#‘i’m making it as accurate as possible and i wanted it to be rlly dark!’ well i like writing dark stuff too!!!

[chryzure]

😃 what the fuck!!! what the fuck is wrong with ppl in this discord server!!!!

#making apollo almost sa eva when CANONICALLY he never wanted to force anything even when he wiped her memories… #besides the fact that i think his character post eva’s-dream-castor&lala crashed is like. to be taken w a grain of salt #since it veers so comedically villainous for no reason w/o any consistent characterization #this is also soooo awful. they want to hate him so badly that they make his crimes worse for NO REASON #i genuinely can’t stand some of those fucking fans. you guys aren’t interesting for that. that’s so gross. #‘i’m making it as accurate as possible and i wanted it to be rlly dark!’ well i like writing dark stuff too!!! #when i was in peak castor hate i STILL never had anything like that happen #bc it wasn’t CONSISTENT W HIS CHARACTER #jesus christ. i’m so angry. i’m so angry. #memorie.txt

[hopes-peak-postal-company]

hi, mod akane! sorry if i’m bothering ;-; if it’s open i’d like to ask for a danganronpa matchup! if that’s okay that is. for either all games or any you chose from! i’d just be happy with a matchup at this point. i’m bi with a preference for men :,)

⭐️ Personality

i can be quite competitive and always want to be the best. due to being autistic i don’t usually have an easy time catching onto sarcasm or understanding social cues, so i can come off as rude to people who are close to me that i feel comfortable with. i’m somewhat sassy but also have difficulty with my identity since it fluctuates from “innocent and quiet/bubbly and sensitive” to “analytical and serious”. I can be somewhat manipulative sadly but not ever in a mean way— more using my surroundings to my advantage. i never ever want to hurt anyone and i’d gladly run headfirst into danger for people i care about. very impulsive, though i stand up for what i think is right. i can be quite dramatic in the way i express myself (natural theatre kid) and i’m incredibly clumsy… way too clumsy. i fiddle with my hands and hair and jump up and down- i can’t sit or stand still for too long due to lack of attention span but when i like something i manage to put all my focus and energy onto that. i’m described as a small mischievous gremlin apparently, but also an overachiever and perfectionist. i love puns and jokes and when reading something i have a habit of reacting out loud by giggling or gasping or shrieking. I also walk up to people and pat their heads and claim them as friends cause that’s the only way I know how to start off a friendship.

⚡️Hobbies;

i love to draw, sing, dance ballet and write poems and stories, making up my own worlds and constantly brainstorming ideas. and song writing too, along with playing ukulele, guitar and the kalimba. i also rlly rlly love psychoanalyzing people and getting rlly deep into psychology.

🌸 Appearance;

I’m 5'0.83 according to google (154.5 cm) and i have dark brown hair and eyes. My hair is styled similarly to Lumine from Genshin Impact. It’s short in the back and long strands in the front. It looks almost identical to Tori Himemiya from Ensemble Stars if I were to be as accurate as possible. I usually decorate my hair with hairpins or pull it back. I have dark circles under my eyes and a somewhat big nose with a bump. I also have a small tooth gap.

❤️ Affection Type;

I really really like cuddles and physical touch, but i’m not too big on PDA. I’m really awkward with affection if we’re close and might come off as cold but I do care and mostly show it by spending time with the person or doing things for them. I do like giving long hugs though, even in public. Greeting and goodbye hugs are alright. But since I’m really affection and touch starved it can be a bit difficult to make me committed to the idea of anything else unless we’re in private. In private I’d try my very best to be super affectionate!

Here are your matchups. I hope that you are happy with them.

Your Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc Matchup Is….

Sayaka Maizono:

* She understands your competitive nature as she is quite competitive herself, well you have to be to make it as big as she is in the idol business

* So she will do everything she can to help further your goals to be the best at something, but is still not afraid to get in friendly competitions with you when it comes to fun things, such as board games

* Even if you seemed rude to Sayaka when she first met you that still didn’t stop her from staying nice with you as she isn’t one to outrightly be mean, even if someone is mean to her

* Once you tell her about how you are autistic she will discreetly whisper into your ear that the person is being sarcastic and helps you with social cues, so you understand the situation properly, without drawing loads of attention to it

* Sayaka can be somewhat sassy herself, so the two of you get jokingly sassy to each other sometimes

* Doesn’t mind that your identity changes randomly and actually finds it fun to predict how you are going to act today

* When you’re bubbly and sensitive she makes sure not to do anything to upset you, but revels in your bubbly personality, since that is how she acts to people most of the time. She finds it cute when you act all innocent and quiet as well

* But she also meshes well with your analytical and serious identity because that is secretly how she is in her head when talking to people, just never showing it

* She can’t even get mad at you for being manipulative sometimes as you do it for good things and that is something she does as well using the environment to her advantage

* The two of you usually do tactics like this together, but only for good things though

* She is really happy that you are kind hearted like that, but she wishes you would prioritise yourself more and if she ever feels like you are giving too much she will help you, so it does not get too much for you to deal with

* Won’t let you run head first into a really dangerous situation though, such as a fire as she doesn’t want anything terrible to happen to you that she could of prevented

* If you ever do something impulsive to stand up for what you believe in Sayaka is definitely there to support you, but she lets you take the lead as she doesn’t want to mess it up if she has nothing relevant to contribute

* Doesn’t mind if your dramatic sometimes as she may not be a theatre kid, but she is in the idol industry that can be very dramatic

* Is quite good at predicting when you are going to fall over, due to your clumsy nature and when she catches you she jokes how she knew it would happen because she is psychic

* If you fiddle with your hands and hair she will get something else for you to fiddle with, so you don’t damage your hair too much. But, she will also let you fiddle with her hands when you hold them

* Doesn’t mind when you jump up and down, but is ready to grab you if you fall, but if you manage to slip out of her grasp the two of you just laugh about it

* When your focusing on something and putting all of your energy into it Sayaka makes sure not to bother you, during this as she does not want to break your concentration

* If you can’t sit or stand still for too long Sayaka makes sure to pay extra attention for you, so you do not miss anything important

* She laughs at your mischievous gremlin antics and the nickname itself

* She understands what it is like to be an overachiever and perfectionist, so she tries to help you with ways she found helps to keep these tendencies at bay

* Got surprised at first when you would gasp, giggle or shriek out loud when reading aloud, but overtime she got used to it and isn’t even shocked when you do it now

* The jokes and puns you tell her help her to smile after a bad day, either with how funny they were or how comically bad they are

* When you first pat Sayaka on the head her first reaction was, okay, well this is new

* But now she just leans into your touch whenever you pat her head

*Singing is one hobby the two of you have in common and the two of you definitely go on karaoke dates with each other, but in the privacy of your own homes, so Sayaka’s fans do not ruin it for the two of you

* Will definitely hang up any drawings you give to her, she makes sure to save space to hang them up in her dressing room

* Also reads any poems and stories you write and will swoon if you write one about her

* She will also watch you perform ballet. You both l take it in turns giving each other a show with your theatrical talents

* Due to you making up new words, so much she starts to add them into her vocabulary unconsciously

* And one time she accidentally wrote one of your made up words into a song she wrote

* Loves to watch you brainstorm ideas and is happy when you share them with her

* If your a song writer maybe you can write a song for her to perform sometime

* Definitely gives you a special shout out in the audience if she does end up using your song

* Will also sing something to go along with the tune you make when playing the ukulele, guitar and the kalimba or just sits there admiring how well you play them and your performance as a whole

* She also loves psychoanalysing people to and the two of you can both psychoanalyse people you find on the internet or meet in real life for hours on end together

* Knows a few psychology tricks herself, but only ones to mess with people. You probably know a lot more deep research than she does

* Will definitely want to style your hair with the hair pins she has or pull it back for you into intricate styles, maybe the two of you can wear matching hair pins together sometime

* Due to her fans getting in the way Sayaka is not too big on PDA either, but she can be quite affectionate privately

* Will let you cuddle her and doesn’t mind being the big spoon, but much prefers being the small spoon

* And around the house she likes physical touch, such as holding hands when walking to the kitchen together

* She doesn’t mind too much if you come off as cold as she can come off as that too sometimes, but she can slowly ease you in to more affection

* And she does appreciate all the time you spend with her and things you do for her more than any affection you could give her

* Let’s you hug her for as long as you want, especially when she has to be away for a while, due to her life as an idol

* Is just happy you are trying your best in private to be more affectionate and committed to it, so is not really fussed about greetings and goodbye hugs and they slip her mind too most of the time anyways. Also you don’t have to try too hard to be super affectionate with her as she respects if you don’t bother with it too much

* She will hug you as much as you want her too though as she doesn’t want you to be too touch starved

* Overall, you and Sayaka’s relationship is built on mutual understanding and trust in one another, it also helps that surprisingly a decent few of your interests align and clash, leading to a long lasting and healthy relationship.

Your Danganronpa Goodbye Despair Matchup Is….

Nagito Komaeda:

* He is happy to aid you in any way that he can to help satiate your competitive nature

* In his eyes you are the best, but he is happy when you officially become the best at something because he loves how happy it makes you

* Nagito himself is actually not the best at understanding social cues or sarcasm, especially when it’s about hope

* But the stuff he does understand he makes sure to make you aware of them as he doesn’t want his lover to be left in the dark

* If you came off as rude to Nagito at first he probably just started to self-doubt himself, but when you start to become closer with him he understands and is actually kind of happy that he is one of the people close to you that you are comfortable around and do not come off as rude too

* Anything sassy you say to him he just laughs it off and whenever you say something sassy to someone else he always says in pride how you are his significant other

* Any identity you have Nagito will definitely love all of them he has an unique thing he loves about each of your personalities

* Loves how positive you are with your innocent and bubbly side. And how cute you are when you are sensitive and quiet he does make sure not to upset you in anyway though

* When you get all analytical and serious it actually impresses Nagito because even if he doesn’t openly admit it he is quite like that himself, so when you identify as this he may ask for your input on his next grand hope scheme

* Even if you were manipulating Nagito in a mean way he would still go along with it and not point it out, but he loves and appreciates you even more that you are using this skill for good

* If there ever comes a time you don’t notice something within your surroundings Nagito will point it out to you for you to use to your advantage

* He admires that hopeful thinking of yours is helping people and will gladly help you out with this task of yours

* Now he does admire your willingness to run into danger for people and is flattered that you would even do that for someone like him, but he is going to find away to not let you do that

* As he’d rather sacrifice himself in your place as you are the most special person in the world to him

* The two of you are both very impulsive , but surprisingly Nagito helps to ground your impulsiveness as he wants you to remain safe, he won’t hold you back from standing up for what is right though as long as you don’t get killed

* Will even help back you up or just act like a hype man for you in these moments

* People call you the dramatic couple as your dramatic, due to being a theatre kid and he is dramatic with his ideologies of hope, but Nagito doesn’t mind this as he feels more connected to you in this way

* He surprisingly has decent reflexes and can sense when you are about to fall, so will try to catch you

