#|| PLEASE You're not pathetic

[forfeitsouls]

@lastglaivestanding​ sent: “you know i love you,  right?” (To Nyx because I am pathetic don’t @ me-)

His expression swiftly changes from one of a fatigued determination to make it back into the city to pensive confusion.  He clamps a hand over one of his ears to check for ringing from the battle, nope. He’d heard her clearly. The Glaive didn’t think he was particularly dense when it came to matters of the heart–- crushes. He had far too much playful bravado for that. And yet, he felt a little blindsided.

That was until he started to think about it. Of course, Millie was there in any way a comrade would be for him. Same as Libertus, Same as Crowe, Pelna... Any one of the Glaives. But, now he could think back upon times she’d put in extra effort and energy on ensuring he was okay, the way she might have subtly brightened up when they were on assignment together–- though, maybe that was his mind overworking itself to think upon her words.

With a playful yet, winded nudge he elbows her in the ribs. “Alright.” Nyx grins thereafter, reaching for her hand. “When we get back, how ‘bout we go out together. Get something to eat... We’ll call it a date if you want!”

After all, they’d both already lost enough, sometimes on assignment likes this, Nyx wondered if they’d even make it back to Insomnia or if they’d be lost to the wastes... Might as well take advantage of the time they did have left.

#lastglaivestanding #•• Message from the front || ANSWERS #•• For Hearth and Home || Nyx Ulric #|| PLEASE You're not pathetic #I got chu

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

It’s hilarious how Vaggie made herself a ‘sinner’.

How that linked her up with Charlie is such a weird, round about truthful way, even when she was lying by omission about it.

And how amazingly dumb it all makes Adam and Lute look.

Thousands of helpless souls killed by her, but she didn’t do anything ‘wrong’ until she wondered if what she was doing was right. The divine powers in her life only took her wings and condemned her to hell after she doubted their orders, their idea of justice, and quietly chose not to completely follow them.

“You fucked up” they tell her “your mistake” she “left the band” “tried for a solo career". It’s so pathetic. They're so butthurt over the idea of one of their own having a mind of her own.

It’s also so funny, because they spin her simple act of whispering “Go, run. Now!” to demon kid she’d been holding at spear point like it was big defiant move- which makes it into one- even though she never challenged them openly, or threatened them.

Hell, Lute’s “You always were weak” plus exorcist Vaggie always frowning while her murder sisters all grin with glee as they kill sinners- it paints a picture of Vaggie never having been as into exterminations as she ‘should’ have been. Too weak to be a proper exorcist no matter how good at killing she was, not just “the traitor” but also “the failure”.

And she was scared of that. She didn’t want anyone seeing her spare that child, whispered her words to them in a back alley, out of sight.

She was scared of what would happen and didn’t even fight it when Lute took her eye and wings- she was scared and no threat in any tangible way, but apparently refusing to do one single murder is enough to freak Adam and Lute the fuck out.

One woman. Doesn’t do exactly what she’s told. After who knows how many decades of being one of the “top girls” at murder, a “bad bitch” named after “the best thing ever”, and they still get spooked by that tiny moment when she wasn’t under their total control. Like it's such a betrayal to them, her daring to so much as think this level of violence isn’t justified actually, and for a split second act on that thought.

It’s an instant ticket to ousting her from the exorcists AND from heaven, while they fly the fuck off again.

“If angels can do whatever, and remain in the sky-”

and they do. After doing that to one of their own. They did that, to someone who was supposedly meant to be in heaven. They didn’t wait for divine justice- took it, and her eye, and her wings, and her halo, into their own hands and tore them away from her. Then happily, they spend the next three years up in heaven, slurping smoothies and doing more murder sprees.

until Vaggie comes strolling back with the princess of hell, there supporting her girlfriend and the idea that all the shit she did for so long really was and IS wrong.

oh and Adam and Lute are pisssssssed about it. They take her being there PERSONALLY, wanna solve it with VIOLENCE

She hurts them without even trying. Without even noticing they're there.

They're told to fix the princess of hell situation and they have no concept of forgiveness, of caring about sinners, so they guess (rightly) that Vaggie hasn't told Charlie about her past and bet (wrongly) that Charlie would never forgive her if she knew, and also assumed (rightly) that Vaggie would be terrified of that

But they don't get that she's scared of hurting Charlie. Of Charlie being hurt by her. It's a selfless thing. That's her whole PROBLEM.

