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#*and I mean like they never marry just break up but emotionally it's a messy divorce that's ultimately for the best given their jobs
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sitting in my room for a half hour thinking about how if we lived in a better world Ada Wong would be the Ilsa Faust of Resident Evil (primarily in how she's introduced in Rogue Nation), with a dynamic to leon not unlike Fujiko Mine's and Lupin's in which they are both extremely competent and in situations in which they may have to work against and occasionally with each other on a mission, but ultimately are forced to stay apart and while they may be apart and even have different love interests from each other, ultimately still care deeply for one another. They are compelled to go after each other in part because it's so difficult and they are so often in circumstances in which they can't be with each other. The thrill of the chase and all that.
Ada being only tangentially related to the other character's stories because the world is simply larger than them and she has her own concerns and problems to deal with, and to have that be given any care or weight in a story, let alone focus. That she can be cunning and even manipulative but because she needs to and will still choose not to when the chips are down because she is genuinely caring--which I know none of that is new ground for her but I wish it was done in a more interesting way and *without leon at all*. She chooses to show mercy in a key point not because she's in love with that other character.
And also that she has more personality. I dig the subdued nature of her in 4r and her subtle sarcasm but it's just crumbs. I want her to be silly on occasion and say dumb jokes because she's alone like in 2r. I want her to shed a bit of that seriousness when she's on the clock because she's confident in herself as a professional and again has no one to put up a façade to.
It's honestly kinda embarrassing reading this back as I realize most of what I'm writing is not only already present in the games but incredibly tropey in and of itself, and wouldn't improve the character much. Dear god I think too much of my view of the character has been marred by shallow fanworks depicting her. I think if anything it's a sign that:
I'm a shit writer and need to do way more than watch movies and gesture vaguely at them to come up w a decent story or character (that being said as much as I prefer Fallout as a film, I stand by my earlier statement of Ilsa Faust being the ideal spy woman as she's depicted in Rogue Nation as she has a distinct set of goals and needs that are complex and developed largely tangentially to the protagonist's, at least initially).
It's going to take a completely new approach to her character to get something remotely interesting and that takes advantage of her potential.
For as mired in tropes as she and every other character and story in Resident Evil is, Ada could be far more memorable and enjoyable if only there was more care and effort to giver at least some interests and goals (perhaps even...characterization) on her own other than being a sexy love interest and potentially traitorous (as so many femme fatales already are).
#I mean she basically already is Fujiko I just wish it was more fun and gave her shit to do that didn't exclusively revolve around leon#I have a lot of thoughts about leon as a character and as much as I enjoy their over-the-top mr & mrs smith romance also fuck leon#Sighs....I know I'm asking too much from a franchise that has famously bad writing and largely archetypal characters but it's maddening#Mostly to me personally because I love spy shit and femme fatales for how messy and misogynistic the archetype is it's my favorite#So it kills me that a cool femme fatale like Ada who has so much potential as a character is relentlessly squandered#And it's the most annoying thing in the world to me to complain about fandoms/fans but I'll be a hypocrite and vent that it bugs me#How much fan media revolves around a*on and coming up with idealized domestic fantasies for them which can be chopped up to misogyny#And how tropey fan shit is but still it's so dull and often bends Ada into an ideal wife/gf for leon but not explore Anything Else At All#Not every romance has to end in marriage and kids like what about the inherent drama of them being forced apart isn't#Compelling to fans? What I'm trying to say is I want them to have a painfully messy divorce and a game or movie exclusively about Ada#*and I mean like they never marry just break up but emotionally it's a messy divorce that's ultimately for the best given their jobs#Also I am far too out of my depth to go into it but many have pointed out how her characterization often falls into pretty#nasty tropes that Asian women often fall into in Hollywood films which considering how much US blockbusters influence re it's not surprisin#But it's unfortunate and I'd be remised to at least mention that it feels at best dicey to have the only recurring Asian woman be mostly#reduced to a love interest of the white protagonist and sexualized with little else to go off of as a character#Yes she's competent and a super spy and saves his life constantly but I Want More And She Deserves Better#And yes everyone is super tropey and flat and the women in general often take a back seat to male charas but like I said#this whole franchise is badly written and honestly it kills me how women are written in general in re but I was thinking too hard about Ada#And maybe a sign that this series needs an even bigger overhaul than the remakes are doing character writing-wise#Or just don't and jettison the bloated lore once and for all and be episodic and silly b-horror idk if I can care about established charas#Coming back if they're in such dull forms. Maybe the mercy kill option is ideal and have re9 and all new installments be different#Ugh why can't I care about something useful like computers or cooking or job applications
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justporo · 7 months
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Hi sweetheart if your request is open I want to request a nsfw and or sfw alphabet for Astarion 🥰
Hello my sweet, Anon, and thank you! Oh exciting, I like these, so I'm happy someone asked me to do this. This will be SFW but maybe I'll do a NSFW version too - if people want it?
I used this wonderful template by @the-coldest-goodbye (thank you for making this!)
Also let's call this
Fluffy relationship headcanons about Astarion and Tav (in alphabetic order)
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(Because I know the word headcanon is somewhat of a Pavlov'sch bell for some people here, hihi~)
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Very much so. Once Astarion really grabs onto the concept of having someone he deeply and truly loves, he tells them every moment of every day. He compliments them, showers them in gifts, his flirtatious behaviour never stops. But oh yeah, they also bicker like an old married couple - it's their love language.
Also he’s very keen to keep his hands on you, PDA: oh hells yeah, showing the whole world you belong to him, also you’re just that yummy.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Pure chaotic goblin energy. If you’re best friends with Astarion you’re most likely enabling each other to commit arson on a daily basis – and you love it.
You most likely stumbled over each other, each thought “what a dickhead, looks so dumb…”, figured you were equally sassy and were inseparable from there on out. Because the best friendships start with thinking “ugh, this dumb idiot…”
Also being in a relationship with Astarion means also being his best friend and having chaotic gremlin moments – like for example grouping up on Gale to shittalk him.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Cuddling is a kind of unusual concept for Astarion at first, like with any kind of non-sexual intimacy. But he very quickly figures out he loves cuddling. Just normal hugging, holding you standing behind you with his arms around your waist. But he also enjoys it so so much when he’s being held, just knowing your arms are his safe haven.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Honestly, after everything? Yes – at least for quite some time I guess Astarion wants to settle down, have some time to figure himself out but also enjoying some mundance peace and quiet with Tav – with the biggest worry being what he’ll wear this night.
He’s shit tho at all the domestic shit. He doesn’t know how to cook or anything else and frankly he has never needed to because even before being turned he lived the comfortable live of a noble. Tav’s going to have to teach him a thing or two on how not to be so messy…
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Despite that I am 1000% convinced that Tav and Astarion are endgame… Quickly, I believe, like ripping a bandaid off, but making sure to really get the point across on why.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
The idea of commitment might scare Astarion, the idea of having Tav forever does not. So I guess he would actually come around to the idea although you both assure each other it’s not to prove something. Also Astarion does joke about it – because he loves thinking about it, to have someone who’s loving him until the end of time.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
So gentle, almost chaste, especially at first. Yeah yeah, he knows every trick in the book when it comes to sex, but exploring what a committed relationship can feel like? Sharing small moments of intimacy, opening up his feelings that he never really allowed himself to have before.
That being said I believe the first time Tav and Astarion sleep with each other after he’s freed: it’s like it’s his first time, fully there, bravely letting himself fall into your open loving arms, experiencing for the first time what it means to be this kind of intimate with someone you love more than anything else in this world.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Something he also didn’t really quite get until he shared it with Tav – and then the other ones who became his friends. He relishes hugs as something that really make him feel at peace. And he does become a hugger, at least with Tav: small, quick hugs to full-blown embraces – although these are something he likes to enjoy only with you. Oh, and they’re wonderful hugs: not too strong, not too weak, although Astarion might be a bit of a clinger, especially in the beginning, when he can never get enough.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Tav says it first, but he’s pretty brave and pretty sure about his feelings (at least about how hard he’s fallen once he accepts the initial fact), so pretty quickly. And after that: AT. ANY. POSSIBLE. MOMENT.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Jealous, but reasonably so. Like he can obviously differentiate if you’re just friends with someone or if it might even just be flirty banter (because he’s also guilty as charges with that) but someone hits on you, you’re definitely not interested, the other person keeps pushing? He’ll be ready to rip their throat out. He gets protective. This being said, his jealousy is always focused on the other party pushing a toe out of line, not you.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Everything? Everywhere? All at once?
Of course his kisses are perfect, he likes to kiss every inch of your body and loves when you repay him for that in like. Although like with other intimate moments it’s still something new to him because there are a lot of feelings in it now.
Also Astarion and Tav love to annoy each other with giving each other big wet smooches when the other person is being annoying or just needs a lip-smacking reminder of affection.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
“You’re so gross, Astarion.”
“Why is cute, when Scratch does it, but not when I do it?”
“BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT A DOG, ASTARION!”
“I mean I could bark if you wanted me to.”
Children can be annoying them because “ugh, why are they so loud and smelly… and sticky” but Astarion loves the chaotic energy kids have. And if the other companion’s would ever bring kids over he would absolutely incite them to cause chaos all around, teach them naughty words, give them candy so they get a sugar rush when they should actually go to bed.
And Astarion is good at telling kids captivating stories, so he becomes the resident storyteller when friends with kids come visit.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?) (or in his case evenings, I figure)
Slow, full of cuddles and “five more minutes, my love, please” – basically he loves to just hang around with you in bed. He also takes his sweet time getting ready after waking up – A) because he can B) “when you look this good…”; once he figures out what Tav’s favourite hot beverage is in the morning, he’d learn how to brew it perfectly and bring it to them when he’s feeling generous.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?) (and here days, accordingly)
Even more cuddles, talking before bed, talking after going to bed, probably having lots of wine while doing so – or just lounging around reading with his head in your lap while you detangle his soft curls.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Slowly at first but then more and more. But there’s just as much for him to unpack as there is for you to learn and take in. But Astarion learns quickly that you’re a good person to open up to: he feels safe and seen with you. And even if it doesn’t fix all his trauma right away – telling you, it really helps.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Astarion has more than a bit of temper. He can get very easily annoyed especially by little, seemingly unimportant things. He can snap at you but he tries to take a quick breather then and work through it and apologises – even though this too is something he learns slowly.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
I think he memorizes a lot about everyone anyway, because it’s a survival instinct to gather all possible information that might become helpful. But besides that: once Astarion is all aboard the relationship train, he will absolutely remember everything – probably even better than you. That’s also why he gets you the best gifts, because he listens, when you tell him something that you would like.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
He holds the memory of this first special hug very close and dear in his heart. Because he remembers how incredibly frightened he was how scary that leap was. But there you were quite literally with open arms and an open heart.
But there’s lots more moments. When you bought the house in Baldur’s Gate and he could carry you inside the first time cheekily in bridal style? The first gift you ever gave him for your first anniversary? There’sso many and he collects them like precious little treasures.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very, oh he’s so very protective. And he will cut someone if the need arises. He might actually even be a bit too eager about it. And he likes when you’re protective of him as well – and let’s be honest you’re just as eager to keep him safe.
Nobody touches you or him – or they get the sharp end of a knife.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Everyday stuff, oh eeeeh, it’s hard. Astarion is just so not used to it, but he tries. He really does. And gifts, dates and all? Firstly, he finds out that he’s very much a romantic. Secondly, this man does not do things like this lightly, because “if we were going to be basic about it, we don’t have to do it at all”.
And he regularly outdoes himself trying to spoil you.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
As much as he tries to be open and learn. The habits of 200 years die hard. Sometimes when he feels backed into a corner he snaps and he can be very much hurtful. And as much as you want to pretend you rationally know it better, you do get angry sometimes, you do feel hurt. And you do have fights.
But at latest when tempers are cooled again, you always get back around to talking it through and learning something from it. The two of you never go to bed angry with each other – that’s an unspoken agreement.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Astarion deeply is a creature of vanity. He cares about his looks almost as much as he cares about Tav. And it can annoying, but then again: he deserves to treat himself and he deserves all the swooning and pining and compliment you can give him – and you happily supply.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Let me cite a fic of mine and although Tav says it, Astarion feels very much the same:
“I love you so much, I would give up everything for you, if only it meant I could still be with you. I would burn this whole world down if it meant, I could keep you safe. I would walk with you to the end of the universe if it was what you needed to be happy. And if I ever where to leave this earthly world behind, I believe my soul would find you again – and again and again – because I’m half and only ever whole with you.”
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
It’s hard to say that he has no regrets. And surely Astarion would never want to go through all his trauma again, but yet… in the end he met you, didn’t he?
In the end he found you and you became his light.
Sometimes he thinks about that as you lay beside him dreaming. He softly moves a strand of hair out of your closed eyes and thanks whatever God has sent you his way
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Plainly, if they saw him in a way like probably everyone did for the past two centuries and if he felt used by them. But you’re you and would never do that.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He doesn’t know it but he tends to be a clinger when he’s in his dreamful trance. And maybe this is only a thing he developed since the two of you have been together, but he sometimes wakes you because in his sleep he pulls you to him so you’re left with nothing but snuggling up to him – becoming his life size teddy bear.
You’d never have it any other way!
(Also sorry for swinging between Tav/you - I'm just so used to 2nd person perspective while writing, oops)
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songbirdseung · 15 days
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blurred hearts / park sunghoon ft. sim jake
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synopsis: I can't wait for the next life to be with you, i want you now and forever. what can I do to have you see me the way you see him?
pairing: bestfriend!sunghoon x reader, boyfriend!jake x reader, love triangle
warnings: one sided love, relationship troubles, lmk if i missed anything.
wc: 2.3k
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Your upset best friend, Park Sunghoon hangs up the phone for the third time this week. You called late at night to ramble, rant and cry about your boyfriend who has not been the best towards you these days. The other days of the week were spent face to face, you; running over to his house to ramble, rant, and cry about the same thing. With the messy emotions boiling within you, you fail to notice the same messy whirlpool of emotions swimming in Sunghoon; the man who remains stuck in the friendzone.
"Why don't you just break up with him?" He says as he hands you another box of tissues. "You don't understand, I love him."
"You'd know how it would feel if you loved someone the same way I love Jake." He looks at you as you wipe your tears, seeing you in this state for a past few weeks has given him another reminder why he wants to protect and care for you.
"I do love someone, maybe even more than the way you love Jake" Oh, how he wished he could cast a spell over you to stop crying over your boyfriend and wake up and see what was right next to you, him, Sunghoon.
"Who's that?" This time you actually stop and look at him for the first time again since you opened the door for him. He shakes his head indicating how he won't tell you. "I did not come here to discuss my love life while yours is in shambles." and with what he said, you start crying again, lightly shoving him "Then why did you say it, gosh I hate you." Not effected by your emotional and physical jab, he laughs it off and pulls you into a hug "I love you too."
