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@gay-nonderogatory just posted their first Damangela fic and I honestly think it’s one of my favorites. It’s so funny and cute and I feel like she got their personalities and voices down well. I love it!
(Ps if you see this post I know you said you wanted fic ideas and I just submitted a few of my Damangela fic ideas here the other day if you want to use them)
I have been elated seeing so many people making fics! They’re all so CUTE!! every one I’ve read I’ve LOVED! 
@gay-nonderogatory is such a good writer! it’s so cool being in a fandom and actually talking with people in it!! they are super nice! I’ve always just been a outsider looking in, this is the first time I've actually been IN one! and I’m LOVING IT!
(I think it might be cool to start posting y’alls fic ideas with a tag? I’ll start using “fic ideas” so you could find them easier)
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Vernon crushing on you !! // scenario
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a bullet-point scenario featuring the legendary meme, Vernon/Chwe Hansol !!
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- Hansol yall
- this guy is a literal dork but he doesn’t always show it
- on stage he’s kinda cautious and uptight
- but he’s suuuper funny and genuine off stage
- and I guess he’s kinda like this when it comes to his crushes
- he’ll be super serious at first
- but once his crush breaks the ice for good
- she better get ready for a shit ton of moments with
- not just vernon
- but with our legendary memesol too ;)
- ENOUGH OF THE INTRO NONSENSE, ON WITH THE SCENARIO !!
- you’ve been an intern at pledis for a couple of months now
- and during those months you found this one svt member that you really really really click with:
- PPU PPU BOO SEUNGKWAN
- you love his sass and he loves how you react to it
- the conversations you guys have are just so interesting too, and they’re nEVER quiet
- he’s practically screaming and making a fool out of himself whenever he’s with you because he loves hearing you laugh
- Seungkwan is so full of energy whenever he’s around you like
- he’d be practicing a extremely difficult dance in the practice room with the rest of svt and feel like he’d rather die than get the moves right
- but then you’d walk in and Seungkwan would spring from the dead like
- “HEY GUYS GET UP WHY ARE WE SO TIRED LET’S JUST DANCE THIS BS BECAUSE WE CAN C’MON NOW!1!!1!!!!” IJE WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKEE UP
- and the rest of svt would groan and want to slap the shit out of him for interrupting their much-needed break
- anyways, knowing how much !positivity! and !motivation! you guys bring into each other’s days, the two of you choose to hang out often
- and a lot of his fellow group members would think it’s because Seungkwan is crushing on you
- but it’s not that
- it’s just one of those super duper close bff connections ykno
- your amazing friendship with Seungkwan is probably one of the best things you’re getting out of the internship
- ONE of them, just wait ;)
- and although you know that the other svt members find Seungkwan’s attitude is 5x more annoying when he’s with you
- you didn’t know your friendship was really starting to bother a particular member:
- “Hansolieeeee~” Seungkwan comes barging into the practice room to see Vernon sitting by himself on the floor, back leaning against the wall mirror
- “mm?” Vernon hums but doesn’t look up from his phone. He knows the loud voice can only be Seungkwan’s
- “wanna go get some bubble tea? Like right now?” Seungkwan grins widely, but his positive gesture is met with a dull response
- “I don’t know,” Vernon’s eyes are still glued to his phone
- “come on,” Seungkwan pulls on one of Vernon’s arms. “It’ll be fun because-”
- “y/n will be there, I know,” Vernon huffs
- “you never hang out with us,” Seungkwan pouts. “Why can’t you just give today a chance?”
- “you go have fun with your little crush. I’ll be here,” Vernon says coldly
- “HANSOL, FOR THE LAST TIME, I DON’T LIKE HER LIKE THAT,” Seungkwan gets defensive
- “and you’re my best friend. I can’t just leave you here like this...” he looks down in guilt
- “well then go have fun with your new best friend then,” Vernon says as his eyes avoid Seungkwan
- (now a lot of us would expect Boo to get offended by this statement and sass the living shit out of Vernon)
- (but nah)
- (in fAct)
- Seungkwan snickers. “Is my best friend... jealous?”
- “I’m not, I just...” Vernon struggles to make up an excuse
- “HAH YOU’RE SO CUTE, JEALOUS OF SOME GIRL HUH...?” Seungkwan collapses and rolls on the floor, dying of laughter
- Vernon doesn’t respond and keeps busy on his phone
- “okay okay, I’m sorry,” Seungkwan collects himself again. “But for real, I can’t replace someone like you. Ever. You’ll always be my best friend, and no other person can say otherwise.” VERKWAN FEELS YO
- “just please, I’d love to hang out with the two of you guys. I think you’ll get along well... I mean there’s gotta be a reason why I’m so close to both you,” Seungkwan justifies
- Vernon contemplates for a long moment
- “... okay,” he says hesitantly
- “AYYAYAY OMG OKAY LET’S GO LIKE RIGHT NOW BC Y/N IS WAITING OUTSIDE THE BUILDING AND I DON’T WANT TO MAKE HER WAIT SO LONG,” Seungkwan screeches says excitedly as he pulls Vernon off of the floor and onto his feet
- Vernon smiles as he gets dragged out of the building
- and upon arriving at the building’s entrance, he sees you casually waiting on your phone
- while keeping quiet, Seungkwan pushes Vernon closer to you, making you look up
- “uh hello, I’m Vernon,” Vernon smiles plainly at you
- “oh come on,” Seungkwan lightly punches Vernon. “She knows you and you know him. Don’t act awkward like that.”
- “call him Hansol if you want,” Seungkwan looks to you and pats his original bestie. “He’s usually not like this, so please forgive him, y/n.”
- “ah okay,” you smile. “Nice to finally hang out with you today! Seungkwan has told me a lot about you.”
