#;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts

[constellationcrowned]

(( @kyven made me another (way too accurate) treat lol))

#a different friend informed me that this is me w/ Kariom and Flynn (but especially Kariom) and I cannot deny it #so ofc Kyven stepped in and did god's work lolololol #;;muse: kariom #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: about the mun #;;ooc: memes and other silly content #there's an additional layer to this but I won't explain it lolol #;;musing: the traveler #I have to tag my oc; I'm honor bound lol

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

You and @guardianofyesod (upcoming pun completely intended and correct btw) are literal shining stars in the tcol community on the whole and for your amazing writing. And while you might not believe this coming from an anon but I've read all of your stuff (your Kariom is phenomenal and that's just the beginning of what I could say) and you deserve all of the recognition from the fandom and that absolutely includes @lingrimmart. Both of you do. The fandom is made better by your love and content.

((That....that truly truly truly means the world to me to hear you say that and I mean it. Honestly, I don't think I'm capable of properly expressing how deeply grateful I am but I'll try. You made me legitimately cry at work you absolute villain lol.

The sheer amount of effort that @guardianofyesod and I have put into into tcol---from understanding and theorizing about the lore, talking about the characters (and I mean literally everyone, not just our chosen muses, but we do talk about them the most), working on how we want to write them both separately and together, the intricate details that could easily be missed that we want others to notice and appreciate (honestly I could give you a veritable essay on JUST the character work we've done---especially in regards to my partner's work and sheer, undeniable love put towards Roui), etc, etc, is something that I legitimately cannot do with anyone else. They match my efforts and enthusiasm in a way that I'm incapable of doubting for even a second and that's something that's always on full display whether we're having an hours long ooc discussion or writing ic content on our blogs.

And I know---I'm really do know---that such dedication is a lot for people. It's a lot to keep up and a lot for the people just reading or interacting with our stuff to deal with but that's where the love comes in. If we didn't feel so strongly about this game; literally everything about it but especially the characters, it'd be hard but it's honestly the easiest thing in the world? The devs made it easy and so did my wonderful writing partner. The dedication and love is incredibly clear on both sides (but from us as fandom creators and from the actual creators themselves) and it's impossible not to react to that. I, personally, haven't been this excited or inspired by a game in the longest time and if I didn't act on that passion I knew I'd regret it. The drive that we have towards bringing these characters and the tcol world to life on our blogs and with our writing is legit a fraction of what it deserves on the whole and I can only fuckin hope that I succeed at it on my end of things. I can tell you that, even with my own personal doubts, I'm always trying to showcase 110% of how this has all effected me, especially in regards to portraying Kariom. I know @guardianofyesod succeeds at it because I've gotten to witness it firsthand and even be involved which feels like an honor at this point, that's how much it all means to me if that puts it into further perspective.

I know that I'm rambling on (and to an excess too, lol) but I didn't want to just thank you, you know? I'm not kidding when I say that you made me emotional (in a good way, don't worry!) and I just.....had to match your heartfelt enthusiasm with my own. The tcol fandom in particular, no matter how small it is, no matter if @guardianofyesod and I are the only people on the rp side of things, is incredibly special to me. As I said I haven't been this happy or inspired in an incredibly long time and that's thanks to the kindness of people like you, the devs (especially Lins, the opportunity of talking to them alone much less them following me + engaging with my content and talking to me about it and stuff in general still....floors me tbh and that's putting it incredibly lightly! Thank you so much!!!) and @guardianofyesod and I know merely saying thanks doesn't cover it, I know I need a better, stronger word for such a feeling, so I'll thank you all by continuing with...this. All of this. I'll always try to emulate and showcase that love and dedication because I wouldn't be able to write any of this stuff, no matter the character (but we all know who my two faves are lol) without you guys.))

#;;ask response: ooc #guardianofyesod #lingrimmart #tagging you guys in case you want to reblog or comment! plus idk if @s work in asks??? this site is so unreliable ffff #long post #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #Sometimes I don't feel worthy of it ( even with my efforts) but I know that something like this is incredibly rare; #feeling this strongly is important so I'm going to keep trying my best to express the love I have both ic and ooc; #I typed all this on mobile so I'm sorry if it's messy; I just.... couldn't wait to reply

[constellationcrowned]

((I forced @kyven to make this for me so it has to go on this blog. Also hey @guardianofyesod))

#don't ask me to explain the joke...ifykyk (or if you saw the og vid on alexandrite lol) #;;muse: kariom #;;muse: roui #;;ooc: memes and other silly content #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #I'm not going to t/w tag a certain sentence in order to avoid sp/am notes lmaooooo

[constellationcrowned]

((And the Flynn edition! thank you for consistently calling me out @kyven and Michelle lolol))

#;;ooc: about the mun #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: memes and other silly content #;;muse: flynn

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

((Submissions aren’t wanting to publish rn but @kyven sent this to me~! No reblogs!))