* At times he does not manage too he will stay by your side and nurse you, until you wake back up

* He finds it fascinating the way you fiddle with your hands and your hair and is curious how it would feel if you fiddled with his hair as well

* You can also fiddle with his hands and even his jacket at anytime too

* Takes no notice when your jumping up and down and carry’s on talking to you normally

* If he notices you fiddling around too much, due to being unable to sit still for too long he will try his best to do some fun things with you or just talk to you too help stimulate your brain more

* When you finally put your focus and energy on to something he will ask if you need help, but gets the sense to stay back for a bit as to not ruin your concentration and focus now

* Denies that your a mischievous gremlin when people point it out to him, but he does find the nickname for you funny deep down

* Helps to make sure you don’t become overwhelmed with your perfectionist and over achiever tendencies and makes sure things regarding this do not get messed up

* He may not always get your puns and jokes, but he always laughs anyway as he wants you to continue sharing stuff like those things with him, even if he is confused sometimes

* If you read something out loud and start giggling, gasping and shrieking he patiently waits for you to finish, so he can carry on listening to you read

* When you first patted his head and claimed him as a friend he was, so shocked he didn’t think he deserved, such an act of kindness like that

* Even over time he is still not quite used to affection like head pats yet. He thought it was a cool and unique way to start a friendship though

* Anything you draw will be folded neatly and put in his jackets pocket, so a piece of your talent is always with him

* Will always want to listen to you sing as he loves your voice when your just talking to him he loves it, even more when you are singing

* Watches you dance ballet and loves it, but if you ask him to be your dance partner he will probably end up tripping over and pulling you down with him, due to how his luck works

* Will read any poems and stories you write and is shocked and touch when you write something about him

* He will definitely try his best to return the favour

* Will brainstorm ideas with you and instead of saying if some of your ideas are bad he will discreetly guide you too a new and better one

* Any words you make up he gladly uses in his day-to-day dialect

* Will pull a few strings to get Ibuki to sing any song you write, but it will be even better in his eyes if you sing it for him yourself

* Especially if you show your other talents of playing the ukulele, guitar or the kalimba, while singing it

* Would love to hear you play those instruments separately from your singing as well

* Nagito is actually really good at psychoanalysing people and will do it with you if you want him to

* And he does know quite a bit about psychology and will share all he knows with you and he will also listen to you share the facts that you know about psychology as well

* Due to his luck he ends up winning a massive supply of hairpins that he gifts to you to use and decorate your hair with

* And he will happily pull your hair back for you and even learns how to do more intricate hairstyles just to try them out on you

* He will gladly do what you want to and he is too nervous to initiate PDA most of the time anyway, so he’s glad your not that keen on it

* But he will oblige your love of and give you cuddles and physical touch, but he does think he is undeserving of giving it to you at first, so please reassure him

* He is awkward with affection just like you at first, so doesn’t take much notice if you seem cold and would not hold it against you in anyway, but overtime the two of you get used to giving it to each other

* He is glad you care though and show it to him by doing things for him or spending time with him and he makes sure to do it back to you as well

* When you give him long hugs, especially when not in public he just relishes in the contact as he is not used to things like this

* He will give you greeting and goodbye hugs if that is what you want and wish for, but he will settle for just a onslaught of cuddles and cuddling sessions in private as well

* Since like you Nagito is also touch starved and it’s hard for his brain to commit to the idea at the start that you, actually want to touch trash like him the two of you learn to be more affectionate to each other together

* He always gets happy when you try and be super affectionate to him in private as it warms up his heart

* Overall, Nagito and you are each others rocks, making the relationship the two of you share together an important part of easing the minds and thoughts of the two of you, so you both do not get too overwhelmed with different and certain things.

Your Danganronpa Killing Harmony Matchup Is….

Kokichi Ouma:

* He may tease you for your competitive nature and if you are teamed up together he may pretend that he is not going to try his hardest to win for you

* But he does end up putting all of his effort in

* If the two of you play games together he feigns being upset when you win, but at the same time he is hyping you up

* Respects that you want to always be the best, so secretly he will try his best to make sure that you are

* Now Kokichi is quite sarcastic, but if you do not understand a sarcastic comment he or someone else makes he does make sure to explain it to you

* It’s the same thing when you do not understand certain social cues, you not understanding these things is one thing he will not make a big deal out of or draw attention too

* If you came off as rude to him at first he just lets it role off of his shoulders as he deduced why you came off that way and he was not going to hold it against you

* He is secretly flattered though, when he becomes someone you are comfortable with

* Kokichi is quite sassy himself, so there are moments when you both can get sassy with each other, but you both do not mean anything by it

* Now he likes it when you act all bubbly and quiet as it is a great contrast to his personality, and when you act all innocent and sensitive he makes sure to tone down some of his playful remarks as he doesn’t want to hurt your feelings

* But when you act all analytical and serious he will tease you saying how you should loosen up, but he is happy to have someone that he can analyse other people with and come up with schemes and reasons for why they are being a certain way

* He can relate to the manipulative part and like you he uses his talent of this for the general good, but it isn’t really inherent at first

* But hopefully the two of you can manipulate certain situations by using the two of you’s surroundings into a good thing

* Now Kokichi usually ends up hurting people, but has good intentions, so he is really glad he has someone like you that helps people, but not in an inherently bad way

* But he would never let you run in to save someone else if they are in danger and would probably end up sacrificing himself for you, instead

* Now the two of you are both impulsive, but whenever you make an impulsive decision Kokichi always looks out for you to make sure it does not cause you too much harm

* And if you are standing up for what you think is right he makes sure to hype you up from the side

* As well as insult the person if they are still not listening to you

* Shockingly, he is not a theatre kid, but is quite dramatic just like you

* The two of you can be dramatic together and often do a little skit together of an overreaction when something minor happens

* Now Kokichi will try his best to catch you, but if you end up falling down, due to your clumsy nature he will probably laugh light heartedly at you first and then help you back up

* When you fiddle with your hair and hands it kind of makes him want to do it too it just looks really relaxing and soft

* If your jumping up and down Kokichi does not really pay any mind to it as he is usually moving around a lot himself, due to his attention span being quite short like yours as well

* Now if you find something to put all your focus and energy into Kokichi will try his best not to make you loose your concentration, but after a while he wants to reclaim your attention as it is not healthy to spend too long doing something, that is his excuse anyways

* Twins, he is also described as a small mischievous gremlin you are just that couple

* Now if you are an overachiever and perfectionist any plans Kokichi has to prank and mess with people he makes sure it does not mess with anything that could affect that mindset of yours

* Kokichi also loves puns and jokes, so the two of you tell a lot of them to each other

* You both also have inside ones that only you too find funny and know the meaning of

* He finds it amusing when ever you react when reading out loud by giggling, gasping or shrieking as it is unusual, but he does not mind it and just finds it really funny

* When you first patted his head he thought you was making fun of his height, but when he found out that is just your way of making friends he lets you head pat him as much as you want too

* He actually really enjoys it, he only accepts it coming from you though

* Always begs you to draw him, but he does love your other drawings as well and hangs them around the dice organisation base when he gets the chance too

* Likes sitting there listening to you sing, gives you songs he really wants you to sing some of them are very questionable

* Finds it impressive how you can dance ballet really well as standing on your tip toes like that makes his feet hurt just looking at it

* Reads all of the poems and stories you write and does them in a silly voice sometimes

* Would be really touched if you wrote any of them about him, he would start fake crying with happiness just to show you how happy he is on the inside

* Any words you make up he laughs about, but starts using them to insult people leaving them confused

* Any song you write he performs them for you, but he can’t sing, so it is a very funny performance, then he gets you, the professional, to sing it as you actually sound good and not tone deaf

* Always brags to people how you can play the ukulele, guitar and the kalimba. “So Kaede you can play the piano, but that’s cute compared to the instruments my significant other can play!”

* He likes psychoanalysing people too and the two of you do it together laughing at what you come up with when you try to analyse what a random person on the street got up to that day

* He also has some basic knowledge in psychology to help him with his tricks and would like to hear your deep knowledge in psychology, so he can make his tricks even better than they already are

* Gladly gifts you hair pins that he finds and gives you a little clown one to represent his organisation dice

* Will also pull your hair back for you if you ask him too

* Kokichi is also really into cuddles and physical touch as well, he likes PDA too, but will respect your boundaries of you not being too keen about it

* He won’t give you much physical affection at first as your not that close, but he doesn’t mind if you seem cold as he knows that’s why

* Is over the moon that you care for him and show him by spending time and doing things for him

* Will take all the long hugs from you he can get, especially since in private there is no time limit, like there is in public

* He likes greetings and goodbye hugs and will give you them, even if you only find them alright

* But he will definitely shower you with affection when the two of you are in private together as that is what you prefer

* You two are both touch starved individuals, so this is good for the two of you

* Is happy that whenever you try your best to be super affectionate as it makes him feel really loved and he makes sure to return the favour, so you feel really loved as well

* Overall, you and Kokichi’s relationship is really something unique and special that will, hopefully last for a long time, even if this experience is really new for Kokichi and you alike.

#danganronpa trigger happy havoc matchup #danganronpa goodbye despair matchup #danganronpa killing harmony matchup #danganronpa matchup

[stonedregulus]

hey! i’m cis and i was just wondering if you have any tips for writing non-cis characters? i’m sorry if this is rude or stupid i’m just kind of new to writing and i wanna make sure i’m as inclusive as i can be and accurate in what i’m writing, i wouldn’t wanna say something wrong just out of pure lack of knowledge and the way you write is really cool and i admire it a lot

so if you have anything to share about like how to go about writing non cis characters into a story in a way that doesn’t come across blaring obvious as like AHHH look at this!!!! a diversity card character!!!! cause i would hate that, and i just wanna be as respectful as possible :))

(and if this makes no sense or is rude i’m rlly sorry, feel free to ignore it)

Definitely not rude, I would do much rather you ask for help than possibly do something offensive without knowing, you know?

Thank you for complimenting my writing 🫶🏻🫶🏻 I hope this list helps you!

This has become a really long post, so I’m putting tips under the cut :)

I recommend talking to your friends or online acquaintances about their experiences with their gender. Are certain words/topics triggering to them? Personally, I have a hard time reading/writing about body dysphoria. It makes me super uncomfortable, especially when I know the person writing it is cis it just… it feels wrong to me. I want trans content, and I think everyone should be able to write it, but there are certain ways I feel like in general (and I’m being very broad here) when cis people write trans content they tend to use terms and phrases that they think is how we feel, when in reality it’s just rude and has a transphobic edge to it.