Her running to hold Charlie after the reveal- her NOT breaking down when Charlie takes alone time in the aftermath, respecting that right up until she thinks Charlie's actively in danger- afraid FOR Charlie when the deal with Alastor is made, no crumbling that Charlie went to someone else for help, when being helpful to Charlie is basically her raison d'étre- agreeing to go alone to an overlord, after learning she can DIE and THIS OVERLORD knows how to do it- all this for the sake of Charlie's dream, their shared goal, their hotel. Their friends, resigned to despair in the hotel lobby, losing hope and maybe hours away from losing their lives

No shit she was never going to bow down to the blackmail?? It'd be like turning herself inside out. Charlie isn't just some "little hottie" or whatever, they're partners. They're in this together. Even when Charlie out loud doubts if that's true, it still is.

Lute and Adam don't GET what it means, that Charlie assumed Vaggie was a sinner already. That the thing she'd be hurt about was the lying, not the murder. She was scared of not really being loved by Vaggie- of everything else wonderful between them being a lie too, all that support and faith empty empty- she wasn't afraid of loving Vaggie, whoever Vaggie had been, she was afraid of who Vaggie might be now and that she'd never really believed in Charlie at all.

Charlie was angry at the thought that Vaggie didn't think she would've accepted her. The idea of not really being understood or trusted by Vaggie, that's what hurt.

And it goes against everything Lute and Adam are, Charlie actually caring about sinners while knowing what they've done- about an exorcist after finding out who they'd been- really trusting that people can change. Lute and Adam hear her say it and see her stand up for it and they just want her to shut up and die

again though, no shit she was going to stick with Vaggie after the truth came out, in the end. Once she had a moment to take a breath and step out of her head long enough for a reality check

Vaggie didn’t say to Charlie what she'd done or who she'd been. But she’s been and keeps doing what she can to follow that idea, unvoiced, from that day when she couldn’t kill a sinner- something Charlie didn't know about but now knows must have happened- A final death means no second chance and no worth as a person, but Vaggie didn’t think that, even before meeting Charlie she didn't think that.

She's always been on Charlie's side. They were on the same side before they ever set eyes on each other. All this time, for three whole years, and now she's off to go find a way to protect everything they've built together.

"-words are cheap, but actions, they speak the truth"

Charlie never really stopped trusting her. Maybe she wondered if she should, but even then, she had Vaggie go to Carmilla to find the key that might save them all.

"She killed an exorcist in the last extermination. She knows how they can be harmed."

"But… I- I didn't even know that was possible."

"If you did, would you have told me?"

So Charlie asked. A pretty painful thing to say- and she said it even as she sent an angel to go find out a way to hurt other angels.

She DID trust that Vaggie WOULD tell her.

The irony of all this happening thanks to Adam and Lute trying to keep it from happening, and all of it leading up to Vaggie getting back part of what they took from her, because now she doesn't need them or heaven to be an angel anymore.

Charlie has faith in her. Enough to send her off on an important mission even after Vaggie hurt her- and send her right to the person who end up helping Vaggie get back her wings.

“The rules are shades of gray when you don’t do as you say”

Vaggie’s new fucking wings are gray when Lute sees them. When Vaggie’s standing over her, sparing her life, her wings and that one, fucking unexplained stripe separating her from the other exorcists, all of it is GRAY.

That visual gut punch of, you’re. Fucking. Wrong. You’re wrong about sinners, you’re wrong about supposedly protecting heaven, you’re wrong thinking you can just DO this shit. That imagery of an angel who DIDN’T stay in the sky because she DIDN’T think being angel meant everything she did had to be right- who’s here in hell, trying to protect sinners from heaven’s slaughter-

And Lute wanted Vaggie to “correct” HER “mistake”? Vaggie’s???

That’s Lute, admitting that people in hell can get second chances and make up for what they did. Admitting that “Sinful filth” like Vaggie can be redeemed in some way, by following Lute’s version of what’s right.

But wasn’t her and Adam’s whole thing the idea of blowing your shot? Getting no other chance after it?  

