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She loves reading. It allows her to cry over someone's sadness, when could no longer identify her own.

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Ok, so idk if this will be challenging.. but I like the idea of Erwin and his s/o spending their last night together before the battle of wall Maria. And after Erwin passes away (and she survives) she finds a letter he left for her ... (I’ll leave the content of the letter up to you).

A/N: who be cutting onions

The Letter

(Y/n) stares at her hands, emotions warring inside her. The bed dips next to her as Erwin sits down. They say nothing for a long time, but the air was thick with apprehension. Her gut twists in an awful way. There were so many things she wanted to say but she was afraid to voice it all.

Erwin senses her anxious state, his warm hand enveloping hers. “It’s okay (y/n).” He murmurs, hoping to soothe her.

She swallows thickly, pushing the words out. “It’s not and you know it.” She whispers hoarsely.

Closing his eyes Erwin sighs deeply. She was right, it really wasn’t but there was nothing they could do now. Everything was set in place for tomorrow, there’s no turning back.

“I don’t want you to do this Erwin.” Her voice quivers, her vision blurring with tears.

“We have to do this (y/n).” He says, turning so he could wipe her tears away. She holds onto his wrist, keeping his hand placed on her cheek.

The what if scenarios plague her mind, all of them ending badly. Tomorrow was uncertain, their whole future was uncertain. Yet they came together anyway, their love fueling them. In a whole full of sadness and pain, they grasped what little happiness they could attain.

She exhales shakily, leaning forward to press her lips against his in a desperate kiss. Erwin responds immediately, slanting his mouth to deepen the kiss. She was pushed back onto the mattress, staring up at the blue eyes of her lover. Hands delicately cup his cheeks, thumbs brushing over his jawline.

Nothing else mattered except them, losing themselves in each other. They spent what little time they had together, everything else pushed aside. His hands and lips mapped her body, his loving words reaching her ear. He made sure to let her know how loved she was, that she alone holds his heart. (Y/n) couldn’t get enough of him, kissing him repeatedly, her tears mixing with the taste.

(Y/n) wanted this night to last forever because if it did, it meant Erwin will stay by her side.

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(Y/n) trudges back to their quarters, tear marks glistening on her skin. Her eyes were empty, her heart broken beyond repair. She witnessed all of it, the scenes replaying inside her head over and over again. Her Erwin….gone.

Opening the door to their room, the air was somber. Her gaze drift towards the bed, a fresh stream of tears rolling down her cheeks. Just last night they were together, holding each other fiercely. Her Erwin was gone.

She was zapped of energy, wanting nothing more than to curl up into a ball and cry, cursing fate for taking away her love. How was she going to move on? Everything she ever dreamed of, ever hoped for, was shattered. That little vision of having a small house by the lake, the sound of children laughing in their humble home? It will never happen.

Her knees hit the floor, her mind not registering the pain. The emotional pain was tearing her to shreds, spiraling into grief and sorrow. Heart wrenching sobs leave her lips, bouncing off the walls as pours out her anguish. If Erwin were here, he would’ve hold her against him, shushing her quietly. But he wasn’t here nor will he ever will be.

(Y/N) cried until she couldn’t anymore, her eyes red and puffy. She gasps for breath, hiccuping. Rubbing her eyes she stands on wobbly legs. She was about to head to the shower when her eye caught something. Something was peeking out from underneath his pillow.

She slides the item out from underneath. It was a letter addressed to her. Her finger traces the name before she opens the envelope. She sits down on the bed, taking out the neatly folded piece of paper.

Dear (Y/n).

If you are reading this then that means I am dead. So many things happened these past few years. We have discovered a new power,  ugly truths, and I fell in love with you.  Funny isn’t it? Many people believe that I was focused on Humanity only and I was. I didn’t have time for frivolous things such as relationships.

But you made me hope (y/n). You made me dream of things I never thought of. I dreamed of us buying a house. It wouldn’t be very big, just big enough for us, maybe even for someone else. I thought about having a child, half me and half you. I dreamed of reading to our child or playing together. Innocent, happy thoughts that I so desperately want to come true. It fueled me (y/n), to win the war so we could have that future. So we could be happy.

That has been ripped away from me sadly. I am unable to see how everything plays out. I am unable to see the basement, unable to be with you (y/n). But I want you to know something (y/n). However short my time was, you made me the happiest and most loved man on the planet. You filled my days with joy and laughter. No longer was I lonely, but I felt full. However cruel life was, I am grateful that I had the chance to love you (y/n).

Even if I’m gone from this world (y/n), I have not left your side. I am still with you. I still love you, even after death.  If you ever feel lost, look at the sky (y/n). I am always watching over you. And when your time comes, I will be waiting for you. Until then, do not be sad my love. Continue walking on your path, live your life. The world is still beautiful and I want you to experience what you can. I will see you again.

Yours Forever,

Erwin Smith

She reads the letter over and over again, clutching it to her chest. The tears return, but she felt at peace. She looks out the window, the sky blue as ever.

“I love you Erwin.”

I love you (y/n).

#erwin x reader #erwin smith x reader #attack on titan #erwin smith

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Always There

Summary: Levi and his daughter visiting (Y/N).

Warnings: Angst

A/N: This turned out way longer than I expected, but I’m happy with it! I hope you’ll enjoy.

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“Papa, get up!” A childish voice commands.

Levi attempts to ignore the child, pretending to sleep. Maybe if he looks asleep, she’ll give up.

“Papa!” She nudges his shoulder.

He turns the other way, burrowing his face into the pillow.

“Papa, Papa, Papa!”

Who was he kidding, she was just like her mother. Annoying and energetic.

“For fuck’s sake let me sleep brat.” Levi grumbles, putting a pillow over his head.

“But Papa, you never sleep. I know you’re awake.”

Sharp kid. She’s a lot smarter and observant than others.

With a sigh he flops onto his back, revealing his ashen hues. His daughter leans over him, a small smile on her face. She crawls onto his body, sitting on top of his chest.

“Now tell me why the hell you decided to screech like an annoying bird at me today.” He comments dryly. Grey eyes much like his shines vibrantly.

“We have to see Mama today, remember?”

His eyes soften, his heart clenching. His stoic mask is on, but Chloe still narrows her eyes at him.

“Is something wrong?”

“No brat, nothing is wrong.”

She pouts. “Papa you can’t hide things from me.”

Sometimes her being a little too observant kills him. “Have you seen yourself in the mirror? Your hair is damn crow’s nest.”

Her hands fly to her head, her cheeks turning red. “N-No it’s not!” She denied.

He rolls his eyes at her. “Do I look blind to you?”

Averting her gaze from him, she chews her lips. “Do you…do you not want to see Mama?”

