#< to finish the first night i mean

[misty-moth]

I’m really curious to see how the Gil route’s ranking will go 🤔 especially the top 100. There has to be at least 100 people who have enough tickets to read it all the first night, and the amount of cupcakes eaten after that will be tremendous 😰

So. Many. Cupcakes.

Gil would be proud.

I guess my curiosity stems from how many players will be coming back to the game for him.

#I’m excited to share hype tbh #my plan is to read as much as possible the first night but i don’t quite have enough tickets #< to finish the first night i mean #think of all the new fics you guys #think of the ~art~ #i already have a fic idea from what i know about Gil :3 #anyway here’s wonderwall

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 4: Deranged Bedfellows

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.5)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mdzs au #lan wangji #nie huaisang #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #This is the *first* part of what was supposed to be a much longer comic (LWJ's morning routine in full). #I'll finish the remaining part as a reblog to this post! I just think this is the funnier chunk. #Lan Wangji absolutely is the kind of person who has a perfect internal alarm clock for when it is time to get up. #He already has a dedicated sleep schedule. He is accurate within 10 seconds of 5am every day. #I think the Jiang disciples are most likely used to waking up around 6:00-7:00am #But the allure of having a guaranteed time keeper getting you up in the morning is worth the earlier hour. #I imagine they started outside lwj's door and slowly moved closer as the weeks went on. #Now LWJ has to cope with being way too warm in the night from all the extra body heat. #LWJ is not a fan of this but they scamper off immediately after he wakes up and they at least show initiative to follow routine. #NHS joins in only because he is a chronically heavy sleeper and needs this level of intervention to get up early. #His boldness would be a death sentence in the cloud recesses but here? Whole new game. #Yungmeng Jiang isn't a lawless land. It's just a land with different laws. #And one of those laws is to forcefully domesticate the catboy coded Lan boy through any means necessary. #Completely different tangent: I drew the thumbnail for this before I did comic 134. I then realized they had the same visual gag. #So I had to space this one out so it didn't seem like I repeated the waking up joke. That's my secret and all of you have to keep it. #And in my land the law is that snitches get itches (telepathically transfers hives onto your body)

[zukkacore]

[alison bechdel voice] it’s like a 1950’s lesbian pulp novel…

#and by like I mean. I used one as a reference! #here’s how Starbreaker can still win #starbreaker #jace stardiamond #porter cliffbreaker #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #jaceporter #jan.art #I post art for the first time in like 4 years and it’s THIS #also please excuse my backgrounds it’s no good #I’m p sure my grammar is wrong but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #graphic design is not my passion but to be fair I’m p sure it also wasn’t for the ppl who designed pulp novels #I literally had to rush to finish this last night bc Brennan killed Starbreaker with a large hammer last night

[todayisafridaynight]

i miss him

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza 3 #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yoshitaka mine #daigo dojima #goro majima #rgg online #ryu ga gotoku online #snap sketches #second comic only exists cause i wanted daigo to listen to evanescence #i was gonna brush up and do th first two drawings properly during a call with friends buuuut #i was already working on last night's comic so i figured id finish that #and then i was just too lazy to properly brush it up lmaoo #anyway i miss him #mine please come back it'll be funny #ALSO I DONT MEAN FOR MAJIMA TO BE A REOCCURING CHARACTER IN THESE. I DONT I SWEAR #he told kiryu he'd babysit daigo and that's just gonna have to extend to his boyfriend with separation anxiety #oh the things he does for kiryu tbh

[cookiebonbon]

Hi I kinda. Uhm. I. COUGH

Uhhh thank you @blackkatdraws for making silly hot wife and the pink clone, I will never forget your generous donation (💀??)