Oh yeah. Vaggie doesn’t believe that though. Not for sinners like her, not for angels like her.

She let’s Lute live. She does it to make Lute suffer, but there are a lot of ways to make someone suffer- an eye for an eye for example- and Vaggie chooses the one that doesn’t hurt Lute more than it has to, that leaves her alive, and leaves Lute’s suffering to be something completely of Lute’s own making (a HELL of Lute's own making, if you will) (Lute choosing to tear her OWN arm off to continue the fight-).

She's totally dismissive of the woman who was just going after her remaining eye like a dog after a bone.

Why is it that nothing Adam and Lute to do her matters?

Why don’t THEY matter to her at all?

Walking right past them, being so done with them up in heaven, not caving to the blackmail, only being worried about Charlie afterwards, not letting that crack in their relationship stop her from doing what she can for their hotel, Lute threatening to take her other eye and BLIND her just making her snark- even the vague threat to Charlie only gives Vaggie the oomf she needed to defend herself.

“Pathetic” she calls Lute. She’s right- they’re so pathetic, both them, Adam and Lute. They’re so scared of being wrong. So pissy over the idea of being less than great and perfect.

It breaks them. Adam’s last words are him having a meltdown in the face of not actually being hot shit. Where’s his respect, he wails, they should all be worshiping him! But they’re not. One of his random decedents stabs him to death because he would’ve done the same to her, and one of the last things he hears is Vaggie- the fuck up, the traitor, his former grumpy top girl Vagina- whooping with glee as he dies.

And Lute lives knowing that could’ve been her, too.

If it wasn't for Vaggie.

Being not all that didn’t break Vaggie. Finding out she was wrong got her to stop and think and change, not run straight on blindly into a fight that ends up with her (with HIM) dead.

Why does she go from terrified of Lute and Adam, to dismissive and annoyed and just all around not caring about them at all?

They gave up all her respect for them when they demanded the death of a child.

The father of humanity wanted a child killed. A helpless, whimpering kid, sacrificed to his ego and bruised pride, and for shits and giggles. His first lieutenant saw failing to do so as a sin worthy of hell. All this over a child. How could she ever take them seriously after that.  

She came down from high and chased the child and held a blade over them on divine command.

Then, somehow, she saw the HORNS in her own shadow above them- even though she wasn’t WEARING her MASK, and she stopped.

She was her own messenger angel.

She chose to give the child mercy, and became the sacrifice herself.

Vaggie stuck it to the man. Didn’t steal that life. And, terrified of what would happen to her next, acted selflessly. The same thing that got her left behind in hell should have earned her place in heaven, according to Adam-

heaven was shit to her though. Made her into a soldier. Sent her to kill and kill and kill. Taught her trust on the battlefield- in heaven, of all fucking places-

Timeline wise we see her very first smile when she meets Charlie. When a stranger does- again- the bare minimum for someone else.

When she’s back up in heaven later she isn’t wistful, just angry, uncomfortable, annoyed. She isn’t happy there. It’s not home to her, like her and Charlie’s room back at the hotel is. Why should it be? What good did she ever find in herself up there?

Down here though, she's happy. Hell is where her heaven started. So I guess in the end, she did find what she’d earned after all. Or it, Charlie, found her.

When “The rules are shades of gray…”

Sometimes they’re wrong, and you have to break them.  

People like Lute and Adam would rather crack under the pressure and die instead, but not Vaggie. They're out for blood. She's out for love.

Sucks to be them~

#hazbin hotel #vaggie #charlie morningstar #chaggie #speculation #silly headcanons #fans of adam and lute im sorry if this shows up in your searches- please scroll on if you don't like your blorbos being called pathetic.. #repeatedly #for #several paragraphs... #hmm #anyway tldr: the irony of vaggie's history amuses me greatly #she did like the bare minimum and got fucked over so badly for it she just went Fuck It Now I KNOW You're All Assholes #amazing

[ex0rin]

Protective Butcher | The Boys S02E05: We Gotta Go Now

+BONUS:

#this gifset brought to you by: #hughie looking pathetic #with his stupid shirt riding up #and his big doe eyes #and butcher getting to save him #butchie #billy butcher #hughie campbell #karl urban #jack quaid #the boys #cara gifs #having some feelings today don't mind me #also jesus you two please stop looking at each other like that #you're making me insane

[baderpfulu]

Did someone say... Reigen in acnh...? No? ...Well uh here ya go anyway ! And um, no refunds✨️

^ Mob doesn't realize he's completely blocking out Reigen from the picture

What? You don't want to look at this gross sweaty messy adult man anymore? Well, whatever... Just forget about him. Look at this nice lovely young lady instead...