Back at his house, he knew you were right. It doesn't matter if the odds are not in your favor, it doesn't matter if the other person is hurting you emotionally, if you love them...you stay because apparently love is blind.
Sunghoon lays in his bed as he tries to fall asleep, his head turns to the left to look at the picture frame with a photo of you and him during your vacation after high school graduation.
The two of you got permission from both of your parents to go to Switzerland together, you traveled for the first time, just you two. Luckily you did not get lost or had any bad experiences and made yourselves back home in one piece. The picture reminded him always of that core memory you two had but also reminded him of when the kind lady who took the picture for you calling you two a cute couple, you were about to correct her, but Sunghoon just said thank you and joked about how he can't wait to marry you when you both are older.
Sighing as he turned off the lamp, bitterly going to sleep as he realizes that that may never happen, as long as you're under Sim Jake's love spell.
He's sleeping alone with his weighted blanket while you were cuddled up with your boyfriend. Jake was always the cookie cutter, picture perfect, straight out of a rom com (written by a woman) type of man.
The past week just seemed like an off day for you both, a misunderstanding and conflict that caused you to keep running to your best friend. "I'm sorry for the past week baby, I did not mean to make you feel the way you did." Jake soothes you by caressing your back as you lay you head on his chest. "I'm sorry for projecting my work issues on you, I don't know why I let myself do that."
"It's okay, I totally understand. I mean I would get mad at anyone too if my boss was a complete asshole." You both share a chuckle and Jake kisses your forehead, falling asleep to each other's warmth and presence.
The next day after work, you made your way to the main exit of the building and you find both of the men waiting for you outside, leaning against their cars. "I didn't know you and douchebag made up" Sunghoon was never fond of Jake, he would tell you how he could see pass his "good boy" facade, Jake on the other hand never understood how Sunghoon could hate him when they barely exchanged a few hellos back then. "Dude, I-" you walk up to Jake quickly asking him to just leave it. "Baby, don't. It's okay, He didn't mean it."
"Yes, I did." Sunghoon says, not sparing a glance at the both of you. "Sunghoon, why are you here? and what's with the attitude?"
"I thought to pick you up since you and lover boy were not on good terms, but I guess you two made up." He tries to play off the jealousy by shrugging and having a nonchalant look on his face as he enters his car. "See you around, yeah?" Without waiting for a reply he drives away.
"That best friend of yours really hates me" Jake draws little circles on your back as he pulls you closer for a hug. "I guess after all the times you've made me cry the past week, it's safe to say, yes he does."
He laughs, looking unbothered by it "As long as you're always gonna be mine" he says as he opens the passenger side door for you. "Always."
The car ride home was better than the last time he picked you up, now there was less tension and back to normal. His free hand holding yours while stealing kisses from you during a red light or a stop sign. "Why don't we head to the store, pick up a few things and drive home to have a game night?" Jake suggested. "Let's make sure this game night, stays as game night, alright lover boy" teasing him with the nickname Sunghoon called him earlier. "You know the name Loverboy doesn't bother me, love." shaking your head, you just continue to watch Jake drive you both to the store safely.
Meanwhile back at the bar, Sunghoon is seated next to his friends Heeseung and Jay. "You know, Sunghoon...I hate to say this but-"
"Shut up, I know you're gonna tell me I don't have a shot with yn"
"Oh, so you do know but still decide to be an idiot?"
"We might as well record our same old advice and you could replay it every time you're back in this situation." He rolls his eyes and shoves Jay's face away from his. "You guys are such 'great' friends" the other men laugh and nudge Sunghoon. "We are only joking but also, it's the truth man, I know you like her a lot but she's happy with Jake."
"Also, he's not that bad of a guy, I used to work with him." Heeseung shares a short story on Jake. But this doesn't change Sunghoon's outlook on him. "Clearly jealousy is clouding your judgment" Jay takes away the drink from Sunghoon and reminding him he has work tomorrow.
"Wait, have you ever tried confessing to yn?" He shakes his head, telling them how it was clear that you never liked him. "Really? I remember her telling me in college that she had a crush on you when we were in-" not caring about the rest of Jay's story, he books it out of the bar and heads to your house. "Great, you made him delulu, thinking he can pull her now" Heeseung and Jay laugh seeing their friend stumble out the chair and run to his car.
Yes, he was still sober, but he was drunk on you. As he drives, he's thinking about all those times back in college, wondering if you really had a crush on him back then. But as he pulls into your driveway, he spots Jake's car in the garage, oh how lovely.
Nonetheless, he's at your door, ringing the doorbell. "Hello how-" Jake's sentence was cut short once he sees who's at the door. "I need to talk to yn" Sunghoon enters your house, not looking at Jake and just makes his way over to you. "Okay..." Jake awkwardly closes the door and goes over to you.
"Woah, Sunghoon what are you doing here?"
"He said he wanted to talk to you, So, I'll give you to some privacy. I'll be in the room, love." Kissing you and walking away. To this, Sunghoon looks away but rolls his eyes. Once he hears the bedroom door close, he jumps into action. Sitting next to you on the floor that was decorated with blankets, fairy lights, and snacks. The tv screen illuminated by the game you put on pause.
"Jay told me you had a crush on me back in college, that true?" You blink more than you usually do, bewildered on why that made him come over so suddenly. "Well, yeah but only for like a month?"
"Why didn't you tell me?" You think back to the time, and you remember the day you did see him in a different way. "I think it was just because I just got dump by that guy I was seeing, after that I kind of reminisced about how different you two would treat me." You looked at Sunghoon who was waiting for the direct explanation, so you continued. "You always treated me like a princess and reminded me how worthy I was, so I guess during that month I started developing feelings for you."
"And?"
"I didn't do anything about it because that same month, you started dating that one girl from your class." At this point, Sunghoon was now wishing he just stayed for the rest of Jay's story. "Why did you rush all the way here, also, were you drinking?"
"Maybe..I was with Jay and Heeseung."
"Answer my question.
"I did"
"The first question, Hoon"
"I don't remember what it was."
"Don't bs me, you're not drunk" He sighs and quickly thinks on an excuse to give you. "I was so curious, that's all, besides I was driving home, thought I stop by" you weren't convinced in the slightest, but you know there was no more budging this dude, so you nod and tell him whatever.
A little later Sunghoon goes back home, and Jake comes back into the living room. "What was that about?" Sitting back down in his spot and picking up his controller. "He found out I had a small crush on him back in college before you and I dated, he was curious..."
"Well, yeah the guy has a huge crush on you now, maybe he thought you were-"
"Wait what?"
"Oh, c'mon babe, it's so obvious." You pause the game again and face your boyfriend, waiting for more explanations. "I'm a dude, he's a dude, I basically know he likes you based off on how he acts, especially around me with you." Still not believing it, Jake suggests you call him, being direct and just ask him. So, you do, he hands you your phone and you dial his number.
When you call, Sunghoon has just entered his house and locked the door when he hears your ringtone. Picking up and he immediately wants to go run and hide. "Do you like me, Sunghoon?"
"Of course, you're my best friend. Of course-"
"Not platonically, Sunghoon. Do you have feelings for me?"
"What you gonna do if I do?"
As much as he wants you to drop that boyfriend of yours and be with him, he knows it too selfish to take you away from your happy relationship. But with the number of times where he put you first before his own self, was we wishing you would do so? "You know what, yn let's forget about it, I don't want to ruin what you have with Jake" then hangs up the phone. "So?" Jake looks at you with 'I told you so' look, making you glare at him. "He does..."
"You'll probably have to talk to him seriously next time you guys meet" this time when you pick up your controller, you don't have the same excitement you had before, now you're nervous and scared that you might have just lost your best friend. "I'm sorry I even brought that up, now you're in this predicament."
"No, babe. It's fine, it's better I find out than never."
"What are you going to do?"
"I'm going to help him move on?" confused with your own answer that it came out as a question. "That'll be awkward."
And for sure it was, because the next two days Sunghoon manage to dodge you and hide away, but those victories of avoiding you ends now. You stand at his front door. With the help of Jay and Heeseung, you three manage to plan something to get him to come out of his house. Sunghoon got ready to meet Jay but when he opened the door to leave, he saw you. "We need to talk."
"What is there to talk about? Yn, you know now that I like you but there's nothing you can do about it." Sunghoon tries to walk past you to get to his car but when he looks in the driveway, his car isn't there. "Jay took your car but don't worry, you're coming with me." Taking his arm and bringing him to your car. "I don't understand how you say I can't do anything about it when-"
"It's not like you're going to break up with Jake to be with me yn, you love him. You don't love me that way, I can't just force you to." You stop walking and face him again. "I can't get you to fall for me by making moves on you because that's not fair to Jake and you. So please, just forget about it."
He gently removes your hand off him and fixes his jacket. "Just go home yn" you try to walk close to him, but he just backs up, away from you. "Sunghoon, I don't want to lose you."
"But yn, I already lost you years ago." He takes your silence a chance to retrieve back into his house and locking the door behind him. The barrier keeping you two apart.
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spookyscarydemonbabe · 7 months
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Buggy SFW Alphabet
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A- Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they like to show affection?)
Not insanely affectionate when around other people, especially the crew, but when it’s just the two of you it’s quite the opposite. When around other people he likes to be the star, he doesn’t focus on much other than himself. He really just stands with you closer to his side, he loves to show off his earnings and you’re the most precious thing he’s ever earned. He likes to have you sitting pretty on the sidelines while he does all the nitty gritty pirate stuff. It’s always your biggest argument whenever you’re all alone in his quarters. When it’s just the two of you he adores you. Treating you like you’re the most precious treasure across all seas.
B- Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
He wouldn’t be all too good as a friend, he would make his intentions very clear from the start. He wants you more than anything, second only to being the most feared and powerful pirate anyone has known. He won’t stop until he has you either, always bringing you gifts and such to try and convince you further to let him have you.
C- Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle?How would they cuddle?)
He never admits to liking them, but he does enjoy a cuddle every now and then. Either very late at night when he wants to hold onto something to keep warm in bed or early in the morning when all he wants is to sleep in and enjoy your embrace. He likes to lay with his head against the pillow, you pulled into his side with your head on his chest and his arm around your shoulder, one of his hands detaching to hold tightly onto your thigh if it’s a bit too big for him to reach all the way around.
D- Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking, cleaning, etc.?)
Awful. He is just about the worst of them when it comes to either of those things but he occasionally tries to keep things nice for you. He’s not a messy or dirty person per se, but it’s not like he likes things squeaky clean. He keeps his bed made and his things in their spots, it’s all organized chaos. He’ll only cook or clean when you tell him to, he wants to make sure that he can keep you as happy as he can, he would hate for you to leave him. So if that means you need him to scrub the floors of his quarters and make you a decent meal to share afterwards it’s the least he can do to keep you another day.
E- Ending (If they had to break up with their partner how would they do it?)
Politely refusing to do this one 🥰
F- Fiancé (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He wouldn’t necessarily want to call it a marriage, more so an alliance he wouldn’t dare to double cross. As long as you stayed with him, he’d spare every town you told him to, save for a little bit of looting. You know he would never leave anywhere empty handed. It’s how he managed to get your rings.
G- Gentle (How gentle are they? Both physically and emotionally.)
He was absolutely terrible at being gentle when he first met you, you basically had to teach him how to be more gentle with you in almost every way possible. His grip would be too hard on you, he hated having to talk about issues you had, it was quite difficult for him to figure out when it was time to treat things as a joking matter until you looked him in his eyes and said you’d be gone if he couldn’t be more gentle with you. It was almost a complete 180 after that.
H- Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
It’s rare when he gives you a nice, warm, long hug. He’s never been big on them, but when he’s genuinely frustrated he sometimes just needs you there to hold onto. You make him feel like everything is going to be alright again.
I- I Love You (How fast do they say it?)
He wouldn’t actually say it until it’s been a decent amount of time since you’ve been with him. The only reason he didn’t say it was because he was too proud to admit it was love. He’d always say how he adored you, how you were the most precious treasure he’d ever gotten, but it took him a while to finally figure out that it was love he felt.
J- Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Very jealous. Very quickly. It’s kind of part of the reason you like him so much, he’s very possessive. You have an agreement with each other so he knows that when you’re out at the bars, flirting with other guys for free drinks or information about other captains and their crews, you’re not going to do anything other than some harmless flirting to get what you need. Never anything more. But if he sees one of them get a little too handsy or if they start letting their words cross a line, he takes care of it in the blink of an eye.
K- Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
When he kisses you, he does it one of two ways. He’ll hold onto your collar, pull you in fast and close and kiss you nice and rough. Like he needs it to get through the day. Or, he’ll place his hands to your waist and bring you in slow, softly enveloping your lips. Those times are a bit more frequent than the latter. Either way, you’re happy to pull away with his red makeup smeared onto your face.
His favorite spot to kiss you is your neck. He always makes sure it gets the most of his attention. The sides of your neck, the back of your neck, he’ll even sometimes trail down to your collarbone and back up again. His favorite spot is right over your pulse, he likes to feel that little pitter patter of your heartbeat against his lips.
Strangely enough, he loves it when you kiss him on the nose. He knows people are going to stare at it regardless, he’s just a little more proud of it when everyone else can see the lipstick marks over the fluorescent red paint.
L- Little Ones (How are they around kids?)
Just awful. He has a hard enough time with people as is, but bringing children into the mix is no different. Treats them just the same as he would his crew, and he has absolutely no issue with taking them out if they get in his way.
M- Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
It all depends on which side of the bed he wakes up on. It’s always a 50/50, he’ll either want to lay in bed all day with you, snuggled up and doing absolutely nothing other than admire the fact that he has you there with him. Or, he’ll wake up grumpy as ever, needing a big breakfast and a pretty girl (you) on his lap while he tries to not lash out.
N- Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights are usually much more relaxed than mornings are. He’s exhausted by the time the day is done so he likes a nice and calm evening before bed. You’ll help him with getting his things set up for the next day and making sure your bed is nice and comfortable for him to crawl into.
O- Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or do they open slowly?)
It would take a while for him to reveal much of anything about his past to you until he’s certain he’s got you for the long run. He doesn’t like to show much weakness to others, he comes off as very cocky and confident to most, so you knew he really trusted you when he started to reveal little personal things here and there. It made you like him a little bit more after he got comfortable.
P- Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Very quick to anger, but with you it’s a bit different. He’s the boss of everyone else on his crew, but you’re the boss of him. He’ll never lay a hand on you unless you tell him it’s alright, and you know how irritated he gets when things don’t go his way. You’ll let him have his moment, yelling about this and that while throwing things around and berating his crew, but you know he’ll apologize to you for having to see him like that and clean up after himself. He quite literally begs for your forgiveness afterwards, he doesn’t want his temper to scare you away.
Q- Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they mention every little detail in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)
He does his best to remember, but it always comes at the worst times. He’ll only remember your favorite flower after seeing them on a sellers cart and robbing him of every one he has just for you. He’ll only remember your favorite food after pillaging through another island and taking all their food and supplies and saving it for you to snack on whenever you like. He can be very sweet, but it’s in his own way.