- “same here,” Vernon replies and his smile grows a little. He points to Seungkwan “This guy just doesn’t know how to shut up when he’s talking about you sometimes,” he says as he nudges Boo in the gut
- you laugh. “I think he just needs to learn how to control himself in general,” you respond
- “ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, let’s not gang up against me so soon,” Seungkwan comes in between you and Vernon to link arms with the both of you. All three of you start heading over to the bubble tea cafe
- and during your trio date
- it’s pretty awkward at first
- but then you bring up something dumb or embarrassing that Seungkwan has done before
- and Vernon would be like
- “oh my god I thought I was the only one who saw him do that before.”
- “yeah I know, I can’t believe he actually sneaks his plush toys to the company building everyday. I always catch him talking to them when he’s alone. It’s hilarious.”
- “I know, right?” Vernon would laugh. “You know there was this one time he-”
- “OKAY THAT’S ENOUGH,” Seungkwan would have to shut up the both of you before he can be insulted any further
- and for the rest of the time at the cafe, you and Vernon are just snickering at each other every time Seungkwan tries to change the subject from something he can’t/doesn’t want to talk about lmao
- overall the bubble tea date turns out to be a great time
- while Seungkwan goes to use the restroom, Vernon leans over to your side of the table and asks
- “hey, if you ever need some more Seungkwan blackmail, I gotchu.”
- you shake your head and laugh. “I could definitely use some of those.”
- “yeah, if you give me your number, I can send you a few right now if you want,” Vernon smiles and holds out a hand, which you place your phone in
- as he’s entering his contact info into your phone, you spot Seungkwan returning from the restroom
- “hurry hurry,” you lean over to Vernon. “He’s cominG.”
- “okay, aaaaand done,” he smiles as he finishes up filling out his profile
- he quickly slides your phone back to you before Seungkwan can spot the suspicious activity
- on the way back to the company building, you and Vernon are separated by Seungkwan once again
- but as Boo chats away, you send your new friend a text
- you: “now would be a great time to send some blackmail, don’t you think?”
- upon receiving the text, Vernon looks to you, then to Seungkwan, then back to you
- a huge smile flashes across his face and he begins typing away at the keyboard
- Vernon: “you right” “hold up”
- Vernon: <img231>
- OH MY GOD this is g o l d, you think to yourself as you try to hold back the laughter
- you: “YO I DIDN’T THINK THEY WOULD BE THIS GOOD”
- Vernon: “like I said, I gotchuu”
- Vernon: <img257>
- and the two of you silently laugh at each other as the blackmail keeps rolling into your phone
- until
- Vernon: <img47747>
- Vernon: “WAIT NO I DIDN’T MEAN TO SEND YOU THAT ONE”
- you check the image and
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- you: “... I think this picture beat all of the Seungkwan ones”
- “HEY,” Vernon accidentally responds aloud. An embarrassed smile spreads across his face
- Seungkwan turns to the both of you
- oh shit, you and Vernon think simultaneously
- silence sets in for a moment
- “... ANYWAYS,” Boo continues his conversation with himself
- Vernon looks to you and silently wipes his forehead, mouthing the words “phew”
- you sigh in relief
- Vernon: “my bad omg”
- you: “it’s okay Seungkwan won’t suspect anything this early on”
- you: “he’s super oblivious to everything when he’s on chat mode”
- Vernon: “damn it’s like you’ve known Seungkwan for as long as I have lol”
- you: “lmao I think he’s just super predictable”
- Vernon: “naw, comprehending Seungkwan takes talent”
- Vernon: “and lots of patience”
- and the two of you kinda start of your meme friendship from there how beautiful :’)
- Over time, you guys text more, and then texting leads to talking irl, and then meeting up a few times a week
- and it just comes to the point where the both of y’all are practically ditching Seungkwan for your own hangouts lol sorry boo
- the both of you become so comfortable with each other to the point you can freely unleash your inNER MEME SELVES and it’s gREAT LMAO
- all you guys do together is secretly take pictures of other people around the building and make memes out of them I’m so mean I’m sorrY PLEDIS
- and on most days you’d snap pictures of each other and text them as end-of-the-day (aka i-kind-of-miss-you) messages aw
- one day, Vernon’s gonna be hanging out with you and trying to take pictures of you off-guard without catching your attention
- he wouldn’t check them until the end of the day, when the both of you text each other for your nightly meme exchange is that even a thing?? o o p s
- he’d look through what he managed to capture from earlier
- but
- all of the pictures he took of you
- they’re not off-guards
- they’re bomb ass candid photos
- you’re smiling, laughing, looking at him, just being super genuine in the moment
- and Vernon just thinks:
- why is she so... perfect?
- he smiles as he swipes through the pictures over and over again
- but then another thought hits him:
- do I like y/n?
- also:
- shit what am I supposed to send her today?
- then a text notification comes in
- you: “hey where’s the daily dose of my memeself??”
- Vernon: “uhhh... none today, sorryyyyyy”
- you: “wth did you not take any?”
- you: “whatever I have shit load of memesol from today anyways. ENJOY <3″
- and as you’re sending the pictures you took of him that day, Vernon isn’t even checking any of them
- he’s looking through all of your photos again and griNNING LIKE THE CUTEST KID OMG
- Oh god I do like her...
- wait what the hell am I supposed to do no-
- “wHATCHU GRINNING AT THERE,” Seungkwan sticks his nose into Vernon’s buisness
- “n o TH In G,” Vernon’s eyes widen as he shifts away from Seungkwan and turns off his phone
- “I’m not dumb, Hansol. I saw you scrolling through those pics of y/n,” Seungkwan laughs at him
- “they’re just nice pictures, that’s all,” Vernon tries to cover it up but his blush gives it away
- “mmhmm, ‘nice pictures’ my ass,” Seungkwan isn’t buying it mY FAVORITE PART OF SEUNGKWAN IS...
- “and your smile isn’t like that all the time, I know you,” Boo adds. “It’s really cute right now, and that says a lot.” VERKWAN I TELL YOU
- “okay, fine. You caught me,” Vernon gives up. “But it’s not like anything is gonna change because I like her.”
- “actually,” Seungkwan clears his throat. “knowing you so well comes with the duty to inform you with all of the dumb things you’ll do that’ll make your crush obvious to y/n. May I?”