Find a sensitivity reader. There are some discord servers that offer sensitivity reading as a role and there are tons of people who will offer to help you out. Please just do it. I lost a friend over this. She had plenty of noncis acquaintances at her disposal, was in multiple discord groups that had sensitivity readers available, and yet she didn’t utilize them. She wrote an extremely transphobic fic that she thought was fine due to the time period the fic was set it, and while yes, technically it was, because she didn’t have a sensitivity she had no one to point out the flaws. When she posted, it lacked several critical trigger warnings, and unfortunately myself and several of my friends were sent into dissociating & dysphoric spirals that lasted for several days. All of it could have been avoided with a sensitivity reader, is what I’m saying. Even if you’re not writing something extremely dark, it’s important because they can catch the little phrases you might use that to you are totally fine, but to someone who is not cis sets of alarm bells.

trigger warning the shit out of your work. this is for everything: it’s always better to over warn than under warn. but, if you are writing a noncis person who is having even the slightest bit of dysphoria(their shirt just doesn’t sit quite right because of their body shape and they decide to completely change their outfit)—trigger warn it, being misgendered—trigger warn it, being dead named—trigger warn it.

do not give your characters dead names unless you are having another character dead name them and it is absolutely essential to the storyline (i.e. orion with regulus in wyidias). they do not need a dead name. your readers don’t need to know it. you don’t need to know it. it does not matter because it is not their name.

Please don’t use transphobia as a plot device if you can help it. i know in some situations it’s not entirely avoidable, but there are times when people just seem to think sprinkling it in adds flavor when really all it does is ruin it.

Do your research! It’s soooo easy to find information and terms and blogs that talk about experiences, you just have to take the time and do it!

Reread, edit thoroughly, have a beta if you can, and give yourself grace. You know how many times when I set a characters pronouns as they/them in a fic, I fuck up? The answer is a lot. I’m writing multiple fics where one character is he/him in most fics but they/them in the final. I fuck it up. All the fucking time. I edit and miss it. My beta edits and misses it. It happens. Someone comments on my fic “hey dude you missed this pronoun in this sentence” I curse, stamp my foot, fix it, and thank them. It happens. Don’t beat yourself up over it too much, you’re trying your best, and I’m just excited you want to be more inclusive in your writing.

Last but not least, I would probably put a disclaimer at the beginning of your work just stating that you are cis and if anyone sees anything wrong to bring it to your attention because you don’t want to upset anyone.

I hope those helped!! 🫶🏻

#ollie is answering asks #tw dysphoria #tw transphobia #writing #writing help #writing advice #writing things #ao3 #ao3 writer #ao3 author #nonbinary #trans

[urlocalbunny]

Headcanons of the boys with a witch s/o?? ~ I rlly like your blog 💛

Hemlo! I'm assuming you're speaking about the stereotypes of a witch pictured in fantasy books rather than what's accurate and I'll go with the "brooms and cat and nice healing spells and charms in a big pot" trope.

When you first arrived and the others tried to catch you, everyone thought you were going to be gone soon. But to their surprise, Beliath flew around and hit a wall as soon as he tried to put his hands on you. "A witch." That's all Aaron had to say to make everyone get weary around you. The older ones had heard and seen witches when they used to fend for themselves. This one was rather... Endearing, as they apologized to the demon and fixed the hole on the wall sheepishly.

Aaron:

He's used to it as he used to help witches as much as he could when they needed it. He's seen some spells, but never up close.

When you summon a little ball of light and make it float in front of you as you walk with him in the dark, he feels pride swell on his chest at how clever you are.

He enjoys hearing your experiments and your harmless pranks and your protective charms that you insist he keeps on his pocket when he goes out to buy you food.

You give a nice touch to the garden and things grow like they want to, in contrast to Vladimir's side where things are trimmed and calculated.

He worries about you a lot if you have to travel for supplies so he asks you to do it when he's gone for the full moon because he kind of forgets about it as he runs through the forest. And he LOVES hunting with you after a good bit into the relationship.

If you're interested in his stories, he might tell you all about his encounters with witches before bed while you cuddle. When he's about to turn the beside light off, he kisses your nose, saying you're the best witch he ever met.

Raphael:

He adores smelling the plants you collect and feeling the crystals you have in your room. The sound of the little charms you hang on the windows make him feel at ease too.

He also likes it when you flip the book pages fast with magic and he hears you speaking from the other side of the room while you do it. He asks you to flip his and he giggles like a baby when you do.

He is fascinated by the sounds the spells make and he loves to hear you finish them and how lovely your taste with little bottles are, and when you give him a charm to keep him safe, he treasures it so much you're even surprised.

He loves to hear your stories and how much you love to do small things and work here and there for the townspeople with herbal medicines the doctor ask them to get from you.

He feels safe and cared for around you, and he tends to entrust some of his tasks to you because he feels like you'll finish them perfectly. Suddenly, Beliath doesn't really need to fetch books for him at the store anymore.

When he learns you can move objects and you have the idea of making braille stamps to translate books for him, he goes WILD with excitement.

Beliath:

As soon as he saw you through the wall you just threw him into, he knows he has to have you. You're ravishing AND strong. Also, you had the care to throw him against the wall without any portraits and it wasn't really painful, so you're a quick thinker too. It was a good spell.

With time, he becomes your friend then your boyfriend. The thing is that since he knows you're a witch, this became a serious problem when you're coming back home from parties. You already know what he's going to say as soon as he makes a silly face.

"Hey. I'm gonna ring this random lady's bell and you'll have to step on that trashcan lid and fly us out of here." "Beliath, no." "I'm gonna ring it." "No, Beli-" "POOOOOM" "RUN, BABE, JUMP ON IT!"

He laughs his ass off as you grab the lid, turn it around, sit inside of it and haul him out of the ground while he runs at full speed. Your hands hold his torso and he yells into the night as you breathe heavily because that shit was Scary™.

He also helps you constantly with supplies and some of his own knowledge on demoniac powers and tricks. You both can easily handle any hard situations without even laying hands on your opponents. That's a power couple right there.

You both protect each other and he actually puts your charms in good places even though he's literally a demon. You get the heart-eyes every time he does things right and learns a few simple spells for you.

Vladimir:

Prepare to be BOMBARDED with questions and your new job as a co-leader of the garden. The way you move ten seeds at the same time and dig holes on the dirt as quick as he ever could is amazing to him.

He inspects glasses and widens his eyes at colorful and contained reactions your spells make. He loves it when you explain how things work in detail and he feels safe knowing you won't be in trouble and you can protect each other from whatever.

He smells you often because the herbs you use on your medicines and potions smell good for him.

The first time he sees you on top of a random object floating around, you WILL get pulled down by his cane like a mango on top of a tree. He will tell you this is dangerous and will ask you to not sit on random things and fly on them, but when you explain how it works, he feels relieved.

One day when he's sad, you ask him to come to you from the stairs, but you lift his shoes in the process. When he sees he's walking in the air, he can't stop laughing. If the others see it, he will be flustered though.

Will bonk you if you come inside with herbs on your head and clothes. Clean urself before coming home! When he sees you sitting idly when it's your time to clean while the broom sweeps on it's own, he gets super jealous.

Ethan:

Will try to match and argue with your knowledge often because well, he's a doctor. How can you simply make Ivan's burnt skin heal instantly with no repercussions for the both of you? That's bullshit.

When you explain where do you take this energy from and how you manage it, he understands better. "So... There's always a price for things and you keep yourself in check and in tune with your savings to make the right spells... Interesting..."

If he makes you mad, you dye his hair different colors he hates for an undetermined period of time. He hates going out with orange hair, but pranking you was actually a good idea.

He likes your ointments a lot and he uses them when the boys are sick. You teach him some things and he teaches you others, like how to stitch someone's wounds and basic training on how to be a nurse and save someone with simple steps.

He thinks you look so cool when you fight and he asks you to throw small seeds on Ivan and Beliath while he isn't looking just to piss him off. It's your fun when everything gets boring.

If he's going through a hard time, you cast a few pretty spells before bed and make the shapes he asks you to to entertain him. He adores you so, so much for that. He will say it eventually.

Ivan:

The first time he gives you a gift, it's a snow sled for you to fly around on. He also runs errands for you and takes things out of your way. Basically, he turns into your apprentice and laps everything up.

It's more likely that Ivan finds his powers sooner while he's around you, because his minds opens itself to the possibilities and he begins exercising and training more often to find his own thing out of inspiration.

He loves your charms and spells, and he asks you to give some to Aaron often because he gets worried in full moon. He also likes to read tomes and books to you while you do what they say.

He appreciates you and your help to train him and keep him in check, and the fact you can handle him easily while he's thirsty makes it ten times easier for him to trust himself and overcome his gluttony.

If you take long to come back from trips he gets kind of sulky and asks you to be careful. He's worried about you and what could happen. It's also boring without Aaron and you around. :(.

Asks you a thousand questions and hears your stories with the brightest eyes. He flinches when there's emotion and action, smiles when you do and sometimes he claps in the end, then gets flustered when you mock him. You're just so interesting :(

#ml aaron #ml raphael #ml beliath #ml vladimir #ml ethan #ml ivam #moonlight lovers headcanons #sfwbunny #moonlight lovers fanfiction

[fvaleraye]

i just realized that i got exactly One(1) encouragement, so y’all are gettin’ a word wall ASLDKLN

i have probably mentioned this before, but the “normal” magic in Scintillam is basically divided into 8 elements: Fire, Ice, Air, Earth, Energy, Water, Light, and Darkness. the first four are, of course, the most widely known and practiced. any advanced magic will follow an element, while stuff like levitation spells are their own things that aren’t rlly lumped into one school of magic however, some magic in Scintillam is sort of... frowned upon. to put it lightly. and that’s what i’m gonna talk about! the forbidden magics of Scintillam :V

the word wall is under the cut, because it is, in fact, a word wall asdflkjn

Necromancy

Necromancy was widely considered by most people to be a form of darkness magic, for obvious reasons, but that really isn’t accurate. it’s its own thing, it’s magic focusing on the manipulation of the ethereal soul and the physical body, it has nothing to do with darkness. necromancy is far more taxing on the casters body than nearly any other magic, with its use damaging the users soul, unless they are a form of lich. necromancy fell out of use actually rather recently, with the church and their order outlawing its use, as they, rather understandably, felt that it went against the laws of nature. most necromancers left nowadays are liches locked up in crypts, most not necessarily by choice. necromancy is also one of the few magics that have a tendency to alter the way the user perceives the world and the people around them. many start out with fairly good intentions: wanting to see a dead family or friend, helping a friend see their dead family or friend, etc, but it will eventually kind of... alter the casters perception. experienced necromancers will begin to see life as a disease, and this line of thinking will only get worse if they become a lich, and they will typically start massacres and undead invasions and the like. as such, it is hardcore outlawed all throughout Magna Terra, and being caught practicing it is punishable by death.