Her name is Regina... Sometimes Megan too. Depends on how she's feeling that day. 😗💅

Second place tumblr sexyman ☝️ everybody

#no refunds #tumblr sexyman #trashy man #con man #pathetic man #pathetic loser #shady sweaty loser #not you though regina/megan #you're alright #just please shave your legs or wear longer socks next time <3 #acnh #mp100 #reigen #reigen arataka #mob psycho #mob psycho 100 #mob #serizawa #serizawa katsuya #kageyama shigeo #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons

[fleet-off]

This isn't a literal "let me prove that this medicine isn't poison" kiss for a whole host of reasons. The fact that putting the capsule between your lips for a few seconds says nothing about the capsule's poison content is actually the least of these, because the truth is that they both know Pete isn't scared the pill is poison.

Pete just told Vegas to let him die. Pete's not afraid that the pill will kill him, he's afraid it'll heal him and let Vegas continue using him as a plaything interminably.

Vegas isn't really saying "This pill isn't poison." He's saying "This healing isn't a trap meant to harm you." When he kisses Pete without a hint of taking or consumption or control, he's promising a change. And unlike the presence of literal poison, that is something you can demonstrate with a kiss.

#kinnporsche #on the literal level he's also surprising pete into opening his mouth #but vegas has a lot of ways to get pete to open his mouth #he picked kissing for a reason #when you're a pathetic villain man a 'let me prove it's not poison' kiss is a hell of a lot easier to offer #than an 'i'm not letting you die please don't die on me' kiss #but pete got the true message #fleet post #fleet meta

[lunityviruz]

If you wanna see a loser bitch get mad as hell tell a fanfic writer to PROPERLY tag their fic as rape. Not just write "noncon" in the post but go into the notes and actually tag it as "tw rape" because they get mad asf when you call them out on it. How the fuck am I supposed to find good smut fics when each and everyone of yall are sexualizing and romanticizing rape and using the excuse that it's "dark content" no nigga you're fucking weird. You're a weirdo with a rape fetish and you're projecting it through a fictional character who has nothing to do with that and you refuse to tag it because you want notes and interactions with more people who say shit like "Omg X character nonconning his darling is sooo hot 🥺💗🎀🌸".

Don't get mad at me for calling you out on it because if you didn't write it in the first place, and if you actually tagged it I wouldn't have to see it at all.

#rants n rambles #it's so fucking pathetic #this shit has been going on for YEARS #like since 2020 I literally saw the rise in it #I've heard so many excuses for it #“it's just fiction” PLEASE DEVELOP A FUCKING BRAIN PLEASE REALIZE THAT FICTION CAN AFFECT REALITY and that when you constantly put it in a #good light you'll end up becoming numb to IRL and thinking its okay #“it's my coping mechanism” based on your a/n its not and second just cuz you're “coping #doesn't mean we have to be exposed to it. buy a journal hoe or keep that shit in the notes app. #“dont like it don't read it 🤬🤬🤬🤬” dont like criticism? gouge your eyes out. or dont post it. OR TAG IT PROPERLY. #this exact reason is why I dont read smut of a certain mha character #because yall are potential rapists projecting onto him #yes fiction doesnt affect reality but there is a difference between fictional murder and fictional rape #neigh #i shall not tag him #mha smut #cod smut #<- seen it here a few times #shigaraki tomura #<- tagged it #shigaraki smut #<- #tagged it again 😔

[dilfsuzanneyk]

"you can't be funny just by yelling" does al yankovic mean nothing to you

#on that note people hate me for my yelling bit. im sorry you dont find someone pathetically begging you #for something utterly hilarious. if someone came up to me and went #PLEASE PLEAAASE COME TO MY SAD MISERABLE LITTLE BOOTH PLEASE I SWEAR I'LL SEE YOUR FUTURE I SWEAR PLEASE YOU'RE KILLING ME YOU'RE KILLING ME #i'd laugh and follow their wishes. #<- silly btw #vex rambles