His breath hitches. It takes a second for him to recollect himself before answering. “Of course I want to see her. Go fix your hair and get dressed.”

Chloe’s eyes snap back to him, a beaming smile on her face. “Okay!” Scrambling off him, she quickly runs into her room, the slaps of her feet against the wood fading away.

Staring up at the ceiling he exhales deeply. Mustering the willpower, he gets up and walks to the bathroom to freshen up. Afterwards, he looks through his closet for his normal civilian clothes. His eyes catch his old military uniform in the very back. He can still see the crimson on his green cape. Tearing his gaze away, he takes out his black jacket, white shirt, and his black pants.

It’s been years since he wore that uniform.

As his fingers tuck in the cravat, he looks out the window. The sun’s rays bath the city in a warm glow. The trees are gently swaying in the wind. Not a single cloud dots the sky. It’s always calm and peaceful on this day every year.

Seeing himself in the mirror one last time, he wonders what Chloe is doing. By now she would be saying that she’s ready. He was about to call out to her when a small voice interrupted him.

“Papa?”

Turning around, he sees his little girl in the doorway. Her raven hair is down, going to the middle of her back. She’s wearing a simple white and blue polka dot dress reaching to her knees. He notices that she’s avoiding his gaze, her hands behind her back.

“What is it?”

“U-Um, I was wondering if you could put this on for me?”

He stares at the object in her hands when she brings them out in front of her. A cherry blossom hair pin. The gems gleam in the sunlight.

“Papa?”

He snaps out of his train of thoughts, clearing his throat. “Come here.”

Obliging, she stands in front of him and gives him the hairpin. The gems feel cool and smooth as he runs his thumb over them. He admires the object for a little longer, knowing full well that his daughter is watching him intently. Crouching down, he sweeps some of her hair to the side, sliding the hairpin on.

“There.”

“Thank you Papa!” She gives him a hug. He was caught off guard, but reciprocates the embrace. For a while they just hug each other, content to be in each other’s presence.

“Alright let’s go.” He’s the first to pull away, standing up. Chloe slips her little hand in his as they walk out of their home.

It’s still relatively early, which was good in his opinion since he didn’t want to hear all the chatter and laughter. The air smells fresh and clean, the sun shining down at the pair. He still feels cold.

Chloe has a bounce in her step, swinging their hands back and forth. She takes note of every little detail, her curious eyes eager to see new things. It was hard to pry her from her books late at night.

They come across a dirt path, leaving behind the buildings and houses. As they continue to walk, more and more flowers were seen in many different colors. Sun kissed yellow, emerald green, amethyst purple, the list goes on. Chloe gasps in surprise at the new flowers she sees, tugging on his hand and pointing at them. He merely nods before looking straight ahead. A tree is coming up. Walking under the tree, they stop.

“Hi Mama!”

A breeze goes by, the rustling of the branches filling the air. The former Captain looks solemnly down at the headstone.

(Y/N) Ackerman

A great soldier and a loving wife

“Hey (y/n).”

They sit down on the ground, Chloe in between his legs. She talks animatedly, talking about everything and anything as if her mother was right in front of her. He keeps himself distracted by weaving his fingers through her hair.

Time passed. The blue sky shifted to a blend of various colors. Reds, oranges, yellows, and pinks streak across the sky. The air grew colder, the sun sinking into the horizon. Chloe fell asleep on his lap, his black coat over her form.

“It’s not easy you know.” He finds his voice. His eyes look down at his sleeping daughter. “She has my features…but she’s exactly like you. Sometimes it hurts to look at her because all I see is you.”

“Levi! Levi, Levi, Levi!”

“Shut up.” He grumbles, pulling the covers over his head.

“It’s a nice day outside! Come, look.” He feels her weight on top of him.

“Don’t care, Let me sleep woman.”

“Hmmmm, no.” (Y/N) says cheekily, ripping the covers off his head.

He scowls at her, but he knew he couldn’t stay mad at her for long. It looked like she just woken up herself with her crazy ass bed hair that resembled a bird’s nest. She smiles at him, her eyes bright as she kisses his cheek. His heart swells with love at her affection, but his face remains passive.

“Good morning.”

He huffs. “I hardly call it that since you woke me up yelling like an idiot.”

She throws her head back and laughs, her voice soothing to his tormented mind. Leaning forward, (y/n) brushes her nose against his.

“Love you.”

His throat constricts, a pang shooting through his heart. He swallows the lump in his throat to continue.

“She wore the hairpin today. I think she was just scared to wear it before since she knew it was yours.”

“Oi, come here.” Levi beckons at (y/n) with his finger.

She shows him a quizzical look but nonetheless places herself on his lap. He leans back in his chair, struggling to find the right words to say. She notices immediately, she always does. Laying a hand on his cheek, she speaks.

“What is it? Something wrong?”

He sighs, shaking his head. Sometimes he curses his tongue for being unable to voice words affection as easily as insults. Reaching into a drawer he takes out a small package with a ribbon, thrusting it at her.

“For me?” (Y/N) says in surprise.

“Who else?”

She lets out a laugh. Carefully unraveling the ribbon, she takes the lid off. She gasps, her eyes wide as she stares at the object in the box.

“Oh my god…it’s beautiful…,” She says in amazement. (Y/N) takes the hairpin out, her eyes mesmerized.

“Thank you Levi…,”

He turns his head to the side, unsure of how to act. Gentle hands cradle his face, turning his head back to look at her. She gives him a tender kiss, full of love and adoration. His arms tighten around her waist, hoping to convey just as much love to her.

“Can you put it on for me?” She says after they part.

He couldn’t say no to her. Taking the hairpin from her, he sweeps her hair off to the side and clips it on. Getting off him, she runs into their room.

“Oh it looks so pretty!” She squeals in delight.

Going to their room as well, he sees her admiring herself in the mirror. A miniscule smile graces his lips at her, happy that he was able to make her happy.

He hangs his head, his hair curtaining his expression. His heart is heavy, full of sorrow. A droplet slides down his cheek. “That day still hurts me.” He whispers hoarsely.

“(Y/N), stay with me!” Levi yells out, grasping her hand. God there’s so much blood. On her, on the white sheets, the floor.

Her skin is growing colder by the second. She’s breathing heavily, her eyes fluttering close.

“(Y/N)!” His voice cracks.

Her eyes open again. She looks up at him and smiles. How the hell is she smiling at a time like this!?

“Levi…,” she says weakly. She shakily lifts her free hand to cup his cheek.

“Don’t leave me. Please, I can’t lose you.” He’s breaking, his normally stoic facade gone. Tears slip from his eyes. His eyes, full of fright and pain.

“It’s okay, you’ll be okay.” She murmurs soothingly, running her fingers over his cheekbone.