#kyven #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;muse: danny #scopophobia tw #blood tw #;;musing: danny #;;ship musing: dannyxhenry #;;ship musing: dannyxzack (kllsworn) #;;ship musing: Dannyxthe assistant #I'm loathe to tag this with my usual general tag bc I don't want to deal with spam and people not knowing how to read

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#mun muttering do not reblog #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #kyven #'disgraceful' is....hella subjective LMAO #I mean just *look* at that thing #submission #;;muse: danny #;;musing: danny #;;general: angels of death

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#;;ooc: mun muttering #mun muttering do not reblog #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #submission #kyven #blood tw #scopophobia tw #my box needs more submissions like these~ uwu #;;muse: danny #;;general: Angels of death #;;musing: danny

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#mun muttering do not reblog #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #kyven #accurateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #submission #I'm laughing so hard rn jesus #;;muse: danny #;;general: angels of death

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#mun muttering do not reblog #UUHHH YEAH YEAH BUDDY YOU SURE ARE #he's so fuckin troubled....;;;;;;;; #troubled is putting it lightly too otl #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #kyven #submission #;;muse: danny #;;muse: rachel #;;musing: danny #blood tw #;;general: angels of death

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#kyven #submission #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #this is so fuckin accurate I'm adding it to my musings tag otllllll #mun muttering do not reblog #;;muse: Danny #;;musing: Danny #;;ship musing: Dannyxthe assistant #;;musing: Danny (verse: blue moon nightmare) #;;musing: Danny (verse: fallen angel) #;;musing: Danny (verse: angels of death) #;;musing: Danny (verse: episode 0) #;;musing: Danny (verse: yankee gakuen) #;;general: angels of death

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#kyven #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;ooc: submissions to the mun #accurate af and it kills me LMAO #annnnnd final spam tag to avoid unwanted rb's and whatever else bleep boop ty for this~ #submission #;;muse: Danny #;;muse: Rachel #;;general: angels of death #mun muttering do not reblog

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

Honestly your ability and willingness to look at all of the aspects of Danny's trauma (including it's potential outcomes) is one of the reasons why your portrayal is so phenomenal. The multifaceted way you read his dialogue and look at his character is great

((What you described is, honestly, one of the things that I put the most thought towards while writing Danny and I'm glad that it comes across that strongly to you. Me saying that he's a complex character is no understatement and I go to great lengths to portray that depth both as fully and as accurately as I can. I can write fuckin essays, you know? If there's ever anything in particular that you want me to ramble about please feel free to ask me about it.))

#;;ask response: ooc #anonymous #this ask made me happy; thank you #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#I literally hate everything about this; thank you for making these otl #I have to spam up to 5 tags to avoid spammers and to be able to tag my shit safely lol #blah blah blah texty wexty #did I say texty I meant twexty #for real though thank you Kevin I'm disgusted AND amused #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #;;muse: Danny #;;muse: Rachel #;;general: angels of death #;;cracked glasses: ooc crack #submission

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

#I LOVE HOW THIS JOKE NEVER GOES AWAY #I'm ALWAYS blessed by this fucking joke and I'll never have it any other way lolololol #damn right he fucked a cake---a very special cake lo l #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #submission #;;muse: Papalymo #;;general: ffxiv

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

Once I stop crying with laughter I’ll attempt to draw this ;w;

#;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts #submission #literally dying #;;muse: Papalymo #;;muse: louisoix #;;muse: yda #;;general: ffxiv

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

I know you're still feeling bad about Oscar so let me say that you've done nothing but give us a well developed, nuanced character to interact with that we would've missed otherwise. Everyone knows how hard you work to make it as perfect as it can be (fluency be damned) and you're beyond amazing! If there's ever an official translation they should get you to help because you're dedicated and your love for the series, characters (and Kenyu hehe) is inspiring. No one else could do it like you.

((Anon--anon you’re gonna make me cry....I just----

Thank you. Thank you so much, you don’t know how much that means to me. I try so hard...so goddamn hard and for people to even like it a little bit (much less all of the praise you just heaped on me, oh my g o d) is....more than I could ever dream of. Your support means the world to me and I’m going to keep trying my best for you. Even if I’m not 100% fluent, official translation or not, I’m always going to be here for you and I’ll try my hardest to make you guys this happy all of the time, so please stick by me. Please stick by my Oscar, okay?  Thank you thank you thank you, I can’t say it enough. ;;;; ))

#i am legit about to cry; thank you #you guys.....understand; i really feel like you understand where i'm coming from and i'm....so...happy #it's not stupid right? am i being dramatic? #;;ask response: ooc #;;ask response: with ojouchanons #anonymous #;;ooc: mun keepsakes and gifts