygirl. She's had a big year of changes and I want to get her something wonderful to cap it off. Any suggestions?

#t4t lesbian #t4t ns/fw #queer nsft #t4t nsft #lesbian nsft #lesbian ns/fw #mtf ns/fw #wlw nsft #lesbian #bottomposting #puppyposting #puppy sub #bd/sm puppy #dumb puppy #transformation #hornyposting #high effort hornypost #hrt that turns you into a puppygirl #smut

[thedeacanedous]

#Quero expressar novamente minhas considerações e respeito a senhoras #senhores e solicitar gentilmente que observem essa foto com cuidado: #Esse no meio é o SENADOR Antônio Hamilton Mourão.O senador Mourão não é militar.Ele é POLÍTICO! #Os outros dois #são desinformantes #youtubers #esquerdistas #causadores do desastre da Esplanada/Praça dos 3 Poderes #nunca foram intervencionistas #e se aproveitam dessa nomenclatura para cometer barbaridades como de domingo #dia 08 de janeiro de 2023. Não temos líderes(ainda). Lembre-se do que disse o Messias (o verdadeiro): Se ouvirem que estou aqui e ali #não lhes dê crédito: Mateus #24/23. #Pensem #reflitam #estudem #observem o comportamento de nossos inimigos. A verdade liberta. #MARK.

[jtl-fics]

Foxhole bake!!!!

just anything, I know there’s so many possibilities for this one/pos

WIP Wednesday - Closed (9/20/23) | A Foxhole Bake

"Picky nieces and nephews?" Sandi asks with a commiserating laugh.

Andrew looked up and then looked straight at the camera, "Not that I have been informed of yet." he says knife in hand menacingly.

The camera swung back to Sandi, "My most sincere apologies to Andrew Minyard's siblings." she says as she comically rushes away from the still dicing contestant.

#Foxhole Bake AU #AFTG #AFTG AU #Foxhole Bake - Week 3 TB - 08 #WIP Wednesday Ask Game #9-20-23 WIP Wednesday #24

[sillylittleedits]

#charlie’s angels (1976) #sabrina/kelly #Addie #01/08/23 #made it to august!! only 3 more months to go!

[jayflrt]

a stoner’s guide to starbucks

PAIRING ▸ lee heeseung x fem!reader (ft. enha, winter from aespa, beomgyu from txt, and dino from svt)

GENRES ▸ social media au (smau), crack, fluff, stoner au, strangers to lovers

WARNINGS ▸ profanity, sexual jokes, zero braincells, limited knowledge of the starbucks corporation, weed consumption, dumb shenanigans, ignore timestamps!

SUMMARY ▸ in which you work at the starbucks where heeseung is a regular at (and considered a public enemy). also he only goes when he’s stoned off his ass.

AUTHOR’S NOTE ▸ hello !! i am alive (real) also i was so committed to the bit that i got high to make this <3 shoutout @hoonbear for the Extensive Starbucks Knowledge 🫡 i would also like to note that i am NOT doing a tag list for this smau. also please note that this is a fictional setting and to boycott starbucks in real life for firing their workers over their pro palestine speech. remember to do your daily click!

INCOMING MESSAGES !

TEASER

PROFILES ONE | TWO

01. weed guy beomgyu

02. red bitch with the freckles rizz

03. starbucks public enemy #1

04. 50% cut ???

05. lee heeseung: upstanding citizen, NOT murderer

06. clearing up misunderstandings with an aqi under 50

07. chat is this real

08. daddy’s home 2

09. biodegrade ur chance at romance

10. triple filtered reverse osmosis water filtration system

11. losing the idgaf war

12. crazy gets u bitches

13. banned in the name of love

14. riki s worded irl??

15. 8ball brings nations together

16. killing myself postponed tonight repostponed

17. scheming sponsored by crazy bitch 62 and unimportant goon

18. the do-over date to end all first dates

19. seek BetterHelp.com

20. quarterly store meeting (remote)

21. WHAT ARE WE

22. heejake support group for heejake victims

23. bro fumbled the unfumbleable

24. sunghoon is the new Papa John

25. according to penal code 837 🤓☝️

26. jungwon pulls bitches (the duolingo owl) too

27. someone PLEASE take jungwon to see the teenage mutant ninja turtles movie

28. 14th date’s the charm

29. doc mcuggo

30. nothing to write home about

31. LONDON I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL I LOST MY QUEEN TOO

32. starbucks double chocolate brownies

33. having a kid together before dating is next level

34. tweaking out on 5 hour energy

35. 7.83 inches

36. The Milk Makes The Man, And The Man Makes The Milk

37. sunghoon from papa john's from starbucks

38. then who's flying the plane???