[meloncalic]

I conduct fear like electricity A man-made monstrosity

Don't turn out the lights Kiss yourself goodnight, cause there's a killer And he's coming after you

#IM FINE #idk i just really liked what i did and wanted to color/shade it SUE ME /lh #also if you're intrigued by the story/idea behind this + WHY HE IS GODDAMN 6'5: #please go check out @/umbral-archives and @/sleeplessinspace #they do such amazing shit with the character of this pathetic man and i blame them entirely for the brainrot i have #<-if you're not a minor that is. please heed the warnings on their blogs #honestly probably my favorite murdock doodle so far #caldoodles #tw blood #cw violence #<-?? pls ask to tag #markiplier #iswm murdock

[pennamepersona]

it's so funny that apollo has like, some kind of magical powers, bc he is otherwise the most Just A Guy character in this whole series

#ace attorney #pw aa #apollo justice #aj aa #i hear what you're saying and i know phoenix has no weird extra powers #but he's sooo fine with spirit channeling and the magatama #takes to it just fine #and he's a lil bit of a freak + weirdly immortal #like my bro got hit by a car and smacked his head on a pole and has a *sprained ankle* #i hear what you're saying about edgeworth and larry and gumshoe also #but edgeworth is also kind of a freak boy and a prodigy and w/e #gumshoe is pathetic and dopey which is a different genre of guy #and larry is a major freak even though he is ostensibly normal #apollo is just a guy who wants to do guy things #like pay taxes and be a lawyer and make a living wage #having hyper sensitivity and being an empath or w/e is so funny for him #he would not ever want it #he is just trying to follow court procedure #please everyone let this very special earnest young man do normal things #it's all he wants in the world

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

happiest birthday to the love of my life @loverrgf baby hiii i am wishing praying begging god for you to get all the happiness and love and success in the world and i hope life loves you more treats you kinder in this upcoming year and you achieve everything you've dreamed and yearned of and you know ive never been good at keeping promises but i am promising you that whatever happens i am always here for you by your side cheering you on listening to you waiting for you loving you okay? so quickly be done with your exams and come back to me because i love you so much and i miss you so much and i need my daily dose of talking to you about nothing and everything for like two hours every night okay ily ❤

#sorry that this is a mess i do not have your amazing web weaving mb making skills i am your fellow disciple 🛐 #i know you're scared about the future and 20 but please believe me i promise it's gonna be fine one day you'll look back and be proud of #how far you've come how you persisted even in the worst situations #also im always here for you okay no matter our stupid fights my drama and jealousy and everything i love and appreciate you and i miss you #be annoying and sending 500 asks a day and i miss you sending blurry mirror selfies and pictures of the cat and YOUR POETRY MOST OF ALL #i miss your brain and your heart ily so much you're so special okay my favoritest so shut up and be happy because #im very happy that you were born today 20 years ago today the world would be a boring and pathetic and dark and stupid place without u #okay im shutting up now ily ily ily <33 #vio love

[benkeibear]

My stuff gets flagged within 3 hours of existing... someone really sits there and spams that community Label button, huh?

#rhy speaks ♡ #You're so pathetic #go touch some grass #get a life please #You're not babygirling like this

[shopcat]

god i am actually going to try not to get incredibly annoyed about this but people so transparently hate victims of literally all abuse and cannot possibly rub their big grown up so different and interesting brain cells together huh. personally i think hating pedophiles + incest and rape fetishists + other predatory people who try and exist comfortably in our shared.. online spaces and groom children into thinking like them is a normal stance and i don't just dismiss it as Silly fandom internet things JUST because it's aggravating and annoying because i'm ACTUALLY a mature grown adult and don't just claim to be one through dismissing these things entirely. but maybe that's just me 😋