Some close ups too, I mean why not? :3

#goddamn Im awkward Im too shy akndksnfjsndnf -😭 #also kitty if you're reading this I wanted to let you know that I saw your vent (?) post and Im letting you know that Im pretty much going - #- through something similar. I dont want you getting fully taken by this feeling like I did. Its not nice at all and it hurts a whole lot #Sooo I just want to remind you that you're loved by many many people and we care about you dear kitty <3 #Apologies if that sounds strange- I mean its our first time ever talking- But just wanting to let you know because you're important to me! #but yeaaa I want to make out with Black I MEAN WHAT- #(also I drew this for the whole night. I started at 11 pm and finished at 6 am :333 yes Im okay :33) #the stanley parable #tsp #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tspud #narrator #tsp narrator #gip!! #I gib gip eheheeh >:3

[wispscribbles]

*whispers* hey gang. i finished writing ‘no rest for the wicked’. will post it one of the next days after reading it through <3

#i just know I’m gonna stress about posting it lol #but it’s fine it’s cute #chapter 12 + epilogue are 15k words #never again will i post a multichaptered fic before it is completely finished first #but nrftw rly means a lot to me #feel like I’ve improved my writing a bit while working on it #but I’m rambling and should sleep #tomorrow i Will READ and polish the mess I’ve written #and hopefully the ppl who’ve enjoyed this fic so far will find the ending satisfying #ok good night done rambling now

[fandom-blackhole]

My friends, idk how, but im gonna figure out a way to share my final presentation with you guys for a class after I finish it. Because I'll be damned if I'm gonna be this passionate about this thing, do all the research, make a ppt AND cardboard tri-fold, and present this at a "Research Symposium" for 2 hours to whoever stops at my booth during finals week to not share with the people I like most 😤

Basically for the project we have to take a person or event and give background on them before analyzing them through a Social Psychology lense (bc the class is social psychology lol). AND GODS DO I LOVE SHIT LIKE THISSSSS. I will not be sharing what event I chose for two reason: 1) I want ya'll to read and learn about it through my post when I post it 😌 and 2) It's a REALLY obscure event from what I've gathered (like I barely have 5 sources for references and one's ONLY in german) and I doubt many would know what I was talking about.

#Ive literally been working on it all night basically (and have little to show but aesthetics) #BUT! I did get all my photos i currently have and their captions put in too!! #I just need to fill in the slides with their info #im literally chopping at the bit to show you guys bc im so fucking into this project #i love being a psych major 🥰🥰🥰 #I have been this excited about something in AWHILEEEEERE #I can wait to look through social psych theories and ideas and figure out which im gonna hold up for anlaysis #we are just at the stage of turning in the first part which is just the who. what. when. where. why. #the how (which will be the theories) will be next part to turn in #but god am i invested and ferally upset about this story #ok i need to go to bed now so that i can finish this project tomorrow so i can turn it in :) #ill rb this a few times to gauge interest but besties im 100% posting it no matter how the poll turns out #im just too pumped and i want to SHARE with people who know and like me (i mean i think yall like me lol) #social psychology #college final project

[becauseplot]

what if i wrote wildly ooc cell/roommates au comfort fic. what then.

#i mean it’s in-character in my heart #i just still need to watch more felpsvods to like you know. properly understand his characterization. bc im winging it. #anyway i am just having a night ykno #and i think the canon non-compliant world’s most unconventional enemies-to-besties duo would help #but first i gotta actually finish studying 0(-( #man mini side tangent but oh my god the pressure i feel to make everything I write ‘in character’ is so overwhelming holyshitttttt #‘​you have to be true to the characters else you’re Missing The Point’ vs. ‘it’s fanfic it’s not that serious just have fun!’ #chrissttttttt #ugh don’t get me started on this i rly gotta get some work done #this is already a borderline vent post we can’t get into that rn lmao

[account-name]

it's all in your mind

#happy 9th birthday to fnaf!! #i was meaning to post this right after ruin came out #but i just got my first job so i didn't have time to finish this until now #so this is a fnaf anniversary post now #fnaf #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's fanart #fnaf ruin #fnaf security breach #cw eyestrain #aacart

[rileys-battlecats]

what if i. decided to make an animatic. that used birchspeckle’s prophetic abilities as a framing device to expand on mudpaw’s mysterious backstory. haha jk jk......... unless

#oooooo buddy did i get hit with Inspiration #prepare yourselves for lore soon #soon could mean in a few days or in a few weeks but. oughagoug. i already finished the storyboarding #started last night finished this afternoon i straight up TORE through that storyboarding #this would also be the in-story moment birch reveals that she knows about wren’s murder #this would mean im skipping mud and birch like. first meeting. but i can circle back to that some other time i guess #idk bro im just excited!! im giving birchspeckle glowy eyes. because it would be Cool #video planning #rye.txt

