#[now I just gotta recover!!!]

[pastadoughie]

im gonna scream and cry n throw uop i with i wasnt so unattractiv

#like i know #it does not fucking mattor from liek a personale pov? #liek if im attractive. like im not dating anybody. i am 16 yearz old #but alsoe that commente ignorze the realley real fact that being moar attrtativ genuineley makese people treat u bettor #n take u more srsly #i used to be liek #a skinny girl with wavy blonde hair i waz v comventonaley attractive #n even tho people should NOT HAVE BEEN TREATING ME LIEK THAT BECAUZ I WAS LIKE 13!! #i got way moar positive recepshin 2 my appearanse #n now that im like #a sweaty gamer boy every tiem liek #i EXTREMELEY RARELEY show anybodey what i look liek #someone makese fun of my appearance. every time. #and liek... its not....... funny its genuiinely something i struggle with alot #liek haha its so funny 2 make fun of the recovered bulimic for his facial preportions something he is phisicaley unabl 2 change #people gotta be moar normal abt ppol they dont find attractive #the beast speaks #hell on earth #kinda a venty post i just want someone 2 talk abt how making fun of unattractiv people iz shitty n i can bea liek yea for realsies #screaming and scampering

[squiddlysq]

Finished System Collapse the other day & Murderbot has never been more relatable

First image based on this post by @murderbot-moodboard

#murderbot #the murderbot diaries #system collapse #perihelion #asshole research transport #ratthi #ayda mensah #amena #googling to make sure I'm spelling amena right. bcos I misspelled Ratthis name in a previous post and haven't recovered from the shame #Sadly names pass thru my brain like sand thru time or whatever so. vibes only. i remember the sound not the letters. nightmare #Anyway murderbot mental health moment: the book was alot of fun #i need to do a reread now knowing what REDACTED meant the whole time #cause the wife and I were in torture thru the whole book like what the FUCK did murderbot DO #we were CONVINCED it had stood in the middle of ARTs lounge & loudly announced suicidal intent or something #or like yelled at everyone for risking their lives to come back and retrieve equipment <= it means itself #the combo misery and also sort of relief finding out it was literally just that murderbot has Been Through It #& is Suffering the Consequences #was kind of immense #anyway murderbot who is a crazy little asshole. its so me #Shadow the Hedgehog Gijinka looking motherfucker. I gotta pin down my design for it better #hope the memory visions r comprehensible but tbh whatever if theyre not #squiddlyart

[shima-draws]

THEY DON’T EVEN REMEMBER??? Luffy be walking out of this with LONG lasting trauma of watching all his friends nearly die and the others are just like. Man that was a nice nap! Luffy what are you doing on the ground sprawled out like that? Meanwhile Luffy’s internally having a breakdown because holy fucking SHIT what the hell did he just have to go through,

#One Piece #JFJSJTNSNNGNSNFNSNM #Okay logically I know that if the arrows stayed in he 100% would have died #But I kinda want to write a fic about it #The Strawhats wake up and see their captain just. FULL of arrows #And they flip their SHIT #Nami and Zoro are screaming what the FUUUUUCCCKKKKKK #Usopp and Chopper are crying Sanji is losing his MIND #Robin’s just looking at him in shock #They gotta get all the arrows out. Is he gonna die? He’s probably gonna die!!! #Anyway. That final punch was SO Summer Wars #Like the black and white and the emphasis and the blur and. #Has anybody done a GIF comparison of the final punch in Summer Wars VS the final punch in Baron Omatsuri #I bet they’re VERY similar lol #Shima speaks #Still cannot believe they just woke up from Body Horror Nightmare not remembering a SECOND of it #And Luffy’s lying there like. This is fine :)) I’m fine :))))) #WELL. That was a fantastic movie. I’m gonna go lie down now. I need to emotionally recover probably

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

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#thinking about how he showed up to a con like this and... #i'd never recover.. #NEVER. #i would just grab my bags and go home i'd ever meet him like that #not doing it #my sanity would leave instantly #anyway i gotta go to work now #arnas fedaravičius #arnas fedaravicius #sihtric kjartansson #the last kingdom

[ask-tay-relic]

[[I leave to get surgery and get back to a number-

Well damn! Thank you \o/ I suppose I'll have to do some kinda event for such a thing (Giveaway?? That's all I know how to do I suppose! I'm old fashioned!) Would have to be a finished work once I recover however! So after the holidays!]]

#[I cherish each and every one of you] #[Once I am allowed to work IRL and Digitally I'll be much more functional and updating] #[I miss drawing for fun and not food. So working IRL will fix that] #[I couldn't work IRL for the last 3 years cause I've been waiting for surgery btw] #[now I just gotta recover!!!] #[Cause the most work I got done on the blog was when I had drawing for fun and not work] #[I miss taking requests for fun :( I don't like doing Commissions I like making gifts more]

[mooremars]

Generally I think the 2023 Camelot cast recording does a very good job of conveying the onstage vibe of pretty much all the songs with the dialouge snippets. However in my heart of hearts I truly believe the Simple Joys of Maidenhood feels incomplete without the moment of Arthur realizing Guenevere has run away and right to him after she sings her intro. I'm sure I could choose many hills to die on for cast recording opinions but apparently the one I feel the most is a particularly good delivery of the word shit.