How the hell is he going to be fine without her? Who’s going to wake him up in the morning with a kiss? Who’s going to snuggle up to him on rainy days? How’s going to hold him after a nightmare, after his grief becomes too much to bear?

How the hell is he going to survive?

“Please don’t.” He whispers again.

“My Levi…,” she says slowly, her time slipping away. Her fingers curl behind his nape and brings him down for a kiss. He kisses her hard, tears mixing in with her taste. He aches for her love, savoring her one last time before she leaves him forever.

“I won’t be completely gone, remember that.” (y/n) says as she strokes his jaw. “I love you Levi, I’m always by your side. You can do it.”

Before he could even say anything back, her hand falls limply beside her. His eyes widen, a strangled sob escaping him.

“(Y/N)! (Y/N) answer me dammit! (Y/N)!”

She doesn’t respond. She was really gone. The love of his life was dead. His shoulders shake, his face buried in her neck.

“Sir?”

He looks up at the nurse. She’s holding a pink bundle in her arms. “Your daughter….,” the nurse trails off, surprised to see the tears on the feared Captain’s face.

Shakily reaching his arms out, the nurse gently places his baby in his arms. She immediately leaves, the door closing behind her with a click. Levi looks down at their baby who was sleeping. Tufts of raven hair were on the top of her head. She was so small. Dragging one finger down her cheek, he marvels on how soft her skin was.

Cradling the baby close to his chest, he closes his eyes.

“Papa! You’re crying!”

He breaks out of his trance to see Chloe wiping the pads of her thumbs across his face. She has a worried look on her face, just like (y/n).

“Don’t cry Papa, Mama wouldn’t like it.”

He realizes that it’s nighttime now. Stars twinkle like gemstones in the dark abyss above. The moon shines down on the city with an ethereal glow.

“Are you okay Papa?” Chloe asks.

“I am now.” He says softly, bringing his daughter closer to him.

“Are you cold? Do you want your coat back?”

“No, keep it on. I don’t want to deal with you being sick.”

“Papa, the stars look so pretty.” Chloe reaches her hand out, as if she’s touching them. “Do you think Mama is watching us?”

As he looks up at the sky, he says,“She always is.”

Thank you for never leaving my side.

#levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader

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Hey there! I've always loved how you write Levi, he is always so in character that it makes all your stories seem so believable and close to canon for me 💕. Keep up the great work! If you're not too busy, I'd like to request an angsty oneshot of Levi and his female s/o who are captured together. Levi is restrained and all he could do is watch as they torture his lover to death. I live for the angsttt! Oh and thanks in advance!

Soooo while I love angst....this is heartbreaking!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

💜Heartbreak💜

Erwin found him clutching her broken body. His tears dried up but his face wracked with grief as he held her. He looked down in sorrow as he watched his friend gently close his lover’s eyes for the last time and press a kiss against her cooling lips.

The other Scouts that had entered the room stood silently, respectfully as Captain Levi lifted Y/N in his arm and carried her body from the room where he had watched her die.

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It wasn’t supposed to happen this way. It was routine. Just asking questions as they gathered intel on a noble that was acting in their own interests. Lining their pockets with every death of a soldier outside the walls.

The mission wasn’t supposed to go south. Levi hadn’t anticipated that they would be cornered, captured and waiting to die.

He had pulled against his bonds, the chains that held him to the walls sturdy as the pulled with all his might. There was no give in the metal, no weak leak for him to exploit. He might have been absurdly strong, but even he had his limits when his hands were chained.

He heard her cries, even when she was trying to hold them in. The muffled agony as she pressed her lips together was tearing him apart. Her skin was riddled with cuts as her tormentors continued to slice into her flesh, using his own knife as they laughed at her pain.

It had started with hitting her, punches that stole her breath and made her spit blood. He had cursed them, demanded that they abuse him instead. But they knew what they were doing, what the woman with him meant to him. It was the best way to get to him, attacking his heart.

She had demanded he not say a word, her eyes flashing in anger at giving in to the pigs. Y/N was always so damn strong against the enemy. But her body could only handle so much.

When her face was bruised and swollen, her spirit still wasn’t broken. She had spit her blood back on them, making Levi proud even as he wished she hadn’t invoked their wrath further.

He had tried to stall for time, directing their attention to him. Cursing and insulting them to get them to come use him for a punching bag for awhile. But they had kept their focus on Y/N.

Then they had pulled out the knife. His eyes widening as he realized they had found its location in his boot when he was knocked unconscious. His guilt at bringing the weapon being used to slice into her making him want to rip them apart. If he every got out of here, he was going to take them apart, piece by piece. Making her cries seem like a happy experience.

Levi knew she was losing to much blood, that it was practically impossible to save her unless Erwin showed up right at that moment. Her breathing was weak, her body sagging. She had been unbound but made no move to escape. She barely flinched as the last strike was dealt to her exhausted body.

His own scream of agony filled the air as her killer thrusts the knife into her body, delivering the killing blow. She could barely raise her head to find his horror filled eyes. Her own orbs filled with pain, she had given him a tired smile, her teeth covered with blood and whispered she loved him.

When the light in her eyes had dulled, he had lowered his head and screamed himself hoarse. Until the strike to the back of his head had been delivered, knocking him out.

When he had come to, he was on the floor, unchained and alone in the room. Save for her body. He had crawled over to her, his tears falling on the stones as he reached her. His hands shaking as he pulled her body into his arms and buried his face in her hair. His grief pouring out in wracking sobs as he heard the clash of steel and shouts of their rescue party, too late to save his love.

Erwin knew that he would be some time before Levi would talk, even more time before he would be able to move past the heartbreak he had just been dealt with the murder of his lover.

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#levi ackerman x reader #levi x reader

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Dating Erwin Smith Would Include...🖤

@litbatboys

- Erwin is extremely protective over you.

- He’s such a worry wart.

- You usually have to calm him down because he’s so stressed all the time.

- Coming into his office and seeing him doing loads of paperwork so you get behind him and give him a shoulder massage while whispering sweet nothings into his ear.

- Keeping the PDA behind closed doors because it’s deemed as unprofessional.

- Plus it annoys Levi.

- Throughout the day you usually steal kisses from him when no one is looking.

- He scolds you for it but he knows he likes it.

- When its time for bed Erwin likes to rest his head on your chest while he firmly wrapping his arms around your frame.

- In the mornings you usually have to wake him up because he’s a hibernating bear when he’s asleep.

- (His bed hair is to die for btw)

- Light kisses on his back does the trick perfectly.

- Lots of marriage talk.

- Him promising that he’s going to marry you as soon as humanity wins.

- Every expedition worries the both of you so much.

- You both would put your life on the line for each other.

- After Erwin’s accident he’s been becoming more and more insecure.

