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[askblueandviolet]

How did I get here... (Had to remember I was a wukong blog)

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#lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk #lmk fanart #monkie kid macaque #lmk macaque #lmk sun wukong #monkie kid sun wukong #blue and violet #Wukong I'm not sure if spontaneously popping into existence was a good idea #this was really funny though I'll give you that #wukong is out of his depth in this theatre room I think he should run away from what is clearly Macaque's territory #fun fact I actually had to pull up Wukong's design ref for this lmao #not because I forgot what he looked like but because I genuinely believe that drawing Mayor and Macaque so much as messed up my memory bank #silly monkies go burrrrrrr

[mattzerella-sticks]

I think what makes Antony Starr's portrayal of Homelander such a great villain is that his motivation throughout the entire series has always been love and it SHOWS. It's twisted and warped but all Homelander wants is love. He wants to be loved and season 3 did a great job of pushing this to the forefront, as well as showing us that - despite how tall and old he is - he's just a kid. He never matured emotionally because he never received the proper love and attention as a kid, so his whole moral system is warped. That smile at the end, where the crowd cheered for him straight-up murdering an innocent civilian, was so much like the kind a kid gives after doing something funny for a crowd where you can see the wheels turning, going "this will earn me attention." Soldier Boy read him correctly that he was needy, which is why his perfect defeat isn't death but total irrelevance.

And, on the flip side, Billy's anger at the world - which has been such a common motivator amongst villains - is his driving force to combat Homelander and be the 'hero'.

The usual motivators between heroes and villains have been flipped and presented with so much care it's amazing.

The Boys put so much intention and thought into all their character choices and that's what makes the end product not only a masterpiece, but one of the most brilliant satires of our generation.

#the boys #the boys s3 #homelander #billy butcher #like Homelander's true character is also why i think he always bluster about the scorched earth stuff #in fact i think RYAN would be the one who goes scorched Earth because of his teen angst and how easy it is for kids to lash out at that age #homelander always RUNS AWAY when things get tough he was too pampered and fed too many lies #whereas ryan is more like his grandpa #maybe ryan frees soldier boy at the end of season 4 to learn from him and ryan kills mallory? #getting too in depth in the notes...

[pyr0graves]

GOOD GOOGLY MOOGLY i'm never doing backgrounds ever again [<< needs to practice backgrounds]

anyways have another self indulgent piece cause the art powers let me channel them again. I like how this one turned out kind of

also please look at these patterns i made for the wallpaper that i spent far longer than i should have on

my friend told me to put the background as one of those old 70s wallpapers and gave me a single one and i used it as a reference and ran with it so BOOM a red and beige version of a wall paper or whatever B)

#welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #human au #gijinka #wally darling #welcome home wally #human wally darling #welcome home oc #pascal pushpin #if you hate the fact i drew wally as a fat man I'm gonna use my super psychic powers to blow up your computer lmao #anyways chew ass and kick bubblegum i'm outta here baby #[runs away to the depths] #pyro plays with pencils #if you can guess what influenced my human wally design you get a gold star lol

[lemongrad]

When you finally learn that human nature is not fixed and can in fact change for the better, do you accept this fact and strive to become a positive impact on the world around you, or do you jump off a bridge about it?

#les miserables #jean valjean #javert #someone with more background in literary analysis has probably already discussed this in depth #but the idea that the three times (four if you include fauchelevent??) javert has a run-in with valjean #valjean gets away- not for himself- but to save another person #tw suicide

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought. #i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper #thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times #like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks. #nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she #was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled #a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where #you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder? #but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what #then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student. #everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have #and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my #leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but #i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying #my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound #by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting #better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that #and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path. #one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do #what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it. #maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for. #unrelated

[paper-bag-boy]

horned boy event

#dol #degrees of lewdity #horned boy #he's a npc that you cant rly get much from #think like the dogboy events #mixed with the great hawk event bc he kinda kidnaps you #basically he shows up past midnight near the orphanage and you can chose to run away or stay #if he catches you there'll be a noncon event unless you reciprocate his actions #but usually you'll gain some sort of trauma #subsequent meetings with him afterwards will unlock this event #within the depths of my dol folders

[dykedivorce]

if any other bitch in konoha had been gay apart from sasuke none of this would have happened to my son naruto.

