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Denial makes me feel empty

My mind melts.. harder to hold smart thoughts

My stomach craves to be empty

My bladder feels soo empty

My cunt feels empty too

I crave to be full

Make me fill my bladder with water

Make me fill my stomach with food or water

Make me fill my cunt with a dildo or marbles

Make me fill my mind with mantras and hypno

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i’m curious to know if you were ever given permission to eat something

Well technically no, like an hour after I posted that I got a dm saying to wait longer (like 7 more hours) and I caved and ate food. I have been eating buuuutttt it’s been 13 hours and 42 minutes since my last meal. My stomach is achey begging for food again

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Iv been fantasising about someone giving me rules that feed my kinks. I start uni again this week. This doesn’t mean I will follow the rule.. I might try for a bit.

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I had a light dinner of a slice of toast with a slice of cheese and a mug of hot chocolate 15.5 hours ago. Iv been edging to the thought of someone telling me when I can eat next. My stomach is at the mercy of my followers. Maybe even tell me what I can eat when I am allowed 🙈

DMS and asks are open, I’m gonna try to not eat until someone says I’m allowed

#hunger kink

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I had a dream that someone hypnotised me to make my life just a little inconvenient… in the dream I was in a trance and when they snapped their fingers I woke up. So Iv been thinking of what this imaginary person could have done. I work with kids so it can’t be too obvious.

Maybe they made it so I HAD to edge for 5 minutes every morning when I woke up or I would not be able to focus on anything for longer than 5 minutes or just had a deep ache in my cunt all day

Maybe they made it so I could never wear panties ever again. They might be uncomfortable from now on or I couldn’t physically lift my legs to put it on anymore.

Or perhaps I could only orgasm on a Wednesday which are my busiest days so it would be challenging to find time to cum

Maybe I only felt confident and sexy when I was wearing pink. All other colors felt fine so I didn’t have to wear pink.

Maybe showers have turned me so horny I can’t think straight. I always shower at night before bed so it wouldn’t bother me.

Or maybe it would be healthy for me.. maybe sugar taste gross and working out makes me horny. I would loose weight pretty fast I would imagine!

Which thoughts turns you on the most?

#fantasy #mind conditioning

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If anyone is online please help me decide how to spend my Sunday. Dm me or comment

It's been a looong week. I have finals due on Thursday... I already did some morning edges and I havnt cum in weeks.

Option A: just edge my mind away today I deserve a day off

Option B: only be allowed to edge after I write a certain amount of words today every 500 words I can edge for 5 mins)

Option C: cum as many times as I can then study

Option D: study but on the hour edge for 5 mins and no cumming until my finals are submitted

#denial #tasks #advice

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Iv gotten too fat … most of my clothes are tight on me 😳 I’m like always hungry and want desserts. I need to buy a scale and see how fat I really have gotten. Once I buy a scale I will edit how much I weigh

#hunger kink #choose one #i wanna lose weight

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Iv been edging again and thinking depraved thoughts. For 2024 I want to only be allowed to cum on a specific day, followers is up to you to decide what days I’m allowed to cum

#denial #female denial #new year’s resolution #2024

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Gosh I’m dumb!

I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test

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Fantasy lesbian bimbos

In my opinion there are two types of women. Dominant and submissive.

The first is career focused, is the provider, is strong and can easily think with her big girl brain. These types of women are usually masculine presenting type who always gets what she wants.

The second type is the submissive airhead who only can think with her cunt and tits. Her cunt tells her when to rub, her tits tell her when to take them out and squeeze.. they get mad if girl disobeys which make it harder for her to think the longer she tries to be woman 1. No matter if she tries to be number 1 by having a job or spends her days rubbing and squeezing her mind away she always looses brain cells every day!

Maybe in this world, when a child turns 18 they get marked as 1 or 2 on their face so everyone can see what type of woman you are and there is no way of hiding it. Perhaps the 2’s get send to a special school where they are trained on things like edging, eating out a woman, obeying and cooking. Whereas the number 1’s get send to a different school where they learn skills like being a CEO, problem solving, advance math like accounting and creative thinking. Maybe for fun the 2 that is refusing her training and insisting there is a mistake will be edged out of her mind then taken to 1 advance math class and shown just how dumb she is.

Woman 1 job is to simply make the world run smoothly.

Woman 2 job is to care for woman 1 which includes making sure 1 eats,cums and sleeps

Which woman would you rather be?