R- Remember (What is their favorite memory of your relationship?)
When you agreed to stay with him, and he remembers that moment often. He’d spent WEEKS doing absolutely everything he could to convince you to be on his crew, offering you food, money, clothes, jewelry, anything he could think of just to get you to say ‘yes’, and when you finally agreed he realized that just being a part of his crew wasn’t enough. He wanted full access to you at all times, believing you to be more valuable than anything he had ever gotten. It got to a point where his special treatment just became the norm, you stay at his side, looking pretty and letting him do all the hard work so he looks like the biggest baddest pirate to ever cross the sea, but he does it all yo make you happy.
S- Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He’s VERY protective of you. He tries to make it seem like you’re just another crew mate when you’re out and about, not wanting anyone else to figure out that if you were taken from him he would lose everything he’s worked so hard for. He makes sure that whenever you want to go out and have your alone time, he’ll send a few of the crew to keep an eye on you just to make sure you’re not in any danger.
T- Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Like i said beforehand, he’s sweet but in his own way. He’d never mention any specific anniversaries or dates except when you’re alone. The whole day will go by as normal, but as soon as he’s ready to retire back to his quarters, he’ll show you how grateful he is for completing another milestone together. A month, six months, a year, and every year after that. Not to mention how he likes to make sure that it’s very special for the two of you. He has the crew going out and doing tasks that they know only come around once a year. Searching high and low for flowers, candles, little sweets and candies all for you. The cooks will make you a very small but intimate meal. He cherishes you and though he doesn’t show it often, he really means it.
U- Ugly (What would be some of their bad habits?)
He’s got quite a few. He’s a pirate, for one, so cleanliness is not really something he’s worried about. He still showers and takes care of himself a decent bit, but it’s rare. He’s someone who doesn’t really think much before he says or does anything, so he’s very quick to react. Meaning that often times when he injures himself it’s accidentally by his own hand.
V- Vanity (Hoe concerned are they about their appearance?)
Not overly concerned with it, all he cares about is his makeup looking good, but that’s really about it.
W- Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Absolutely. You’re the treasure he’s worked the hardest to get, there’s no way he wouldn’t be lost without you.
X- Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
His hair is actually quite long beneath his hat. He’s got the tassels at the sides of his captains hat made from his actual hair, but as soon as he pulls his striped cap off he’s got very long and quite soft blue hair.
Y- Yuck (What are some things he wouldn’t like, in general and in a partner?)
He wouldn’t want someone who doesn’t know how to take charge. He knows how stubborn he is, and he likes having someone that challenges him a little bit. He actually loves it, and he has no problem with you taking charge behind closed doors. He’s the boss of everyone else on the ship, but you know you’re the boss of him. And he knows it too.
Z- Zzz (A sleep habit of theirs.)
Makes a lot of noise in his sleep. It’s a lot of man sounds, grunts and groans, but eventually it becomes like white noise to you. He also fidgets and moves around a lot in his sleep, you even were able to talk him into a bigger bed and he’d never object to that, but he somehow always ends up pressed against you.
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lunatic-pudge · 4 months
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Medic SFW Alphabet
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This was supposed to be a Demo SWF alphabet, what happened to me? Just a small TW cause it's Medic and he's a morbid person
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A: Affection (How do they show affection? And how affectionate are they?)
Is an affectionate babe but not by much. He's usually so busy with work that it tends to slip his mind, and he's grown up not getting much love by his parents. People are usually too scared of him to know he's got a small affection bone in him. Will gladly give you lovins if you ask
B: Best Friend (What would they be like a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
The type of best friend who you're constantly checking up on. Says some of the most batshit insane things and is running on a very thin line of either killing everybody around him, or himself. You gotta make sure he doesn't get arrest for his crimes against humanity. You gotta have some amount of insanity going on if you wanna be friends with him. But if you're on his level, then well, this ain't gonna end well :')
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Does love cuddling but seems to never have time for it. Loves laying on top of you and hearing your heartbeat. Will let you lay on him if you want. His big boobily breasts are warm and very comfy and he's got them big strong arms to wrap around you to keep you safe
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking & cleaning?)
I can see it, but I can also see that he's dedicated so much of his life to his work, that he woudn't want to settle down. I view him as the eldest of the 9 mercs, even if he doesn't really look like it. So he's been through it. He's probably had lovers before but wasn't really able to commit like how they wanted him to. But if you're also a doctor, it might be easier for him to settle down cause you two can work together and such. I'd say he's pretty good at cooking, nothing extravagant about his cooking. He can be messy at times but is also a neat freak. Everything has a specific place and will get mad if it's not where it's supposed to be.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
All of his relationships have ended of his partners side. It's cause of how into his work he is. He takes the breakups pretty well. Usually just falls into his work even more.
F: Fiancé(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Would love to get married someday. But it would take a while. It would take a good few years for him to feel ready to pop the question. If he wanted his partner to pop the question to him, he'd be sending them pics of rings he likes and casually talk about ring sizes. He's a spoiled princess
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Gentle emotionally, not so much physically. Will try to be there for you as best as he can. Gives some pretty damn good advice. Physically though? Doesn't mean to be so rough. He's a feral animal. Tends to be a biter and a scratcher thinking that's a great way to show his love and appreciation
H: Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Loves a good hug or two, but only with certain people like you, Heavy, or Engie. He doesn't like when people touch him, people are gross. His hugs are very comfy. Again, boobily boobies are what your head will be resting against. Can give you the type of hugs where he lifts you off the ground and spins you around
I: I Love You (How fast do they say the L-Word?)
Takes a while for him to say it. It takes a while for him to realize he has feelings for you. And he's used to his partners leaving him. So his first I love you is very special
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Is horrifically jealous. Has a bad habit of becoming a little too obsessed with his s/o. Doesn't like seeing people get just a little too close to you. He's already looking this person up, gathering personal info on them, and will kidnap them and harvest their organs for his work.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
MESSY KISSES. MESSY KISSES. MESSY KISSES. Get's a little too excited to kiss you so he kinda slobbers on you by accident. Loves to kiss you on the top of you head and loves when you kiss him anywhere. Spit in his mouth plz
L: Little Ones (How are they around kids?)
Kids don't like Medic and Medic don't like kids. Kids are terrified of doctors so there ya go. Medic stikes me as someone who got a vasectomy when he was younger cause he knew he absolutely did not want kids. Take a lesson from him, Spy >:( So he tends to avoid being around kids as much as he can.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He's like Sniper where he's up super early and goes to be super late. He's actually quite the morning bird. Will be up way before you. Breakfast and coffee already made. He'd be like a housewife and have your clothes out and ready and luch packed for you when you go to work. Leaves cute little notes in your lunch for you to read, probably has some dad joke in it too
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
You'll never see this man sleep. He gets four hours sleep max. He's always on the clock with being the only doctor of the team. And he likes to be up at odd hours of the night, running some weird experiment. He's a restless soul
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait awhile to reveal things slowly?)
Takes a bit for him to open up. Loves telling stories of his childhood. Will not talk about what he was doing in the 40's for obvious reasons. Prefers to learn more about you rather than talk about himself
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Tries to be patient but sometimes his anger can get the better of him, especially if you do something you're not supposed to do. I TELEPORTED BREAD! But he's a grown man and will apologized for being mad
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every detail in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Scarily accurate memory, especially about your person. If you let him cut you open, he will spend agonizingly long hours memorizing every single detail of you organs. Shape, size, colors. Will memorize even little details like where moles and freckles are, or how you have a slight tooth gap. Werid but cute shit, ya know?
R: Remember (What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
It was the first time you let him cut you open. He offered to put you under so you didn't have to be awake for it. He spent that whole day learning every little detail of your person. Taking organs out to truly observe them. Being way more delicate with you and your organs than he has with anyone else. Once he was done, he made sure you were healed back up. He'll sit with you while you recover from being put under if you were. Giving you food, drinks, and lots of lovins.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very protective. It goes with his obsessivness. Is ready to kill and die for you at any given moment. Just give him to okay and he's attacking someone for you
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, and everyday tasks?)
Sometimes he gets so into his work, he'll forget what day it is. If he forgets a birthday or anniversary, he feels HORRIBLE. Will take you out to a fancy restaurant and spoil the hell out of you. Can surprisingly be romantic.
U: Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
The poor thing is so mentally unwell and definitely has been through some traumatic shit and he doesn't cope with it well. Choosing to become obsessed with his work and further his delusions of being a god. You need to help ground him back into reality plz
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Only midly concern. He know he's handsome and a bad bitch. So he does try to keep up with his looks. Usually is too busy being needed by everyone to really do much with his looks, that's okay though
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Kinda? He's weird and flip flops between wanting to sew you two together, and being able to handle not being around you constantly. Will call and spend hours with you on the phone cause he do be loving you
X: Xtra (A random headcanon for them)
Loves music, no matter the genre. Would've became a musician but his loves for medicine and pressure from his parents meant putting music on the back burning, which sucks cause he's very talented. His favorites are the piano, violin, and cello. Yes, he owns all three and they stay in his private quarters. Likes to play his intruments on his spare time. Would be the type to release music under an alias and no one would ever know it was him
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
He's very picky with the people he dates. He's not an opposites attract kinda person. He wants someone who he has common ground with. Someone who's completly fine with a phychotic shit he's into
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Horrible sleep habit. Never sleeps. Definitely someone who gets restless leg syndrome. If he's doing something, he has to finish it before going to bed or he genuinely won't be able to sleep
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Affection is Donny’s weakness. Whether it be giving or receiving he is always wanting to touch you in some way. This could be his arm around your shoulders while Aldo is debriefing the squad, your head on his shoulder by the campfire, or light kisses to the forehead before a stressful situation.
B = Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Being friends with Donny is basically signing up for chaos. He’s the type who would suggest doing stupid shit and you have to follow in order to ensure he doesn’t kill himself doing it. Laughing to the point of ab cramps is the best way to describe moments with Donny as your bestie.
The friendship started before you two shipped off to France. You were probably the squad’s nurse or high ranking next to him and Aldo that you guys interacted more than with the Basterds. The friendship sorta naturally happened to the point it’s hard to even put a date on when it started.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Physical touch is the mans love language so of course he likes to cuddle. Holding you in his arms with the radio playing while you two doze in and out of sleep is the best feeling in the world. “Doll,” he’ll make grabby hands at you, “c’mere let me hold ya.” He’s the big spoon obviously, but also he likes when he’s laying on his back and you’re curled into his side.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Hell yeah Donny wants to settle down—the literal dream for him is to own a home with you in a nice area where you two get to grow old together. You two would likely run the barber shop or another business and be the couple who give back to the community.
Donny, surprisingly, is a descent cook. Really he specializes in certain dishes that are family recipes. And best believe he can stir up some smacking pasta. You never have to worry about a messy home or kitchen because the Army embedded it into his brain that orderliness and cleanliness is essential…..except on Sundays. That’s y’all’s break day.
E = Ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He’d rather scalp himself than end things with you. If anyone is gonna break hearts, Donny will sacrifice his own to prevent you from experiencing it.
F = Fiancé(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Being a bachelor was honestly what Donny expected he’d be all his life. Yeah he dated and had flings but never did it occur to him he’d want to settle down and build a future with someone. When you came along it was like he had an awakening. Immediately he saw the house with a yard full of animals, kids running around the premises and a ring on his finger. After you two got engaged Donny wasn’t quick to rush a wedding especially since you two had just returned to the states. He wanted to work as much as he could to give you the wedding of your dreams.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Despite being a giant beefy man that he is, Donny is very gentle. His touch is like feathers and always carefully handled as to not hurt you. Anytime you’re sad or distress his approach with you is cautious. Asking questions like, “Do you need to talk or want to be alone?” Whatever you decide he’ll respect even if it means walking away to give you space.
H = Hugs (do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Are you kidding this man lives and breathes for hugs. He gives the best hugs of the Basterd (Wicki coming a close second) so you take any chance you can to hug him. Donny won’t even hesitate when you ask for one or he’ll simply bring you into an embrace he notices you’re under distress.
I = I love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
Considering he realized he loved you in the middle of a legit war, Donny probably said it quick. And by quick I mean right when it hit him like a truck. You two had been best friends by that point to he was worried to an extent it would crumble before his eyes. But to his utter surprise you said, “Oh, Donny, are you blind? I’ve been waiting for you to say something forever! I love you too, you rascal.”
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Okay so while he hardly gets jealous when the Basterds or his friends playfully flirt with you, he WILL become a different person when someone he hates tries to swoon you. Of course he’s confident in y’all’s relationship and knows you’d never betray him, he just fucking hates when an asshole attempts to get your attention. “Jealous again, baby?” “NO……maybe.”
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Kisses with Donny are best described as ‘cheeky’. He’ll send you a smirk with eyes reading, ‘Imma kiss you right now,’ before smacking his lips against yours or your cheek before running away. You can’t help but giggle when he does because it’s so adorable and always puts a smile on your face. Your lips and jaw are his favorite places to kiss, however, when he’s feeling frisky Donny will trail his mouth down your neck and collarbones. For him, the Sargent loves to be kissed on the lips as well. He’ll never admit it but Donny is a sucker for when you kiss his chest.
L = Little ones (how are they around children?)
Donny is amazing with children. It’s one of the things you love about him. Even if you two do not plan to have children he loves to spend time with nieces/nephews and I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s the type to teach the kids in your neighborhood how to play baseball. He’d also offer discount and free haircuts to the children and teens who cannot afford one. If you do have/adopt kids, then expect Donny to be the best father ever. Always attending their school functions and sport games (most likely baseball) and taking your kids to the zoo, museum, Red Sox games, etc. He is their #1 supporter and will do whatever possible to make them happy.
M = Morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
During the war y’all’s mornings started bright and early at the ass crack of dawn. Donny would be the first one up considering he was in charge of getting the Basterds into formation, but he’d make sure to give you a kiss on the head as a good morning before leaving. When there is the rare chance of staying in an inn or motel then he’s all over you with cuddles and waking you up with kisses.
Back home in the states Donny is the type who will put the coffee on the pot as soon as he wakes up to get you a coffee before your eyes open. Then if he has time he’ll run to the cafe by the corner of your street to get your favorite breakfast. “Is that what I think it is?” “Only the best for my baby this fine Sunday morning.”
N = Night (how are nights spent with them?)
I can see Donny as a night owl. Really it was a result of the late nights overseas where he had to keep watch of the camp. The habit carried over when he returned home in which he would stay up listening to the radio or reading a book. You’d have to force him to come to bed—-often making him a warm cup of milk or run a bath. But once his head hit the pillow mans is out like a light and holding you to his chest.
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eight-cats-in-a-box · 1 month
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Al-An SFW Alphabet
Finally finished this! Please tell me If there's any typos or if something is contradictory, and I'll fix it!