- “Oh my God,” Vernon smiles and rolls his eyes
- “Oh and by the way,” Seungkwan leans over to Vernon and whispers. “If you don’t make it obvious, I will.”
- “SeungkwaN.”
- “Okay fine, I’ll try not to,” Seungkwan replies. “AnYwAyS...”
- IT’S CRUSHING HABIT ASSESSMENT TIME WOOT !!
- Seungkwan’s right when he says that Vernon will be doing things that’ll make his crush obvious to you
- because for one, he’s gonna have to discontinue that end-of-the-day meme exchange because he’ll just be snapping really cute candid pics of you instead:
- you: “okay memesol, don’t disappoint me today” 
- you: “where’s the y/n meme I’ve been waiting for?”
- Vernon: “sorry I ain’t doing that anymore”
- you: “wait really?”
- you: “bUT WHY?”
- Vernon: “Idk I haven’t been getting any memeable pics of you lately”
- you: “wdym? my natural look is an ugly meme”
- Vernon: “it’s not and that’s the problem”
- you: “... whatchu tryna say then, bud?”
- you: “WAIT A SECOND”
- Vernon: “gn dork”
- and although he may seem pretty calm about hinting here, he’ll probably slap himself in the face a couple of times for slipping up
- Vernon would also stop making jokes about you that insult your personality because whY would he insult something he loves so much about you?? do you hear me screaming?
- but don’t worry, meme time with memesol will still be fun because he’d still be willing to make a meme out of himself for you not like he has any control over that anyways lol
- also, he’d be super blushy whenever you guys have accidental skinship moments nkadbkadfbsd
- like even the slightest touch of your hand would trigger him, and he’s definitely one to stutter afterwards
- last crushing habit he’d have would be fuCk tOns of eye contact omg
- and it’s not just your casual, everyday eye contact
- I’m talking about the kind of eye contact that stares you down to the very core of your s o u l
- okay maybe not that deep, but Vernon’s eye contact with you would just be full of admiration
- trust me, he tries to pay attention to the conversation, but when he looks into your eyes, he gets so thrown off and it’s kinda of cute:
- “hellO, earth to hansOl???” you’d say and wave a hand in front of his face
- “ah, sorry, I was kinda-” Vernon scratches the back of his head
- *cue Vernon’s really shy smile that brings tears to every human*
- and sad enough, sometimes you’ll mistaken this constant staring for lack of interest and/or tiredness:
- “dude, are you alright?” you ask with a concerned face. “you seem kind of tired...”
- “aw no no I’m fine really. I’m just-” Vernon tries to snap out of his daze
- “hey, if you want to go relax or take a nap instead of hearing me blabber about nothing, I totally understand,” you explain. “Your schedule doesn’t always come easy, and I want you to rest if you need to.”
- “no y/n, really I’m fine. I love talking to you, and you know that. And even if I was tired, I’d still want to talk to you.” 
- Vernon begins to blush and so do you
- “ah, I’m sorry if that didn’t come out the right way. But you get me, right?” he laughs nervously
- overall, Vernon is a pretty shy crusher, but he wouldn’t be any less of a meme for you while he’s crushing so don’t worry
- now when it comes to confessing, this guy would want to make it short, simple, and all planned out in his head
- but hey, that’s probably not gonna happen because we caN’t forget about Seungkwan in this equation !!1!1!1!1
- so one day you’re eating dinner with verkwan peacefully when all of a sudden
- “it took me awhile to realize that you guys have been hANGING OUT WITHOUT ME FOR SOME TIME NOW,” Seungkwan bursts his bubble. “CARE TO EXPLAIN?”
- “uhh... you’ve just been really busy I guess?” Vernon shrugs
- “Hansol, wtf we have the same exact schedule for god’s sake,” Seungkwan snaps
- “I think it’s all the meme-ing we do,” you laugh and say in an attempt to save your side with Vernon
- “yeahh. We like to play around with memes a lot and we just thought... you know... you might not be too interested in all of it???” Vernon smiles timidly
- “mmhmm, suUUUuuure. Like anyone said I would rather hang out with myself than listen to you guys talk about memes all day,” Seungkwan says sarcastically and rolls his eyes
- before you could justify your point any further, Vernon’s phone rings
- “oh, sorry guys,” he gets up from his seat. “Let me just take this call.”
- you and Seungkwan watch Vernon leave the table and walk away
- and once he’s out of sight...
- “okay, y/n,” Seungkwan looks you dead in the face and leans closer from the other side of the table. “What’s the deal with you and Hansol?”
- “why? Are you jealous of our friendship or something?” you laugh at him
- Seungkwan shakes his head. “No no, I don’t have to worry about that because I know you can’t replace MY spot as his best friend. What I’m trying to ask is...”
- “... are you guys dating? BehiND my baCK?”
- your face goes red
- ofc you guys aren’t dating
- but the fact that Seungkwan is suspecting it makes you think about how suspicious your friendship with him looks
- do we really look like a couple?
- “w-what? No, what the hell, Seungkwan,” you try to cover up your flustered appearance
- “I mean,” Seungkwan scoffs. “If you two are gonna hang out without ME, there’s obviously gotta be something going on...”
- “It’s funny you think we’re dating because I don’t see any reason why he’d like me like that,” you say as you fake a smile and play around with your food.
- Seungkwan stares at you in silence for a moment
- and then he laughs
- hystererically
- like he’s about to fall of his seat
- “yo are you okay, Boo?” you ask the dying fellow
- “no no no, I just-” Seungkwan tries to catch his breath and wipes the tears from his eyes. “Oh my god, y/n.”
- “what’s going on with you???” you say with concern
- “no, I should be asking you that question,” Seungkwan collects himself.
- “I don’t get it,” you reply
- “y/n, I hate to spoil it but how are you not picking up on Vernon’s obvious crush on you? What is going on with you?” Seungkwan smiles widely
- your face lights up at Seungkwan’s words
- does he... really like me?
