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but like fuck just imagine. imagine it. your best friend’s shot right in front of you and there’s a moment where time stands still. where it’s just you and him and the red string that keeps you in each-other’s orbit. and then he’s falling to the ground and bleeding out and you drag yourself under a fire truck to save him. and you get him inside and it’s a flurry of motion, sirens blaring as you press your hands into his broken skin trying to hold him together. you beg him to stay with you as you scream yourself hoarse, and the only words he manages to say before he lets go is are you hurt? and he’s wheeled through the hospital doors away from you, and your captain told you once long ago that you don’t go beyond the glass doors, but that’s fine. your heart’s lying somewhere on a gurney inside anyways. everything slots together in a dizzying motion and oh. it’s him. it always has been. this. this goes beyond friendship. it always has. you love him to the core.

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The devastating difference between how much time it takes to write something vs how fast people read it lol

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So ever since season 7 started airing, i started a complete rewatch from the beginning, I’m now at season 4 and let me just say, i fully believe with my whole heart buddie could become canon. There is WAY too much there for them to just be “best bros🤨”

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finally finished hey melissa and idk what i was expecting from the memes i've seen but it certainly was not that 😭

#hey melissa #nightmare time #nmt #melissa tgwdlm #paul matthews #ted spankoffksi #the langs minds are disturbing how do they come up w stuff like this #starkid #team starkid #nick lang

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SIR I'M THE ONE WEEPING HERE WHAT 😭

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eddie when buck comes out to him: this doesn’t change a thing between us

eddie watching buck kiss his boyfriend at madney’s wedding: oh. hmm. i may have spoken too soon.

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buck’s kind of so smart for appearing at the wedding half an hour late, burnt suit, dirty as hell, hungover, and missing the groom because this way when he kisses a man in front of his parents they cannot possibly be more disappointed than they already were

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eddie diaz right now is that one guy who made that iconic reddit post like guys help I’ve never been homophobic before but my best friend has a new boyfriend and every time I see them together I get this weird feeling in my tummy I thought I was ok with him being bi until I realised I feel crappy seeing him with other guys pls help I don’t want to be homophobic :(

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hen and buck welcoming eddie to the lgbt club

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CHIMNEY & JEE-YUN

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I started using Head and Shoulders ten years ago for itchy scalp and dandruff, and then for ten years I have not had itchy scalp and dandruff, so I thought "why do I still buy shampoo to combat itchy scalp and dandruff when I do not have itchy scalp and dandruff," so I stopped buying the shampoo for itchy scalp and dandruff and can you guess I have now? Can you predict what currently afflicts me? It's alright if you can't because apparently I fuckin couldn't either

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“tk knew before anyone else” WHAT ABOUT HER

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one thing that i think really proves we only see eddie through buck's pov in this ep is that it's the first time basically ever???? we've seen eddie more or less ignore buck???? like, eddie. the same eddie who is so attentive and so attuned to buck's every goddamn micro expression that he knows what's wrong with buck even before buck does sometimes. the same eddie who has a laundry list of lines across multiple seasons that highlight the way he always know what buck is thinking and feeling. and tommy even confirms that at the end of the ep when buck asks if eddie's mad and instead he says that eddie feels bad bc he knows why buck is upset, bc he knows better than anyone about buck's abandonment issues and his possessiveness over his family. the reason it looks like eddie is ignoring buck is buck feels like eddie's ignoring him and honestly it is So Interesting to get that insight into buck's head

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everyone is talking about "down bad" being buck's song and i completely agree BUT have you heard "the prophecy"?!?! I MEAN

Hand on the throttle Thought I caught lightning in a bottle

(he thought he finally found a family that will love him and a good relationship)

Oh, but it's gone again

(but they ended up leaving like everyone else- lawsuit)

And it was written I got cursed like Eve got bitten

(he must have thought at least once that hes cursed, he suffered so much, physically and mentally)

Oh, was it punishment?

('maybe i deserve it all? i didnt save daniel, i wasnt enough...')

Pad around when I get home I guess a lesser woman would've lost hope

(he just kept going, trying, looking for his place in the world when normally people would've just given up)

A greater woman wouldn't beg

(he begged to be loved, he begged for his job, for the team to forgive him - lawsuit)

But I looked to the sky and said

Please I've been on my knees Change the prophecy

('can someone finally stay?')

Don't want money Just someone who wants my company

(he turned down the money that the city was offering bc he just wanted his family back)

Let it once be me

('can someone choose me? or can i be the one to leave this time?')

Who do I have to speak to About if they can redo the prophecy?

Cards on thе table Mine play out like fools in a fablе Oh, it was sinking in (Sinking in, oh) Slow is the quicksand Poison blood from the wound of the pricked hand Oh, still I dream of him

("you're exousting!") - And I sound like an infant

("two dinners and im 12 yrs old again")

Feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen A greater woman stays cool But I howl like a wolf at the moon

(angry buck in 4x04 and 4x05)

And I look unstable Gathered with a coven 'round a sorceress' table A greater woman has faith But even statues crumble if they're made to wait I'm so afraid I sealed my fate No sign of soulmates I'm just a paperweight in shades of greige Spending my last coin so someone will tell me it'll be okay - -

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911 on abc you are single handedly responsible for all of us being unable to act normal since last thursday

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eddie making buck chris’ legal guardian if he dies is still so funny to me years later because like. bro if this was for normal reasons you would have picked someone with less than a 70% chance of being taken the fuck out right there with you

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the buckley-diaz family 🫶