#fantasy #bimbo training #lesbian

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New player has entered the chat - Miss J

We matched on tinder a couple days ago. She has been wanting to video call but Iv been nervous but last night I finally said ok.. we ended up talking for 1.5 hours! I can tell tho she is super sweet, she was checking in on our grandma and making sure she ate her dinner and that nephew was doing his homework and if he needed help.

Oh my god is she a flirt!! She told me to be a good girl and stay right there, she wants to put her finger in my jar and when I was panicking that I havnt had much experience with a female like in the bedroom she was like ahh it’s alright baby, just let the experienced one lead. She asked what food she should bring if she wanted to impress me on our date too which was really sweet!

For our date, it’s tomorrow and we still don’t know what to do, we keep giving each other ideas but nothing really feels right. Like technically it’s illegal to show pda in public (cuz we both are female) and like it’s low-key weird for me to bring her to mine? She said her ideal date would be for someone to cook for her and we just talk or going out for breakfast. I’m not so much a morning person but I think we might do breakfast? I’ll update you guys on my date tomorrow!

P.S Sir M is still around, he started a new job in a new state but we try to find time to chat. He is very supportive of this and we are fwb which will become just friends if something progress with Miss J or anyone else in the city I am in.

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Trigger warning: r@pe, kidnap, abuse, gay

This isn’t the kinky stuff you normally see on here

I did use my safe word and came on day 10 of denial and again yesterday. Iv been in a weird headspace. I was talking to this stranger online and we talked about sexuality. After some thinking and journaling I want to accept who I am which is lesbian. This is very hard for me to write. Iv known for a while but I keep self sabotaging myself and forcing myself to be with men and end up hating myself, Iv even listened to hypnosis to try and convince my brain that I’m straight. I know it’s a mix of religious background and societies expectations to be in a straight couple. I can’t deny how giddy and panicky I get before a date with a girl and how I don’t have those feelings for men. Now I have this blatant choice if I want to accept myself and go on dates with girls or if I should keep living this lie to please others.

I know I sometimes look at misogynistic or breeding porn esp on here, or i have slept with men (kinda.. even my cunt is so gay it refused to take a dick) or the fact that I bought a dildo. But that’s just me lying to myself.

For those who don’t know iv had a lot of trauma including being kidnapped by my “parents” who are abusive. I live in their home cuz I don’t have a job. I have been sold by my kidnapper to suck dick to help them close business deals. Etc. I have disabilities where I am in pain 24/7 it feels like my skin is on fire and there is nothing I can do about it. I’m in a country where it’s illegal to be gay so it’s really hard. I am not asking for money or anything like that. But I would like some support and kind words in my dms or asks.

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I went to my study room where my whiteboard calendar was and saw that I went on my conference dec 8-10 😳 so that means I came on 10-12th dec which means that Iv only been denied 3 days instead of what I thought was 10 days! It feels like Iv been denied way longer than 3 days tho. Days been feeling weirdly long and short at the same time.. I guess that happens when you are free from uni and work haha

But like also I have time stamp proof of cumming 8 times on dec 3 and I thought that I came two more days straight after that so now I’m not sure if I did cum on the 5th or the 12th anymore. I’m so confused!

So maybe I can go another 16 days denied like you guys wanted after all. I went out to the mall for some groceries but it felt weird to not wear any panties so I decided to delete that rule. Sorry Sir M

#sirm #denial #confused

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Okays the followers have decided that I can’t cum untill midnight on new years 😫 as a thank you for voting and keeping me denied longer I wanted to share a pic of me. Please send me encouragements and messages to keep me denied and horny!

Some house keeping rules for my sanity

1. Edging will be for 5 minutes at a time

2. One hour minimum on tumblr

3. One blog post atleast a week

4. Sir M says no panties unless it’s for something important like an interview 😳

Followers can suggest tasks or rules but I have the right to say no if it goes against my limits

#sirm #denial #tease

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I’m horny and wet as usual so ask away! Anything goes

Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box.

Always

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Oops I'm desperate to pee again and not doing anything about it but getting horny about how full and twitchy my bladder is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ -- daddysdizzypuppy

You can be a good pup and hold it can’t you?

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My silly lil girl brain can’t decide when my next orgasm should be. I came on the 3rd dec 8 times, 4th dec 4 times and 5th dec 5 times…. That work trip got me sooo horny I just had too!

My exam results get released on Jan 5th. Should I try to go without an orgasm till then?

Disclaimer: too much edging and denial do make me suicidal so I reserve the right to cum if I feel like it is massively and negativity affecting my mental health

#tumblr polls #denial #pick one