#'yep that's so me dude'

[chloeseyeliner]

yes, i ship fictional characters, both in books and film, moon over their relationships, read fanfictions on them while giggling and kicking my feet.

but deep down, i am aware i will never surpass my eight-ten-year-old self scribbling down her notebook every time ally dawson and austin moon did ANYTHING romantic.

#for real #i don't remember much #but what i do remember is that (bc i couldn't watch it on the tv sometimes and when i could it was most likely an episode i had already- #-watched or i searched edits on yt bc i am not american no usa disney channel for us haha) i had never shipped a couple so badly until then #let alone a what appeared to be a straight couple #(jokes aside i love you straight people please don't shout at me haha-) #like i love firstprince and junorapez and wilmon and stedrika and lumity and other couples i cannot remember right now #(i am more of the swooning over platonic relationships person lol) #but my no 1 first ship will always be austin and ally #i have no idea whatsoever on what exactly drew me in #but i loved them #also ally kind of shaped me as a person #bc i saw an anxious girl who couldn't function before crowds and had a few close friends and wrote in a diary and i was like #'yep that's so me dude' #what can i say #anyway #too much talking as usual #but you know what we only live once and all that #austin and ally #early 2010s #also ross lynch was my 'childhood crush' sort of #so yeah #ross lynch #laura marano #(something last i loved trish she was a goddess)

[ihateornithologists]

#elisabeth das musical #and things that happened to me irl xD #i finally did thissss #it's so funny to do actually and it almost works like sort of therapy so why not #like wow i can finally talk about this and even draw related things without wanting to throw up immediately #for more context (yep again) i had severe depression years ago and at some point my brain was so fucked up by illness that #i started seeing [one of those guys i'm always talking about] literally as an embodiment of everything bad in my life #well HE WAS #but like i so strongly identified him with my depression that sometimes even doubted if he was a real person at all lmao #(YOU SEE WHY I'M DRAWING THIS) #he somehow managed to follow me everywhere which made things even more creepy. #and i kept coming back to him myself because i had no one else etc #so funny actually that he was literally JUST SOME GUY like not even interesting or anything #all this shit was just awful and gross that's all. #but when i realized i can make it look COOL by drawing stuff i felt so powerful ahsdijwhnu8 #like YES i texted him recently and he's just. boring as fuck. #so dumb to feel possessed by some evil entity for years and the said evil entity is just a random dude #SORRY my traumadumping is cringe af but thats the price you have to pay to see my drawings xDddd

[fagbearentertainment]

Fascinated with how the localization of Ace Attorney desperately wants you to believe it’s set in America despite it clearly being a satire of the Japanese legal system and has cases set in obviously Japanese locations

#the localization: dude trust me we are so in america rn this is literally california lol #the game: *literally making me look around a rural japan village that’s only an hour train ride away from the wright and co office* #*several things that don’t happen in american court but do in japanese court* #*just all around very obviously set in japan* #localization: yep definitely America all right :) #ace attorney

[betasuppe]

Ok, nok, what should we be weird about today?

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Watching through Legacy & over fixating on Rinzler's circuitry every scene as he breathes???

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Yeah, ok sure, why not? 🤷🤷🤷

#fuck me i have spent so many watch thrus staring at those lights #please beings above forgive me for the insanity i have over my favorite fictional little dudes♡ #i continue to be normal about tron #so very very normal♡ #& anyways #trying to pop myself out of my latest guilt & shame episode by being even weirder than usual #so yes yep yeah #how about that rinz tho #tron #rinzler #idfk lmaooo #faves

[vermillioncrown]

at the risk of sounding butthurt for talking about not being butthurt: going through quals really prepared me for trawling through fandom meta and research while keeping my zen