#pussy from the turbotron edgelord 3000 and his whole life went up in flame. NOT worth it #no but fr it's insane how he bamboozled every fan into thinking he was so interesting and cool and badass when . #at the point im at in shippuden hes by far the least interesting of the main characters. one track mind (vengeance) and no depth beyond that #like the other characters rn : sakura coming in to her own ; finding her path and her strength + sharing a connection so deep with naruto #over their common loss that they both just Know although they absolutely cant talk about it #yamato: the only survivor of orochimaru's monstrous experiments on children; kakashi's stand in thats so different from kakashi #it makes you wonder what it would have been like with him as their teacher from the start; #a mystery thats clearly trying his best but whose mission truly is A Lot #SAI: A BRAINWASHED SPY A PAWN FOR A SECRET ORGANISATION WHO CLINGS TO HIS HUMANITY NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES HES BEEN PUNISHED FOR IT #WHO FELL IN LOVE WITH NARUTO FOR MAKING HIM REALIZE HOW DEEP THINGS COULD BE FELT AND HOW DEEP RELATIONSHIPS COULD RUN #WHO HAS BEEN DRAWING A BOOK FOR HIS DEAD BROTHER FOR YEARS EVEN IF HE'S FORGOTTEN WHAT HIS BROTHER LOOKS LIKE #WHO DECIDED TO SPARE SASUKE BECAUSE HE'S LOVED. WHO JUST WANTS TO LEARN HOW TO LIVE A HUMAN LIFE. #MOST AUTISTIC CODED CHARACTER OF ALL TIMES HAS NEVER SUCCESSFULLY MASKED A DAY IN HIS LIFE. #sasuke: sasuke #anyway. im not touching on naruto because i could be here for days #BUT while sasuke on his own so far is very whatever. the narusasu dynamic is truly one for the ages #bc i just saw the ep where sasuke manages to see kyuubi inside naruto and wooshes him away and it's very like. #oh so hes literally seeing naruto's demons and banishing them even as hes telling naruto they dont matter to each other anymore. #oh ok cool cool cool cool this feels normal and not something to obsess over #jesus christ why am i typing all this. who here cares #naruto thoughts

[reginrokkr]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄.

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

✧ Regression — Ayanga.

Too much of the past for one to memorize Too many words remained for one to read through the lines The ebb and flow of the crowd, floods the world and paradise Along the path of time

Every night brings a dream, but the day relentlessly keeps me awake All the rest will be torn up whenever a choice is made Every living soul in the fray, striving for their own safe place Life is too long to end at grave

[...] Just a drop of water suffices Still, I wish to embrace the world with my thoughts A eulogy Time to leave where I have stood so long Letting you go recover traces overlapped Ends, then begins

✦ Moon Shadow — Elsword.

I would suddenly remember, merciless pain never felt before Agonizing hours that seeped into that singular painful memory, so even if, you

Apologize countless times, repeatedly, You can never get that moment back again.

In this never-ending timeline that turns like clockwork, I will raise my shimmering blue blade against the torturous shackles I won't be able to escape away from.

[...] Even if I can wake up and find a chance to run far, far away What I would dream of, instead, is to wake up repeatedly to slash away my endless nightmare.

✧ Sorrows of Strays & Fading Memories — HOYO-Mix. ✦ Midnight Reflections — HOYO-Mix. ✧ Swear on the Sword — Maplestory.