Shadow Magic

now, i know what you’re thinking, but no, shadow magic has very little to do with darkness magic. darkness magic is basically like a watered down version of shadow magic, it has the same basic concept, but it doesn’t go as deep as shadow magic. there is a good reason for this. while darkness magic deals with literal darkness, shadow magic deals with it in a more... ethereal sense. shadow magic is technically the layman's term for the art, other names for it include: Fear Magic, Shadowmancy, The Blessing of The Serpent, etc etc practicing shadow magic involves opening yourself up to higher powers, ones that you might not necessarily want to see you. it’s very heavily associated with the Black Serpent that the apocalypse cult, The House of The Black Serpent, worships. while darkness magic encompasses physical darkness, shadow magic encompasses the darkness of the human mind. those skilled in it can do things like pull your worst fears and memories from your head, peer into your darkest thoughts, and things like that. it’s incredibly invasive, and, unlike nearly every other form of magic, can only be used to harm. all of the elemental magics have spells that can heal, help, and save people without harming a soul. shadow magic has no such thing. every spell is designed to hurt, to kill, to traumatize, to make someone’s life as miserable as possible. to practice shadow magic is to let something reach into you and take something out. you don’t get it back, but it gets replaced with something else. every practitioner of shadow magic gets their own Shade, that basically acts as their shadow, literally and metaphorically. these shades keep an eye on them for some unseen master, and will typically follow the orders of their charge. however, they have been known to just. spontaneously kill their charge horribly for no discernable reason. it’s very heavily outlawed, just like necromancy, but, unlike necromancy, you probably won’t be practicing it unless you’re already a maniac.

Primordial Sorcery

now... this is the big one. technically speaking, nobody really practices this magic, they are born with it. it is literally the only magic in the entire world that someone is born with, instead of learning it. in fact, it kind of breaks nearly every magic rule in Scintillam. one born with primordial sorcerer cannot learn any other type of magic, and their spark is... different. many people can go their entire lives without knowing why they can’t cast magic, and will usually accept themselves as being non-magical, or having a defective spark(this is a myth, there is no such thing as a defective spark, you either have a spark and can cast magic or you don’t) it can be confused with Wyld magic in that it is by its very nature random and disordered, but there is something very... off. about it. look at it this way: both magics feel like forces of nature, but Wyld magic feels like a force of nature like a forest does! beautiful, if disordered. Primordial Sorcery feels like a force of nature in the same way a tsunami, a hurricane, or a volcano eruption does. natural. but incredibly destructive. and not something you would want to experience. all other forms of magic are magical energy directed through an element, primordial sorcery, meanwhile, is magic itself. it draws upon the very well of magic in the earth, and to use it is to unleash the unbridled power of a spark, unrestrained by mortal will. one does not need a focus to use it, one does not need a pact, or training, or a mark, nothing. it reacts to pure emotion. and every single infinite possibility of primordial sorcery is available to the user from the moment they are born, the only limit is their imagination. this magic is typically nearly uncontrollable, as people using it rarely get the effect they were looking for whenever they use it. there are no “spells” in primordial sorcery, there are emotions, wills, and thoughts. to treat it like “regular” magic is to miss the point of magic entirely. it is human thought distilled into pure energy. unlike the other two magic schools discussed, this magic is only outlawed because it is seen as a danger to the user and everyone around them. you are not really punished for having it, as, unlike Necromancy and Shadow Magic, you do not make the choice of having it, you just... have it. anyone who has been born with it is still typically discouraged from using it, and educated about the dangers of it, accurately or not.

#Valerie Rambles #Scintillam #this got... so long... #asdlfkasdf-

[ghost-ghost-baby]

doomed wips

Okie dokie dudes,,,, this is,,,,,, approximately 3k words of uh,,,, my rlly raw bad unedited wips i dont have time for anymore lmao. ft. some poly denki content There is nsfw but it has a warning, read at ur own risk!!!! 

If u rlly wanna see one finished send in an ask!  dropping a tip on my ko-fi nd leaving a message w the one u want wouldnt hurt either

i also included a description w most of them 

This was from the prompts lmao (nsfwish)

Aight so denki and reader ARE dating but they don't know how Yan our boi is,,,, then they like bust him jerking off to their underwear and they're like what the FUCK

Omegaverse!!!!

 “I swear  just did laundry, why is this draw so empty?” You huffed, closing your underwear drawer with more force than you’d intended. “Are they in Denki’s room? He does do my laundry sometimes… omega instincts or something…” you turned back towards the door, the two of you were meant to shower and get ready for bed before he’d come to your room. Surely it wouldn't matter if you just popped in to look around, you were mates after all. Yeah, it's be fine. 

The dorms were relatively quiet, everyone else was outside or out with people enjoying the day. Still, it was weird to just… walk through the halls and not hear anyone. Lost in thought, you barely paused before you pushed open Denki’s door, taking a few steps into the room before you heard a whimper. Your first thought was fear, was Denki hurt? Had someone attacked him? You were rushing to his side without thinking, all but jumping on the bed to see if he was okay. 

Another prompt one!!!

“Don’t worry, my love, I’ll protect you.”

“This world doesn’t deserve an angel like you.”

“God, you have no idea how amazing you are, do you?”

Dragon kiri has been watching the reader for a while and like dropping gifts bc courting and then uh the village find out they a witch and try to sacrifice them and kiri shows up to the rescue!!! 

You'd come home to another package on your doorstep, bound with a red string and adorned with the red scale you were so used to. Smiling as you bent down to pick it up, you were too preoccupied to notice the red eyes that lit up. The packages had been coming for almost a year, and you’d accepted them as a part of your life now. None of them had had gold before, your eyes went wide when you opened it. It was a golden… talon? Tooth? That was your best guess, rested on pure white fur. Where on earth did this come fro? You’d never seen anything like it! 

Yu’d ended up tying the gift around your neck, tucked undereath your shirt and resting close to your heart. It was comforting, you didn’t know why. You were walking home now, you’d just helped a woman with an unwanted child. The village had been your home for three years, and you’d done your best to help everyone you coulod, particuarly the women. However, the men of the village didn’t care for you, and they often glared when you’d pass by. You weren’t magic, you’d just… studied plants your entire life! 

“Well what a surprise! The witch is wandering the forest, all alone.”

“And at night too, haven’t they heard that’s dangerous?” 

Speak of the devil, who else would be out except drunk men,well… and you. 

“I don't want any trouble, I just want to go home.” You kept your voice even despite your mind racing to come up with possible plans. You had a knife in your bag, but you really didn't want to use it. If you did anything it would only make things worse, you needed to try and diffuse the situation. 

“You leaving is the only way that'll happen.” One of them smirked, reaching out to grab your arm. His skin touched yours and you felt your necklace burn, searing your skin as you yelped and jumped away. The men were about to continue their advance when a growl rang out, it made the hair on the back of your neck stand up. It was followed by a man walking into the light, hair as red as his eyes and all you could say was damn. Good to know you had your priorities sorted, Y/n. The man turned to you first, mouth set in a grin that revealed how sharp his teeth were. 

“Don’t worry, my love, I’ll protect you!” His eyes went cold as soon as they looked away from you. 

“Now, why don't you guys move along, huh?” 

“Who the hell are you?” The men looked wary now, and it sent a wave of satisfaction through you. You didn't even question who the redhead was, or why he was calling you his love, but you could deal with that later. 

“I’m Eijiro!” Oh, so that was his name.

I came up w this at three am while i was stoned asf  pls let me live (Nsfw)

Reader goes to the bathroom to uh smoke a joint,,,, denki nd shinso come in nd start fucking and reader like whaaaaat oh my god,,,,, take another hit,,,,, then denki like I think I'm bi and shinso was like uh yeah I guessed as much w my dick in ur ass and reader laughs and gets found out and threesome,,,, bonus if they already friends and toshi yan,, toshi like fucks trhe reader through denki

A sigh left you as you sat down in the toilet stall, wasting no time reaching into your pocket to pull out your lighter and the joint you’d been saving. Denki had slipped it to you when you’d complained about stress and being out of weed, and you’d never been more thankful for the blonde. You’d waited until after school to dart into the most private bathroom on campus, somewhere you came often, if you were being honest. You did your best to stay quiet, listening to music as you smoked through one earphone, keeping an ear out for anyone coming. You were over halfway through when the door opened, making you freeze as you heard two familiar voices. 

“Are you sure this is safe?”

“Yeah man! Y/n showed it to me!” 

Oh. Oh no. You couldn’t believe this was happening, hand coming up to cover your mouth as you heard the moans. Your face was bright red, taking another hit because you couldn’t deal with Denki and Shinso doing this. They were your friends! Denki was your best friend, you didn’t want to witness this! But even as you told yourself that you couldn’t deny the heat that bloomed far too low to be innocent. You tried to drown it out, honestly! Focusing on your music and smoking, but god seemed to hate you today, and your phone died two minutes later. Fuck, you were just going to have to wait this out, weren’t you?

 So, here you were, locked in a bathroom stall, stoned, horny and having to listen to your friends fuck each other. It wasn’t just moans and skin slapping, either, they were filthy honestly, and you’d heard some things you didn’t think you’d ever be able to forget.  

“I-I ah, think I might be- mmm- bi!” Denki spoke, well, gasped would be more accurate, and you had to stop yourself laughing, only that idiot would say something like that.

“I guessed as much, my dick is in your ass, Denki.” 

“Oh my god.” You couldn’t help it, you laughed, and that would be your undoing. It was silent for a few beats, and you were beginning to think you’d gotten away with it when the door was ripped open, revealing a livid Shinso and a curious Denki. You could tell they’d been fucking, and that sent another wave through you. Shinso smirked when he saw it was you, Denki’s face breaking into a grin as he leant on the taller boy. 

“Uh, hey guys! Fancy uh, seeing you… here?” You tried to break the silence, ignore how hungry Shinso looked, ignore the way Denki looked you up and down, ignore that they were both still hard. 

It didn’t work, and before you could react hands were grabbing you and pulling you closer to them. You ended up standing between them facing Shinso and with Denki far too close behind you, if he moved a centimetre he’d be pressed up against your ass. 

“Fancy it indeed, tell us, what were you doing here, Y/n?” Shinso’s tone was lazy, his hand rubbing up and down your arm and making it much harder to think.

“Uh I uh… came here to smoke? And then uh… you guys came in and-”

“You decided to listen to us fuck like some pervert?” 

“No! No that’s not it at all.” You tried to defend, throwing a look for help at Denki. He ignored you, golden eyes dark and fixed on SHinso. 

“It’s okay, Y/n, Denki’s a slut anyway, he doesn’t mind.” You blushed at his words, hoping against hope that this was it and you could run back to your dorm and uh… relieve some stress. 

“Now, back to you, hmm? You look quite flustered.” 

“N-No, I’m just uh, Denki?” You looked away when you felt arms wrap around your waist, Denki’s head resting on your shoulder. It would have been fine, if his hands didn’t travel lower, lower, lower-

“What are you doing?” You couldn’t stop yourself yelping, hands flying to Denki’s to try and pry them off. 

“Giving you what you want, wasn’t that clear baby?” Shinso moved closer, you were still distracted by Denki’s hands. 

“You need us as bad as we need you, there’s no point denying it.” 

“Shinso, I don’t-”

“Call me Hitoshi, won’t you? My last name is far too formal for our… relationship, don’t you think?” His hand came up to caress your cheek and you couldn’t speak, your mind stopped working and before you knew it Denki had one hand down your pants.

“Huh?!” You tried to squirm away, letting out a whimper as Hitoshi held you in place, unable to do anything except feel Denki’s fingers slip under you underwear, brushing your clit as he felt around. 