No warnings (that I know of, tell me and I'll fix that), no use of Y/N.
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Affection- (how affectionate are they? How do they show it?)
They're very affectionate...in their own way. Don't get me wrong, they do enjoy physical touch, but it's a bit difficult to cuddle a robot centaur that's twice your size.
They prefer to spend time with you, whether that be working on the same thing or not. You'll often find them hovering nearby wherever you happen to be, working on something.
Al-An does enjoy physical affection, but it takes a while for them to get used to it. He has difficulty asking for it, but the way they act when they want to cuddle is also about as subtle as a Reaper Leviathan. Most of the time, they'll let you ask first, but on occasion, he'll scoop you up for some cuddles.
Best friend- (How would they be as a best friend? How would it start?)
They're not a terrible bestie. Al-An doesn't understand the concept at all. But hey, it's not that bad. Humans are small and adorable, and he would rip the universe to shreds if you were killed. They like to pick you up under the arms like you're a cat. You pass the dangle test.
Cuddles- (Do they like to cuddle? How do they cuddle?)
Al-An isn't often in the mood for physical contact, but when they are, it's pretty obvious. Hope you don't have anything to do, because you are not getting up for much. You don't need to! If you need water/food/etc, they can use one of their telepathy arms to grab it. Even if you absolutely have to leave for whatever reason, you best believe you're getting pulled right back in as soon as you're done.
Cuddling Al-An usually ends up with them laid down like a cat (loaf), and you curled up against them. Sometimes you'll find them laying like someone shot them, with a limb in every direction. Usually when they're like this, you'll end up getting held against their chest.
Domestic- (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
They cannot cook. They can work a fabricator, and they can catch fish or retrieve plants, but combining the two? Nope! (Not yet at least.) And god forbid they try to cook over a fire. It does not end well. They like to watch you do it though. The processes are fascinating, and knowing Earth has so many different cultures, each with their own cuisine? He's quite intrigued. They do eventually get pretty good at it, but it takes a while.
Al-An doesn't really need to clean. Architects have kind of evolved past organisation, so he can just scan a pile/locker and know what's inside. So if you're messy, it doesn't really bug him. They end up just making it so everything you need is within your line of sight- organized chaos kinda thing.
Ending- (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
They're not showing emotion, but that doesn't mean they're not feeling any. Whether that be anger, sadness, pain- they're definitely feeling something. You'd have to have done something awful.
Fiancé- (How do they feel about commitment? How quickly would they want to get married?)
Al-An...doesn't really get it. In his mind, you're already together, and that's all there is to it. Once you explain it to them, he does rather like the idea. Even if there isn't any way to really seal the deal, it's a nice little thing between the two of you.
Gentle- (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Al-An could never bring himself to handle you roughly. While they do know his own strength, you're incredibly fragile (compared to him at least) and they don't want to take chances. Al-An could never forgive themself if he ever hurt you- even if it's unintentional. They will also wipe anything that dares harm you from existence.
Emotionally, he can't help being blunt. They don't really understand human emotions, but if they hurt you on accident, they'll apologize, and figure out what they said/did so it won't happen again. Over time they get better at the whole feelings thing- though whether this is due to spending time together, remnants of the link between you, or some combination of the two remains to be seen.
Hugs- (Do they like hugs? How often do they give them? What are their hugs like?)
Al-An likes hugs. The first time you gave him one, they were...confused, to say the least. But after you explained, he became quite partial to the idea.
As with all physical touch, they aren't the biggest fan, but if you're sad, they'll scoop you up and cradle you against their chest. It's warm, and soothing, and you've never felt so safe.
I love you- (How fast do they say the L-word?)
It takes a while. After they tell you what they've done, why the planet was under quarantine, etc.- which takes a while on it's own- it'll take a lot of reassurance to convince them that no, you're not going anywhere without them, and of course you don't hate him. It'll take a bit for him to say it, but after the first time, it comes easier, and they try to make it a habit.
Jealousy- (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they're jealous?)
There isn't really anything for them to get jealous of, to be honest. But let's just do a hypothetical. Y'know. For science.
Their behaviour won't change much, but the fact that your normally purple/blue RGB robot centaur is suddenly glowing like the fires of Hades is kind of a dead giveaway. They're not going to intervene unless you seem uncomfortable. They know you won't take that shit laying down. (And even if you would, Al-An absolutely does not.)
Afterwards, they'll apologize for acting so rashly, citing your obvious discomfort as his reason for getting so angry. If he scared/upset you, they're even more apologetic (especially if he scared you).
Kisses- (What are their kisses like? Where do they kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
They can't really give you kisses, but they do enjoy kisses on their faceplate. It's a soft thing, and it's physical touch, yeah, but to them, it's different. It feels more intimate. Softer. They like to bump their forehead against yours and looking at all the teeny-tiny details in your eyes. It's a good way to strengthen your mental connection as well.
Little ones- (How are they with kids? Do they want any?)
They're not...entirely sure what to do with them. They haven't really interacted with kids before, so they're going with a mix of trial-and-error and common sense. It's really cute seeing them interact with little ones though, they're so gentle.
Not sure how you'd make it happen, but they're definitely not opposed to having a kid or two. You'll probably end up getting cats or something like that, because kids are cute, but actually having to deal with them is a pain in the ass.
Morning- (How are mornings spent with them?)
Most mornings with Al-An follow a set routine. They wake you up around sunrise, and make sure you actually get up. Then you make breakfast and eat while the two of you talk about what you're doing that day. Then when you're finished, the two of you head out.
Some mornings they'll let you sleep in, usually on special occasions, or after a long night. Sometimes you just look so peaceful, laying there without a care in the world, that Al-An can't quite bring themself to rouse you.
If you're a nocturnal type, Al-An just does the same, but in reverse. They wake you up with the moon, and make sure all your light sources are adequately charged- no less than 100%. They know that going out into the open ocean at night is even more dangerous, so he tends to be a bit of a worrywart.
Night- (How are nights spent with them?)
Nighttime with Al-An is also pretty routine. When you get home and put your stuff away, you make some food. Depending on when you get home, it can be anywhere from supper to a late-night meal.
Also dependent on when you get home is how glued-to-your side they are. If you get home on time, they're generally not super touchy- the usual. However, the later you are the more worried they get, and if you're not home by the time night falls (or day breaks), they're going to come get you.
After you finish eating, you'll usually unwind a bit, whether that's with the worn-out deck of cards you brought with you, or with some cuddles and a mug of tea.
Open- (When will they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait awhile to reveal things slowly?)
It takes a while. You've known each other for at least a year, if not longer, before he says anything regarding what happened here. They're afraid you'll resent or even outright hate him for what happened. That being said, they do trust you, but human emotions are unpredictable at best, and a constantly-shifting maelstrom at worst. They lost their people because of that mistake- they don't want to lose you too.
Patience- (How easily angered are they?)
Al-An is pretty patient. Even if they seem angry, nine times out of ten it's just worry in disguise. Ticking him off is quite difficult, and even when they are well and truly pissed off, it's very rarely at you. After all, arguments between you two are rare, and discussions are usually cordial- if you're angry about something, you talk it out. Most of the time, their ire is directed at something or someone that hurt you.
Quizzes- (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Al-An has an excellent memory, so forgetting something isn't an option to him. In all the time you've known them (which is nothing to sneeze at), he's never forgotten a birthday, anniversary, how you like your coffee, or that you prefer symbiotes to peepers.
Remember- (What is their favourite moment in the relationship?)
Probably the first time you fell asleep on them. You had been up for way too long, running, running, running, and they had finally gotten you to take a break and come sit in the observatory with them. You relented, and curled against his side. They pulled a blanket over you, and as you watched the fish swim by, the faint whirring of Al-An's systems running in your ears, with their warmth augmenting your own, you found yourself drifting off to sleep, dreaming sweetly. They didn't move an inch, and you've never felt safer than when you're cuddled up to Al-An.
Security- (How protective are they? How do they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Al-An is quite protective, but it's for good reason. After all, 4546B is a dangerous place for the natural flora and fauna, let alone a little human. They don't like it when you go off on your own, especially on land, where the Iceworms lurk. The last time the two of you had a run-in with them, it... didn't go so well. You got thrown a good ten meters, and Al-An confined you to bed rest for three weeks because you broke a couple ribs. That Iceworm didn't survive, by the way. As soon as they heard you scream, it got vaporised by their ion cannon.
Try- (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
They don't put much effort in, but not how you might think. It's less of an "oh, I don't really care" and more of an "I already know what they like, so I'll get them something within those parameters".
Ugly- (What are some of their bad habits?)
They're a little too protective, to the point where you have to sit down with them and reiterate that you're a mature adult, capable of making your own decisions and dealing with the consequences. If he wants to be there to support you, that's fine- but he needs to let you make your own mistakes. They have a bad habit of brushing you off when they're working as well, but they always apologise for that- he never means to snap like they do.
Vanity- (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Not very. They don't mind if you give them little baubles to decorate their storage medium with, but otherwise? No fucks given.
Whole- (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Absolutely. Al-An has lost so, so much in their life, I'm not sure he could stand to lose more. If they ever did lose you, they'd be distraught. They would catch themselves in a constant cycle of wanting to heal for your sake, and blaming himself for your death. This is exacerbated by the loss of his people, or eased by their support.
Xtra- (An extra headcanon about them)
They like playing War. The unpredictable nature of the game keeps them guessing, and it's the only one you can't really cheat at. They enjoy poker, but you banned it on grounds of them having an eternal poker face.
Yuck- (What are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
They don't like big-corp assholes. The only ones Al-An ever came into contact with were Alterra, but they're all the same- and Al-An likes exactly none of them. There's a special place in Al-An's burn book for the elites of said megacorps.
He also despises those with little to no respect for the environment. He understands the Architects did terrible things in the name of science, and Al-An played a major role in that- but it was truly for the greater good. Nothing would have survived Kharaa if it had spread.
Zzz- (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Al-An tends to sprawl out like they've been shot and killed in a bad cowboy movie. They like having you curl up against their face, because it allows them to hear your heartbeat and ensure you're still there. They don't sleep often- once every couple months- but when they crash, they crash hard. Nothing is waking him from the dead sleep they've gotten themself into.
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mazeinthemiroh · 1 year
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kang taehyun sfw alphabet
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a - affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection)
taehyun is a very interesting person in terms of how he expresses his emotions
he's definitely an acts of service type of guy. he will make sure no one uses your special coffee mug, and he will do the chores you usually do if you have a particularly stressful week. stuff like that
he's also quite big on words of affirmation. what i notice about taehyun is that he seems to be a good communicator, regularly voicing his thoughts and opinions. sure, he's not the most emotional person on the planet, but when he does have something to say, he will say it
so when he feels the urge to say how absolutely drop-dead-gorgeous you are, he's gonna say it without even thinking twice
b - best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
the type of friend to ghost you for a week and then complain that you never hang out with them
like yall never hang out it's actually hilarious
he's not one to reach out and usually waits for the other person to initiate both conversations and arrangements
might even ignore your text message but send you some memes in the same chat
we love that, i'm sure
c - cuddles (would they like to cuddle? how do they cuddle?)
cuddling is a very neutral activity for him
so long as he's comfortable, he doesn't mind cuddling at all
but he doesn't crave it, if you know what i mean
like i know some people will literally die without cuddles totally not me ahahahha shut up but with him, he doesn't mind if he goes with or without
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
idk he's very focused on his career at this present time. so he would love to settle down when he feels like he is mature and ready as well as financially stable
he's so sensible fr
he's so clean and keeps everything tidy and squeaky clean.
and he doesn't nitpick. he's generally very easy to live with because he won't make a fuss if you're messy despite him being so tidy
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
it will be messyyyy
which is so ironic considering taehyun is definitely not that type of person. he's very in control of his emotions and everything
i just think in order for him to get to that point when he needs to break up with someone, something would've happened to just push him beyond his breaking point
hence the mess
and many tears
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quickly would they want to get married?)
bro loves commitment tbh
and would probably be the first to get married, among all the members
he's very decisive and in tune with both his brain and his heart, so deciding when he wants to marry someone comes with ease for him
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
he's very gentle, both physically and emotionally
in terms of physically, he wouldn't feel the need to be anything but gentle. he's very sensitive to other people's needs and expectations of him, so he keeps his behaviour in check because that's just second nature to him
when it comes to emotions, it can be said from a very shallow perspective of taehyun that he isn't that emotional compared to the other members. however, this isn't true. in fact, i would go as far as to say that taehyun is probably the most empathetic member, purely because of how observant he is of how people are feeling. he knows what to say and what not to say, and he knows when he's gone too far
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
he's not opposed to hugs but he never thinks 'hey, i wanna hug you' yk??
i know that probably sounds harsh cos i'm not explaining it the best. what i mean to say is, it doesn't come as second nature to him. he doesn't feel the overwhelming compulsion to go up and hug someone. this may be because his main love language isn't physical affection (which does not by any means mean that he doesn't like it)
i've made this overly complicated but i hope you get it?
tbh i think he would kind of appreciate having someone who likes being physical with him. it will trigger a certain part of his brain to want to hug and touch you more often
so he appreciates it when you hug him in any sort of way. he can't deny the warm feeling in his heart
i = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
taehyun isn't a very impulsive person so it's unlikely that he will say it fast and in the spur of the moment
but he will probably feel in love with you quicker than he lets on
still, he will plan the whole thing out with regard to actually confessing his love to you. he wants to make sure that
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
he doesn't get jealous unless you seriously warrant his jealousy
like he's not going to get jealous of you having male friends or talking to someone else for most of the night
but if you are full-on flirting with someone else or being too playful or physical with someone, then it's a problem and he will step in
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
his signature move is the back-of-hand kiss
that's how he wooed you. that's how he won you over
because acting like a real-life disney prince is his speciality
and he is going to treat you like royalty because you deserve it
he literally doesn't mind where you kiss him, he's just thankful he is getting any kisses at all
l = little ones (how are they around children?)
all i know for certain is that he uses his baby voice the whole time for sure
like regardless of how old a child is, he will most likely treat them like a baby
in the sense that he has no idea what to do with them so will just respond in half panic and half urgency to their beck and call
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
he's up bright and early
will probably go for a morning jog, and ask you to join him if you're into that
but i will warn you, he is lowkey competitive and will run faster if you go faster than him
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
he lives for the midnight feast life
he will purposefully stay up with you just to raid the fridge and the cupboards for food to share
will try and persuade you to watch horror movies just for the sake of watching them. he just thinks they're hella fun
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
well taehyun's judgement is very good. he's able to suss people out very soon after interacting with them. if he trusts you enough to date you, then there's not much else he needs in order to know if you are trustworthy or not
so opening up to you is actually quite an easy process for him
p = patience (how easily angered are they?)
he has his moments for sure, but i don't think he gets very angry very quickly
to be honest, he is such a good communicator that even when he feels frustration bubbling up inside of him, he never acts on impulse. he wants to talk whatever he is feeling out and reason with how to make things better
he definitely gets good bf points for this one.