#redglyphs #opinionated verm #i have not seen another fandom as salty and divisive as the dc one #all the interesting meta and summaries come with this implicit ''you illiterate idiot'' vibe (exhausting) #or the ''we do what we want and fuck canon'' mindset is taken to the extreme end (simplistic and lacking nuance) #personally the visual style of a lot of western comics grates at me so it's hard to get into #but i do like the wack and fucked up dynamics of canon + trying to imagine a world/chronology around that #i like calibrating what i write around canon -> thus those meta&summary posters are very valuable and interesting to keep up with #i just gotta do 🙈 whenever they start to lambaste ''''fans'''' for not reading the comics/despised fanon reinterpretations of characters #''mmhmm yep. okay okay. i'm stupid. but let's get to why my blorbo is so fucked up bc of [whatever issue/run]'' #like whatever they say they cannot roast me as hard as this one prof from my quals panel did #that prof is basically the successor of the academic lineage that established his discipline #and man utterly destroyed me during the exam #''you have no idea what you're talking about; you didn't even read taylor's hypothesis from 1941'' and i just let my soul evaporate lmao #anyways. i feel like fandom (all fandom and esp ones w sprawling canons) would benefit from two things: #1) willingness to learn (you gotta try to absorb some of the canon to transform it; ''know the rules to break them'') #2) willingness to accept limits (ppl are allowed to pick and choose; ''you gotta tolerate other ppl on the playground'') #and like. fucking chill out. we're all literally writing about some fictional dudes doing fictional things #rarely is a thing you dislike actually harmful rather than just distasteful (to you personally or broadly w/e)

[schoenht]

sorry if I wasn’t clear, but we did have stage directors and such, but we didn’t have that many people in crew as a whole because the new director is a bitch (literally the only word I could possible use to describe her.) Anyways, the guy Im talking about is basically just the opposite of what I read. His first reaction after the show was to run off the stage and up to the light booth just to hug me, pick me up and spin me around a bunch. LIKE????? I THINK ABOUT THAT DAILY Also he’s helping me a bunch because there’s this one creepy guy who keeps flirting with me and being all touchy, but school won’t do anything about him. But he agreed to walk me to all my classes, even though he doesn’t have most of his classes even near mine and he’s defending me from the creep. But also idk in general.

-🌺

wtf the duality of tech lives: yours vs mine GOOD FOR YOU IM VERY HAPPY FOR YOU

But technical directors that dont know what they're doing SUCKKKKK

#💜.answers #🌺.anon!!! #back when i was a senior i had a tech teacher and he fucking sucked #hang on let me get on my computer for this #i lied im gonna write here bc i took forever to answer #dude so for this carriage we had to make it was so unstable that he said only 120 pounds was allowed on the carriage #AND THE LEAD HAD TO RIDE IN IT ACROSS THE STAGE. IT WAS SCARY #he put a screw like. perpendicular to where it was actually supposed to go. so the screw was tightened literally nowhere. #the stairs were uneven as all hell and they were SCARY to walk on #for the trees we needed in the forest scene ??? they were supposed to fly out. guess what he did. yep. he drilled them to the floor #so during the ballroom scene THERE WERE TREES RIGHT THERE. JUST. THERE. #once my mentor bought gels for the lights. this guy cut up the gels to make 'stained glass' #THEY WERE FOR OUR LIGHTS.

[juststayquiete]

v and johnny be like "god forbid someone knows i actually have fun with my brain parasite/nc's dumbest merc" 💜💜💜

#fem v #johnny silverhand #cyberpunk 2077 #i wanted something comforting and i gave myself my one braincell platonic soulmates #as a treat #yep v totally took johnny out to the drive in theater to reclaim the place and cheer up johnny #IT WORKED #hhhhhh love them #SO MUCH #they bicker all the time but they're whipped 4 e/o #idk how the colors turned out for your devices..... #my pc tells me theyre v pretty!!! source dude trust me #val garcia #kleff vp

[tankvine]

ok i drew him cooler this time :)

