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“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

#chronic illness #chronically ill #lol me

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jirochan______

#miffy #pretty things #flowers #orchids

[starbyjo]

i think to be loved is to be a pomegranate. it’s to be held as your tough ridges get scored and gently taken apart. to bare your intricate crimson soul, one piece at a time. to stain the delicate fingers of your carver with your blood. to fall apart at the gentle brush of their thumb. to be unmade. to be consumed. to be one with the person who tediously pulled you apart and stain their lips pink.

#words #pomegranates

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HEY that's MY emotional support morally ambiguous misunderstood full of trauma touch starved yearning for love drenched in blood responsible for numerous atrocities comfort character who is TRYING & u will TREAT them with RESPECT

[starbyjo]

Snow Miffy •×•

#miffy #pretty things

[starbyjo]

Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath written c. February 1953 featured in The Letters of Sylvia Plath Volume I: 1940–1956

#words #sylvia plath #march

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sorry I wasn’t in the mood to be a person today, sorry I forgot to keep a conversation, sorry my soul needs ironing. give me a moment, a day or a so. it’ll be good. I’ll brush my hair and change my clothes. I’ll laugh a lot. I’ll say important things. it’ll be good.

#words

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07/29

#words

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Commonplace pages about Joan Didion’s On Keeping a Notebook and the art of Louis Wain

#notebooks #on keeping a notebook #commonplace

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How cyclical and bittersweet for a child to retrace the image of their mother. For a subject to turn back to document their archivist.

― Michelle Zauner, Crying in H Mart

#words #michelle zauner #crying in h mart #on mother and daughter

[starbyjo]

Aya Takano, hot banana fudge (2000)

#art! #aya takano

[starbyjo]

stratovarius - papillon

#art! #pretty #words

[starbyjo]

they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you

#words #mental health

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a work in progress

#own artwork! #starbyjo #illustration #miffy #stars #star #digital illustration #digital art #artists on tumblr

[starbyjo]

two-headed calf - laura gilpin

#art! #two headed calf #forever emotional about this

[starbyjo]

― Albert Camus, Notebooks: 1935-1951

#words

[starbyjo]

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

#words