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
taehyun remembers everything
he probably remembers more than you do about him ngl. he just has that type of brain. he's very observant and is able to remember even the most minute details
r = remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
a very special memory of his was when he saw you in the crowd at one of his concerts
he has worked so hard to get to the place he is today. and you have been through it with him every step of the way, always supporting him no matter what happens
and seeing you in the crowd made him really emotional. he finally knew what it felt like to be understood and so loved by someone to the point where anything felt possible
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)
as protective as he needs to be
he's not too much of a cautious person. however, acts of service come naturally to him and he will most likely go out of his way to make sure you are safe and healthy
even if this is merely making sure you go out with a coat and scarf when it's freezing cold outside
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
ngl he doesn't put a lot of effort into this sort of stuff
except for anniversaries and birthdays and other special occasions
otherwise he likes keeping it simple and basic
of course, if you were to ask him to perhaps put more effort in, he is more than happy to oblige
sometimes it's worth telling him these things
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
he thinks he's always right, lol
so in an argument, it's really hard to convince him otherwise
he's a good communicator and will voice his opinions, but sometimes he needs help to realise that his opinions aren't necessarily factual
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
taehyun takes pride in his appearance
but he thinks obsessing over his looks is kinda trivial
because at the end of the day, no matter what he looks like, if he is still true to himself then he is fine with anything
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
without you, he is fine. but with you, he is better
for him, the whole point of having a partner is so that you can complement each other well and be satisfied and reassured in each other's love. he views the sole reliance on another person to be kind of unhealthy, but just because he doesn't do this does not mean that he loves you any less
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)
he's always persuading you to do stuff for him
and it literally always works
he will use his sparkly eyes and clever charms to do literally anything for him
he wants you to make him some brownies? oh he finds a way
he wants to go on a date with you to the zoo even though you are scared of half the animals there? he will talk you out of being afraid of them
dating taehyun comes with a lot of crazy experiences despite him liking to plan everything
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
he doesn't like it when people make quick, harsh judgement on someone without knowing the full story
it's easy to just believe everything you hear, and it's also easy to be quick to judge someone based on someone else's opinion
taehyun likes knowing the full story of things. he knows not everything is what it seems at first glance
for instance, if someone who is usually very kind and happy is in a bad mood and is rude to him, he's not going to think they are a horrible person. rather, he's going to assume that something happened to them that day to cause that response
and he appreciates when other people do this too
but making such rash opinions about someone so quickly is something he has never liked
z = zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)
he will remain still for the whole night
like imagine this emoji 🧍 but laying down. yeah, that's taehyun
so he doesn't mind you cuddling him because it doesn't affect him anyway. he's comfortable with any position and will just not move which actually makes him very easy to sleep with.
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slaasherslut · 1 year
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BILLY LENZ SFW ALPHABET
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special thanks to the lovely @rottent33th for helping me out with some of these. thanks bestie youre a gem 🖤
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Billy is extremely affectionate! He loves nothing more than to be curled up with you and never let go. He is about as clingy as it gets. He’ll always have his hand in yours or holding you by the waist. Mornings are usually where he's at his most affectionate. Mornings are spent in each other's embrace, holding onto each other and exchanging sweet kisses. Billy always whines like a baby when you end up having to get out of bed and it's absolutely adorable.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Billy has a hard time reading the room sometimes so you would have to be extremely clear that you fully intend on being just a friend, nothing more nothing less. Regardless he will be handsy as hell. Hes one of those "wheres my hug?" guys, without a doubt. If you met him in uni or college he would be the guy who shows up late to an 7am lecture and eats his breakfast which consists of a bag of hot cheetos and a red bull. You would definitely be friends with him after working on an assignment together. He would bring extra snacks for you or a caffeinated drink of your choosing.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Billy loves cuddles!! His favourite cuddling position is when he lays on top of you and nuzzles his head into your chest or neck. His arms will go around your torso and he'll give you little squeezes every once in a while to let you know hes happy. If you have boobs than his face will constantly be shoved in between them. To him it doesn't matter the size, he sees boobs and hes squealing to be in between them. He just melts right into you if you play with his hair too. You could have swore you had a cat on your chest with the sounds hes making, sweet little purring sounds while you run your fingers through his floppy hair. He adores it. He could just fall asleep like that, and many times he has.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Billy could never be upfront with how he feels about settling down but the security with you that would provide would be something he wants more than anything. He would love to be able to know you want him for the long run and settling down with him would prove that. In terms of household chores? Oh wow don't expect much, this guy is a real mess. He never cleans, never, he just cant. Things always end up worse than when they started. Making a bigger mess or breaking something. When it comes to cooking though he loves to help in the kitchen even if he is a total klutz and messy. He has the sweetest of intentions but its not uncommon for food to be all over the cabinets and the wall afterwards.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
A break up with Billy would never go well. If Billy is making the choice to leave you that means you fucked up BIG TIME. It would be the most messy break up you'd ever experience, not to mention the most toxic. I can imagine him constantly texting and calling you and maybe even stalking you, he would just make your life a living hell until he attaches himself to someone new.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Billy is committed to you the moment you guys become an item. He loves you so much and is so sure of his feelings he would marry you in a heartbeat if you asked. From the moment he met you he knew that he was yours and you were his, it was immediate. He makes sure to tell you that all the time and regardless of how many times he says it his words still manage to always sweep you of your feet and make your heart race.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He tends to be more on the aggressive side unless it comes to things like cuddling or hugging. Not aggressive in an angry way, hes just not super mindful of his strength or what hes doing. He is just so full of energy all the time and sometimes forgets that his gangling limbs are swinging around.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Billy hugs you every chance he gets, its one of his favourite ways to show his affection for you. Its not uncommon for Billy to wrap his arms around you from behind while doing dishes or in the shower together. He'll just stand their and squeeze you, rocking you back and forth not saying a word. Its Billy at his most quiet and serene. Having you in his arms and being able to feel you so close to him sends his heart into a frenzy, even more so when you give him a squeeze back when you're wrapped around him. The feeling of your bare skin against his is what he craves most.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Billy is definitely the first to say it and he says it very quick. He wastes no time in telling you he loves you when he felt that he loved you even before you got together. I can imagine him saying it during a make out session or the first time you have sex. Something where the passion is at an all time high and hes really relishing in those feelings. I can also imagine he'd say it when you two are just cuddling on the couch. He'd nuzzle into you with a cute little content sigh and say "I love you."
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Billy is the type to get jealous very easily. Something as simple as talking to a classmate would make his blood boil. He hates the idea of someone else taking your attention when he should be the only one receiving it. You always tell him he has nothing to worry about but that wont stop his nerves and overactive imagination. He is definitely the type of man to scare the fuck out of anyone who comes near you who he deems a threat to your relationship.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
If there's something Billy loves more than hugging or cuddling you it would be kissing you. He has to make sure the last thing he does at night and the first thing he does in morning is kiss you. He refuses to let you or him leave the house without a kiss first. He loves kissing your lips of course but he absolutely adores kissing your cheeks or your neck, the giggle you let out makes him so happy. He loves your kisses no matter where they are but if he had to pick one he would say that kissing his lips drives him wild. A kiss on the lips could say more than words. He can tell exactly what you're feeling just by the way you kiss him.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
I think Billy would like children because they can sometimes give off the same kind of wild energy that he does. He wouldn't love being around them all of the time but I think kids would like him and he'd be happy about that.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Billy are spent cuddled up under the sheets and just being in each others company. He will not let you go unless it is absolutely necessary because he loves the warmth of your body on him. If you like to scroll through your phone in the morning before getting out of bed he will lay on your chest and scroll with you, reacting to memes, send texts, check emails. If neither of you have nothing to do that day the two of you will spend a few hours in bed just chatting and cuddling.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights spent with Billy are about winding down and spending time together. Whether its curling up on the couch to read a book in his lap or watch some movies together, you're ending the night wrapped up in each others arms. During the day you sometimes don't see much of each other so the nights are always reserved for making up for lost time. There are so many nights when the two of you fall asleep on the couch in the middle of watching a gruesome slasher film together.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
It would take Billy a very long time to open up to you about anything. He has a lot of baggage and hes deathly afraid that if he was open to you about things that you would run for the hills. But once he does open up, you're never leaving his side. You love that man and would stick with him through thick and thin. If you tell him that he would probably cry. He spent so much time worrying about what you might think of him that his mind just ran wild, getting confirmation that you're by his side forever would make his heart soar.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Billy is very easily angered, he has quite the temper. The smallest things could set him off and when he gets like that he could get aggressive. Never at you, and if he does he apologizes profusely. He has a tendency to throw things and put holes in walls when hes angry. If someone else makes him angry he wont hesitate to throw a punch their way.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Billy remembers everything he tells you and more. You say you like a band? Hes playing their records around the house. You tell him your favourite food? He tries his best to cook it for you or order it in. You tell him your favourite colour? He gives you clothes in those colours and incorporates it into his wardrobe. There has also been a few times where hes eavesdropped on your conversations or read your diary to learn more about you. He doesn't mean to! He just wants to get to know his baby better.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The moment you told him you loved him. He said I love you fairly quick in the relationship and you had waited a bit longer. you would often respond to him by saying things like "I know", "You're the greatest", or "thank you Billy." But one night you had said it while in bed with him. You were laid out on his bare chest under the warm blankets, one of his arms around your back and the other in your hair. He said his usually nightly "I love you" while kissing anywhere he could reach. You had hummed under his touch and whispered a soft "I love you too, Billy." He froze for a moment before flipping you two over and laying over you with a huge smile, asking if you meant it. When you told him yes and said it again he squealed before kissing you hard.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Billy is extremely protective over you. He would put himself in harms way to protect you without even a second thought. You're his and there's no way in hell he would let you get hurt physically or mentally. He would die for you, he would kill for you, although he would prefer the latter. Hes not afraid to kill anyone who has wronged you, if were being honest he quite enjoys it. Killing someone for you makes him feel like a powerful man who is worthy of being your partner. The fact that he can protect you fills his chest with so much pride.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
When I say Billy is the king of putting in effort in your relationship, I GODDAMN MEAN IT. This man wants to make you the happiest person in the world and will go to the ends of the earth to do that. He will mark down every important date for him to remember and always plan something big. He loves anniversaries cause that means he gets to celebrate your time together! Thoughtful gifts are the only gifts that he gives you, no half assed gifts here! He listens to your wants and needs very seriously and will do his best to give you everything you need and more.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Hes messy, every aspect of him is messy. His hair is always a wild and fluffy mess, he always leaves clothes all over the floor, and he always looks dishevelled but in the attractive way.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Billy doesn't really care too much about how other people think he looks. He dresses how he wants to dress and as long as he thinks he looks good than he doesn't care. The only time he cares about what others think of his is when its you. He'll ask you for opinions on what he should wear and if you think he looks good, and when you compliment him he gets all smiley and giggley. It makes him so happy!
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
The moment Billy lays eyes on you, he knows you have his entire heart and soul. Hes head over heels in love with you. His entire being revolves around you and he wouldn't know what to do with himself without you by his side. In his heart of hearts he knows he was made for being yours.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Sensory overload is something youve seen from him a few times and he gets overstimulated very easily. There's a lot of fabrics he cant stand touching, so he prefers to buy his own clothes or pick them out himself. Crowds are a big no no for him as well. All of the people around him makes him feel claustrophobic and the noise is deafening. He tends to cover his ears when things get too loud and he cant control it.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Disloyalty, Billy will not stand for that at all. The same goes for lying, he absolutely cant stand it and will probably have a breakdown over it, and his breakdowns are never pretty for anyone.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Billy is a very heavy sleeper. Once hes out there is no waking him up until his internal clock does it for him. No matter what position he falls asleep in (which is usually cuddling you), he wakes up laying on his stomach, one arm draped over you and his other arm and a leg over the side of the bed. Definitely drools in his sleep too. He never has a normal dream, like ever. You'll wake up in the morning and cuddle him, talking about your dreams. You would tell him you dreamt about doing something with him or an interesting sex dream you had and he would just go off about the weirdest fucking scenarios he dreamt up. They never make any sense and change so fast. Definitely drools in his sleep too.
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ellivenollivander · 11 months
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Amit Thakkar SFW Alphabet
Thank you Thank you Thank you @halfwisteria for sending me this request! I will love you forever and ever. I always have fun writing for Amit :) I hope you all enjoy some much needed Amit appreciation. A/N: My askbox is open for any requests :)
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)Oh he is very affectionate. Once you’re together, he loves when you run to catch up with him in the corridors and immediately lace your fingers through his, shoulders knocking together.  His love languages are absolutely quality time and physical affection. Kisses, cuddles and little touches make this boy absolutely melt for you. If you’re with him, you can expect to be touching. 
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?) If you show him even the teensiest bit of interest and patience with him, He will reciprocate ten fold. He’s the friend that no matter when or where you are - he’s there for you. To listen to you ramble on whatever it is that has struck your fancy at the moment, asking a million questions, encouraging you. If you’re having a bad day he’ll run through the list in his head of things he knows you enjoy to cheer you up, and will start the conversation with “Do you want to complain or do you want advice?” and will listen intently, giving you his full attention. 
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?) YES. He loves loves loves a good cuddle, no matter when or where you are. Holding you? You Holding Him? He doesn’t care as long as you’re curled up together. 
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)He definitely wants to settle down. In a cozy house in the country, with you. He’s messy in an organized way. Not dirty, just cluttered. However he respects your shared space and will do his best to contain his plethora of parchment and books to his office area, keeping the rest of the house neat and tidy. As for cooking, he enjoys it and “experiments” often. (meaning he finds a new recipe and sticks to that recipe, exactly. No substitutions!) 
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)It would depend on how new your relationship was. The poor boy is like a deer, you have to move slowly and carefully to not startle him, or he’s running off. So in the beginning you would have to tread carefully (and have endless patience) to not have him changing his mind on ever venturing with you in the first place. If you had been together for longer, He would absolutely cry, not wanting to hurt you in any way but would do what he feels needs to be done, all soft words and tears and “I’m sorry but -” 
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)He wants to get married, to spend his life with you. He takes everyone in his life, friendships, relationships, etc very seriously. Not one for a fling or a hookup. Essentially once you have this boy in your grasp, he’s yours and he plans to stay that way forever. His proposal would be dreadfully romantic. Whisking you off to one of your spots in the castle or the surrounding valley, lots of candles and flowers and poetry while he asks you to spend your forever with him. 
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?) Perhaps annoyingly gentle with you and your feelings/wants. Never wanting to overstep or feel controlling in any way. “Do you want to go to Hogsmeade today? It’s alright if you don't. I understand you are probably very caught up in your studies. It also looks like it might rain. Maybe we could go to the library? Whatever you want, MC.” 