“You’re already so wet Y/n! That’ll make this so much more fun!” You could feel him grinning against your neck, sigh of relief leaving you when he pulled his hand back.

“What do you mean Denki, you need to stop this is-”

Hitoshi cut you off, finger pressed to your lips before it was replaced with his own. Denki seemed content kissing up and down your neck, and you were losing yourself in the sensations before you could stop or pull yourself back. It was a lost cause as soon as your arms wrapped around Hitoshi’s neck, fingers tugging purple strands and that had him moaning. Not one to be left out, Denki let his hands trail over your body, sliding up your stomach to lightly grab your chest before trailing down to your hips. Hitoshi finally pulled away, throwing a smirk your way before he turned you to face his blonde companion. 

“D-Denki?” You stuttered, throughourly breathless and turned on. They just thought you were so cute.

“Wanted you for so long Y/n, love you so much.” He already looks fucked out, if that was possible, babbling as he leant forward to kiss you. You could only kiss him back at this point, let Hitoshi begin tugging your underwear down, moaning as his finger circled your clit. 

“We’re gonna take real good care of you.” You got one last look into purple eyes before you and Denki were moved and shoved against the wall, yelp leaving you as your back made contact. Then lips were on yours again, your hands tangled in golden hair and you moaned as a finger entered you. 

Arranged marriage w shoto who a cold bitch and show no interest,,,, so reader hits it off w dabi,,, shoto get jelly and then threesome smut

This had been your destiny, your fate, ever since you’d turned five, to be wed to the crown prince Shoto, head of the high coven, on your eighteenth birthday. Despite trying to be open minded, and making the best of this situation, your ‘husband’, was making everything much, much hardere than it needed to be. And not in a good way. It had been months, and he’d barely said a word to you in all that time, despite the fact you shared a room, and slept in the same bed. Was it because he was a vampire, and didn’t see it fit to… be open with someone like you? A half breed demon with an affinity for poison? Maybe he thought you’d kill him. You never would, you were nice, despite your heritage despite what people would assume. You’d taken to wandering the castle since then, doing your own thing, even if it was rather lonely. 

You’d never been to this part of the castle before, it wasn’t bad… but it left an odd feeling in your stomach, something you couldn’t quite place. There were paintings on the wall, colours bright and vibrant, but still… wrong. A door sat at the end of the hall, curiosity winning you over as you walked towards it, some strange pull urging you on. The bite on your neck tingled, the mark that proved you and Shoto were… bonded. Bonds were meant to have all sorts of things attached, magical things. None of that had happened to you, however, maybe there was something wrong with you? The door loomed, pulling you out of your thoughts because now your hand rested on the knob and it was hot. It creaked as you pushed it open, your eyes curious and darting around the room, only to land on-

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry!” You covered your eyes, you didn’t know someone was in her, someone hot and shirtless!

“It’s okay doll, look all you like.” His voice was nice, nice enough that you lowered your hands to look at the man. He was tall, lanky, but that didn’t hide the fact he looked strong. And the… you didn’t know what to call them, scars? Only added to his image.

“What uh, happened?”

“Long story doll, but to cut it short? I stood up to a tyrant, and he didn’t like it one bit. You can call me Dabi.” He seemed to read your mind, leaning back against the wall and letting his eyes wander over your form. A blush spread through you at his gaze, you weren’t wearing much, just a small red dress that seemed far too inappropriate for the occasion. 

“I’m uh, I’m Y/n.”

“Oh, so you’re the one married to my little brother, huh? How’s he been treating you?” Blue eyes burned into you, and you couldn’t stop the truth spilling out.

“Oh, fine… it’s just… he’s a tad cold. We haven’t really… clicked.” You shrugged, eyes downcast as you stared at the floor, missing the sympathy mixed with desire that flashed through Dabi’s eyes. 

“”Yeah, that's Shoto for you, he’s never really been one for people.”

Dabi and you had grown… close over the months. You’d leave for his quarters early in the morning, and only returned to yours when you needed to sleep. You hadn’t let him… bite you… but things had happened, just kisses here and there, but enough to make you feel guilty.  Shoto and you didn’t speak, but his eyes seemed to be on you more than before. You were walking back to your room, humming to yourself as you were lost in your thoughts, you’d be lying if you said they weren’t about Dabi. He was so nice, and attentived, alwasy listening and showering you in compliments and… you really did feel something for him. 

“Where have you been?”

“Shoto?” Your eyes widened at your husband sitting on your bed, scowl fixed on his face.

I wish i could finish this lmao,,,, ;((((

Aight so they in an,,, established relationship,,, denki nd reader were together nd then both were like ooooh shinsoooooo,,,, reader was gettin flirted w but is uh,,,, a lil obliviousd,,,, they fuck,,, in the dorms,,, reader was like,,,, a lil stoned thanks to denki

Shinso class b nd denki nd reader r class A

Classes had been… even more exhausting than normal. You were excited to be graduating soon, of course! But damn, the teachers couldn’t go easy on you? Denki had been uh, dealing with the stress in his own way, which was smoking a lot of weed, you did join him from time to time, today being one of them, but hey, at least he liked your cooking? You’d collapsed on your bed as soon as you’d gotten to your room, too relieved to even wonder where your boyfriends were, they were usually here before you. Somehow managing to stand up, you changed into something more comfortable, brows slioghtly furrowed as your boyfriends still didn’t show. The door opened just as you were reaching for your phone, revealing a rather flushed Denki and oh.

“Sorry I took so long babe, Hitoshi got me first.” He grinned, making a beeline for you and wrapping his arms around your waist. You let the blonde lead you back to your bed, a giggle leaving you when the two of you fell onto the bed, Denki kissing along your neck in the way he knew you loved. 

“Where is he now?” You pushed him off briefly, brows furrowed. You missed Hitoshi, Denki and you were in the same class, but Hitoshi was in 3-B, so you didn’t see him as much, something that bothered all of you.

“He’s coming, just had to pick something up.” Denki was more focused on kissing you, and you were happy to oblige now you knew Hitoshi was on his way. 

You were on top of Denki by the time Hitoshi got back, Denki’s shirt and your hoodie were thrown somewhere on the floor, and his hands were on your ass. 

“Glad you two are enjoying yourselves.” He leant back against the door, smirking as you tried to untangle yourself from Denki. 

“Toshi! You’re finally- ah- here!” Denki didn’t let you go, arms wrapped tight around your waist to stop you moving.

#yandere x reader #bnha x reader #bnha yandere #denki x reader #yandere shoto x reader #yandere shinso x reader

[the-strawzish-clownfish]

Oh, you wanted me to hit you with some? Bet. Do all of them Strawberry

YOBI I LEGIT JUST ASKED SOMEONE THE SAME THING

YOU’RE OMNISCIENT I SWEAR

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

I have never considered that before now but thanks for that

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

3 probably, I’m not really scared of the dark most of the time (unless it’s literally pitch black), but every once in a while i get really unnerved bc i get rlly paranoid

3. The person you would never want to meet?

Satan

4. What is your favorite word?

“faith” bc my faith and bc synesthesia

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

uhhh flowering cherry bc at my old house my brothers and I each had a tree that my dad planted for us when we were each born and mine was a flowering cherry

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

I looked in the mirror this morning?

7. What shirt are you wearing?

coral pink bubba gump shrimp co. t shirt

8. What do you label yourself as?

child of God, daughter of Sappho

9. Bright room or dark room?

bright if we’re talking natural light being let in through my windows, dark if we’re talking just normally bc rlly bright lights mess w my sensory issues

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

talking to you yobi

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

this age, I’m a firm believer in that things will always get better, even if only one small thing does improve, when i think back on past years i get anxious and nostalgia isn’t good for me

12. Who told you they loved you last?

@toomanyfanfics that one

13. Your worst enemy?

my mental health tbh

14. What is your current desktop picture?

15. Do you like someone?

never experienced romantic attraction, i used to have a plush (qp crush) on one of my best irl friends tho (@ blob have fun with this fact)

16. The last song you listened to?

I am listening to Echosmith’s Cool Kids as I am writing this, before that I was listening to Girls by Marina and the Diamonds, which is a hilarious song i 11/10 recommend

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

myself, I’m not s*icidal but I’m not killing someone else

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

whoever the person who decided Teen Vogue should endorse child pornography was

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

me, I would make myself do actual work for once

20. What is your best physical attribute?

my eyes, i just like them. fun fact this one kid i used to be kinda good friends with was talking with me on snapchat once (bc we did that a lot, back when i had snapchat) and i don’t remember how we got into this but he ended up describing my eyes really weirdly? it was really deep and got kinda strange? it was like a movie scene but via text message and then in the middle of it he was like “wtf am i doing” and i will always remember that (dude if you are for some reason reading this then idek what to say man. sorry). anyone who knows me irl (@ you blob) can take a guess as to who this is

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

idk the answer to either of those questions tbh

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

idek man sorry

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

weed, like i’m genuinely terrified of being in its presence (never been in its presence before), i’ve had nightmares about it

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

EVERY TIME I GO TO SUBWAY I GET THE SAME THING. BUFFALO CHICKEN, RANCH, AND CHEESE ON ITALIAN HERBS AND CHEESE TOASTED. I WOULD REPLICATE THAT

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

go to Atlanta and find a homeless person and buy them some clothes and food and some blankets

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

CANADA

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

first of all why is an angel giving me unlimited alcohol that’s just kinda strange second of all i am a MINOR i am not legally ALLOWED however i will probably just take whatever and give it to some people, someone will like it

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? 

be kind and do good where you can and if someone wrongs you forgive them

29. What is your favorite expletive?

as;ldkfjasdkgaj;lsdf

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

my cactus!! she is v important to me

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

the first thing that comes to mind was really traumatic for me, but it’s what brought me as close as i am to God now so idk that i would get rid of it. idrk man, it really sucked but i’m glad that I’m so much closer to God now

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a [redacted bc even though this is a hypothetical i absolutely would never do this and refuse to acknowledge it even in a hypothetical situation]. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

….Canada?

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

idk, peeps are in heaven now and i don’t really wanna take that away from them

34. What was your last dream about?

ask God not me

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?

no

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

not really, however i have had several surgeries (all on my mouth) so i was in the hospital for those

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

I have built a real, genuine snowman once in my life, and the only proof is a picture i have bc i was so little i can’t even remember it. it doesn’t snow in georgia

38. What is the color of your socks?

ain’t wearing em, however most of mine are gray with some colorful bits

39. What type of music do you like?

I have an eclectic mix of favorites.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

sunrises all the way, the afternoon and evening make me anxious but nighttime and dawn and early morning are the best times

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

vanilla bitch

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)

UGA i guess bc it’s ga and that’s a safe answer, i don’t really follow sports (i watch baseball sometimes though)

43. Do you have any scars?

oh i’m covered in tiny ones, the most notable being one on my thigh that was on my knee when i first noticed it. to this day i do not know how i got it

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

gay

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

i wanna be better about lying

46. Are you reliable?

heh depends, when it comes to knowing random things or being stupid, yes, but when it comes to remembering things, such as dates and times and things? absolutely not

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

Has it gotten easier?