- You reassure him 24/7 that you love him no matter what.

- If anything, you think it’s quite sexy.

- Talking about having children in the near future.

- He wants a boy.

- Gabriel Erwin Smith.

- Getting butterflies every time he calls you by a sweet nickname like: doll, sweetheart or darling.

- Being the only one to get him to blush.

- Waking up in the middle of the night because of night terrors.

- Soothing him down by letting him listen to your heartbeat and running your fingers through his silky hair.

- Being known as the “queen” of the Survey Corps.

- When you’re feeling particularly needy and he’s busy, you simply sit on his lap and place your lips onto his.

- He ends up giving you his full undivided attention.

- Making each other stronger.

#erwin smith x reader

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please pretty please!! can you do headcanons of metal bat with a chubby significant other? (like general relationship headcanons and extra fluffy stuff cause i feel super disgusted with my body atm, and!!! your writing for garou makes my heart goes whoosh!! 🥺🥺💕💕💕💕!! please have a lovely day/night! thank you so much for your time!

I hope you feel better!

a/n: (He's also aged up to 20 because it makes me feel more comfortable writing for him)

Bad would be the most loving boyfriend ever to his chubby s/o

He thinks they're absolutely stunning inside and out

He's so super protective over them because he sees s/o as a precious fluffy ball of sunshine

Sometimes he'll just be staring at them with heart eyes

He just loves watch them be an existences in this world, s/o could be blabbing about something and he's just like "wow amazing 🥺"

so whipped

he's so precious. he's so proud to call his s/o his its the cutest thing ever.

most of the time when he tells people he's dating someone they just assume they're some instagram baddie type but he brings s/o around and they're so adorable and soft

so real and natural. a round face, fuller figure and a sweet smile

Bad is like *chefs kiss* s/o is perfect

Body worship

At first s/o was too shy too accept his loving touches on their thicker thighs, belly and booty but with time s/o learned to love and accept their body

"You're so pretty." "You're so perfect." "Baby, I love you more than anything." "Hey, pretty."

are just a few things s/o hears from him everyday

there's never a moment where s/o feels unloved

sometimes it does get rocky,

like one time s/o was really in their head and convinced themselve that they weren't attractive enough for Bad, not just Bad but he's fucking Metal Bat! An S-tier upper rank hero!

S/o thought he desereved someone thinner.. slimmer, prettier so they just abruptly broke everything off

Like no texts, no phone calls, nothing

Now, our hero Metal Bat over here absolutely flips his shit. He's so fucking worried about s/o.

they're not answering his texts or phone calls. he even went by their job but they hadn't even come in. it was so unlike his s/o

he finally goes to s/o apartment and gets the spare key in the potted plant by the door and comes in

there was no time to fuck around and he immediately checked the apartment until he found s/o in their room wrapped in like 40 blankets.

"babe?? are you okay?? did something happen?" He rushed to s/o and laid on his stomach the bed beside them. his upper body resting on his s/o while he caressed their cheek with a worried look on his face

s/o looked really depressed and lifeless, but Bad thought they were still the most beautiful person in the world

"why are you here?" s/o asked with furrowed brows

"what the fuck do you mean I'm your boyfriend and you haven't been answering any of my calls." he was beyond confused

"you deserve someone better. someone thinner, I can't sit in your lap without worrying and I'm crushing you... and even in public we get odd looks. I know everyone is saying "ew what is Metal Bat doing with this f-"" He cut his s/o off before they could finish

"who cares about what assholes think? (Name) you're the most beautiful person I've ever met. I love you more than anything. I don't care about how thin or chubby you are. And with those looks comes twice as many genuine smiles in our direction." He said while at looking into his s/o's eyes.

"I'm-" He cut s/o off again.

"Beautiful." He said. "Now say it, out loud"

"But-"

"No buts, say it." He had a determined look on his face.

"I'm beautiful." S/o said with a quiet voice

"I'm going to keep making you say it until you believe it."

And he did just that.

he's the best boy.

#metal bat x reader #bad x reader #one punch man x reader

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💜The Mistake💜 Levi x Reader

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Levi was just about to knock on the Commander’s door when he heard sobbing coming from inside the office. The door was opened slightly and his grey eyes went cold in fury at the scene before him.

His fiancé (Y/N) was sitting on the couch with a shirtless Erwin, being held tightly in his embrace as she cried. “Erwin, he’s going to hate me! I don’t know how I’m going to tell him!” She sobbed. “(Y/N) I will go with you to tell him, you don’t have to do it alone” Erwin soothes her as he rubbed her back. “No, I can’t have that. It will just make him more angry.” She replied.

*Slam*

The door bounces open with force causing them to spring apart in surprise. “How angry am I supposed to be when I find out that you are fucking the Commander?” Levi growls as he takes a menacing step into the office. “Levi! NO! It’s not what you think” (Y/N) cries as as she jumps to her feet.

“Save it. I have no interest in your lies. What’s wrong? A mere Captain was no longer good enough? You figured you could fuck your way into a promotion?” He spits out in fury.

“Levi! You are out of line!” Erwin shouts as (Y/N) gasps in pain, as if he has struck her.

“It’s Captain, Commander. You lost the right to call me Levi when you decided to sleep with (Y/N). As for you,” he turns his icy gaze to (Y/N) “I expect your belongings to be out of my room in an hour” he spins around and storms out of room.

“Hey! What just happened?” Hanji asked as she emerged from Erwin’s private kitchen. She rushes over to (Y/N) with the glass of water she was fetching and guides the crying woman back down to the couch. Erwin runs a hand through his hair and responded “The idiot mistook the situation and decided (Y/N) and I were....” he trails off blushing. “Oh shit” Hanji whispered.

“Hanji, you CAN’T tell Levi I’m pregnant!” (Y/N) cries. “He won’t believe anything we say right now”

*Time Skip*

Levi slams into his rooms, still worked up in a rage. He ran laps and beat the shit out of half the cadets in hand to hand combat and still couldn’t get a handle on his emotions. ‘I need to know why she did this’ he thinks as he heads toward the door leading to their bedroom. He opens the door and stops.

She’s gone. Everything she added to the bedroom, the pictures of the two of them, the shitty flowers he complained about but secretly love, gone. Her clothes and brushes and stupid little bottles in the bathroom were missing. It was as if she hadn’t lived here with him for the past 2 years. The room was cold and without joy, just like the raven haired man who was in it.

“Shit.”

*Time Skip*

The past two weeks had been miserable for every one in HQ. The Captain was a walking tyrant, doling out punishments for talking, laughing or even smiling. (Y/N) resembled a ghost. Never looking up without tears in her eyes, not speaking unless absolutely necessary, skipping all meals in the Mess Hall and not attending training. Whispers around HQ were running rampant, but no one could quite figure out what was going on.