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)He knows you’re trying to sneak up on him when he’s at his telescope in the astronomy tower, but he’ll pretend he doesn’t hear you just so you’ll wrap your arms around his middle and cuddle into his back. He LOVES hugs, and every time you hug him he will hug you back like he hasn’t seen you in years. Wrapping you up tight. 
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?) It’ll happen months after you’ve been dating. The first time he tells you he loves you will be as he’s leaving to go home for a holiday, just so he doesn’t have to face your reaction. You’ll be standing in Hogsmeade Station, and as he pulls away from your kiss goodbye, hands still resting on your cheeks, holding your face, it’ll be barely above a whisper. A soft “I love you, MC.” and then he’ll be gone. Leaving you lovestruck standing alone on the platform. He will be delighted when he arrives to his family home to a letter already waiting for him that simply reads, “I love you too.” 
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)Very. Just not in a toxic or overbearing way. He just wants you all of the time always. If you have a free afternoon and you’re telling him how you plan to play summoner’s court with Leander or go duel with Sebastian He will just be sad and feel like you’re intentionally choosing to not spend your time with him. As if you weren’t planning on inviting him along the entire time. 
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)He loves all kisses, giving and receiving. All over. All of the time. Just mindless kisses. Kisses to your temple while you’re studying together, kisses to his cheeks in the corridors, just so many kisses. 
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)He loves loves kids, relates to them with his own childlike wonder surrounding the world around him. He can sit for hours, answering all of their questions, asking them his own right back. Genuine giddy excitement at their curiosity. With his own kids, he’s stern when he absolutely needs to be, but he is endlessly playful and will spend hours with them in their own imaginary world. 
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)He’s always up before you, sometimes even before the sun. In school, he’d be waiting for you outside your common room to accompany you to breakfast (quickly learning to bring along a book when he learns your tendency to sleep in). When you live with him, he’s still up before you, Always greeting you with kisses in the kitchen while he makes you breakfast, sliding you your morning coffee just how you like it. 
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?) You’re convinced the man just doesn’t sleep, he’s up before you and he goes to sleep after you. You try and rally for him but your body always gives out and he’s dragging you to your bed when you yawn for the fifth time this minute. In school, it’s usually when you’re with him in the astronomy tower. Turning from his telescope to give you a sympathetic look, walking over and hauling you to your feet. “Let’s get you to bed, MC.” Kissing you goodnight outside your common room door. And when you’re living with him, he’ll slide into the bed next to you, holding you close, until he’s sure you’re asleep. But he never stays, you can always feel him slip out of the bed and into his studies in your half asleep stupor.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)The boy is an open book with everyone about his passions and dreams. But once you start dating, he starts to ramble on about the more important things. Telling you all about his family in London, all he hopes to become, his future with you. 
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?) He is not quick to anger, and it is hard to get him there. Upset? Frustrated? Sad? Exasperated? Absolutely. He feels those often, but outright anger is scarce in Amit. 
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)Amit keeps a journal and is dedicated to it, However, he doesn’t need it to remember every little thing about you and your relationship and he is downright sappy about it all. Sometimes he makes you feel lackluster in your memory of allofthethings Amit remembers. Sure, you remember your anniversary and his favorite things but Amit remembers that night hunting down the first astronomy table was a Friday and what he had for breakfast the next morning because he could not stop smiling into it. 
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?) Despite it being petrifying for the poor boy, his favorite moment would be the goblin camp you dragged him along too. He just remembers feeling safe with you, and it made him have the realization that he feels safe whenever you’re around him. 
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)He wants to be the protector, but he knows that you’re just Better At It™. 
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)Sappy, Romantic Amit would go all out for every little thing. Poems, flowers, the whole nine yards. Everything he gifts to you is devastatingly sentimental and makes you cry every single time. The last thing in the world that Amit wants is for you to feel unappreciated, he needs you to know how much you mean to him. How in love with you he is. 
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)Not necessarily an ugly habit, but he lets his emotions get the best of him. Sending him into a spiral. Be it anxiety or sadness, when his emotions take over he disappears inside of himself, and physically disappears until he feels ok enough to show his face again. The one time he absolutely should be talking your ear off is when he won’t, or rather, can’t. 
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)Not even slightly and it’s one of his most endearing traits, to you. You often find him rushing out the door for work with his hair a mess and shirt undone, pulling him back to you to fix him up so his colleagues don’t get the wrong idea. 
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)WITHOUT A DOUBT. The stars would stop shining if you ever left him.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)He’s a middle child, stuck between two sisters and is very close with his family. Talks about them all of the time and how excited he is for his little sister to start at Hogwarts. (she does, when the two of you begin your sixth year - she gets sorted into Slytherin.) 
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)Apathy or disinterest in other people and their feelings. Is it really so hard to pretend to be interested in something someone is saying for 30 seconds? 
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?) He doesn’t sleep. I’m sorry I don’t make the rules, it’s just the way it is.
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cherryatombomb · 1 year
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John Price SFW Alphabet
wrote this to try and flesh out my writing of him.. first time writing for price baby i hope i got this decent
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Physical affection isn't his forte, but he does show some. Clasping your shoulder, shaking hands in greeting, all little things like that. They might not seem personal to him, but it's enough. He also likes to do things for those close to him, small things, but still clear signs. Making drinks for another, or sharing a cigar (ONLY for those very close to him. He's so protective over them fr), things like that.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Constantly making fun of you, you've never been called a "muppet" so many times in your life, but it's affectionate, so it's okay. Drinking together and telling funny stories, you probably make fun of him as well, so it all works out. You're as thick as thieves, but probably share some of his strictness, so it throws people off to see him throwing his head back in a laugh when you tell him a truly horrible dad joke. Threatens rookies if they ask him about it.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Oh, absolutely. There's nothing this man loves more than, like, cuddling on a sofa whilst watching a movie. He loves laying with your head on his chest, just totally on top of him - it lets him pet your hair and feel you breathing against him, it's so warm and cozy that he loves it. Also loves laying his head on your chest, but he doesn't make it as obvious. It just feels so protective and nice, but he feels more awkward about that version. So used to doing the protecting, he's never really been the protected.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Whilst he doesn't really see himself ever leaving his job, he believes it's where he's best, it's something he's thought about fondly. The idea of leaving, retiring, and being able to live peacefully, it's some idyllic future to him. He could be persuaded too by the right person, though, certainly. He's decent at cooking, though he's mostly used to MREs given the job - I think if he retired it could be something he focused on to keep himself occupied, and he could really enjoy it. Cooking for friends, or a s/o is something he'd really end up enjoying. He's good at keeping his space clean, as well, disliking outright messiness.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Whilst he wouldn't be mean about it, he would be upfront and serious. He's not the sort of guy to mince his words, though he won't deliberately be horrible about the whole thing - he does care about you, even if the feelings faded. He's pretty decent with communication, and he'll be open about the whole thing.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Price has always fantasized about some long-term relationship ending in marriage, but he never really let himself dwell on it. He'd want to be in a relationship for a long while before getting married because he wants to take it easy and make sure it's right. With his job, as well, if you're a civilian or working with him, he'd just want to be careful, knowing the risks. Marriage might come with retirement, or at least reduced work, because he sees it as a large commitment, and doesn't want to risk death anymore.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Emotionally, he's gruffer than anything, but that doesn't mean he can't be gentle, it might just take some time. If you're seeking comfort from him, he might end up insulting you more than comforting, but it's in that particular way of his that soothes the blow a bit (this man has definitely said 'what're you crying for, you muppet?' whilst getting you tissues). Physically, he's a little more reserved, but he's such a teddy bear once you're in his tiny trusted circle. He's so gentle, later on into a friendship/relationship.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Oh, for sure, but, again, only for specific people. He's not the sort of guy that will openly be hugging others, at least in the military - if you're out in public together, or retire together, it's a little bit different. To be able to hold you in an embrace is so reassuring to him, to share warmth and hold you means the world to him. His hugs are protective, just on the right side of firm, he'll definitely bear hug you.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
When he enters a relationship, he already knows he's gone on you - he's not the sort of person who would be able to date for short amounts of time. He knows, before entering one, it's for the long-term. It takes a while for him to say this, though, ultimately, because he's deciding whether or not, perhaps a few months in. It's said in the quiet of the night, you've been cuddling for a while, not really saying anything, just reveling in each other's company. He just kisses your forehead something gentle, then speaks it quietly, like if he says it too loudly he might ruin the atmosphere or such.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Price is a fiercely loyal and protective man, but when he's dating somebody, he trusts them wholeheartedly. He knows you inside and out and knows you wouldn't do anything to hurt him like that. Still, he can't help but feel his stomach clench with jealousy when someone hits on you. He'll wait for your go, though, looking for you to handle it or call on him for help because he doesn't want to belittle you by thinking you can't handle it. If you look for help, he'll swoop in, wrap an arm around you, maybe kiss you, and just ask about how you are, focus in on you. Completely blank out the jack-ass until they're gone, make sure you're okay, before looking all smug about it. His arm probably won't leave you for the rest of your little excursion.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
His favourite place to kiss you is your forehead, 100%. It doesn't matter what your height is compared to him, something about it is just so comforting, the way you smile, the way you react each time you kiss him there pleases him beyond measure. For himself, he likes you kissing his lips, it's so simple but always makes him smile. His kisses are languid, slow, like it's a reminder that you're both alive, and it's okay. The fact that you can take it slow is something he'll relish in whilst he can.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Not had many experiences around kids, but he's surprisingly very good with them. He's got dad jokes in spades, and he's very good at calming them down when necessary. The type of person to crouch down to get on a kid's level, make sure he's at their height, and he's so, so gentle with them.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
His favourite mornings are relaxed ones; making you breakfast in bed, drinking tea, and smoking a cigar. Ones where you don't feel the need to get out of bed for a while, you can just cuddle, talk, or watch TV. The usual mornings, though, are pretty routine - he wakes up pretty early, mostly out of instinct, and has a certain order to things - gets up, has some breakfast, shower, brush his teeth, etc. If he wakes up earlier than you, which he likely does, he might spend a few extra minutes just appreciating you before getting up. He probably wakes up around five, maybe earlier.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Once he gets back from doing some work, he likes to settle down once he's eaten. Get himself in comfortable clothes and then watch some TV. With you in the mix, he'd love to cuddle to wind down at night, because you absolutely help him to relax. Likes to leave work outside of his room, because it's easier for him to separate the two and wind down in the evening.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He doesn't particularly try and hide from others, but he's careful about certain things - especially if you're a civilian. He's seen a lot of really messed up things that have permanently changed him as a person, and it might take him some time to fully open up about it, but he's open about it being there. You don't get the details for a while, not the full specifics, but you'll get them eventually.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He gets impatient when dealing with people who should know better, but aren't, for whatever reason. Like if he's dealing with what feels like a purposefully inept rookie, he'll get pretty frustrated, but he can handle himself otherwise. Takes a lot to get him properly riled up, like yelling-wise, but it isn't too difficult to get him grumbling under his breath during a mission, for example.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Once he's truly sold on you, he'll commit everything you say to memory. Oh, you like a certain bad, or you like a certain style of clothes? Oh, he's going to be buying you them as gifts. Learns your favourite drinks in order to make them without you even having to ask, because he just wants to be there for you when possible. He likes making you things, or buying you things, because he loves how easy it makes you smile.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
For him, it has to be the first proper date you both went out on, after he worked up the courage. If you're both in the military, you managed to find times when you were both free, and you just went out on a classic date. To a restaurant, then home, together, where you watched a movie and cuddled for a bit. You ended the evening with a kiss, something slow and sweet before he headed to where he was staying. It was so mundane, but fuck, he loved it - he never gets that level of normality, and even though you'd practically been dating before this, it really solidified things for him. You make him feel normal, in a way that makes him feel so good.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
John is a fiercely loyal and protective man when you make your way into his heart. When you're out, he's always keeping an eye on you, always making sure you're safe, no matter the cost. On missions, if you're in the military, he'll check in with you via the comms every now and again, though hide it under the ruse of giving orders or something such. For himself, he likes being taken care of, but only at certain times. When he's acting as a Captain, he probably won't, but when you're both in private, having him in your arms, entirely surrounded by you, he's most at ease, most calm. When you let him lay his head on your chest after a nightmare, petting his hair and rubbing his back, he feels best. These are private moments, just for the two of you, of course.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Oh, once he knows he loves you, he'll be going all out on dates and anniversaries. Not every anniversary, but your yearly ones, certainly. Sentimental gifts and things of the like, things that remind him of you, all given to you on anniversaries and dates. Everyday tasks, he makes sure to get them all done - you likely split the chores pretty evenly depending on what you both do, and he makes sure that all his chores get done efficiently. His favourite dates are ones where he cooks for you, and you just get to talk, at home - he swears, he could hear you talk forever.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
John's absolutely a workaholic, he can get himself so distracted by accident. Especially if you're in the military together, he'll be holed up in his office for hours and hours at a time unless you get him out of there. He just feels pretty unsatisfied if he's got a whole lot of work to do, and he hasn't finished it all yet.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Definitely the sort to refer to his own face as ugly, but he doesn't really have any opinions on his face to be entirely honest. It just doesn't mean much to him. He's meticulous with his facial hair, though, it's very important to his aesthetic. No matter what's going on, he'll try and keep himself properly shaved, rarely letting it get too scruffy unless things are really wrong.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Before your relationship, he probably wouldn't think he was missing anything, but now he knows what he's missing, he'd say certainly. You balance him out in the best ways possible, and he can't express how much you mean to him verbally, no matter how much he tries. He'll show it the best he can, though, through the way his eyes soften when they look at you, or the way he hugs you like he wants to forget which limbs are his and which are yours. You complete him, in the best way possible.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He's a dog guy, for sure. John actually kind of likes some of the smaller ones, like the terriers, but he also likes Great Danes. He'd absolutely love to own a dog with you, later on in life, if you agree. He doesn't mind cats, but he'll definitely be like that dad that's like "I don't want a cat" and then cuddle with them for ages when you get them.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Immaturity, 100%. He hates people not taking things seriously when they should be, or aren't doing their job correctly just for a joke. He can take a joke, certainly, he's made plenty himself, he just knows there's sometimes a time and place for these things.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
It doesn't take Price much to fall asleep, he's used to conking out pretty fast in pretty rough places, so it comes easy to him. Total deep sleeper, once he's out, he's out. Snores, though it isn't totally horrible, it's definitely there. Sleeps on his back, or sometimes on his stomach, and radiates warmth the whole time, he's just a really warm person. He does have nightmares, sometimes, so be warned about them - they make him sweat, warmer than usual, suffer from chills, and he tends to smoke to calm himself down after he's done. Quietly mumbling things, or shifting about slightly. They're a mostly quiet affair, but they don't get any easier.