48. Do you hold grudges?

yes and no

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

a whelk and a quetzalcoatlus, no i do not accept constructive criticism

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

i once spent hours talking to myself about if it is possible for a perfectly fair coin to exist outside of theory

51. Are you a good liar?

I like to think so

52. How long could you go without talking?

Oh I could go a looooooooooooooong time, however i do have my chatterbox days and i am known for not shutting up so it’s really a tossup on that one

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

when i was 3 my mom put blonde highlights in my hair and it was absolutely absurd

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

i cannot bake to save my life, however i have made my father cheesecakes for his birthday and they turned out okay so idk

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

sco-ish

56. What do you like on your toast?

a crap ton of butter

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

dude in a graduation cap

58. What would be you dream car?

idk whatever’s cheap and works

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

uhhh not really no

60. Do you believe in aliens?

i mean i don’t think we’re the only life in the entire universe, so yeah (and also they’ve found traces of ancient bacteria on Mars so if you don’t believe then who are you kidding)

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

occasionally, i don’t believe in astrology but it’s at least somewhat accurate a lot of the time and i like to freak myself out

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

you’d think i’d have an answer for this, however i have never thought about this before. so e ig

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

if your answer to this is dinosaurs then get out of my house

64. What do you think about babies?

they’re good at shrieking, and for that i admire them

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

i am not interesting

#are you pleased with yourself yobi #sorry this took so long #strawzy answers #fucking yobi #tw swearing #cw swearing #strawzy cleans out dus inbox

[feuilleszuyu]

vintage love! ♡ | Kim Dahyun

a/n: HHHH I feel kinda bad for posting a Dahyun fic on Jae & Felix’s day but :((( I had just finished and I was: excited so,,,, enjoY

you were OBSESSED with other generations 

name the time and you know all the details of the life style and the consequences of the historical events happening at that moment 

it all started when you were a child because you only wanted tales from older times and play with your parents’ old toys >:(

and then you got older and you were in deep love with history

you literally dressed like you were straight out of a different decade every day—

you made most of your clothing, but some of them were findings from your grandma’s house or old belongings from your parents 

specially grandma’s house because her side of the family seemed to want to keep all the memories they could from each time

paintings, pictures, clothing, diaries..... they had a LOT of those

but y/n’s dead relatives couldn’t have known all your preferences >:(

so you recreated some yourself sometimes

you also had to go every museum of every place you ever visited lol

and vintage stores were a big YES

and vintage caffes???

or vintage online shopping??????

omg HEAVEN

you had a lot of stuff now ya know

and as much as it hurt you...... you needed to get rid of some

AND TO STOP CONSTANTLY GETTING MORE FFS DUDE

anyways

so you decide to open a vintage store yourself because whY nOt

you knew a place not too far from your house that was on sale so!!! why not!!!!!

and so you did

it took you a lot of time to actually get the store ready but you did it!!!!!

and it was nOt liKe oThEr sTorEs so you had a recreation zone with some creations of your own o3o

it was being heaven for you getting to see so many people interested in your creations or old belongings 

and even if you were sad they’d stop being yours.... you knew they had found great new owners who would treat them as good as you did

uNtiL

you see a new face enter the store one day

what happens is: everyone who visited your store was either from your neighborhood, friends, friends of friends or just someone from your old high school 

you basically knew everyone who stepped a foot into your little store

but not this one girl??????

dang she was pretty 

she had nice wavy blond hair, dark eyes and the cutest nose you’ve ever seen

she seemed to be around your age but you??? had??? no idea??? who she was???

she goes through the items of the store very carefully and sometimes you’d SWEAR she was looking at you 

she walked so gracefully and you couldn’t stop staring even if you were trying your best to hide it

but then she lays her eyes on the “recreations: by me! :)” sign

and her eyes fill with curiosity 

andohmygodhowcanonebesoprettyissheananimecharacterorsomething

she went through them as carefully as she did with the other section

she examined piece by piece and you couldn’t help but feel a little embarrassment that she was looking at them

“Excuse me? did you make these?”

oh god

you could get diabetes just by listening to that voice of how sweet it was 

“Y-Yes! I did them all myself.... is there anything wrong with it?” you said as you left the counter and walked closer to her

“Actually..... the opposite! they’re pretty impressive!! I’ve seen a lot of similar items and it’s extremely accurate, someone could easily be fooled if I told them they are real” she let out a cute laugh and smiled at you 

“Thank you!! it means a lot to me, I put a lot of effort into my work” 

“I’m Dahyun by the way!”

“Y/N! So um,,,, are you from here? I don’t remember seeing you around”

“Actually... no, I’m just spending sometime here” she was still going around the store and observing attentively everything “I’m very lost in the city but someone was kind enough to let me know about this nice place!”

“I could help you” 

DAMN Y/N WHERE DID THAT CONFIDENCE COME FROM??

“It’d be lovely!!!” her head got up in excitement to see you as she said that

you realize now she was quite short

“Great! We could go have coffee if you’re ok with it”

“actually I’m not ok with it”

you froze for a moment

“I prefer tea” she replied, this time softly letting you calm down

“tea is cool too, I just need to keep myself awake”

“I could help you with the staying awake part ;)”

IS THIS BITCH FLIRTING EYE—

you couldn’t help but blush I MEAN WHAT OTHER REACTION COULD YOU HAVE TO SUCH AN AUDACIOUS SENTENCE COMING FROM A CUTE GIRL!!!!!!!

her giggles filled the room as she noticed the red in your cheeks “When is the coffee meeting then? Do I need to wait ‘til you close?”

“I mean it’s my own store and it’s a pretty small business so I could just take a break right now”

“I can’t take you away from your job!! what if you find out and you fire yourself?? :(((“

“haha dw, my boss has a soft spot for me and would totally understand a small break for the sake of grabbing some coffee with a nice and pretty girl”

AH SHE THOUGHT SHE COULD JUST TEASE YOU AND NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN? A BITCH WAS WRONG

and it was her time to blush which made you proud

“if you say so....... I don’t mind”

and so you had the nicest afternoon with dahyun

you found out she was as obsessed with history as much as you were

she has worked in various museums and she was traveling around to see what she could find 

and that’s how she trembled into your store

she found a nice apartment and it wasn’t even far from your own house!!!!!

how lucky could you be 

you decided to exchange numbers but y’all didn’t rlly like texting

so you’d only call

but tbh it rlly wasn’t necessary because of the amount of time you spent together

she’d visit your store everyday and just stay around 

waiting for you to end so you could go for a walk or have lunch

you’d be lying if you said your heart didn’t run out of your chest whenever you saw her

you see, when you first met, she was only a cute girl and that was already enough for you to be nervous around her

but now you knew her

and you knew how nice and funny she was

dahyun was the biggest crackhead ever I SWEAR

and loved teasing your >:(

but you’d tease back and her confident smirk would disappear for a blush to take place on her face

she rlly was the cutest :(((((((((

it kinda broke your heart to know that she was only there visiting the city :((((((((((

but!!!!! you wouldn’t let yourself be down!!!!!! 

you needed to make every second with her as memorable as possible

“hey y/n”

“yes?”

“you haven’t come to my apartment yet, have you?”

“I mean..... not that I remember”

“stay over tonight”

wAIT IS SHE TEASING YOU AGAIN

the seriousness of her face says no

but it’s dahyun 

can you rlly be sure???

“if you want to of course, I don’t want to make you uncomfortable in anyway”

she looked more nervous now wow

“I’d love to” you gave her a wholehearted smile which made her smile

she was all bubbly and smiley for the rest of the day

her apartment was sorta small

just like her >:(

and it was cutely decorated with maps and vinyl discos and polaroids and  paintings

and it had a big piano in a corner of the living room

it had 4 rooms: her room, the kitchen, the living room and obviously the bathroom

you‘d sleep in her bed and she’d sleep in a couch on the floor 

you had noodles for dinner, spent sometime talking and it was time to go to sleep which :((( made you kinda sad

and you were nervous the whole time so sjdjdj 

you couldn’t rlly sleep

your head was spinning around with thoughts

and most of them about dahyun 

“hey........ are you still awake”

you were surprised dahyun was still awake

she seemed so peaceful hugged by her sheets 

she barely moved even while asking the question

“I guess not........”

“I am” you replied

“did I wake you? you can go back to sleep if you want to! I don’t want to bother you!!”

“nah, not really, I can’t sleep”

“are not comfortable here?”

she seemed genuinely worried about you omg 

“I am, I just..... have a too much going on”

dahyun got out of the couch she was laying in and sat in front of you on her bed

“do you need to talk? I’m here for you and I’m all hears!”

“I’m not sure either tbh”

she moved to the space that the bed still had next to you and laid her head on your shoulder

“You know that you can tell me anything right? I’d always love you”

at this point you couldn’t hear her words clearly anymore because of how strongly your heart was beating

she had never said she loved you

sure, you spent a lot of time together and you obviously loved her too

but having it said so clearly for you to hear

“I’m thinking of moving here, I didn’t really want to leave you and this place is very nice”

she made herself more comfortable, put her hands around your waist and hugged you like you were her plushie

“are you tired?”

you finally managed to say something 

and you didn’t think you could do much more tbh

“kinda, but it’s hard to sleep having you next to me, my heart keeps going boom boom” she lets out a small giggle “does your heart do it too?”

“a lot more than I’d like to admit,”

“can I sleep with you? even if the bed isn’t that big.... i feel better next to you”

you wanted to say yes

but at this point, dahyun’s sleepiness got the best of her

and you found her sleeping, still holding you

she was such an angel

so peaceful 

you let her there until next morning

and now you were really sure that you were indeed in love with kim dahyun

#kim dahyun #twice dahyun #twice #twice imagine #dahyun imagine #kim dahyun imagine #twice scenario #dahyun scenario #twice reaction #kpop #ggs #girlgroups

[tenecity]

from haters to lovers; zhu zhengting

from haters to lovers—a series where nine percent and you have the cliche, typical love story

warning: mentions of gender discrimnation

sosososososososo after much procrastination, crying and cracking my head, i finally got someth to possibly hate abt zzt hell yes god

also! taking into consideration tt china is still a v much conservative society, gender discrimnation is everywhere and rlly, as of yet, cant b helped

so which is why, imagine ure a chinese woman you found it weird, almost distasteful that a boy would be in yr dance class

i mean, guys are suppose to be strong people, doing more physical stuff like wushu or smth, and then there’s this boy here, doing pointe and perfect turns

“zhu zhengting is here!!!! oml doesn’t he look like a fairy?” your best friend tugs your sleeve as she discreetly point to the said boy. you roll your eyes. youre tired of this whole rave about him. literally, the entire class fangirls abt him; and apparently, it is not just for his looks, for also for his dance

spsjssjnsnsbs hE IS SO ELEGANT

you wld nvr admit it, but ok i guess ure borderline jealous.

i mean, his lines r clean, force controlled in his movements, perfect timing for rushed movements and then he slows down with such grace that you will never have 

but its still irks you, that a boy should dance so softly and gracefully. doesn’t seem to sit well with your traditional thinking 

so anyway, sidenote! you suck at turns wowww so coincidental

and every lesson, you usually would stay back just to practice it and you always end up with bruises and what nots as you fall repeatedly, no one there to catch you when you fall 

somehow, zhengting stays back today as well, rehearsing his main role in the upcoming performance, “swan lake” 

and you can’t keep your eyes off his figure 

it is mesmerising, how he can convey emotions, feelings, an entire story, through mere movements of the arms and legs. you observe how his every move is calculated, strength justttt the right amount that it looks elegant instead of overly powerful. 

and then you stare at the mirror and you sigh. probably why you only got a minor role in the performance. 

shaking your head, trying to push all those nonsensical thoughts out of your brain, you continue trying to turn, but you just can’t find the balance

yixing: balance baLanCe bALANCE

once again, your arms aren’t fully stretched out and it creates an imbalance, causing you to once again, fall backwards, out of turn 

you shut your eyes, bracing yourself for the impact

but it doesn’t come 

surprise surprise

eyelids fluttering open slowly, you realise just how close your are to zhengting, his ragged breath from his exhausting rehearsal fan across your face, inevitably making them the colour of cherries.