#It just is the exact tone of the scene and it's the one bit of song dialouge that feels missing #and also in my head I say it every time because I forget it isn't there #My other thought was the end of What Do The Simple Folk Do because it's weird they have a part of the song that doesn't exist in the show #But I'm not sure you can adequately convey the energy they have at the end there so maybe it's just as well that it's a little deceptive #Today is apparently national bird day that's why I decided I was gonna listen to Camelot today gotta honor my fave bird nerd #it's been a while #And I may now be doing a slight backslide into having too many Camelot thoughts #Camelot Musical #I had a moment of does this belong in the tag and then I figured no one else is using it so why not #The show has been closed for like six months so I'm gonna assume standards are low to nonexistent #The other thing I forget every time it's been a while since I listened to the album straight through is how I'll listen to the act 1 finale #and it'll scratch some part of my brain and I'll have so many thoughts throughout the entr'acte #And then If Ever I Would Leave You comes on and my brain gets completely wiped and I have to stare at a white wall for an extended time #to recover #I just love this album so much #glad I bought the cd #This Barbie can't shut up about Camelot

[alligaytorswamp]

50 years since i last played amogus and i am still having 40989405 heart attacks every round. like deadass i could hear my heart beating so loudly and my hands were physically shaking as i was running in circles as the impostor. barely killed one person, got caught immediately and couldn't even deny it, because i wanted it to be over

#and im still shaky even as a crewmateeeee #like im just like OH GOTTA DO MY TASKS OH NO IDK THE MAP VERY WELL I RAN INTO WALL AND DID MY TASK TOO SLOW OH WHY AM ALL ALONE OK NOW WHY #IS SOMEONE FOLLOWING ME AH A BODY WAS FOUND UHM AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK OK I WILL KEEP QUIET UNLESS I AM ACCUSED OR SMTH BC I TYPE TOO SLOW O #SMTH IDK AHHAHAHA I AM SUCH A GOOD AND NORMAL GAMER #also loveee that sometimes i see someone but my brain doesnt acknowledge the color #so useful #anyways #IM STILL RECOVERING FROM PLAYING JUST A FEW ROUNDS ?? #each break id sit and stare at the screen willing my heart to calm down #also my hands arent just shaky they are cold #if anyone knows whats wrong with me please let me know #adry.txt

[yansurnummu]

man the last couple months have just been so mean to me :(

#yans stuff #i'm fiiine i'll be fiiine i just gotta moan about it first #was sick for like 4 days over christmas #injured my back really bad in the morning on new years eve #which turned out to be a slipped disk that i'm still not completely recovered from #(and if my family history is anything to go by may not ever fully recover from/may become a recurring Thing) #now i'm sick again #like come on #who cursed me #i try not to make posts like this but i'm just rahhhhh

[wumbsie]

⭐

#terrible horrible news for me this christmas #my other lung has collapsed #i literally just recovered from the previous one doing this #so ive gotta take a longer break from stuff #thanks for all the well wishes so far i really do appreciate them all #im just a little miserable right now #(<- depressed) #ramble

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

when ppl who like the huntlow ship post about “all the crumbs” in the show which include cutesy scenes but are mostly just screenshots where theyre in the same frame but most of the time gus is also in the frame and interacting with either hunter or willow more than theyre interacting with each other so ppl just poorly crop gus out of the screenshot

#toh #the owl house #huntlow #hunter toh #willow park #gus porter #when ppl do this with any characters i either find it really annoying or really funny #i like the huntlow ship the way i like most of my ships #where they go through half a decade of angsty pining on either side but at different times #and hunter realizes he still has to recover from ptsd and willow realizes she still has to get better self esteem #so being in a relationship before they do that would be a huge mess that will destroy their friendship which they care way more about #idc if theyre endgame in canon but they gotta address hunters issues with authority figures and give willow a reason to be into him first #and the way most of the fandom portrays it makes me feel iffy bc it reduces both of them down to either #angsty white boy ya love interest number 82374023840238 and his arm candy #or rough and aggressive Strong Female Character and her woobie simp who needs his girlfriend to protect him from anything that moves #not to mention how im uncomfortable with how people see hunter a victim of child abuse respect willow for her strength #and say willow wouldnt be scared of him because she could defend herself from him #and interpret that as 'hunter wants yet another authority figure in his life to physically abuse him but now hes into it bc its willow <3' #idk maybe i just have a Very Specific Way of shipping the huntlow ship and anything too sweet or out of character just rubs me the wrong wa #but anyway because i like the huntlow ship but no not like that #this is one of the rare occasions where i find it both incredibly annoying and incredibly funny at the same time #oh and dont think i dont see you guys disregarding the arguably closer relationship gus has with both willow and hunter #yeah yeah the actual scenes where hunter has a crush on willow are cute #but we all know if either of them were dark skinned or if they were both girls or even dark skinned boys #you guys would not go this crazy over the ship #shut up pandora #lowhunt