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itsohh · 1 year
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Hey! Would you be up for doing a SWF alphabet for Nøkk?
eh its yah girl, anyway the only uh swf things in my inbox rn is Nøkk
Nøkk SFW Alphabet
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
She's pretty casual when it comes to affection. She'll hang an arm around you casually in public. Sometimes will prop her legs up in your lap. In private she's more of the same but if she's maskless she likes to hurry her face into your shoulder. Likes to give you little head massages and him in your company.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?) 
Friendship with Nøkk starts off pretty simple, being squadmates. While sometimes she can be a little intense with her veil, she's pretty good at keeping a somewhat light mood. Never one to be caught off guard just passing jokes back and forwards develops said friendship. Eventually, when you get super close you discover her identity which is a breath of fresh air for her. To be able to relax around you is something Nøkk treasures. 
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Nøkk is a big spoon. This woman loves to wrap her arms around you and hold you close. Loves to bury her face into your back or neck. Yet she's not opposed to slipping into your lap if you're relaxing somewhere. If out in public it's more of a messy lazy cuddy but in private it's that much tighter. Sometimes she gets a little afraid to let you go. 
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?
Nøkk has her secret domestic side. One day she plans to fully retire and settle down. But for now, it's something restricted to off-duty. Nøkk is fantastic at cleaning and knows how to get every little spot. Mainly because she's used to erasing any sign of her presence. She's an okay cook. Her cooking is good. Nothing amazing. Just good. Her baking though? Fantastic baker, anything she makes is just too tier. Makes a mean brownie. 
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Mask on. Very serious and quick to the point. She doesn't stick around very much and pretty much runs away. Will send in someone like Sam to do damage control. 
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Nøkk is very hesitant to get married, especially officially. She doesn't want to put you in the limelight by association. It would take a lot to convince her and still you would probably have to have a secret wedding. Mostly likely if you do get married the pair of you are going to go elope in secret and have the files hidden. Aside from marriage, she's very committed and very happy to commit. 
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Nøkk no matter the action, has a level of grace behind it. Physically even if the action is rather violent it's gentle at the same time. Emotionally she tends to think things through and plan a lot of stuff. Keeps a lot of mental notes. Ultimately she knows how to talk sweetly and calmly. She can express herself rather well if she actually does it. 
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Doesn't like to be snuck up on, if your going to hug her (which is fine) just make it obvious. She's into her big over the top hugs. 
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?) 
Nøkk flirts a lot and takes control but confessing her love is another thing. It's pretty scary for her due to the complications that come with being with someone who is in identity protection. It takes her a decent amount of time until the feeling is overwhelming and she can’t take it any longer. Tells you when she has to. 
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?) 
Sometimes it can be frustrating for her in public. She knows sometimes she can’t show that she's with you and hates that. Not one to get possessive though. 
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?) 
A lot of the time she can't kiss you. Often when she does its late at night she likes to kiss in between your shoulder blades. She likes it when you press a kiss against her hand. Perhaps when she's resting it on your face. Or perhaps you pull her hand up to your lips. 
L = Little ones (How are they around children?) 
She's okay around children for a small amount of time. Nøkk can charm kids but if they're afraid of her mask it's a no-go. There's not much she can really do about it. In public, she doesn't like it when kids are too loud near her. They draw attention which is fine when they're on the other side of the room. 
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
You're going to wake up locked in her grip. She could be asleep or awake but you're not getting out until she lets you. If you’re on base she will shower with you then get ready for work. If you’re off base, she might slip out of bed and cook you breakfast in bed. 
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
She's an early-to-bed early-to-rise person. This means there isn't much that the pair of you do at night after dinner. Perhaps just reading a book or doing your own thing in bed together. 
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
At first, she's got a good barrier up but slowly you will get to know her as a person. When she trusts you completely she will reveal her face and tell you her identity. It's a big thing that happens all at once. 
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?) 
Does not get angry. You don't think you have ever seen her actually angry. Has a very tight control of her emotions. 
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Has amazing memory. Memorizes so much. She remembers all the small things and what was said. Plays dumb sometimes though. Might pretend to forget as a tease. 
R = Remember (What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
It was midday and she had been alone in the gym. She had a hoodie on and was on the treadmill. Headphones in but still aware of anyone coming in. In the corner of her eye, she spotted a movement. Someone entering the gym. Her first reaction is to cover up her face, closing the hoodie. 
Yet a moment later she realizes it's you and calms down a bit. You run right up to her, completely out of breath. It looked like you had run a marathon. She turned off the treadmill and stepped off. The hoodie was loosened but a shadow was still cast over her face. Before she could speak you doubled over, hands on your knees panting. You held up your finger for a moment while you caught your breath. 
Patiently Nøkk waited until you collected yourself. Your hands went to her face and smashed your lips against her to her surprise. Passionate and messy but only lasting for a second. "I'm so in love with you." You manage to get out before you turn on your heel and quite literally sprint away. "That's all bye." Your voice hanging over your shoulder. 
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Nøkk tries to protect you a lot from her other life. She knows you’re rather capable and normally is just there to have your back as a team. But her personal and public life is something that she wants to protect you from to a fault. Does not want to introduce you to her dad. 
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
She doesn't need to try, she does them effortlessly. With her amazing memory, she can normally figure out exactly what you want or need. Picks up on subtle things and knows exactly how to make every occasion perfect. The same goes for everyday life. 
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Isn't the best when she has a serious problem. Often she will stay silent and tries to resolve it by herself. It can be annoying when she could just come to you about it. Normally she's so good at communicating. 
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?) 
Funny enough she cares a lot about her appearance even if no one can see it. Certainly, the one to wear lingerie even when you're not around. Likes to be practical though. Can't kick ass unless you look cool. Doesn’t matter if no one else can see it, she knows and that's what matters.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?) 
Sometimes when she goes a decent of time away from you she does feel like a piece of her is missing. She can't relax properly and it feels like she's always got a mask up. She misses being able to just be herself completely without you. 
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.) 
Her favourite game to pass the time is charades. She's super good at it and loves to act out the prompts. 
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?) 
Nøkk would never be with someone who doesn't respect boundaries. She understands people asking about the mask but it can get pretty annoying after a while and she won't want to be around someone who keeps trying to get her to take it off or even worse try to remove it themselves. (Good luck with that)
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Early-to-bed, early-to-rise when working. Yet when she's at home she loves to sleep in. Cuddle monster. She's not a fan of white noise. Prefers to sleep in silence. If its really hot then she prefers air con to a fan.
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yanderecrazysie · 9 months
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request:
yandere alphabet for shirabu
So many Shirabu requests! I think this is the last one, but I'm so glad I got to write for him!
Shirabu Kenjirou (Haikyuu) -The Yandere Alphabet
👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️ 👨‍⚕️
Warnings: yandere themes, murder, accidental injury
A is for Affection: How do they show their affection for their darling? How often do they show it?
💖Shirabu is not good at expressing his affection. He wants to be, but he’s just not.
💖He likes to play with your hair and stroke the top of your head a lot, but that’s pretty much the extent of it.
💖He’s inadvertently tsundere a lot of the time, so that probably adds to the issue of affection.
B is for Blood: How messy are they willing to get for their darling? Why?
🔪Shirabu prefers to use other methods, such as blackmail and threats. But he will stoop to murder if necessary.
🔪It would be a quick, efficient kill with very little mess and very well-covered tracks.
🔪He would get away with murder. He’s smart enough to and very careful at covering his tracks.
C is for Care or Cruelty: How would they treat their darling when they kidnap them? Would they mock them?
💔He’s mainly kind, in a way. Kind of tsundere about it somehow.
💔But a little mocking. More like teasing, but sometimes he goes too far. He’ll feel bad if you start to cry or something.
D is for Delusion: How delusional are they when it comes to their darling? Do they believe their darling loves them?
💭He’s not delusional at all. He’s extremely aware of everything and remains that way.
💭He’s often disgusted by his own actions, but he finds them necessary and worth it in the end.
E is for Expose: How much of their heart do they bear to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling? How much time will it take to trust them?
💧He builds up pretty tall walls for everyone, including you. It’ll be hard to break them down, but you’re the most capable of doing so.
💧He doesn’t want to share any of his heart with anyone, because it makes him feel weak and powerless.
💧He may never trust you, depending on how you behave, but there is a possibility. He’s still very careful, even when trusting you.
F is for Fight: How would they react if their darling fought back?
👊He would be surprised at first, because he expected tears, not punches.
👊I think he’d get super pissed after the shock wears off though and skip immediately to punishment time.
G is for Guilt: What would it take for them to feel guilty about their actions? Or do they feel guilty from the start?
😔Like I said, Shirabu sees all of his actions as worth it in the end, so he doesn’t really feel guilt. 
😔The only time he feels guilt is when he acts impulsively and hurts you (emotionally or physically), because he knows he messed up and did something stupid for no reason.
H is for Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
🔥Making Shirabu angry is not pretty, to be honest. He rages pretty badly and loses his temper easily.
🔥He might accidentally grab you hard enough to leave bruises or say things that make you cry. He’ll apologize eventually, but only when he cools down.
I is for Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
👩‍❤️‍👨Shirabu doesn’t entirely care about things like getting married or having kids, his end goal is simply being with you. 
👩‍❤️‍👨If he had to choose more than that, he’d at least get married. He doesn’t particularly love children, but if you wanted them, he’d be fine with one or two.
J is for Jealousy: How easily do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
💢He’s a “happy” medium. He doesn’t get jealous too easily but it does upset him. 
💢He 100% lashes out, and he may say something he doesn’t mean.
K is for Kidnap: How would they go about kidnapping their darling? How much do they plan it out?
🔒He prefers to have a happy relationship simply because it’s simpler, but he will resort to kidnapping if he thinks it’s necessary.
🔒If he does, it’s planned to a T. Mistakes just simply won’t happen with how prepared he is. No chance of escape at all.
L is for Love Letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
💌He’s a tsundere and a bit shy when it comes to love, so he’d probably be very bad at it. That’s why he may resort to threats, blackmail, or kidnapping to force a relationship.
💌He finds most “romantic gestures” too sappy, so he’s probably not going to win your heart through traditional ways at all. Probably just a blunt “go out with me?”
M is for Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they acted before?
🎭He can get kind of blushy and shy/embarrassed around you, in a way he’s not with any other girl. His teammates would definitely notice this change if you come around, even if it’s not obvious to others.
🎭He also shows off more, especially in volleyball. He usually doesn’t care if he’s noticed while setting, but if you’re there? You sure as hell better notice him.
N is for Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
🚓Isolation is a go-to for sure, but so is screaming in your face about how stupid and ungrateful you are. You’ll probably be in tears by the time he’s done with you.
🚓If he’s especially pissed, he may physically lash out at the time, but he will seriously regret that later.
O is for Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling? What rights can be earned with time and trust?
📜Shirabu is somewhat controlling, but only to make sure you can’t run away from him. He’s a lot more lax with rules when he has a way to make sure you can’t escape.
📜He’s very strict with his existing rules, however, and can kind of flip out when some are broken.
P is for Patience: How patient are they with their darling?
🕊️Not very much at all. At first, while you’re settling in, he forces himself to be calm and gentle with you, but after a while he’ll lose that initial patience.
Q is for Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
🏃‍♀️Shirabu would be a shell of his former self, to be honest. He’d go on living, if you can call it that, but he’d miss you every day and never truly move on.
🏃‍♀️If you escape, he’ll be both terrified and furious. Terrified that you’ll turn him in and all his careful planning will go to waste, and furious that you dared to leave him.
R is for Rage: How do they act when angry? How do they calm down?
👿He yells. A lot. He can get pretty insulting with his words to the point of breaking you down to tears.
👿He isn’t usually physically violent, but he can lash out when extremely angry and can accidentally grip you too hard.
S is for Soulmate: What made them fall in love with their darling? How did they first meet? When did they realize they loved their darling?
💍Shirabu probably met you during either school or work. It’s during those settings, where he’s serious and concentrating, that he truly notices when something is distracting him. 
💍He goes into denial for quite a while, not over how he feels but over how deeply he feels it. He tries to bury these feelings deep down but they keep resurfacing until he can’t ignore them any longer.
💍When he accepts those feelings, he immediately starts pursuing you, which might be confusing. He goes from “I don’t care about you” to “okay maybe I really, really like you” in a snap.
T is for Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
😭If he’s angry, he’ll feel like you deserve it. If he’s not, he’ll feel like garbage and apologize.
😭He does feel sympathy for you, but he’s more of a logical person instead of an emotional one. Tears won’t sway him.
U is for Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
👌Shirabu is both logical and hot-headed, which is kind of interesting. It’s easy for him to snap when it comes to anger, but otherwise he’s very stoic.
V is for Visit: Would they allow anyone else to visit their darling? Do they trust their darling to talk to their loved ones (in person, on the phone, etc.) or not at all?
🧳No. Shirabu is nothing if not careful, he’s secretly terrified someone will turn him in for kidnapping.
W is for Weakness: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?
❌ Shirabu is pretty well-balanced and very intelligent, so it’ll be difficult to exploit a weakness.
❌ However, if you make him angry, it can sometimes put him off his game and make him careless. Unfortunately, you’ve got an angry Shirabu to deal with in that situation.
X is for Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?
🛐 He’s not a worshiper. He loves you, yes, but he doesn’t worship you. He’s not that kind of guy.
🛐 He will do his best to win your heart, but he’s awkward and tsundere-y about it.
Y is for Yearning: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
😍 Quite a while! He tries to deny his feelings and how deep they go for a very long time.
😍 He also takes a very long time to plan everything he does out, so after he snaps, you’ll still have time.
Z is for Zero Tolerance: What is the thing that always makes them snap? What things will they not allow their darling to do under any circumstances?
0️⃣ Personally, I think out of all the many things that makes him snap, saying “I hate you” is the quickest way to both piss him off and break his heart.
0️⃣ He’s trying not to cry through his anger, reminding himself that you don’t mean it- you’re just scared!
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forever-yours-simdate · 8 months
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ooo, can I ask!! for a sfw alphabet... for cupid?? is that allowed ┴┬┴|・ω・)
Asks for Cupid are allowed! Same goes for the rest of the side characters ;>
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Fairly affectionate! More affectionate than average I'd say. Mostly because he's generally pretty amicable.
Very causal, hugs as greetings, does little things and gets gifts for people he likes when the occasion strikes. They're not grandiose, but they're genuine.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
A really good friend. He's a joy to be with, and takes good care of the people around him, even if they're strangers. Great at giving advice, and is there if you ever need him, and isn't judgemental at all. Even when he's serious he balances it out with his laid back nature, and is never stern in a scary way.
Honestly you could befriend him in any number of ways, but most likely through having mutual friends, or meeting him at a party.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Will never say no to cuddles, unless they're from total strangers (and it's not easy to be strangers with him). Mostly cuddles by just being molded into a shape by the people cuddling him. Likes being sandwiched between people, or just having his arm around someone's shoulders. If it's a one-on-one cuddle with a s/o, he likes leaning on and wrapping himself around them, feeling their shape and warmth.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Does want to! Honestly, ideally, if not with a partner, he's definitely the type to settle down in a house shared with friends.