#splatoon #my art #splatoon 3 #spyke #splatoon spyke #NINTENDO MADE HIM SO FINE AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT #i wonder what made him decide to return to inkopolis #did he lose all his millions in like a sea snail scam or something??? #imagine if nintendo pulls a Surprise This Isn't Spyke This Is His Third Cousin Twice Removed #*draws something that barely looks like a hand* hmm yep works for me! #half of this is me assuming what his outfit is bc dude was stuck in horror game lighting and i can't see #i gave him the lenseless glasses bc i'm stupid and don't know how to draw the round ones on him

[lanabenikosdoormat]

be the perc to my cet

is this a love confession 😍😍😍 let’s get married omggg i’d love to be your little perc 😍😍😍😍

#holy fuck this is incredible #yep. that’s going straight into his art gallery full srs LMAO #i love you dude this making me giggle so hard #asks #jed solaris

[campingwiththecharmings]

i've been an adult for over a decade and i still don't understand why some people feel the need to question/comment on obvious things.

#i'm mostly talking about the dudes in my office #who are all super nice don't get me wrong #i just hate when they (or anyone) state the obvious it drives me fucking insane #*it's literally pouring rain outside* 'it's raining.' #*sees a stack of delivered mail* 'oh did the mail come?' #*sees than an envelope they left for someone to pick up is gone* 'did they come pick up [envelope]?' #*sees that [person] has left for the day* 'did [person] leave?' #and alternatively #*sees that [person] has just arrived at the office* 'is [person] is here?' #the urge to be a sarcastic bitch is so strong let me tell you #instead of being a smart ass tho i just pause for a second then say 'yep' #idk why i'm posting this lol #ignore me

[ploonets]

man they really weren't kidding when they said the grief of late diagnosed autism hits hard oooh boy did it hit fucking hard today

#my evaluation isn't til February 🙃😵‍💫🥴 #but my therapist and doctor are both like yep and my bf professionally works with autistic people and he's like you're super autistic dude #anyways super fun to find out that I'm literally blind to so many important parts of human nature and socialization #and by being blind to it I've also been completely blind to who knows how many times I've unintentionally hurt other people's feelings #I'm almost 27 and my bf is having to explain to me how to participate in a relationship #and it turns out not everyone is afraid and scared of everything all the time #and the grief of like I needed so much help and never got it #and looking back on my struggles and like fuck I needed accommodations #it's insane no one said anything about autism (to my face) until I met my bf #I've had at least 2 psyc evals in the past few years and also have seen several therapists and was in a whole therapy program #and like I had a LOT of the signs as a kid and even had to learn to hold my pencil #my sister and I suspect our parents were told but our mom has a big aversion to the autism word even tho my nephew is being assessed rn #and that kid is helllaaaa autistic #anyways ok thanks for reading love u bye

[nerdomancer]

I love giving people my Government Full First Name over my commonly used shortened nickname version when I'm interacting with them in a strictly business context because it makes the old "Salesman using your name a lot to trick you into feeling friendlier" trick much more noticeable and insufferable

#Pyro rambles #Easier to gloss over when you're like Yep That's What I'm Called #But when it's not what you're called day to day you really catch. Every instance. #Anyway this company I'm currently having to deal with is fucking insufferable #Even worse because their platform seems. SEEMS. Solid #But it's arranged so you have to deal with Sales Bullshit to use it in any capacity #Even if your third party client has already instructed you to use them #The platform is intuitive as shit but they would not let me get an account to use it unless I sat through Sales Dude walking me through it #Thankfully my Webcam was not working so I didn't have to worry about what faces I made out loud

[intertexts]

i need to stop letting myself be manipulated into doing shit after ive explicitly said i wouldn't do it im literally so bad at just balking....