[naturally-dazed]

where's the erase bpd from brain button i need it

#im literally only ok when i never ever ever do anything self activating #its getting old my dude #you start a job you start meeting people #people want you to be social bc god forbid you arent #you want to focus on work but then work means you gotta worry about relationships now #then everything gets on your nerves and u get depressed for a year #you try to get close to family for an hour you spend a week recovering from the shitty memories popping up 100x per second #just want to sit on this couch forever ngl

[roxiusagi]

Seven Seas stop getting licenses for books I'd like to buy challenge. I kinda wanna keep some of my money

#roxiu rambles #stop i already preordered the scumbag villain special ed i cantt #for context this is about todays announcement from seven seas publisher about getting license for thousand autumns #(alongside guardian and sha po lang) #i mean i wil decide once the art for it drops but ykno its about the principle #speaking of art #we were checking the announcement out with Mayhem and literally seconds after opening it I went #'oh they used the back cover art from svsss volume 1 as a background for this' #GIRL IM NEVER LIVING THAT DOWN WHAT THE HELL 😭😭 IM ALREADY BEING LAUGHED AT FOR BEING A MASSIVE SVSSS ENG ILLUSTRATIONS COVER SIMP #CUZ I MOSTLY BOUGHT THEM JUST FOR THAT REASON ALONE #i mean we all know velinxi art sublime but #HEAD IN HANDS #it was instant straight up whipped out said volume cuz I keep em on my desk to show it to mayhem and like the JUDGEMENT I GOT #I AM NEVER RECOVERING FROM THIS #anyway hasjdhk #i doubt anyone is reading up to this point but hey if u are sorry for being dead #i will prolly be mostly dead even longer cuz its autumn now n shit BUT #new animation vid soonish eyo #already finished all the frames just gotta throw it together and edit #so between 5 business days and month LMAO #ok roxiu out cheers #ok also i read thru this an djust to clarify it is not like immediately obvious that its the back cover ok hsajkdh #the opacity is lowered and its in greyscale instead of green plus its 'generic' landscape and its behind text and other pictures OK #NOW ROXIU OUT GOODNIGHT

[thottybrucewayne]

Every single panel I see from that Gotham war shit feels like I'm buggin tf out like...girl...what do you mean "You and Barabra are the 'parents' they needed not me and Selina" I hope the author of the fanfic they plagiarized this from sues the shit outta them!

#I'm so glad I stopped reading that shit it was giving me actual headaches from laughing too hard #thotty speaks #Its so funny that when ever you see more than one bat character in a book you know that shit is gonna be PURE ASS #dc comics #anyway hope Bruce dies again and stays dead for like a at least 7 years irl #thats the only way to recover from this L like ohhhhh #nigga you just gotta die now sorry

[todayisafridaynight]

until yoko tells me otherwise ill choose to believe sawashiro stayed in america with aoki so i can drive myself insane thinking of all the things that could entail

#snap chats #ive def made this post before but idc im thinkin again #was it his choice... was it arakawas...... both are very nice.... #itd make sense for him to stay so he can get enrolled in college and so he can have someone help him recover from surgery #aoki's another funny factor to consider tho. once he was better would he just tell jo to piss off LMAO #theres also the alternative where he's such a pampered baby he wants jo to stick around to do shit for him #sometimes i dare to think jo wrote a respectful email back to arakawa asking he stay overseas until aoki was done with school #god forbid a phone call. he can finesse an excuse it's easy no worries #aoki's his priority isnt he.. would arakawa be ok with that.... maybe if jo documented everything 😷 #PLEASE the thought of jo having shitty video diaries is making me cackle. maybe audio recordings.. #theres also so much to gain from the idea of jo having to Truly solo parent aoki even if it's just for four years. and he's like 24 by now #also jo getting his ass lost in the city but anyways #just an idea im far too attached to.... theres too much to be done with it.... and nothing my brain can put into cohesive thought ☠️ #i gotta send this post now im just sitting here thinkin of Everything LMAO

[iinmysights]

i need to take my cat to the vet but i have so much anxiety about being in one and they open on mondayyy maybe i can make my mom take her in instead 😭

#Ravage.txt #dl #ally’s throwing up a lot :( and i think she’s lost a bit of weight i’m really concerned #she is OLD man like almost 20yo kind of old but i really felt like she had another good two years in her hhh i really hope they say it’s #something minor that a diet change or or short round of meds will fix and it’s not like. something i’d have to put her down for #she’s mostly just puking up liquid with a hairball once in a while but mostly liquid or the food she just ate so idk what’s up #it’s highkey scaring me though i have just over a month before classes start again and i can’t sit for over 2hr in one room if i have to put #her down now man i won’t be nearly recovered enough by then. i mean if it does happen i’ll absolutely tell my prof and say that i might need #to step away into the hallway or the cafe across the building and try to calm down before entering class again but i really really don’t #want it to come to that #anyway . gotta go feed everyone now the tomcat just came in to say it’s past dinner time