On the day I was alone, my back turned and full of hope raise your head and face the path of the sun It's full and overflowing a prayer of peace for all of us Your long-cherished desire and desperate wish, buried in the high waves Even if it is buried and collapsed, don't turn back.

Your weakness and fear will be forgotten now, I will triumph in your name and my name We'll be together for countless days together, it will make an endless journey.

Tagged by: @apocryphis (thank you ♥︎) Tagging: Whoever wants to do this, feel free to take it from me!

#◟༺✦༻◞ shall fair divination be imparted ┊dash game.┊ #I know I put two on the same but shhh #they're together and it's not negotiable #honestly it's one of my playlists for when I write ngl #the rest... yes /feelS/ #with one last one about his feelings #about the Black Serpent Knights #and others too #because if there is one thing that was reaffirmed in Requiem of the Echoing Depths #it's that one of the reasons Dain is fighting is to protect the honor #of his soldiers #and the dignity and wish of his people #as for one last clarification for moon shadow specifically #it's the thought that he could do /anything/ but do what he's doing #including to run away #and yet he's facing his nightmares #but also to not see them repeating #namely the disaster in Khaenri'ah #but brought to people of the seven nations

[kibasniper111]

to whoever wrote donatella's pn wiki, i just wanna talk.

#i don't really believe *everything* raz says about his dad was just him misinterpreting events #and no this doesn't immediately equate augustus was abusive as he's clearly shown to have worked on himself and accept raz #if they were good memories i wouldn't have run away is extremely revealing line about the depths of augustus' anti-psychic sentiments #and how his behavior directly impacted raz and also dion and frazie in how they treat and ostracize raz out of perpetuated fear #and how all of this would create a whirlwind of negativity for raz while living at home because augustus *did* make him feel unwanted #also i think the 'scary psychic campfire storytelling time' is pretty telling of augustus too in how he would instill fear in his children #about psychics and how in turn this would make raz feel like he isn't wanted by his dad as he tried to explore powers that his father hates #yes they had 'secrets' and augustus wanted to 'protect raz' but that feeling of being unwanted and fearing his father was in there for pn1 #and it was a good thing that augustus immediately changed his tune! tho he as the dad didn't properly talk to his kids about his change #so dion and frazie are left with a jumbled mess of feelings about psychics and raz and etc #but please tell me how donatella is actually the most emotionally abusive woman in the world please inform me i just wanna know #edit - what she did do wrong was not stop augustus from spreading those very inflammatory anti-psychic sentiments #but to her defense - she was of the belief psychics harmed her husband and cursed her children to die in water #it's a reasonable and tragic fear and it's still on augustus' shoulders for how he treated raz and strengthened raz's fears of his own dad #donatella

[shopcat]

i'm sorry and like yes it was bad i don't disagree of tourse ☝ but all the right moves starring nancy the slut wheeler was So cinematic... inspired... slay of the century... the panache. the flair. that steve had asked her the day previous to go to that movie with him and then used that as the framing device and like SURE. tommy was the one who physically painted it but is that the point of it all. that tommy was semi-canonically in love with steve. the reverb on the slap nancy gave him after i think she really fucking hit him for that his hair literally vibrates and he's also like. in semi-tears for all 5 minutes of that scene. It is cinematic quality small town bullying IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THE SAME they could've just sprayed it on the wall. on the school. on the window even. HAD to be the marquee... also i've joked b4 that steve had to be talked down from using like pigs blood and they had to be like ew no we'll just use red paint c'mon man and steve's like whatever (wanted to be dramatic as possible).. STARRING ROLE it's beautiful i love it. and to be then beaten up in the alleyway behind the theatre when the original scene was supposed to be STEVE on top of jonathan beating the shit out of HIM and they decided to swap it... gosh... gosh...