#there's so many posts like that too like we get it you're a big big girl you're so grown up you're 23 and you're a barista fucking hell #you could literally phrase it in any other way but instead you just want to put down anyone who is against this shit for no reason bc u #think ur above it all 😭 thank you for asserting just how much victims mean nothing to you so you could reblog a quippy tumblr post 🫶 #i hope you all actually die #also getting mad that someone even says it is SOO ... you're braindead. other than when this shit happens do you think people just 24/7 #have 2016 style Tumblr Discourse like please 😭 no one thinks about this shit it's just a boundary #same people just cannot conceptualise any dni's at all you're just like stupid sorry #LIKE you don't have to care I DONT care what you do but making fun of people who hate this shit is pathetic 👍 and cruel

[loquaciouscat]

*getting dragged by police officers*: please listen to me please hear me out I have a lot to. Tell. A LOT TO INDEED!!!!!!! YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME EXPLAINING PLEASE I CAN EXPLAIN-

#nobody thinks what i think #wdym they don't even have a proper ship name?? YOU'RE TELLING ME NO ENEMIES TO LOVERS??? #YOU'RE TELLING ME??? they wouldn't???? the possibilities #y'all are sleeping on my boy roshuuto the pathetic soggy sewer rat #serizawa OFFICALLY hates him y'all. please let me TALK #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka #dozen roshuto #roshuuto douzen #loquacious cat rambles #cw suggestive #cw mature #reigen spinoff spoilers #roshuuto dozen

[xannerz]

oughg

vp asked me how i was on a personal level during a call today, like actually Checking In (maybe it's because i've been more scattered/frazzled lately and i said i have been overwhelmed), and i froze, staring into the webcam like

"not great"

#i felt so pathetic LMFAOO #i told her i'd rather not let personal stuff bleed into work #(even though deep down i'm hyperventilating bc its been affecting my performance) #and she was like you're not a robot you're a human #and it was sweet but im still generally terrified 24/7 #but she would still like to chat w me tomorrow #and id be mortified if i said something too personal/unprofessional so im just gonna have to be like '🧍‍♀️ challenges. family. things. yk!' #(((please give me a raise!! im dying!! im dying!!!))))) #i had 4-4.5 hrs of meetings every day for this past week. it happens to a lot of us but it's just insane rn. #but i have projects piling up. #and if i'm not working i'm either crying sleeping or puking up lunch LMAO #we had some restructuring lately and she was one of my supervisors now she's not #but we still have to check in re: projects in her dept #and we both want me to be reporting to her again so bad LMAO #xangoeswah

[creepymutelilbugger]

WARNING! I AM ROMANTICIZING CITY LIFE A LITTLE BIT .

I want to go somewhere and meet a girl who knows everything about where I am. A big city where she's lived her whole life, where she can show me all the spots she went as a kid. I want to feel like an accessory to her life tour as she shows me all around the stomping grounds of her childhood. All the local spots she's found over years of trying throughout her whole life. I want to date a city girl who has never had the chance to leave her home city so she knows more about it than anyone who moved there ever possibly could. I want to share the trusting warmth of a hug and a kiss in a shitty little hiding spot off the main road where nobody can see you, and because of the din of the cars, nobody can hear you, either. I want to hear sirens in the background of a romantic moment , watch her completely ignore them, become inspired and just completely sink into the moment with her. I want to go behind a restaurant I don't work at and smoke by the dumpster with her like she's done her whole adult life. I want to flatter her by telling her truthfully how exciting and interesting all of these things she's known for her whole life are for me to learn. I want to have the chance to make somebody realize how special and unique they are like that.

I am such a useless dumbass fag ugh

#do you think just because you're a lesbian that this is any less pathetic? #no i dont #please humor me i want to love someone so badly #196 #rule #shitpost #r/196 #/r/196 #r196 #lonelyposting #lesbian #useless lesbian #why do I exist #pyro thoughts

[tragedykery]

the crushing weight of two manageable tasks (replying to an ao3 comment I don't know how to respond to. and also studying for my exams lord help me)

#I somehow. managed to misspell manageable. three times #elli rambles #toni if we've somehow formed a telepathic connection over the years and you're listening to my brainwaves can u please take one for the #team and respond to the comment pretty pleasee 👉👈 #<- it's on the fic we wrote together lol #also btw I'm whining pathetically about inconsequential things on the internet instead of studying. like a loser. naturally #this is because I am a loser who loves whining and hates studying <3