39. league of legends quarantine ex girlfriend

40. WELCOME HOME CHEATER 😐

41. unknown evil forces (chaewon)

42. friends to rivaling coffee shop employees au

43. do NOT get the weed frap

44. now on channel 9 news

45. choose your fighter heeseung tit variation

46. kitten i'll be honest, daddy's about to kill himself

47. a fire can be put out but missing a bereal is forever

48. baby's first customer connection score

49. #STARBUCKS_FIRST_WIN

50. epilogue

UNCUTS !

weekly weed check 🗣️

SUNGHOONXJLAW

happy weedsgiving

minjake texts

the Sunghoon Special

goons vs baby shark movie

COMPLETED 12/1/23

#enhypen #enhypen smau #enhypen fluff #heeseung fluff #heeseung smau #heeseung imagines #enhypen imagines #lee heeseung #enhypen social media au #heeseung x reader #enhypen x reader #enhypen scenarios #heeseung scenarios #enhypen drabbles #enhypen reactions #heeseung drabbles #heeseung reactions

[bbunisre]

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.

SUMMARY ·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ in which megumi confesses to his sister's best friend after accidentally drinking at a party and how they try to go back to their original relationship afterwards. however, no matter how much they try to ignore each other and act like everything's okay, the awkward tension and growing heartbeats cannot be hidden.

PAIRING ·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ megumi fushiguro x fem!reader

WARNINGS ·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ fluff, smau, lil angst, best friend's brother/sister's best friend, non-sorcerer au (they go to a normal high school), megumi is one year younger, underaged drinking and drugs, lotta chaos

INTRO :: TSUMIKI'S FANGIRLS | 3 MUSKETEERS

01: PANDA'S PARTIES

02: MEGUMI IS LIGHTWEIGHT (1.3k)

03: AFTERPARTY

04: FAMOUS HANGOVER SOUP (0.7k)

05: NOBARA, THE GREAT STORYTELLER

06: TELL ME THE WHO WHAT WHEN WHERE WHY HOW

07: FACEMASKS AND COOKIES (0.5k)

08: MAKI'S APPROVAL

09: OPERATION: RETRIEVAL (0.3k)

10: UNCOMFORTABLE, EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE

11: MEGUMI'S (surprise) BIRTHDAY PARTY (0.3k)

12: I APPRECIATE YOU

13: PANDA GOT THAT FATTIE, HUH?

14: I NEVER LIKED HIM ANYWAYS (0.7k)

15: MEGUMI'S LOVEBOY ERA

16: TSUMIKI THE SAVIOUR

17: IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU (0.8k)

18: NOT A VERGIN ANYMORE

19: GUILTY NOT BY TAEMIN (0.7K)

20: CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET?

21: STARGAZING

22: SOMETHING'S OFF

23: THEY'RE TOGETHER ?! (written)

24: AVOIDANCE

25: I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU (written)

26: ALL IS WELL

EPILOGUE

more coming soon. . .

TAGLIST (CLOSED): @k4romis @moonmalice @ahseyy @loltartaglia @sircatchungus @rinowinne @sad-darksoul @br66klynbaby @nymphsdomain @pastatata @tobaccosunbxrst @zellwa @porcobrainr0t  @instantmusico @1lellykins @camilo-uwu @iluv-ace @vernonburger @ohhyuuta @liliumaraneae  @m00nglad3-mp3 @sfmegumi @diogodxlot @bloombb @erenjvegerrr @liliumaraneae @polarbvnny @sleepyxxhead @jaynawayna @r0ckst4rjk @illumnis @we-loveebony @leathernourishingshoepolish  @kasumitenbaz @becsmarvel @en40p @sad-darksoul @stardusthyuck @shaigimo @illumnis @just-avi-youknow @lees-chaotic-brain @bakarinnie @saltypuffin1040 @aquatikk @ilykii @ultraviolencezs @lacimolela @ichorstainedskin @we-loveebony @hxlly-rwr @nepenthes-things @satoryaa

#jjk crack #jjk x reader #jjk smau #jjk smut #jjk fluff #jjk x y/n #jjk x you #jjk reactions #jujutsu kaisen smau #megumi x reader #megumi fushiguro #megumi fushiguro fluff #megumi fluff #megumi smau #megumi fushiguro smau

[dinasilvertongue]

#11/08/23 #(3 of 4)

[rookloveslyrics]

You wouldn't think having a good time Would be so goddamn hard You overthink, you don't have a good time You just wait for it to end You don't think you'll ever try something as Meaningless as this ever again - I Hate Living by Car Seat Headrest

#Car Seat Headrest #song #music #lyrics #song lyrics #music lyrics #relatable #relatable lyrics #26/08/23 #its my birthday in 3 days while i'm making this!!! #this will probably be out after my birthday >:(