[yo9urt]

local man completely obliterated by strength of narrative and character writing in 2023 game of the year

#mine #last night after putting it off for essentially as long as i possibly could because i knew it would decimate me #i finally attacked c4z4dor and (of course) kept ast4r10n as a spawn and basically finished up his quest #FUUUUCK ME DUDE....i knew what was coming in advance but that did not make it any less impactful #i mean holy shit the writing on this guy......the fucking graveyard scene (DO NOT GET ME STARTED)... #and of course neil's performance ohhh my god he deserves every award he can possibly have #god i love asta so much i'm literally never going to be the same this game is soooo insane #the only things i have left are the house of hope and then disabling the foundry and killing gort and doing the final fight stuff #i am ... nervous lol #ive heard the raphael fight is HAAAAAAAAARD #i'll find a way... #i think in the future i may reorder my act 3 quests i think it would be interesting to tackle some (ex companion quests or raphael) #sooner in the story #shadowhearts quest was like...3rd or 4th last thing i did cause i think i did that and then ansur and then astarion #i'm actually SO excited to replay the game i think im gonna have the time of my life doing roleplay and making diff choices #plus i know i missed a TON of stuff in this run so its gonna be fun to see what else is out there #after this im planning to do my first durge run which is REALLY exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i may do another regular tav run simultaneously but not totally sure.... #anyway yeah... awesome game everyone should buy it and play it its on sale right now go buy it and play it

[eggmeralda]

do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking) #but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc) #but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

[ren-from-mars]

Me when a single day alters the course of my life forever

#in a good way ofc #(gonna start rambling today was a good day) #so like. made plans last night to hop on and play some warframe with a friend #thst friend is uber cool. and also american so we dont get to vc and game togethdr much #but i woke up at 8 30 #had brekkie #and got on at 9 #played gamed with coolest homie for 3 hours #watched the first ep of jjk while eating food w them and takijg a breather from games #as we finished up motivation hit so i had my adhd med abt 20 mins before we finished #cut my hair so i no longer feel wonky abt the length #tried a new way of styling the cut and it works really well #then went to the mall to get some things ive been meaning to get for years #came back home cleaner my room #saw facebook advert for a job opportunity i have been seeking out for quite some time #sent in a very formal and well written email application while figuring out how to go further in depth about the things i said #went back to room and sewed on the last remaining badge for my scout uniform #checked up on fb for scout things happening tonight #hyped myself up to go #night went better than i thought it would and nobody got unreasonably upset and everyone stayed levelheaded #and!! i got secretary!! one of the four core exec roles!!! #came home and chatted to parents about an event they went to #it was just. such a good day #and now i eeby #ren rambles #OH AND NOT TO MENTION #before i came home but after scouts #i talked with my closest friends abt my hyperfixations (and the ones we share!!) and it was sososo fun #i love sharing hyperfixes with friends #<3333

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

me: wait why is welcome to night vale trending? wait-

date: june 15th

me: oh no ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ

#o.o #I mean none of it looked particularly bad xD #the post previews lol #BUT STILL #I live in fear :')) #it's probably good #probably #hopefully #maybe dramatic and good :'D #:'))))) #wtnv #welcome to night vale #oasis's wtnv chatter #I nearly clicked on it but then thought of the date and checked and was like yeeeah no spoilers thank you #I did see a picture of like a definition or something and maybe the word 'spanish' (in the definition) so we'll see what that's about xD #maybe a petname or an insult or something xD 👀 #gosh first I finish a show then this lol #so many thoughts inside my brain xD

[kittlyns]

I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute #so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back. #pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few. #over and over and over. #and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick. #and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much #but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment. #which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow? #even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it #she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan #I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!! #no response. deep inhale. alright. #whatever tho. #when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning #and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area. #and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell #like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color. #I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH??? #and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine. #there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him #and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times. #there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously. #I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out #was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do. #got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night. #put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over #blahhhhhh #and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

[youremyonlyhope]

why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director #and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production #and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out #but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again #i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately #so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me #i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me #i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added #and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad #anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much. #but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great #but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else #but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing #and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us #and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing #and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more #especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this. #and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not. #and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING #and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine. #but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad. #because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented #if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that. #but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent. #and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt #i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried. #and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over. #i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help #and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh #brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.