#its SO ANNOYING and i hate it every time and then im like dude ur the one who said u wouldn't do it n then did it anyway.... it's a you #problem... anyway in this case it's my fault because its fucking humiliating saying no sorry i can't do this because i have fucked up and #exhausted disease yep. like i dont wanna go through the MORE exhaustion of explaining my disabled ass to my sister i would frankly #rather shut up and bake the damn lemon bars with her even if i feel like shit. yes i know this is a problem! #believe me i am excruciatingly self-aware & engaging in metacognition all the time. #txt

[angel-archivist]

m3gan is like the funniest movie of all time to be claimed by the queer community like hello???

#I didn’t see the appeal I’m a bad fan of horror movie dolls l #she was ok very goofy very silly I pissed during the dance part everyone was so excited about (like I left to use the bathroom so I missed #it) it’s not like an intensely out there movie for queer horror fans to latch onto #ie like chucky or any horror movie where the premise is so ridiculous it’s fun #plus is the movie was self aware at moments abt how ridiculous the premise was the chucky Megan comparisons are very warranted #not in a “chucky did it better” but in a yep two killer dolls they do kill some people #I wasn’t bored which was a plus #TITANIUM WAS SO FUNNY I COULDNT HELP ITTT #Seeing it in theater was def worth it cuz the audience as eating the movie up #one dude was cackling at every joke they threw on screen #I’m sure there’s some deepe analysis but I’m p sure it’s just queer people like bad horror movies a lot of the time #I don’t have the energy to like unwravel the subtext tonight I’m sure there’s plenty #Retro.bullshit #I’m not a Megan hater I swear she slayed just wasn’t too much of a stand out to me

[tlaquetzqui]

“Why aren’t 50% of your characters female?”

Well if we’re asking that, we also have to ask: why aren’t only 2% of your characters gay?

I mean as long as we’re just talking overall statistical prevalence there should be five Hispanics—almost all Mexican—for every four blacks, in stories set in the US, and American characters actually only have a 1 in 250 chance of being both gay and Jewish.

You want them to pretend 50% of every workplace and facility is, or should be, female (so many women clamoring to be sewer workers), just because half the general population is? Sure, right after you make your cast of characters conform to statistical realities about orientation and ethnicity. Deal?

#things that ain't so #they had to add the quasielemental plane of salt back to the inner planes just for me #of course part of this is projection #'i drastically overrepresent my favored groups that means everyone else only includes groups they favor' #well no see not everyone is motivated by idpol #sometimes people just think 'yep most construction workers in america are dudes' #there is an agenda in overrepresenting minorities but not in defaulting to the majority #they are most of the people that's what majority means

[pokimoko]

Watching ‘Inside Llewyn Davis’ after ‘Moon Knight’ adds a whole extra layer to this scene in particular. And not a particularly happy layer, at that. Just Oscar Isaac getting fucked over and kicked while he’s down by the same guy twice.

#moon knight #inside llewyn davis #oscar isaac #and who's the other guy? that's right you guessed it! #f murray abraham #aka the voice of khonshu #not pictured here: my reaction to realising that when the credits came on #pictured: marc auditioning to have khonshu be his manager #though it looks like's he auditioning to play at his bar....his avaBAR...okay yep sorry i'll stop #i watched this movie a few weeks back and it's just...Depression #like...the choices he made fucked him over so bad...just a series of unfortunate event...i had to sit and stare at a wall afterwards #THE MUSIC WAS GOOD THOUGH only piece of serotonin in this whole movie...apart from THE CAT!! LOVE THAT LITTLE GUY #i had this movie's version of 'fare thee well' on my playlists for years before i watched this because of *beleaguered sigh* supernatural #*sees my beloved pizzee llewyn posting* well now i gots to as well...together we will aannoy people into watching this movie #I've been slowly working my way through oscar isaac's filmography #dude's a chameleon though everytime i have to be like 'brain he may look different and sound different but that is in fact the same guy' #(let's be real though even inside of moon knight alone i have to have this conversation with my brain.) #i am not watching robin hood though....oscar isaac with blue eyes scares me...it's not right #Me to myself: now don't think about moon knight while watching movies that oscar isaac in #myself: haha no