- “Are you being serious right now?” you ask for reassurance
- Seungkwan sighs. “Hansol has been liking you for awhile now. And I know he really likes you because he doesn’t even talk to me about it. He tells me almost everything, but nothing when it comes to you.”
- “And that just tells me that you really mean something special to him.”
- “I mean pff, not as special as me but you know... pretty close,” Seungkwan fakes a hair flip
- you shake your head. “I don’t want to believe you,”
- Seungkwan’s eyes widen. “Wait why no-”
- “but for the record, I’ve definitely liked him for awhile,” you cut him off
- Seungkwan smiles but his face contorts at the sight of Vernon coming back. “Good to hear, but looks like your ‘boyfriend’ is walking back riGHT NOW, SO ACT NATURAL.”
- “SEUNGKWAN HE’S NOT MY BOY-”
- “Y/N SHUT UP HE IS- OH HEY HANSOL, WHAT’S UUUUP?” Seungkwan sweats nervously, but Vernon doesn’t suspect a thing
- so after the dinner at the restaurant, the three of you walk back to the company building so that you can head home to your apartment from there
- but the boys agree that it’s too dark outside for you to walk alone
- and of course Seungkwan, being the slick one out of the bunch, complains about one of his feet hurting and insists on staying behind at the company building actor kwan at his finest
- so it’s just you and Vernon walking together
- and although you guys usually talk comfortably
- the walk home was different
- no one says a word
- it’s pretty awkward
- the both of you are busy thinking
- “alright,” you say at the foot of your apartment building. “I guess I’ll see you tomorrow like usual?”
- “yeah, that’s... that’s fine,” he rocks back and forth on his feet. “Like usual.”
- after exchanging “good night” greetings, you proceed to enter the building, but
- “I like you.”
- the words fall out of Vernon’s mouth quietly
- You turn around and see Vernon standing in place, but he’s staring at the ground
- “I don’t believe you,” you say
- “w-what?” Vernon looks up to you again
- “I said I don’t believe you,” you repeat yourself
- “what? Why not?” Vernon says in confusion
- you sigh
- “you would’ve looked me in the eye and told me so.”
- after processing your words, Vernon walks up to you with his eyes down.
- and after lifting his head up to see your eyes only inches away
- he tilts his head and presses his lips against yours
- and at that moment, you believed his words
- realizing how cheesy the moment is, you both giggle into your kiss
- the two of you say to yourselves...
- how did I fall for a dork like you?
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'Morning sir,' Jungkook says to greet his boss politely as he steps into the police station in the early morning. Yesterday he finished the pile of paperwork on his desk and he's ready for a fresh start today. 'Morning agent Jeon. I need you to make an arrest as soon as possible,' he says and drops a file onto Jungkook's desk. Jungkook opens it curiously and feels his heart skip a beat when he reads the name of the person he has to arrest.
Kim Taehyung
A rave is normally not a place where you'd find Jeon Jungkook. He'd much rather spend his night glued to his couch, reading or watching some drama on TV. But not tonight. No, tonight is his birthday and his friend Jimin wanted to get him to a party so badly. He almost had to drag him over there and was willing to do so, until Jungkook reminded him he had a gun at home. Jimin knew he wouldn't shoot him, but it did give him a reason to take it easy. That, and the fact that Jimin probably couldn't drag Jungkook there even if he wanted to because of the difference in strength. One of he reasons Jungkook didn't like to go to the clubs Jimin goes to is because they are mostly bisexual or gay clubs. Jungkook himself isn't quite sure about his sexuality, but he gets a lot of attention from both genders at these clubs and he doesn't really feel comfortable with it. Just like right now. One man has been staring him down all night without even trying to make a move. Dispite the man's icy stare, Jungkook tries to have a good time for the sake of his best friend who is already making out with a guy he has an on/off relationship with. Min Yoongi. For Jimin, the evening is still young, but Jungkook has seen enough and tells him he is leaving. Jimin doesn't fight it, knowing that Jungkook has already stayed longer than he can endure. The two promise to meet soon and Jungkook walks out, breathing in the sharp night air when he finally gets outside. Fresh air, just what he needed. 'Hey pretty boy,' he hears from behind him. He turns around quickly and sees the man who has been staring him down for quite some time in the club. 'What do you want?' Jungkook asks a bit agressively, knowing that he can take the guy easily after looking him up and down quickly. 'Hey, don't get so agressive,' the man says as he takes a few steps closer, 'I just want to talk.' Jungkook doesn't know why and how it happened, but it feels like that little scene only occured five minutes ago, while in reality he has been in the man's bedroom for hours now. The man he now knows as Taehyung, but will probably never meet again. This saddens Jungkook a bit, considering this is the first time he felt at ease while being intimate with someone. Maybe he'll try to keep in contact. Maybe he'll try real hard.
'Are you okay Jungkook? You look a bit white,' the chief says concerned, 'maybe you should go home. You've had a lot of extra hours throughout the week. Get some rest and we can arrest the bastard tomorrow.' 'On what grounds are we arresting him?' Junkook asks. 'Murder, theft, and drug trafficing. The man has quite a file. In fact, he's one of the biggest mob bosses of Korea. It's a miracle we finally got enough evidence to arrest him,' the chief explains, sounding quite excited about the upcoming arrest. Jungkook nods and leaves mindlessly. He walks the streets without really realizing what is going on. They figured him out. They figured Kim Taehyung out.
'Say Bunny,' Taehyung says, 'can I call you my boyfriend now?' Jungkook almost chokes on the apple he's been eating. 'Excuse me?' he coughs. 'We've been sharing quite a few nights and days. Would you like to make it official?' Taehyung asks. Jungkook takes a second to think about it, but already knows for sure. He just doesn't want to come off as too eager. 'Yeah, I'm fine with that,' he replies, trying to sound casual. Taehyung lets out a chuckle before turning serious again. 'Then you should know something about me,' he says and stares deeply in Junkook's eyes, 'I am a criminal.' Junkook looks at him in surprise, disbelieve almost. 'How? You don't seem like a criminal,' Jungkook says. 'There are more than one type of criminal,' Taehyung explains, 'I am a mob boss, a murderer, and a thief. If you can't live with that, please walk away now instead of turning me in. I know it's your duty since you're a cop and all but could you maybe-' 'I can live with it,' Jungkook says, cutting his boyfriend off mid-sentence. 'I can help you,' he says eagerly. A big smile spreads on Taehyung's face. 'Good boy.'