#🍦 #though i have said b4 i think it wouldve been super interesting if it had been steve ~winning the fight #like the original plan/script/whatever had it #bc it seems to be they kept the ... idea of that in the following scenes ? #like steve is feeling deeply guilty in an almost disproportionate way AND its enough of a wake up call for him to like #need to drop his friends despite being the one to run away with them and everything #like a Wow my friends suck moment works so interesting if it was wow I SUCK. they made me suck #but i get it too bc it wouldve sucked plus he did deserve to be beaten up #oh also it wouldve made more sense for him to want to apologise after in that case but thats where i stop caring bc #i think him going to apologise is his best moment in s1 :) and we wouldnt have had the depth of it if it was the opposite #IMO! #anyway #sts

[top-tier-tickles]

#*posts this and runs away* #🏃‍♂️ #dark deception #ill go in depth in the youtube vid #mama bear dark deception #doug houser

[kingspuppet]

As grateful as Goro is that the Thieves took down Shido and kept that promise to him, there's no denying how much of a failure he feels he is for how everything transpired. He spent years working on his plan to tear Shido down. Everything was planned to the last detail with counter plans in place on the chance that things ended up going in a different direction. But he never accounted for the Thieves emerging just for them to throw wrench after wrench into everything he meticulously put into place. As if that wasn't bad enough, he never anticipated Shido reading him look a worn-torn novel. He always had doubts about Shido really being that oblivious throughout their entire partnership. But he always brushed it away as anxiety because he couldn't afford the panic that doubt would inevitably bring. But Shido knowing all along and knowing which buttons to push to get Goro to comply stings the most. He hates how naive he is for being so desperate for any sort of attention and affection, and that Shido knew it too. Was the last few years of his life really worth it when it all amounted to this? He never had the upper hand, and now he gets to die alone in the dark, cold bowels of his father's ship to a puppet with his face. His revenge was ripped right from his hands ––– if it was even his to grasp in the first place. And when he's brought back on that cold December night it's not what he wished for, but at least he can give a testimony of his own and help push Shido behind bars. But that's especially fleeting, and when he finds himself miraculously released and able to go free his anger is incomprehensible. Now he has all the time in the world to lament his failures and shortcomings. How even when he thought he was succeeding he was only destroying himself further by playing right into the hand of the man he hates the most. His anger has become destructive in the wake of knowing that he was never good enough as he trashes what little things he has in his apartment. His palms are bleeding from smashing his mirror onto the floor, bed turned over and sheets ripped to shreds, and clothes sopping wet with hair clinging to his face as he screams into the tiled floor of his shower when it becomes abundantly clear that he was forced into a game he could never win.

#; Headcanon || Goro ♟️ #//I'm running on two hours of sleep in the span of twenty-four hours so I'm surprised I haven't collapsed yet. #//But I have brainworms soooooo I lovingly present them to you. 🫶🏻 #//Also aside from Maruki wanting to completely strip Goro of his autonomy him taking away Goro's only choice in the engine room #//just makes him resent him all that much more. :))) #//I know I've talked about that more BUT IT'S SO IMPORTANT OKAY #//He never gets to exact any revenge on Shido in any capacity because it's always taken away from him. #//It makes his anger burn hotter and brighter than the fires in the deepest depths of hell. #//And while I do love Maruki dearly I think Goro should be able to punch him and Shido for some semblance of catharsis.

[tgirljoker]