“you ok?” he softly asks, as he lowers you down.

“...yea im fine.” you mumble, head bowed.

“....do you need help with the turns?” 

“....”

“you know, you’re almost there. its just the part at the 180 degree mark, where you have to pull in your hands. your arms don’t always cross, or are pulled in too fast, which breaks your flow and speed and causes you to fall out of turn.” 

how does he know? bc he has been looking at you, dumbass

also i hve no idea how accurate this is i suck at body anatomy

you nod slowly. he makes sense. and its true, you always fall when you are just about to spin to the opposite side.

getting up, your arms are poised, ready to try again. 

andddd they become frigid as hands land on your middle, firm and supportive.

“look, its not even straight here. you need it to be 90 degrees here, before you can even start turning.” he adjusts you accordingly.

“im going to spin you slowly, and we try to perfect each section, ok?” 

he spins you slowly, your arms closing in in slow motion. he corrects you at certain parts, one hand leaving your waist as he repositions yr arm.

and now, ure facing him, head bowed as a flush colours your cheeks when u realise how close the two of u r. a slight movement will just allow yr lips to brush against his.

but of course his hand is steady as hell and he just turns you slowly and you face the other direction

which, makes ur stomach churn and disappointment flows thru u????

so skipskip next scene

its after class and ure packing up when u hear some commotion at the corridor

n u follow ur busybody classmates

u can barely see who is shouting bc u a cute shortie :)

but u recognise the voice

"NO i'm staying dad. this is what i want to do."

"No, no, no. teacher, im v sorry, but i will like to pull my son out of this dance class now. i will pay the rest of the fees, but he will not be performing that stupid recital-” 

“i am performing, dad.” the voice is calm and collected and you try to tiptoe, just barely catching sight of the brown locks

“no u r not. zhu zhengting, u r a boy, u cannot do this kind of girly things! it makes u look v 娘* do you know that? a disgrace, an utter disgrace!”

the voice rings as everyone falls silent, heads turning towards zhengting, waiting for his response to the harsh comment. 

“i will prove to you that there is nothing to be ashamed of.” he quietly says, bowing and turning his heel, head held high, with no sign of regret or disappointment 

as you watch the figure go, everything falls together like pieces of a puzzle

why he works so hard 

why when it already seems perfect enuf, he still practices, saying there is still space for improvement 

why he was so desperate to get the main role 

he wanted to b in the spotlight and give a flawless performance bc he wanted to prove to his father, that boys dont have to b restrained to a singular activity and stereotype. they can do whatever they want, so long as they like it 

guilt washes over u as u watch his father storm after his son, realising that this man is a reflection of you

new found respect is the word u will use on zhengting. 

everyone applauds him. an art form shld never be restricted to a gender.

ur heart opens up to him more, and admiration for him blooms as u watch him place high expectations on himself, doing a particular move over and over again, even tho in your eyes, it alr seems perfect enuf

just like how he is to you; perfect and flawless

its addicting to watch him. his pale arms, his clean movements, his strong legs, his silky brown locks, the way his eyes sparkle when he talks about dance, the way the edges crinkle when he laughs, the way he is so bubbly about everything.

and he starts to take notice of you too, helping you to readjust properly, telling you tricks and tips on how to keep perfect balance, how to put the correct about of strength into a movement. 

for the next few weeks, you end up gg hme later than usual, staying bck with more than an hour just to spend time with him, and not gg to lie, you r falling for him 

but... you kinda don’t rlly knw i mean 

he’s nice to everyone

what makes you so special?

anywayyyyyyy

FINALLY RECITAL DAY WOOHOO

everyone’s pretty hyped about it

but u knw the main dancers will be extremely nervous and u decide to go find zhengting in his dressing room, just to give him assurance, if he needs any.

“zhengting?”

“hmmm?” he says (???) as he turns around and oMLORD JESUS CHRIST IS HE A BEAUT

the eyeshadow makes him look sultry, the foundation emphasising how his skin is flawless and hydrated, his eyebrows strong and dark, a true prince indeed

he snaps his fingers, pulling u out of yr trance. “did you want to say anything?” u hear a hint of hope and u almost smirk 

“uh...you look good? and good luck.” you mumble, tripping over your words, unused to a god-like creature looking at u with such intensity in his dark eyes

“what did you say?” he teases, cheekiness flowing through his words

“i said,” you clear your throat. “you look good and good luck for your performance

how you wish to wipe that smirk off that face, if not for the fact that u secretly find it EXTREMELY HOT and your cheeks are flaring red at the sight of it.

“if u want to wish me good luck,” he leans forward. flirtatious. “how about a kiss on the cheek?” 

you roll your eyes and try to push him away but he is quick to grab your hands and stop them midway, intertwining your cold, clammy ones with his own.

“please?” 

“fine,” you try to sound nonchalant but the nervousness is so evident that u see the smirk creeping up his face again.

lips barely brush over the smooth skin and you pull away, blood surging upwards into the blood vessels of your face.

“bye,” you want nothing more than to dig a hole and hide your burning face 

“see you afterwards?” 

but u’ve already rushed out and he chuckles to himself, warmth oozing thru his being, and his cheeks flush as he thinks about the kiss you give him. 

he will definitely have to find you later to give you a proper one ;)

you guys wld b cute buBS UWU

my endings suck dbhasdjbfhjdbkjf

#i gave up on the three parts #i just let this flow

[cvenir]

here i am to introduce EIGHT characters that i actually thought i had already introduced lmao set me on fire !! but yay, take a look under the cut! ofc eventually proper bios will hit my pages and their tasks will expand much more on my children! as always, pinterests and songs are linked if u wanna go a lil deeper

just kidding i drafted that when i was aCTUALLY gonna do 8 but thankfully tea says she won’t accept me until i post 2 intros so yOU SHALL RECEIVE 2 RN and 8 later <33333 gotta keep y’all on your toes heh also i wrote niall’s in my journal on the plane so like... it’s not great (literally just bullets of sentence fragments) but wtvr that’s what bios are for amirite

NIALL O'DONOGHUE looks an awful lot like TARON EGERTON. HE is TWENTY-EIGHT and while they're ASTUTE, they have a tendency to get pretty ARDUOUS. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to DON'T WANNA FALL IN LOVE by KYLE (ok his pinterest is incredibly unfinished look away)

v conflicting mix of soft and hard

king of suppressing his lowkey intense feelings

kinda awkward around others due to the fact that he spent his entire life reading, writing, and studying –– he rarely interacted with other people as a kid and this mostly continued into his adult life

sweet soft boi has a double masters in medieval and renaissance studies and french and romance philology; he’s working on his phd rn while interviewing to become an assistant professor at kola university

grew up w a single mom (never knew dad) and had no siblings so his childhood was even lonelier :////

so like mad libs = his bff :’(

well mad libs and the shoulder flashlight he invented for late night reading (shoutout to amy santiago)

v soft and passionate heart

loves intellectual discussions like my boi has v strong gemini/virgo/mercury influences –– and a libra (or taurus i haven’t decided yet) venus so waTCH OUT

takes friendship v seriously (love u grant <333 @mcnuggcts )

buttt he can be a giant asshole sorry i don’t make the rules

v organized and particular

and scared of getting close to people bc he’s so used to being alone ugh my son!!

but once you get in there you’ll see he’s a good guy like rlly is he just has a bad temper sometimes and can barely express any emotion but anger half the time :///

ISLA VARGA looks an awful lot like ALEXIS REN. SHE is TWENTY-TWO and while they're SAGACIOUS, they have a tendency to get pretty MACABRE. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to COOL GIRL by TOVE LO. 

so i’ve played isla before n i’m v sorry to do this but i feel hella lazy so i’m sORRY but here comes a fucking huge wall of text don’t look at me and don’t feel like u have to read it ://// all the triggers i tagged apply to her; she’s p dark so seriously do not read it if you think she will make you uncomfortable!!

to preface, isla is like the embodiment of all of the seven deadly sins, and i molded her a lot after amy dunne (scary, i know) and april ludgate (mostly amy tho april is just deadpan like she is –– when she’s being herself, that is), as she is an incredible pococurante yet perfectionist who borders on sociopathy

soooo this will make sense later but her real name is actually brigid (father’s surname idk) which she now uses as her middle name

so isla’s dad is a fucking rockstar !!! badass right. she’s half-siblings with hadley ( @ofadorations ) and colby ( @shtbgs ) but she actually never met her mom, something she’s not too pressed about

bc she was cute as a button, family friends decided to get her into the entertainment business as a child star almost as soon as she could walk –– she did it all, acted, modeled, danced, sang, she was literally hollywood’s little starlet and she hated every minute of it. the entertainment business loved who they created, but that girl was never her and it weighed deeply on her psyche.

when she was twelve, she decided to fake her own disappearance because she was fed up with everything –– she cut her hair to her ears, dyed it brown (and has continued to do so ever since) and sneaked her way to nyc hoping no one would recognize her

well someone did, and they happened to be a member of ruthless and organized mobs of the city –– in return for keeping her concealed, she pledged her devotion and became one of their most skilled and lethal honeytraps in the business (WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE BC THEY MADE HER START YOUNG I AM SO SORRY FOR WRITING THIS IT JUST PLAYS HEAVILY INTO HER CHARACTER)

along the way, members inevitably died –– people she was sworn to care for –– many times before her eyes as well, which only lead her to realize she enjoyed witnessing all sorts of death, even those of people she was supposed to “love”. emotion was almost nonexistent in isla’s childhood, a trait that bled into her character development.

she began to idolize the gang and its power, something she now craved. still, isla was doing a great job of portraying herself to those around her as a rosy, meek, baby-doll, when in actuality she was a child full of hate who would soon blossom into a young adult of the same tone. she became even more obsessed with death, fantasizing about it as if her unusual thoughts would make her less afraid when it came for her. 