Good at cooking, gets lazy with daily cleaning unless it's his kitchen. Even if everything's put away and orderly, when he eventually gets to it, he lets dust collect on his shelves and crumbs collect on the ground. It's a good thing he really only stays at home to sleep or study, so his house doesn't get too messy. Is better about cleaning immediately before and after throwing a party at his place.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Has had to break up with past partners, and usually is really nice and polite, well-communicative about it, and usually always wants to still be friends. It's usually mutual, anyways, but if his partner at the time is upset, he takes it seriously and respects that, even if it's unfortunate to him that he may be losing a friend.
If it's someone special... he wouldn't even dream of it!
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Wants to eventually get married, it's a dream for him!
Honestly he feels so rarely strongly enough about anyone, that he'd probably want to get married fairly quickly if someone is the one to him.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Doesn't really treat people as if they're fragile, but that doesn't mean he's insensitive. Can be a bit rougher, physically, when he's hyped up and excited, but generally is pretty languid.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Like hugs! Would give and accept hugs from anyone, even strangers. How they are depends on the person or occasion, but they're brief with a quick squeeze or pat.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Says it pretty casually, and even uses the word "love" as a nickname. Says it slower, with purpose, when he means it though.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Isn't really a jealous person, far too laid-back. If he does... he usually tries to "join in" on whatever time is being spent between his s/o and the person he's jealous of. Stays amicable, of course, but sort of... micromanages.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Really likes to hold his s/o's face when he kisses them, or just hugging or cuddling them, holding their hands, etc. Likes kisses on the mouth the most, they feel very romantic, but likes to be kissed and kiss anywhere and everywhere really. Loves all sort of kisses, loves them all.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Pretty good. Usually gets put on child-caretaking duty during family gatherings, mostly because he actually engages with them. Doesn't like, baby talk kids. Kinda just is vibing with them but pays attention to them.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He's usually out until daybreak, so usually the morning is spent him eating breakfast and getting ready for a nap before class or going out again.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Down for Activities. Want to watch a movie? Sure! Want to go hang out with friends? Let's go! Want to go out n party? Hell yeah! Board game night? The more the merrier. As long as you're spending time with someone he's down for anything.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Doesn't really open up. Moreso because he doesn't really have anything to open up about?
The few things he feels complicated about, he keeps to himself because he can figure it out himself, and also doesn't really believe anyone can understand/empathize with his specific brand of problems.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Very, very patient. Most things don't annoy or anger him! That doesn't mean he doesn't get angry, but rather most of the time he reacts otherwise (incredulous, disappointed, frustrated) than angry. Is good about managing it, but there's only so much someone can take.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Generally remembers most details about people (but gets silly mix ups, or needs to be reminded/double check), but when it comes to his s/o he's especially dedicated to learning as much as he can, and it cements itself into his brain. Even stuff he's surprised he notices.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
Probably some type of exchange of rings, whether they're engagement rings, wedding rings, or promise rings, or just an exchanging of matching accessories that kind of solidify the idea that the relationship is forever, meant to be, he'll be ecstatic, to a point that's kind of unusual to see for such a laid back person.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Again, laid back. Tries to protect others by diffusing tension, or talking it out. He's good at pacifying people, and an even better mediator. Prefers not to get into fights, if at all possible, but can if necessary even if he doesn't like it. Thinks the whole "taking a bullet" thing is romantic.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Puts a ton of effort, kinda can get carried away and makes them grandiose and romantic, straight out of a movie. Tones it down over time but the overly romantic, tender atmosphere is still present. The type to make celebrations for every little thing.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Very much keeps himself busy to distract himself, and very much avoids being alone like that plague. Even if he just has to sit in a public place, he vastly prefers the companionship of strangers over being alone. Also the frequency he goes out drinking... pray for his liver.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
While he's not self-obsessed like Max, he puts a lot of effort into his appearance and aesthetics. While he's the type that looks good even if he looks like a mess, he'll usually go into a bathroom to tidy himself up every so often throughout the day/night. Likes looking hot, and is proud of it.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
While he was content being partner-less for life, if he ever meets his soulmate, he'll never want to let go.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Most of his tattoos and piercings were done by his friends. The only piercing he got done professionally is the one on his right nipple, because it's simply too risky to get that done at a hangout while buzzed.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Uhmmm doesn't work well with people who are very, very inflexible, grouchy and severe. It's mostly just awkward for him, who's default is to joke around and chill. He'll adjust accordingly, but it wouldn't be very fun to be with them.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Takes naps frequently throughout the day. Sometimes falls asleep when he's with his friends and hanging out at one of their houses. Honestly sleeps at his friend's houses more frequently than his own.
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lunatic-pudge · 4 months
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Demoman SFW Alphabet
Drunk, one-eyed bomber makes my heart go awooga. And then I see Sniper and go OH MAMA!
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A: Affection (How do they show affection? And how affectionate are they?)
Demo is definitely one of the most affectionate of all nine mercs. platonically and romantically. It's his way of showing that he loves his friends, lovers, family, ect. He's a big ol's goofball and I do be loving him
B: Best Friend (What would they be like a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Top tier best friend. You see how his friendship is with Soldier. Loves going out on vacations and to events with friends. I feel like he'd have a small gambling addiction so stay away from casinos. He is decent with giving advice, but you should wait for him to sober up or be sober cause you know he ain't giving good advice when drunk
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He's like Sniper where he'll just lay on top of you, except unlike Sniper, Demo doesn't care if people around. He's absolutely a PDA man. Got no shame whatsoever. He'd probably beg you to love all over him when drunk. Needs lovins cause he got some self-image and confidence issues. Plz love him
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking & cleaning?)
Would love to settle down and have a family. Can't cook for shit, and his cleaning skills are meh. But he'd gladly be your house husband if you ask. Though, his alcoholism will be a big problem though. He would need to cut back, definitely can't quite cold turkey cause that would kill him. So it's somrthing that would need to be worked on to bring it down to a semi-reasonable level
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He wouldn't take a break up well. He's just a little bit mellow dramatic. He's a very attached and clingy lover so break up take quite a mental blow on him. He'd be like Scout with a tub of ice cream and the drama shows. It'll take a few months or a year for him to get over the relationship, then he's back to his normal self
F: Fiancé(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Just say when bbygirl and he'll have a ring ready. I feel like it wouldn't take him long for him to wanna get married. He's just patient and will wait for you to be ready. He'll let you get the ring of your dream, no matter how expensive it is.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Gentle when sober. Doesn't like to be too rough with his partner, he'll feel bad if he hurts them. When drunk, he's a little more reckless physically, emotionally, he's just drunk and confused. Has absolutely no idea what's going on. When drunk, he's more bold with wanting attention and lovins. If you tell him he was a little too rough with you, he'll apologize and make up for it
H: Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
HUGS ALL AROUND FOR EVERYONE. If you or anyone else is in arms length of Demo, they're getting a hug. He's got that warm, slightly bone crushing hugs that just radiate love. Will pick you up and swing you around. Blabbering about how much he loves ya
I: I Love You (How fast do they say the L-Word?)
Takes a few months and happens when he's blackout drunk. He never intended for it to come out so soon and when he was so intoxicated. He won't remeber it until you bring it up when he's sober. Poor baby will be so embarassed but will tell you how much you mean to him
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Very jealous very easily. He doesn't mean to be so jealous. He just worries he's not good enough. Will follow you like a lost puppy. Holding onto you asking for reassurance that you love him and only him
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Another messy kisser, especially when drunk. It just kinda happens. Likes to try and be a gentlman by bringing your knuckles up to his lips and kissing them. You can kiss this man anywhere and everywhere and he'd be so happy. If you kiss his eyepatch he might end up crying though
L: Little Ones (How are they around kids?)
Loves kids. Wants to have some of his own someday. He's a great big brother sort of figure but would probably end up teaching the kids some basic chemistry and how to make a bomb. He's also someone who will spoil kids rotten. Toys, treats, and much more. He's someone who gives out king sized candy bars on Halloween if he remembers to buy some
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Every morning starts with a confused and disoriented Demo. Has no idea what time, year, or day it is and where he's at. Is probably confused as to why someone's in his bed with him. If there was a whole ass breakfast buffet, he'd eat it all without a thought processing in his head. Very hungry baby in the mornings. You're definitely the one who wakes up first. He's someone who won't wake up til 5pm
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Likes to stay up late, doing God knows what, probably drinking and being clingy. Has a comfy ass king sized bed with some of the nicest blankets and pillows you could ever dream of. May or may not be a stuffed animal or two lost in his bed. Also never makes his bed, sees no need to. If you don't take him to bed, he'll pass out in some random spot
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait awhile to reveal things slowly?)
Is naturally an open person. Will tell stories about trying to blow up the Luch Ness Monster, leaves out the part where he accidentally killed his dad. Mourns over how he lost his eye. Lots of stories from this man.
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Is surprisingly a patient man. Rarely is he ever impatient. Reacts differently when certain people anger him. Can be easily calmed down though so there's not much to worry about
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every detail in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Unfortunately, due to the constant alcohol consumption, his memory is shot. Can only remember so much before he starts to blank or mix things up. So please don't be mad at him, he's trying
R: Remember (What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
Demo's favorite memory of you two is when you both went out to the beach for a little get away from everything. Hanging out by the ocean, enjoying the calming ambiance that surrounded you both. He sat behind you, arms wrapped tightly around you as if you'd float away if he were to let go. One of you two would occasionally break the silence with words of affrimation or little observations. Demo would also occasionally leave little kisses on your cheek, neck, and shoulders. Snuggling up to you, trying to be even more closer if physically possible. Just a nice moment between you both he likes to think about when times get rough
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very protective. Would blow someone up if it meant protecting you. He's essentially a gaurd dog for you. And if he finds you protecting him. OH BOY. That would turn this from an SFW alphebet, to an NSFW one
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, and everyday tasks?)
He's trying as much as his liquidfy brain can let him. He usually will have you come up with the main ideas for a date and he'll work on the finer details. Might even break out the suit he has stored away for you, and boy oh boy, does he look good in a suit
U: Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
We all know what his bad habit is. It's the alcoholism. But he also struggles with his self-esteem. That's what happens when you have a mom who never has anything good to say about you. He thinks nothing he does is ever good enough, no matter how much he tries. He kinda scared to talk to a therapist about it though
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
This is tough to say. With Demo, he cares about his appearance when his self-esteem allows it. Like, he does put time and effort in his looks, but that's when things are going good? If it makes sense. We've all seen how disheveled he was when he lost his job. So it's really just depends on his mental state
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Ablsolutely devastated.  You're his world and his happiness. He doesn't like it when you go on missions and such without him. He'd be even more of a mess if you were to break up with him. So when you go on a mission, you'll have to make some allotted time at night to call him where he's a sobbing mess, talking about how much he misses you. Please tell him that it'll be okay and you'll be back soon. He's a sad puppy when you're not around
X: Xtra (A random headcanon for them)
Demo would've been one of the smartest mercs if he wasn't an alcoholic. Maybe not Engie smart, but pretty darn close. Knows all there is to know about organic and inorganic chemistry. Has learned that from his parents when he was just a young lad. Was at the top of all his classes when he was in school. But everything staered to fall apart the more he drank. He regrets letting it get this bad but he doesn't have the strength to break the cycle
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Now, with Demo, there isn't much to say. He's usually content with most stuff but he definitely wants someone who keeps up with their hygiene. He can't stand when people are filthy and disgusting. That's one is his biggest icks
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
He's got an erratic sleep schedule. He sleeps when the scrumpy decides it's bedtime. You usually have to pull him to bed so he isn't sleeping on the ground, or squished between the fridge and stove. How did he get there? I dunno. Drunk people do weird things
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Who should I do next? I duuno. You tell me.
And man, I really love Demoman, I do. It's just hard cause he's an alcoholic and I grew up with a Father who is so damn close to be an alcoholic. So it makes it hard to truly love Demo cause I get reminded of the shit me, my Mother, and siblings have had to deal with. :(
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👪 nell
👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?
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Hooooo Boy
I"m going to use Nell's regular canon - though know that this is different depending on the AU (with the Hat Mom Nell AU being the largest deviation)
I'm putting this below a cut because it needs to be below a cut
Here we gooo
Nell's family is broken, messy, and pretty shit
content warning for some pretty mean dysfunctional family stuff including gaslighting and emotional neglect - be wary
Nell has 5 siblings and both parents. I'm gonna go from youngest to oldest - lets gooo
Joseph - mid thirties - youngest and baby of the family. treated as such as has had multiple serious issues growing up. Has 0 contact with Nell as she left the family and went basically no contact while he was still in elementary school. Now is in his second try at college. Not a terrible guy but absolutely a cry baby. All of his ex girlfriends were "crazy" according to him which is a red flag if ever there was one
Nicholas - early 40s - Actively dislikes his older sibling for leaving everyone behind. The two of them never had a deep or pleasant relationship but he acts like they did in a blatant attempt as gaslighting to make Nell feel bad. Refused to go to college or get any vocational education. Libertarian
Willemina (Millie) - deceased - Died a few years after Nell moved out. Was the only sibling Nell was still in contact with after moving away and her funeral was absolute torture to slog through. Had been working towards a doctorate in Journalism when she died
Giuseppe - mid 50s - Military vet. Used to hate Nell for cutting off contact but after his own time in therapy realized that was perhaps for the best (and ended up going low contact). Currently works in audio production for an independent music label. extremely awkward around Nell and has seemingly decided that attempting contact isn't worth it
Lindsay - mid 50s - Golden child who the world revolved around when Nell was young and who Nell grew to resent. Lindsay lived in her own little world most of the time, got a doctorate in biotechnology and moved out of state. Despite claiming to "still love" Nell she actively antagonizes them and is persistently passive aggressive. The only sibling that misgenders them on purpose
Maria - Mother - Deceased - A woman who spent most of her life never stopping to take a break. Constantly made and broke promises to her kids and then gaslighting them to make them feel bad for her rather than call out her blatant lying. Her husband never bothered to care either. Spent her last few years suffering from a heart condition and never asked about Nell. Nell returned for her funeral after getting a call from Lindsay, and had just an awful time being hounded by both immediate and extended family that they decided to straight up not go back for any one elses funeral
Raymond - Father - Deceased - If you wanna know who mucked up Nell's emotional intelligence, here he is! A man who was raised by a single military father that treated his entire life like he lived on a base. Raymond was overly attached to that lifestyle, and treated all of his "life goals" as deliberate obligations that had to happen. He "had" to get married, have kids and love them. It was something he HAD to do, not want to. A conversation that Nell had with him when she was a tween was the beginning of the end . He was emotionally neglectful to all of his kids and his wife, and died of heart failure similar to his wife a few years after her
They're a mess and Nell has complicated feelings about them - most of them very negative :T
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