The streets feel too crowded to Jungkook. He needs an open space to clear his head. Did he make a mistake? He should've sweeped Taehyung's file, taking out all the small clues that could lead to the man. And suddenly it strikes him. Taehyung needs to leave and he needs to leave fast. Instead of walking, Junkook is now running. Running home, running to the man he loves, running to the criminal he loves. He reaches it after what seems like forever. He finds Taehyung in his study looking cold and icy as always. 'Tae, you need to leave right now. They figured you out,' Jungkook says inbetween deep, sharp breaths. 'I know,' he says awfully calm. Taehyung gets up from his chair with an icy look in his eyes. Jungkook is confused, still trying to catch his breath. All that is heard are Taehyung's footsteps coming closer to Jungkook and Jungkook's deep breathing. Taehyung grabs Jungkook's jaw roughly, frocing Jungkook to look up at him. 'You did something wrong bunny, didn't you?' This is what scares Junkook. He didn't do good in his lover's eyes. He did something bad, something he shouldn't have done. He forgot to make some evidence dissappear and he knows it. 'I'm so sorry Taehyung Hyung,' he says, scared of what is yet to come. 'Sorry doesn't cut it this time love,' Taehyung says and lets go of his jaw, walking back to his desk and sitting down on top of it. 'I am leaving tonight.' 'What about me?' Jungkook asks desperately. Taehyung smirks devilishly. 'You ain't going anywhere love,' he says.
'POLICE, OPEN THE DOOR!' No one answers. 5x.
The police barge through the door, expecting to find Taehyung and his crew, instead they find the young detective that hadn't come to work this morning. He's tied up, beat up, gagged, and looks more dead than alive. His chief runs towards him, taking the gag out of his mouth. Such an embarrasing scene. 'Did Taehyung do this to you?' he asks the young detective. Jungkook lets tears slip from his eyes and shakes his head. No, he would've wished it was Taehyung, but the orders did come from him. He let his men beat Jungkook up after he left to teach him a lession about being loyal, faithful, and trustworthy. They left a broken man behind. A broken man who was manipulated, he knows that now. Taehyung didn't love him. He just used him to get his way.
Jungkook knows that now, but he wished he wouldn't have known. Because now the last few months of his live are suddenly worthless. They were divoted to a man that didn't love him, to the first man that he dared to give himself to completely. He spends his days crying away the pain. This goes on for weeks until he finally flips the switch. Back at work, he becomes the most feared detective in Korea. Criminals are scared of the cold way he works. When detective Jeon Jungkook is investigating you, you better just turn yourself in or get ready for the most cruel weeks of your life. But on the other side of the world is a man with big regrets. A man who didn't realize he could fall in love and didn't realize he could get hurt so badly by leaving his love behine. But there's no turning back now. The deed is done. The damage is made. There is nothing he can do about it now, so he decides to try again. Restart the game, beginning at square one.
While Jeon Jungkook is making a name for himself, Kim Taehyung is building an empire and he is waiting for Jungkook to rule over it with him.
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Dates with Hippie
9/7 Met him from Hinge. We actually swiped right on each other a couple of years ago from Bumble, but I don’t think he remembers, and I only remember bc I stalked him and was making fun of him with PP abt a white guy loving India. He was really eager in conversations with me and replied hella quickly. He even told me I was cute TWICE, when he had never met me in person. He invited me to the mariachi festival at DTSA. I was thinking mariachi?? Whatever, be a good sport. Parking was a nightmare. Walked around bc he wasn’t replying to my texts, watched the mariachi on my own. Started walking toward Wursthaus and saw him, and thought hey, he’s pretty cool, tall, looks abt the same as his photos or even better. Called him to tell him I was there and asked where he was. I don’t think he took it as srsly as he should have. He wasn’t really talking to me?? And was more invested in the performances and also his cousin came, so he was with us the whole time. It was so weird. We weren’t really talking abt anything except what music we both liked. He also seemed to know everyone in DTSA. He went to fix the sound when the girl’s PA wasn’t working. I was thinking wtf, you’re supposed to be on a date WITH ME, talking TO ME. Here you are leaving me alone and talking to other people. My parking meter was going to expire in 90 mins, and I was thinking abt booking it then. I was over watching the girl at the stage, so he said we should go to the mariachi stage to catch his friends. I wanted a drink and mentioned that too….saying I wanted a Michelada. It was 10 bucks, such a scam!! And I was like can we pleaseeeeee go get a drink, I’M DYING!!!! We went to Vacation bar and got a batshit host who talked too much. We got Mezcal drinks, and he was asking me abt my spirit animal, and I straight up said Joanne the scammer. Then he said no, a literal animal, so I said a sloth lol. Then after I heard their way better answers, I was like have you guys thought abt this in detail? I asked what animal is a savage. And they probed me abt how savage I was. I replied: I am the most savage person you have ever met. I’m withholding it rn bc you guys aren’t ready for who I really am. Randal said trust me, you can’t shock me, just be who you really are. That’s what I want to know abt people, who they really are and upfront so I’m not shocked later on. I was like you have no idea who I am. And I’m savage for a reason, you don’t know what my intentions are. You have to know if I’m actually a good person or not, and you need way more context to get what I’m saying. My savagery isn’t from malice, it’s for fun and bc I’m evil. They also insulted me correct gif pronunciation. He asked me abt Jorja Smith. I said I would reincarnate as her. We shit on the govt a little bit, and I said whatever you feel, I feel it 5x stronger. Idr the rest, we left to go back to the mariachi. He saw more of his friends, he was planning on hanging out with his group of friends then he lost them. We ended up going to The Gypsy Den, so his cousin could pee. I also finally checked my phone to realize my PARKING METER HAD EXPIRED FOR OVER AN HR. I WAS FREAKING OUT. I CAN’T AFFORD A TICKET!!!! I ran back to find out someone had put more money in my meter. YOU FREAKING ANGEL!