eventually, as she grew older, she was accepted into the higher ranks of the mob; this couldn’t have made isla more content. the macabre girl was honored that someone else noticed her genius, the way she could predict things, assess situations, manipulate people to do her bidding. it was only right that she was initiated into a society that praised her for such harshness

but, as all things do, her time in the gang ended after ten years and isla did what she does best: disappeared. she’s relocated back close to home, kola california, and it’s only a matter of time before people and the industry realize just who she is

if she’s acting like her true self, she behaves like a negative, eldritch layabout who likes to watch others suffer (sounds extreme, i know). however, she rarely lets anyone see the real her, and instead accepts various facades in a big game –– the darkness is truly her personality, she’s not faking her cold demeanor. this image enables her to mask her true potential and the fact that she is unflaggingly loyal and cares about those she’s close to.

if i had to give her a label, it would probably be the pococurante (which is defined as: an indifferent person. possibly they’re bored, jaded or even been hurt. either way, they tend not to get attached to things and don’t show much enthusiasm, whether that’s on the outside or the inside, too)

on the other hand, she could be accurately summed up as an arcane, as she’s an enigmatic mystery and she prides herself on being a puzzle that several people have failed to solve. there are many sides to her personality; in some aspects, she’s very much an aesthete considering she spends a great deal of her time taking putting together outfits, so she has a very defined fashion sense and typically dresses like a princess half the time, which is very ironic considering her dark personality. she truly is so GLAMOROUS (and this is why i love alexis for her) and she works that mean girl, hard soul aesthetic while serving looks and also able to come across as incredibly sweet, which is perfect for her multiple personas. she’s a stunner, with both her appearance and personality; as much as she is indifferent and would prefer to fly under the radar, wherever she goes people always want to ask questions, making her into this intangible concept that everyone wants to define.

people will recognize parts of her as if they’ve seen here in another life, and because of her ostentatious, puzzling, and spellbinding personality, she’s unforgettable. on the other hand, she’s also something of a virago, due to the fact that she can be incredibly feisty when angered; but it takes quite a lot to actually set off her fuse, as she’s good at controlling which emotions she shares. for the most part, she is incredibly blasé and even-tempered. additionally, she’s is a bit of a picaro because her primary aim with her life at this point is to be independent and liberated from any and all attachments to other people. mostly, though, she’s is nothing more than a girl who’s afraid; of what, she still can’t decide.

all in all, she’s so much of everything that she isn’t quite certain of her own identity. her character is one shrouded in secrets and shadows yet alluring and sensual. but, lbr, most of all she’s just deadass terrifying. one of her defining characteristics is her desire to make things happen for her through her own abilities and determination. obstinate as all get out, she doesn’t like to own up to making mistakes so she tries to prove that she’s almost invincible to them bc she doesn’t wanna let anyone see her vulnerable, or she doesn’t want to let someone down - this refers only to those that she’s actually close to. due to her apathetic nature, all she really wants to do is let most people down – people she finds boring and useless – and have some fun because of it. however, when it comes to people she truly has allowed herself to care about, her deepest desire is for their happiness because they must be pretty damn special for making her give a shit.

still, because of her evasive tendencies, she almost always does ruin things for herself and for others, even when she actually cares. she’s like a double-edged sword; when she finds something worthwhile, she sees so much beauty and potential in it, but she’s got a midas touch. whenever she wants to obtain it or pursue it, her involvement makes everything fall to ashes, and she is afraid of her own influence. despite her tendency to run away, once she latches on and decides to be truly loyal, she’ll be devoted in such an extent that she would undoubtedly kill for them.

she can be a loudmouth whenever she actually decides to speak, constantly fabricating outlandish stories and even going off like a deranged person, but beneath her caustic and frightening exterior, isla is rather pensive. on the occasion that she chooses to offer legitimate advice, it’s usually very elaborate and composed. still, she doesn’t want people to know about capable she is, or how intelligent she can be, so she hides her rare brilliance with a tough exterior and stoic personality.

idk if you can tell but i like diving into the specifics of my character like their star signs and stuff so i searched an amy dunne mbti and tweaked it bc it really helped describe her even further! she’s a intj !

introverted intuition (ni): isla sees everything around her in a world of symbols, of metaphors, and of potential. her narration will continually be littered with predictions, with ideas about how things are going to be and what will result from this or that. despite her brashness that some may assume is impulsivity, she is a planner, anticipating new “problems” and seeking to rectify them with her own twisted brand of justice. she tries to work everything into her overall system of understanding, of her big ideas about how the world works, including her take on her various false identities she possesses for her previous job as an escort but also to mess with the minds of others around her. she’s always disappointed by how the real world is never as good as the way she imagined it; she is perfect and nothing else can catch up with her expectations.

extroverted feeling (fe): despite her aloofness, and rather lack of any sort of emotional bearing, empathy, or any sort of true feeling, isla is conscious of how others’ perceive her, of the image she’s created, and of how key that social perception is to her success, even if it’s just in her own imagination. she restrains her real opinions in order to adapt to her environment, as she’s somewhat of a chameleon, only a few have had a chance to catch the true witch beneath the crown. she’s the mistress of change, easily altering her identities in order to better fit in with new people, should the situation require it. she’s easily devastated when she reveals her real personality to others, as in the past, some that she’s left truly see her have refused to accept her twisted true-self. even though she is wholesomely selfish and self-seeking, isla is very people-focused, and applies most of her intellect and analysis onto general people-based functions, that may she can have the confidence that she has clearly manipulated and analyzed every aspect of her environment, as she needs this to feel in control.

introverted thinking (ti): as mentioned, isla is highly analytical, always trying to see the why of a scenario, what’s behind human behavior, which turns her attention to psychology and manifests in her flair for anticipating the thoughts and actions of those around her; she is so obsessed with understanding why people tick that she looks past her own slighted judgment, as she herself could easily qualify as a sociopath/psychopath. she’s always trying to fit in any new experience, or piece of information, into her pre-established system of facts, and as such is rarely ever surprised. despite her apathy and lack of care for her life or how it progresses, she’s highly organized and loves to make checklists, arrangements for the future, and methodically ticks of her obligations, one by one. while her emotions and feelings are significantly suppressed, and even nonexistent, she makes up for that human trait with a very powerful mind, one that is quick to learn and adept with languages, memorization, and logic. however, she doesn’t want anyone to know just how brilliant and quick she is, as it’s her greatest asset, thus explaining why she chose not to be a member on the intellectual team.

extroverted sensing (se): isla tends to respond her physical environment with fierce analysis, as expressed in her intellectual capabilities. she’s almost incapable of living in the moment, contrary to how people suspect she is, considering she portrays herself as impulsive and cunningly excitable. in reality, though, even when she’s crossed off everything on her checklist, she’s almost incapable of relaxing, or enjoying the world around her, as she doesn’t find things that other people find beautiful. she struggles the most with the physical side of her plans, even though she is a very physical individual. she is very open with her body and indulges with the lusts of the flesh, as she sensuality is at the same level as her wickedness. along with this, isla craves for the environment that houses her figure to be pleasant and organized, and can’t stand when things are out of order.

#tw sociopath #tw gang #if that's a thing i'm so sorry i'm kinda oblivious w triggers please someone correct me or tell me if i'm missing anything #fckit:intro #tw death #tw childhood trauma #tw prostitution #in a way #tw child abuse #tw human trafficking #could also apply i'm so sorry i'm trying to cover all the bases just in case

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@descarted said: I really enjoyed reading this and I 100% have to agree with Rollins praise. It’s… kind of lovely to take some time out during the day and read a bit especially since I’ve grown very, very engaged with Mara’s story over the last few months, honestly!   Thein is… downright manipulative and it’s very apparent to the reader – I love how clearly you outline that for Mara, who doesn’t have the reader’s distanced POV, things aren’t this easy.

Abusive behavior can seriously mess with someone’s perception and I think you make a very strong point by describing how Mara reacts. You put a strong emphasis on her feelings without forgetting about the scene’s action. Very cool! Honestly, feeling and being so isolated by basically EVERYONE who matters in some way to Mara, be it foster-parent or mentor, leaves marks. Because of that I’m really glad you added that she’ll get the chance to unite with peers who’ve had similar experiences. Very sweet and important. 

I’m ridiculously honored to hear that you’re enjoying the story. :D  Being very careful and accurate with the portrayal of the impact of abuse is of great personal importance to me, in addition to it being sensitive material that ought to always be handled with mindfulness. Given the events, I... really, really didn’t want to just leave it as violence without context or hope. Thank you very much for your kind words!!!

One quick question tho: Booker is obviously not ‘there’, but does this mean he’s given up on his profession? Has he passed? Or does Mara very decidedly choose to leave both Thein and her mentor behind? 

Unfortunately, I can’t give you a definitive answer at the moment because his status is up in the air. When I made Mara as a character over a decade ago, Booker was always in her history as her late mentor, with some ambiguity as to whether he died of natural causes or if Thein had him assassinated. Since properly sitting down to write it as a novel and really analyzing how the events interact with the themes I want to tackle, I’ve been seriously reconsidering his death.

I don’t want this story to hurt people; I want it to do the opposite, if possible. Parts of it will be painful and difficult, yes, but I don’t want the overall narrative to actually hurt somebody and... it’s a reality that a lot of media falls into the tremendously depressing “Bury Your Gays” trope. And while no one in the main cast is straight... I’ve really been weighing all of my options because even if the story I’m telling will involve the tackling of some really dark issues (including death), I have to be aware of the fact that choosing to kill him could contribute to an awful trend that needs to be uprooted. So... I’m re-evaluating the decision I made all those years ago.

‘Is he feeding on me right now?’ RLLY GOT TO ME. Didn’t even think about that in the heat of their battle.  Felt urged to hit Thein in his face. Love how the reader doesn’t know more than Mara does here. Reaaally effective.

It’s one of the more uncomfortable aspects of the Antehex species, that’s for sure! Just the very idea of him getting this entire emotional kickback throughout their showdown is majorly creepy, but- well, that’s Thein for you. He could use a good punch to the face. >:(

Also. And I’M SRY but. I have to mention that. Reading the last bit of the fight sequence, with Thein ‘s hair all messy and shirt unbuttoned. I was like.  THEIN YOU DIRT; WHAT THE FU—… Thein… Thein what are you doing. Thein …….  Thein this is not a catwalk. Thein pls. Don’t do that now. That’s distracting. FELT LIKE IT RELATED TO THE ECSTASY PART. (  Yuck Thein >:  ) Or… maybe it’s just me.

Hahahahahaha, I’m dying! I can’t deal with this reaction, you’ve ended me. xD

.... you’re not wrong, though. Given that the Antehex thrive on negative emotional energy, the sheer explosion of despair at a true betrayal from a loved one? Oof. Such rare and invigorating fare most Greys can only dream about. It is - as genuinely disturbing as it sounds - quite probably one of the best experiences Thein has ever had, especially since it’s directed solely at him.

#descarted #also behind a cut for length