Hanji busts into Levi’s office “Shorty! You have to listen..”

“GET THE FUCK OUT SHITTY-GLASSES! I am not listening to anything you have to say!” He yells as he launches a paper weight towards the door. She ducks out, narrowly dodging the object as it caused a deep gouge in the door frame. Hanji shakes her head and sets out for Erwin’s office, determined to fix this situation.

**Afternoon training**

The Captain eyes the cadets, noticing once again that (Y/N) isn’t present. “Ackerman! Where the fuck is (L/N)?” He growls out. Mikasa rolls her eyes and replies “Where she has been everyday since whatever happened between you two, the guest quarters.”

His eyes narrowed as he spun on his heels, marching quickly back to HQ.

(Y/N) sat on the narrow bed, hugging a pillow to her stomach as she softly spoke to the little life inside her. “I’m so sorry peanut, I messed everything up. Hopefully daddy will want....”

She jumps as the door slams against the wall and the man she loves stood in the doorway with a dark scowl across his beautiful face. “Levi!”

“Do you think you can slack off on training now, Just because you’re with HIM? I didn’t let you while you were in my bed, and that’s not changing. Get your ass up and to the training field NOW!!!!” He orders harshly as he hauls her to her feet. Hand firmly gripped around her arm, the Captain pulls her through the halls and across the fields down towards the other cadets.

Erwin watches from his window, sighing and rubs his forehead. “You know you are going to have to order him to talk to me” Hanji states quietly, standing behind him. “I’ve tried talking to him as a friend and he won’t listen, but he will follow orders”

“Yes, I know.” Another deep sigh comes from the Commander. “Let’s get this over with”

Down at the field, Levi had paired off all the cadets for training. (Y/N) was paired with Cadet Young. Young was an overgrown bully who seemed to enjoy hurting other cadets as much as possible. Levi normally fought him personally to prevent this, however everyone had already been paired up before he had dragged (Y/N) to the field.

*Smack* He watched, his face expressionless, as Young punched (Y/N) in the chest. Wincing, she aimed low, swiping his leg out from under him as she delivers a short jabbing uppercut to his chin.

“Captain, a word please?” He turns toward the sound and sees Erwin standing beside him. Levi rolls his eyes. “Yes Commander?” He grinds out sarcastically. “Follow me, that’s an order.” with that Erwin, turns on his heel and marches over the hill.

“Continue training! I will be back in a moment” Levi orders as he follows the commander out of sight.

He sees Erwin and Hanji standing by small tree and he groans as he reaches them.

“I will make this short. Captain, I am ordering you to stand here and listen to Hanji. Open your fucking ears and take in what she is telling you” Erwin commands.

‘Shit’ Hanji looks at Levi nervously and begins. “There, uhhhh, was a reason Erwin wasn’t wearing a shirt and it wasn’t (Y/N)”

“What the fuck are you going on about Shitty-Glasses?” He growls.

Hanji throws a look to Erwin that Levi catches and sees the Commander slightly nod. She twists her hands together and continues. “See, uhhhh, it’s like this...Erwin and I.....uhhhh....we’ve been together for the past year, and (Y/N) came to talk to him, upset, and interrupted our activities...”.

“If she interrupted you and Erwin, where were you? And why didn’t you come out when I was yelling?” Levi demands.

Hanji turns a bright red and stammers “I-I couldn’t hear the yelling. Last year, Erwin had his quarters sound proofed, uhhh because apparently I, uhhh, get too loud.”

Levi turns to Erwin and is shocked to see that he is also flushing with embarrassment.

“Why did (Y/N) come to talk to Erwin? Why was she so upset?” he asks.

Hanji opens her mouth to answer but Erwin quickly cuts her off “I believe that’s a question you need to ask (Y/N)”

Levi stubbornly shakes his head “No! Tell me why she came to you crying instead of me!”

Erwin starts to answer when Hanji cried out “She’s pregnant, Levi! She was afraid of how you would react!”

Levi’s eyes widen is shock as he processes what he has just heard. Then his face twists in agony. “FUCK!!! (Y/N)!!!” As he turns and races towards the sparring cadets, Hanji and Erwin on his heels.

As he tops the hill, he is horrified by what he sees before him, Cadet Young has (Y/N) on the ground and is viciously kicking her in the stomach. She has her hands wrapped protectively around her stomach and is curled into a ball, trying to make herself a smaller target, but Levi knows that she is still taking heavy damage to the womb that holds his child. He increases his speed towards the pair.

“STOP!!!!!” He roars as he makes a flying tackle of the larger boy. Quickly moving off of him, he crawls over to (Y/N) and drags her shaking body onto his lap. “(Y/N)! (Y/N)! Answer me baby! Please, come on, tell me you’re ok!” No response. Lifting her up, he sets out towards HQ, yelling to Hanji behind him. “Move your ass! Get to the infirmary!”

*Time Skip*

Levi is pacing outside the room, where Hanji is examining (Y/N). Ripping his hand through his hair, tears pooled in his eyes. “Goddamnit Erwin! This is all my fucking fault! She could loose the baby! I could loose her! Why am I such an asshole?!?!” He rants as Erwin quietly watches his friend suffer. Finally Erwin places his hand on the smaller man’s shoulder. “You didn’t know. Learn from this and adjust. It will work out.”

“Levi...” Hanji sticks her head out the door. “You can see her now.” Levi rushes into the room and picks up (Y/N)’s hand and pressed a soft kiss to it. “(Y/N), I am so fucking sorry. Are you OK? Is the baby OK? I hate myself for this. I can’t expect you to forgive me, but I am sorry I didn’t trust you and accused you of betraying me. I know that I don’t deserve you. I’m so fucking sorry!” He stumbles over his words as he breaks down, kneeling beside her bed.

(Y/N) pulls her hand from Levi’s, making him flinch, thinking she can’t stand him touching her. Then he feels (Y/N) brushing her hand through his hair, soothing him. “Levi, I’m fine, sore but I’ll live. And so will our baby. This little peanut is more stubborn than his father. He’s not giving up” she whispers softly. “I forgive you for not trusting me, but I can see how it looked. Hanji told me you didn’t know about her being there. I assumed you knew what the daily “scientific report” to Erwin really was.”

“Uuuuggghhh, now I have to scrub my brain with bleach.” Levi grumbled. (Y/N) grinned at his disgusted reaction. His tear stained eyes met her (e/c) one. “Can I feel?” Motioning towards her stomach. “There’s nothing really to feel right now, but okay”

He gingerly lifts her shirt, wincing at the bruises cover her abdomen and gently lays a hand on top of her womb. She smiles and covers his hand with her own. Levi leans over and softly speaks to her stomach “Hey in there brat. I’m sorry about making your mommy cry. I’m going to make it up to her, and I’m going to try and be the best daddy you could ever hope for.”