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCHH!!!! The car behind me had been ticketed. I am so lucky. Bless up. There are good people in the universe. He asked me do you have rhythm? I was like with what? Dancing? Yes ofc, I’m not a gringo. I came back and we went to an art gallery. Randall asked me what my thoughts were. Me: I don’t like this art/paintings. It’s all dumb and I don’t get it. We went to this other gallery area and he asked me what my thoughts were on this seemingly Japanese and Native American painting. To which I replied, cultural appropriation. I said I would need more context from this artist to see if he/she really understand the history of these people and how their paintings were highlighting anything abt these cultures. We went into another exhibit, and Idk what lead us to this topic, but I said we need more diversity in art, that goes across literature, music, etc. And that there are a lot of good people in the world, but the bad ones are what you remember. I agreed, but my line of thought was more that the bad have so much power. It fucking sucks knowing I can’t do anything abt it. I said I come from a place of a lot of privilege and I want to lift everyone too. Why do the bad people want to suppress and oppress people?? After this, we wanted to go get drinks but his cousin wanted food, so he FINALLY LEFT, SO WE COULD TALK ALONE. We watched this older group of men perform some surfy music, which was not bad at all. I enjoyed it a lot. It was funny bc everyone stood in this whole ass perimeter away from the musicians. Idky they self-segregated, it made me laugh. If nothing else, this is what I’ll take away from Randall’s date with me. We were laughing at this one lady who was dancing in the middle and recording some of the band. I referenced Kris Jenner’s You’re doing amazing, sweetie, and he didn’t get it smh. By now, he had put his arm around me and was lightly touching me. It was a bit past 10 and his cousin and he were talking abt leaving. He said there was a mezcalero close to his apt, and that I could stop by…...if I wanted, so yeah…..He said it so awkwardly, both his cousin and I were like why’d you have to say it like that?? And he replied, bc that’s who I am...that’s me. Then they both stared at me for an answer, and I said stop staring at me, it’s making me uncomfortable. I said I’d come. Parking was horrible. I drank more than I ate yday. I texted him I was there, and he came outside. We walked to the mezcal bar, and the service was shat bc the bartenders were so busy so he asked if I had heard of the Blind Donkey, so we went there instead. Neither of us had been there before, but it was pretty poppin. We got our drinks and I stupidly walked us back out to the entrance thinking it was the upstairs lmao idiot. We sat on a random couch, but it was too loud, so we moved back behind the speakers. They were playing throwback indie bangers, and I was loving. They played Banquet by Bloc Party, and An Honest Mistake by the Bravery. I was like ugh so good, I was sitting dancing, then when Gorillaz DARE came on, I was like okay let’s go dance, and grabbed his hand. He wasn’t a horrible dancer, could use more rhythm, but he was legitimately dancing and having fun, which is what I appreciate! They kept playing really good shit, then he went to dance behind me and sometimes he would wrap his arms around me and hold me which felt nice. And I think his head rested perfectly over my head bc I’m that small. I turned around at one point and kissed him, and he’s not a bad kisser at all. I liked it/him a lot. 8/10. I expect nothing less than his caliber of kissing...Males should not kiss like wet fish or be sloppy. You guys are all old and have had multiple gfs!!! All I have to say for these 90 minutes was that I had a blast, and it was so much fun, and it’ll probably go down as one of my favorite nights of this year. I’m pretty sure we were the only ones dancing at most points of the night, and I DIDN’T EVEN CARE. I am wayyy too tired to process everything, but I had a ton of fun. I mean the latter half of the night will be part of that best night of the year too. Dancing with someone remotely familiar who knows the music is always a fun experience. I asked to leave to get some fresh air, and we hugged outside. He said let’s go take a walk. Not sure what we talked about, but it was nice to be on empty streets walking around. We held hands the entire time. The topic of drugs came up, and I was saying I understand why people take drugs to cope with life bc it’s so fucking hard sometimes, and it’s so overwhelming. It’s hard to deal with it on your own. It’s so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes. It feels like a hell hole. He said something along the lines of yeah, I’ve succumbed a few times. I’ve fallen into a depression and went to sleep not wanting to wake up bc there was nothing going for me. Then we got back to his apt area, and we sat on some random steps. Not really sure what we spoke abt here or what his game plan was. He put his arm around me and we chilled. And I kept looking to the left bc I didn’t want to make eye contact to the right O_O He lightly tapped me on my shoulder, so I turned around, then he immediately kissed me (which was so smooth). He’s a great kisser. I liked his rhythm and style. He does the triple lingering kiss at the end which is my favorite thing. He also caresses me full body which is nice too. I’m not that affectionate...so...I’ll work on that. He kissed me all throughout my neck, shoulders, ears. He’s pretty good. At one point, I put my legs over his leg, and it got more intense. He started caressing my legs and going up my thighs. I told myself I wouldn’t get WGW or have sex tonight. Generally, my hand goes immediately to a man’s crotch and I tried to remain as restrained as possible. Then he started going close to my underwear or over it, so I was like yo, 2 can play at this game. And I already knew he had been hard for probably hours, so I grabbed it from outside his pants..and he was wet already. I rubbed his balls, and I could hear him moaning in my ear. He kept putting his hand through my hair to kiss me more intensely, and all I could think was I’M BALD. DON’T DO THIS TO ME. YOU’RE LITERALLY TAKING HAIR OUT!!! My life is already so difficult ); I think earlier he had asked if I was going to drive home or wanted to stay over, and I said I can drive home. He said good bc he lived in a studio and space was limited. Then ¾ into the makeout session, that was TAKING FOREVER with SO MANY PEOPLE PASSING BY AND WATCHING AND SEEING MY CROTCH FLASHED, he whispered, do you really have to go home, can’t you just stay? I didn’t reply. Then this one guy with LLD who made a lot of noise passed by us, so I stopped and looked at him. He laughed….then later he asked can we go to your