smallerthaneverr

[smallerthaneverr]

i work literally all weekend, open to close for 3 days straight and im gonna use it as an excuse for a 3 day fast bc ive felt so useless and out of my own control for the last few weeks and i think a solid 3 day fast will make me feel better, bc i need to feel like im in control of SOMETHING

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[smallerthaneverr]

starving myself is the only thing i seem to be good at

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[smallerthaneverr]

im just gonna stop eating until someone gives a shit im so fucking alone and i have no body lol idk who im even doing this for anymore it’s definitely not myself i need someone in my real life to pay attention to me im so fucking miserable i just wanna be okay for one fucking day man fuck

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[smallerthaneverr]

hand comparison

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[smallerthaneverr]

i have nowhere else to vent and ive gone into a full relapse after almost 8 months. i need to see my own progress to make myself feel better. when my old ed blog got reported and deleted i felt like it was a sign and didn’t remake. but yet, here i am. im honestly hoping to recover again i need to do better for myself

sw: 210lbs cw: 134lbs

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