He looks up at (Y/N) and moves to place a soft kiss on her lips “I love you.”

(Y/N) pulls him in closer and whispers in his ear “I love you, Levi Ackerman. Only you.”

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Daily Dose of Levi ♡ ➟ Day 13 / ? ❤️

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Are You Proud Captain? Levi x Reader

Hello~! I’ve decided to do a completely random and out of the blue one shot for no entire reason! The only warning I’ll put in will be cursing, meaning if there will be fluff or anything like that- you’ll have to read to find out~

Warning: Cursing

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You ranked top ten in your trainee days, earning your spot along your other nine friends who were marked in the top ten of the graduates. You could remember the small after party for graduating from the Cadet Corps, a small feast laid out for everyone to tuck in and enjoy before choosing a regiment in the morning. You remember that night so clearly, sitting with your friends and eating, talking about the regiments and which you’d join.

Of course, the Scouting Legion always appealed to you every since the fall of Wall Maria, you were there with Eren, Armin and Mikasa on that day. That day you wish to forget. Jean was exclaiming how he’ll be living the luxury in the MP’s only making Eren irritated as you kept quiet by Mikasa.

“So F/N! You never told us which regiment you were joining~ which one?” Sasha piped with a mouth full of potatoes, you hummed quietly for a second before smiling at the girl opposite you.

“I’m going to join the Scouts like Eren and the others”

Tell me captain, what will we do when we rid all of the titans from the walls?

I don’t know F/N, but we will do it one day

Unfortunately, Eren wasn’t there to chose a regiment with you and everyone else, you remember that unnerving speech from Commander Erwin. Was this really what you wanted? Yes. No backing out now.

After choosing to join the Scouts, all new recruits were taken to the Old Scouts HQ where Eren was with the Special Operations Squad. The sun was beginning to set as you took the tour around to get used to the place. What surprised you though was that Jean was here in your batch as well. ‘What happened to that ego'ist from boot camp?’ You thought taking a glance over your shoulder to the taller teen.

What you didn’t expect was to see Eren running over from the stables, he must have been doing stable work. Turning to look to your friend who arrived by the group you grinned at the emerald-eyed boy, catching sight of someone leading a horse out shortly after.

“So that’s Captain Levi?”

F/N, you will be my personal assistant from now on. You’ve impressed me over the few months you’ve been in the Scouts.

A-Ah yes sir!

Opening the dark wooden door you slipped inside with a metal tray of tea. Casting sheepish smile to the charcoal haired man sitting behind his desk who watched you close the door quietly before appearing in front of his desk. “I got your tea sir, along with a few cookies” you hum with a miniature smile as the teal-eyed Captain nods subtly, setting down his quill to move a small yet neat stack of papers aside for you to put the tray down instead. You usually did this every evening after training and a shower. Accompanying the corporal with paperwork and tea.

Levi took his cup and took a sip from it. After setting it down he flashed you a look of thanks. You knew this from how long you’d usually spend with him- you grew to learn these little things about Levi. Sometimes he didn’t need to use words for you to understand if he likes something or not.

“Were you limping by any chance F/N?” He decides to ask as you tilt your head to the left somewhat. “Uh- yeah I guess.. Just a little sore from training, nothing to worry about” you reassured him with a smile as he eyed you. “Yeah, you seemed to be pushing yourself that time I thought something was up” he continued as you took a sip of your tea in silence.

I managed to beat Eren in combat training, did you see it?

Yes I did.

Are you proud of me Captain?

“YAHOOO! F/N DO YOU SEE THIS!?” Hanji shrieked at the top of her lungs with an ecstatic grin etched onto her face. You laughed a little, nodding at the woman as you scribbled down more notes as she was experimenting with Eren in his Titan. Moblit was sick today so you offered if you could take his spot for the day. Eren was concentrating on hardening different parts of his body while you had to sketch and write about it. Hanji was jumping about like a hyperactive rabbit.

“GOOD JOB EREN! YOU ALMOST HAVE THE HARDENING DOWN!” Hanji roared in excitement causing you to stiffle a giggle at her.

“Oi Hanji, I can almost hear you from the HQ why are you so loud?”

'Oh it’s the Captain~!’

Turning around you sent Levi a little smile and wave, he nodded with a blank expression as he wandered over. Hanji kept hopping around with an inhuman amount of energy as she laughed. Levi arrived by your side and gave you a look of 'this is what you have to put up with for the day’. Shrugging to the man you continued to quickly sketch down small drawings and notes about Eren as Levi watched. He wasn’t here to complain about Hanji’s noise volume- instead, he was wondering why he hasn’t seen you for the day leading for him to ask around and eventually find you with the titan-crazed scientist in the middle of an experiment.

I- Uh.. I have feelings for you L/N..

R-Really? Coincidence huh? I have feelings for you too sir..

The candle flickered, illuminating the dark room and some of the furniture inside. The occasional shuffle of boots against the wooden floor bounced back and forth off the walls. You were sat on the small couch at the sidelines of Levi’s office filling out extra papers, he was hunched over his desk filling out some as well. The clock quietly ticked on the wall as each second passed. Looking across the office to the round object you checked the time.

'11:47pm’

As if on cue, a yawn made it’s way to your lips, covering your mouth you yawned into it before blinking tiredly. Setting your gaze back down to the papers on your lap you were about to continue writing until Levi’s voice ringing in your ears.

“If you’re tired you can go to your room F/N, I’ll finish up here”

You gawked at the Corporal, shaking your head a little at him “I’m fine, I’m almost done anyways, as soon as I’m done I’ll leave you be for the night sir” you told him as he clicked his tongue and sat back to stretch a little. “You’re making it sound like you’re a bother to me F/N” he commented as you went quiet- not knowing how to respond. “I- Didn’t mean it like that-” “You’re a great assistant F/N, fuck it but this might just be the sleepiness talking but I appreciate the work you do” he cut you off leaving you a surprised. A smile graced your lips as you muttered a shy thanks before finishing off the last page.

“I’m done, anything else you want me to do?” You question Levi as he shakes his head no “no you’re fine, have a good night F/N”

What’s your favorite memory F/N?

Oh-? Well.. I have to say it would be the time I killed my first titan then I did a small victory dance that ended up in my almost slipping off the rooftop.. Heh..

Brat, you’re so clumsy. You didn’t hurt yourself did you?

No I didn’t sir

Good.