car and do this in a not so sketchy spot. We are not 17!!!! You are too big for my car anyway. This is fine--there is space here! At points, we would stop kissing and I hugged him tight and rested my head on his shoulder to enjoy the moment, intimacy, and silence. I almost wanted to say this is nice, thanks. Thank god, I didn’t. I also wanted to pull out my phone and soundtrack this scene to Heartbeats by Jose Gonazlez, but that’d be TOO CHEEZY. One time I rested my head on his shoulder and was closing my eyes bc I was so sleepy!!! He’s like are you sleeping??? Bitch I MIGHT BE. I always thought he would finish kissing me after we ended with our lingering kisses, then he’d come back for more. Finally, I said I’m gonna head out bc I’m so tired. He said he’d walk me. We held hands and he walked me back. I said I still have my gum in my mouth, it’s called talent. We kissed AGAIN at the car, then he squeezed me tight and let me go. Told me to drive home safe and light slapped my ass. I was so tired. I still am. How do I feel about all of this? It was a nice and fun night. Did it beat the effortlessness and ease of convo with Liorr? No...But I generally don’t kiss anyone I kind of like/who has potential on the first date. We made out for an entire fucking hour. Holy fuck, NO WATER, NUFFIN. That’s impressive m8. We hung out for about 9 hours. That’s A LONG ASS TIME. I didn’t necessarily feel an intense connection/chemistry, but that’s bc Idk him. There weren’t any red flags for me. Whenever I expressed my opinion, he would validate it and build upon it which is refreshing considering most guys would become defensive and be quick to strike my opinion down. You asked for it, you twats. If you asked me for a perfect date, it would be either be dancing + drinks at a festival/bar, and I got that. I had a fucking blast. Imagine if I actually had a FESTIVAL BAE. WAH ALL I WANT IS TO BE HELD!!! 
9/13 Date #2 
Initial reactions: I felt so safe, seen, understood. It’s so easy. I’m shook. You know how after Tyler and Hannah’s date, Hannah said “I’ve never felt so respected”--that’s how I feel on a smaller scale. I like this d00d bc he has no ego and actually listens to me and replies directly to what I say. We’re so in sync physically, it’s stupid. It’s so easy to talk to him, and the way he holds me--everything. Kill me, I love his kisses; I love the way he smells. He’s way more romantic than me and so affectionate. I am stone cold, and he makes me not want to be that and reciprocate to maybe ⅓ of his level. Who raised him? They did so well! And all his exes did so WELL IN TEACHING HIM HOW TO TREAT A GIRL AND HOW TO KISS. 
I think I like him. That was probably one of my favorite dates ever, if not my favorite date. It was so easy, relaxed, chill, low-key. He said he was leaving for HB early, and wasn’t texting me afterward, so I was kind of hesitant if he actually left or not. I was thinking, “What if I get stood up? Whatever, I can drink at the beach by myself. NBD” He did reply and said he was parked which made me feel relieved. I got out of the car and saw that he was parked and walking toward me. I’ll never get over how tall he is. He surely is taller than 6 ft!!! We walked toward the beach, talked abt our day. I saw that there was a patrol looking car driving along the street we were walking. It was a trash truck, and it was emptying/putting new bags along the walkway. We walked away, and somehow it would always end up behind us. Whatever. We mostly talked about drugs and his experiences with it. I opened a beer too while we talking. He talked abt his preference for psychedelics. He said he did acid while in India with a girl he met up with whom he had hooked up on and off for 3 years back when he was younger. He said the conversation they had while on acid was the reason they were able to maintain a friendship afterwards, otherwise that would’ve been over. Hmmm, cryptic. We finally got to the benches/tables I wanted to sit at, and I said my boots were hurting (which they were). It was pretty wet, but I put down my blanket for us to sit on it. We talked a lot abt his experiences traveling in Sri Lanka/India. I wanted to know more abt Sri Lanka and how he traveled there. He also said India is his favorite country and he wants to return again next year. I asked him what’s the pull for India? Why? He explained to me he liked the duality and chaos, the mix of wealth and poverty, there’s always a lot going on, etc. I said it’s so strange for me to hear someone who loves it so much when my experience was so different and frustrating. I talked abt the instance where we almost got sexually assaulted. He replied: yeah, sorry about that. That’s horrible, I can’t imagine how it is to travel as a girl there. I really appreciated that response. How many guys in the world would be able to apologize, validate me, and empathize? Maybe 3 people. When we sat next to each other, he always rubbed/caressed my back, and they were really good massages tbh!!! When I was telling my India story, he didn’t really do that anymore, sensing the urgency and conflict to come in my story. And Idk when he did this, but we were talking and he ended up resting his head on my shoulder leaning back into me, and it was so cute, I nearly died. I hadn’t been touching him or doing anything. He seemed to feel really comfortable. We talked a lot abt his marketing agency bg, and we talked abt being laid off and what we did after that. I think we were in this weird intertwined position. He hugged me from behind, and he was sitting to my left, but his head was on my right shoulder, so I leaned opp way..and he replied so basically we did the same shit and ran away, diff times. I told him I had the same birthday as Donald Trump and I could relate to him when I was 12 bc I’ve since grown up. When I was 11, I told a kid who stood up on a chair, “be careful not to break the chair!” My teacher, Thompson smh and was like Natalie, you can’t say shit like that. Hippie said he was never in a position to be a bully bc he moved schools when he was in 4th grade from Mississippi to Louisiana. He said he was a hillbilly and spoke with a different accent. I asked him what kind of accent it was, and he kept saying oh man, Idek how to do it anymore. Saying I reckon etcetc, and I laughed bc I hear that only in shows/movies and from British people. He told me I smelled nice. I said, “You do too! I can’t pinpoint the smell tho.” Him: I did shower! He said it’s probably my conditioner. I smelled his hair, and it was def his conditioner. He said when he was working at his agency, he was considered the nerd there bc he played video games and was weird, then he said when he went to work at Blizzard in Irvine, he felt like a jock bc he has interests outside of video games. I can’t even imagine how dweeby everyone is there. He kept saying how tough this year is for him, but he feels like with the changing of the seasons, fall feels like it’s gonna be better (I BETTER BE A PART OF IT). I was starting to get worked up abt my job and complaining, so he said we don’t have to talk abt work anymore and kissed me. We kissed for a long ass time, and he told me, “I really like kissing you.” I replied “I like kissing you, too.” Then he said something like, “I could just sit here and kiss you all night, it’s ridiculous. I especially love your bottom lip. It’s so *insert adjective I can’t recall thick? Juicy? plump?