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This might be a weird post, and given that I don't have any followers or follow anyone (I have a reason); then this most likely won't get traction. But I am going to try.

This is extended to anyone to help out/answer with, but specifically for my Christian folk, I want to know if I'm not the only one experiencing this.

For a good while now, although only recently I started to actually pay attention to it, my eyes have been reacting strangely when I close them for a certain period of time. I do think it can happen outside of church, but this usually occurs when I am in the middle of worship at church.

I'm still coming into my own when it comes to worshipping and praising God and not feeling weird about it in front of others. But I also try to keep myself connected to the Holy Spirit. My way of doing that has often been closing my eyes to block out any visual distractions.

Lately, and it was exceptionally strong today, I noticed that if say, a minute or so might have passed, my eyes twitch. Both of them. I'm not sure if this is the right word choice, but it felt like small spasms going across my eyes. On your average day, it might twitch just a very tiny amount.

More commonly, it feels like I'm forcing myself to close my eyes really tight (which I am trying NOT to do), and so my eyelids want to open up again. I try to lighten the closing of my eyelids, but that's not exactly possible? Lol. I'm not squeezing anything shut as if scared or juice squirted in my eyes. It's just as if someone told me to close my eyes for a second, and I oblige.

Now I imagine there might be potential causes for this. So maybe I should try to fix my sleep schedule or avoid the phone late at night, I'm not sure. I didn't think much of it at first, but now I notice that the insistence of my eyes wanting to NOT be closed for too long is weird...

I'm hesitant to bring it up with my doctor because maybe it's just something that happens to certain people. I did have a medically related issue last September that affected my optical nerves, so...maybe this is just a side effect or symptom of sorts.

Now, the more Christian aspect of this, heh, but I wonder if this worsens ONLY when I'm trying to worship God earnestly. I have yet to keep proper track, and if this could be a real concern, then maybe I should start keeping notes of how often this occurs. But if it only ever really gets bad when I'm at church, then I think I know what I gotta do about that...

Still, has anyone experienced this in any capacity? Any recommendations of what to do to avoid it/lessen it? Or should I really just tell my doctor once and for all lol?

#christianity #Christian #Christian help #eyes #eye problems #eye twitch #church #church related #random i know #I would appreciate advice #christian

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Ok but you can't tell me that it isn't a FUNNY coincidence that Smile Precure and Kuroko no Basket came out in 2012, they have 2 blonde characters and their surnames are both Kise.

Come on now, it's just insisting on a crossover, lol. Not to mention, their main casts are all stereotypically colorful.

(And yes, I know KNB had a manga before the anime. Let me roll with this idea, lol.

#random #anime #pretty cure #smile pretty cure #smile precure #kuroko no basket #kuroko's basketball #kuroko no basuke #this is a joke #as usual #but... #do you see it #do you see the vision #joshpost

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How is there no fanart of the Dancing Star Pretty Cure group yet? Are you serious? The tragedy 🙃 . The absolute absurdity.

#random #anime #this is a joke #but not really #I want fan art #pretty cure #precure #dancing star precure #Pink and blue are my faves so far #appearance wise

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I made the decision to once again download the detestable app that is amino because I am a fool. A desperate fool trying to live out her old role play days and perhaps rekindle a fire of writing well. Or decently. 🤣 I have many, MANY poor memories of amino, and I don't wish for those at all, but when times were good, they were good.

Tbh, what I really want is for those people who role played well and had good communication with me to start where we left off. The amounts of role plays that could have gone somewhere but ultimately ended because people left or became bored is just sad 😔. I technically was one of those people, too, I guess, so I can't complain too much.

My shipper heart just kinda enjoyed the crack ships, and I wasn't even really using original characters, I was just rehashing an existing character as a sort of mock OC for different fandoms. Maybe that's my issue. I should focus first on establishing my own characters before jumping into the ring that is role play. Most people don't even care if you play a canon character well or not. Or, at least, I don't think they do. One way, maybe. Like, I play the existing party of characters, and you bounce off me with your new character. But not us using canon characters all around.

I think I'm just venting at this point, lol. I want to do so much for myself and make it seem like I'm such a creative little fandom bug with many hobbies. In reality, I can only do so much. And by extension, participate in so much.

The only upside is that perhaps I can find potential rp partners and friends by extending my stay on amino a little longer. It's only been about 5 days or so. Not to mention, working on character wikis and plotlines for stories...that's about it, though, haha.

Perhaps one day I can live out that Hikaru and Miyuki one-shot fantasy... If push comes to shove, I'll write about it.

#random #writing #roleplay #amino apps #amino app #amino #cursed app tbh #but it worked #at times #fandom #anime #i need to practice #I need to brush up on my skills too #I will disappear again now

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Does anyone in the pretty cure/precure Fandom have any guesses as to what creature Reika is portraying here?

All the other girls in her group were dressed as animals that were pretty discernable, but she's a mystery to me. And her theme doesn't give me much hints either—"Sapphire Lagoon", well gee, thanks for telling me it's water related.

Is she a variation of a fairy? A nymph? Her ears and tails are throwing me off. I'd appreciate some answers lol.

#smile precure #smile pretty cure #aoki reika #reika aoki #pretty cure #what the heck is she #i genuinely want to know #random

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It's 2023. Why hasn't anyone made a cross-over of Brand New Animal and Kuroko No Basuke?

You know Michiru likes basketball. She was even on a school team!

I don't demand anyone do this, but I feel like this is one of those wasted opportunities because you can't tell me she wouldn't, at the very least be fascinated with some of movements those boys got going on.

Anyway, I'm not a huge sports anime fan. This is my first time actively watching one and finding it enjoyable. And it just so happens to be available for free.

#bna #brand new animal #kuroko no basuke #kuroko no basket #random #crossover ideas

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Brand New Animal had the potential to be more than just good/fine, but tried doing too much in only 12 episodes. I genuinely think it had room to explore its concepts, especially heavy ones such as racism and prejudice.

I might talk more about this later, but for now, those are my thoughts.

#BNA #bna #bna: brand new animal #brand new animal #random

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I have a long waiting list of animes and other shows I could be watching, that perhaps would expand my horizons.

Yet here I am, dwelling on the beauty that is Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood once again. It's stuck in my brain 😩 And now I want to get around to watching 2003's version!

I could have done that sooner by the way. If Netflix didn't totally and utterly get rid of both series ;_;.

Alas, I will have to rely on websites again. Which wouldn't suck so much if not for the ads! I will quench this thirst eventually.

#anime #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #FMA #FMAB #fma fmab #random #complaining #distracted

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I have to wonder if there are people out there who genuinely do like or can tolerant Illumination's movies. (Who aren't children or older adults)

Is it so crazy to say that you like the Despicable Me movies? The Minion movies (not as good, but I enjoyed them). People really disliked the Lorax, and maybe I just didn't understand the original meaning of the book too much or missed something, but I thought the movie was ok? It was fun for what it was worth.

I liked Hop. Nobody remembers it, I bet, but I liked it 😅. I enjoyed Sing and Sing 2. A Pet's Life...was alright. The Grinch was also alright, pretty cute.

I'm not saying these movies are cinematic masterpieces or high up there on my movie list, especially for animated ones, but I don't think they're bad movies. But then again, my taste can shift.

Also, yes, I do like the minions and find them humorous. 🙂

#is this really my first post? yes #I had plans for something much different #but this was on my mind and i just wanted to say it #illumination #illumination movies #despicable me #the lorax #sing movie #A pet's life #the grinch #hop movie #minions #opinion