You traced your finger down the bridge of Levi’s nose, he watched you in silence as you playfully booped his nose after with a snicker. He grumbled under his breath before wrapping his arms around your figure, caging you in a steel grip before flopping back onto his bed with you. A miniature squeak left your lips as you landed on the soft surface, scurrying out of his arms once he loosened his grip to straddle his hips. A grin tugged on the edges of your lips as you looked down to him, Levi bit his lower lip before taking your hands in his; kneading his fingers with yours as you playfully wrestled.

Flipping you both over Levi pinned you down with an amused glint in his hues, you smirked and leant up to him, pecking his lips. Levi hummed into the kiss before you pulled away, he subconsciously pouted at you as you tried to wriggle out from under him. After two failed attempts you gave up and wrapped your arms around his neck. “At least I managed to pin you down for a few seconds, are you proud of me for that?” You asked as the male huffed and lowered himself to press a kiss to your lips.

“Yeah I’m proud idiot”

You jumped a little when he ghosted his teeth over your neck, shuddering with a relaxed sigh when he pampered your skin with kisses. Levi nipped at your neck teasingly with a sly smirk on his face. “I love you dork” he barely muttered training his orbs on your own, a soft smile made it’s way to your lips again. “I love you too captain” you whisper back to him just before he brings his lips to yours.

I heard you had fun training with your horse earlier.

Oh yeah! I finally got used to standing on her back while she’s moving

And you didn’t fall?

Nope! Are you proud of me~

Yes idiot, I’m proud of you

A sharp breath left your throat as you rested on Levi’s lap, swallowing down the lump in your throat you could manage to take in ragged breathes as you looked up to your lover. He loomed over your exhausted figure with tears brimming at the corners of his eyes. Lips parted in horror as he looked down to you, blood-stained your uniform as you tiredly looked up to Levi, every second that passed your body got lighter and lighter feeling. He choked out a sob, gentle holding up your head and gripping your other hand. “F/N..?” He muttered as the tears finally began to roll down his cheeks leaving clear trails behind beside the dirt and blood masking his form.

“It’s okay Levi, it’s alright..” You cooed raising your hand to softly play with a strand of raven hair. “It’s- It’s not alright.. F/N-” he shook his head, heart thundering in his chest painfully as you sniffled a little, wincing from the pain in your stomach. “I’m going to be fine… It’s going to be alright..” You tried as Levi tried to cuddle himself closer to you, he sobbed and shut his eyes tightly hoping for it to be a nightmare. It wasn’t. “I love you- you hear me? I don’t know what I’d do without you- you idiot” he shakingly pressed a kiss to your forehead as you squeezed his hand. “I-I love you too.. God, you have no idea… Levi… Y-You don’t..” You breathed as he rocked back and forth subtly with you on his lap.

“Levi…?” You continued as he kissed your hand, letting his lips linger. He never took his gaze from yours as he hummed a strained breath letting you know he heard you. “Yes, love..?” He whispered as you cracked a little smile up to him.

“D-Did I.. Did I make you proud… Did I make you proud captain?” You let the blood seep from the corner of your mouth as tears dribbled from the corner of your eyes as reality finally took place. “I-I don’t want to die, Levi please.. At least let me know I made you p-proud..” You begged as his jaw locked into place from suppressing his cries.

“Yes love.. You’ve made me the proudest man alive.. It’s time for you to rest now o-okay..? I’ll be here.. It’s going to be okay. I’ll be here with you when you go.. I swear I’ll see you again in another life F/N.. ”

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When they get to the sea Levi doesn't really go near it even tho he seems at least intrigued. Can we get something where his so actually gets him in the water and they have some fun (she splashes him or something)

Warning: Cursing

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‘‘Eek! Jean! Don’t splash me!’‘

‘‘Payback for using a horse joke earlier L/N! Get back here!’‘ Jean grinned to you, you had finally reached the ocean after so long and you weren’t going to waste a second from not having fun while you’re here, Levi was still on land watching Hanji inspect a shell only a few steps into the water while you were way further out with Jean, Sasha and the others. You squeaked when the taller male made a charge at you, taking off in the opposite direction you laughed feeling Jean pick you up and teasingly you down to soak your entire form down to the water.

‘‘JEAN NO I’LL GET WET AH!’‘ You shrieked earning a chuckle from your friend who stood you back up. Suddenly Jean went crashing down into the water from being tackled by Connie and Sasha, jumping out of the way so you wouldn’t get splashed you giggled, glancing back to Hanji and Levi. Levi caught your gaze and crossed his arms with a slight smirk of amusement on his lips. Waving him into the water you called out to him.

‘‘Levi! Come on! The water isn’t cold!’‘

You only got a shake of the head in response, pouting you wandered back to the beach appearing by his side. You kept the pout on your lips as you linked your arm with his own. ‘’Please~! It’s really fun out there- see! Sasha, Connie and Jean are having the time of their lives’’ you chirped looking out to your friends who kept splashing each other with happy grins. Levi clicked his tongue and shook his head.  ‘’I’m not letting my legs get wet F/N’’ he said in response, you whined and lightly tugged his sleeve.

‘‘Come on! Don’t make me toss you in now mister- I’ll even get Hanji to help’‘ you hummed looking to Hanji as she cackled and nodded, adjusting her goggles. ‘‘I see no harm in throwing shorty into the water, have some fun Levi!’‘ she added as you nodded in agreement to her. Levi huffed and looked to you. ‘‘Will you shut up if I do get in?’‘ he muttered as a grin instantly made its way to your lips. Nodding excitedly you watched him sigh and turn back to the horses to take off his jacket and cape, next with his boots before rolling up his pants.

‘‘You won’t regret this~’‘ you sang taking his hand to lead him back into the water, Levi hissed feeling the sloppy sand underneath him as he trailed after you into the ocean. You stopped and looked around at the sea, the light ripples of the water going towards the land from out afar. Levi glanced around him before letting his orbs rest on you- you looked out into the distance with an infatuated smile before meeting his gaze.

Splash!

‘‘Shit! F/N you little runt!’‘

Laughing you placed your hand over your stomach as you glimpsed at the raven-haired man, only to laugh again. You had just managed to splash him big time earning a glare and a growl from Levi. Suddenly your whole side became damp, you gasped at the sudden cold feeling as Levi watched in amusement. Your shocked expression turned to determination and before you knew it you both were splashing each other in a war.

An idea sparked your imagination, letting Levi watch you- you lowered yourself down to the water before letting yourself flop back into it. Completely drenching your uniform. Getting back up again you opened your arms out wide with a childish smile. ‘’Levi! Want a hug~ You love my hugs remember~!’’ You call out to him as he furrows his thin brows and backs off a step or two. 

‘‘No- F/N you’re soaking wet don’t dare try to hug me-!’‘ you cut him off when you clamped your arms around his waist, a snicker escaping your lips as you looked to him. Hesitantly, Levi let his arms drape around you before he pecked your lips.