* He kept playfully kissing only my bottom lip, and it was so cute UGH KILL ME. He kissed every inch of my body, legs to arms, head to toe. HE KNOWS HIS WAY AROUND ;_; He kept telling me I was so cute. He asked me if we could go back somewhere, but I said none of us live near here. Funny tidbit: He fingered me (and it was really smooth and FUCKING GOOD. I think our sex would be incredible) then he when he ended, he licked each finger, and he said, “Damn, you taste so fucking good. Weird compliment, but it’s true.” I laughed. I was wearing my high-waisted shorts, and he kept trying to unzip from the front, and I told him the zipper is on the side. He asked why the belt was in the front? “Aesthetics.” He was super hard, but I didn’t want to go thru the trouble of unbuckling his belt and unzipping. He said you know you can undo my pants. So I did...and he asked if I could do it with one hand. And in my head, I was like BRUH PLS LEAVE IT TO THE EXPERT. During this period was when the trash picking up man kept going back and forth behind us making so much noise. I was like srsly??? WE’RE DOING STUFF HELLO. And people were walking at night too. It’s 2am!!! Why wouldn’t you walk during the daytime??? We hugged each other during these moments and laughed. It was a full moon this night, so the beach was so gorgeous and illuminated. When we finished, he said “I should put my dick away.” It was def above average and kind of long??? At the end of everything, when I was folding up the wet blanket, he came from behind and hugged/held me, saying you’re so freaking cute. We stood there and idk what to do but it felt so nice, safe, warm. *cries* He kissed my neck and did the sideways kiss (which I always find super fucking awkward and unromantic), but it was totally sweet and natural with him. I really relished the quiet moments between us. Then we walked back and were talking abt the govt, economics, and corporations. He and I agree on everything so whatever I said, he’d say too. He walked me to my car and we said bye. He held me and kissed me for an extended amt of time. He kept doing the lingering kisses and I couldn’t bring myself to leave. He’s my favorite kisser for sure. I remember thinking “not to be dramatic, but his kisses could bring world peace.”
9/18 Date #3 in Orange
There were so many things that annoyed me before the date. So he said hey I have the apt to myself, come hang out. I thought I was going to Long Beach. I think I worked a 10 hr day, and was like fuck I have to haul ass up to LB now. GREAT. I texted him I was headed out, then he said he was going to an open mic night in Orange. And I was like well wtf, we made plans and you’re just telling me this now? He always tells me things so last minute. I HATE IT. 
Initial thoughts: I don’t think we’re compatible with each other. I don’t think we’re at the same points in our live bc I’ve just come out of my crisis (it’s been a year), and he’s in the thick of his. I don’t think he has enough security in his life to take on another human. And that’s fine--I’m not even needy (ok kind of) but self-sufficient. Not only is he not ready to be in a relationship, but I don’t think we want the same things right now either or have enough common ground. He’s into playing live music and his music collective; he’s spiritual, into yoga and rock climbing. I’m not into that at all. He’s going to a festival for a while, and it’s all spiritual meditation/yoga, which is my fucking nightmare. He never asks anything abt me. It’s mostly me asking questions and getting to know him. Maybe he was having an off day yday. He literally said “I need a place to live 10/1...and ya that’s not going” I’m pretty level-headed abt this, but also I don’t want to be with someone (even if it’s casual) at their best or normal self. I don’t want to be a burden or carry the weight of their burdens. Is that selfish??? I’m realizing this may not be in and taking it in stride. It doesn’t have to be a permanent thing or even something that endures. It could be temporary idk. I’m tempering my feelings for sure. I don’t think I’m the girl for him. I think I’d be a stabilizing force for him and a good ear to bounce ideas off and someone to whom he could vent, but what’s in that for me? I’m learning to be more selfish, not just with my standards, but what I get out of these things. I didn’t have as much fun this time as the last 2, but the bar was so high from the last 2. We can’t always be our best selves, but I’m always my best self when I’m with someone new. Interesting tidbit: He told me the first time he cried was 2012 to Brokeback Mountain. The moment I knew I wasn’t it: He described his dream house/living situation..He said he only wanted to live with musicians and wanted a spare room with a studio to host jam sessions, playing sessions, which is not to say he wants that exclusively and can’t like other things. But I’m so faaaaaaar from that and any other of his passions. I think he’s so invested in music and has tunnel vision with that, that he only wants to be surrounded by other people who want that, too, whereas most normal musicians have non-music friends too. This is me maybe assuming, but I think I’m astute. At the end of the night, we hugged bye and it felt so weird, and I didn’t know what was gonna happen. Bc the entire time, it felt like I was pulling out teeth to keep the conversation going, and he was so aloof and withdrawn. I would cater the convo to topics he liked, and he would give me depressing answers that took me aback. Like when I asked if he snowboarded, he said no, that could hurt my legs. He was so trite. Talked abt his ACL surgery, everything bad that he had experienced….I heard abt it. It was draining for me to listen and keep up a positive attitude and maintain any semblance of levity. At the end, he hugged me, told me to have fun, and have a safe drive out to Vegas. He held me for a bit, so Idk we ended up kissing. It felt empty. He dropped his skateboard and hydro before he kissed me, kind of clunky, kind of funny. I left feeling discouraged and frustrated. 
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