feeling things about morgana. need to talk about him or ill die

#if im being so real i think a lot of people dislike morgana because they literally just dont think about his age 😭 #he literally cant be older than 3 during the events of p5 and while i dont think he has the mindset of a literal toddler #theres a reason why he acts noticeably less mature than the other thieves at times!! hes just a kid!! just a little baby man #hes also the only thief that doesnt join the party to change the heart of someone specific #he joins the thieves as part of a DEAL in which he gives the thieves info about the metaverse #and in return they help him get to the depths of mementos #as opposed to the other thieves who have all suffered injustices at the hands of one of the palace rulers #morgana doesnt have any reason to fight besides his ethics and the hope that he might have the chance to be human #on top of the fact that he feels inherently useless and lesser because hes a cat he also feels like he doesnt belong!! #he feels like he doesnt belong with the thieves!! a group of outcasts with no one else that he feels he doesnt have a place in!! #sigh #sorry he has so so so much potential and genuinely couldve been one of the best characters in the game had his arc been executed well #AND ANOTHER THING ACTUALLY #contrary to popular opinion i actually think the start of the okumura arc shouldve been longer to give adequate spotlight to mona AND haru #because theyre integral to eachothers character arcs and no one sees that for some reason!! #morgana gets someone who relies on him for metaverse knowledge again giving him feelings of usefulness that hes lacked #since makoto and futaba took his roles as advisor and navigator for the thieves!! #people think his outburst during okumura arc was solely due to his and ryujis bickerings #when its not!! he consistently feels undervalued by all the thieves!! #even akira doesnt notice anything is wrong with him until hes already run away #respect if youve read this far but the tags on this post are already long enough lmao 😭 #um. sorry hes everything to me #persona

[abyssruler]

sorry for the inactivity lately, i’ve been busy obsessing over asoiaf (again) and just finished dealing with a crisis after realizing that i do, in fact, like aegon. no, not the conqueror. yes, the musty one.

#there are several musty aegons so i must clarify that it is specifically aegon ii #yes…..i know…..how tragic….. #i mean if they didn’t want me to like him maybe they shouldn’t have cast tom glynn-carney for him #bc my god that man is gorgeous #also aegon had so much wasted potential in the show and was given more depth than he ever had in f&b #‘do you love me?’ YES I DO COME HERE 😭😭 #they should’ve let him run away across the narrow sea with sunfyre #do not mention the things he has done…i’ve seen it….but i pretend i do not #not genshin #ash talks #asoiaf #hotd

[jocelynships]

I AM FREE FROM WORK!

Also trying to think of ship names for my trolls ships but tbh. Someone referred to Clay and Hazel as Clayzel and tbh. TBH. It’s so cute. I might be sticking with it for them.

I’ve also developed Hazel’s lore and her relationship with Clay pretty quickly, they took me by STORM. And this is probably the. Biggest slow burn out of all my ships. When I have the time I’ll tell y’all more about it. 💕

#I wasn’t expecting this to become as in-depth as it did… #I think Clay is becoming my ultimate favorite from Trolls… sorry Bruce… #but basically Hazel was childhood friends with Clay (and by extension all of BroZone) #and runs away with him when he separates himself from the band #she’s also very close with Viva and is basically an assistant to both Clay and Viva when they start up the Putt Putt trolls #and Viva. hears nothing but the mutual pining between them

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i started the semester off with such a level head but ive walked myself further and further toward i ledge i can feel crumbling #out from under my feet. i sit in small rooms where i feel the stress radiating from my chest down into my limbs. disappating into the floor #it makes me want to run and run and run but im so tired and the sidewalk is icy slick. and i feel like im at the limits of my abilities #and i know every grad student has that worry but what if its true. that i have a void behind my eyes and not enough depth of thought #anywhere it matters. how am i supposed to operate in this system when i can barely string together the words to understand what im reading #and itll never be any easier. what if im at my functional limit? what if i caught fire and burned away to ashes? what if i screamed and #kept screaming until someone told me patch up the open wound in my chest? what if i just stopped? #what if i could just let go of any need to feel like i have a purpose? what if i could just live? and feel the wonder of the things around #me. let go of all my emptiness #move at a pace that isnt breaking my neck. feel anything close to joy or if that's too much to ask then let me at least feel stable. just #for a while. just a little while. #and i know itll b fine. and i know im just being whiny bc things are hard and theyve been hard and theyll always be hard bc i refuse to make #things easy. but i just feel like im standing alone on a beach where the water's been drawn too far back #and i can see it rushing toward me faster than i can run. im just waiting for the tsunami to wash me away to nothing #unrelated