‘‘You little shit, you’re getting it when we get back’‘

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Lucifer x reader - Why are you crying?

Pairing: Lucifer x reader 

Words: ~ 880 

Warnings: Insecurities, self doubts, angsty with happy end 

Promps: 10: “It’s late. Shouldn’t you be asleep?” & 15: “Why are you crying?" 

It’s already late at night and you planned to be asleep for hours by now but before you’re able to actually fall asleep you hear your boyfriend Lucifer talking to someone in the living room. Who would visits at 2 a.m., and most of all why? Did something bad happened again? Why didn’t Lucifer wake you up then? Reculanty, you leave your comfortable bed and put over one of your many kimonos to make your way to the hallway of your beautiful luxurious but still comfortable designed apartment which you share with your Lucifer since nearly a year. It doesn’t take long for you to identify the second voice as Michael’s. When you hear him saying your name you decide to stay hidden to listen to their conversation. 

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Having depression and anxiety is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hate socializing. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It feels everything at once so it’s like you numb.

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💚 See Me Now 💚

Updated Masterlist

Prologue / I. Pain / II. Fear

III. Humiliation / IV. Punishment

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{ f o r e v e r | jean kirschstein x reader }

| angsty jean x dying!reader | | set in ep. 11; season 2 | | word count: 587 |

You couldn’t feel anything except the extricating pain that throbbed through your body.

You laid in the dirt limp and useless. Praying for the pain to stop.

The last thing you remembered was a titan blindsiding you and throwing you off your horse with a faint sound of a familiar voice shouting your voice.

…Jean.

You coughed and the taste of iron invaded your tastebuds. Looking at the sand brown dirt beside you, it was stained with splatters of red.

“Jesus…” Jean grimaced at your damaged body and rushed to your side. He sat on his knees and gently shifted your body to where your head was resting on his thighs.

He further looked at the damage done to your body. A giant puddle of blood forming under you from a giant gash in your back.

“Hi.” You looked up at your boyfriend and smiled weakly. Jean gently pushed a few stray hairs out of your face and smiled back down at you. He wiped away dirt that your on your cheek and a spot of blood from your lips. Tears running down his handsome face. “Hey…” He rubbed the sides of your face gently.

“Why are you so sad?” You asked making Jean furrow his eyebrows at you. You lifted your head up trying to look at your body but Jean quickly stopped you. “No, hey. Look at me. Okay? You’re alright… you’re alright.” Jean’s voice cracked as he spoke.

He was lying. You most definitely were not alright.

“Am I dying?” Your eyes were locked onto his amber ones, your eyebrows furrowed. “No…” He shook his head. “You’re fine, baby.” He smiled weakly. “Ah..” You smiled. You were delusional from the amount of blood you lost. You weren’t aware that you were in fact dying and Jean knew this.

Your world was started to fade in and out as you never lost eye contact with your boyfriend.

“I feel sleepy.” You said blearily and Jean’s heart sunk. “Can you sing our song for me?” You asked.

The tears on Jean’s face never seemed to end as he watched his first love fade away in his arms. Your face was pale and your eyes seemed to have lost much of their life but there was still that same sparkle he saw when he met you years ago.

“Hearts beat fast, Colors and promises, How to be brave, How can I love when I’m afraid..”

Jean sang to you softly as he watched your eyes become more distant. A small smile formed on your lips as you took your final breath. Jean’s eye widened as he noticed your breathing had stopped and your eyes looking off into nothingness.

“No…” Jean whispered as he shook your body gently. “God, no…” He leaned down to your chest listening for a heartbeat.

Nothing.

“No… no! No!” Jean moved from under you and his lips connected with your lifeless ones in an attempt to give CPR.

Jean pumped your chest repeatedly as he sobbed.

“Fuck! No! Wake up! I love you! There’s no me without you!” Jean yelled furiously. His tears were hitting your bloodstained uniform.

Jean knew his attempts were useless. You were gone.

Jean screamed at the top of his lungs. It was loud enough for the others in battle to hear.

Jean rested his head on your chest as he sobbed.

“We were supposed to be forever…”

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Talking To The Moon

Context: Y/N finds Levi up on the roof and fluff ensues.

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I've read a post once where the wife got scared her husband didn't love her as much as she did cause he never said it as often as she did and she told him that she used to squeeze one's hand 3 times to tell someone she loved them and the husband started to squeeze her hand 3 times so often even in his sleep and shows how much he actually loved her and maybe that as a scenario with Levi and his s/o? So much much fluff??? I hope I didn't explain It too complicated-

I haven't read it but it sounds so cute! I can definitely do a take on this.

He hadn’t said it much and it hurt. Y/N knew she shouldn’t be worrying like this, Levi just wasn’t very good at communicating emotion, but it still bothered her. What if there’s someone else? The question plagued her, it bounced around inside her head with no intention of leaving. “Levi...” The ravenette looked up from his paperwork, looking so regal behind his desk, “You know, when I was a kid, my parents and I used to not say I love you. We used to squeeze hands three times instead.” He looked confused for a moment, before nodding and straightening the pile of sheets in front of him. “I like that.” Finally, he had found a way to show her how much he loved her.

Y/N felt awful. If Levi didn’t love her then why would he have married her? He would never ever do something he wasn’t willing to give his all to. So why did she feel so empty going to bed beside him? He slipped his arm underneath her head and pulled her close, she could feel his heart beating on her back as he took her other hand in his. Gently, he squeezed her hand, one, two, three times. Happiness erupted through Y/N. He did it again. And again. This resulted in a light giggle as she did it back, this continued until the pair dozed off, smiles on their faces.

Pressure on Y/N’s hand stirred her from her sleep. One, two, three. It took her a moment to figure it out. “Levi, are you awake?” Silence. He nuzzled into her neck, deep in sleep but still, once she did it back, she did it again. The feeling of isolation from her husband dissipated and she couldn’t help the grin that spread across her face. She loved him so, so much.Everything about him screamed perfection. She turned to face the sleeping soldier, his face peaceful. When Y/N didn’t squeeze back, his eyes opened, he took one look at her happy face, illuminated slightly by the moonlight slipping in through the window. “Y/N.” She hummed in response and he squeezed her hand once “I,” twice “Love,” three times “You.” He watched her face light up. He had noticed her sadness lately and to see the face of this beautiful woman light up because of him was the second happiest moment in his life. The first being when she said “I do.”

He took his hand and placed it on her cheek, brushing the smooth skin with his thumb and looking into her eyes. Those gorgeous E/C eyes, that he would never get enough of. He could never and would never get enough of her. He gently pulled her lips to his, squeezing her hand three times as they kissed, slowly but firmly. They pulled apart, foreheads touching. “I love you too, Levi. I love you so much.”

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